This world is so cold, you and I can only embrace each other and get fire
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Sun Yue? Stop! On the way to school, I happened to see a familiar figure. I thought I had been looking for time to block him recently, but I didn't expect it to be delivered to my door.
Not only did the boy stop, but instead accelerated his pace. I quickly followed. Seeing that the distance was getting closer, he suddenly ran away
I dared to run! I walked hard, and I grabbed the collar in less than a hundred meters and stopped him, dragging him to the grass beside
Do you still dare to run? I have forgotten the lesson in less than two months? I pushed to the ground and watched him staggeringly and falling down. I slowly walked forward calmly. I heard that you have a good old problem again?
No, no...
However, his panicked eyes betrayed him
Oh? But why did I hear some bad words? Ah I sighed, did you say it yourself, or did you have to teach you a lesson before you can honestly explain it?
No! I didn't say it! It wasn't me! His expression suddenly became terrified. He thought he had reached junior high school, but at this moment he remembered the fear that he had once dominated by me.
I was still stubborn! I put down my schoolbag and tightened my fists and leaned over. While greeting him, I was still educating him. I really thought that if I didn’t stare at you, I wouldn’t know anything? It seems that I haven’t beaten enough. I have told you that I have to admit my mistakes and be beaten to be attentive. Why can’t I remember it?
He didn't admit it at first, but not long after he started begging for mercy: Stop hitting! I said, I just complained a few times, stop hitting...
That's not the case. What did you say at that time? Let's listen
Finally got rid of that bastard... He didn't dare to speak loudly, but I knew it clearly, and my hand couldn't help but increase the strength.
You asked me to say it! Don’t! I won’t dare to do it anymore!
When will you cure your problem? When will you stop today?
Finally, with his swearing begging for mercy and promise, and it was getting late, I ended today's education course
Huh! I breathed a sigh of relief and stood up straight. Let you go today, it would be better not to have another time!
No, I dare not...
Well... The educational results are still good. I picked up my schoolbag and tidied my clothes while walking, and slowly walked back home along the path.
Mom, I'm back, I'll try to make a pleasing expression
The door is open, and the door is a pair of women's flat-heeled leather shoes with dark red face and white background, thin flesh-colored light socks, dark close-fitting casual trousers between suit and jeans, white shirt, brown little coat, and pretty and plain eyebrows are curved slightly to both sides, which seems to indicate her good mood.
What's wrong with you? As expected, I asked her to see it.
This...I...what is the reason to use this time?
The stray dogs around have been caught by someone. The manhole covers on the edge of the grass have been inspected many times last week. There have been no traffic accidents after the traffic lights are repaired. What is the reason for this time?
Oops!
She seems to be able to read minds, and the excuse I just thought of is gone
She was not in a hurry, her clear black and white almond eyes were just looking at me, seeing what answer I could give after thinking hard
That...just... I really can't make it up anymore. I want to just confess it and forget it. I...
At this moment, a loud voice jumped up from the bottom of the building, interrupting the strange confrontation.
Ruan Qing! Come out! Let’s see how your son beat my Xiaoyue!
I felt a headache when I heard this sound. It was Sun Yue's mother who came to me.
My mother and I came downstairs and saw the goblin pulling Sun Yue with one hand and pointing at the upstairs of my house with the other hand. It was four feet vertically and four feet horizontally. His loud voice was like a duck with a tracheal leak.
My son has been bullied by your son since he was a child. When he was in elementary school, he was still a neighbor and he was playing as a child. He was in middle school, so why is it endless?
I don't know who it is... I muttered in a low voice
Looks like I beat my Xiaoyue! She pushed Sun Yue to my mother, grabbed his hair and lit her left face. It was gray, black and red. She was pressed to the ground for me, but I was not very lucky. There was a stone in the grass. Fortunately, the stone was not sharp, otherwise it would have been broken. But it was not much better. It was a piece of concave and was hurt. It looked quite miserable.
The clothes were much dirty than me. After all, I pressed him to the ground and beat him up. The collar was so wide that I couldn't close it. My pants were worn out. It was also because I haven't done it for two months. I've been a little bit stern and I haven't controlled it well.
Looking at Sun Yue's miserable appearance, my mother had to turn around and ask me: Lei Lei, what's going on?
I didn't dare to tell the truth, nor did I want to tell the truth. When I looked up, I stared at Sun Yue hard. He also said that the child's affairs were resolved among the children. I have beaten him again and again. Since I was a child, he did not dare to tell the truth when he came home. He admitted his mistakes quickly, but it won't take long to rekindle again, and the result was that he was repaired again.
Seeing that Sun Yue didn't say anything, my mother asked me again: Lei Lei, you said it!
After all, it is really hard to get over the fact that he has to make his son like this without giving an explanation
Mom, he is talking bad things behind his back... I answered vaguely, wanting to get away with it
If you say something bad, just beat people like this? Ruan Qing, is your son a hooligan? He will hit people with disagreement! He has been like this since he was a child, and he will grow up? No one teaches him, no one teaches him!
Mom took a deep breath, and suddenly tightened my hand, and I felt suffocated, Mom~
He said I was a "bad person"... Although I tried to whisper as quietly as possible, both sides of the confrontation still heard it
Sun Yue hid back timidly, and his mother was no longer so righteous, but she was still there: she couldn't hit someone... but her voice became smaller and smaller
I just stared at my mother's reaction, afraid that something would happen beyond my expectations. However, she said calmly: Children should not fight or scold people. I will educate my son, but please ask Sister Xiong to educate more when she goes back, so as not to learn bad things from others.
After saying that, he didn't give me a chance to reply, so he pulled me upstairs
Xiong Bapo came in a fierce manner, but was sarcastic and sarcastic, but he was unable to do so. He angrily pulled Sun Yue back and cursed.
upstairs
Mom sat by the bed, I stood, half a head taller than her
She sat there quietly, her eyes dying, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
I also stood in front of me, looking at her in a daze
The clear eyebrows and clear eyes add a sense of weakness and pitifulness from the top to the bottom. Under the small, straight and delicate nose bridge, is an equally small but round and plump cherry lips. A pretty face can remind people of the gentleness of the Jiangnan water town.
However, a tear mole on the corner of her eyes made her look tender and charming when she was happy, and she looked pitiful when she was unhappy. Every frown and smile was full of charm.
I know my mom is pretty and very young, and more importantly, she looks younger than her actual age
I'm 13, I just entered junior high school, she's 29, Xiong Po came today 35, the child is usually older, but the two women don't look the same age at all, so it's not a big deal that Xiong Po is jealous.
When I first moved to the alley, I was guessing her relationship with me everywhere. A young girl and a little boy, and an uncle came to deliver something every month. It should be a sibling and father, right?
But later I realized that this was a mother and son, such a young single mother?
At that time, she went to the hospital for help every day except for two hours in the morning and two hours in the afternoon, and was completely at home, cooking, taking me to school, picking up school, washing clothes, and sleeping with me. Her heart was tied to me. She felt particularly good when she saw me. No one knew what she was having fun all day long.
Until my height gradually grew to 1.4 meters, I only reached her chest. Every day when I went to and from school to and from home, I always liked to rub her chest, because I didn't have the impression of breast feeding in my mind, and I always had a special desire.
When I was a child, I would bury it into her arms like a breast, rubbing it gently, making her breath full of her smell. She would giggle and laugh out loud, but would not push me away, but hug me tighter, as if she wanted to rub her chest completely.
I was stunned and didn't notice that she had raised her head, and the eyes were also looking at me, staying on her.
From when did we become alienated
She raised her hand to stroke my hair
Something passed by before me, and I subconsciously turned my head
Seeing me avoiding her, she sighed softly, then grabbed my hand and got closer.
I was still a little nervous, thinking she was going to ask me about the fight
Sorry, Lei Lei...
Hey? What did mom say to me for sorry Ah? It’s me who should say sorry, right!
Sorry, mom... I thought about the words and blamed me. I couldn't help it at that time. I tried not to fight in the future.
Mom doesn't blame you. If it weren't for mom, you wouldn't have fought with them, nor would you have had no friends since childhood
A bunch of annoying guys were scared by me. When other classmates saw me hitting people, no one was willing to get close to me.
Just a bunch of kids, what kind of friends do you want, it's enough to have a mother
You are also a little brat! When you arrive in the new class, you still have to get along well with your teachers and classmates.
OK, although mom knows that it is very likely that she can't do it, and she doesn't want to do it, but it doesn't prevent her from agreeing to let her save her worry.
So dirty, I changed my clothes and took a shower, and my mother prepared the dishes
Um
I rinse it with water, make a soap, rinse it again, dry it, it will be fine in a few minutes
I saw my mother still cooking, tied an apron, tied a knot at the back of the neck and waist, and the belt slid along the waist, and the hips slid in an arc in the air and swung in the air. The front of the apron was supported high, and it was empty from the chest to the lower abdomen.
I slowly walked behind her, and my hands passed through the gap in front of my lower abdomen that surrounded her thin waist, and my nose pressed against the apron strap around her neck, and my heart was peaceful. Mom, you are so good...
Lei Lei, stop making trouble, itchy... I'm hungry, it'll be fine soon. Mom didn't look back or push me away, but just shrank my white neck
I know my mom is afraid of itchy, especially her neck
Bo! I kissed her heavily, which made her raise the spatula high
Stop making trouble, mom is cooking, it's time to get angry! She said she was going to get angry, but in the end she couldn't stop laughing out loud
I know why she is so happy not just because she is afraid of itchy
I didn't make any more trouble, turned around and entered the living room, facing the kitchen, looking at her, and fell into memories
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In the old minibus, only the small fan on the roof rotates weakly, trying to dispel the irritable heat. Fortunately, there is no sun, and it is just a little stuffy.
The car was driving on the bumpy dirt road, with strange-shaped trees and grass on both sides. Some had long teeth and claws covering the sky and sun, and they could not see their heads. Some were as thin as forearms but were wrapped in layers of gray vines. The other end of the vine hung on the ground and extended to both sides, and finally reached into the wilderness.
I grabbed the arm of the only familiar mother and carefully observed everything around me.
Unknown destinations, unknown journeys, strange scenery, and strange people. In combination with the hazy weather, in August, which is the hot summer, there is a cold smell. The car drives on the road as if leading to an invisible terrifying existence
Finally got out of the car, walked through the path on the ridge of the field, and came to the woods, with two tombs standing alone
Lei Lei, this is your father. She looked at the mound of soil less than half a person high and took out the things she brought one by one. White flowers and yellow paper lit them in front of the mound. My son is ten years old, I will take him back to see you.
Come on, kowtow to dad
She pulled me next to the big tree and fell to my knees in front of me, but I couldn't connect this deserted tomb with the man she was talking about.
After paying his respects, she said that this is my father's mother, my grandma, I don't know this old man, I have no impression, but I didn't ask, and she didn't say anything.
Walking out of the woods, she took me to a house
Lei Lei, wait for a while, mother will come back soon. As she said that, she took out a piece of candy from her bag. After eating the candy, mother will come back
I looked at her for no reason and took the candy from her hand
She touched my head, Lei Lei was the most obedient and his mother would come back soon
I held my hands and watched her turn around
The soles of the thousand-layer shoe walk through the gravel road in my hometown. The big and small stones of blue, brown are rolling. She slowly walks into this pastoral painting without brilliant scenery.
I just stood by the road and waited quietly, occasionally trying to peel off the candy paper, but in the end I didn't
Actually, I don't like sweets, I just occasionally see her take one or two out of her bag
I was bored looking for the clouds in the sky, but unfortunately I couldn't find any of them, but I saw a wisp of smoke rising from a distance.
It seemed a little hungry, peeled off the paper and stuffed the candy into your mouth
This pineapple-flavored sugar is actually more sour than sweet
People appeared one after another in the fields. For this clean child on the roadside, it was obvious that he came from the city. The children in the countryside were more and more skinny, and even if they were playing with new clothes, they didn't care about it.
In fact, children are the same, they are clean just because there are no friends who are crazy about playing
The first one was just curious and surprised. As the smoke from the cooking stove grew thicker, more and more people returned home. They began to point fingers and talk about who my child was.
Finally someone asked me: Child, who is yours? Where is your adult?
My mother is coming back soon, I pointed to the house she passed by.
Whose Ah?
I haven't seen that place in the past two years...
Is it from the Ruan Lao San family? Didn’t her daughter come back a few years ago and say she has given birth to a baby? She even brought it back
Is it because women have such good memory in this regard? Especially those who are older?
Dajun left the next day after he was brought back, and he was also a poor woman...
It’s not that Damn Star, who is so big, doesn’t he disappear? It’s said that he’s sacrifice, but he might be killed…
Isn't that still a son? Some men don't accept it
Bah! Huang Short, I think you are not afraid of losing your life to enjoy it even if you look at him. After a pause, the voice became smaller, and he took advantage of the gloomy smell of the day and sent Dajun away the next day. Maybe the accident that Dajun's father had happened was also because of...
Moreover, it is not certain whether my son is from a large army...
A group of people shivered, but the woman became more and more excited.
Don't believe it, right? Look at her delicate face, she raised her mouth and narrowed her eyes, and her soul was hooked. What else can such good capital be used for? Anyway, no acquaintance has seen her doing in these years!
I can't understand anything they said, but I feel it has a lot to do with me, because the discussion starts with me pointing there.
You dare to say that before you saw it? An angry voice broke in.
Who... Mom...
Xie Dazui, if you have the ability to steal people outside, do you scold him? If you make a fuss, you will be full of energy and speak nonsense behind your back, you will not be afraid of retribution!
The man named Xie was poked into a painful foot. The person next to her seemed to have been reminded. His eyes were filled with gloating, as if he said again: It turns out that there is an Ah here!
How can I compare with you? Ruan Qing, you should be the most shameless one? He has a vixen face and hooks up with men everywhere. He knows that he is still harming people everywhere. Why did he start to take revenge after being abandoned by Lei Jun? I wonder how poisonous you are. Now that their family is dead, are you very proud? Oh, I forgot that there is a son here, who follows Dajun's surname, but it is not necessarily his species. Maybe Ah, it is the bastard of an old man in the city! Could it be that he rekindled his old love with Guo Jianzhong and cuckolded Lei Jun, and then Lei Jun and his mother were angry to death by you?
Xie Da's mouth said something so refreshing, as if he had returned from a great victory, while those who were watching were staring at him.
My mother was so angry that she laughed, but instead pulled me and left
Xie Dazui, I think you have lost your heart and are too lazy to get angry with you, a crazy woman, and then she changed her tone of advice and advised you Ah, don’t deal with this crazy woman. If you say a few more words, you won’t know what she has arranged behind her back. In the end, the whole family is in peace. Will you be suffering?
Seeing my mother leaving without looking back, Xie Datu said furiously: Ruan Qing, you vixen, broom star, and mourning star, whoever treats you will not die well, your son will be killed sooner or later!
I will be destined to be born. If you die, you will definitely go to the hell of tongue-pulling. After she said that, she would never reply and pulled me to the road in silence.
I looked back and saw Xie Dazui still jumping and clamoring. The crowds of people rushing home to eat, and the local dogs paced behind the crowd seemed lifeless under the low pressure.
Are you hungry?
I shook my head. Although I was indeed a little hungry, I knew I should not worry her anymore at this time.
And she smiled awkwardly at this time
Cook when you get home
We didn't say anything along the way
When she got home, she still tried to make two dishes, including my favorite scrambled eggs with tomatoes, because the dish she made would remove the stems and peel the tomatoes, and it would not affect the sweet and sour taste.
At the dinner table, I took half a bowl of rice and saw that there were not a few bites of rice in her bowl. My absent-minded look was the same as when I was bullied by my classmates when I was in school. The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, I asked her tentatively: Mom, is someone bullying you?
Well...Ah?
Is it because she says bad things about you?
Is that true? She thought about it and nodded
Mom, don't worry, I will protect you and will not let you say bad things again
My words finally made her clear after the rain. Lei Lei has really grown up. Then my mother will rely on you to protect her from now on.
good!
…………
Lei Yu, this money is so beautiful. I’ll borrow it from me. How do you feel if you try it?
I usually ignore them, but I am really annoyed and will eventually compromise.
Don't be so stingy. Your mother often buys you good things. She is so beautiful and so rich. I really envy you, hahahaha...
The thought that Cute just had just happened yesterday surged into my mind like an electric shock, and there was only one thought in my mind: Stop talking! Stop him!
what to do?
Seeing his mouth still opening and closing, I subconsciously pushed it over and shut up!
I'm not angry, I'm just impulsive, just shut up
Fighting in the class is very serious, so serious that it is to look for parents
Mom first apologized, and asked the teacher, classmates and parents, and then asked me why I had a fight.
I didn't say it when the head teacher asked, and I didn't say it when she asked
In the end, she came to an end only if she kept apologizing and promised to take good care of me.
On the way home, Lei Lei now told his mother why he wanted to fight?
Because they borrowed me and said bad things
What bad things are you talking about?
Can't remember
Then how do you know it's bad things?
I feel that their words look like the woman named Xie yesterday
Then why not look for a teacher? Don’t tell your mother?
I don’t want to make you sad, and I said I want to protect my mother!
The words to my mouth were swallowed and I said to me for a while: You can't fight again in the future
I see
I didn't promise her not to fight in the future because I said I wanted to protect her, but she couldn't know about it, nor could the teacher and classmates know about it.
In school, I try to play a good boy, ignore them, listen, and respond, but I can't remember that I will get them one by one after school.
It hurts, but when I hear it, I'm sorry and I never dare to do it again, I feel that everything is worth it. I don't forget to threaten it when I'm about to say it's just a joke. If I dare to complain, I will tell you all the bad things you have done!
Their group also had poor grades and sneaked around all day long, so I was not worried at all. The thin top-level students would bully a high-level poor student?
Who will they believe?
I covered up the fight and played with it. My personality looked even more cheerful. My grades were always in the upper reaches and I became someone else's child. I secretly but clumsy and firmly guarded the just-blooming Cute buds.
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What's wrong?
Ah? I was interrupted and I didn't react for a moment
Mom thought I was still struggling with what happened just now, but instead comforted me with her Ruan Yan Ruan: Mom has said that I don’t blame you anymore, I really don’t blame you, but I also have to thank my son for protecting my mother. Mom is very moved. My Lei Lei has really grown up.
As the name suggests, Ruan Qing's personality is soft and optimistic. For me, perhaps because of the incomplete home, she always gives me double tenderness, and it has even been overflowing.
When she grows up, it's your son Ah. Whenever she put on this kind mother's face, although she is not old at all, she is very young, and she still feels inexplicably comfortable all over her body.
It was Ah She smiled and narrowed her eyes and sighed with satisfaction. Before she could eat, she felt as satisfied as if she was full. She could protect her mother's son!
With her eyes circulating, she raised her chin with her hands: Mom is very happy today, what reward does her son want?
AhAhAh? Isn’t it what my son should do to protect his mother? Just be fine if you are not angry
But my mother was moved by her son and wanted to reward her. What should I do if I didn’t hurry up and it might be gone?
I was sure that I saw a light leaking out from the corner of her eyes, and it immediately shook me to the point of losing my mind.
This tone and expression made me indulge in it all at once and blurt out my heart: Mom, can I hug you again?
What's wrong with this? Is it such a simple requirement?
No, it was the kind when I was a child... My eyes slowly moved down from the perspective of the plane. Since I grew up, you have never hugged me.
She was a little nervous at first, after all, I was almost as tall as hers, but when I heard my words, I couldn't help but feel a little excited. I walked up to me quickly and hugged me hurriedly.
I leaned against her chest, remembering how I looked when I was a child, but after all, I had grown a lot taller. I didn't dare to move anymore, but just smelled the smell of her body
I know, because my son has grown up, he can no longer be like a child
Lei Lei, I'm sorry, mom doesn't want to do this...
After that...
You will always be a good son to mom...
I think I know what she means
I leaned back to her beautiful goose neck and then said a popping sound.
Itchy... She hugged me tighter
Suddenly I felt a little uncomfortable, heavy double parts, maternal love, almost breathless
Mom, you...
What's wrong? She let go of her arm and looked at me with a puzzled look
But I was embarrassed: Mom, you've pushed me...
She didn't react at first, then she blushed and couldn't speak.
In order to resolve the embarrassment, I had to bite the bullet and explain: Mom, I'm sorry, I...
Eat! She gently pushed me away and returned to the opposite side of the table, and picked up the dishes as if nothing had happened
Oh, although I don’t understand it very much, I also understand that this place should be very important to women, right?
A glance at the opposite side and found that the blush on her face had not faded yet
Sure enough, I can't think that it hasn't happened
What to look at? Eat! I didn't look at me directly, how could I find out that I was looking at her
It seems that if you don't change the topic, you can't get over that matter just now
Mom, let me discuss with you whether I can come back from school later
Why?
The school is going to set up a track and field team. If I were selected, I would participate in training after school in the afternoon
She thought about it and asked questions that all parents would worry about: Will it delay study?
Mom, don’t worry, what you learn now is quite simple, and there are sports events in the middle school entrance examination. If you win the prize again, you may get extra points. Moreover, most high schools recruit students with sports specialties. Besides, you can exercise, so it’s no problem!
I thought about these things over and over again for a month, and I planned to convince her when the school issued a notice one month after the school started.
She thought about it and couldn't find a reason to object. Seeing my swearing look, she finally nodded in agreement.
But can't you know it too late?
At least one hour, don't worry
Yes, OK
Actually, I only said half of it. There is actually a group in the track and field team that teaches Sanda. Since there are not many people, it is simply merged into the track and field team for unified management. Most of the training is with the track and field team, but they will do some specific exercises every night after school and teach professional content on weekends.
My plan is to join the Sanda team. I was afraid that she would not agree, so I didn’t say it all. Exercise is OK, but how can the school teach students to fight?
The first week of training was particularly easy for me. On the one hand, the first grade students are still developing, and the intensity and requirements are not high. On the other hand, they have also practiced in elementary school. It has become commonplace to chase people all the way.
Maybe I am more outstanding among this class of students. The teacher gave me the right to choose which project to go to. I chose Sanda without hesitation.
After the assignment, I accidentally discovered that there was a girl in the Sanda team, and she was in the same class as me.
Named Zhou Tingting, about the same height as me, looks heroic, with a ponytail, pure white short-sleeved and black sweatpants, and the shoes are also white and a little pink. The girl looks refreshing at first glance
I'm not familiar with her, I'm not familiar with all girls
Although half a semester has passed, there are very few people who can talk to me. Compared with other boys, I have reached the stage of being ignorant of the opposite sex, but I have no idea about this. After all, having a mother is enough.
She can always answer my strange questions and respond to me in time when I call her. In addition to being at home during class, she is always at home, keeping me in her sight. She can teach her if she doesn't understand, and she will be gentle tolerant when she makes mistakes, and always fight with me.
When I was a child, every time I got angry, I would grab her ears or pinch her nose and cheeks until she would make me laugh again
What she loves most is that when I want to hug her, I can't reach it. When I stop, she will open her hands and move to hug me. When I meet her, she will run away again. I will sit down in anger or cry in a grievance. Only then did she hug me tightly and comfort me softly: Lei Lei, don't be angry, mom is playing with you, okay? I will be angry every time, but I will forgive her without being arrogant.
Childish games are often repeated, but mother and son enjoy it
Before the disbandment, the teacher announced that he would train as usual next week and gather at the school playground on Saturday afternoon.
In the second week, the teacher first demonstrated a side kicking movement, and then asked us to practice side-pressing legs and lowering waist after the exercise every day, and practiced in pairs of people.
Since he was in the same class, Zhou Tingting naturally asked me to be his partner
Put both hands on each other's shoulders, legs stand on each other, straighten the upper body, bent forward, when I see her ponytail, my waist can no longer bend. I have to say that the flexibility of a girl is good
Zhou Tingting raised her head and faced me. While pressing down her hand on my shoulder hard, she pretended to be relaxed: Keep pressing down, isn't this possible?
How can a man say no?
Although I don't understand what this sentence means, I feel that my dignity is being challenged.
I didn't say anything, stared at the grass beneath me, and worked hard to press down on my body with all my heart.
After pressing my body and doing stretching movements, today's training ended. I held my waist and walked home.
Mom, I'm back
I'm back, what's wrong? She was beaten by my grinning expression
It's okay, it's like pulling the ligament during training. It hurts the first time, and it's better to get used to it later.
That night, mom will rub it for you
Thank you mom
Before going to bed, I lay on the bed, and her cold little hands pressed on my waist. The touch from my fingertips was not very smooth, and it was a little rough. Is this what I did to take care of me?
The force coming from her hands was not light, and it also had a rhythm
The touch from fingers and palms and the way to relax the muscles make me feel comfortable and hummed
Comfortable... Mom, you are so good...
She just smiled and didn't say anything
After a while, I was about to fall asleep. I felt one hand stroking my head and face from the back of my waist.
So sleepy, mom, can you sleep with you tonight? I grabbed her hand that was rubbing her repeatedly on my hair and asked in a daze
Her hand slowly pulled away, and I slowly recovered to a hint of awakening
I really dare to say anything. I still have to sleep with my mother when I am old. It's really...
She should have gone back to her room to sleep, she is so sleepy...
In the mistyness, I felt a soft body surrounding me from the front, and the scent that came to my face showed her identity.
Mom, are you here? The tone is filled with a hint of surprise and uncertainty, I feel like I am dreaming
Yes, go to bed
Well, I leaned forward habitually, wanting to stuff myself into her arms like I was when I was a child, rub her neck, and feel her breathing and falling asleep peacefully, but I didn't expect that I could wrap around her entire waist, and the small nest between her chin and breasts could no longer accommodate my gradually growing face. I twisted for a long time but couldn't find the familiar feeling in my memory. It was not until she pressed me to her chest and smelled the reassuring fragrance that I fell asleep.
When I woke up the next day, there were no figures beside me, but the pillows and quilts next to me were marked by being slept with me, telling me that I was not dreaming last night
Open the door but saw the door opposite open. She had just changed her clothes and came out.
Still pure black flat-heeled women's leather shoes and flesh-colored light socks, a light purple over-knee tucked dress, her hair was tied back to the back of her head, revealing a slender snow-white neck
At this time, it would look better if she had a string of necklaces, but she never brought any jewelry, including rings, bracelets, necklaces, earrings, etc. She also used simple hanging decorations for her hair, and her nails do not stain or have long hair, and her hair is never loose.
Mom, last night...
Last night you were not honest in sleeping, but I didn't do that when I was a kid
Ah? I really can't remember what happened after mom went to bed last night. Mom, I'm sorry...
I wouldn't take you to bed if I had known it. She smiled and scolded me. She said, "I gave me a blank look and went to change my shoes and go to work. Mom is at work. You should wash up quickly. Buy what you want to eat for breakfast. Don't be late for school.
I see
After school, on the playground
Lei Yu, are you okay with your waist? I saw you look bad when I left yesterday
Not thanks to you?
I just thought to myself, although I don’t have many friends, it doesn’t mean I don’t understand anything, and I’m not an enemy, so of course I won’t say this.
Thank you for your concern. She actually saw it, it was a bit embarrassing
But it really hurts
No thanks, after all, there are my reasons... I was a little embarrassed as I said that, the girls in the class have been discussing what kind of person you are. Perhaps to express their apology, she took the initiative to raise the topic
oh?
They all think you are very proud and disdainful of anyone.
Why do I say that? Maybe it's because her clean and neat dress style looks very similar to Ruan Qing, and I'm not anxious about chatting with her
Usually you don’t talk to people very much, and you only have a few words when answering. Moreover, you are taller, and sometimes the look of looking at people makes people a little scared...
Is there any?
It's like someone is going to steal your stuff
Oh, actually, there isn't it. I explained it rarely, but this is true
besides……
And? Am I so bad?
Although I don’t deal with people very much, it doesn’t mean I don’t care about my personal image!
She was startled by me and hurriedly said: It's not you, it was Li Feng who said that you are actually quite good to your acquaintances, and you basically agree with your requests
Where, there is... I'm a little embarrassed to be praised in person
He said you often borrowed him to copy homework, helped him with advice when he went out to play, and even helped him fight
That's really annoying. If he doesn't give homework, he can't make people feel annoyed. Moreover, that kid doesn't have a good taste. He basically only watches promotional videos when playing games. Besides, how could his classmates be bullied by other schools not help? This bastard, he shows off all this kind of thing, and the teacher knows that anything will happen to anyone!
There is another junior high school on the road west of the school. However, the students recruited students with poor grades and children of migrant workers with low tuition fees. I have never known the specific situation. However, I heard that the students in it are of varying quality and the atmosphere is very bad, so many students will detour when they go home. Li Feng's home is not far from my home. His father has a mine, so he is naturally noble for wear. He was blackmailed from there after school. According to my temper, I will definitely not compromise. The man knew that we were from the nearby junior high school. Seeing the fierce resistance, he didn't want to make things bigger, so he left without taking action.
That's great
Does it mean my relationship with Li Feng? That must be better than ordinary classmates
Come on, let's go, practice hard today. I didn't reply again, and started training seriously
good!
Today is the second day, so of course I didn’t get used to it so quickly. Although I won’t feel as painful as yesterday, I still have to be sore and back pain.
When I got home, I wanted her to help me press it again. After all, it was quite comfortable, but I was afraid that she would be unhappy. I said that I was not honest in sleeping and was in a dilemma for a while.
What's wrong? She asked me when she saw my entangled look
Mom, that... can you press me again tonight?
With my face and enjoyment, I finally chose the latter. What other face does my son want in front of my mother?
She breathed a sigh of relief and said: Why is it? What's wrong with this?
Didn’t you say in the morning that you won’t take me to bed?
Do you have to take you to sleep if you press it? Or...
Hey? To Ah! It’s obviously two things Ah?
Actually, my son wants to sleep with his mother, but he is embarrassed to say it? She smiled proudly at me, as if she was mocking me, who had already seen my clumsy plan.
I was shocked and didn't even notice it myself. Did I really think so?
No, I just remembered that I slept together after pressing it last night, and I didn't remember anything else, so naturally two things became one thing
How can I explain it at this time?
Say I don't want to?
Then I won't explain, if you are shameless, you are shameless
mom……
OK, go take a shower after eating
I knew she agreed. Although she held back and didn't cheer, she couldn't help but speed up the meal.
I finished eating! I put down the bowl and rushed into the bathroom
After taking a shower, I saw that she was still cleaning the table, so I hurried over to help: Mom, I'll wash the dishes, I'll do it
What's the rush? She really doesn't understand how such a simple thing can make me happy like this
Hehe... I just laughed foolishly
When she pushed open the door, I had already laid on the bed. When I heard the sound of the door handle turning, I turned around like an alarm clock at the right moment and shouted: Mom!
All day long, shocked~
After the words fell, I stepped forward and pulled down my short sleeves, revealing my thin and strong arms and back, causing her to slap my back
There is no sign of a positive shape! She laughed and scolded, then pressed
Last night I felt so uncomfortable that I was just trying to relax myself. I didn’t notice that she had already breathed slightly after a few minutes. I felt a little sad. I turned over and lay on the bed and looked at her: Mom, I’m not very tired today, so I don’t need to continue pressing.
She was originally focused on pressing her, but she didn't expect that my turn over and let her press on my chest and abdomen. I was very tickled, especially my waist and ribs. I grabbed her hand and stopped her and continued to press, and smiled: Itchy!
She didn't expect that I had such a big reaction. After working for a while, she couldn't make it. Instead, she was pinched even tighter: OK, let go~
After relaxing, I realized that the palms of my hands pressed on my stomach were surprisingly high. I couldn't help but cover the back of her hands and rub them down twice. A warm feeling hit my heart, making me want to pull my hands in front of me.
At this moment, Wen Nuan was pulled away. I looked up and saw that what came towards me was blushing cheeks and angry eyes: It was so big that I was still making trouble... After saying that, I hurried out
When the door closed, I couldn't help but feel upset. Why can't I control this?
Alas, go to bed
Just as I was thinking about it, the door opened again, and the light was not turned on, and I saw a graceful figure lying beside me with a familiar fragrance.
Mom, you...
I was interrupted before I could speak: Stop talking, go to bed
Yes, I responded absent-mindedly, but lost my sleepiness, and looked at her secretly
The bright moonlight shone on her calves through the screen window, getting darker and darker. When I reached my upper body, I could only see the blurred outline of my body, but I could still see the ups and downs of her sideways. I didn't usually find that her figure was so good. Even if I gave birth to my waist, I didn't deformed.
Just when the thoughts in my mind began to be irrelevant, I felt someone fumbled my ears and eyebrows. I raised my hand to cover the back of her hand and put my face on the palm of her hand.
Mom~ I shouted, but I had nothing to say, just wanted to shout her
Alas... She sighed indifferently, and itched on my face
I rubbed her palm and shouted again: Mom~
Already grown so big Ah! Her tone was full of doting, her palm rubbed on my face. When I was young, my face was not as big as a palm. I had to crawl around on my mother when I went to bed at night, and I didn’t go to bed until I was tired. If I didn’t accompany you, I would make a fuss. It’s been so long in the blink of an eye...
No matter how big it is, it's your son
When you finish your studies, you can support yourself. By then, your mother will be old and you will live alone. Just come and see your mother occasionally.
Who said that mom will never grow old, and I will live with you all my life!
Who doesn't age...
This is really there! I swear by
Who Ah?
Fairy! Seeing that she was about to get angry, I quickly added: And mom!
You... Although you have tried hard to pretend to be angry, the chuckle still betrayed her good mood. Who can't live long?
You have been born to me for 13 years. Not that you haven't grown old at all, but you're getting more and more beautiful. When I was in elementary school, my classmates envied my mother for being so young and beautiful.
But in another ten or twenty years...
You look good even when you are old!
OK, I'm not that old and I'm so poor...
I'm telling the truth~
OK, I have to go to school tomorrow and go to bed
Well, I put it on her shoulder habitually, the familiar fragrance and soft and warm touch came, and my heart was extremely peaceful
Mom, I'll be with you all my life...
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Sun Yue? Stop! On the way to school, I happened to see a familiar figure. I thought I had been looking for time to block him recently, but I didn't expect it to be delivered to my door.
Not only did the boy stop, but instead accelerated his pace. I quickly followed. Seeing that the distance was getting closer, he suddenly ran away
I dared to run! I walked hard, and I grabbed the collar in less than a hundred meters and stopped him, dragging him to the grass beside
Do you still dare to run? I have forgotten the lesson in less than two months? I pushed to the ground and watched him staggeringly and falling down. I slowly walked forward calmly. I heard that you have a good old problem again?
No, no...
However, his panicked eyes betrayed him
Oh? But why did I hear some bad words? Ah I sighed, did you say it yourself, or did you have to teach you a lesson before you can honestly explain it?
No! I didn't say it! It wasn't me! His expression suddenly became terrified. He thought he had reached junior high school, but at this moment he remembered the fear that he had once dominated by me.
I was still stubborn! I put down my schoolbag and tightened my fists and leaned over. While greeting him, I was still educating him. I really thought that if I didn’t stare at you, I wouldn’t know anything? It seems that I haven’t beaten enough. I have told you that I have to admit my mistakes and be beaten to be attentive. Why can’t I remember it?
He didn't admit it at first, but not long after he started begging for mercy: Stop hitting! I said, I just complained a few times, stop hitting...
That's not the case. What did you say at that time? Let's listen
Finally got rid of that bastard... He didn't dare to speak loudly, but I knew it clearly, and my hand couldn't help but increase the strength.
You asked me to say it! Don’t! I won’t dare to do it anymore!
When will you cure your problem? When will you stop today?
Finally, with his swearing begging for mercy and promise, and it was getting late, I ended today's education course
Huh! I breathed a sigh of relief and stood up straight. Let you go today, it would be better not to have another time!
No, I dare not...
Well... The educational results are still good. I picked up my schoolbag and tidied my clothes while walking, and slowly walked back home along the path.
Mom, I'm back, I'll try to make a pleasing expression
The door is open, and the door is a pair of women's flat-heeled leather shoes with dark red face and white background, thin flesh-colored light socks, dark close-fitting casual trousers between suit and jeans, white shirt, brown little coat, and pretty and plain eyebrows are curved slightly to both sides, which seems to indicate her good mood.
What's wrong with you? As expected, I asked her to see it.
This...I...what is the reason to use this time?
The stray dogs around have been caught by someone. The manhole covers on the edge of the grass have been inspected many times last week. There have been no traffic accidents after the traffic lights are repaired. What is the reason for this time?
Oops!
She seems to be able to read minds, and the excuse I just thought of is gone
She was not in a hurry, her clear black and white almond eyes were just looking at me, seeing what answer I could give after thinking hard
That...just... I really can't make it up anymore. I want to just confess it and forget it. I...
At this moment, a loud voice jumped up from the bottom of the building, interrupting the strange confrontation.
Ruan Qing! Come out! Let’s see how your son beat my Xiaoyue!
I felt a headache when I heard this sound. It was Sun Yue's mother who came to me.
My mother and I came downstairs and saw the goblin pulling Sun Yue with one hand and pointing at the upstairs of my house with the other hand. It was four feet vertically and four feet horizontally. His loud voice was like a duck with a tracheal leak.
My son has been bullied by your son since he was a child. When he was in elementary school, he was still a neighbor and he was playing as a child. He was in middle school, so why is it endless?
I don't know who it is... I muttered in a low voice
Looks like I beat my Xiaoyue! She pushed Sun Yue to my mother, grabbed his hair and lit her left face. It was gray, black and red. She was pressed to the ground for me, but I was not very lucky. There was a stone in the grass. Fortunately, the stone was not sharp, otherwise it would have been broken. But it was not much better. It was a piece of concave and was hurt. It looked quite miserable.
The clothes were much dirty than me. After all, I pressed him to the ground and beat him up. The collar was so wide that I couldn't close it. My pants were worn out. It was also because I haven't done it for two months. I've been a little bit stern and I haven't controlled it well.
Looking at Sun Yue's miserable appearance, my mother had to turn around and ask me: Lei Lei, what's going on?
I didn't dare to tell the truth, nor did I want to tell the truth. When I looked up, I stared at Sun Yue hard. He also said that the child's affairs were resolved among the children. I have beaten him again and again. Since I was a child, he did not dare to tell the truth when he came home. He admitted his mistakes quickly, but it won't take long to rekindle again, and the result was that he was repaired again.
Seeing that Sun Yue didn't say anything, my mother asked me again: Lei Lei, you said it!
After all, it is really hard to get over the fact that he has to make his son like this without giving an explanation
Mom, he is talking bad things behind his back... I answered vaguely, wanting to get away with it
If you say something bad, just beat people like this? Ruan Qing, is your son a hooligan? He will hit people with disagreement! He has been like this since he was a child, and he will grow up? No one teaches him, no one teaches him!
Mom took a deep breath, and suddenly tightened my hand, and I felt suffocated, Mom~
He said I was a "bad person"... Although I tried to whisper as quietly as possible, both sides of the confrontation still heard it
Sun Yue hid back timidly, and his mother was no longer so righteous, but she was still there: she couldn't hit someone... but her voice became smaller and smaller
I just stared at my mother's reaction, afraid that something would happen beyond my expectations. However, she said calmly: Children should not fight or scold people. I will educate my son, but please ask Sister Xiong to educate more when she goes back, so as not to learn bad things from others.
After saying that, he didn't give me a chance to reply, so he pulled me upstairs
Xiong Bapo came in a fierce manner, but was sarcastic and sarcastic, but he was unable to do so. He angrily pulled Sun Yue back and cursed.
upstairs
Mom sat by the bed, I stood, half a head taller than her
She sat there quietly, her eyes dying, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
I also stood in front of me, looking at her in a daze
The clear eyebrows and clear eyes add a sense of weakness and pitifulness from the top to the bottom. Under the small, straight and delicate nose bridge, is an equally small but round and plump cherry lips. A pretty face can remind people of the gentleness of the Jiangnan water town.
However, a tear mole on the corner of her eyes made her look tender and charming when she was happy, and she looked pitiful when she was unhappy. Every frown and smile was full of charm.
I know my mom is pretty and very young, and more importantly, she looks younger than her actual age
I'm 13, I just entered junior high school, she's 29, Xiong Po came today 35, the child is usually older, but the two women don't look the same age at all, so it's not a big deal that Xiong Po is jealous.
When I first moved to the alley, I was guessing her relationship with me everywhere. A young girl and a little boy, and an uncle came to deliver something every month. It should be a sibling and father, right?
But later I realized that this was a mother and son, such a young single mother?
At that time, she went to the hospital for help every day except for two hours in the morning and two hours in the afternoon, and was completely at home, cooking, taking me to school, picking up school, washing clothes, and sleeping with me. Her heart was tied to me. She felt particularly good when she saw me. No one knew what she was having fun all day long.
Until my height gradually grew to 1.4 meters, I only reached her chest. Every day when I went to and from school to and from home, I always liked to rub her chest, because I didn't have the impression of breast feeding in my mind, and I always had a special desire.
When I was a child, I would bury it into her arms like a breast, rubbing it gently, making her breath full of her smell. She would giggle and laugh out loud, but would not push me away, but hug me tighter, as if she wanted to rub her chest completely.
I was stunned and didn't notice that she had raised her head, and the eyes were also looking at me, staying on her.
From when did we become alienated
She raised her hand to stroke my hair
Something passed by before me, and I subconsciously turned my head
Seeing me avoiding her, she sighed softly, then grabbed my hand and got closer.
I was still a little nervous, thinking she was going to ask me about the fight
Sorry, Lei Lei...
Hey? What did mom say to me for sorry Ah? It’s me who should say sorry, right!
Sorry, mom... I thought about the words and blamed me. I couldn't help it at that time. I tried not to fight in the future.
Mom doesn't blame you. If it weren't for mom, you wouldn't have fought with them, nor would you have had no friends since childhood
A bunch of annoying guys were scared by me. When other classmates saw me hitting people, no one was willing to get close to me.
Just a bunch of kids, what kind of friends do you want, it's enough to have a mother
You are also a little brat! When you arrive in the new class, you still have to get along well with your teachers and classmates.
OK, although mom knows that it is very likely that she can't do it, and she doesn't want to do it, but it doesn't prevent her from agreeing to let her save her worry.
So dirty, I changed my clothes and took a shower, and my mother prepared the dishes
Um
I rinse it with water, make a soap, rinse it again, dry it, it will be fine in a few minutes
I saw my mother still cooking, tied an apron, tied a knot at the back of the neck and waist, and the belt slid along the waist, and the hips slid in an arc in the air and swung in the air. The front of the apron was supported high, and it was empty from the chest to the lower abdomen.
I slowly walked behind her, and my hands passed through the gap in front of my lower abdomen that surrounded her thin waist, and my nose pressed against the apron strap around her neck, and my heart was peaceful. Mom, you are so good...
Lei Lei, stop making trouble, itchy... I'm hungry, it'll be fine soon. Mom didn't look back or push me away, but just shrank my white neck
I know my mom is afraid of itchy, especially her neck
Bo! I kissed her heavily, which made her raise the spatula high
Stop making trouble, mom is cooking, it's time to get angry! She said she was going to get angry, but in the end she couldn't stop laughing out loud
I know why she is so happy not just because she is afraid of itchy
I didn't make any more trouble, turned around and entered the living room, facing the kitchen, looking at her, and fell into memories
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In the old minibus, only the small fan on the roof rotates weakly, trying to dispel the irritable heat. Fortunately, there is no sun, and it is just a little stuffy.
The car was driving on the bumpy dirt road, with strange-shaped trees and grass on both sides. Some had long teeth and claws covering the sky and sun, and they could not see their heads. Some were as thin as forearms but were wrapped in layers of gray vines. The other end of the vine hung on the ground and extended to both sides, and finally reached into the wilderness.
I grabbed the arm of the only familiar mother and carefully observed everything around me.
Unknown destinations, unknown journeys, strange scenery, and strange people. In combination with the hazy weather, in August, which is the hot summer, there is a cold smell. The car drives on the road as if leading to an invisible terrifying existence
Finally got out of the car, walked through the path on the ridge of the field, and came to the woods, with two tombs standing alone
Lei Lei, this is your father. She looked at the mound of soil less than half a person high and took out the things she brought one by one. White flowers and yellow paper lit them in front of the mound. My son is ten years old, I will take him back to see you.
Come on, kowtow to dad
She pulled me next to the big tree and fell to my knees in front of me, but I couldn't connect this deserted tomb with the man she was talking about.
After paying his respects, she said that this is my father's mother, my grandma, I don't know this old man, I have no impression, but I didn't ask, and she didn't say anything.
Walking out of the woods, she took me to a house
Lei Lei, wait for a while, mother will come back soon. As she said that, she took out a piece of candy from her bag. After eating the candy, mother will come back
I looked at her for no reason and took the candy from her hand
She touched my head, Lei Lei was the most obedient and his mother would come back soon
I held my hands and watched her turn around
The soles of the thousand-layer shoe walk through the gravel road in my hometown. The big and small stones of blue, brown are rolling. She slowly walks into this pastoral painting without brilliant scenery.
I just stood by the road and waited quietly, occasionally trying to peel off the candy paper, but in the end I didn't
Actually, I don't like sweets, I just occasionally see her take one or two out of her bag
I was bored looking for the clouds in the sky, but unfortunately I couldn't find any of them, but I saw a wisp of smoke rising from a distance.
It seemed a little hungry, peeled off the paper and stuffed the candy into your mouth
This pineapple-flavored sugar is actually more sour than sweet
People appeared one after another in the fields. For this clean child on the roadside, it was obvious that he came from the city. The children in the countryside were more and more skinny, and even if they were playing with new clothes, they didn't care about it.
In fact, children are the same, they are clean just because there are no friends who are crazy about playing
The first one was just curious and surprised. As the smoke from the cooking stove grew thicker, more and more people returned home. They began to point fingers and talk about who my child was.
Finally someone asked me: Child, who is yours? Where is your adult?
My mother is coming back soon, I pointed to the house she passed by.
Whose Ah?
I haven't seen that place in the past two years...
Is it from the Ruan Lao San family? Didn’t her daughter come back a few years ago and say she has given birth to a baby? She even brought it back
Is it because women have such good memory in this regard? Especially those who are older?
Dajun left the next day after he was brought back, and he was also a poor woman...
It’s not that Damn Star, who is so big, doesn’t he disappear? It’s said that he’s sacrifice, but he might be killed…
Isn't that still a son? Some men don't accept it
Bah! Huang Short, I think you are not afraid of losing your life to enjoy it even if you look at him. After a pause, the voice became smaller, and he took advantage of the gloomy smell of the day and sent Dajun away the next day. Maybe the accident that Dajun's father had happened was also because of...
Moreover, it is not certain whether my son is from a large army...
A group of people shivered, but the woman became more and more excited.
Don't believe it, right? Look at her delicate face, she raised her mouth and narrowed her eyes, and her soul was hooked. What else can such good capital be used for? Anyway, no acquaintance has seen her doing in these years!
I can't understand anything they said, but I feel it has a lot to do with me, because the discussion starts with me pointing there.
You dare to say that before you saw it? An angry voice broke in.
Who... Mom...
Xie Dazui, if you have the ability to steal people outside, do you scold him? If you make a fuss, you will be full of energy and speak nonsense behind your back, you will not be afraid of retribution!
The man named Xie was poked into a painful foot. The person next to her seemed to have been reminded. His eyes were filled with gloating, as if he said again: It turns out that there is an Ah here!
How can I compare with you? Ruan Qing, you should be the most shameless one? He has a vixen face and hooks up with men everywhere. He knows that he is still harming people everywhere. Why did he start to take revenge after being abandoned by Lei Jun? I wonder how poisonous you are. Now that their family is dead, are you very proud? Oh, I forgot that there is a son here, who follows Dajun's surname, but it is not necessarily his species. Maybe Ah, it is the bastard of an old man in the city! Could it be that he rekindled his old love with Guo Jianzhong and cuckolded Lei Jun, and then Lei Jun and his mother were angry to death by you?
Xie Da's mouth said something so refreshing, as if he had returned from a great victory, while those who were watching were staring at him.
My mother was so angry that she laughed, but instead pulled me and left
Xie Dazui, I think you have lost your heart and are too lazy to get angry with you, a crazy woman, and then she changed her tone of advice and advised you Ah, don’t deal with this crazy woman. If you say a few more words, you won’t know what she has arranged behind her back. In the end, the whole family is in peace. Will you be suffering?
Seeing my mother leaving without looking back, Xie Datu said furiously: Ruan Qing, you vixen, broom star, and mourning star, whoever treats you will not die well, your son will be killed sooner or later!
I will be destined to be born. If you die, you will definitely go to the hell of tongue-pulling. After she said that, she would never reply and pulled me to the road in silence.
I looked back and saw Xie Dazui still jumping and clamoring. The crowds of people rushing home to eat, and the local dogs paced behind the crowd seemed lifeless under the low pressure.
Are you hungry?
I shook my head. Although I was indeed a little hungry, I knew I should not worry her anymore at this time.
And she smiled awkwardly at this time
Cook when you get home
We didn't say anything along the way
When she got home, she still tried to make two dishes, including my favorite scrambled eggs with tomatoes, because the dish she made would remove the stems and peel the tomatoes, and it would not affect the sweet and sour taste.
At the dinner table, I took half a bowl of rice and saw that there were not a few bites of rice in her bowl. My absent-minded look was the same as when I was bullied by my classmates when I was in school. The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, I asked her tentatively: Mom, is someone bullying you?
Well...Ah?
Is it because she says bad things about you?
Is that true? She thought about it and nodded
Mom, don't worry, I will protect you and will not let you say bad things again
My words finally made her clear after the rain. Lei Lei has really grown up. Then my mother will rely on you to protect her from now on.
good!
…………
Lei Yu, this money is so beautiful. I’ll borrow it from me. How do you feel if you try it?
I usually ignore them, but I am really annoyed and will eventually compromise.
Don't be so stingy. Your mother often buys you good things. She is so beautiful and so rich. I really envy you, hahahaha...
The thought that Cute just had just happened yesterday surged into my mind like an electric shock, and there was only one thought in my mind: Stop talking! Stop him!
what to do?
Seeing his mouth still opening and closing, I subconsciously pushed it over and shut up!
I'm not angry, I'm just impulsive, just shut up
Fighting in the class is very serious, so serious that it is to look for parents
Mom first apologized, and asked the teacher, classmates and parents, and then asked me why I had a fight.
I didn't say it when the head teacher asked, and I didn't say it when she asked
In the end, she came to an end only if she kept apologizing and promised to take good care of me.
On the way home, Lei Lei now told his mother why he wanted to fight?
Because they borrowed me and said bad things
What bad things are you talking about?
Can't remember
Then how do you know it's bad things?
I feel that their words look like the woman named Xie yesterday
Then why not look for a teacher? Don’t tell your mother?
I don’t want to make you sad, and I said I want to protect my mother!
The words to my mouth were swallowed and I said to me for a while: You can't fight again in the future
I see
I didn't promise her not to fight in the future because I said I wanted to protect her, but she couldn't know about it, nor could the teacher and classmates know about it.
In school, I try to play a good boy, ignore them, listen, and respond, but I can't remember that I will get them one by one after school.
It hurts, but when I hear it, I'm sorry and I never dare to do it again, I feel that everything is worth it. I don't forget to threaten it when I'm about to say it's just a joke. If I dare to complain, I will tell you all the bad things you have done!
Their group also had poor grades and sneaked around all day long, so I was not worried at all. The thin top-level students would bully a high-level poor student?
Who will they believe?
I covered up the fight and played with it. My personality looked even more cheerful. My grades were always in the upper reaches and I became someone else's child. I secretly but clumsy and firmly guarded the just-blooming Cute buds.
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What's wrong?
Ah? I was interrupted and I didn't react for a moment
Mom thought I was still struggling with what happened just now, but instead comforted me with her Ruan Yan Ruan: Mom has said that I don’t blame you anymore, I really don’t blame you, but I also have to thank my son for protecting my mother. Mom is very moved. My Lei Lei has really grown up.
As the name suggests, Ruan Qing's personality is soft and optimistic. For me, perhaps because of the incomplete home, she always gives me double tenderness, and it has even been overflowing.
When she grows up, it's your son Ah. Whenever she put on this kind mother's face, although she is not old at all, she is very young, and she still feels inexplicably comfortable all over her body.
It was Ah She smiled and narrowed her eyes and sighed with satisfaction. Before she could eat, she felt as satisfied as if she was full. She could protect her mother's son!
With her eyes circulating, she raised her chin with her hands: Mom is very happy today, what reward does her son want?
AhAhAh? Isn’t it what my son should do to protect his mother? Just be fine if you are not angry
But my mother was moved by her son and wanted to reward her. What should I do if I didn’t hurry up and it might be gone?
I was sure that I saw a light leaking out from the corner of her eyes, and it immediately shook me to the point of losing my mind.
This tone and expression made me indulge in it all at once and blurt out my heart: Mom, can I hug you again?
What's wrong with this? Is it such a simple requirement?
No, it was the kind when I was a child... My eyes slowly moved down from the perspective of the plane. Since I grew up, you have never hugged me.
She was a little nervous at first, after all, I was almost as tall as hers, but when I heard my words, I couldn't help but feel a little excited. I walked up to me quickly and hugged me hurriedly.
I leaned against her chest, remembering how I looked when I was a child, but after all, I had grown a lot taller. I didn't dare to move anymore, but just smelled the smell of her body
I know, because my son has grown up, he can no longer be like a child
Lei Lei, I'm sorry, mom doesn't want to do this...
After that...
You will always be a good son to mom...
I think I know what she means
I leaned back to her beautiful goose neck and then said a popping sound.
Itchy... She hugged me tighter
Suddenly I felt a little uncomfortable, heavy double parts, maternal love, almost breathless
Mom, you...
What's wrong? She let go of her arm and looked at me with a puzzled look
But I was embarrassed: Mom, you've pushed me...
She didn't react at first, then she blushed and couldn't speak.
In order to resolve the embarrassment, I had to bite the bullet and explain: Mom, I'm sorry, I...
Eat! She gently pushed me away and returned to the opposite side of the table, and picked up the dishes as if nothing had happened
Oh, although I don’t understand it very much, I also understand that this place should be very important to women, right?
A glance at the opposite side and found that the blush on her face had not faded yet
Sure enough, I can't think that it hasn't happened
What to look at? Eat! I didn't look at me directly, how could I find out that I was looking at her
It seems that if you don't change the topic, you can't get over that matter just now
Mom, let me discuss with you whether I can come back from school later
Why?
The school is going to set up a track and field team. If I were selected, I would participate in training after school in the afternoon
She thought about it and asked questions that all parents would worry about: Will it delay study?
Mom, don’t worry, what you learn now is quite simple, and there are sports events in the middle school entrance examination. If you win the prize again, you may get extra points. Moreover, most high schools recruit students with sports specialties. Besides, you can exercise, so it’s no problem!
I thought about these things over and over again for a month, and I planned to convince her when the school issued a notice one month after the school started.
She thought about it and couldn't find a reason to object. Seeing my swearing look, she finally nodded in agreement.
But can't you know it too late?
At least one hour, don't worry
Yes, OK
Actually, I only said half of it. There is actually a group in the track and field team that teaches Sanda. Since there are not many people, it is simply merged into the track and field team for unified management. Most of the training is with the track and field team, but they will do some specific exercises every night after school and teach professional content on weekends.
My plan is to join the Sanda team. I was afraid that she would not agree, so I didn’t say it all. Exercise is OK, but how can the school teach students to fight?
The first week of training was particularly easy for me. On the one hand, the first grade students are still developing, and the intensity and requirements are not high. On the other hand, they have also practiced in elementary school. It has become commonplace to chase people all the way.
Maybe I am more outstanding among this class of students. The teacher gave me the right to choose which project to go to. I chose Sanda without hesitation.
After the assignment, I accidentally discovered that there was a girl in the Sanda team, and she was in the same class as me.
Named Zhou Tingting, about the same height as me, looks heroic, with a ponytail, pure white short-sleeved and black sweatpants, and the shoes are also white and a little pink. The girl looks refreshing at first glance
I'm not familiar with her, I'm not familiar with all girls
Although half a semester has passed, there are very few people who can talk to me. Compared with other boys, I have reached the stage of being ignorant of the opposite sex, but I have no idea about this. After all, having a mother is enough.
She can always answer my strange questions and respond to me in time when I call her. In addition to being at home during class, she is always at home, keeping me in her sight. She can teach her if she doesn't understand, and she will be gentle tolerant when she makes mistakes, and always fight with me.
When I was a child, every time I got angry, I would grab her ears or pinch her nose and cheeks until she would make me laugh again
What she loves most is that when I want to hug her, I can't reach it. When I stop, she will open her hands and move to hug me. When I meet her, she will run away again. I will sit down in anger or cry in a grievance. Only then did she hug me tightly and comfort me softly: Lei Lei, don't be angry, mom is playing with you, okay? I will be angry every time, but I will forgive her without being arrogant.
Childish games are often repeated, but mother and son enjoy it
Before the disbandment, the teacher announced that he would train as usual next week and gather at the school playground on Saturday afternoon.
In the second week, the teacher first demonstrated a side kicking movement, and then asked us to practice side-pressing legs and lowering waist after the exercise every day, and practiced in pairs of people.
Since he was in the same class, Zhou Tingting naturally asked me to be his partner
Put both hands on each other's shoulders, legs stand on each other, straighten the upper body, bent forward, when I see her ponytail, my waist can no longer bend. I have to say that the flexibility of a girl is good
Zhou Tingting raised her head and faced me. While pressing down her hand on my shoulder hard, she pretended to be relaxed: Keep pressing down, isn't this possible?
How can a man say no?
Although I don't understand what this sentence means, I feel that my dignity is being challenged.
I didn't say anything, stared at the grass beneath me, and worked hard to press down on my body with all my heart.
After pressing my body and doing stretching movements, today's training ended. I held my waist and walked home.
Mom, I'm back
I'm back, what's wrong? She was beaten by my grinning expression
It's okay, it's like pulling the ligament during training. It hurts the first time, and it's better to get used to it later.
That night, mom will rub it for you
Thank you mom
Before going to bed, I lay on the bed, and her cold little hands pressed on my waist. The touch from my fingertips was not very smooth, and it was a little rough. Is this what I did to take care of me?
The force coming from her hands was not light, and it also had a rhythm
The touch from fingers and palms and the way to relax the muscles make me feel comfortable and hummed
Comfortable... Mom, you are so good...
She just smiled and didn't say anything
After a while, I was about to fall asleep. I felt one hand stroking my head and face from the back of my waist.
So sleepy, mom, can you sleep with you tonight? I grabbed her hand that was rubbing her repeatedly on my hair and asked in a daze
Her hand slowly pulled away, and I slowly recovered to a hint of awakening
I really dare to say anything. I still have to sleep with my mother when I am old. It's really...
She should have gone back to her room to sleep, she is so sleepy...
In the mistyness, I felt a soft body surrounding me from the front, and the scent that came to my face showed her identity.
Mom, are you here? The tone is filled with a hint of surprise and uncertainty, I feel like I am dreaming
Yes, go to bed
Well, I leaned forward habitually, wanting to stuff myself into her arms like I was when I was a child, rub her neck, and feel her breathing and falling asleep peacefully, but I didn't expect that I could wrap around her entire waist, and the small nest between her chin and breasts could no longer accommodate my gradually growing face. I twisted for a long time but couldn't find the familiar feeling in my memory. It was not until she pressed me to her chest and smelled the reassuring fragrance that I fell asleep.
When I woke up the next day, there were no figures beside me, but the pillows and quilts next to me were marked by being slept with me, telling me that I was not dreaming last night
Open the door but saw the door opposite open. She had just changed her clothes and came out.
Still pure black flat-heeled women's leather shoes and flesh-colored light socks, a light purple over-knee tucked dress, her hair was tied back to the back of her head, revealing a slender snow-white neck
At this time, it would look better if she had a string of necklaces, but she never brought any jewelry, including rings, bracelets, necklaces, earrings, etc. She also used simple hanging decorations for her hair, and her nails do not stain or have long hair, and her hair is never loose.
Mom, last night...
Last night you were not honest in sleeping, but I didn't do that when I was a kid
Ah? I really can't remember what happened after mom went to bed last night. Mom, I'm sorry...
I wouldn't take you to bed if I had known it. She smiled and scolded me. She said, "I gave me a blank look and went to change my shoes and go to work. Mom is at work. You should wash up quickly. Buy what you want to eat for breakfast. Don't be late for school.
I see
After school, on the playground
Lei Yu, are you okay with your waist? I saw you look bad when I left yesterday
Not thanks to you?
I just thought to myself, although I don’t have many friends, it doesn’t mean I don’t understand anything, and I’m not an enemy, so of course I won’t say this.
Thank you for your concern. She actually saw it, it was a bit embarrassing
But it really hurts
No thanks, after all, there are my reasons... I was a little embarrassed as I said that, the girls in the class have been discussing what kind of person you are. Perhaps to express their apology, she took the initiative to raise the topic
oh?
They all think you are very proud and disdainful of anyone.
Why do I say that? Maybe it's because her clean and neat dress style looks very similar to Ruan Qing, and I'm not anxious about chatting with her
Usually you don’t talk to people very much, and you only have a few words when answering. Moreover, you are taller, and sometimes the look of looking at people makes people a little scared...
Is there any?
It's like someone is going to steal your stuff
Oh, actually, there isn't it. I explained it rarely, but this is true
besides……
And? Am I so bad?
Although I don’t deal with people very much, it doesn’t mean I don’t care about my personal image!
She was startled by me and hurriedly said: It's not you, it was Li Feng who said that you are actually quite good to your acquaintances, and you basically agree with your requests
Where, there is... I'm a little embarrassed to be praised in person
He said you often borrowed him to copy homework, helped him with advice when he went out to play, and even helped him fight
That's really annoying. If he doesn't give homework, he can't make people feel annoyed. Moreover, that kid doesn't have a good taste. He basically only watches promotional videos when playing games. Besides, how could his classmates be bullied by other schools not help? This bastard, he shows off all this kind of thing, and the teacher knows that anything will happen to anyone!
There is another junior high school on the road west of the school. However, the students recruited students with poor grades and children of migrant workers with low tuition fees. I have never known the specific situation. However, I heard that the students in it are of varying quality and the atmosphere is very bad, so many students will detour when they go home. Li Feng's home is not far from my home. His father has a mine, so he is naturally noble for wear. He was blackmailed from there after school. According to my temper, I will definitely not compromise. The man knew that we were from the nearby junior high school. Seeing the fierce resistance, he didn't want to make things bigger, so he left without taking action.
That's great
Does it mean my relationship with Li Feng? That must be better than ordinary classmates
Come on, let's go, practice hard today. I didn't reply again, and started training seriously
good!
Today is the second day, so of course I didn’t get used to it so quickly. Although I won’t feel as painful as yesterday, I still have to be sore and back pain.
When I got home, I wanted her to help me press it again. After all, it was quite comfortable, but I was afraid that she would be unhappy. I said that I was not honest in sleeping and was in a dilemma for a while.
What's wrong? She asked me when she saw my entangled look
Mom, that... can you press me again tonight?
With my face and enjoyment, I finally chose the latter. What other face does my son want in front of my mother?
She breathed a sigh of relief and said: Why is it? What's wrong with this?
Didn’t you say in the morning that you won’t take me to bed?
Do you have to take you to sleep if you press it? Or...
Hey? To Ah! It’s obviously two things Ah?
Actually, my son wants to sleep with his mother, but he is embarrassed to say it? She smiled proudly at me, as if she was mocking me, who had already seen my clumsy plan.
I was shocked and didn't even notice it myself. Did I really think so?
No, I just remembered that I slept together after pressing it last night, and I didn't remember anything else, so naturally two things became one thing
How can I explain it at this time?
Say I don't want to?
Then I won't explain, if you are shameless, you are shameless
mom……
OK, go take a shower after eating
I knew she agreed. Although she held back and didn't cheer, she couldn't help but speed up the meal.
I finished eating! I put down the bowl and rushed into the bathroom
After taking a shower, I saw that she was still cleaning the table, so I hurried over to help: Mom, I'll wash the dishes, I'll do it
What's the rush? She really doesn't understand how such a simple thing can make me happy like this
Hehe... I just laughed foolishly
When she pushed open the door, I had already laid on the bed. When I heard the sound of the door handle turning, I turned around like an alarm clock at the right moment and shouted: Mom!
All day long, shocked~
After the words fell, I stepped forward and pulled down my short sleeves, revealing my thin and strong arms and back, causing her to slap my back
There is no sign of a positive shape! She laughed and scolded, then pressed
Last night I felt so uncomfortable that I was just trying to relax myself. I didn’t notice that she had already breathed slightly after a few minutes. I felt a little sad. I turned over and lay on the bed and looked at her: Mom, I’m not very tired today, so I don’t need to continue pressing.
She was originally focused on pressing her, but she didn't expect that my turn over and let her press on my chest and abdomen. I was very tickled, especially my waist and ribs. I grabbed her hand and stopped her and continued to press, and smiled: Itchy!
She didn't expect that I had such a big reaction. After working for a while, she couldn't make it. Instead, she was pinched even tighter: OK, let go~
After relaxing, I realized that the palms of my hands pressed on my stomach were surprisingly high. I couldn't help but cover the back of her hands and rub them down twice. A warm feeling hit my heart, making me want to pull my hands in front of me.
At this moment, Wen Nuan was pulled away. I looked up and saw that what came towards me was blushing cheeks and angry eyes: It was so big that I was still making trouble... After saying that, I hurried out
When the door closed, I couldn't help but feel upset. Why can't I control this?
Alas, go to bed
Just as I was thinking about it, the door opened again, and the light was not turned on, and I saw a graceful figure lying beside me with a familiar fragrance.
Mom, you...
I was interrupted before I could speak: Stop talking, go to bed
Yes, I responded absent-mindedly, but lost my sleepiness, and looked at her secretly
The bright moonlight shone on her calves through the screen window, getting darker and darker. When I reached my upper body, I could only see the blurred outline of my body, but I could still see the ups and downs of her sideways. I didn't usually find that her figure was so good. Even if I gave birth to my waist, I didn't deformed.
Just when the thoughts in my mind began to be irrelevant, I felt someone fumbled my ears and eyebrows. I raised my hand to cover the back of her hand and put my face on the palm of her hand.
Mom~ I shouted, but I had nothing to say, just wanted to shout her
Alas... She sighed indifferently, and itched on my face
I rubbed her palm and shouted again: Mom~
Already grown so big Ah! Her tone was full of doting, her palm rubbed on my face. When I was young, my face was not as big as a palm. I had to crawl around on my mother when I went to bed at night, and I didn’t go to bed until I was tired. If I didn’t accompany you, I would make a fuss. It’s been so long in the blink of an eye...
No matter how big it is, it's your son
When you finish your studies, you can support yourself. By then, your mother will be old and you will live alone. Just come and see your mother occasionally.
Who said that mom will never grow old, and I will live with you all my life!
Who doesn't age...
This is really there! I swear by
Who Ah?
Fairy! Seeing that she was about to get angry, I quickly added: And mom!
You... Although you have tried hard to pretend to be angry, the chuckle still betrayed her good mood. Who can't live long?
You have been born to me for 13 years. Not that you haven't grown old at all, but you're getting more and more beautiful. When I was in elementary school, my classmates envied my mother for being so young and beautiful.
But in another ten or twenty years...
You look good even when you are old!
OK, I'm not that old and I'm so poor...
I'm telling the truth~
OK, I have to go to school tomorrow and go to bed
Well, I put it on her shoulder habitually, the familiar fragrance and soft and warm touch came, and my heart was extremely peaceful
Mom, I'll be with you all my life...
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