After work, I thought about it carefully and could only go to my best friend Xiaohui's home. He is my brother who has been playing with since childhood and has the best relationship.
I used to stay at his house often, so after I went there, he didn't say anything. He found an old reason before, and his relatives couldn't stay at home, but before, Tongtong and I stayed together, this time I was the only one who was myself.
Xiaohui will inevitably ask me why. I said that this time I came my wife’s best friend, all of whom were women, so I could only drive me out, a big man.
When Xiaohui's house arrived, I couldn't help but serve another meal of wine. While Xiaohui and I were drinking, I kept taking out my phone to see it. Tongtong had never sent me a message. This abnormal behavior made me know that Tongtong must be reading the article I sent to her. At this time, I could only drink to drown my sorrows. I didn't know the psychological changes when Tongtong saw the article at this time.
In the next three days, I was absent-minded in my work every day, and Tongtong never sent me any messages, or even a phone call. This can be said to be the longest time we have broken off contact since we met.
My heart became more and more desperate. When I returned to Xiaohui's house on the third day, I saw that there was one more person in Xiaohui's house. The more people were either someone else, my beloved wife Tongtong
When I entered the door, Tongtong pouted at me mischievously, and then continued to chat with Xiaohui's wife. Xiaohui and I are best friends, and Tongtong and Xiaohui's wife are also best friends.
At the dinner table, Tongtong and Xiaohui's wife were having a hot chat, as if nothing had happened. I knew that Tongtong's arrival was not simple, so I didn't say much to avoid any flaws.
However, Xiaohui and his wife did not notice anything abnormal, they just thought we made an appointment to join Xiaohui's house tonight.
Husband, have you finished drinking? Let's go home early. You recognize the bed. You must have not had a good rest these days... When Xiaohui and I drank the last sip of wine, Tongtong suddenly grabbed my hand and grabbed it, and a light flashed in her eyes
OK, I didn't sleep well. Xiaohui, brother and sister, thank you for taking care of you these days, so I went back and got together again the next day... After saying hello to Xiaohui and his wife, I walked out of Xiaohui's house with Tongtong. However, without Xiaohui and his wife's company, my heart couldn't help but feel nervous. Tongtong didn't say a word and followed me silently. However, when she walked to the street, Tongtong still habitually carried my arm, which made me worry about disappearing most of the past few days. However, we didn't say a word on the road. Tongtong didn't know what she was thinking about, and couldn't tell her true emotions.
When I got home, I washed up and lay on the bed, playing with my phone absent-mindedly, and I couldn't help feeling a little nervous.
Although Tongtong did not show anything at Xiaohui's house, on the way back, I still noticed that Tongtong had changed. I don't know what Tongtong would say to me and what she would face later.
Since getting married, although I am older than Tongtong, I have always taken care of me. There are many things, including social experience, I have to ask Tongtong. Tongtong has also taught me a lot of things. Tongtong is my wife and a little teacher for my social experience and interpersonal communication, so I cherish Tongtong and generally follow her words.
After a while, Tongtong finished taking a shower and walked in wearing a nightgown. Her hair was wet, her skin was fair, and her breasts were shaking up and down, and under her nightgown were straight legs. Tongtong looked really white. How white was? You can imagine what a steamed bun looked like.
Moreover, her breasts are plump and her butt is erect. She can be said to be a standard breasts and fat butt, but it is not so exaggerated. Although the curve is a bit too much, her overall image is still very good. Her classmates and best friends envy her.
However, her classmates and best friends are not very friendly to me, and they all think that I delayed Tongtong. Tongtong is a flower that was inserted into my pile of cow dung, so I rarely attend the gatherings of Tongtong's classmates and best friends, so I will not be able to bear their eyes.
The lotus from the water sets off Tongtong's temperament. No man can withstand such temptation. Only me, I am used to Tongtong's appearance. Even if Tongtong takes off all her clothes, I won't react too much. I often fantasize about the plot of the erotic wife in the novel, and even fantasize about Tongtong having sex with other men, so that she can react. In fact, her best friend is not wrong. I really delayed Tongtong's flower.
Tongtong climbed onto the bed and lay beside me. This time she lay flat and did not lean on my shoulder like before. Moreover, her breathing was a bit thick and long, without the hippie smiley face of the past, I don't know how to speak.
I've completely disappointed you this time? After a long silence, I broke this silence
No matter what decision you make, I respect you. I shouldn't have delayed you... I noticed Tongtong's abnormality and sighed and said
Unless this woman is very lewd, who would like to find a perverted man with a lewd wife to be her husband?
No... Tongtong just answered three simple words without the following
You said we should be honest... I don't think Tongtong is telling the truth. I don't believe she doesn't care at all and is not disappointed at all.
There is really not, hey... I don't know what to say, husband, you really gave me a headache this time... Tongtong's voice called her husband, warmed my heart a lot. I looked at Tongtong next to me and found that she rarely showed a trace of sorrow. No matter how annoying things or setbacks she encountered in the past, she would not frown. The feeling she gave me was optimistic and strong. This was the first time I saw Tongtong so sad.
Do you feel that I am very perverted? It’s fine if I like to read Huang Shu masturbation, and I like that type the most... At this time, I couldn’t help but shake my head and smile bitterly. In fact, I was helpless. I also wanted to quit, and I wanted to change, and I didn’t think about it, but I seemed to be addicted to drugs, and I couldn’t extricate myself from the plot of a slut
Husband, listen to me... Alas... Tongtong's hair seems to be stopping the language
When I first read these articles, I felt shocked. When I saw it at the end, I completely understood the truth. Although I entered society early, this is the first time I have heard of this kind of psychology. People with this kind of psychology live in dark corners and are not well-known to people. When I knew you had this kind of psychology, I really felt disappointed, and there was also a kind of despair. But I didn't deny your character, I just felt helpless because I thought I could help you turn everything around, but I was helpless at the time when I was facing such a thing.
Later, I searched for information online and asked online, and I realized that your psychology is a lewd wife and husband, don’t blame yourself... After Tongtong finished speaking, she reached out and put her hand in my hand, holding my hand, and the strength was still the same as before.
Why don’t I blame myself? If I hadn’t read so many Huang Wen, how could I have this mentality? I shook my head and smiled bitterly. At this time, Tongtong was still comforting me.
No, you don't understand, I consulted a psychological expert online. The formation of a lewd wife's habit is certainly related to contacting these pornographic articles, but the biggest reason for it is related to your childhood growth experience... Tongtong shook her head and sat upright. Her breasts on her chest were rippling in her nightgown. Tongtong was wearing a bra, and the breasts outside the cup were rippling.
Tongtong's words surprised me. Does this have anything to do with my childhood experience?
I always think this has something to do with the Huang Book I read, and I was influenced by the Huang Book
It seems that you have not really understood it. Last night, I checked a lot of information online and consulted many experts. There are several factors in the formation of a sexual habit of lewd wife: the first is that it is related to childhood experiences, because you don’t have other bedrooms at home, you can only live in the same room with your parents, your parents are by your side, you have sexual enlightenment too early, and you will slowly affect your mother’s body, and you like incest, etc. You have said that our father often beats you when he was a child and often abuses our mother. When you were a child, you lived in such a fear and sad situation, which will also cause distortions in the psychological growth process.
The second is that you have been traumatized in love during adolescence. You may have a mental illness or physical illness. You may have frequent worries, fear and suspicion, which leads to this kind of mentality. But I know your past, so this reason can basically be ruled out.
The third is inferiority complex, especially sexual inferiority complex, especially sexual function and sexual organs. This long-term sexual repression and fear of losing a spouse will distort your heart. I don’t need to explain it. Husband, you have this kind of inferiority complex, especially after getting sick. Occasionally, you always say you want me to leave you recently, which just shows that it is also a kind of fear of losing me. This kind of repression and inferiority complex will also create and enhance this kind of psychological
The fourth is the influence of pornographic culture. There is nothing to say about this. Many of the AVs and pornographic articles you have seen are like this, which will influence you subtly
There are four reasons: you have three of them, husband, and it is strange that you don’t have this kind of sexual desire for a lewd wife... Tongtong held her cell phone and said to me while looking at it. It seems that the information Tongtong found last night has been briefly and organized, and she said it in an orderly manner.
After listening to Tongtong's words, I couldn't speak for a long time. She was right. Except for the second emotional frustration in adolescence, I took all the other three items.
After knowing the reason, I no longer feel disappointed and despair. My only feeling about my husband is understanding and tolerance, and I also feel sorry for you. I feel sorry for your childhood experience, your growing environment when you were a child, and I feel sorry for God’s injustice to you.
Believe me, after knowing the reason, I really didn't despise you. The reason why I am worried today is that I really don't know how to help you. The psychiatrist also said that the lewd wife is a psychological disorder, not a mental illness. The lewd wife is a less harmful among various psychological disorders. It will not affect the social function of a person. This psychological disorder has not changed. The brain function and physical function of a person cannot be treated with drugs. Only psychological counseling can be performed. So once the lewd wife is in, if you want to recover and remove it, the probability is very low, which is almost impossible... At the end, Tongtong sighed, not knowing what to do.
I have a sexual habit of being a lewd wife, but I cannot be treated with medication. The probability of psychological counseling is extremely low, so Tongtong is very worried
It was enough to have physical problems, but now I have psychological problems.
I was also in silence, not knowing how to tell Tongtong. No matter what, Tongtong still understood and tolerated me, and had no intention of leaving me.
I don’t know what to say, like making a promise with Tongtong, and I won’t read pornography or masturbation anymore, but I really don’t have the confidence to be able to bear it, but if I don’t promise, Tongtong fell into sorrow again, and I don’t know what to say at this time.
I think Tongtong must have known this after she learned about her sexual intercourse, so she did not say anything about her request to quit masturbation.
Husband... Have you ever fantasized about me, fantasized about having sex with other men?
Just as Tongtong and I were worried, Tongtong was a little hesitant and whispered in my ears. The voice was very light and full of shyness, but I could still hear it clearly. Tongtong's words suddenly tightened my body, and the question that made me most difficult to talk about was asked by Tongtong...
I already know the answer. If you haven't thought about it, you will refuse directly, but you are silent because you are difficult to speak out... I was silent for a long time, not knowing how to answer. After waiting for a while, Tongtong spoke, and when she said this, I was silent again because I don't know how to deal with it. I want to deny it, but I don't want to break the honest promise between me, but I really can't say it. Tongtong knows me too much and can't hide it from her at all.
Let's turn off the lights and send WeChat messages and say ok? You are here, I'm facing you, let's send WeChat messages and say so that we won't be embarrassed and can't say it. We will try to tell all the secrets in your heart tonight. I used to think you have no secrets to me, but I found that you are just a piece of mine, and no matter how hard you dig it... After Tongtong finished speaking, she stood up and turned off the room lights, and the whole room fell into darkness.
It was still Tongtong who knew me, so my embarrassment was really eliminated a lot, and I could at least breathe a sigh of relief.
Let’s talk about it on WeChat when we go to work tomorrow, okay?
These days, Tongtong attacked me one after another, and my defense was caught off guard. Tongtong tore the defense line, making me fucked now, so I want to relieve myself.
No, you must say it all tonight. When do you want to suppress yourself? Don’t let the condition here be cured, you will feel depressed again... In the darkness, Tongtong’s voice came, gentle but very firm
Tongtong has a very good best friend. The two of them have been playing together since childhood. As a result, the best friend was frustrated due to emotional frustration and eventually committed suicide due to depression. This is one of the reasons why Tongtong has been paying close attention to my stress.
You are still embarrassed like this? Then I'll go next door, so we'll chat on WeChat, and it's the same as when I'm going to work tomorrow... After Tongtong finished speaking, she stepped over me, put on slippers and walked out of the bedroom. Tongtong's tone was a little displeasure and anger. She left the bedroom and went to the next door, as if she was separated from me, which made me feel very worried and afraid.
Although Tongtong only went to the second bedroom next door, she was empty, as if she had really lost her
Okay, let me tell you, have you ever fantasized about having sex with someone else? To be honest... Not long after Tongtong went to the second bedroom, my WeChat on my phone rang. I opened WeChat and saw Tongtong's words like this
After a few words just now, Tongtong did not use a word from her husband, and I knew that the reason why Tongtong was angry was not because of my sexual wife's psychology, but because of my concealment, which made her a little anxious.
I had fantasized... I took a deep breath, and while worried that Tongtong would be angry, I had to compromise. My trembling fingers typed these three words on WeChat and sent it...
After that, there was silence. After about three minutes, Tongtong's message came again
I took a deep breath, turned on my phone tremblingly
Do you often fantasize? Five simple words
I often fantasize... Forget it, just die. If you continue like this, you will be tired of living. So just let go of yourself and say everything you say
Tongtong over there fell into silence and didn't reply for a long time, while my fingers began to type on my phone
Since marriage, 70% of people masturbating, I have fantasized about having sex with others. Every time I think of the scene of having sex with others, I am very excited. There seems to be a fire burning in my lower abdomen. Only when I think of the scene of having sex with others, will my lower abdomen feel an erection. Every time I try with you, I must imagine that picture in my mind. As long as that picture disappears in my mind, my lower abdomen will immediately soften.
The same is true when we live a couple's life. My erection is not hard enough, but I try to insert it under you. I let my mind always fantasize about the scenes of you and others, so that the bottom can maintain a certain hardness. But before I insert it, under the strong stimulation, I ejaculated.
After typing these two long passages, I stopped typing. This is the biggest secret in my heart. I have never told me about it and can only be buried in my heart. Now I finally said it. I feel so happy in my heart, as if a big stone blocked my heart was removed.
At the same time, the worries in my heart were relieved a lot, and soldiers came to block the water and soil to cover them.
When I was having sex with Tongtong, I always fantasized about the scene where she had sex with someone else, so my penis would have a certain erection. However, because of masturbation since I was a child, my hardness could not reach the strength of the insertion. And often when I imagined such a scene, I ejaculated very quickly. In addition, the friction between my penis and Tongtong's vaginal opening made me ejaculate on Tongtong's vaginal opening without trying a few times.
After reading those articles, I learned about the fetishism of lewd wife. Although I thought of this possibility, I was still shocked to myself when I heard you admit it.
About five minutes later, Tongtong over there finally replied to WeChat.
I have not only fantasized, but also thought about mentioning it to you that there is basically no possibility of recovery in my life. You are with me and are just a widow. Even the most basic primitive instinct of a woman cannot understand. I have thought about asking you to find a man as a sexual partner to meet your physiological needs, but I have never dared to speak... Anyway, I have said so much, and I continue to say everything in my heart, but I have already started.
I did have this idea, and I would have this idea before masturbating. I was very excited after thinking about that scene, but Tongtong gave me a very traditional impression, otherwise she would not have retained her virginity.
And after masturbation and lust passes, I will be timid, afraid that Tongtong will lose her body and mind when she really has sex with others. And when she has no lust, she will also feel inexplicable pain in her heart. This is how lustful wife fetishness looks. Stimulation and pain often coexist, and the two worlds of ice and fire
Do you think I can do it? After a long time, Tongtong over there posted these words. She originally taught me tonight, but now the role has changed, just like I taught her.
I just thought you couldn't do it, so I never dared to mention it... I told some of the facts, but I also concealed part of it, that is my worries, worrying about losing Tongtong, and the pain after masturbating.
What if I haven't looked for it?
After a minute, Tongtong's words came from over there
After reading this passage, I was silent. To be honest, I talked to Tongtong about this topic again. My excitement came again. I was worried about Tongtong these days, so I didn’t feel like masturbating. However, the topic I liked the most was raised and my lower abdomen felt hot again.
If I have been bad and cannot satisfy you, and you have not been looking for you, then I will never delay you. If you don’t leave me, then I will leave you. I will find a place where no one can find me, no one knows me, but my life is my life... I am serious. There is a kind of love called letting go. Actually, my biggest trouble is my guilt towards you. I can’t give you a couple. This is my lack of a hurdle in my heart and I can’t get over it... This is my true words. If this continues, my guilt towards Tongtong becomes deeper and deeper. My thoughts on leaving her are not a day or two, once or twice. This guilt almost accounts for half of my depression. Of course, there is another half of the reason, that is, the psychology of a lewd wife
But I don't dare to mention it because I'm really not prepared for that
Although fantasy is beautiful, fantasy and reality are still different. I don’t know whether Tongtong is really ridden by other men under her crotch, most of me are excited or most of my pain. Will there be a crack between us? Can we recover from the past...
There are so many things to worry about
Let’s talk about this today... Tongtong was quiet for ten minutes. Just when I thought Tongtong would not reply to me, Tongtong finally replied. She insisted on communicating everything tonight, but she did not expect that she took the initiative to terminate the exchange
It seems that my last sentence gave Tongtong a huge impact. Now she has also felt that I was unable to defend myself by the assault. She should be panicked at this time.
After stopping communication, Tongtong did not come back to me from the second bedroom. I didn't fall asleep that night. I thought my heart was in chaos and there was no company of a beautiful woman by my side.
Did Tongtong, who was in the second bedroom, sleep?
Maybe like me, I can't sleep all night...
I used to stay at his house often, so after I went there, he didn't say anything. He found an old reason before, and his relatives couldn't stay at home, but before, Tongtong and I stayed together, this time I was the only one who was myself.
Xiaohui will inevitably ask me why. I said that this time I came my wife’s best friend, all of whom were women, so I could only drive me out, a big man.
When Xiaohui's house arrived, I couldn't help but serve another meal of wine. While Xiaohui and I were drinking, I kept taking out my phone to see it. Tongtong had never sent me a message. This abnormal behavior made me know that Tongtong must be reading the article I sent to her. At this time, I could only drink to drown my sorrows. I didn't know the psychological changes when Tongtong saw the article at this time.
In the next three days, I was absent-minded in my work every day, and Tongtong never sent me any messages, or even a phone call. This can be said to be the longest time we have broken off contact since we met.
My heart became more and more desperate. When I returned to Xiaohui's house on the third day, I saw that there was one more person in Xiaohui's house. The more people were either someone else, my beloved wife Tongtong
When I entered the door, Tongtong pouted at me mischievously, and then continued to chat with Xiaohui's wife. Xiaohui and I are best friends, and Tongtong and Xiaohui's wife are also best friends.
At the dinner table, Tongtong and Xiaohui's wife were having a hot chat, as if nothing had happened. I knew that Tongtong's arrival was not simple, so I didn't say much to avoid any flaws.
However, Xiaohui and his wife did not notice anything abnormal, they just thought we made an appointment to join Xiaohui's house tonight.
Husband, have you finished drinking? Let's go home early. You recognize the bed. You must have not had a good rest these days... When Xiaohui and I drank the last sip of wine, Tongtong suddenly grabbed my hand and grabbed it, and a light flashed in her eyes
OK, I didn't sleep well. Xiaohui, brother and sister, thank you for taking care of you these days, so I went back and got together again the next day... After saying hello to Xiaohui and his wife, I walked out of Xiaohui's house with Tongtong. However, without Xiaohui and his wife's company, my heart couldn't help but feel nervous. Tongtong didn't say a word and followed me silently. However, when she walked to the street, Tongtong still habitually carried my arm, which made me worry about disappearing most of the past few days. However, we didn't say a word on the road. Tongtong didn't know what she was thinking about, and couldn't tell her true emotions.
When I got home, I washed up and lay on the bed, playing with my phone absent-mindedly, and I couldn't help feeling a little nervous.
Although Tongtong did not show anything at Xiaohui's house, on the way back, I still noticed that Tongtong had changed. I don't know what Tongtong would say to me and what she would face later.
Since getting married, although I am older than Tongtong, I have always taken care of me. There are many things, including social experience, I have to ask Tongtong. Tongtong has also taught me a lot of things. Tongtong is my wife and a little teacher for my social experience and interpersonal communication, so I cherish Tongtong and generally follow her words.
After a while, Tongtong finished taking a shower and walked in wearing a nightgown. Her hair was wet, her skin was fair, and her breasts were shaking up and down, and under her nightgown were straight legs. Tongtong looked really white. How white was? You can imagine what a steamed bun looked like.
Moreover, her breasts are plump and her butt is erect. She can be said to be a standard breasts and fat butt, but it is not so exaggerated. Although the curve is a bit too much, her overall image is still very good. Her classmates and best friends envy her.
However, her classmates and best friends are not very friendly to me, and they all think that I delayed Tongtong. Tongtong is a flower that was inserted into my pile of cow dung, so I rarely attend the gatherings of Tongtong's classmates and best friends, so I will not be able to bear their eyes.
The lotus from the water sets off Tongtong's temperament. No man can withstand such temptation. Only me, I am used to Tongtong's appearance. Even if Tongtong takes off all her clothes, I won't react too much. I often fantasize about the plot of the erotic wife in the novel, and even fantasize about Tongtong having sex with other men, so that she can react. In fact, her best friend is not wrong. I really delayed Tongtong's flower.
Tongtong climbed onto the bed and lay beside me. This time she lay flat and did not lean on my shoulder like before. Moreover, her breathing was a bit thick and long, without the hippie smiley face of the past, I don't know how to speak.
I've completely disappointed you this time? After a long silence, I broke this silence
No matter what decision you make, I respect you. I shouldn't have delayed you... I noticed Tongtong's abnormality and sighed and said
Unless this woman is very lewd, who would like to find a perverted man with a lewd wife to be her husband?
No... Tongtong just answered three simple words without the following
You said we should be honest... I don't think Tongtong is telling the truth. I don't believe she doesn't care at all and is not disappointed at all.
There is really not, hey... I don't know what to say, husband, you really gave me a headache this time... Tongtong's voice called her husband, warmed my heart a lot. I looked at Tongtong next to me and found that she rarely showed a trace of sorrow. No matter how annoying things or setbacks she encountered in the past, she would not frown. The feeling she gave me was optimistic and strong. This was the first time I saw Tongtong so sad.
Do you feel that I am very perverted? It’s fine if I like to read Huang Shu masturbation, and I like that type the most... At this time, I couldn’t help but shake my head and smile bitterly. In fact, I was helpless. I also wanted to quit, and I wanted to change, and I didn’t think about it, but I seemed to be addicted to drugs, and I couldn’t extricate myself from the plot of a slut
Husband, listen to me... Alas... Tongtong's hair seems to be stopping the language
When I first read these articles, I felt shocked. When I saw it at the end, I completely understood the truth. Although I entered society early, this is the first time I have heard of this kind of psychology. People with this kind of psychology live in dark corners and are not well-known to people. When I knew you had this kind of psychology, I really felt disappointed, and there was also a kind of despair. But I didn't deny your character, I just felt helpless because I thought I could help you turn everything around, but I was helpless at the time when I was facing such a thing.
Later, I searched for information online and asked online, and I realized that your psychology is a lewd wife and husband, don’t blame yourself... After Tongtong finished speaking, she reached out and put her hand in my hand, holding my hand, and the strength was still the same as before.
Why don’t I blame myself? If I hadn’t read so many Huang Wen, how could I have this mentality? I shook my head and smiled bitterly. At this time, Tongtong was still comforting me.
No, you don't understand, I consulted a psychological expert online. The formation of a lewd wife's habit is certainly related to contacting these pornographic articles, but the biggest reason for it is related to your childhood growth experience... Tongtong shook her head and sat upright. Her breasts on her chest were rippling in her nightgown. Tongtong was wearing a bra, and the breasts outside the cup were rippling.
Tongtong's words surprised me. Does this have anything to do with my childhood experience?
I always think this has something to do with the Huang Book I read, and I was influenced by the Huang Book
It seems that you have not really understood it. Last night, I checked a lot of information online and consulted many experts. There are several factors in the formation of a sexual habit of lewd wife: the first is that it is related to childhood experiences, because you don’t have other bedrooms at home, you can only live in the same room with your parents, your parents are by your side, you have sexual enlightenment too early, and you will slowly affect your mother’s body, and you like incest, etc. You have said that our father often beats you when he was a child and often abuses our mother. When you were a child, you lived in such a fear and sad situation, which will also cause distortions in the psychological growth process.
The second is that you have been traumatized in love during adolescence. You may have a mental illness or physical illness. You may have frequent worries, fear and suspicion, which leads to this kind of mentality. But I know your past, so this reason can basically be ruled out.
The third is inferiority complex, especially sexual inferiority complex, especially sexual function and sexual organs. This long-term sexual repression and fear of losing a spouse will distort your heart. I don’t need to explain it. Husband, you have this kind of inferiority complex, especially after getting sick. Occasionally, you always say you want me to leave you recently, which just shows that it is also a kind of fear of losing me. This kind of repression and inferiority complex will also create and enhance this kind of psychological
The fourth is the influence of pornographic culture. There is nothing to say about this. Many of the AVs and pornographic articles you have seen are like this, which will influence you subtly
There are four reasons: you have three of them, husband, and it is strange that you don’t have this kind of sexual desire for a lewd wife... Tongtong held her cell phone and said to me while looking at it. It seems that the information Tongtong found last night has been briefly and organized, and she said it in an orderly manner.
After listening to Tongtong's words, I couldn't speak for a long time. She was right. Except for the second emotional frustration in adolescence, I took all the other three items.
After knowing the reason, I no longer feel disappointed and despair. My only feeling about my husband is understanding and tolerance, and I also feel sorry for you. I feel sorry for your childhood experience, your growing environment when you were a child, and I feel sorry for God’s injustice to you.
Believe me, after knowing the reason, I really didn't despise you. The reason why I am worried today is that I really don't know how to help you. The psychiatrist also said that the lewd wife is a psychological disorder, not a mental illness. The lewd wife is a less harmful among various psychological disorders. It will not affect the social function of a person. This psychological disorder has not changed. The brain function and physical function of a person cannot be treated with drugs. Only psychological counseling can be performed. So once the lewd wife is in, if you want to recover and remove it, the probability is very low, which is almost impossible... At the end, Tongtong sighed, not knowing what to do.
I have a sexual habit of being a lewd wife, but I cannot be treated with medication. The probability of psychological counseling is extremely low, so Tongtong is very worried
It was enough to have physical problems, but now I have psychological problems.
I was also in silence, not knowing how to tell Tongtong. No matter what, Tongtong still understood and tolerated me, and had no intention of leaving me.
I don’t know what to say, like making a promise with Tongtong, and I won’t read pornography or masturbation anymore, but I really don’t have the confidence to be able to bear it, but if I don’t promise, Tongtong fell into sorrow again, and I don’t know what to say at this time.
I think Tongtong must have known this after she learned about her sexual intercourse, so she did not say anything about her request to quit masturbation.
Husband... Have you ever fantasized about me, fantasized about having sex with other men?
Just as Tongtong and I were worried, Tongtong was a little hesitant and whispered in my ears. The voice was very light and full of shyness, but I could still hear it clearly. Tongtong's words suddenly tightened my body, and the question that made me most difficult to talk about was asked by Tongtong...
I already know the answer. If you haven't thought about it, you will refuse directly, but you are silent because you are difficult to speak out... I was silent for a long time, not knowing how to answer. After waiting for a while, Tongtong spoke, and when she said this, I was silent again because I don't know how to deal with it. I want to deny it, but I don't want to break the honest promise between me, but I really can't say it. Tongtong knows me too much and can't hide it from her at all.
Let's turn off the lights and send WeChat messages and say ok? You are here, I'm facing you, let's send WeChat messages and say so that we won't be embarrassed and can't say it. We will try to tell all the secrets in your heart tonight. I used to think you have no secrets to me, but I found that you are just a piece of mine, and no matter how hard you dig it... After Tongtong finished speaking, she stood up and turned off the room lights, and the whole room fell into darkness.
It was still Tongtong who knew me, so my embarrassment was really eliminated a lot, and I could at least breathe a sigh of relief.
Let’s talk about it on WeChat when we go to work tomorrow, okay?
These days, Tongtong attacked me one after another, and my defense was caught off guard. Tongtong tore the defense line, making me fucked now, so I want to relieve myself.
No, you must say it all tonight. When do you want to suppress yourself? Don’t let the condition here be cured, you will feel depressed again... In the darkness, Tongtong’s voice came, gentle but very firm
Tongtong has a very good best friend. The two of them have been playing together since childhood. As a result, the best friend was frustrated due to emotional frustration and eventually committed suicide due to depression. This is one of the reasons why Tongtong has been paying close attention to my stress.
You are still embarrassed like this? Then I'll go next door, so we'll chat on WeChat, and it's the same as when I'm going to work tomorrow... After Tongtong finished speaking, she stepped over me, put on slippers and walked out of the bedroom. Tongtong's tone was a little displeasure and anger. She left the bedroom and went to the next door, as if she was separated from me, which made me feel very worried and afraid.
Although Tongtong only went to the second bedroom next door, she was empty, as if she had really lost her
Okay, let me tell you, have you ever fantasized about having sex with someone else? To be honest... Not long after Tongtong went to the second bedroom, my WeChat on my phone rang. I opened WeChat and saw Tongtong's words like this
After a few words just now, Tongtong did not use a word from her husband, and I knew that the reason why Tongtong was angry was not because of my sexual wife's psychology, but because of my concealment, which made her a little anxious.
I had fantasized... I took a deep breath, and while worried that Tongtong would be angry, I had to compromise. My trembling fingers typed these three words on WeChat and sent it...
After that, there was silence. After about three minutes, Tongtong's message came again
I took a deep breath, turned on my phone tremblingly
Do you often fantasize? Five simple words
I often fantasize... Forget it, just die. If you continue like this, you will be tired of living. So just let go of yourself and say everything you say
Tongtong over there fell into silence and didn't reply for a long time, while my fingers began to type on my phone
Since marriage, 70% of people masturbating, I have fantasized about having sex with others. Every time I think of the scene of having sex with others, I am very excited. There seems to be a fire burning in my lower abdomen. Only when I think of the scene of having sex with others, will my lower abdomen feel an erection. Every time I try with you, I must imagine that picture in my mind. As long as that picture disappears in my mind, my lower abdomen will immediately soften.
The same is true when we live a couple's life. My erection is not hard enough, but I try to insert it under you. I let my mind always fantasize about the scenes of you and others, so that the bottom can maintain a certain hardness. But before I insert it, under the strong stimulation, I ejaculated.
After typing these two long passages, I stopped typing. This is the biggest secret in my heart. I have never told me about it and can only be buried in my heart. Now I finally said it. I feel so happy in my heart, as if a big stone blocked my heart was removed.
At the same time, the worries in my heart were relieved a lot, and soldiers came to block the water and soil to cover them.
When I was having sex with Tongtong, I always fantasized about the scene where she had sex with someone else, so my penis would have a certain erection. However, because of masturbation since I was a child, my hardness could not reach the strength of the insertion. And often when I imagined such a scene, I ejaculated very quickly. In addition, the friction between my penis and Tongtong's vaginal opening made me ejaculate on Tongtong's vaginal opening without trying a few times.
After reading those articles, I learned about the fetishism of lewd wife. Although I thought of this possibility, I was still shocked to myself when I heard you admit it.
About five minutes later, Tongtong over there finally replied to WeChat.
I have not only fantasized, but also thought about mentioning it to you that there is basically no possibility of recovery in my life. You are with me and are just a widow. Even the most basic primitive instinct of a woman cannot understand. I have thought about asking you to find a man as a sexual partner to meet your physiological needs, but I have never dared to speak... Anyway, I have said so much, and I continue to say everything in my heart, but I have already started.
I did have this idea, and I would have this idea before masturbating. I was very excited after thinking about that scene, but Tongtong gave me a very traditional impression, otherwise she would not have retained her virginity.
And after masturbation and lust passes, I will be timid, afraid that Tongtong will lose her body and mind when she really has sex with others. And when she has no lust, she will also feel inexplicable pain in her heart. This is how lustful wife fetishness looks. Stimulation and pain often coexist, and the two worlds of ice and fire
Do you think I can do it? After a long time, Tongtong over there posted these words. She originally taught me tonight, but now the role has changed, just like I taught her.
I just thought you couldn't do it, so I never dared to mention it... I told some of the facts, but I also concealed part of it, that is my worries, worrying about losing Tongtong, and the pain after masturbating.
What if I haven't looked for it?
After a minute, Tongtong's words came from over there
After reading this passage, I was silent. To be honest, I talked to Tongtong about this topic again. My excitement came again. I was worried about Tongtong these days, so I didn’t feel like masturbating. However, the topic I liked the most was raised and my lower abdomen felt hot again.
If I have been bad and cannot satisfy you, and you have not been looking for you, then I will never delay you. If you don’t leave me, then I will leave you. I will find a place where no one can find me, no one knows me, but my life is my life... I am serious. There is a kind of love called letting go. Actually, my biggest trouble is my guilt towards you. I can’t give you a couple. This is my lack of a hurdle in my heart and I can’t get over it... This is my true words. If this continues, my guilt towards Tongtong becomes deeper and deeper. My thoughts on leaving her are not a day or two, once or twice. This guilt almost accounts for half of my depression. Of course, there is another half of the reason, that is, the psychology of a lewd wife
But I don't dare to mention it because I'm really not prepared for that
Although fantasy is beautiful, fantasy and reality are still different. I don’t know whether Tongtong is really ridden by other men under her crotch, most of me are excited or most of my pain. Will there be a crack between us? Can we recover from the past...
There are so many things to worry about
Let’s talk about this today... Tongtong was quiet for ten minutes. Just when I thought Tongtong would not reply to me, Tongtong finally replied. She insisted on communicating everything tonight, but she did not expect that she took the initiative to terminate the exchange
It seems that my last sentence gave Tongtong a huge impact. Now she has also felt that I was unable to defend myself by the assault. She should be panicked at this time.
After stopping communication, Tongtong did not come back to me from the second bedroom. I didn't fall asleep that night. I thought my heart was in chaos and there was no company of a beautiful woman by my side.
Did Tongtong, who was in the second bedroom, sleep?
Maybe like me, I can't sleep all night...
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