Lei did not respond to me, but turned his head to look at Ye Ziyan, his heart twitched, a little scared at this moment, I was a little disappointed, how could he be so unintentional and leave our affairs to others to lead.
If I was a little unfamiliar with Ye Ziyan when I met for the first time, then through tonight, through the various things I signed just now, and now, I can vaguely understand her purpose. If she lets her dominate, wouldn’t we voluntarily give up and jump into that swamp?
Lei has lost his innocence by Ye Ziyan. I took the opportunity to ask for an inquiry, hoping that he can wake up, feel my fear at this moment, let this slow down in advance, but for some reason, he is still indifferent. I instantly guessed his wish and looked at Su Feng next to him, pinched his hand to remind him, was he willing to hand me over tonight and be disappointed again? I was sure Lei felt my reminder, but he just pinched my hand to respond, but what I need now is not warmth, but a solid chest that can protect me and allow me to avoid the wind and rain.
Ye Ziyan looked at Lei with deep meaning. My heart was both angry and painful. How could he hold my hand? I was still thinking of another woman. Not long after, he nodded in compromise. My world seemed to be thunderous. I held his hand tightly and wanted to give him the last reminder, but he was still indifferent.
Whether Lei wants to save our love, our marriage, or our feelings, his decision at this moment makes me unable to accept it. I understand that he may also be afraid and anxious, but it is undeniable that his fall for that woman and his ignorance of my reminder also make me feel heartbroken.
I couldn't stop trembling all over. I forced myself to smile, gave up on myself, and drank that glass of wine.
Lei drives with Su Feng, I don’t know where they are going to take us, I don’t have the time to guess, I imagine that I am so confused like Tuanma, thinking about Lei’s reaction just now, thinking about him going to sleep next to Ye Ziyan, thinking about me going to sleep next to another man, thinking about that there are many more people in the future, I can’t solve it, and I can’t accept it.
This short month cannot change the deep-seated concept in my heart. This not only violates our marriage vows, but also violates our morality. I don’t know how to face Lei and this society in the future after it happens.
Before I could figure it out, the car stopped. I carried it to a club.
I don't want to lose Lei's love, but I don't want to ruin our love like this. Some things are so difficult to choose to get on the elevator. I feel like I am stepping into the abyss step by step. Although our flesh may be redeemed, our souls are about to be destroyed.
On the way to the room, Lei was with him, and it was warm and cold. I could feel that he was actually just as scared and uneasy as me, but I don’t understand. Since that’s the case, why should I make a choice easily
Lei didn't dare to pick up the room card in Su Feng's hand. Ye Ziyan came out at the right time to take it off and all of this made me feel desperate. He is now like a child with no thoughts and ability. Ye Ziyan wants to control the barrier that once sheltered me from the wind and rain, gave me warmth and protection. It had completely collapsed. Maybe it had collapsed before that. Ye Ziyan just took advantage of the situation and gave it the last blow.
The initial decision has not worked yet. I don't want to let go of Lei's hand because I know that once I let go, I may never be able to hold it up again.
Su Feng took the initiative to step forward, blocked my shoulder, pulled me out of Lei's arms, and even if I didn't want to, I couldn't struggle because my heart and I still had a slight concern, that is, get rid of Su Feng tonight, and I will lose Lei in the future. I don't want to make a choice, but I hope Lei can keep him at this moment and stop him.
I looked at Lei expectantly, but his response to me was undoubtedly pierced with silver needles in my cold heart, making me unable to struggle, escape, and could only accept my fate. I remembered fate again, maybe this is my fate
I was like a scarecrow. As Su Feng was involved in the room and the door was closed, Lei and I entered a cycle of reincarnation. We might still be able to get up, but our hearts were separated by a piece of paper. The paper was so thick that we would never touch each other.
That room was like two worlds, separating me and Lei. In front of me, there was only Su Feng left in my heart. At that time, I still had a sense of luck. I hope Lei could wake up, repent, rush into the house, and take me away.
Su Feng pulled me to the bed, and didn't rush to act. He poured me a glass of wine and said something, but I couldn't listen to it.
The heart seemed to be bleeding over time, until the blood was flowing, and not waiting for Lei to appear
Maybe I want to get drunk, I don’t have to remember anything, I don’t have to think about it. I drink glasses of wine, hoping that these wines can replace blood flowing in my body. My blood is cold, my heart is cold, and despair makes me compromise.
I was not struggling and resisting. Su Feng was drinking with me next to me and couldn't explain clearly. Just want to find some comfort, or want to find some warmth. His constant comfort and care gradually worked.
If I was a little unfamiliar with Ye Ziyan when I met for the first time, then through tonight, through the various things I signed just now, and now, I can vaguely understand her purpose. If she lets her dominate, wouldn’t we voluntarily give up and jump into that swamp?
Lei has lost his innocence by Ye Ziyan. I took the opportunity to ask for an inquiry, hoping that he can wake up, feel my fear at this moment, let this slow down in advance, but for some reason, he is still indifferent. I instantly guessed his wish and looked at Su Feng next to him, pinched his hand to remind him, was he willing to hand me over tonight and be disappointed again? I was sure Lei felt my reminder, but he just pinched my hand to respond, but what I need now is not warmth, but a solid chest that can protect me and allow me to avoid the wind and rain.
Ye Ziyan looked at Lei with deep meaning. My heart was both angry and painful. How could he hold my hand? I was still thinking of another woman. Not long after, he nodded in compromise. My world seemed to be thunderous. I held his hand tightly and wanted to give him the last reminder, but he was still indifferent.
Whether Lei wants to save our love, our marriage, or our feelings, his decision at this moment makes me unable to accept it. I understand that he may also be afraid and anxious, but it is undeniable that his fall for that woman and his ignorance of my reminder also make me feel heartbroken.
I couldn't stop trembling all over. I forced myself to smile, gave up on myself, and drank that glass of wine.
Lei drives with Su Feng, I don’t know where they are going to take us, I don’t have the time to guess, I imagine that I am so confused like Tuanma, thinking about Lei’s reaction just now, thinking about him going to sleep next to Ye Ziyan, thinking about me going to sleep next to another man, thinking about that there are many more people in the future, I can’t solve it, and I can’t accept it.
This short month cannot change the deep-seated concept in my heart. This not only violates our marriage vows, but also violates our morality. I don’t know how to face Lei and this society in the future after it happens.
Before I could figure it out, the car stopped. I carried it to a club.
I don't want to lose Lei's love, but I don't want to ruin our love like this. Some things are so difficult to choose to get on the elevator. I feel like I am stepping into the abyss step by step. Although our flesh may be redeemed, our souls are about to be destroyed.
On the way to the room, Lei was with him, and it was warm and cold. I could feel that he was actually just as scared and uneasy as me, but I don’t understand. Since that’s the case, why should I make a choice easily
Lei didn't dare to pick up the room card in Su Feng's hand. Ye Ziyan came out at the right time to take it off and all of this made me feel desperate. He is now like a child with no thoughts and ability. Ye Ziyan wants to control the barrier that once sheltered me from the wind and rain, gave me warmth and protection. It had completely collapsed. Maybe it had collapsed before that. Ye Ziyan just took advantage of the situation and gave it the last blow.
The initial decision has not worked yet. I don't want to let go of Lei's hand because I know that once I let go, I may never be able to hold it up again.
Su Feng took the initiative to step forward, blocked my shoulder, pulled me out of Lei's arms, and even if I didn't want to, I couldn't struggle because my heart and I still had a slight concern, that is, get rid of Su Feng tonight, and I will lose Lei in the future. I don't want to make a choice, but I hope Lei can keep him at this moment and stop him.
I looked at Lei expectantly, but his response to me was undoubtedly pierced with silver needles in my cold heart, making me unable to struggle, escape, and could only accept my fate. I remembered fate again, maybe this is my fate
I was like a scarecrow. As Su Feng was involved in the room and the door was closed, Lei and I entered a cycle of reincarnation. We might still be able to get up, but our hearts were separated by a piece of paper. The paper was so thick that we would never touch each other.
That room was like two worlds, separating me and Lei. In front of me, there was only Su Feng left in my heart. At that time, I still had a sense of luck. I hope Lei could wake up, repent, rush into the house, and take me away.
Su Feng pulled me to the bed, and didn't rush to act. He poured me a glass of wine and said something, but I couldn't listen to it.
The heart seemed to be bleeding over time, until the blood was flowing, and not waiting for Lei to appear
Maybe I want to get drunk, I don’t have to remember anything, I don’t have to think about it. I drink glasses of wine, hoping that these wines can replace blood flowing in my body. My blood is cold, my heart is cold, and despair makes me compromise.
I was not struggling and resisting. Su Feng was drinking with me next to me and couldn't explain clearly. Just want to find some comfort, or want to find some warmth. His constant comfort and care gradually worked.
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