Chapter 179

I understand, please let her in, I will give Xiao Tang instructions

Dada da... In less than half a minute, I heard the sound of high heels hitting the floor. My eyes were originally looking at the computer. After she came in, I turned to look at Xiaoying and found that Xiaoying had changed into a dress and it was a brand new formal wear. I was a little surprised that Xiaoying had enough formal wear, so why did she buy such a formal wear again?

Eme? Are you going to eat or wait for a while?

After Xiaoying came in, she looked at me and smiled gently. Without any other words, she seemed more relaxed and easy-going.

Wait first... You can leave it, I will eat it myself later... I looked at Xiaoying, laughing without hesitation, and try to be more natural

Well, I will eat when I am hungry. There is a thermal lunch box, which will not be cold for a while. I will clean up the office first. Xiaoying put the lunch box on the desk, and there are several lunch boxes, but I don’t know what I have made.

You... When I saw Xiaoying was about to help me clean up the office, I couldn't help but ask

I asked for leave today. You were too tired last night. I didn't tell you. Actually, I asked for leave last night. I was going to take good care of you at home. I just didn't expect that when I woke up in the morning, you were already... I was very good at accompanying you today. I told you to take medicine. Your health has not fully recovered... Xiaoying started to organize the office for me as she said.

Looking at Xiaoying's busy figure, I can't say anything

Xiaoying did all this for me, and I was not moved at this time. Maybe she was atoneing for herself?

Just simply clean up the office and try to make up for the wrong things, that's too simple

Although Xiao Tang has always been here to clean up the office, Xiao Ying still knows my preferences best when organizing and style the office.

Hygiene, placement of ornaments, sorting work supplies, everything, Xiaoying has sorted it out in an orderly manner

I sat in front of the computer and looked at Xiaoying with my own light. I sighed silently in my heart. I wanted to say that if I understand my various life and work habits, my wife Xiaoying is still my wife.

If I hadn't been so angry at the beginning, I made my father and Xiaoying look like this, Xiaoying would have been my only one, or the pure and flawless Xiaoying, but nothing has turned back and has not been done.

Whenever I think of this, I regret it now

Eat something... When Xiaoying put a cup of coffee that had just been brewed next to me, I said to Xiaoying, and at the same time noticed that Xiaoying had bandages wrapped around her index finger and middle finger of her left hand. I didn't notice it just now

Xiaoying just helped me clean the office, and the bandages on my two fingers were completely soaked

What's wrong with your hand? I couldn't help but ask, was it because I was accidentally injured when I was crazy in the wild that night with my father?

The two of them were so crazy that night

If Xiaoying said she was injured accidentally, I wouldn't feel strange at all

It's nothing, the cooker was injured by a kitchen knife... Xiaoying shrank her fingers and said with an awkward expression

I'll reband it for you. I've been soaked in water and it's careful to get inflamed... I decided to test Xiaoying. If it was cut by a kitchen knife, you can tell at a glance whether it was injured by a branch or a kitchen knife. I want to understand.

I took out the bathroom box in the drawer of my desk and said

Really no need... Xiaoying still shrank her hand behind her back, shook her head gently, and bit her lower lip at the same time

I have no other words, I don’t want to lose my temper, I don’t want to quarrel with Xiaoying. I, who was originally a little corrupt and angry, seemed very quiet at this time. Perhaps my temper and tolerance have really been trained to the state of returning to nature.

I unscrewed the disinfectant, took out the cotton swab, and silently carried out a series of wound cleaning preparations. I didn't say a word, nor did I look at the small matters.

Seeing me like this, Xiaoying rubbed her trouser legs with her other uninjured hand, and then slowly stretched out her injured hand.

I slowly untied Xiaoying's bandaged fingers. I saw that Xiaoying became nervous during this process. I seemed to be more sure of what I thought was.

It must be not a cutting injury

It should be a scratch

Xiaoying bandaged it very roughly. It seems that she bandaged it herself. It will definitely be inconvenient for her to bandage it with one hand.

But when I opened the soaked bandage, I was still surprised

There was indeed a horizontal knife cut on the fingertips of Xiaoying's index finger and middle finger, and the wound was obviously new. The blood might have solidified, but because the room had just been cleaned up and was soaked in water, the wound had already opened and blood was bleeding little by little.

Seeing this, I felt a little moved and relieved.

I was moved because these wounds were injured by Xiaoying when cooking for me, and when there were wounds, I cleaned my office, etc.

Is it just a function?

Maybe not enough

I used disinfectant to clean Xiaoying's wounds, and then carefully bandaged Xiaoying.

During this process, I was very focused and all my mental power was bandaging Xiaoying.

Okay, bandage it, be careful in the future. Why are you so careless? It's not the first time you cook...

... While nagging, I finished the bandage. Xiaoying cooks very well. Logically speaking, it shouldn't be cut to cut her fingers.

I haven't heard Xiaoying's reply for a long time. I couldn't help but look up at Xiaoying. I saw that Xiaoying was already in tears at some point, and she was crying silently. Her tears and crisp eyes were looking at me in a daze. The love and tenderness in her eyes were unspeakable.

OK, why are you crying? I can't guess what Xiaoying thinks at this time

I can't help feeling doubt

No, nothing, just looking at my husband bandaged me, I feel very happy...

Xiaoying wipes tears with her other hand

Husband, let's have a meal... I have made a lot of your favorite food... Xiaoying opened the insulation lunch boxes as she said, and the lunch boxes were all of them with several layers.

After opening all the lunch boxes and interlayers, there were eight dishes, including pot buns, heart-protecting meat, spicy fish...

...It's all my favorite food

All of them are you? Looking at so many dishes, I can't believe that this is made by Xiao Dian. Although these dishes are not very difficult to make, they are very cumbersome. You have to make so many small dishes, and I don't know how long it will take to make them.

It's Ah, I'm not doing anything to stay at home in the morning, so I've cooked so many dishes. I don't know if my skills have declined. Husband, try it... Xiaoying said with a smile, and started picking up dishes for me.

Very Ah... Last night, I was a little disgusted with the black chicken soup made by Xiaoying, but now I see so many dishes that Xiaoying has worked hard and the knife wounds left by Xiaoying when she cooks Lai, the grudge in my heart can't help but become much smaller

I started to eat. At the beginning, I just tentatively ate two bites, but I was so hungry that I hadn't eaten anything for almost two days, but I just ate a few bites of cold buns in the morning

Xiaoying's food is still so delicious and familiar, I couldn't help but eat it

Why don't you eat Ah? I ate for a long time and found that Xiaoying didn't eat it. Instead, she stood her chin and looked at me blankly, her eyes were silly, and I didn't know what I was thinking. I couldn't help but ask.

I'm not hungry, you eat, I'm contented when I see my husband eating so happily... Xiaoying's posture has not changed, she said gently

While I was eating, I couldn't help but feel suspicious.

Why did Xiaoying do this?

Just to make up for me?

To reduce the guilt in your heart?

Or...the last supper before parting?

Thinking of this possibility, I couldn't help but worry. Maybe I was thinking about it, but when I thought of this possibility, the food I ate in my mouth suddenly lost its taste.

Xiaoying accompanied me for an afternoon and told me to take medicine in the middle. At night, we returned home together. Today Xiaoying kept sticking to me, afraid that I would leave.

Xiaoying was cleaning up the house in the living room, while I was playing with my cell phone in the bed

I originally wanted to do housework, but Xiaoying refused to let me do it on the grounds that I was a patient.

Bored playing with my phone in bed, I looked at Xiaoying's busy back, and the worry I thought of during the day was getting heavier and heavier.

At this time, I remembered that when I closed my eyes and rested last night, didn’t Xiaoying turn on the computer?

Will she write a diary?

Maybe in my diary I can find the answer I want

In the evening, I finally let Xiaoying fall asleep. I gently turned on the computer, then logged into the forum, entered Xiaoying's account and password. There was indeed a new log in the log list. I opened the log with both hands. I was very scared, afraid that I would see what I didn't want to see, and all the answers might be solved by this log.

Although many things that hurt me, I really didn't think about losing Xiaoying

Everything ended last night, with my luck and self-deception, I completed my last indulgence with my father-in-law. I had no identity and no ethical relationship, and put an end to a wrong relationship that should not have. Although I was reluctant, I had violated my promise countless times. This night, my father-in-law and I didn’t care about anything else, only men and women. Everything was let go just to experience the joy before the parting. After everything was over, I talked with my father-in-law for a long time. I originally thought that the separation negotiation would be very sad, but my father-in-law and I had a very happy conversation. There was no sadness. There was only blessings and remembrance for being this.But we all know that laughter is the inner reluctance and sadness that each other pretends to be hidden by each other. When we put on each other, we may have to wear a mask for a lifetime. It is just why God is so unfair. The last time I indulged in, my husband lost his temper for no reason, as if he was mentally ill. It made me worry for a long time, but the last indulgence made my husband sick. I originally didn't believe in karma, but this time I believed in everything without coincidence. I violated the chastity and ethics that a wife should have. It was just that I did something wrong, why was my husband punished? God, I will not make mistakes again in the future.

Please, if you want to punish me, you'll punish me. Everything is my fault. Don't torture my husband anymore

I am willing to spend the rest of my life to repay my sins, and I am willing to spend the rest of my life to apologize to my husband...

The log ends here

The log is very short. After reading the log, I breathed a sigh of relief. That night, I didn't hear anything Xiaoying and her father talking outside the window. I only heard the voices of conversation and laughter. I originally thought the two of them had sweet whispers.

But the two of them said parting words against their will. Although they knew that their conversation was a bit insincere, at least they were not as worried during the day.

Xiaoying used to make many promises to break off from her father in the log, so I saw Xiaoying's promise this time

I don't feel much

Things often develop out of human control, just like when I first made Xiaoying have sex with my father, no one expected that the relationship between them would progress to the same step the night before yesterday.

I turned off the computer

Lying back to bed quietly, everything, what is real and what is illusory, I can no longer judge now, let it go, see the development of things in the future, if something happens again, then I will consider whether I tolerate it. The day after tomorrow it will be my father's wedding, and all life will continue. I hope that this time Xiaoying and my father can really maintain their own families and return to their original positions.

Slowly, I fell asleep. That night, I had many dreams, beautiful dreams and nightmares, but which dream indicates that I really can't judge in the future. In the morning, I was not woken up by Xiaoying, nor by the alarm clock, but by the phone ringtone.

I opened my eyes in a daze. It was just over five in the morning. I picked up my phone and saw that it was Aunt Zhang who called me.

Jincheng, I'm back and just got off the bus. Should I go to work in the company or to your father's place?

I am still the leader of Aunt Zhang at work now. The first thing she did when she came back was of course asking me whether to be public or private first.

You go directly to my father's place to prepare. You will get married tomorrow. Leave the holiday extension to me. After hanging up the phone, I can no longer sleep.

There is some expectations for tomorrow's wedding, and I hope that the beginning of my father's wedding will be the end of everything...