Five years later...
Time is like flowing water. In the blink of an eye, it has been five years since my father got married. Five years are not long or short. There have been many things in these five years, such as making many things change.
Since my father and Aunt Zhang got married, my relationship with Xiaoying has also revived bit by bit.
After all, life has to continue, and since then, Xiaoying has treated me much better than before. It can be said that she obeys her words.
After my father got married, Xiaoying and I were almost inseparable in my spare time, and I did not create any opportunities for Xiaoying and my father.
The monitoring equipment at home has been kept, but now it has become a decoration. Occasionally, when my father and Xiaoying are alone in my building, I will check it in time through monitoring. If I find that it is abnormal, I will definitely stop it by phone or other means, but this situation has never happened.
Even when I was on a business trip, the daily monitoring showed that Xiaoying went home on time after get off work, without any abnormalities, and everything almost returned to the original point.
Time is the best healing medicine. As the relationship progresses, Xiaoying takes care of me in every detail. The crack between me and her slowly heals. Although it has not completely healed, time has passed for a long time, and she and her father are so obedient, the pain in my heart gradually fades away and heals.
The psychological grudge has decreased. With Xiaoying's almost uninterrupted supplement feeding, she has adjusted her life and eating habits, and her sexual function has gradually recovered.
Although it would be nice to give Xiaoying one orgasm three times, it was at least considered to be back to the past. However, every time I gave Xiaoying orgasm, I needed to do enough foreplay and also put in great effort.
I didn't vent my sexual desire for Xiaoying. Xiaoying would occasionally go to the bathroom while I was asleep and secretly use the 22-centimeter masturbation device to comfort myself
Xiaoying and I are now 36 years old. Although I am still a little far from middle age, I am very mature. Perhaps because I have experienced too many things in the past few years and have worked too hard, I have grown a lot of white hair, and the number is large, becoming a veritable little white hair. There is no way, Xiaoying has to tire of helping me dye my hair every time after a while, and dye my hair at home dyeing my hair at home.
Otherwise, if you go out with Xiaoying, strangers would think Xiaoying is my daughter
Although she is 36 years old, Xiaoying has almost no changes. She is still so young, beautiful, with tender and fair skin, as if time has left no trace. The only change is that she is more plump, sexy, and more charming than before. The original purity adds a bit of mature charm.
My son Haohao is already ten years old and is in the fourth grade of elementary school. He is right with my father-in-law and mother-in-law. He is an elementary school in the government office. He will take the bus back to reunite with us on holidays.
Perhaps it was inheriting the excellent genes of Xiaoying and me. The little boy was very handsome and his academic performance has always been among the best. He was very popular in school. His parents-in-law, colleagues and friends praised Haohao for his future prospects. From then on, I paid more attention to the education of Haohao.
What makes me most happy and happy is that Xiaoying and I have another beautiful little daughter. I am already three years old this year. According to the customs of our Northeast China, if we count as Xu Sui, we are over four years old and our name is Dodo.
It was after my father got married that my relationship with Xiaoying slowly recovered, and my sexual function also recovered. So I took advantage of my health to recover. With Xiaoying's temptation and cooperation, I worked hard on Xiaoying and finally got pregnant with this dream second child.
Perhaps in order to compensate me for the injury, God's second child happened to be the little girl Xiaoying and I were looking forward to.
With a daughter, Xiaoying and I have children and daughters, so there is no regret in this life. Dodo looks very much like Xiaoying, chubby, like a pink doll, very cute, and sucking in my breasts. Cute made all my relatives and friends.
Relatives and colleagues all say that Dodo will be a beauty when he grows up.
As for whether Dodo is my biological daughter, I feel relieved, because Xiaoying has never cheated under my surveillance. Under Aunt Zhang's blockage, my father and Xiaoying have almost no chance to be alone. Even if they are alone occasionally, during the surveillance, they just smiled at each other, said normal words, and never had any behavior that deviated from the law. At that time, I was a little unbelievable. After all, on the night of the deserted island, my father and Xiaoying were so crazy, but now they are so regular.
Seeing the relationship between the two people today, everything in the past seems to be a dream, and it has never happened before.
But there are many regrets, everything has its cause and effect
Something that was unhappy happened
Maybe this is God's punishment for our family's behavior
First of all, Xiaoying, sometimes she will suffer from insomnia and have nightmares. She is condemned by her conscience all day long. She originally didn't believe in Buddhism, but now she starts to believe in Buddhism. Every morning after she wakes up, she will hold the Buddhist beads and recite a short Buddhist scripture with her Buddhist beads.
And Xiaoying also set up a small Buddhist temple in my home
And all this started four and a half years ago...
Two or three months after my father got married, Xiaoying suddenly became pregnant. The date of pregnancy was very close to the night on the deserted island of the two. Although Xiaoying and I had a relationship during that time, because the time was too close, it was impossible to determine whether the child was mine or his father's.
Although Xiaoying secretly took the medicine afterwards the second day on the deserted island, I don’t know why the medicine still failed.
Moreover, after my father got married, my relationship with Xiaoying did not revive, and we abstinent for a long time
Is this child mine or my father's?
I can't be sure, Xiaoying is even more unsure
So after Xiaoying became pregnant, Xiaoying found many reasons to abort the child. There were many reasons, but they were all far-fetched. How could I accept this uncertain child?
Is he my children or my brother and sister Ah?
So after a few simple refusals, I agreed to Xiaoying's request for abortion
After going to the hospital for an abortion, I took Xiaoying, who was pale and looked home. Xiaoying was weak for several days and also raised for several days.
In order to take good care of Xiaoying so as not to leave any sequelae, my mother-in-law came to my house for several days to take care of Xiaoying. Of course, my mother-in-law's complaints were indispensable at that time, and Xiaoge could only pretend to be natural to face her mother's complaints, and I just smiled and put it down.
I was almost numb about Xiaoying's sudden pregnancy. I saw Xiaoying ejaculated so many times on a deserted island by her father, and had she already made this preparation at that time? Everything was over, everything was a punishment for me and this family.
What can I do except accept it?
And when Xiaoying just came out of the operating room, her face was covered with sweat and no trace of blood, I couldn't raise any anger.
But after Xiaoying recovered, she left some sequelae.
Because Xiaoying was in a bad mood and mental state before and after the abortion, for a long time, Xiaoying was troubled by various gynecological inflammations and had to take medicine and go to the hospital for treatment. It took a long time to cure it, which made Xiaoying suffer a lot of physical pain.
But these physical pains are not the most important. The biggest problem is Xiaoying's tension, fear, guilt and anxiety after abortion.
Xiaoying is a kind woman, and abortion is to kill a newly formed fetus, and her own biological child.
After the abortion, Xiaoying's inner pain and suffering can be imagined. If it weren't for the father of this child, Xiaoying would never have aborted the child, but she still endured the pain and let him (she) disappear before he came to this world.
In the countless nights afterwards, Xiaoying would have nightmares. She said that the abolished child always came to her and asked her why she had to abolish him (her). Under the influence of fear and guilt, Xiaoying was very haggard during that period. In the end, she relied on her belief in Buddhism to comfort her soul, repent and atone for herself.
Later, he found a master to do a ritual of salvation and set up a tablet for the child. According to the master, children and parents have a previous relationship, so Buddhism has always had seven-generation parents, which means that children and parents have a deep relationship with at least seven lifetimes.
Children come to pursue their parents, but lose their lives because their parents despise their lives, abortions, miscarriages, etc. If they fail to fulfill their wishes, they will hate them because of love and resentment, and stay between yin and yang. Infant spirits cannot be reborn and have no support, they will accompany their parents for a long time. This will not only harm their parents' blessings and good deeds, but also corrupt their luck and health.
Therefore, if there are any of the above behaviors, parents must perform a ritual of salvation (the best way is for parents to recite the Ksitigarbha Sutra one to seven times for their baby), which not only blesses the baby to reincarnate, but also protects the health of their parents.
Maybe it's a psychological effect. Since I set up a tablet for my child and did a ritual, Xiaoying's situation began to improve. Her inner guilt and fear gradually subsided, and her mental state began to revive.
Since then, Xiaoying has begun to believe in Buddhism to eliminate her sins and pray for her family.
In the logs during that period, Xiaoying treated this matter as God's punishment for herself. Although she was afraid, she did not complain in the logs, but accepted God's punishment.
Since this incident, it has also played a key role in easing the relationship between Xiaoying and me. During that period, as a husband, I had to devote a lot of energy to help and care for Xiaoying, so that she could free herself from the nightmare as soon as possible. Our relationship gradually changed from that time on...
Husband, what are you thinking? I was remembering, but I was interrupted by a word. Xiaoying had come back at some point, but I was sitting on the sofa smoking and recalling, and I didn’t even hear when Xiaoying entered the house.
Xiaoying's working hours have been adjusted. Now she gets off work at three or four o'clock every afternoon. As for why she adjusts the room, it's not for my good daughter Dodo.
Dodo is already in the age of four years old and is now in kindergarten. Xiaoying gets off work early and can easily pick up and drop off the children.
Nothing, I just thought of our past... I put down the cigarette butt in my hand and pressed it to the ashtray
Turning his head and looking at Xiaoying, who is more feminine, said
I took a leave this afternoon, I rarely have time
Oh, then you go to kindergarten to pick up Duo Duo. You, a father, have never picked her up and dropped her off a few times. The little guy has long been dissatisfied with you and yells every day why you don’t come to pick her up... Xiaoying heard me recalling the past, and there was a hint of obscure unnatural flash in her eyes. Maybe she heard me recalling me, and involuntarily thought of many things in the past, although those memories have long been buried in the dust of time
Okay, after picking up Duoduo, let’s buy some food and go directly to the hospital. Then let’s have dinner together in the hospital... I got up from the chair and sat in the office all day. My body was not as good as before, and my whole body was numb.
OK... After hearing my words, Xiaoying's expression suddenly darkened. Her originally relaxed and happy emotions suddenly became infected by something, and suddenly disappeared a lot...
Time is like flowing water. In the blink of an eye, it has been five years since my father got married. Five years are not long or short. There have been many things in these five years, such as making many things change.
Since my father and Aunt Zhang got married, my relationship with Xiaoying has also revived bit by bit.
After all, life has to continue, and since then, Xiaoying has treated me much better than before. It can be said that she obeys her words.
After my father got married, Xiaoying and I were almost inseparable in my spare time, and I did not create any opportunities for Xiaoying and my father.
The monitoring equipment at home has been kept, but now it has become a decoration. Occasionally, when my father and Xiaoying are alone in my building, I will check it in time through monitoring. If I find that it is abnormal, I will definitely stop it by phone or other means, but this situation has never happened.
Even when I was on a business trip, the daily monitoring showed that Xiaoying went home on time after get off work, without any abnormalities, and everything almost returned to the original point.
Time is the best healing medicine. As the relationship progresses, Xiaoying takes care of me in every detail. The crack between me and her slowly heals. Although it has not completely healed, time has passed for a long time, and she and her father are so obedient, the pain in my heart gradually fades away and heals.
The psychological grudge has decreased. With Xiaoying's almost uninterrupted supplement feeding, she has adjusted her life and eating habits, and her sexual function has gradually recovered.
Although it would be nice to give Xiaoying one orgasm three times, it was at least considered to be back to the past. However, every time I gave Xiaoying orgasm, I needed to do enough foreplay and also put in great effort.
I didn't vent my sexual desire for Xiaoying. Xiaoying would occasionally go to the bathroom while I was asleep and secretly use the 22-centimeter masturbation device to comfort myself
Xiaoying and I are now 36 years old. Although I am still a little far from middle age, I am very mature. Perhaps because I have experienced too many things in the past few years and have worked too hard, I have grown a lot of white hair, and the number is large, becoming a veritable little white hair. There is no way, Xiaoying has to tire of helping me dye my hair every time after a while, and dye my hair at home dyeing my hair at home.
Otherwise, if you go out with Xiaoying, strangers would think Xiaoying is my daughter
Although she is 36 years old, Xiaoying has almost no changes. She is still so young, beautiful, with tender and fair skin, as if time has left no trace. The only change is that she is more plump, sexy, and more charming than before. The original purity adds a bit of mature charm.
My son Haohao is already ten years old and is in the fourth grade of elementary school. He is right with my father-in-law and mother-in-law. He is an elementary school in the government office. He will take the bus back to reunite with us on holidays.
Perhaps it was inheriting the excellent genes of Xiaoying and me. The little boy was very handsome and his academic performance has always been among the best. He was very popular in school. His parents-in-law, colleagues and friends praised Haohao for his future prospects. From then on, I paid more attention to the education of Haohao.
What makes me most happy and happy is that Xiaoying and I have another beautiful little daughter. I am already three years old this year. According to the customs of our Northeast China, if we count as Xu Sui, we are over four years old and our name is Dodo.
It was after my father got married that my relationship with Xiaoying slowly recovered, and my sexual function also recovered. So I took advantage of my health to recover. With Xiaoying's temptation and cooperation, I worked hard on Xiaoying and finally got pregnant with this dream second child.
Perhaps in order to compensate me for the injury, God's second child happened to be the little girl Xiaoying and I were looking forward to.
With a daughter, Xiaoying and I have children and daughters, so there is no regret in this life. Dodo looks very much like Xiaoying, chubby, like a pink doll, very cute, and sucking in my breasts. Cute made all my relatives and friends.
Relatives and colleagues all say that Dodo will be a beauty when he grows up.
As for whether Dodo is my biological daughter, I feel relieved, because Xiaoying has never cheated under my surveillance. Under Aunt Zhang's blockage, my father and Xiaoying have almost no chance to be alone. Even if they are alone occasionally, during the surveillance, they just smiled at each other, said normal words, and never had any behavior that deviated from the law. At that time, I was a little unbelievable. After all, on the night of the deserted island, my father and Xiaoying were so crazy, but now they are so regular.
Seeing the relationship between the two people today, everything in the past seems to be a dream, and it has never happened before.
But there are many regrets, everything has its cause and effect
Something that was unhappy happened
Maybe this is God's punishment for our family's behavior
First of all, Xiaoying, sometimes she will suffer from insomnia and have nightmares. She is condemned by her conscience all day long. She originally didn't believe in Buddhism, but now she starts to believe in Buddhism. Every morning after she wakes up, she will hold the Buddhist beads and recite a short Buddhist scripture with her Buddhist beads.
And Xiaoying also set up a small Buddhist temple in my home
And all this started four and a half years ago...
Two or three months after my father got married, Xiaoying suddenly became pregnant. The date of pregnancy was very close to the night on the deserted island of the two. Although Xiaoying and I had a relationship during that time, because the time was too close, it was impossible to determine whether the child was mine or his father's.
Although Xiaoying secretly took the medicine afterwards the second day on the deserted island, I don’t know why the medicine still failed.
Moreover, after my father got married, my relationship with Xiaoying did not revive, and we abstinent for a long time
Is this child mine or my father's?
I can't be sure, Xiaoying is even more unsure
So after Xiaoying became pregnant, Xiaoying found many reasons to abort the child. There were many reasons, but they were all far-fetched. How could I accept this uncertain child?
Is he my children or my brother and sister Ah?
So after a few simple refusals, I agreed to Xiaoying's request for abortion
After going to the hospital for an abortion, I took Xiaoying, who was pale and looked home. Xiaoying was weak for several days and also raised for several days.
In order to take good care of Xiaoying so as not to leave any sequelae, my mother-in-law came to my house for several days to take care of Xiaoying. Of course, my mother-in-law's complaints were indispensable at that time, and Xiaoge could only pretend to be natural to face her mother's complaints, and I just smiled and put it down.
I was almost numb about Xiaoying's sudden pregnancy. I saw Xiaoying ejaculated so many times on a deserted island by her father, and had she already made this preparation at that time? Everything was over, everything was a punishment for me and this family.
What can I do except accept it?
And when Xiaoying just came out of the operating room, her face was covered with sweat and no trace of blood, I couldn't raise any anger.
But after Xiaoying recovered, she left some sequelae.
Because Xiaoying was in a bad mood and mental state before and after the abortion, for a long time, Xiaoying was troubled by various gynecological inflammations and had to take medicine and go to the hospital for treatment. It took a long time to cure it, which made Xiaoying suffer a lot of physical pain.
But these physical pains are not the most important. The biggest problem is Xiaoying's tension, fear, guilt and anxiety after abortion.
Xiaoying is a kind woman, and abortion is to kill a newly formed fetus, and her own biological child.
After the abortion, Xiaoying's inner pain and suffering can be imagined. If it weren't for the father of this child, Xiaoying would never have aborted the child, but she still endured the pain and let him (she) disappear before he came to this world.
In the countless nights afterwards, Xiaoying would have nightmares. She said that the abolished child always came to her and asked her why she had to abolish him (her). Under the influence of fear and guilt, Xiaoying was very haggard during that period. In the end, she relied on her belief in Buddhism to comfort her soul, repent and atone for herself.
Later, he found a master to do a ritual of salvation and set up a tablet for the child. According to the master, children and parents have a previous relationship, so Buddhism has always had seven-generation parents, which means that children and parents have a deep relationship with at least seven lifetimes.
Children come to pursue their parents, but lose their lives because their parents despise their lives, abortions, miscarriages, etc. If they fail to fulfill their wishes, they will hate them because of love and resentment, and stay between yin and yang. Infant spirits cannot be reborn and have no support, they will accompany their parents for a long time. This will not only harm their parents' blessings and good deeds, but also corrupt their luck and health.
Therefore, if there are any of the above behaviors, parents must perform a ritual of salvation (the best way is for parents to recite the Ksitigarbha Sutra one to seven times for their baby), which not only blesses the baby to reincarnate, but also protects the health of their parents.
Maybe it's a psychological effect. Since I set up a tablet for my child and did a ritual, Xiaoying's situation began to improve. Her inner guilt and fear gradually subsided, and her mental state began to revive.
Since then, Xiaoying has begun to believe in Buddhism to eliminate her sins and pray for her family.
In the logs during that period, Xiaoying treated this matter as God's punishment for herself. Although she was afraid, she did not complain in the logs, but accepted God's punishment.
Since this incident, it has also played a key role in easing the relationship between Xiaoying and me. During that period, as a husband, I had to devote a lot of energy to help and care for Xiaoying, so that she could free herself from the nightmare as soon as possible. Our relationship gradually changed from that time on...
Husband, what are you thinking? I was remembering, but I was interrupted by a word. Xiaoying had come back at some point, but I was sitting on the sofa smoking and recalling, and I didn’t even hear when Xiaoying entered the house.
Xiaoying's working hours have been adjusted. Now she gets off work at three or four o'clock every afternoon. As for why she adjusts the room, it's not for my good daughter Dodo.
Dodo is already in the age of four years old and is now in kindergarten. Xiaoying gets off work early and can easily pick up and drop off the children.
Nothing, I just thought of our past... I put down the cigarette butt in my hand and pressed it to the ashtray
Turning his head and looking at Xiaoying, who is more feminine, said
I took a leave this afternoon, I rarely have time
Oh, then you go to kindergarten to pick up Duo Duo. You, a father, have never picked her up and dropped her off a few times. The little guy has long been dissatisfied with you and yells every day why you don’t come to pick her up... Xiaoying heard me recalling the past, and there was a hint of obscure unnatural flash in her eyes. Maybe she heard me recalling me, and involuntarily thought of many things in the past, although those memories have long been buried in the dust of time
Okay, after picking up Duoduo, let’s buy some food and go directly to the hospital. Then let’s have dinner together in the hospital... I got up from the chair and sat in the office all day. My body was not as good as before, and my whole body was numb.
OK... After hearing my words, Xiaoying's expression suddenly darkened. Her originally relaxed and happy emotions suddenly became infected by something, and suddenly disappeared a lot...
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