Chapter 387

The night after Xiaoying and I finished talking about my father's work, I had some work to work, so I used my laptop to make some copywriting on the coffee table, while Xiaoying kept putting tea, fruits and other things on the coffee table and stayed with me all the time

During this period, I really felt that I was enjoying the treatment like an emperor. I reached out to eat and opened my mouth. I don’t know that Xiaoying is just like this for the time being, or is planning to do this for the rest of her life.

Xiaoying kept yawning beside me, so she sat on the sofa and peeled an orange for me, and then peeled an apple for me. She put all the things she made next to me, so she didn't dare to disturb me.

If you are sleepy, go to bed first...

After a while, I said to Xiaoying

It's okay, I still insist on living...

Xiaoying shook her head and smiled. Her appearance seemed to have really returned to the past. If this didn't happen in the middle?

How good would it be if there were too many things

I have experienced too much from the beginning to now, I have gained a lot and lost a lot. How to measure gains and losses?

By the way, I asked you to call your father yesterday and ask him about his current situation. Have you called him? What is his current situation?

My work is almost over. I typing on the keyboard with both hands, staring at the screen, and pretending to be unintentional.

I beat him, my father was not on the island. After you had something wrong, my father quit his job on the island...

After hearing my words, Xiaoying's expression stopped for a moment, and then she whispered

Xiaoying's answer surprised me a little. How could my father quit his job at Xiaodao?

That job is actually very leisurely, and my father also likes Xiaodao’s work. Is there any causal relationship between this and something happened to me?

Perhaps there are too many things happening on the island, including things that make my father miss and sweet, as well as painful memories of something that happened to me and my father. Is my father quitting his job at the island and planning to say goodbye to the past?

So where does he live now?

My finger paused on the keyboard because the result was too unexpected and I had never expected it beforehand.

He didn't say...

Xiaoying looked at me and lowered her head, constantly playing with an orange in her hand

Let's talk about it in two days...

At present, I can only answer Xiaoying like this

Is my father missing?

He quit his job at Xiaodao and moved out of Xiaodao. He lives there and doesn't tell Xiaoying. Maybe he is hiding from us, maybe he is avoiding the limelight, maybe he plans to never contact us forever

It is naturally the best thing for my father to stop seeing him. I let Xiaoying and I live a two-person world. After all these ups and downs, I am really a little scared. Even if Xiaoying and my father can really stick to their own self-reliance, as long as they are alone, I will never be at ease in my heart.

And how much money did my father make?

How much money did you save?

He gave us his passbook and all the money he saved. Is he now local or outside?

Was he waiting for me to call him personally?

I decided to put this aside

After a week of slut, I didn't mention my father's affairs to Xiaoying during this period, but it doesn't mean I don't care. It's just that I don't know how to speak, and I didn't ask Xiaoying to call my father again. I don't know if Xiaoying took the initiative to call her father again.

During this period, Xiaoying lived with me every day. She looked for topics in my spare time, hoping to get back all the topics we lost in the past two years. As time goes by, I am busy with work, and there are too few memories to remember. The pain finally began to slowly heal and fade.

Have you been in contact with your father recently?

At night, we were lying on the bed. I was playing with my cell phone, staring at the phone screen and said to Xiaoying. Xiaoying's face was leaning against my shoulder and watching me playing games.

After hearing what I said, my shoulders obviously felt Xiaoying's body trembling slightly. She seemed a little nervous. Seeing Xiaoying's reaction, I knew that Xiaoying might have contacted her father, but what if she had contacted her?

I never said that I had to contact my father with my consent

Contacted once………

Xiaoying paused for a while and replied

Still haven't asked about my father's address?

What I care about is this question. Xiaoying didn't answer, but her face rubbed against my arm. She was shaking her head gently to deny it.

Next, the room fell into silence. After playing with my phone for a while, Xiaoying and I turned off the light and went to bed. Every night before going to bed, Xiaoying's hands would gently caress my chest. I don't know if her technique was learned online or exercised with my father, or if my body became sensitive. Every night, it burned the desire that made me teased. But I finally restrained it.

It’s not that I don’t have sexual desire, but that I am waiting. Now is not the time. Maybe I am waiting for Xiaoying’s body to become cleaner again over time. Maybe I have not passed the last level in my heart. If I have sex with Xiaoying, it is a re-recognition of her. In short, I have been waiting, and there is a reason in my heart, but I am not willing to admit it.

Since I was self-harm and injured, what did my lower body look like?

Can you have sex normally? Although you can sometimes get an erection, I don’t know how long I can last, and will it be just a silver-like wax gun tip?

Is it useful or not?

I am a little afraid to face reality. Maybe after being injured, I am no longer as good as before.

Time is living day by day, Xiaoying and I will bring the distance closer at a very small speed every day. She is working hard, and I am also working hard. I don’t ask about the matter between Xiaoying and her father anymore. I don’t plan to care about my father anymore. After all, I am over fifty years old and there is no need for anyone to take care of him. If he is willing, he will come back. If he is still waiting for me to call him on his own, I really can’t do it. At most, let Xiaoying ask, my father is different from Xiaoying. The gap between me and my father may not be eliminated in this life. Time cannot repair the cracks between us.

About three months later, the weather turned colder. Xiaoying was with me every day, and she had almost no free time. She really fulfilled her promise, so I gradually felt relieved. She had hints of having sex every night, but I kept enduring it. Xiaoying might think that I hadn't fully recovered yet, and she wouldn't think much about it.

Xiaoying's menstrual period is when her sexual desire is the most intense, and her color test will become flushed, and her mental state is a little bad. Her symptoms have always existed. Without the nourishment of her father, her lust has accumulated to the limit. But I just don't satisfy her and see what she will do. But she endured it hard and never showed any cheating. She just masturbates occasionally in the bathroom, and sometimes, she will lie beside me masturbate. She knows that I will find a camera at home, but she did not avoid it. First, it is because she really can't stand it and needs to masturbate and relieve it. Second, she may want to prove that she doesn't avoid me now, and will tell me to keep her true self in front of me.

Actually, I decided that it was less than a week before my 100th day of discharge from the hospital. By that day, I would have sex with Xiaoying again and test my sexual function. No matter what, I have to accept reality. And it’s not just Xiaoying but me who is so tired. I don’t know why, since I recovered, my sexual needs are stronger than before.

During this period, I have found many questions and am planning to ask Xiaoying if I have time.

Just before a week arrived, I received a call. This call changed all my current life and the second half of my life......