Qiu Kai, can you accompany me tonight?
Qiu Kai suddenly heard Xu Ling say this, her eyes were her slightly undulating plump breasts, but she couldn't help but think of her cold nature, and she became extremely entangled in an instant.
It seemed that he noticed the strange expression of Qiu Kai's face. Xu Ling glanced at Qiu Kai, then laughed and said: Where do you want to go? I said that I wanted to accompany me to drink with me, but there was no other meaning? I was thinking wrong? Are you not afraid that Brother Li will cause you trouble?
Hehe, hehe, I didn't think so, really
Qiu Kai's words are half true and half false. It is really because he did not think in that direction. The false is that he did not think in love with his love. The reason why he did not think in love is not that he is decent or that his friends and wife should not be bullied, but because he knew Xu Ling's secret of being cold in nature in advance and knew that she was a beauty in the painting who could only watch but not eat.
Look at what you are now! Xu Ling said angrily, then stood up
What are you doing? Qiu Kai asked
Go to have a meal! You asked me 'what'?
Xu Ling gave Qiu Kai a blank look and said, "I heard Si Xiao say that your alcohol tolerance is better than him, Si Xiao can't drink me, this time it's just a matter of comparison with who is better than ours."
That, Sister Xu...I have to work tonight...
Why, are you scared?
It's not that I'm afraid, I'm worried that I'll get dizzy after drinking too much. When I come back, I fall asleep when I get stuck in the pillow and forget about my work
It's okay, I didn't really want to get you, why are you afraid of being so powerful? Besides, I said that I'm going to help you work tonight. Don't worry so much, let's go!
Amid Xu Ling's urging, Qiu Kai cleaned up and followed her downstairs.
Because he was not familiar with the environment around Qiu Kai's house, Xu Ling still wanted Qiu Kai to decide the place to eat. Although Qiu Kai didn't want to meet Lin Yue for the time being, there was really no other place to eat around. In desperation, he still took Xu Ling to the Yingke Hotel with him.
But this time, he did not see Lin Yue behind the cashier again
What to eat? When they saw the two of them entering the door, the boss lady who had just served the food at another table came over and greeted her with a smile
Well... Sister Xu, please order. Qiu Kai habitually handed over the initiative to Xu Ling
This is my first time here Ah, how do you order? You order, don’t be polite to me!
But this is your treat! Usually, when I go out with others, I won’t order the order. Sister Xu, please watch it yourself. I don’t have any objection to eating anything.
You guys... Then I just click Ah and I'll take a look first...
Although Yingke Hotel mainly uses staple foods such as rice and noodles, it can also order home-cooked stir-fry dishes.
Xu Ling ordered four stir-fry dishes in one breath, and then ordered a soup, but she didn't order wine.
Qiu Kai was originally wondering why she said she wanted to drink, but she didn't want to drink, but after seeing Xu Ling who ordered the order, she ran to the wine cabinet in the store to choose and choose, he knew that he was just thinking too much...
Touch! A bottle of Niulanshan was placed in front of Qiu Kai, and it collided with the glass table and made a crisp sound.
I said...Let's drink this? Qiu Kai pointed to the label and asked
It's Ah, what's wrong? Take a bottle first, drink it, and it won't be enough for a while. When it comes to drinking, Xu Ling fully demonstrates her generous style as an old woman in Northeast China
Well... nothing, I can't get used to this wine. It's not that Qiu Kai couldn't get used to this wine, but when he saw this wine, he thought of what happened with Luo Simin last night, and he always felt a little strange.
All right
Seeing that Xu Ling said this, Qiu Kai knew that he didn't need to say anything else
Originally, he planned to say that he drank a lot last night and at noon today, so he used this as an excuse to shirk it off, but seeing Xu Ling's attitude of rolling up her sleeves, he wouldn't have been able to drink it today.
Because there are not many customers in the store, Xu Ling ordered very convenient stir-fry, so four dishes were served in a short while, and the soup had to be waited for a while.
But after the food came on, Qiu Kai found something was wrong.
After filling each other's cups, Xu Ling drank his own cup without even calling one. Before Qiu Kai could react, she poured another cup and shouted, "Spicy! Spicy!"
While picking up a few chopsticks, I picked up the cup and drank half a cup.
Although Lin Yue and Qiu Kai used small disposable plastic cups, she only poured a little more wine at the bottom of the cup at a time, and the amount was not too much, but after two cups in a row, Qiu Kai obviously saw Xu Ling's face turning red. At this time, Qiu Kai didn't even get the chopsticks in his hand, let alone drinking.
bump!
During the third glass, Xu Ling had already thrown the bottle on the table. Although the wine did not spill out, at this point, even if Qiu Kai was slow, he could see that something was wrong with Xu Ling's mood.
Xu Ling, who had already drunk three glasses, has not even had the same level of fighting for wine. Every time she drank a glass, Qiu Kai felt that she was not admiring but was frightened. Finally, when Xu Ling's hand reached to the bottle for the fourth time, Qiu Kai couldn't help it, so he took the bottle in front of her.
Hum? Why did you take it away? And why didn’t you drink Ah! Xu Ling was still very polite, but her tone was obviously drunk
Sister Xu, isn’t it too hard for you to drink like this?
Nothing! I drink like this in my hometown, and there is nothing but nothing but drink it so good. Do you want to try it too? Come on, give me the bottle, I will pour it for you, or do you want to fill it with me?
Qiu Kai helplessly picked up his cup and drank it in one gulp, and then poured the wine and asked: Sister Xu, what's wrong with you? You don't drink like this in normal times.
Isn't this true? How do I drink alcohol normally?
Xu Ling said, leaning forward to grab the bottle of wine from Qiu Kai's hand
Seeing Qiu Kai remove the bottle, she actually picked up his wine glass directly from the table in front of Qiu Kai, and then dries it again.
Puff... So spicy, so spicy, so comfortable Ah Eat food, eat vegetables, eat vegetables, my throat is about to spit out
Qiu Kai looked at Xu Ling clumsyly scrambled eggs with peppers on the plate. He held the chopsticks in his hand, but he didn't put the first chopsticks for a long time.
What's wrong? Eat Ah
Xu Ling, who seemed to be drunk, no longer had the idea of pouring wine and began to deal with the food on the table.
Looking at her eating habits that had nothing to do with the lady, Qiu Kai gradually frowned, but it was not because of Xu Ling's rudeness.
Sister Xu, is it that something happened between you and Brother Li?
Click!
Xu Ling's chopsticks fell on the table. She kept her right hand in front of her. After a while, she realized that she picked up the chopsticks and said casually: Haha, what, my hand slipped Ah, I'll go change to a pair...
Sister Xu, Brother Li said last time that he was back tonight, right? But at this time Qiu Kai remembered a detail that he had ignored before
Ah,Ah...Yes
The smile on Xu Ling's face quickly dissipated under Qiu Kai's gaze. She put down her chopsticks and reached her hand to the wine glass in front of her, but she did not flow out as expected when she was sent to her mouth.
She reached out to get the bottle of wine placed beside Qiu Kai. This time, Qiu Kai did not stop her
Brother Li... haven't come back yet?
Well, I called in the afternoon and said that the matter had not been agreed upon yet and it might take a few days to come back. Xu Ling said, his tone was very calm
That……
Qiu Kai Ah, Xu Ling interrupted Qiu Kai, she pulled the chest of her dress and said: This is the first time I wear this kind of clothes today, the first time I have grown up
Qiu Kai remained silent, he knew that Xu Ling didn't need his answer at this time
Sixiao said I should be more gentle, and said I should learn how to dress myself with the heroines in the TV series. It's not the first time he said that, but I haven't listened to him and did what he said.
Speaking of this, Xu Ling's tone suddenly fell a lot
Originally... I was going to dress up to surprise him. After all, he has been away for so long, and...
Xu Ling smiled as if she was ridiculed:
Today is the day when we meet
After learning that today is such a commemorative day for Xu Ling and Li Sixiao, Qiu Kai instantly understood it all.
Xu Ling's unusual dressing, unusual words and deeds today, and his behavior of losing composure at the dinner table just now, are explained by all the unusual things.
Sister Xu, Brother Li is just having something to do, maybe he will come back tomorrow...
He was hiding from me, Xu Ling drank another glass of wine, put down the glass and said, "He was hiding from me intentionally, what I could feel."
This... Brother Li won't do such a thing, right? And why did he hide from you? It's unreasonable.
Qiu Kai, Xu Ling said, suddenly raised his head and stared at Qiu Kai's eyes. You are also a man. You said, what is a woman to a man?
Well... Qiu Kai didn't know how to answer such a question for a while. He thought about the words and then tentatively said: Partner? After all, don't people say, "Without a man or a woman, it's not tiring to work, so...
That's all? Xu Ling was still staring at Qiu Kai, asking aggressively
Also, um, emotional needs Ah, Qiu Kai looked at Xu Ling's eyes and her breasts on the table because of her lying on the table. He hesitated and said the next sentence: There are also physical needs.
Humph, I knew that Xu Ling finally let Qiu Kai go and poured wine while saying
All I said is true, Ah, Sister Xu... Qiu Kai explained, but saw Xu Ling raise the wine glass at him. He hurriedly picked up the wine he hadn't touched much and had a drink with Xu Ling.
Physiological needs...? To put it bluntly, it is sexual desire
Seeing Xu Ling's words so bluntly, Qiu Kai was not easy to answer, so he had to nod.
Is sexual desire that important to you men?
Another difficult question is another question that Qiu Kai feels that he is sitting in front of Xu Ling now, not having a meal, but coming to interrogate. But this time, Xu Ling did not wait for his answer, so he continued to talk.
Forget it, you need not say anything. Anyway, I know that you men are animals that command the brain with the lower body. It won’t work for a day without
Hello, Sister Xu, you're just hitting everyone in one go, right? Even if you're talking about the truth, you can't say that Ah, you're already married...
What's wrong? I'm talking about your pain? Xu Ling looked at Qiu Kai and said that Qiu Kai didn't say anything, but just took the bottle and filled it with the wine, then took a sip
Even if I say something wrong, what's the difference? For example, you have a new girlfriend, but she doesn't want to check in with you or let you touch her. Will you still be with her?
Qiu Kai vaguely guessed what Xu Ling said just now was alluding to. He thought about it and said: If I love her, I will at least I can wait.
Isn't that still not possible?
Xu Ling curled her lips and said, she suddenly stopped and said in a very hesitant taste: What would you do if your girlfriend got a disease and could not be with you normally for a long time?
Is this really the case
Qiu Kai, who had already expected Xu Linghui to mention this, quickly gave an answer: I will accompany her and accompany her to cure the disease.
Is that true? Xu Ling, who heard Qiu Kai's answer, smiled and then whispered: He said so too
Xu Ling's last sentence was very low, Qiu Kai just vaguely heard the words "speak" and didn't hear the rest clearly.
But his intuition told Qiu Kai that Xu Ling's words were closely related to Li Sixiao, so he did not continue the topic, but accompanied Xu Ling and drank quietly.
This conversation seemed to have put a pause for the conversation session of this meal.
After that, Xu Ling stopped drinking one cup after another, and Qiu Kai no longer mentioned the topic just now. The two of them silently ate the meal to the end.
But in the end, most of the Niulanshan bottles filled with one pound were still in Xu Ling's stomach.
Xu Ling was obviously drunk in the end, and Qiu Kai was a little dizzy due to the small amount, but nothing big was wrong.
Me, I'll check out
Xu Ling stood up shakingly, but when she left the table and turned around, the pair of unfit high heels made her feet tilt and fell down in an instant. Qiu Kai suddenly stepped forward and held Xu Ling with a critical moment.
Sister Xu, you have drunk too much, I'll take you home
No, I don't want to go back!
Xu Ling, who was lying in Qiu Kai's arms, still had the strength to resist. She struggled to stand up, but the high heels became the biggest obstacle at this time. Her several efforts not only failed to achieve results, but almost sprained her feet.
Then Sister Xu, I'll take you upstairs and rest for a while
Xu Ling didn't want to go home, and Qiu Kai didn't want to send her back forcibly
Moreover, Qiu Kai also found a problem. Although he knew the general location of Xu Ling's house, he didn't know which building in which community was in. Now Xu Ling is in a state of nonsense, and his plan to ask for the address from Xu Ling was also vain.
It's less than 8 pm now, and it's not too late, so he took the opportunity to make this suggestion
Hum? Uh...drip!
Xu Ling replied that Qiu Kai neither agreed nor opposed, but he was venting all his life
Qiu Kai was anxious in an instant. If Xu Ling vomited in the store, it would be difficult to clean up. He greeted the boss lady while raising Xu Ling's arm. The boss lady and Qiu Kai were already old acquaintances. He agreed to Qiu Kai's request for temporary accounting, and helped Qiu Kai lift Xu Ling outside the door.
But before the stairs, Qiu Kai met an unexpected person
Senior?
Lin Yue, carrying two large plastic bags filled with vegetables, looked at Qiu Kai and Xu Ling on his shoulders, and stayed there all of a sudden.
Well, Lin Yue Ah, you went out to buy something Ah
Lin Yue ignored Qiu Kai's greeting, but turned his eyes to Xu Ling on Qiu Kai's shoulder.
Senior, who is she?
She? Ah, this is your sister Xu Ling. She is also a graduate of Z University. It is my sister Xu. Speaking of which, it is your sister Xu.
I've seen her at noon
Lin Yue said, as if she had forgotten that she was asking Qiu Kai about Xu Ling's identity.
Then, she said something unexplainedly: Senior, I remember she said she was already married...
Ah, it's Ah, her husband is also my senior, who is more than ten years older than you. Qiu Kai couldn't understand Lin Yue's intention immediately, but his intuition told him that it was not a good thing to stay here.
Senior, how about you, holding someone else’s wife like this?
Sure enough, Lin Yue immediately said something that made Qiu Kai sweat
Sister Xu was just drunk, so I took her up to rest for a while and took her home later
Looking at Lin Yue who was obviously jealous in front of her, Qiu Kai quickly thought about a way to get out. Just then, the owner of the Yingbin Hotel came out of the store. She obviously saw Lin Yue who was standing at the door but did not come in.
Yueyue, what are you doing standing there? Hurry up and send the dishes in Ah and wait for use
Look, your aunt called you, hurry in and help. Qiu Kai took the opportunity to say
Lin Yue glanced at Qiu Kai, and finally turned around and entered the store.
Huh, this little girl is really hard to deal with
Qiu Kai thought, and supported Xu Ling's arm that had slipped off his shoulders, but Xu Ling, who had not spoken at this time, raised her head and said in a vague way: Stomach is uncomfortable
What?
Qiu Kai didn't hear it clearly, but before he could ask for it a second time, Xu Ling spit out in one mouthful. If Qiu Kai hadn't flashed quickly, this mouthful would have spit on Qiu Kai.
Perhaps because I didn't eat much, Xu Ling vomited out mainly water and some food residues, but the air around her was filled with the pungent smell of alcohol in an instant.
I really can't just send her home like this
Qiu Kai had no other choice at this time. After confirming that Xu Ling's condition had stabilized, at least he would not vomit again for a short time, he helped Xu Ling and went upstairs.
vomit……
Xu Ling held the toilet and vomited in big mouthfuls
She had vomited all the food after eating at night, and now she was spitting out transparently mixed with undigested wine.
The small bathroom was already full of pungent alcohol, but in the eyes of another person in the bathroom, another person who had been standing behind Xu Ling, it was not only full of alcohol, but also a hint of inexplicable sorrow.
Qiu Kai stretched out his hand and wanted to help Xu Ling up
Xu Ling, who was kneeling on the floor, opened Qiu Kai's hand. She didn't think she was so weak, but her refusal and persistence were quickly smashed to pieces in front of reality.
Xu Ling's legs were already weak, and she could not stand up with her own strength. In desperation, Qiu Kai had to hold Xu Ling's arm like a force, and then lifted her up.
Sister Xu, wash your face
Qiu Kai unscrewed the faucet, and white water splashes immediately jumped from the white porcelain washbasin
Xu Ling shakingly held the edge of the washbasin, then buried her face in the clear water flow
Perhaps it was the stimulation of cold water that made her regain her spirit. After washing her face, Xu Ling lost her luster and returned to her rationality and calmness.
You go out
Xu Ling, who was still standing in front of the bathroom, suddenly said something
What did you say? Sister Xu
I asked you to go out, Xu Ling turned around to face Qiu Kai, with a pair of eyes that had returned to clear under her wet hair. Or are you going to continue watching me go to the bathroom after watching me vomit wine and crying?
Qiu Kai then understood what Xu Ling meant and immediately walked out of the bathroom unconditionally
But standing outside the door, he thought carefully about the intriguing details in Xu Ling's words just now.
Tears...
Xu Ling, did you cry just now?
To be honest, from beginning to end, Qiu Kai did not see Xu Ling's face, but he saw Xu Ling, who was buried under the water, his constantly twitching shoulders and his long-lasting silence
The hour hand has passed the 8 scale, now it is a moment after 8 o'clock in the evening
In another half an hour, there will be no buses driving from nearby, and in this slightly remote little place, it is difficult to find a taxi immediately
Really... want to spend a night with Xu Ling?
Qiu Kai didn't have any psychological preparation
Although he has spent unforgettable nights with several women these days, those women or girls are strangers who have no daily relationship to Qiu Kai. Even if something unexpected happens, Qiu Kai doesn't have much burden in his heart.
But Xu Ling is different
Xu Ling is Qiu Kai's acquaintance, Qiu Kai's very good friend, a business partner, and a work colleague
The most important thing is that she is someone else's lover, someone who has already belonged to someone else ten years ago. Moreover, this person is unbiased by Qiu Kai's other person who is also close to him.
If what happened tonight happened a week ago, then Qiu Kai could still naturally chat with Xu Ling and survive a night full of work and chatting. However, after so many encounters with different women, Qiu Kai was becoming less and less confident about his self-control and he was becoming less and less confident in his own self-control.
Especially this morning, he bullied Rosmin almost out of control. Although his reason would never allow it, he was worried that he would do uncontrollably behaviors that would make him regret for his whole life.
At this time, the bathroom door was opened and Xu Ling came out from inside
But when Qiu Kai couldn't help laughing when he saw Xu Ling for the first time again
Why are you laughing at? You guy, you didn’t tell me that your bathroom leaks, causing me to get all the hair wet... Hey! Stop laughing, you still laugh! Hurry up and get me a towel!
Twenty minutes later, the living room
Qiu Kai sat on the chair, staring at the progress bar in the monitor
Now start working?
Qiu Kai turned around and saw Xu Ling, who was wiping her hair with a towel, walked out of the bathroom again.
I was originally saying that I had to work overtime tonight, but I wasted too much time eating. Now I can only work hard. It’s a little bit more capable.
Qiu Kai said, trying to move his gaze away from Xu Ling who had just left the bath.
Just now, because she was covered in water leaking from the upstairs, Xu Ling could only take off the wet dress she was wearing, and then took a shower in the bathroom with a washbasin and a plastic basin.
What Qiu Kai did was to provide a towel as clean as possible. As for the clothes, Xu Ling finally changed into the old clothes she changed when she went to buy a skirt, which completely failed Qiu Kai, who had a little idea about it.
Because it is an old dress, Xu Ling completely returned to her usual dressing style
A very common T-shirt, combined with very ordinary denim hot pants, the only advantage of this outfit is that it is slightly higher than that dress, at least Xu Ling's white legs and white breasts can be seen at all.
Moreover, perhaps because she had just finished taking a shower, Xu Ling's T-shirt was some of her body, and the fabric that was pressed against her skin made the outline of her bra highlight, instantly causing Qiu Kai to fall away or continue to feast her eyes.
You take a break, I'll do it for you
Xu Ling knows that repeated installation of the system is not an interesting job, it is very boring. If it were the previous ones, Qiu Kai would have agreed to exchange with Xu Ling.
But now, things have changed
Now, Qiu Kai and Xu Ling are in his home, with only one man and one woman in the room, and time is also moving towards the middle of the night. This atmosphere is too in line with what happened in Qiu Kai's mind, so he is very worried that if his energy, which is no longer dispersed, will make him do something else.
What's wrong? Get up from the chair, Oh, why are you, a big man, so ink-like!
Xu Ling finally got anxious and was about to sit on Qiu Kai's legs.
Qiu Kai was shocked and quickly jumped from the chair to the side. He just sat on the chair smoothly while bluffing. He continued to take over Qiu Kai's work progress.
Sister Xu
Um?
Are you really going to live here tonight?
Why? There is no bus back to my house now, right? Or are you going to pay for me to call a taxi? Xu Ling looked at the screen and said without even speaking
Well...Ah Qiu Kai instinctively wants the latter, but he immediately discovered that calling a taxi is not the answer Xu Ling expected
Xu Ling stopped the work at hand, turned around, lay on the back of the chair and stared at Qiu Kai, and said: Do you hate me so much? Do you have to drive me away at this time?
Well, of course I don't mean that...
Just what?
After all, we are men and women alone in the room. I am afraid that I will not be able to control myself at that time, so I...
After hearing Qiu Kai's explanation, Xu Ling smiled as if she was so angry, and then said: Are you afraid that you will not be able to control yourself then? Are you afraid that you will not be able to control yourself or that I will not be able to control you?
The answer to this question looks very obvious at first glance, but with the experience of the previous few times Qiu Kai knew that this question is definitely not that simple
Sure enough, after Qiu Kai answered with silence, Xu Ling continued: Men can't control themselves, what about women? Does anyone think that there is a time when there is no woman?
Qiu Kai didn't dare to think about the meaning of Xu Ling's words. He was satisfied now as long as he was sure that Xu Ling was not talking about him.
Forget it, I'm not in the mood to work today. Xu Ling said, throwing down the mouse in his hand, actually at this time, half of the assembled hosts had already installed the system.
Now, Qiu Kai Xu Ling spoke
What?
Your Brother Li... Li Sixiao, did he tell you about me? Xu Ling asked such a question
Things about you?
Qiu Kai immediately thought of Xu Ling's secret, but it was said by Li Sixiao after drinking, and it should not be included in the scope of this problem. So he replied directly: No, there is no private question.
Is that right? Xu Ling said, playing with her hair that was still wet because she was out of the bath. I thought that when you men were together, the most discussed content was women.
Where do you want to go? Sister Xu
Qiu Kai
Um?
Qiu Kai looked at Xu Ling and suddenly realized that she was still wrapping her hair around her fingertips, and she had a bit of softness when she was wearing a dress.
But now, Qiu Kai did not want to see this tenderness, because he could see that this tenderness did not come from her joy, but from the sorrow that slowly flowed from the depths of his heart.
Sixiao, there is someone outside
A sentence in a faint tone made Qiu Kai kick the cardboard box at his feet in shock
Xu, Sister Xu... You can't...
Xu Ling looked at Qiu Kai who was obviously panicked, smiled slightly and said:
What's wrong? Can't I?
Well, you can't talk about Ah, this kind of thing... don't worry, I won't tell Brother Li, so don't...
Qiu Kai, Xu Ling interrupted him, I'm serious about this matter, I suspect it's not been a day or two, and this time he went to Shenzhen for so long, so he was too careless...
Speaking of this, Xu Ling smiled again, but this time her smile was not very relaxed, but full of loneliness and helplessness.
When he and that girl went to the hotel together, one of my best friends saw the photo and it was still stored on my phone. Do you want to see it?
...No, no need. At this point, what else can Qiu Kai say
Actually... Xu Ling looked ahead with a blank look, and the pink slippers that Qiu Kai found for her were still on her feet. The heels tapped on the floor and said the next words softly. I didn't blame him very much.
Qiu Kai held back, but he didn't ask himself why.
Because, I am not a complete woman, as a wife, I am not qualified
At this point, Qiu Kai already understood what Xu Ling was going to say
Have you heard of this disease of low sexual desire?
Although I had checked this information before, Qiu Kai still chose to shake his head with great tactfulness.
I think so... This disease must be true or false. When I heard this name from the doctor, I thought he was joking with me.
Xu Ling said, her teeth gently bit her lips, but this is the disease I have, and it is my biggest flaw as a wife.
When I was a kid, the year before I went to high school, I encountered something...
That night, I finished class from cram school and walked alone on the way home in winter. It was very dark, and there were not many street lights on the old road in our house, so...
As Xu Ling paused, Qiu Kai's heart couldn't help but raise it.
There was a man, a man I didn't know, who held me from behind and dragged me into the alley next to me.
Qiu Kai opened his eyes wide because according to what he learned from Li Sixiao, Xu Ling and Li Sixiao were indeed still virgins when they were together.
I don't know if it's luck or misfortune, that man didn't... He just kept putting his hand into my clothes and touching me. His hands were very cold and rough. He used a lot of strength and made me feel very painful.
This is undoubtedly the darkest memory in Xu Ling's life, and Qiu Kai also clearly discovered that Xu Ling's voice became more and more wrong as her narration continued
Although her tone was still so calm, Qiu Kai heard the trembling and fear hidden under the surface of the calmness and fear
Sister Xu, stop talking... Qiu Kai spoke to stop, but Xu Ling seemed to have not heard it, and was still continuing this dark topic.
I... kept crying, didn't know anything, my mind was blank, I just cried, and I burst into tears, as if I wanted him to pity me, but he didn't let go in the end, just kept saying: 'Don't move Ah, it won't hurt in a while, obedient' I wanted to do what he said, but I couldn't do it, my body couldn't move, I could only let him move, I could only cry...
Looking at Xu Ling, who was gradually raising her shoulders on the chair, Qiu Kai remained silent without any consolation.
He had a very strong premonition. Now, he could not calm Xu Ling's emotions when he went up to comfort him, so he was waiting for the right time to appear.
Then, after he left, I didn't know when he left, nor how long after that, I didn't remember anything, but it was still blank. It was not until my mother came out to find me on the roadside because she couldn't see me going home and came out to find me.
Speaking of this, Xu Ling covered her mouth, as if she was suppressing her voice
She was stunned and knelt beside me and cried. I only reacted when her tears fell on me. At that time, my first move was to avoid, avoid the mother who was holding my mother and then, until her hand touched my face, the different feeling came over, I realized that my tears had dried up at that time, but I still hugged my mother and cried so scared. I was really scared. Only when I hugged her could I feel that I was still living in this world.
Something seemed to slip off Xu Ling's face. She sniffed and suddenly laughed out loud.
I didn't even tell Li Sixiao about these things, but I didn't expect that I would tell you now. It's really...
Sister Xu, I won’t tell anyone else, absolutely not Qiu Kai’s solemn promise
Humph, since I told you all, can I still control these?
Sister Xu, I really don’t know...
OK, I understand. Xu Ling interrupts Qiu Kai, don't try so hard to prove yourself
Ah, well, Qiu Kai was speechless, he could only silently respond, while Xu Ling continued to tell himself
That thing must have left a shadow in my heart. After that, I took a year off from school. At the beginning, I was afraid of a man who was not close. Even my father and brother were the same. Later, I gradually got better, but I couldn't get too close to strangers. I always wanted to avoid him involuntarily
Qiu Kai, do you still remember that I was in the nursing department in college? When he said this, Xu Ling suddenly asked
Well, I remember that Sister Xu is from the nursing department
It's not your boys who commented on it, I didn't admit it. Xu Ling's face was a little relaxed because of these words. She continued to explain that when I entered the nursing department, I just considered that there were almost no boys in the nursing department, so I didn't have so much contact with my male classmates. My mother originally wanted me to go to college locally, but I didn't want to stay at home and couldn't be independent by myself, so I insisted on coming to City Z and this school
But the nursing department communicated a lot with boys.
Xu Ling smiled, as if she remembered the interesting past of her student days: It was Ah. The boys in the school knew that the number of girls in the nursing department was the most numerous and of the highest quality. You were like a group of aunts who bought things, surrounded by the underside of our dormitory building every day. The dormitory manager drove them away again and again and again, and they were a little smart. They directly asked our class monitor to ask for a 'gathering', 'friendship'. In fact, those monk classes with civil engineering and grain and oil majors did not come here if they were attracted by the girls in our major.
Alas? Sister Xu, you guys had such a thing that year, I haven't participated
Qiu Kai also has a subtext. The reason why he didn't participate was that he had a girlfriend after the military training of college. After that, he was excluded from these activities by the boys in the class.
That's you, I saw a lot of them when I was sophomore anyway. Xu Ling said, her tone had become much easier.
Is that right? As Qiu Kai said, something suddenly came to mind, Sister Xu... You and Brother Li met in your sophomore year, right?
Xu Ling was silent for a while and nodded: Well, that year
That year, he was the first boy to take the initiative to talk to me. It was also that year, I promised him and became his girlfriend
Qiu Kai suddenly heard Xu Ling say this, her eyes were her slightly undulating plump breasts, but she couldn't help but think of her cold nature, and she became extremely entangled in an instant.
It seemed that he noticed the strange expression of Qiu Kai's face. Xu Ling glanced at Qiu Kai, then laughed and said: Where do you want to go? I said that I wanted to accompany me to drink with me, but there was no other meaning? I was thinking wrong? Are you not afraid that Brother Li will cause you trouble?
Hehe, hehe, I didn't think so, really
Qiu Kai's words are half true and half false. It is really because he did not think in that direction. The false is that he did not think in love with his love. The reason why he did not think in love is not that he is decent or that his friends and wife should not be bullied, but because he knew Xu Ling's secret of being cold in nature in advance and knew that she was a beauty in the painting who could only watch but not eat.
Look at what you are now! Xu Ling said angrily, then stood up
What are you doing? Qiu Kai asked
Go to have a meal! You asked me 'what'?
Xu Ling gave Qiu Kai a blank look and said, "I heard Si Xiao say that your alcohol tolerance is better than him, Si Xiao can't drink me, this time it's just a matter of comparison with who is better than ours."
That, Sister Xu...I have to work tonight...
Why, are you scared?
It's not that I'm afraid, I'm worried that I'll get dizzy after drinking too much. When I come back, I fall asleep when I get stuck in the pillow and forget about my work
It's okay, I didn't really want to get you, why are you afraid of being so powerful? Besides, I said that I'm going to help you work tonight. Don't worry so much, let's go!
Amid Xu Ling's urging, Qiu Kai cleaned up and followed her downstairs.
Because he was not familiar with the environment around Qiu Kai's house, Xu Ling still wanted Qiu Kai to decide the place to eat. Although Qiu Kai didn't want to meet Lin Yue for the time being, there was really no other place to eat around. In desperation, he still took Xu Ling to the Yingke Hotel with him.
But this time, he did not see Lin Yue behind the cashier again
What to eat? When they saw the two of them entering the door, the boss lady who had just served the food at another table came over and greeted her with a smile
Well... Sister Xu, please order. Qiu Kai habitually handed over the initiative to Xu Ling
This is my first time here Ah, how do you order? You order, don’t be polite to me!
But this is your treat! Usually, when I go out with others, I won’t order the order. Sister Xu, please watch it yourself. I don’t have any objection to eating anything.
You guys... Then I just click Ah and I'll take a look first...
Although Yingke Hotel mainly uses staple foods such as rice and noodles, it can also order home-cooked stir-fry dishes.
Xu Ling ordered four stir-fry dishes in one breath, and then ordered a soup, but she didn't order wine.
Qiu Kai was originally wondering why she said she wanted to drink, but she didn't want to drink, but after seeing Xu Ling who ordered the order, she ran to the wine cabinet in the store to choose and choose, he knew that he was just thinking too much...
Touch! A bottle of Niulanshan was placed in front of Qiu Kai, and it collided with the glass table and made a crisp sound.
I said...Let's drink this? Qiu Kai pointed to the label and asked
It's Ah, what's wrong? Take a bottle first, drink it, and it won't be enough for a while. When it comes to drinking, Xu Ling fully demonstrates her generous style as an old woman in Northeast China
Well... nothing, I can't get used to this wine. It's not that Qiu Kai couldn't get used to this wine, but when he saw this wine, he thought of what happened with Luo Simin last night, and he always felt a little strange.
All right
Seeing that Xu Ling said this, Qiu Kai knew that he didn't need to say anything else
Originally, he planned to say that he drank a lot last night and at noon today, so he used this as an excuse to shirk it off, but seeing Xu Ling's attitude of rolling up her sleeves, he wouldn't have been able to drink it today.
Because there are not many customers in the store, Xu Ling ordered very convenient stir-fry, so four dishes were served in a short while, and the soup had to be waited for a while.
But after the food came on, Qiu Kai found something was wrong.
After filling each other's cups, Xu Ling drank his own cup without even calling one. Before Qiu Kai could react, she poured another cup and shouted, "Spicy! Spicy!"
While picking up a few chopsticks, I picked up the cup and drank half a cup.
Although Lin Yue and Qiu Kai used small disposable plastic cups, she only poured a little more wine at the bottom of the cup at a time, and the amount was not too much, but after two cups in a row, Qiu Kai obviously saw Xu Ling's face turning red. At this time, Qiu Kai didn't even get the chopsticks in his hand, let alone drinking.
bump!
During the third glass, Xu Ling had already thrown the bottle on the table. Although the wine did not spill out, at this point, even if Qiu Kai was slow, he could see that something was wrong with Xu Ling's mood.
Xu Ling, who had already drunk three glasses, has not even had the same level of fighting for wine. Every time she drank a glass, Qiu Kai felt that she was not admiring but was frightened. Finally, when Xu Ling's hand reached to the bottle for the fourth time, Qiu Kai couldn't help it, so he took the bottle in front of her.
Hum? Why did you take it away? And why didn’t you drink Ah! Xu Ling was still very polite, but her tone was obviously drunk
Sister Xu, isn’t it too hard for you to drink like this?
Nothing! I drink like this in my hometown, and there is nothing but nothing but drink it so good. Do you want to try it too? Come on, give me the bottle, I will pour it for you, or do you want to fill it with me?
Qiu Kai helplessly picked up his cup and drank it in one gulp, and then poured the wine and asked: Sister Xu, what's wrong with you? You don't drink like this in normal times.
Isn't this true? How do I drink alcohol normally?
Xu Ling said, leaning forward to grab the bottle of wine from Qiu Kai's hand
Seeing Qiu Kai remove the bottle, she actually picked up his wine glass directly from the table in front of Qiu Kai, and then dries it again.
Puff... So spicy, so spicy, so comfortable Ah Eat food, eat vegetables, eat vegetables, my throat is about to spit out
Qiu Kai looked at Xu Ling clumsyly scrambled eggs with peppers on the plate. He held the chopsticks in his hand, but he didn't put the first chopsticks for a long time.
What's wrong? Eat Ah
Xu Ling, who seemed to be drunk, no longer had the idea of pouring wine and began to deal with the food on the table.
Looking at her eating habits that had nothing to do with the lady, Qiu Kai gradually frowned, but it was not because of Xu Ling's rudeness.
Sister Xu, is it that something happened between you and Brother Li?
Click!
Xu Ling's chopsticks fell on the table. She kept her right hand in front of her. After a while, she realized that she picked up the chopsticks and said casually: Haha, what, my hand slipped Ah, I'll go change to a pair...
Sister Xu, Brother Li said last time that he was back tonight, right? But at this time Qiu Kai remembered a detail that he had ignored before
Ah,Ah...Yes
The smile on Xu Ling's face quickly dissipated under Qiu Kai's gaze. She put down her chopsticks and reached her hand to the wine glass in front of her, but she did not flow out as expected when she was sent to her mouth.
She reached out to get the bottle of wine placed beside Qiu Kai. This time, Qiu Kai did not stop her
Brother Li... haven't come back yet?
Well, I called in the afternoon and said that the matter had not been agreed upon yet and it might take a few days to come back. Xu Ling said, his tone was very calm
That……
Qiu Kai Ah, Xu Ling interrupted Qiu Kai, she pulled the chest of her dress and said: This is the first time I wear this kind of clothes today, the first time I have grown up
Qiu Kai remained silent, he knew that Xu Ling didn't need his answer at this time
Sixiao said I should be more gentle, and said I should learn how to dress myself with the heroines in the TV series. It's not the first time he said that, but I haven't listened to him and did what he said.
Speaking of this, Xu Ling's tone suddenly fell a lot
Originally... I was going to dress up to surprise him. After all, he has been away for so long, and...
Xu Ling smiled as if she was ridiculed:
Today is the day when we meet
After learning that today is such a commemorative day for Xu Ling and Li Sixiao, Qiu Kai instantly understood it all.
Xu Ling's unusual dressing, unusual words and deeds today, and his behavior of losing composure at the dinner table just now, are explained by all the unusual things.
Sister Xu, Brother Li is just having something to do, maybe he will come back tomorrow...
He was hiding from me, Xu Ling drank another glass of wine, put down the glass and said, "He was hiding from me intentionally, what I could feel."
This... Brother Li won't do such a thing, right? And why did he hide from you? It's unreasonable.
Qiu Kai, Xu Ling said, suddenly raised his head and stared at Qiu Kai's eyes. You are also a man. You said, what is a woman to a man?
Well... Qiu Kai didn't know how to answer such a question for a while. He thought about the words and then tentatively said: Partner? After all, don't people say, "Without a man or a woman, it's not tiring to work, so...
That's all? Xu Ling was still staring at Qiu Kai, asking aggressively
Also, um, emotional needs Ah, Qiu Kai looked at Xu Ling's eyes and her breasts on the table because of her lying on the table. He hesitated and said the next sentence: There are also physical needs.
Humph, I knew that Xu Ling finally let Qiu Kai go and poured wine while saying
All I said is true, Ah, Sister Xu... Qiu Kai explained, but saw Xu Ling raise the wine glass at him. He hurriedly picked up the wine he hadn't touched much and had a drink with Xu Ling.
Physiological needs...? To put it bluntly, it is sexual desire
Seeing Xu Ling's words so bluntly, Qiu Kai was not easy to answer, so he had to nod.
Is sexual desire that important to you men?
Another difficult question is another question that Qiu Kai feels that he is sitting in front of Xu Ling now, not having a meal, but coming to interrogate. But this time, Xu Ling did not wait for his answer, so he continued to talk.
Forget it, you need not say anything. Anyway, I know that you men are animals that command the brain with the lower body. It won’t work for a day without
Hello, Sister Xu, you're just hitting everyone in one go, right? Even if you're talking about the truth, you can't say that Ah, you're already married...
What's wrong? I'm talking about your pain? Xu Ling looked at Qiu Kai and said that Qiu Kai didn't say anything, but just took the bottle and filled it with the wine, then took a sip
Even if I say something wrong, what's the difference? For example, you have a new girlfriend, but she doesn't want to check in with you or let you touch her. Will you still be with her?
Qiu Kai vaguely guessed what Xu Ling said just now was alluding to. He thought about it and said: If I love her, I will at least I can wait.
Isn't that still not possible?
Xu Ling curled her lips and said, she suddenly stopped and said in a very hesitant taste: What would you do if your girlfriend got a disease and could not be with you normally for a long time?
Is this really the case
Qiu Kai, who had already expected Xu Linghui to mention this, quickly gave an answer: I will accompany her and accompany her to cure the disease.
Is that true? Xu Ling, who heard Qiu Kai's answer, smiled and then whispered: He said so too
Xu Ling's last sentence was very low, Qiu Kai just vaguely heard the words "speak" and didn't hear the rest clearly.
But his intuition told Qiu Kai that Xu Ling's words were closely related to Li Sixiao, so he did not continue the topic, but accompanied Xu Ling and drank quietly.
This conversation seemed to have put a pause for the conversation session of this meal.
After that, Xu Ling stopped drinking one cup after another, and Qiu Kai no longer mentioned the topic just now. The two of them silently ate the meal to the end.
But in the end, most of the Niulanshan bottles filled with one pound were still in Xu Ling's stomach.
Xu Ling was obviously drunk in the end, and Qiu Kai was a little dizzy due to the small amount, but nothing big was wrong.
Me, I'll check out
Xu Ling stood up shakingly, but when she left the table and turned around, the pair of unfit high heels made her feet tilt and fell down in an instant. Qiu Kai suddenly stepped forward and held Xu Ling with a critical moment.
Sister Xu, you have drunk too much, I'll take you home
No, I don't want to go back!
Xu Ling, who was lying in Qiu Kai's arms, still had the strength to resist. She struggled to stand up, but the high heels became the biggest obstacle at this time. Her several efforts not only failed to achieve results, but almost sprained her feet.
Then Sister Xu, I'll take you upstairs and rest for a while
Xu Ling didn't want to go home, and Qiu Kai didn't want to send her back forcibly
Moreover, Qiu Kai also found a problem. Although he knew the general location of Xu Ling's house, he didn't know which building in which community was in. Now Xu Ling is in a state of nonsense, and his plan to ask for the address from Xu Ling was also vain.
It's less than 8 pm now, and it's not too late, so he took the opportunity to make this suggestion
Hum? Uh...drip!
Xu Ling replied that Qiu Kai neither agreed nor opposed, but he was venting all his life
Qiu Kai was anxious in an instant. If Xu Ling vomited in the store, it would be difficult to clean up. He greeted the boss lady while raising Xu Ling's arm. The boss lady and Qiu Kai were already old acquaintances. He agreed to Qiu Kai's request for temporary accounting, and helped Qiu Kai lift Xu Ling outside the door.
But before the stairs, Qiu Kai met an unexpected person
Senior?
Lin Yue, carrying two large plastic bags filled with vegetables, looked at Qiu Kai and Xu Ling on his shoulders, and stayed there all of a sudden.
Well, Lin Yue Ah, you went out to buy something Ah
Lin Yue ignored Qiu Kai's greeting, but turned his eyes to Xu Ling on Qiu Kai's shoulder.
Senior, who is she?
She? Ah, this is your sister Xu Ling. She is also a graduate of Z University. It is my sister Xu. Speaking of which, it is your sister Xu.
I've seen her at noon
Lin Yue said, as if she had forgotten that she was asking Qiu Kai about Xu Ling's identity.
Then, she said something unexplainedly: Senior, I remember she said she was already married...
Ah, it's Ah, her husband is also my senior, who is more than ten years older than you. Qiu Kai couldn't understand Lin Yue's intention immediately, but his intuition told him that it was not a good thing to stay here.
Senior, how about you, holding someone else’s wife like this?
Sure enough, Lin Yue immediately said something that made Qiu Kai sweat
Sister Xu was just drunk, so I took her up to rest for a while and took her home later
Looking at Lin Yue who was obviously jealous in front of her, Qiu Kai quickly thought about a way to get out. Just then, the owner of the Yingbin Hotel came out of the store. She obviously saw Lin Yue who was standing at the door but did not come in.
Yueyue, what are you doing standing there? Hurry up and send the dishes in Ah and wait for use
Look, your aunt called you, hurry in and help. Qiu Kai took the opportunity to say
Lin Yue glanced at Qiu Kai, and finally turned around and entered the store.
Huh, this little girl is really hard to deal with
Qiu Kai thought, and supported Xu Ling's arm that had slipped off his shoulders, but Xu Ling, who had not spoken at this time, raised her head and said in a vague way: Stomach is uncomfortable
What?
Qiu Kai didn't hear it clearly, but before he could ask for it a second time, Xu Ling spit out in one mouthful. If Qiu Kai hadn't flashed quickly, this mouthful would have spit on Qiu Kai.
Perhaps because I didn't eat much, Xu Ling vomited out mainly water and some food residues, but the air around her was filled with the pungent smell of alcohol in an instant.
I really can't just send her home like this
Qiu Kai had no other choice at this time. After confirming that Xu Ling's condition had stabilized, at least he would not vomit again for a short time, he helped Xu Ling and went upstairs.
vomit……
Xu Ling held the toilet and vomited in big mouthfuls
She had vomited all the food after eating at night, and now she was spitting out transparently mixed with undigested wine.
The small bathroom was already full of pungent alcohol, but in the eyes of another person in the bathroom, another person who had been standing behind Xu Ling, it was not only full of alcohol, but also a hint of inexplicable sorrow.
Qiu Kai stretched out his hand and wanted to help Xu Ling up
Xu Ling, who was kneeling on the floor, opened Qiu Kai's hand. She didn't think she was so weak, but her refusal and persistence were quickly smashed to pieces in front of reality.
Xu Ling's legs were already weak, and she could not stand up with her own strength. In desperation, Qiu Kai had to hold Xu Ling's arm like a force, and then lifted her up.
Sister Xu, wash your face
Qiu Kai unscrewed the faucet, and white water splashes immediately jumped from the white porcelain washbasin
Xu Ling shakingly held the edge of the washbasin, then buried her face in the clear water flow
Perhaps it was the stimulation of cold water that made her regain her spirit. After washing her face, Xu Ling lost her luster and returned to her rationality and calmness.
You go out
Xu Ling, who was still standing in front of the bathroom, suddenly said something
What did you say? Sister Xu
I asked you to go out, Xu Ling turned around to face Qiu Kai, with a pair of eyes that had returned to clear under her wet hair. Or are you going to continue watching me go to the bathroom after watching me vomit wine and crying?
Qiu Kai then understood what Xu Ling meant and immediately walked out of the bathroom unconditionally
But standing outside the door, he thought carefully about the intriguing details in Xu Ling's words just now.
Tears...
Xu Ling, did you cry just now?
To be honest, from beginning to end, Qiu Kai did not see Xu Ling's face, but he saw Xu Ling, who was buried under the water, his constantly twitching shoulders and his long-lasting silence
The hour hand has passed the 8 scale, now it is a moment after 8 o'clock in the evening
In another half an hour, there will be no buses driving from nearby, and in this slightly remote little place, it is difficult to find a taxi immediately
Really... want to spend a night with Xu Ling?
Qiu Kai didn't have any psychological preparation
Although he has spent unforgettable nights with several women these days, those women or girls are strangers who have no daily relationship to Qiu Kai. Even if something unexpected happens, Qiu Kai doesn't have much burden in his heart.
But Xu Ling is different
Xu Ling is Qiu Kai's acquaintance, Qiu Kai's very good friend, a business partner, and a work colleague
The most important thing is that she is someone else's lover, someone who has already belonged to someone else ten years ago. Moreover, this person is unbiased by Qiu Kai's other person who is also close to him.
If what happened tonight happened a week ago, then Qiu Kai could still naturally chat with Xu Ling and survive a night full of work and chatting. However, after so many encounters with different women, Qiu Kai was becoming less and less confident about his self-control and he was becoming less and less confident in his own self-control.
Especially this morning, he bullied Rosmin almost out of control. Although his reason would never allow it, he was worried that he would do uncontrollably behaviors that would make him regret for his whole life.
At this time, the bathroom door was opened and Xu Ling came out from inside
But when Qiu Kai couldn't help laughing when he saw Xu Ling for the first time again
Why are you laughing at? You guy, you didn’t tell me that your bathroom leaks, causing me to get all the hair wet... Hey! Stop laughing, you still laugh! Hurry up and get me a towel!
Twenty minutes later, the living room
Qiu Kai sat on the chair, staring at the progress bar in the monitor
Now start working?
Qiu Kai turned around and saw Xu Ling, who was wiping her hair with a towel, walked out of the bathroom again.
I was originally saying that I had to work overtime tonight, but I wasted too much time eating. Now I can only work hard. It’s a little bit more capable.
Qiu Kai said, trying to move his gaze away from Xu Ling who had just left the bath.
Just now, because she was covered in water leaking from the upstairs, Xu Ling could only take off the wet dress she was wearing, and then took a shower in the bathroom with a washbasin and a plastic basin.
What Qiu Kai did was to provide a towel as clean as possible. As for the clothes, Xu Ling finally changed into the old clothes she changed when she went to buy a skirt, which completely failed Qiu Kai, who had a little idea about it.
Because it is an old dress, Xu Ling completely returned to her usual dressing style
A very common T-shirt, combined with very ordinary denim hot pants, the only advantage of this outfit is that it is slightly higher than that dress, at least Xu Ling's white legs and white breasts can be seen at all.
Moreover, perhaps because she had just finished taking a shower, Xu Ling's T-shirt was some of her body, and the fabric that was pressed against her skin made the outline of her bra highlight, instantly causing Qiu Kai to fall away or continue to feast her eyes.
You take a break, I'll do it for you
Xu Ling knows that repeated installation of the system is not an interesting job, it is very boring. If it were the previous ones, Qiu Kai would have agreed to exchange with Xu Ling.
But now, things have changed
Now, Qiu Kai and Xu Ling are in his home, with only one man and one woman in the room, and time is also moving towards the middle of the night. This atmosphere is too in line with what happened in Qiu Kai's mind, so he is very worried that if his energy, which is no longer dispersed, will make him do something else.
What's wrong? Get up from the chair, Oh, why are you, a big man, so ink-like!
Xu Ling finally got anxious and was about to sit on Qiu Kai's legs.
Qiu Kai was shocked and quickly jumped from the chair to the side. He just sat on the chair smoothly while bluffing. He continued to take over Qiu Kai's work progress.
Sister Xu
Um?
Are you really going to live here tonight?
Why? There is no bus back to my house now, right? Or are you going to pay for me to call a taxi? Xu Ling looked at the screen and said without even speaking
Well...Ah Qiu Kai instinctively wants the latter, but he immediately discovered that calling a taxi is not the answer Xu Ling expected
Xu Ling stopped the work at hand, turned around, lay on the back of the chair and stared at Qiu Kai, and said: Do you hate me so much? Do you have to drive me away at this time?
Well, of course I don't mean that...
Just what?
After all, we are men and women alone in the room. I am afraid that I will not be able to control myself at that time, so I...
After hearing Qiu Kai's explanation, Xu Ling smiled as if she was so angry, and then said: Are you afraid that you will not be able to control yourself then? Are you afraid that you will not be able to control yourself or that I will not be able to control you?
The answer to this question looks very obvious at first glance, but with the experience of the previous few times Qiu Kai knew that this question is definitely not that simple
Sure enough, after Qiu Kai answered with silence, Xu Ling continued: Men can't control themselves, what about women? Does anyone think that there is a time when there is no woman?
Qiu Kai didn't dare to think about the meaning of Xu Ling's words. He was satisfied now as long as he was sure that Xu Ling was not talking about him.
Forget it, I'm not in the mood to work today. Xu Ling said, throwing down the mouse in his hand, actually at this time, half of the assembled hosts had already installed the system.
Now, Qiu Kai Xu Ling spoke
What?
Your Brother Li... Li Sixiao, did he tell you about me? Xu Ling asked such a question
Things about you?
Qiu Kai immediately thought of Xu Ling's secret, but it was said by Li Sixiao after drinking, and it should not be included in the scope of this problem. So he replied directly: No, there is no private question.
Is that right? Xu Ling said, playing with her hair that was still wet because she was out of the bath. I thought that when you men were together, the most discussed content was women.
Where do you want to go? Sister Xu
Qiu Kai
Um?
Qiu Kai looked at Xu Ling and suddenly realized that she was still wrapping her hair around her fingertips, and she had a bit of softness when she was wearing a dress.
But now, Qiu Kai did not want to see this tenderness, because he could see that this tenderness did not come from her joy, but from the sorrow that slowly flowed from the depths of his heart.
Sixiao, there is someone outside
A sentence in a faint tone made Qiu Kai kick the cardboard box at his feet in shock
Xu, Sister Xu... You can't...
Xu Ling looked at Qiu Kai who was obviously panicked, smiled slightly and said:
What's wrong? Can't I?
Well, you can't talk about Ah, this kind of thing... don't worry, I won't tell Brother Li, so don't...
Qiu Kai, Xu Ling interrupted him, I'm serious about this matter, I suspect it's not been a day or two, and this time he went to Shenzhen for so long, so he was too careless...
Speaking of this, Xu Ling smiled again, but this time her smile was not very relaxed, but full of loneliness and helplessness.
When he and that girl went to the hotel together, one of my best friends saw the photo and it was still stored on my phone. Do you want to see it?
...No, no need. At this point, what else can Qiu Kai say
Actually... Xu Ling looked ahead with a blank look, and the pink slippers that Qiu Kai found for her were still on her feet. The heels tapped on the floor and said the next words softly. I didn't blame him very much.
Qiu Kai held back, but he didn't ask himself why.
Because, I am not a complete woman, as a wife, I am not qualified
At this point, Qiu Kai already understood what Xu Ling was going to say
Have you heard of this disease of low sexual desire?
Although I had checked this information before, Qiu Kai still chose to shake his head with great tactfulness.
I think so... This disease must be true or false. When I heard this name from the doctor, I thought he was joking with me.
Xu Ling said, her teeth gently bit her lips, but this is the disease I have, and it is my biggest flaw as a wife.
When I was a kid, the year before I went to high school, I encountered something...
That night, I finished class from cram school and walked alone on the way home in winter. It was very dark, and there were not many street lights on the old road in our house, so...
As Xu Ling paused, Qiu Kai's heart couldn't help but raise it.
There was a man, a man I didn't know, who held me from behind and dragged me into the alley next to me.
Qiu Kai opened his eyes wide because according to what he learned from Li Sixiao, Xu Ling and Li Sixiao were indeed still virgins when they were together.
I don't know if it's luck or misfortune, that man didn't... He just kept putting his hand into my clothes and touching me. His hands were very cold and rough. He used a lot of strength and made me feel very painful.
This is undoubtedly the darkest memory in Xu Ling's life, and Qiu Kai also clearly discovered that Xu Ling's voice became more and more wrong as her narration continued
Although her tone was still so calm, Qiu Kai heard the trembling and fear hidden under the surface of the calmness and fear
Sister Xu, stop talking... Qiu Kai spoke to stop, but Xu Ling seemed to have not heard it, and was still continuing this dark topic.
I... kept crying, didn't know anything, my mind was blank, I just cried, and I burst into tears, as if I wanted him to pity me, but he didn't let go in the end, just kept saying: 'Don't move Ah, it won't hurt in a while, obedient' I wanted to do what he said, but I couldn't do it, my body couldn't move, I could only let him move, I could only cry...
Looking at Xu Ling, who was gradually raising her shoulders on the chair, Qiu Kai remained silent without any consolation.
He had a very strong premonition. Now, he could not calm Xu Ling's emotions when he went up to comfort him, so he was waiting for the right time to appear.
Then, after he left, I didn't know when he left, nor how long after that, I didn't remember anything, but it was still blank. It was not until my mother came out to find me on the roadside because she couldn't see me going home and came out to find me.
Speaking of this, Xu Ling covered her mouth, as if she was suppressing her voice
She was stunned and knelt beside me and cried. I only reacted when her tears fell on me. At that time, my first move was to avoid, avoid the mother who was holding my mother and then, until her hand touched my face, the different feeling came over, I realized that my tears had dried up at that time, but I still hugged my mother and cried so scared. I was really scared. Only when I hugged her could I feel that I was still living in this world.
Something seemed to slip off Xu Ling's face. She sniffed and suddenly laughed out loud.
I didn't even tell Li Sixiao about these things, but I didn't expect that I would tell you now. It's really...
Sister Xu, I won’t tell anyone else, absolutely not Qiu Kai’s solemn promise
Humph, since I told you all, can I still control these?
Sister Xu, I really don’t know...
OK, I understand. Xu Ling interrupts Qiu Kai, don't try so hard to prove yourself
Ah, well, Qiu Kai was speechless, he could only silently respond, while Xu Ling continued to tell himself
That thing must have left a shadow in my heart. After that, I took a year off from school. At the beginning, I was afraid of a man who was not close. Even my father and brother were the same. Later, I gradually got better, but I couldn't get too close to strangers. I always wanted to avoid him involuntarily
Qiu Kai, do you still remember that I was in the nursing department in college? When he said this, Xu Ling suddenly asked
Well, I remember that Sister Xu is from the nursing department
It's not your boys who commented on it, I didn't admit it. Xu Ling's face was a little relaxed because of these words. She continued to explain that when I entered the nursing department, I just considered that there were almost no boys in the nursing department, so I didn't have so much contact with my male classmates. My mother originally wanted me to go to college locally, but I didn't want to stay at home and couldn't be independent by myself, so I insisted on coming to City Z and this school
But the nursing department communicated a lot with boys.
Xu Ling smiled, as if she remembered the interesting past of her student days: It was Ah. The boys in the school knew that the number of girls in the nursing department was the most numerous and of the highest quality. You were like a group of aunts who bought things, surrounded by the underside of our dormitory building every day. The dormitory manager drove them away again and again and again, and they were a little smart. They directly asked our class monitor to ask for a 'gathering', 'friendship'. In fact, those monk classes with civil engineering and grain and oil majors did not come here if they were attracted by the girls in our major.
Alas? Sister Xu, you guys had such a thing that year, I haven't participated
Qiu Kai also has a subtext. The reason why he didn't participate was that he had a girlfriend after the military training of college. After that, he was excluded from these activities by the boys in the class.
That's you, I saw a lot of them when I was sophomore anyway. Xu Ling said, her tone had become much easier.
Is that right? As Qiu Kai said, something suddenly came to mind, Sister Xu... You and Brother Li met in your sophomore year, right?
Xu Ling was silent for a while and nodded: Well, that year
That year, he was the first boy to take the initiative to talk to me. It was also that year, I promised him and became his girlfriend
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