Chapter 12 The Longest Night

He, Li Sixiao, is a very special person. Qiu Kai did not respond and quietly waited for Xu Ling to tell the past that he did not understand.

At that time, I was the most unsociable girl in the entire department. I didn’t want to have contact with men. I basically didn’t participate in class activities. My relationship with my roommates in the dormitory was not very good for the same reason. When I was in my freshman year, I was forced to go to a student union party.

Speaking of this, Xu Ling paused

I actually knew him very early because he was the vice chairman of the school student union, and I was pulled into the student union by my roommate. So I met him when I first entered the school. Later, my roommate quickly withdrew from the student union, but I still stayed there. Then, the first semester of my freshman year ended, on the day of the winter solstice, the student union went out for a dumpling banquet. He was already the next chairman who was appointed by the public, so of course I had to go there. Because I had not participated in such an event before, I was forced to go there.

Then... Xu Ling sighed faintly. That night, at the end of the party, he confessed to me.

Confess your love? Then you... Qiu Kai couldn't help asking

No, I didn't agree

Xu Ling shook her head with a smile. I was surprised at the time. I didn't expect that even though I was so deliberate and inconspicuous, why would I get such a confession? To be honest, many girls in the student union had a crush on him at that time. I was still a little happy to be confessed by him. But after all, I still didn't adapt to getting along with men, so I refused in the end, but it was not because I hated him, but because I was not ready.

Then, this sentence seemed to give him motivation. He began to formally pursue me. He actually didn't take care of people because he was a workaholic. At that time, it was, but the movements in college were still a few, so he would also imitate those boys, delivering me food and asking me out to watch movies and staying with him. I felt quite relaxed. Maybe it was because he was not so anxious. I didn't feel any pressure. I gradually could talk to him naturally. Finally, in my sophomore year, he held a very special birthday party for me, and then... I promised him

Hearing this, Qiu Kai was able to connect with what he knew, but he remained silent and waited for Xu Ling to continue his narration.

But Xu Ling's following sentence turned to Qiu Kai

Qiu Kai, did you have a girlfriend when you were in college? Qiu Kai was stunned for a moment, but still replied: There was one, and one in his freshman year? Xu Ling suddenly asked this

We were together for three years, and then... we separated for some reasons. When I decided to stay in City Z, she seemed to have gone abroad.

Qiu Kai simply revealed the only relationship he had ever had so far

In this way... Xu Ling heard some different meanings from Qiu Kai's words. She understood that she no longer continued this topic, but asked another thing

How long have you known your girlfriend and did that kind of thing?

Ha? Qiu Kai didn't react. That kind of thing refers to...

Just check in to a hotel, don't tell me you haven't been there once

Cough cough! Qiu Kai, who finally reacted, concealed his embarrassment by coughing, and then said a little embarrassedly: I have been there... I was in my freshman year...

Oh, then you are much earlier than I thought Ah Xu Ling said with some teasing meaning

Sister Xu... Don't tease me anymore. Qiu Kai was also a little embarrassed and couldn't help but say

I know, I know

The smile on Xu Ling's face gradually faded, and she continued to talk about her topic: Maybe it was because that incident had a deep impact on me. Before I promised him, I had been thinking about this in my heart.

He seemed to know that I was avoiding this matter and never mentioned it, but I knew that he actually wanted these things, so... in the end I took the initiative to propose this matter

Hey? It was Sister Xu who took the initiative?

Qiu Kai couldn't help asking

Is it Ah, is it very strange? Xu Ling looked at Qiu Kai

No, no, no, it's just a little bit unexpected, after all, this kind of thing is the man...

It was Ah, he was also very surprised, but he was also very happy. Later, we found a special day and went there.

Xu Ling said, his voice fell down again. What a coincidence, it happened to be today, and I decided to hand myself over to him.

Qiu Kai couldn't help swallowing after hearing the amazing facts from Xu Ling's mouth again

Today, more than ten years ago, was such a special day. Now... Qiu Kai suddenly felt uncomfortable all over

Then, like what I was most worried about, I couldn't...I didn't hate him touching me, but I didn't react to his movements at all, my heartbeat didn't accelerate, the more he touched me, the stiffer my body became, the more I felt, the more I felt, the harder my body became, the more I felt.

Xu Ling said, hugging his shoulders

In the end, it was the first time that it left behind a very bad memory. As she said that, she seemed to laugh at herself and smiled like a sigh

Then, he began to think of a way. At first, he thought I was too nervous. During the summer vacation, he took me out for a trip and looked for that kind of movie to show me in the hotel computer, but it still didn't work... Later, I forgot when it was. He took a bottle of something, it seemed to be lubricant, and said that it could be inserted with that. I knew that this was my own reason, so I didn't object. He let him use that thing to insert the lubricant. The lubricant felt very cool. The feeling of inserting it in was very painful and uncomfortable... But I held it back. I felt that since he had made so many sacrifices for me and he didn't care about my flaws in this regard, I should have made these efforts for him. But Xu Ling paused for a moment.

I was still wrong Ah I thought that as long as I could do it with lubricant, he would be satisfied. If it didn't work at a time, I would just endure it a few more times. Until graduation and before getting married, I thought about it. However, I still don't understand men... I don't understand what he really wants

Xu Ling turned to Qiu Kai again and asked: Qiu Kai, you should know these things better than me. In your opinion, if I am like me, am I... considered a qualified wife? Is she a normal woman?

I can't say, Sister Xu, this is not something I can judge

Qiu Kai can only answer this way

It's Ah, you can't judge it. Xu Ling looked away and repeated it in a lonely tone. But why did he know this? He could judge it, but he didn't tell me?

Silence, Qiu Kai can only be silent

After getting married, I also began to find a way to see a doctor and it was useless, because I understood that this was my psychological problem. It was useless to take those Chinese medicines for recuperation.

Xu Ling continued

Sister Xu, you think of a way... Could it be... Qiu Kai remembered the purple massage stick he left in the store

Where did you want to go? I just searched for some videos and other things online, and didn't do that! But Xu Ling seemed to have misunderstood Qiu Kai's meaning

Looking at Xu Ling who was a little angry, Qiu Kai hurriedly explained: Sister Xu, I don’t mean that!

Then what do you mean?

Well, this... Qiu Kai hesitated whether he wanted to tell Xu Ling what he saw in the store

But Xu Ling didn't give him time to hesitate and pressed him tightly: Speaking of Ah, what do you mean?

Then I said, don't blame me, Sister Xu

Qiu Kai decided to confess, but he still habitually gave Xu Ling a preventive injection.

Depending on what you said, I will decide whether to blame you? Xu Lingze answered very cleverly

Well, okay, Qiu Kai had no choice but to say, when I went to the store to get things, I received a courier. That should be Sister Xu's stuff, right?

My stuff?

Xu Ling repeated it, and she suddenly thought of something, her face turned red

Yes, your stuff

Perhaps because the night outside the window was too thick, Qiu Kai did not notice the sudden change in Xu Ling's face. He was still saying to himself: Sister Xu, I was still wondering if the thing was given wrong. Now I heard you say that, it turns out that you bought that kind of thing to "exercise" Ah!

Stop talking about Ah!

Xu Ling finally couldn't help it and rushed up to cover Qiu Kai's mouth. Qiu Kai did not realize until this moment that Xu Ling's ears had turned red because of shame.

Haha, ha... Xu Ling gasped, and the breath she exhaled from her mouth hit Qiu Kai's face, with a hint of wine and a very pleasant scent

Seduced by this fragrance, Qiu Kai's body began to move. The body, which had already been provoked, began to undergo some natural changes.

That thing, I bought it and tried it. I haven't used it once. Oh, Qiu Kai, who was covered in his mouth, could only respond in a silence.

He didn't know about Si Xiao, and I didn't want him to know about this... So, don't tell him whether he can succeed!

Qiu Kai, who was still covered in his mouth, could only continue to quit with a whisper when Xu Ling asked for the request in an orderly tone.

Ah, I'm sorry

It was not until this time that Xu Ling realized how ambiguous his actions were, and how close the distance between him and Qiu Kai was.

She hurriedly sent her hand away, but did not return to the chair, but stood in front of Qiu Kai like this

Qiu Kai What's wrong? I won't tell Brother Li that you bought a massage stick, I swear Qiu Kai said with a prescient view

I didn't say that! Let's not talk about the name of the massage stick! Oh, why did I say it myself...Ah! Forget it!

Qiu Kai looked at Xu Ling. He felt that Xu Ling, who looked shy and entangled in front of him, was a very rare sight, so he should hurry up and enjoy it.

all in all!

Xu Ling finally got rid of self-pity. I won’t pursue you to dismantle my express delivery, so don’t tell Li Sixiao about buying me, buy... buy that!

Yes, I agree

Qiu Kai said, but I still want to remind you, Sister Xu

What to remind you?

With previous experience, Xu Ling is now very alert to what Qiu Kai said.

Next time I buy this kind of personal belongings, don’t use the address in the store. Even if you are worried that Brother Li will see you, you should use your own name as the consignee, right? When I opened the box today, I thought it contained the parts sent a few days ago.

I was panicked this time! I accidentally ordered the wrong one. After the delivery, I found that the purchase address was used. The express delivery was almost here and I couldn't change it.

Xu Ling explained in a low voice, Besides, I have always been in the store. I thought it would be no different if I pick it up by myself anyway, but who knew that it was just today when you were in the store alone and I thought it was tomorrow!

Qiu Kai originally wanted to continue to tease Xu Ling. He really thought Xu Ling, who showed a shy face, was very interesting, but when he spoke, he suddenly realized that he was too close to Xu Ling now. For Xu Ling, who had already gotten married, especially those who had such an experience before, this kind of intimacy was not normal.

What's wrong? It seemed that I noticed that Qiu Kai's attitude suddenly turned cold, Xu Ling asked

That, Sister Xu, can I ask you something?

What's up?

Don't you... hate men very much?

Not Ah, I'm just not used to being with strange men

Xu Ling quickly replied, "You said that I am the same as lesbians who don't like men. Why do you think I got married to Sixiao?"

But, I remember that at the beginning, Sister Xu, you were very nice to me. I am not a... strange man?

Qiu Kai tentatively asked this question that he had been thinking about for a long time.

Well?

Xu Ling was stunned for a moment. She had never considered this issue. Maybe... it was because you gave me a lot of similar feeling to my younger brother, right?

Your brother?

It's Ah, I have an older brother and a younger brother, I'm the second child in the family

So that's the reason Ah... I have to say that this answer is a bit beyond Qiu Kai's expectations, but it is reasonable

The atmosphere became a little awkward for some reason, and neither Qiu Kai nor Xu Ling started a new topic.

Both of them were silent, but the distance between them was so close that it was of no help in alleviating the embarrassment, but instead aggravated the vague and subtle feelings in their hearts.

That, I was a little dizzy. Xu Ling took the lead in breaking the silence and stood up as he spoke.

Will I take you home?

No, it’s hard to find a taxi at this time, right?

Xu Ling said, and...I don't want to go home today, please help me find a place, I'll just lie down for a while

Then...Sister Xu, go to my bedroom to sleep

Qiu Kai basically understands now that Xu Ling doesn't want to go back to the home that he shares with Li Sixiao, but will evoke his sad memories.

Then what do you do tonight? Xu Ling asked in accordance with Qiu Kai's words

I?

Qiu Kai then remembered that there was only one bedroom and one bed in his house. I'll squeeze on the sofa today. Anyway, I'm going to work all night, so it's not certain when I go to bed.

I'll do it after lying down for a while. If you are tired, you can ask me to do it for you.

Xu Ling said, she still remembered what she said before to help Qiu Kai do

It's okay, I can finish it alone, Sister Xu, go to bed quickly

But... Sister Xu, seeing that Xu Ling was still hesitant, Qiu Kai suddenly sighed, don’t you want to sleep in my bed?

Ah? No, not Ah... Then why are you reluctant to touch Ah

That, that... Okay, since you are dizzy, don't stand here all the time. Go and I'm going to rest

Qiu Kai said, pushing Xu Ling to the bedroom

Qiu Kai's bedroom, like the living room, has basically slowed down the boxes in all the open spaces. When he came in, the two had to squeeze in between the two stacks of boxes at the door.

The bedroom is actually the place where Qiu Kai doesn't want to show it to outsiders the most

Although the decorations in the bedroom are very simple, except for the wardrobe and bed, Qiu Kai is a very casual person. He prefers to accumulate to a certain extent before cleaning it out every day than to organize it every day.

Fortunately, Qiu Kai had just cleaned the bedroom yesterday while he was idle, and the cardboard boxes in the bedroom also played a certain role in covering it. This time, Qiu Kai was not so embarrassed.

Sister Xu, why don’t I change the bed for you... Before Qiu Kai finished speaking, he saw Xu Ling fall on the bed, which he had not folded since yesterday, and Qiu Kai was embarrassed.

You are like him, you don’t like folding quilts when you wake up in the morning. Xu Ling, whose face is buried in Qiu Kai’s quilt, said in a vague way.

Hey hey... Qiu Kai can only laugh awkwardly

Then, Xu Ling didn't say anything. She seemed to be half asleep, lying on the bed without moving.

Qiu Kai stood for a while. He wanted to cover the quilt for Xu Ling, but the space quilt was pressed under Xu Ling's body, so he didn't dare to move easily.

Therefore, he finally chose to leave

But just as he was about to open the door

Hey? Hey? What's going on... As soon as Qiu Kai opened the door, he heard a sensation of falling. After opening the door a little more, he saw that the boxes originally placed on both sides of the door fell down, and the packaging boxes containing empty boxes were piled on the floor at the bedroom door, which was more than one person tall

What's wrong? Xu Ling, who seemed to be awakened, asked behind Qiu Kai

Well, it seems that the box at the door has fallen down, I will move it away immediately

He said he wanted to move it away, but Qiu Kai was blocked by these boxes at the door, so how to get out became a big problem

These packaging boxes containing chassis are not small in size. Although the weight is not heavy, it still brings a lot of trouble to pile them up.

Qiu Kai wanted to push the box away from it, but the box did not move at all, as if it was stuck.

He tried to move the box inside again, but where the box he moved in was a problem

There is no more space in the bedroom, the only place to be placed is on the bed, but now...

Qiu Kai?

Sister Xu, wait a moment, I will be able to open these boxes soon

Qiu Kai's anxiety was also conveyed to Xu Ling, but as Xu Ling asked, Qiu Kai became even more anxious

Perhaps because the influence of alcohol is still in his body, he is now unable to control his thoughts. When he thinks of the extremely attractive body lying on the bed behind him, he can't help but have some physiological reaction.

Damn it! When is it now? I'm still thinking about whether there are any of them!

Qiu Kai was annoyed. He kicked him directly regardless of the valuables in the box in front of him.

But not only did this kick not have any favorable effect, but instead caused a box located at the top to shake and almost hit Qiu Kai's body

Damn it!

Qiu Kai, why don’t you come here? The sound from behind made Qiu Kai stunned

Xu, Sister Xu? Qiu Kai turned around and looked at Xu Ling, who was sitting on the bed in a strange position. He couldn't believe that the invitation just now was from her direction.

You... come here, I'll give you a place. Xu Ling said, moving it to the side, but no matter how she moves, it can't change the fact that she is inviting Qiu Kai to share the same bed?

At this moment, Qiu Kai felt that he must have not woken up in his dream, but Xu Ling's next sentence completely broke his concealment that was about to cover up.

Come here, I... don't mind

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Sister Xu... Qiu Kai stood by the door, looking at Xu Ling, but he was reluctant to move his steps

Here, no matter how you say it is your home, your bed, I just borrowed it... Anyway, come here

Xu Ling explained, but even she felt that this reason was too far-fetched. As she said that, she had already lowered her head awkwardly.

Then... the work tonight... Anyway, it's all assembled, so let's talk about the rest tomorrow.

Oh, this is Ah, OK

Qiu Kai agreed with Xu Ling's words, but he thought about it for a long time but couldn't figure it out.

The air was a little solidified, and an awkward atmosphere filled the hearts of the two people

Finally, Xu Ling was the first to break the deadlock by being unable to bear it. Do you plan to stand so far and talk to me?

Qiu Kai has been standing by the door, and it can be said that it is the farthest distance from Xu Ling sitting on the bed.

Sister Xu, I'd better just do it. I'm afraid that if I get close, I will... What will I do? Qiu Kai doesn't say anything. How could he express his psychological activities that have already had evil thoughts about Xu Ling.

Alas... Xu Ling sighed, I said I don't mind letting you come over, I'm so disobedient... Don't stand stupidly, come here. As he said that, he also patted the bed sheet beside him

Sister Xu, just spare me, I'm afraid that if this continues, I will really be eaten by Brother Li.

Qiu Kai started begging for mercy, but this was not false. Although he had been alone in a room, the room had been replaced by a relatively spacious living room to a bedroom with only a bed. If Li Sixiao saw this environment, Qiu Kai's life would be really hard to protect.

It's okay if Qiu Kai didn't mention Li Sixiao. Now mentioning his name at this time will probably only make Xu Ling even more angry.

Sure enough, when Qiu Kai realized this, Xu Ling was already angry: Humph, how dare you say this? You have been alone with someone else's wife for so long, and you have looked at it and touched it, but now you are afraid that others will settle the score with you?

This sentence instantly turned Qiu Kai into a cat with a stomped on his tail: Sister Xu, you can't frame me, how could I do this?

When I was drunk, did you touch it?

That's considered touching Ah? I just helped you upstairs Ah!

Then what do you think? Isn’t it your hand on my waist?

Uh... As expected, even if so, I didn't watch Ah!

When I came out after taking a shower, how dare you say you didn't watch it?

Well... Sister Xu, you can't do this!

Seeing Qiu Kai being defeated and unable to refute, Xu Ling suddenly felt a little happy. She enjoyed this feeling of bullying Qiu Kai.

So, she continued to say proudly: Even if you didn't touch or see, as long as I say you did, you don't want to clear your suspicion and accept your fate!

Receive your fate? What kind of fate do you think Sister Xu? You mean I have been labeled as a pervert, so it doesn’t matter what I do, right?

Qiu Kai quickly said something that scared Xu Ling. She instinctively retreated, but she hit a hard wall behind her.

I was joking... Qiu Kai then realized how serious the sentence he said before he passed through his brain was. Finally, he added a sentence, which made Xu Ling breathe a sigh of relief.

Really, I'm just talking about playing, why are you doing so seriously? Xu Ling said, but something was wrong in her heart. Why did her heartbeat so fast just now?

Sister Xu, some jokes should not be made randomly, otherwise it would be too late to cause any consequences.

After saying this, Qiu Kai still felt that it was not a big deal for him to stay in the bedroom, so he said: I'd better go out.

Oh, don't leave, I haven't finished talking yet

Qiu Kai had to stop again, but this time, he didn't even look back and turned his back to Xu Ling.

Are you... good to face me?

That's better

OK OK OK I know I'm wrong. How many adults shouldn't have joked with you just now won't be getting angry with children, right?

After being said so, Qiu Kai had to turn around

Sit down, are you going to let me keep talking to you with my face up? Qiu Kai had to sit by the bed

To be honest, Qiu Kai

What

We are like this now, and it is indeed not what ordinary friends should do. I treat you as my younger brother and family, so I am so close to you. As for what you mentioned just now, about him... Speaking of this, Qiu Kai and Xu Ling both remembered the fact that Li Sixiao cheated on him.

Sister Xu, I don't think that thing is necessarily true. You can't do something to be sorry for yourself because of those few photos.

Is it a matter of being sorry for yourself to talk to you like this?

Hearing Qiu Kai's words, Xu Ling asked back

This... Qiu Kai didn't know how to answer

If what happened tonight was replaced by another man, Qiu Kai would definitely give a positive answer, but all this happened to him. As one of the parties involved, Qiu Kai could not say that he had no responsibility for all this in any way.

Therefore, he did not answer Xu Ling's question in the end

Don't worry, I said everything, I will only tell you this if I treat you as my brother. I won't even look at other men, let alone do these things

Xu Ling said, as if she was comforting Qiu Kai, and as if she was comforting herself

Yes, Qiu Kai responded. He felt that he had said a little too much just now. He still understood the truth that too much would lead to loss.

Xu Ling sat on the bed, leaning against the wall, the quilt in her arms was filled with a hint of sweat. It was the only smell she remembered in her mind when she was drunk and unconscious. The source of the smell was now close to her, very close, and almost no distance from her.

My heart is a little itchy, and it seems like it is a feeling of déjà vu, which quietly spreads in Xu Ling's heart.

As if she was a terrible person, she said something the same as when she called Qiu Kai who was leaving just now: Qiu Kai, can you help me?

Busy? What are you busy?

Qiu Kai's natural question

I... Now I can't be considered a normal person. Although Sixiao did something sorry for me, there was also my fault. If I was not like this, if I could give it to him like a normal woman, he wouldn't have gone to find another woman.

Sister Xu, what you mean... Qiu Kai didn't understand the point of Xu Ling's speech, but he could hear a hint of ambiguity in Xu Ling's tone.

I have read online that if you practice it every day, you will naturally get used to it as long as you go, as you become proficient

Xu Ling said, as she seemed to notice the obvious hint in her tone, and a hot feeling came from her face, but she still had the courage to continue talking.

So... Qiu Kai, you are the only one I don’t reject... Outsider, can you help me, 'practice'?

Xu Ling changed the word with the strongest meaning in the middle, but Qiu Kai had already guessed what the word was and what she meant.

practise ?

An ordinary word instantly made Qiu Kaifu think

Sister Xu, you want to 'practice'...what? Xu Ling didn't say anything, but just quietly stretched out her hand and grabbed Qiu Kai's corner of her clothes

You think I should teach you whatever I should learn... Something in Qiu Kai exploded, but reason, he had no effect these days, but at this moment he blocked his desire before his desire.

He finally pulled Xu Ling's hand away and said firmly: Sister Xu, I can't do this, Brother Li is very good to me, he is my benefactor, I can't do this

You... Xu Ling, who got the unexpected answer, was a little disappointed, but her reason was not completely lost. After calming down a little, she also understood the reason for Qiu Kai's words and deeds.

But she didn't give up and said again: Who said you were asked to do that kind of thing to me?

Then you... I don't say everything. I don't feel the stimulation of men at all. I can't even make myself excited. So... Come and help me and let me practice.

But, we can't... not do that!

Xu Ling cut off Qiu Kai's words, no, it's just 'practice'. We all remember that it's enough to practice and... Speaking of this, she pretended to be relaxed and smiled: If you can't make me feel, that step will not be possible, right?

With this promise as if he was willing to do whatever he wanted, Qiu Kai could no longer suppress his ashes. He almost used all his strength to prevent himself from immediately pounced on the delicate body in front of him, but at this moment, a small hand quietly climbed onto his thighs.

I saw it. When I finished taking a shower, you kept staring at my chest, right?

Qiu Kai seemed to be immobilized, his nerves were tense all over his body, and only the touch of the snake crawling towards his waist was left in his mind.

He said no, but your body is much more honest than yours... Xu Ling said that she had seen Qiu Kai's obviously bulging crotch

The belt was fumbled and unbuttoned by a pair of hands

Qiu Kai was about to stand up instinctively, but an inexplicable force suppressed his instinct, allowing his hands to use unskilled movements, and then...

I bought the 'practice props' I put in the store, so...you come and be mine.

'Practice props'?

What's the meaning?

Qiu Kai, who was blank in his mind, resounded over and over again

Come on, let me see if your little brother is comparing... This time, it was Xu Ling's turn to be stunned

She suddenly realized that what had just popped out of her hand was a prop with a size and heat.

Is it that big?

At this time, she also found that her wrist had been held by a powerful hand, and the heavy breathing that had originally been suspended above her head instantly approached her ears

Qiu...Kai? The world was instantly turned upside down, and after it flew into the air like a star, it was extremely strong, with a familiar blow of sweat.

You... Xu Ling only said one word and his lips were blocked. With a hint of alcohol, he was covered with straight lines like a tide

Um... Um!

Unable to resist, the wrists of both hands had been clamped by the big hands like iron clamps, pressed on both sides of the body; unable to struggle, the body was pressed by another hot body with the advantage of weight, unable to move; unable to call for help, the lips had been invaded and occupied by domineering, and could only let the heavy breath grab his saliva

Play with fire and burn yourself

Xu Ling suddenly understood what he had done just now and what price he would pay

When your hands are tired, you don’t have the strength to resist any more. Even if you are released, you can only push them in vain and cannot shake the dominant position of the mountain on your body.

The body gradually came with the caress that made people's hair stand up. The hot and slightly rough textured big hands directly stroked the thighs without any defense and reached the last line of defense protected by the hot pants.

Ah...

The top was also lifted, as if she was convinced that she would no longer resist. The man on her body let go of her lips and began to devote herself to the work of tearing off the gift wrapping paper.

Why, I feel so familiar...

The buttons of the hot pants were also unbuttoned, and the touch of the fabric gradually left my body

Just like that day, that, winter night...

The last clothes on the upper body were pushed away, and the rough fingers directly reached the top of the mountain, and the valley on the lower body was invaded almost at the same time.

Very cold, very cold, very cold, very cold

It is obviously so hot air, why does it bring about the chill of ice slag when sucked into the lungs?

Breathe, don't breathe anymore...

Xu Ling began to breathe heavily, but the air inhaled could not relieve the suffocation that spread from the inside of her body.

No, don't be like this again, don't!

Did you shout this way last time?

But why can't I shout out loud this time?

Is it because... Is it actually acquiesced by myself this time?

Is that true?

Then, continue...

Sister Xu! The call from his ear salvaged Xu Ling from his black memories

A familiar and unfamiliar face appears before leaving your body in all aspects

Qiu Kai

Xu Ling, who had separated from the darkest memories in her heart, will be able to re-moving her body after a long time.

But just as she sat up from the bed...

Bang! Xu Ling was stunned for a moment

A clear palm print appeared on Qiu Kai's face

Qiu Kai slapped himself again, and then said briefly: Sister Xu, I'm sorry. Then, he stood up from the bed and turned around.

But at this time...

Sister Xu? Xu Ling held Qiu Kai's hand

Have I told you to leave? Qiu Kai's actions stopped instantly because of this sentence

Looking at each other, speechless

After a while, Qiu Kai and Xu Ling, who had adjusted their emotions, sat on both ends of the bed.

Xu Ling's hair was still a little messy. She sat at the head of the bed, still holding Qiu Kai's quilt in her arms.

She seemed to have treated that as a pillow. After holding Qiu Kai, the first thing she did was to hold the quilt in her arms again.

Sister Xu, I... still want to say sorry? Xu Ling suddenly said

Well, I'm sorry... But really, Qiu Kai really doesn't know what else he can say at this time

I said everything, I don't blame you for what happened just now

Xu Ling said slowly, it’s just that you… I remembered what happened that night, so my reaction was a little too extreme.

Qiu Kai was speechless. He found that there were too few things he could explain or express tonight in words.

Just now, he knew in his heart that he had lost his mind and rushed towards Xu Ling, but he could not refute it here

And, isn't what I did too direct? Xu Ling said, glanced at Qiu Kai's crotch and Qiu Kai hurriedly pulled the still open zipper

Sister Xu, it was my fault this time, you don’t have to talk to me

It's Ah, it's your fault

Xu Ling held the quilt and looked at Qiu Kai, I clearly said I wouldn't do that, but you'll take off my pants when you come up.

Uh... Qiu Kai lowered his head

And... Xu Ling stroked his lips, but he didn't say the following words

It's not the first time I kissed, but it's the first time I've been snatched so domineeringly...

Sister Xu, I'd better leave. I'll really be unable to control myself if I stay here again.

What about 'practice'?

Sister Xu... Qiu Kai is very confused now. On the one hand, he naturally wants to continue, but on the other hand, the loss of control just now has sounded the alarm for him. If he continues like this...

I did something wrong just now. I don't have experience in this area, so I want to ask you to help me with 'practice'

Xu Ling said, sat closer and almost leaned against Qiu Kai. This time, I didn't move anymore. Come and teach me and use the methods you know to help me 'practice'. Is this God arranged to torture me?

Qiu Kai was in great pain. On the one hand, he resisted the out-of-control behavior just now. On the other hand, Xu Ling's tempting request made him unable to speak out.

You... don't want to help me anymore? Xu Ling whispered, a hint of disappointment flashing in her eyes

Sister Xu After a while, Qiu Kai spoke

What?

Even if it is a 'sibling', can you do such a thing?

Xu Ling's heart was cold, and her loss made her heart quickly sink, but she still answered according to the schedule: We didn't agree, we didn't do that, as long as we abide by the agreement with each other.

Is that right? As long as we all abide by the agreement, there will be no problem. Ah Qiu Kai repeated, but there was still no temperature in his voice.

No?

Xu Ling asked in her heart

Sure enough, just now, it was obvious that everything had started, but I was like that... I had already said such seduced words, but I made such a ridiculous promise

Touching his skin that was gradually losing its heat, Xu Ling showed a self-deprecating smile

It is natural for him to get bored with such an self, so he shouldn't blame Sxiao Ah, because it's all because of me...

A pair of hands suddenly put on Xu Ling's shoulders

A familiar breathing suddenly came in front of him, and the approaching oppression made Xu Ling instinctively close his eyes.

But this time, there was no impact, no dizzy turn, the big hands on the shoulders came from only the gentle force, those hands did not transform into the iron clamps that bound freedom.

Why?

Xu Ling raised her head and opened her eyes. What she looked at was a pair of complex and firm eyes.

Qiu Kai...

Sister Xu, we agreed not to do the last step. Qiu Kai did not let Xu Ling speak and started his own declaration on his own. In that case, I will help you, 'Practice'

Two red clouds rose on Xu Ling's face. She opened her lips slightly, but could not stop a complete sentence. At the end, she could only nod to express her feelings.

The body was pushed down on the bed again, but this time, without heavy oppression, replaced by firm support

Xu Ling suddenly felt very scared. Fear did not come from everything that was about to happen, but from himself, from the unknown and hesitation of the new experience that was about to come.

The soft light on the roof magnifies the complex emotions deep in her heart like a convex mirror.

Turn off the light. Lightly turn on the red lips, she spit out the only request

After the silent promise, the darkness occupied every corner and covered her uneasy heart

Sixiao...

Before the hand was put on her skin, a face that shouldn't have appeared suddenly flashed through her mind

sorry