Because my wife is based in Berlin, she has not returned home once in three months.After several years of marriage, I have always wanted a child. My wife always said that I would talk about it when my career is successful. Now it is good. My career cannot be considered a failure, but I am separated from each other and the idea of having a child is ruined.Sometimes I think about it, I really shouldn’t get married. Now I am a married man, but a married man who is a living widow. I have never had any meat.In my heart, I always feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable.It’s not that I didn’t think about finding a lady, but I was afraid of getting sick, and the other hand, I always felt that I would be too sorry for my wife if I did.I can only endure it, but it is not comfortable to endure it!I feel a little perverted.Nowadays, as long as it is a woman who is not too young and is not too old, I always fantasize about the shape of her breasts, the size of her nipples, the color of her nipples, and the amount of pubic hair on her lower body.Alas, my head is ah.Sometimes it’s funny to think about it. The women who talk to me, including female colleagues, must not know what I am thinking about. It’s really interesting...