Many times girls are unwilling to tell outsiders about their life experiences, and I am the same, but I want to record many things myself. I used to be an ordinary girl. It was just a nightmare that happened in my sophomore year and changed my life trajectory. For me, this nightmare is a bitter and strange dream. Many things in life cannot be decided by myself, nor can I decide others, and I am also powerless to change my life. So I can only enjoy it. The reason why I wrote everything out was not to show it to others, but to read my life one day when I grow old in the future. I went through my life until I accidentally saw the online novel. I decided to share my story with the person I like. The private autobiography is another way of writing. If I share it with others, I have to change it slightly.