My life experiences have been very ups and downs. When I was twenty-eight years old, because my personality was too straightforward and strong, I would rather break than bend, and offend others without realizing it. Therefore, my career has been at the bottom. The company that I had run for less than two years collapsed. Although I had no debts, I saw that my friends and classmates had achieved considerable achievements in their careers. I felt that I was too unsatisfied and had many friends who had known brothers or helped me. After my company collapsed, I thought I was in debt and did not dare or would not want to approach me, which made me feel even more unbalanced. I locked myself in a thirty square meter-sized residence, never leaving my house, and I hated the world all day long, and got into the bad habit of taking tranquilizers to fall asleep. I sat in the empty stomach and spent all my savings. Even when I saw my originally strong body in the mirror, I felt infinite pity.