Chapter 17 Life and Death

Li Lanxin fell asleep, her white and tender face wrapped in the emerald green swaddle, like a bamboo shoot

Zhao Hui lay in my arms, the fragrance of her hair slowly spread out, making me feel a little drunk

Zhao Hui's body gradually recovered. I remember that after giving birth, her pale face and purple lips, and her belly had tragic wrinkles.

She lay on the hospital bed and called me Xiangzi, her voice as weak as the fog of autumn

Today is Lan Xin’s 100 Days

In the evening, my family went to Fengzeyuan for a meal. My mother sewed a lotus hat and my father-in-law gave me a long life lock.

The meal was very pleasant, and Zhao Hui gradually came out of her memory. She kept eating fish and meat, as if she wanted to pick up her appetite that had been thrown out during pregnancy.

My father-in-law smiled happily, and looked at the eyes of his granddaughter. He also joked that Huihui should control her body shape after giving birth

My mother hurriedly said that Huihui had a good figure, so what to control and eating more would make her breasts easier.

My father-in-law smiled, didn't answer, raised his glass

I also poured a cup with him tactfully

When I got home, my mother and father-in-law entered their rooms early and went to bed. The two elders might have noticed the erotic taste in the air.

Zhao Hui looked at me, and there were two fires in her eyes

We haven't had sex for nearly a year

This year is longer than the twenty-two years in my life combined

People don't grow up slowly, but grow up in an instant

That moment, maybe it was when I found the pregnancy test, maybe it was when I opened Ma Zheng's door, maybe it was when I saw Ma floating up and down in the ink-colored sea water

In short, Li Xiang died at some point in the past year and lived at some point.

I'm going to try this new sac

We took a shower and hugged each other

Lan Xin was so quiet that she fell asleep soon

She might have discovered that the fire in her mother's body was so big that she wanted to swallow the world. Only Dad could go to the danger of putting out the fire alone, so she didn't want to disturb us.

We kissed, and the saliva collided with each other hotly, like a volcano was sweeping over lava

I didn't want to pollute Lan Xin's breakfast, so I skipped Zhao Hui's breasts and went straight to my lower body

Before Zhao Hui gave birth, I shaved her hair, and her vagina was bright and purple, like a ripe peach.

After three months, I was greeted by a bunch of shiny black new hairs--they were brave and strong, cut off by a sharp blade, but they could emerge again.

Zhao Hui's love juice became more than before. I sucked the familiar vaginal fluid and made a sizzling sound.

The juice smells like the sea breeze of Beidaihe, it is said to be the smell of seaweed

The mucus was gently rolled into my mouth by my tongue, and I could feel the throbbing of Zhao Hui's perineum

Silk moans flow from afar

Come in quickly... Fuck me, Zhao Hui finally couldn't help but urge me to go into battle

When I inserted it, Zhao Hui closed her eyes and her brows were twisted into dark clouds.

Seeing her like this, I suddenly felt scared and guessed what Zhao Hui would think of.

I asked her to open her eyes and look at me

She seemed to understand what I mean, and her black pupils slowly looked at me, her eyelashes were shining

I want him to clearly see that it was me, her husband, who survived that disaster, and now he wants to have sex with her, and he will not allow her to think of others.

I thrust like a storm, as if after friction, I could wipe away any unbearable memories with my penis

Zhao Hui opened her mouth and gasped, as if she was about to spit out something

I picked up her feet pity and sucked her toes one by one. The familiar salty smell melted in my mouth, and my toes were drooling, and my toes were shining with strange light.

Zhao Hui's vagina became wider. I remembered that Li Lanxin's big head once penetrated this tunnel, and the stream became a big river.

It's strange, I enjoyed this postpartum body very much. Without the nervous stimulation of being a girl, the mucous membrane inside no longer gave me a storm-like hug, but replaced it with a slight caress like spring rain.

My heart slowed down, as if I was floating in the clouds with Zhao Hui, my mind was blurred, and only the boundless white left

I thrust for a long time, and it seemed that my consciousness had been ground into powder

When the heat wave in Zhao Hui's vagina slapped my glans in waves, my waist and my eyes numb and I ejaculated

After ejaculation, Zhao Hui finally laughed, her eyes curled into waves

We hugged each other and panted, feeling the fog that evaporated from our two slippery bodies

After a long time, the woman in her arms stood up, her penis pulled out and made a popping sound

Zhao Hui wiped her lower body lightly, put on her nightgown, and got into my arms again. She was silent first, and then her body stiffened for a few seconds.

I had a premonition that she was going to say something important to me, so I stood up slightly

Then, a sound seemed to come from a distance, as if it was floating from the sea

I still remember that sentence and the subtle tone of Zhao Hui when she asked that sentence

Xiangzi, let me ask you something...Ma Zheng... how did he die?

Zhao Hui didn't speak loudly, but this sentence weighed on steel

My muscles were frozen and my eyes were out of focus. I don't know how to answer

I would also feel dazed that I really killed Ma Zheng?

We sat under the parasol by the sea that day, and the sea breeze smelled bloody

At dusk, the horse was looking at the lead-colored sea in the distance and asked me if I wanted to go down and swim back and forth.

He pointed at the float in the distance

I know that the shark net is hanging under the float, but the sharks sometimes come from the shore

I saw the muscles looming on Ma Zheng's arm, bronze skin, the excitement in his eyes, and the slightly twisted muscles on his face.

I feel sorry for this body

I didn't expect that Ma Zheng would take the initiative to go into the sea to swim, and only invited me

Maybe he and I had swam with escorts in the swimming pool before?

I was worried just now, and I don't know how to convince him to go into the sea. I didn't expect the plan to go so smoothly, like waves striking the beach

The sea water is very salty and slightly cool. I tried hard to control my swimming speed and kept a distance of fifteen meters from the horse.

I looked at the body of the undulating horse in front of me, and imagined it as a fish, a boat, a piece of foam. In short, I don’t think about it as a person, I don’t want to kill anyone

I was particularly tired today, my heart beat too fast

Halfway through, I walked back on the water. The people on the beach were like seagulls, turning into colorful dots, and I couldn't see their movements clearly.

I was delighted, which meant that they couldn't see my movements clearly.

I turned around and looked ahead and was shocked

In the waves in front, Ma Zheng's eyes were exposed. They stared at me. The cold light passed through the water waves and made the sea water freeze.

The horse stopped when I looked back and looked back at me

Will Ma Zheng be alert when he sees my look back?

I knew this was the last chance. I thrust my legs down, and the underwater butterfly swim leg was at the right foot in an instant.

I don't need to look at the direction of Ma Zheng. I locked his legs with my feet, passed through his armpits with my hands, and pressed down with all my body...

I choked a lot of water that day, and the trachea and lungs seemed to be sprinkled with blades, and the bitter and salty smell seemed to be about to penetrate the brain.

I still remember Ma Zheng's last struggle. He coughed violently but did not shout

I tried hard to press him into the water, but I couldn't feel tired. My body lost control and pressed his shoulder mechanically until the cough stopped, and my body in my arms trembled, and I stopped struggling after that.

Seeing that Ma Zheng lost consciousness, I pressed his head into the water more vigorously, as if playing the last note of the music

I took advantage of the buoyancy of Ma Zheng's chest and gasped on the water, coughed, and my lungs were so painful that I was about to burst.

At this time, I felt the place where my thighs and the horse were in contact with me was slipping. This was the incontinence of the feces during the drowning period of the drowning person.

After a long time, the head pressed in his hand seemed to twitch twice, and bubbles came out

I know this is the last distress signal sent by Ma Zheng's nerve center, and he vomited the last trace of carbon dioxide in his lungs.

I waved to the shore, then I walked through the armpit of Ma Zheng's body with both hands, dragged the body against the breaststroke and swam slowly towards the beach, with bloody smell in my mouth

The scene afterwards is broken and scattered in my memory

I remember panicked classmates, screaming tourists by the sea, men in uniform, light red foam gushing out of their mouth and nose of horses

I was surprisingly calm, looking at the ambulance and stretcher, I saw a white coat kneeling beside a corpse and pressing it in vain, and saw a flashlight shining on my pupils

Later, these fragments of memory were put together and turned into a mouth with light red foam.

Red means luck and good luck

Ma Zheng was damaged in the bronchi and the alveoli ruptured. After that, the lungs were filled with sea water. The sea water and blood were dissolved together, and then it poured out from the mouth and nose.

He died in pain

I'm happy about this

There was no follow-up trouble, I just lie in the hospital for a day and then returned to school

While lying in the hospital, the police came, and my throat made a hoarse moan, and they left again

Back at school, the deputy secretary of the Party Branch of the college came to me and took care of me and asked me not to contact the media.

The secretary talked endlessly, and he came over and patted me on the shoulder every few minutes.

From this long riddle, I saw the answer: I won, Yu Jianping also won, and there was only one loser, already lying in the small and cold stainless steel grid

I told Zhao Hui about this murder

I missed the part of the keys and watched the video, but said that I was lucky, and the net of heaven was wide and I missed it.

After hearing this, Zhao Hui looked ashen and frowned

I felt my body in my arms cold

She thought for a long time, stared into my eyes and said:

I always feel something is wrong...

What's wrong?

Zhao Hui continued, her voice trembling:

Xiangzi, I had a premonition when you said you were going to Beidaihe to take a trip. What I didn’t care about was a big deal. When I heard the news that Ma Zheng was drowned, I was sure that you did it. You saved me from the swimming pool. With your ability, you can kill people if you can save people, but... Have you ever wondered why Ma Zheng organized this trip?

I shook my head, I don't know what she wanted to say

Zhao Hui looked solemn and continued: I was very confused at the time. Why did Ma Zheng suddenly organize a trip? He even opposed senior students' graduation trips before, and, as you said, why did he take the initiative to go into the water to swim? He only invited you? In theory, he should ask all the classmates who want to go down to swim, right?

I was shocked and found that I had never thought about these problems, maybe I was deliberately avoiding them.

Zhao Hui didn't give me time to think about it, and then said: After you found that pregnancy test form, I never contacted Ma Zheng again, and he didn't contact me either. Then I changed my phone number. You know, what would Ma Zheng think if he lost my contact?

I'm speechless

Ma Zheng knows, you know, Zhao Hui said word by word

This is a twist, but it's not funny

Zhao Hui paused for a second or two, then his voice trembled and said: If you know the despicable things Ma Zheng does, it is a threat to Ma Zheng, and it is likely to abort the child. His child talks about his child. Two tears remained along Zhao Hui's face. I buried her head in my arms and patted her back.

After a while, the sobs stopped

I wiped Zhao Hui's tears

Her breathing gradually stabilized, and then said: Take a step back, even if you don’t realize it and treat your child as your own, you will investigate the birth of a stillbirth, so Ma Zheng and Director Lin’s plan will be very risky.

I didn't say a word, just listened, but I recognized Zhao Hui's analysis in my heart

She is more meticulous than me

So whether you know or not, for Ma Zheng, your existence is the biggest obstacle for him to get his child. But if you don’t exist anymore... I won’t be obsessed with being a single mother and will hand over the child to him, at least that’s what he thinks

I was silent, and the back was cold

So he wants to kill you Zhao Hui said that the voice was very small, but it was deafening.

In an instant, I understood why my plan went so well

Because I ruled out high-risk killing methods, because I decided to use accidents, because Ma Zheng and I were both keen on swimming

These factors, if the horse was trying to kill me, it would be true.

How could Ma Zheng not think of a way I could think of?

So he planned a graduation trip to Haibin, so he specially invited me to go swimming in the sea in the evening, and only invited me

So he turned around in the waves, looked at the shore, confirming that we could not see our movements on the shore

This is like a duel in ancient Europe, where gunmen are in opposition, and life and death are determined in the blink of an eye

Maybe I'm only half a second faster than Ma Zheng, so I started to do it first

Otherwise, the person who lies on the beach and foams gushing out of his mouth and nose will be me

We all want to kill each other, but we have achieved the same goal. We have used the same method to die and live a life of death

I was wet and cold, and I was already sweating profusely

Zhao Hui's slender fingers stroked my forehead

Her eyes became gentle

Is this the whole story?

No, this story is like a broken face

I don't believe that Ma Zheng would kill people just because of a guess, he would kill people for his children, he would easily choose this way to kill people

Killing someone at the risk of death must be a life-and-death motive behind it

Where is the flaw?

I closed my eyes and carefully recalled the black memories of nearly a year, wanting to find the shadow behind the demon.

A series of pictures slid past in front of your eyes: foam, sea water, USB flash drive, video, door, key...

key?

The keys of Ma Zheng were like a ball of metal hedgehogs, with more than ten pieces worn on a thick key ring, and when they walked, they were jingling like a dog's bell.

Why am I so impressed by that bunch of keys?

In front of Brother Jiang, I took off the key and from the ring, one by two, three by four by four

Thinking of this, a thud in my ear and a door opened in my mind

When I took off the key, I picked up a cross-flower security door key, and then picked out three small keys for drawers through many large keys and took them off.

There is no problem with this

But when the keys were matched and I put them back, I put three small keys into the key ring in succession

Before, there were other key intervals between the three keys, but now they have become close to each other.

I remembered Ma Zheng’s home, which was so clean and tidy that it was frighteningly clean

The spotless cabinet, table, windowsill bookshelves are like his diagnosis of severe obsessive-compulsive disorder

For such a person, it is not difficult to find the change in the order of keys.

Among the three passive keys, one is opened with a drawer. The secret in the drawer can make Ma Zheng die without a place to die.

It was probably a few days later that Ma Zheng discovered the problem when he had to open the drawer, otherwise it would be impossible to leave the USB flash drive and CD in the drawer.

What would he think when he discovered it?

The only chance to leave the key is when swimming. Who knows the horse's habit of swimming?

Who wants to get those videos the most?

Ma Zheng recorded videos for a year or two, but now he is suddenly known. Is it related to something recently?

Zhao Hui became pregnant and lost contact with Ma Zheng later. I am Zhao Hui's boyfriend again

I happened to be swimming with the horse again

It took Ma Zheng a few seconds to confirm that I stole the key

Although I can be sure that I stole the key, have I already got the video?

Have I already known all the secrets of Ma Zheng?

Did I also see Yu Jianping’s video?

Ma shouldn't be sure

If you are not sure, take the worst case

The seeds of killing may have been planted when Ma Zheng carefully looked through the keys.

I remember that the keys were shining with cold light, like blades

I opened my eyes and saw Zhao Hui's puzzled face in front of me.

I stroked her cheeks, it was very cold

I thought about it and said to Zhao Hui with a smile: You are thinking too much, what is in your little head? We drank too much tonight, and said something nonsense and the horse was drowning. I couldn't save it. The truth is that simple.

Zhao Hui was silent for a few seconds, then smiled at me