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Chapter 15 A grey childhood with a slightly bitter

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The next morning the picnic was over. After packing up their own things and cleaning up the garbage, we got in the car and went back.

When I came, Zhou Ruize was closest to An Nuan

When he returned, Zhou Ruize was the farthest from Annuan. He was sitting alone at the corner of the last head of the car. This position happened to see Annuan in front clearly.

He saw An Nuan, like a ok, still leaning against the window, looking at the speeding and retreating street outside with a faint expression

He used to think that An Nuan loved to laugh and was not stingy with his smile, no matter who he was polite, warm, or naughty to...

But until now I suddenly realized that no matter what kind of smile it was, An Nuan's smile never appeared in her eyes.

She raised her eyebrows and bent her mouth, and it seemed like she was wearing a mask that was isolated from the world.

He had a vague feeling that he felt that An Nuan was actually a very cold person

Aze! Why don’t you sit next to your goddess? A boy who usually plays well suddenly comes over and asks in a low voice

Well, I think I'm chasing too tightly, Nuannuan will not like it

Just finished speaking

I saw the boy look disgusted: Believe me, if you don't chase him tightly, the goddess will not even remember who you are

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That's right, but brother, please be gentle. After all, I'm a school grass person

When Annuan returns home, the first thing she does is take a shower

In the bathroom, there was a misty water vapor. An Nuan leaned against the edge of the bathtub and slowly cleaned herself with a bath ball.

Wash your hands first, each finger, fingernail...

Then follow your hands and wipe your arms and arms...

Clavicle...back neck...

An Nuan was washing in an orderly manner, and the warm water immersed her tired body with fine white foam.

Squinted, his head rested on a wet towel, sighed comfortably, and his thoughts became a little far away without realizing it.

It seemed as if it penetrated the mist in the bathroom, and as the tiny time saw one slightly bitter and gray childhood picture after another...

Nuannuan, it is 9:15 minutes now, 9:30 minutes you have to memorize this article

An Nuan, finish your meal at twelve noon, rest for twenty minutes, then go for a nap, and the dance class starts at 2pm. You have to get up at 1:30, do you hear it?

Nuannuan, do you know if you want to get the first place in this weekly test?

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When she was a child, when her family lived in a large yard, she often lay on the window and looked at the children outside with envy and laughing and making fun.

She really wants to play with them

But she can't

Apart from all kinds of study every day, her only time to rest and play is to read books.

She's scared of her mother

Once, she fell asleep because she was too tired when she was memorizing words. The child was already sleeping too much, but she only slept for seven hours a day. This was nothing for adults, but she was only five years old at that time.

She was too tired and couldn't open her eyes at all. She thought to herself and took a moment of sniff, but fell asleep. When she woke up, her mother stood in front of her, looked down at her, looked at her with an extremely cold eye, and then mocked her tone.

An Nuan, look at Aunt Li’s daughter. She is the same age as you, and can recite more than 500 words. Look at you. Everything you do is like a dying look. I don’t even want to say that you are my daughter.

She was still young at that time and couldn't stand her mother's words. She remembered that she cried at that time. The alternative education she had since childhood made her feel ashamed and embarrassed when she heard these words

Although she wanted to go out to play with the children in the yard, although she wanted to lie on the table and have a good sleep, and although she wanted her mother to have a hug and kiss, she never dared to say it. This was something that her young heart was extremely eager for. She longed while feeling ashamed and uneasy.

You shouldn't have these ideas

This is wrong

She should study diligently every day and get first

This way her mother will smile at her

I know if I was wrong? The woman cried when she saw An Nuan and remained indifferent

Mom, I...I'm wrong...I never dared again...

If you know the mistake, you have to correct it; if you make mistakes, you have to accept punishment. A woman has a stern face. She has always believed that a mother who does not beat her children is a good mother.

Therefore: today your dinner time is cancelled, memorize the words, add twenty more words, I will check it at 9 o'clock

She thought it was nothing to eat less dinner, but she forgot that she was still a grown-up child

This punishment did not stop until she was eight years old. She suddenly fainted while studying dance and was sent to the hospital. She found that An Nuan had hypoglycemia.

She remembered that night, there was a violent quarrel in the next room. She seemed to hear her father's angry voice and her mother's crying voice, which lasted for a long time.

Before she fell asleep, she vaguely heard her father say: An Nuan, she is still a child...

I don't know how they solved it in the end

From that day on, her mother strictly controlled her three meals every day. She had to eat them and measured several bowls.

Of course, she and her father said their name was for her good

It was also from that day that her father also went home on time every day, bringing her different small toys, and playing with her every day during the rest time.

She's smart and hard enough

No matter what exam, as long as she takes it, she will definitely be the first place.

She likes to show her grades to her father because her father will hug her happily, kiss her little face, and say: My Nuannuan is so amazing!

And her mother only cares: You made two more mistakes this time than you last time. Although you are still the first, you have regressed and then increased her learning volume

Her mother likes to talk about her achievements with others, and she also enjoys the envious eyes of others. She is more like a tool that can satisfy her vanity and control.

At that time, An Nuan already had some thoughts. Even if she didn't know how other people's children got along with her mother, she also knew that this way of getting along with her mother was indeed rare.

Therefore, she likes her father very much, likes him bringing small gifts to her every day, likes him happily praising her for being amazing, likes him secretly taking her around, likes that he doesn't regard her as a tool to compare with others, but only treats her as a unique treasure...

She likes her dad very much...

It was the warmest sunshine in her childhood with a slightly bitter gray

Almost all her sincere smiles were given to her father

I don't know when her relationship with her father changed. She began to long for him and long for him.

She began to envy and hate her mother because she could easily have that man, but also because of the accumulation of resentment from childhood to adulthood

The rapid development of the body made her know what lust is. She seemed to be more intense than other people's desires. Perhaps she suppressed her emotions since she was a child, so in this regard she was like a thirsty and lewd girl, longing for the happiness of her body.

An Nuan gradually woke up from her memories. The water in the bathtub was already cold. The snow-white on her chest was still a little scary and purple. The boy's reckless strength made her painful and happy.

She knew she was drunk at the time, but fortunately she stopped everything in time

Looking at the blurred mirror with fog beads in the bathroom, I reached out to wipe it open...

A expressionless girl appeared in the mirror. The girl looked at her body and suddenly laughed sarcastically