Chapter 148 If I'm not me

Everything develops like a story. Fei Yuan has always wanted to reject Song Wen, but she can't speak up and even feels that she is becoming more and more addicted to the thoughtful romance he occasionally creates.

Her parents even seemed to have decided that they would be together. Even Song Wen's mother intended to have dinner with her, but she asked for various reasons and refused.

The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and the atmosphere of the Chinese New Year on the street is getting richer and richer. I am just waiting to celebrate the rare holiday of the year.

The Chinese New Year is coming soon. Naturally, holding Fei Yuan's hand, Song Wen took a sneak peek at her

He could feel that she was no longer as alienated as before, but every time he finally felt that she had softened, the next moment she armed herself again

Yes, yes, he replied softly, not shook his hand away

His palms were very warm, and even her hands that were not easy to heat up were warm and wandering around like this. There was no destination, but he would not feel bored.

Another glance at Fei Yuan, Song Wen couldn't help but clear his throat before he mustered up his courage

That... that, I have no other intention. I spoke but stopped, and couldn't help but look at her more.

Hum? His appearance aroused Fei Yuan's interest, and he wanted to know what he was going to ask

That, I just want to ask if you are going back to work in the city after the New Year? If so, will it take her a long time to come back?

He didn't mind seeing her once for a long time, but there should be many excellent men around her. What he was afraid of is whether she would slowly forget him.

Fei Yuan, who hadn't remembered work for a long time, stopped, but she forgot that Song Wen was still holding her hand, so naturally he grabbed Song Wen who was moving forward.

Song Wen, who was held back, looked at her hand first, then followed her hand to look at her.

Song Wen's look at her face full of worry and expectation made her feel ridiculous because she seemed to know exactly what he was thinking.

Is he worried?

Worry that she will forget him when she goes back?

Song Wen, I am not as good as you think. I am not as good as you think.

The words that came out of her mouth were her subconscious behavior

She wanted him to know that she was not as beautiful as he thought she was

But then? What if he knows? Will he leave and what should she do?

Oh, I got it, I've asked too many questions

He immediately stopped asking

Is her words rejecting him in disguise?

Are you tired of walking? That's right. It's so cold. I'd better take you out than I'd take you back, okay?

Song Wen led to his parking place. Since it rained that time, he would drive to her house to pick her up every time he asked her, and then send her back.

Looking at Song Wen in the driver's seat, she knew that she had made him misunderstanding again. If it were the past, she would definitely let him continue to misunderstand, thinking that she had begun to estrange herself again.

But……

Song Wen, what I said just now is not what you meant. This time, she wanted to explain and showdown. I really didn't think so well. In five years, I have changed too much.

The car stopped at the traffic light entrance, and it started to rain again at some point. Maybe it would snow soon.

Song Wen held the steering wheel tightly and waited for Fei Yuan to continue talking. His heart beat like a drum. I wonder what she said would be.

Actually... After plucking up the courage, she decided to say it, in fact, I am not a virgin, I have never been there

After saying that, she turned around and stopped looking at him. She really couldn't say anything about rape and breast milkman. As she left, please allow her to hide.

Looking at Fei Yuan's side face in shock, until the car behind him pressed the lama, then she woke up. Song Wen immediately started the car again, but stopped talking.

Song Wen's silence made Fei Yuan believe that he minded

But it's fine, she's relaxed after she says it.

Some things have not yet begun, and it is good to end now

But when I go back, how can I explain that she and Song Wen have no results?

Fei Yuan, I have a question to ask you. The silence in the car is broken as you are about to reach your destination. Is it because of this reason that your previous rejection and your stillness?

Yes, closed her eyes and leaned on the chair, she didn't hide it

The car stopped slowly, and stopped at the intersection where she asked him to stop every time

Opening his eyes, Fei Yuan immediately prepared to get off the car, but found that the electronic lock was locked.

Naturally, he turned his head to look at Song Wen, but saw that he was actually smiling!

Why didn’t you say it earlier? It was just for this reason! I don’t mind, I don’t mind at all!

She opened her mouth in surprise, but Fei Yuan didn't know what to say. This was completely beyond her expectations. Maybe the city is very open, but at least they shouldn't mind it?

I don’t mind as long as I can be with you, I know that that man must have hurt you, and you are not voluntarily, right?

If not, how could she keep silent and even reject him for this

The tears in my eyes finally couldn't help it this time, and slid down my cheeks and nodded heavily, but he kept shaking his head. He didn't know what he wanted to express.

Fei Yuan, be my girlfriend, the kind that is based on marriage! She had the courage to pull her into her arms and hugged her tightly. This time he would not let go

Song Wen... Can you still refuse?

It seems that I can't refuse it anymore...