Chapter 48 Our Happiness

It is actually not difficult for me to find a job in Shanghai because I have several years of work experience, so I quickly found a job at another fitness club.

I still lived in the chrysanthemum for some time, because I want to save money and pay off Candy's money as soon as possible. Although Candy is not in a hurry, I don't want to owe her too much.

I know, I actually owe her too much!

When I moved out of the chrysanthemum, I had no shadow in my heart. I put all my energy into my work and participated in various study classes after get off work.

I live in a small single room where I recite the knowledge I think is useful

What kind of future do I need?

Bodybuilding coaching is not a career that can be done for a lifetime. I began to understand and believe Jlin's father. I didn't know what I should do. In the two years I spent with Jlin, I never thought about this problem.

On New Year's Day, I went home and asked my parents about borrowing some money. Maybe it was their entire savings in their lives. I said I wanted to open a small shop selling outdoor products. However, when I returned to Shanghai, I found that the money was still not enough. At that time, Candy took some money over, which was also all the money she had saved in Shanghai in the past few years. I said I might lose all my money. I asked Candy if this is true, what would I pay her?

Candy said, if I really lose all my money, I will pay her a lifetime

Actually, I knew the answer before she answered

Do you really believe me?

I stood in the empty shop, wearing a boat cap made of newspapers on my head, and asked Candy who was helping me paint. I don’t know, but no matter whether you can, I will wait patiently for a result!

What if the result is not good? Wouldn't it be in vain? I said in a pun

Candy looked up at the ceiling and replied lightly: There is no way, there are many things, and to see the result, you can only wait until the result is good or bad, and you will know when you reach the end.

Yes, most of our lives are spent while waiting

Is waiting a waste?

A trace of sorrow lingers in my heart

Just like me, haven’t I waited for you for a long time, right? Candy held my hand and said, but finally let me wait!

I am busy in the store every day from morning to night, and at night I try every means to open a store online. The knowledge I learned before began to work gradually

Shanghai is a place full of gold. When I came here, I didn't see it because the gold in Shanghai was just for those who were prepared.

I may become a tiny person and argue with others for one dollar or two dollars, but even so, due to my enthusiasm and diligence, there are more and more repeat customers and higher turnover. Gradually, small shops can make a lot of money every month

Candy comes to help when she has time, and even spend the night with me if she is late.

Nothing happened to us, and overwork made us fall asleep quickly

I asked Candy why she had to accompany me to endure hardships. Candy said that she also has shares in this small shop, so she is considered the boss's wife.

On Candy's birthday, I used the money I earned to buy her a silk scarf. The scarf was not very expensive, but when Candy was interested in it, the store was still losing money. Candy gave me all his monthly salary.

Seeing Candy in front of the mirror with a scarf, and was happily turning around, I suddenly understood what happiness is

Happiness is not as simple as two people stay together. Promise each other's happiness for the rest of their lives is not just a saying.

Happiness is when two people are together, and they use their hands to describe the future

Maybe it will be very tired and hard, but seeing the other person happy because of this is the real happiness

I grew up with Candy, and that is our happiness

Candy and I finally moved together. Sometimes we would talk about Jlin. Although I actually mind, Candy always asks me to tell her that we will break up after something happened between us. Why do I give up the love that others think is undesirable?

Why?

I've been asking myself

Now I really know why Jlin's mother told me that she would not marry her daughter because the other party was rich. What she liked was, I never understood in the past, but now, I understand, and I understand.

If time could go backwards, I would love Jlin in another way, but time wouldn't go backwards, and Jlin wouldn't fall in love with a completely different Len. Sometimes I would go to those bars after the shop closed, not going in, just at the door, watching men and women entering and leaving one after another, and it seemed like I remembered the words I said when I first met.

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Len, is it you?

Sorry, I made an appointment here for the first time. Do you like to go to a bar? I didn’t like it. I don’t want to live with a old man, but you don’t look like a old man.

You are really feudal!

Alas, it's really noisy! But I still like the atmosphere here!

Let’s play 789 for a while. Can you play? I won’t teach you. If you lose, drink. Chivas and green tea, don’t worry, you won’t be drunk!

Don't be embarrassed, I'll do it!

Don't tease others! My friends are all crazy, don't mind!

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Whenever that moment, I tell myself to leave quickly and tell myself not to come again!

Do you regret it? You and Jlin? Candy asked me after passionately, I know she is not a stingy, she is just a little curious

I don't regret it, because in the best years, Jlin and I have had the best love together, and we are not a tragedy

So what about being with me now?

Do you know? Now, what I care about the most is you, because you are by my side, because I know, maybe I can't let you live a princess-like life in this life, but I believe that we can support each other and live together.