Chapter 23

Today, I was waiting for Teacher Ye to finish evening self-study downstairs, just to simply send her home, that's all

Although she has rejected me many times, I will still wait for her until she forgives my rude behavior. I really don't want to lose someone I love again

In the years since Wen Ci left, I told myself that I will never get married and will never fall in love with another person. I just want to bring our Manman to raise Manman, and spend the rest of my life alone.

I used to have a unruly personality. I was a gangster with evil deeds. I had been in society since I was a teenager, cut people and robbed money, and finally became the eldest brother of a powerful force. I thought I would wait for death in this chaotic and dangerous in life. It was not until I met Wen Ci that I realized that it was the real meaningful beginning of my life.

That night, I was slashed and the doctor on duty was Wen Ci. Her appearance did not attract me much. There were many beauties around me. I only treated women with carnal venting and no spiritual communication.

However, when she looked at the tattoo and wound on my hand, she carefully helped me with it, and she kept teaching and imparting the principles of life to me. On the hot and restless night, I actually forgot the pain in my body. My lonely and impetuous soul seemed to be shining with light, and suddenly became enlightened. She walked into my heart like an angel, and my heart suddenly became extremely quiet and calm. It was the first time I fell in love with a woman.

In order to pursue her, I gave up everything, accepted all her suggestions for me, started my life again, and passed the National Level 2 Far Mobilization. I was trying hard to get close to her, wanting to become a kind of person with her. Later, with my unremitting efforts, I became an assistant coach

She also saw my change and was moved by my sincerity and enthusiasm. Finally, with the strong opposition of her family, she also married me and gave birth to Manman.

I was particularly moved by her dedication and sacrifice from the bottom of my heart, and I took care of her and her daughter meticulously.

But after getting married, I realized that life is material, without family background and no money, we are just an ant in society. She works hard every day for life. I don’t want her to be so tired. I also want her to live a better life. In addition, I also want to prove myself to her.

By chance, I met my brother who was born and died. He now opened a company and did the so-called formal business, but the business requires relationships and robbery. The company just started and he wanted to bring me into the group. Although I have been away from Taoism for a few years, I used to be very popular on Taoism and have a lot of life-long relationships, which can help people.

I once wanted to discuss with Wen Ci, but I knew her personality and would definitely not agree. She had told me countless times that she wanted to live a simple life with me and raise Manman together. This is her dream and happiness.

But in the end I secretly joined my brother's company without hiding it

In the first year, our company went very smoothly. My connections and rigorous attitude towards people and things made the company grow bigger and bigger, but as long as there is money, there will be risks, especially in our business world. Because I took down many projects in the engineering, competitors began to jealous of us and even began to retaliate.

I still remember it was a winter weekend. On the way to the park, I hugged Manman, she held my arm, we were talking and laughing, walking on the road, extremely happy

Suddenly, a car rushed from behind. When it approached, the accelerator sounded like an alarm. Because I was holding Manman and blocked my sight, I was about to turn around, but Wen Ci pushed me hard.

Be careful, I heard her last voice, and the car ran away, and I fell to the ground, watching Wen Ci be knocked away dozens of meters, and then fell heavily to the ground. Manman in his arms was still crying, and I ran towards her like crazy, but I could no longer feel her breathing

In the end, the driver and the envoy behind the scenes were arrested and sentenced to death. In order to express his guilt, the brothers of the company transferred the company to me and went abroad to invest in projects.

The brothers on the Tao also knew about this and came to express their sympathy.

I lost her all at once, my most important person, my favorite person, my soul destination, I didn't even have time to repay her, a highly educated doctor, but married a gangster like me who had nothing. She saved my unlucky life, saved my life, and gave me a new life, but I killed her with my willful deeds. I also understood for the first time why she always told me that life is more important than everything. When facing the separation of life and death, all the extravagant hopes and desires become worthless and despicable. I will never be able to touch the height of her ideological awareness. Her thorough understanding of life is more like a mentor on my spiritual journey, nourishing my soul like nectar

She was full of love for life, and contributed herself to the family, without desires and demands. My greed and conceit finally made me lose her. At that time, I was no longer ashamed. I cried for the first time in my life, and my spirit was almost broken, and I had the idea of ​​suicide. But in the end I thought of Manman, our crystallization, we once vowed to take good care of our children, accompany her to grow up, and raise her to grow up.

In the next few years, I put all my experiences on my work, transformed the company into a completely legal enterprise, made a lot of money, gave Manman the best life and education, and gradually came out of the shadows, leaving the best memories in my heart.

When I first met Teacher Ye, I was shocked. I didn't expect that in my lifetime, I would meet the second Wen Ci in the vast crowd. His enchanting figure and beautiful cheeks looked very delicate. He was gentle and strong. From his figure to his personality, to his beautiful appearance, she was really too similar to Wen Ci. After talking to her, I felt that she was the embodiment of Wen Ci, confident and calm, gentle and emotional, and full of yearning for life.

Although she is married, I know she is not doing well, which is why she is determined and try her best to pursue her crazy.

Maybe I fell in love with her or maybe I wanted to quit too much. I lost control that night. For the first time in so many years

That night, riding on the intoxicating moonlight, I talked all the longing for Wen Ci that I have suppressed over the years in her body and ears. I don’t know if we still clearly feel the existence of each other’s hearts after we were drunk.

The difference between her and Wen Ci, I can feel her strong desires in her heart. Whether it is physical or mental, I also hope that she is like this, being the truest self, so that I can distinguish her from Wen Ci and let me feel her real existence

I came back to my senses and happened to see Teacher Ye walking out of the teaching building

Teacher Ye, I waved to her in the car

Why are you still here? Ye Youting seemed to be in a little emotional look and said to me angrily

Waiting for you here and sending you home, there is no other meaning, I smiled and said to her.

Waiting for me to take me home? You don’t send me so many teachers and classmates at school, but you just want to send me home. You said you have no other meaning. Do you think I am stupid? Ye Youting scolded me angrily

Mr. Xize, I beg you, can you stop harassing me again? I am already very tired. Ye Youting seemed to be about to cry and shouted hysterically. I am really tired. I don’t want to be disturbed. I just want to be alone.

I really have no other meaning. This time I just want to send you home to express my apology. I looked at my wet eyes and my rosy face was full of helplessness.

She didn't answer me, but walked quickly to the school gate

I watched her get on a taxi, and I knew I had returned home without success today.