Chapter 55 New Love

Without Xiaolu's life around me, I have returned to the simplest two points and one line. In addition to home, I am the company. I have more time in the company and subconsciously avoiding the pain of returning home to see things and thinking about others.

Xiaolu has been away for almost a month. Although I have asked Xiao C not to arrange for someone to follow Xiaolu, I still learn about Xiaolu's current situation from him from time to time.

Several times, I couldn't control myself, so I drove to the back door of Xiaolu School, and looked at her from afar near the small shop where she usually had dinner with her roommates.

Xiaolu and Su Qiang seemed to have gotten closer. On several occasions, they saw Xiaolu and the two of them having lunch in the shop together. Su Qiang's classmates also greeted Xiaolu enthusiastically and called her sister-in-law. Xiaolu shook his head every time, and explained to everyone that she and Xiaoqiang were not in a relationship.

In the eyes of outsiders, all this is Xiaolu being squinted. Maybe only Xiaolu and Su Qiang, and the other two know in their hearts that Xiaolu will not accept Su Qiang at least for the time being.

One night in June, I was working overtime in the office, but the phone suddenly rang. In the past, there was basically no one looking for my phone.

I picked up my phone and looked at it. It was my mother's call, so I quickly answered it.

My mother's hearty laughter came from the phone: Daming, I'm having midnight snack with your aunt. Your aunt has a niece of a good sister. She is now in college in City X. She is about to graduate from college this year. She wants to find a job. Will your company recruit people?

I thought about it and said: Let her send her resume to my email in the past two days. We are recruiting fresh graduates during this period.

I asked about my mother’s current situation again, and my mother was also asking me and Xiaolu, so I had to agree a few casually and do whatever I wanted.

Half an hour later, a new email was sent to my email address. I opened it and saw a resume named Long Xxin. After a brief glance, I transferred my resume to the email address of the Human Resources Department.

But at this time, I didn't expect that I would become the biggest help Su Qiang successfully chased the small road.

Two days later, the interviews of newcomers arranged by the company were also underway, and the final interview in the planning department was a girl named Long Xxin.

When this girl walked into my office in a white dress, although she did not have a stunning beauty, she had a small and delicate figure, paired with a fresh and natural face like a girl next door, a faint smile at the corners of her eyes, and a shallow dimples on her cheeks. She was also a seductive little girl. If the paths were ever-changing, then this girl was an ultimate purity.

After the simple interview, Long Xxin took the initiative to get up and said: Brother Ming, I actually knew you a long time ago. I often hear Aunt Hua talk about you, and you can just call me Xiaoxin in the future.

I asked with some confusion: Oh?Aunt Hua said something bad about me?

Xiaoxin smiled and said: How can you say bad things about you?Aunt Hua almost praised you for being in the sky and out of the earth. It was like an extinct man. She also said that if you hadn’t had a girlfriend, she would have wanted to introduce me to you.

I was stunned for a moment and couldn't help but smile bitterly: Aunt Hua's old habits have not changed. She likes to exaggerate and often says she wants to introduce me to a partner.

Xiaoxin stared at me carefully for a while and said: I don’t think Aunt Hua is too exaggerated.Brother Ming, you are not bad-looking, you are young and promising, and you have a house and a car. Don’t girls nowadays want to find such men?

Looking at Xiaoxin's serious look, I was so happy. The smile that had not appeared much in the past month appeared on the corner of my mouth again and said: Oh?Yeah?Am I that good?

At this time, my secretary knocked on the door and walked in and said: Mr. Zhang, the people from the planning department have prepared a proposal for the new project and let you go over and listen.

Xiaoxin stuck out her tongue, grimaced at me, and said: Then I'll go out first, Mr. Zhang.

I thought about it and said: No, you can listen together, just meet my colleagues in the future.

Xiaoxin followed me to the conference room, gave a brief introduction to everyone, and sat in the corner behind me, listening carefully to the proposals of colleagues in the planning department.

An hour and a half later, the proposal was over, and everyone expressed their opinions. I looked behind me and said: Xiaoxin, do you have any opinions?

Hearing my name, she brushed

He stood up and said with a little timidity: Uh...I think... when positioning the market... or you can... add some...thing...

I turned around, gave her an encouraging look, and said: It's okay, let's continue talking boldly.

Seeing my eyes, Xiaoxin calmed down and began to express her opinions, including customer segmentation, product adjustments, etc.

After saying that, the office was quiet for a while. I knocked on the table, cleared my throat, and said: I think the opinions Xiaoxin just put forward, the customer segmentation, product structure adjustment and event marketing are all well said. You should hurry up and start to adjust them and go through them again tomorrow afternoon.Then, Xiaoxin, you can participate in the revision.

Xiaoxin's head was pounded like pounding garlic and said repeatedly: Thank you Mr. Zhang, I will be serious and hope it won't cause trouble for everyone.

I didn't say anything more. After announcing the end of the meeting, I returned to my office, locked the door, stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and looked towards the direction of the small road school.

Xiaolu, what are you doing now?

Do you still have to be with other men?

Are you still sad?

Will you still cry like that day?

Will you... miss me?

I took out my cell phone, pressed the string of familiar numbers, and after a while, I put the phone aside, turned on the speaker in the office, listened to the sad love song, and followed silently: I give you the last love, let go of your hand...

When I woke up when I heard the knock on the door, it was already dark outside. I opened the office door and it was Xiaoxin standing at the door.

I sat back in my seat and asked: Why haven’t you left yet?

Xiaoxin looked at me weirdly and said: Didn’t you ask me to stay and change the report with them?

I was stunned for a moment and said: Has it been corrected now?

Xiaoxin shook her head and said: No, it's not so fast. This is the first time I've participated in these reports, and I have no clue at all. Now I'm hungry and want to go to eat something. I'll go back to the dormitory to change the report to you later. I want to ask you what delicious food is nearby.

I looked at the time and it was already past nine o'clock in the evening and said: It's so late, let's do it, call them to go for dinner together.I treat you.

Xiaoxin grimaced again and said: Do you think everyone looks like you are a workaholic Ah, they are all gone, I am the latest one.

I smiled bitterly and said: These guys, they all walk as fast as rabbits after work, so I'll take you to have something casually.

When I got into the car, I didn't ask Xiaoxin what she wanted to eat, so I drove to the most famous snack street in City X. I stopped the car and walked into a small shop, ordered two side dishes and a few baskets of buns.

Xiaoxin looked at me curiously and said: Brother Ming, how do you know that I like to eat these?

When I heard her, I couldn't help but feel depressed. This little girl was really acquainted with Ah and said: Order whatever you want, it's best if you like it. After eating, I'll take you back to school.By the way, where is your school?

Xiaoxin said while eating: On the high-tech zone.

I was depressed again. It took at least an hour to drive in this high-tech zone now. It was completely in two directions, and it was far enough from the company. I couldn't help but ask: Why did you go to work in the morning? It would take more than an hour to take the bus?

Xiaoxin sighed and said: There is nothing I can do about it. After a while, I will rent a house near the company.

I took out my cell phone, called Xiao C and said: Xiao C, is there any place in your dormitory?Is there a girl here who wants to move in?

Xiao C immediately answered me: Yes, there is also a double room with a seat.

I said directly: OK, you ask the people who are in the room to clean up, and someone will move in tonight.

Xiao C answered OK

Then I hung up the phone, and I turned my head and said to Xiaoxin: I will take you back to school to clean up your clothes and so on. Tonight, you can live in the company dormitory.In the future, rent, water and electricity will be deducted directly from your salary.

Xiaoxin was working hard at this moment, looking up, her mouth was filled with buns, and she said: That would be the best, I am still worried that the rent is too expensive.

When I saw her eating look, I couldn't help but laugh a little. I remember that when I first met Xiaolu, she also ate and drank in front of me without any image, which surprised me.

Thinking of Xiaolu, my eyes became dark again. Xiaoxin seemed to see it and said: Brother Ming, what's wrong with you?Any worries?

I rubbed Xiaoxin's head and said: Eat yours. I'm fine. We'll quit after eating quickly. You have to work overtime tonight to change the report.

Xiaoxin nodded, ate all the remaining things on the table like a wind blowing in the clouds, and smacked her lips and said: I'm full, it's so delicious, let's go.

I settled the bill speechlessly. As soon as I walked out of the store, I found a back not far away, which looked very similar to Xiaolu. I quickly ran forward two steps, but found that there was no trace. Xiaoxin followed me and asked: What's wrong with Brother Ming?

I shook my head and said: It's nothing. It seems that I've looked at an acquaintance and disappeared. Let's go.

I drove into the car and rushed towards her school. Along the way, Xiaoxin always chatted with me a few words from time to time, and I also responded casually. The drive along the way passed by during this intermittent chat.

After I sent Xiaoxin to the company dormitory to settle down, I also returned to my home upstairs. I looked at the time and found it was already past 11 o'clock in the evening. I was silent for a while and stood on the balcony and dialed Xiaolu's phone number.

The phone rang for a long time before it started to answer. Xiaolu's voice was a little surprised: Daming, what's wrong?

I was silent for a while, opened my mouth, but didn't know what to say. Xiaolu continued: Daming, what's wrong with you?Why don’t you speak?Don't scare me Ah.

I rubbed my frowning brows and said: I'm fine, I just suddenly want to hear your voice, so I called it.

Xiaolu chuckled twice and said: "Silly, just call me if you miss me, I miss you too."

Listening to the slightly noisy girl laughing and making noise on the other end of the phone, I asked: Where are you?Why is it so lively?

Xiaolu smiled and said: I'm in the dormitory, otherwise where else can I be? Sister Hong and the others are guessing who called me?

I asked: Are they all guessing who it is?

Xiaolu's voice became a little depressed and said: Who else can you do? Su Qiang, I call me almost every night and said I must insist on saying good night to me every night.

I smiled and said: This is the trick I used to pursue you. It seems that this kid has started to act.

Xiaolu's voice still revealed her unhappiness: You should know me, he treats me very well, but I am still the only one in my heart.

When I heard Xiaolu's words, my heart felt as painful as if it were clinging to me and I whispered: Well, I know.

I chatted with Xiaolu about the latest situation again. After looking at it, it was almost twelve o'clock. I quickly said: You Ah, hurry up and go to bed. It's so late, otherwise you will be out of energy and go to class again tomorrow.

Xiaolu said um, saying: I understand, you should go to bed quickly. I won’t go back to City T this summer vacation. I’m going to have an internship in City X. I haven’t found a unit yet. I still have to go to the talent market after a while.

I was stunned for a moment. Xiaolu was almost senior and it was time to have an internship. I quickly said: It's okay, you will definitely do it. I have confidence in you, but when looking for a unit, you must be more careful. If you have a company you have to go there, you can tell me the name of it and I will help you see if it is reliable or not.

Xiaolu smiled and said: Hehe, I knew you would definitely say that, don’t worry, I know.I won’t say it anymore, I’m going to go to bed, so hurry up, good night, my fool.

Listening to Xiaolu's words, although there was no longer the sweetness of being together, there was still a warm current flowing in my heart, saying: Good night, my idiot.

I hung up the phone and sat in front of the computer, but found that the QQ was lit up. I clicked on it and saw that it was Xiao Xin’s message: Are you here?I don’t know very well about some of the reports today. Is it easy to ask you if you want to ask?

I thought about it and replied: This is not so good, it’s already so late, what can I say on QQ?

Xiaoxin didn't say much, and replied: OK, please trouble you.

Next, I started a round of discussion on the work. Before I knew it, I helped her answer the questions. It was almost two o'clock in the morning. I said: It's so late, report to go back to the company tomorrow morning and then change it and get off early.

After sending the message, I turned off the computer and lay down on the bed without waiting for her to reply. My eyes were empty and I looked at the ceiling. It has been almost a month since I was still not used to the feeling of not having a path around me. This is why I would rather work overtime in the office than go home early.

I can't remember when I fell asleep. In the morning, as the sun shone into the room, I woke up, washed up and prepared to go out, leaving this space full of memories.

After entering the elevator, just got off the first floor, the elevator door opened, Xiaoxin walked in and said with a smile: Brother Ah Ming, have you returned to the company so early?

I nodded and said nothing. Seeing the dark circles on Xiaoxin's face, this girl must have stayed up late last night to report. I like this attitude very much.

When the elevator reached the first floor, Xiaoxin said: Then I will take the bus to work first, see you later.

I thought about it and said: You must have stayed up late last night. Let’s take my car back to the company today.

Before Xiaoxin could reply, I pressed the button to close the elevator.

In the short time I drove back to the company, Xiaoxin fell asleep in the passenger seat. It seemed that she stayed up late last night and didn’t know how the report was going.

Thinking about the company, I quickly returned to the company. Xiaoxin and I returned to our respective offices and started working for another day. After a while, it was in the afternoon. After listening to the adjusted report proposal, we had basically no objection, and the planning manager also had a very high evaluation of Xiaoxin.

The busy day ended with the arrival of night. City X, where the lights were on, all kinds of people and cars gathered and rushed towards their respective directions. However, I was wandering around the streets aimlessly, unable to say whether I was enjoying the lonely tranquility of this moment or licking the lonely work.

Just as I was wandering on the road alone, I heard a familiar female voice coming into my ears: Get out of here, I don’t want to see you again, don’t bother me anymore, you pervert.

It was Xiaoxin's voice. I followed the sound and saw that on the side of the road, a short man was pulling Xiaoxin's arm, not knowing what he was saying.

I walked forward, and Xiaoxin also saw me and hurriedly said: Brother Ming, come and save me quickly.

Standing beside Xiaoxin, he pulled the man's hand away, protected Xiaoxin behind him, and said: Who is he?What happened?

The boy said arrogantly: Who are you?What does it have to do with my girlfriend?

I couldn't help but smile and glanced at Xiaoxin, then looked at the boy again, and said: Xiaoxin, are you sure this guy is your boyfriend?

Xiaoxin said with a red face: It’s her ex-boyfriend!After breaking up, I kept pestering me, and I was almost so pestered by him that I refused to leave the dormitory.

I looked up and down at the little boy in front of me and said: You heard it too, Xiaoxin didn't admit that you were her boyfriend, hurry up and leave, what would it look like when I was pulling and pulling on the street.

After saying that, I pulled Xiaoxin and turned around and left. The boy caught up and wanted to pull Xiaoxin. I blocked Xiaoxin in front of me, grabbed the boy's hand, stared at him and said viciously: If you don't want to be embarrassed on the street, get out of here!

The boy looked at me and said in a trembling voice: You, you, let me see, you are so rich, fuck!Xiaoxin, you are a slut. You find someone with a wealthy person and kick me away, right?Are rich people better in bed?

Xiaoxin was so excited by the boy's words that she stomped her feet in anger, pointing at him and scolding: You... don't talk nonsense!Brother Ming is the leader of our company!

The boy didn't hear what Xiaoxin said, so he cursed and ran away, disappearing into the night.

I turned around and said to Xiaoxin: Are you okay?Go back to the dormitory quickly, I'll leave first.

Xiaoxin said tremblingly: Brother Ming, this and that, I'm sorry Ah, he's just talking nonsense, nothing happened to me and him.

I smiled and said: You don’t have to explain anything to me, you’re fine.

After saying that, I turned around and left. Thinking of what the boy said just now, I couldn't help but wonder, Xiaoxin looked so simple, would she be like Xiaolu, just like Xiaolu, irresistible to lust?

While I was thinking, I didn't find a pair of figures turning around and leaving at the corner of the street.

I shook my head and continued to wander around aimlessly. After walking for nearly an hour, I walked to the vicinity of Xiaolu School again. After thinking for a while, I turned into the campus and walked downstairs of Xiaolu’s dormitory. I looked at the time and found that it was already nine o’clock in the evening. Xiaolu should be playing games in the dormitory or chatting with my sisters.

Standing downstairs at the small road for a while, just as he was about to turn around and leave, he was stunned on the spot. On the campus path, Xiaolu and Su Qiang were walking towards me.

When Xiaolu saw me, his eyes flashed a little. He quickly walked up to me and asked: Daming, why are you here?

I smiled and said: I have no place to go after work, so I went out for a walk. I happened to pass by and wanted to see you.

At this time, Su Qiang also walked up to me, ignored my existence, gently pulled Xiaolu's hand, and said: Xiaolu, go up early and rest, there will be class tomorrow morning.

Xiaolu let go of Su Qiang's hand a little awkwardly and said: Well, I'll go up after chatting for a while.

Su Qiang looked at me proudly and said: Then I'll wait until you go up before leaving.

After saying that, Su Qiang walked aside, as if leaving room for me to talk to Xiaolu.

I looked at the performance of the two people in front of me, suppressed the sadness in my heart and asked: Are you two?

Xiaolu looked at me and said: That's what you saw.

Looking at Xiaolu's performance, thinking about what she said to me last night, it was so contradictory. I couldn't help but blurt out and ask: Why?Didn’t you tell me last night that it was impossible to agree to him?

Xiaolu looked at me when I asked, turned his head to look at Su Qiang, his voice became dull and said: Ming Dynasty, last night was last night, tonight was tonight.It's like I believed you were thinking about me last night, but tonight...

I interrupted Xiaolu and said: I miss you too tonight, otherwise how could I want to come to see you?

Xiaolu smiled and said: Daming, no need to explain. I don’t know if you come to me tonight and have something to say to me.But, just now, I was not far from your house, and I saw you maintaining your new girlfriend.You have your new relationship, why can't I take this step?

I finally got it. It turned out that Xiaolu mistakenly thought Xiaoxin was my girlfriend. I immediately said: It’s not what you think. That girl is a newly recruited graduate from my company. I happened to be walking by and saw it. I had nothing to do with her.

At this time, Su Qiang walked up, hugged Xiaolu and he said: Ming Dynasty, don’t let Xiaolu look down on you. If you break up with Xiaolu, you both pursue the rights of others.Why can't Xiaolu accept me if you have a new girlfriend?The newly recruited graduates are nothing to do with her. Xiaolu and I both saw the situation just now. If you talk about these things, do you still want to deceive Xiaolu?

Being snatched by Su Qiang made me feel a little impatient. My face darkened and I said sternly: Su Qiang, I warn you, there is nothing you have to do here. I will talk to Xiaolu, so get out of here.

When Xiaolu heard my words, he immediately stood between Su Qiang and me, separated us, and said: Ming, no matter whether you and her have anything, I don’t want to know anymore. I only believe what I saw.Xiaoqiang, let’s go.I want to go back and forth.

After saying that, Xiaolu turned around and pulled Su Qiang away, leaving without looking back. Su Qiang put his hand behind him and compared the middle finger at me, which made me even more angry.

Su Qiang and Xiaolu must have seen me help Xiaoxin together. I don’t know what I said to Xiaolu, so I already had a new relationship, and he happened to take advantage of the situation and successfully captured Xiaolu’s heart.

I looked at the backs of the two of them leaving and thought with a wry smile, is this what God destined to end with my little fate, and will I let her go completely?

After leaving the school on the road, I didn't wave anymore, and took a taxi and returned to my house. The moment I walked into the house, two lines of hot streams fell uncontrollably from my eyes. I held my head and squatted on the ground, crying silently.

After a long time, I calmed down and remembered Xiaolu's words. Indeed, she and I have broken up. Why should I not let her accept a new relationship?

Is it still my little possessive desire to act?

Haven’t I recognized the fact that Xiaolu was let go by myself. Since I let go, let her have her own life, and I should also have my own life.

Thinking of this, I walked into the bathroom, took a cold shower, and calmed my hot head down.

No matter what Su Qiang said to Xiaolu, it doesn't matter anymore. Since he can pursue Xiaolu, that is his ability. As long as Xiaolu is not hurt, this is enough.

Lying on the bed, my phone rang, it was Xiaolu's number. I thought about it for a while before pressing the answer button.

As soon as the phone was connected, I vaguely heard Xiaolu’s voice: Come on... I still want to drink... I’m not drunk yet...

At this time, Su Qiang's voice rang out of the phone and said: Ming Ah, don't get me wrong, I didn't call you and asked you to pick up Xiaolu.Instead, I want to tell you, guess where Xiaolu and me are?That's right, Xiaolu is drunk and is in the hotel with me now.In a while, I will strip her clothes off, enjoy her perfect figure, and fuck her pussy that I couldn't see or touch.Haha, I called you just to let you listen to how I fuck her and see how the woman you keep saying you love is so fucked.

There was a buzzing sound in my head, and my whole body felt like I was struck by lightning. A burst of anger surged in my heart and said, gritting my teeth: Su Qiang, I warn you, if you dare to hurt Xiaolu, I will make you regret living in this world.

Su Qiang said as if he was indifferent: Don’t worry, why am I willing to hurt Xiaolu?I still have to love her very well.Look at her sexy big breasts, such good skin, and such beautiful face.I said, don’t think about hanging up the phone, you have to hang up the phone, I will keep calling here, I want you to listen to how your ex-girlfriend calls my husband in bed, haha.

I cursed shamelessly

After that, I hung up the phone and turned off the phone. I suddenly had an impulse and asked Xiao C to find Xiao Lu's location and go over to pick Xiao Lu back. But then I smiled mockingly and said to myself: Don't be stupid. Since Xiao Lu chose to go out to drink with Su Qiang, wouldn't she know that such a thing would happen?Maybe, she doesn't want to accept it clearly?You are no longer her boyfriend. Since she will not be hurt, don’t hinder other people’s relationship.

Standing on the balcony, I lit a cigarette, and vaguely, I seemed to hear someone calling me. I walked to the balcony and heard that it was Xiao Xin calling me: Brother Ming, you haven’t rested yet?

I looked up and saw Xiaoxin standing on the balcony, wearing a white cartoon nightgown and wearing a pink knitted jacket on the outside. I smiled and said: I can't sleep, come out to smoke a cigarette, why haven't you sleep yet?

Xiaoxin smiled and said: I can't sleep either. I just finished watching TV and stretched out when I saw you smoking here.

After chatting for a few words, I suddenly felt my stomach empty. I remembered that I hadn’t eaten anything at night and my stomach started to get hungry, so I said to Xiaoxin: I won’t chat anymore, you should rest early. I’m hungry, go and eat something.

Xiaoxin still smiled faintly and said: This is what you men are like. When you are hungry, you go out to eat. You are too lazy to eat. The things outside are so unhygienic. What materials do you have at home?I'll come down to get it for you to eat, and I'm a little hungry too.

I thought about it and said: This is not very good, it's so late.

Xiaoxin smiled mischievously: Hehe, don’t say that men and women are not kissing each other. I am not afraid of a little girl, what are you afraid of a big man?

I shook my head helplessly and said with a smile: Okay, come down, I'll wait for you at home.

Xiaoxin said um, then went into the room. I also went back to the room and turned on the light at home. I sat in front of the computer and turned on the movie and started watching it.

After a while, the doorbell rang. When I opened the door, Xiaoxin walked in without hesitation and said: I won’t change my shoes.Where is the kitchen?

I pointed to the kitchen location, and Xiaoxin quickly walked into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and said while looking: You have very little food at home. Go to the supermarket to buy some food and store it at home. Don’t eat outside all the time, it’s unhealthy.

I'm casually

With a sound, he sat back to the front of the computer to watch the movie and said: Don’t do too much, just eat some casually.

Xiaoxin replied loudly: Xingla, just sit and wait for food.

Not long after, the smell of meat floated out of the kitchen, making my index finger twitch. Half an hour later, Xiaoxin shouted in the kitchen: Brother Ming, come in and help bring things.

I walked into the kitchen and saw three dishes and one soup on the stove. I couldn't help but smile and said: You are so amazing. You have made so much so quickly.

Xiaoxin smiled bitterly and said: There is no way, I have always lived alone, I can't even think about it.

I helped me bring out the dishes, put them directly to the computer desk, and said: Move a stool over and watch movies while eating, it’s not that boring.

Sitting in front of the computer, eating the food made by Xiaoxin, looking at her side face, I have to say that this little girl is really a bit charming. If she hadn't met Xiaolu, if she hadn't always had Xiaolu, I might have liked her.

After finishing eating, Xiaoxin put down the bowl, and seemed to find me peeking at her and said: Brother Ming, what are you looking at?Is my face dirty?

I smiled awkwardly and said: It's nothing. I was thinking about things just now, and I was a little fascinated, but your cooking skills are really good.

Xiaoxin smiled bitterly: Haha, if I could eat the food cooked by my family, I would rather not cook by myself.Brother Ming, Aunt Hua probably didn’t tell you, right?My father passed away when I was very young, and when I first started elementary school, my mother remarried. My stepfather didn't like me, and my mother didn't dare to take me over, so I had to live with my grandma, but my grandma also passed away in junior high school.From then on, relatives had planned to take care of the old house left by grandma, but the will said that the house was left for me and they were unwilling to take care of me.Since then, I have lived alone, and every month my mother gave me a few hundred yuan in living expenses, and even my college money is the last legacy left to me by my grandmother.

Xiaoxin said as she packed the bowls and chopsticks into the kitchen, and then sat next to the computer. Two tears on her face scratched her cheeks without any whitewash, which made me feel sad.

I stretched out my hand like a devil, stroked Xiaoxin's head, and said gently: Don't you have Aunt Hua and the others?They are also your family members. Although they are not by your side to take care of you, they are also concerned about you.You will also have your own home in the future. In City X, don’t you still have me?Don’t you still have colleagues from the company?Everyone will care about you very much.

Xiaoxin listened to my words, took a deep breath, and said to me with a smile: Well, Brother Ming, I know, thank you.

I smiled and said: I have to thank you, I have eaten so much.After watching the movie, you can go back and rest quickly.

Xiaoxin said um, then turned around and watched the movie with me. At this moment, the movie was playing the intimate scene of the male and female protagonists in the room. The whispering love words and a slight panting sound echoed in the room. I looked at Xiaoxin a little unnaturally, but found that Xiaoxin was also looking at me, her cheeks flushed and her eyes were watery and a little shy.

Xiaoxin and I just met with each other, and Xiaoxin slowly closed her eyes. I naturally leaned forward, and I kissed Xiaoxin's four lips together.

Xiaoxin responded to my kiss unfamiliarly, and even as the lips and tongues intersected, I felt Xiaoxin tremble in a trembling voice, just like the reaction I had when Xiaolu and I first kissed.

I paused the movie with one hand, stood up with Xiaoxin gently hugged her with the other hand, hugged her in my arms and kissed her wildly. At this moment, I didn’t know what kind of mentality I had, was it just venting?

Soon, Xiaoxin was lying on the bed with me. The two of them were already naked, while Xiaoxin's hot body was pressing against me, and the firmness under my crotch was gently pressed against the source of the wet and heat.

With four lips apart, Xiao Xin stared at me and asked softly: Brother Ming, do you think I am entrusted to someone else?

Faced with Xiao Xin's question, I had no choice but to say: I don't know.

After intersecting with each other for a long time, Xiao Xin sighed lightly and said: Brother Ming, please ask me for it. This is the first time I have. You... be gentle...

Speaking of what happened later, Xiaoxin closed her eyes, her face was already bright red, waiting for my occupation.

When I heard Xiaoxin's words, I felt like I was poured down by cold water. If I had possessed her at this time, it would not only be irresponsible to her, but also made me feel like a kind of deception and a kind of play, because now I can't give her any promises.

At the same time, I didn’t want to hurt such a little girl. I sighed lightly, lay back on the bed, hugged Xiaoxin in my arms, and said: Sorry, I can’t just break your place like this, I don’t want to deceive your feelings.

Xiaoxin buried her head in front of my chest, without saying a word, and silence spread throughout the room. Before I knew it, I fell asleep with the warm soft in my arms.

The morning sun shone into the room. I woke up, but found that Xiaoxin in my arms was gone. I sat up. At this time, Xiaoxin walked out of the kitchen wearing my shirt. Seeing me awake, she said: Brother Ming, hurry up and wash up and come over to have breakfast. I just cooked breakfast.

Looking at Xiaoxin's figure, I couldn't help but wonder whether I treated Xiaoxin like a lifebuoy and let her pull me away from the relationship that was sinking into the path, or was this a real new relationship?

I can't tell all this.