When the death of fate finally opened at a cost, it was too late
If time goes back, maybe, if there is a miracle in the world
What would Guo Zihao do if he could go back to the past and return to the day when he and Xie Yuan first met?
Do you still want to know her?
Will you still desire to have her?
Still think that he has the ability, has enough time, and has a prophet to work hard to change everything, so that this ending will not happen again, and to untie the knot of fate in another way
He may work hard and strive, and know how to cherish her better so that she will not leave him again
pity……
Time will not flow back, life cannot be repeated, everything will be destined to be unable to change as long as it happens, and go away without hesitation
Can't change
Guo Zihao felt so uncomfortable, and the pain lingered in his heart. At this moment, he sat high on the chair, but his mood was as complicated as the lowly and delicate woman sitting on the ground. It was as painful as a knife, and it was as fragile as a change in the world.
The cigar solidifies between his fingers
The smoke rises, and a wisp gradually fades upward and disappears, just like the passing time
Guo Zihao and Xie Yuan's eyes were intertwined, a few meters away, one high and one low, and through the invisible air, the two looked at each other.
The eyes were straight to the heart. Guo Zihao saw the trembling emotions in her heart, and there was no gap.
Xie Yuan's heart is full of fear, sadness in fear, fear of helplessness, as if a girl who is strayed in the city in a confused night is helpless on the street, unable to find the way home, her face is full of tears
She no longer had a trace of disguise and begged for his comfort, just like the care he gave wholeheartedly.
Xie Yuan regretted it, deeply regretting that she bit her heart like a poisonous snake, flooding her body like a tide, endlessly
Guo Zihao's heart is trembling
Thinking of the moment when Xie Yuan dragged her suitcase and left him last, he said: I hope you don’t regret it in the future
At that moment, Guo Zihao really hoped that Xie Yuan would regret it, and the next moment he would regret it. He quickly turned around, put down the travel box and hugged him tightly, and said to him crying: I regret it, I don’t want to leave you, I just want to be with you...
How good would it be if that's the case
That way, he wouldn't have all this today, but he might not care. He just wanted to have her at that moment.
The prosperity of the world is not as good as a hug or a deep kiss from a lover
Unfortunately, it didn't happen, she left
Guo Zihao's calm eyes fluctuated, the past was like a stone thrown into the pool of souls, and ripples rippled
Xie Yuan felt the change in his eyes, the vibration in his heart, his resentment, regret, and pain
She also remembered that scene and clearly remembered her answer: Maybe it would, but don’t worry... Zihao, take care of yourself
Xie Yuan knew her thoughts. At that moment, the pain of emotional breakup made her hesitate and struggle. She thought to herself, I will regret it. Leaving him is the most difficult decision. She made up her mind countless times, denies countless times, and finally affirmed again. She knew that she would be unable to turn back after walking out of that door, and could not return to Guo Zihao. She was destined to regret it.
But she underestimated the horror of regret, thinking that she could bear it, could be used, and disappeared in the washing of time
Xie Yuan really regretted it, regretting her wish to die, and she looked at Guo Zihao with sad eyes, conveying this heart-wrenching regret, begging for his forgiveness and his pity
Guo Zihao shook his head slightly
Xie Yuan suddenly shed tears again
She and him just looked at each other, motionless
Life cannot be repeated, pain and regret are also part of life
There are countless stories in each person's rings of life, either dull or wonderful, there are many passers-by in life, and countless subtle plots, but he and her are different. They are unique in the past, with the laughter, noise, pain, sadness, passion, touch, tears...
They are all engraved in the hearts of both of them, becoming a memory they share, and coexist in the depths of the two beating hearts
The cigar butt was a little dark red, burning quietly between Guo Zihao's fingers, and the tobacco quietly turned into ashes, thrilling
He has changed, mature, cold, rational, high above, exuding terrible pressure
It turns out that's not like this... Xie Yuan thought to herself, when was the first time I met him?
The memories of youth are like a distant dream, untouched, but clearly unfolded
Those years on campus, those young faces who once sat together in the classroom to recite books, those boys who had quietly loved her, those young boys who were waiting for her in the aisle of the teaching building, on the ginkgo tree road, the library, the dormitory building, countless things from college, those longings, joy and beauty...
One of them is Guo Zihao
The first impression he gave her was sweaty and as hot and wild as the sunlight. He held the basketball and had a stubborn and arrogant expression on his face. Unlike any other boy, he did not have that kind of admiration and respect. He said carelessly: Hi, I know you, the school beauty played basketball yesterday. I heard from my buddy that you are the most beautiful girl in the grade. Wow, it's really beautiful, beautiful, very beautiful... Let's leave a phone number, I'll have a meal, I'll treat you
Xie Yuan thought, what was her mood at that time?
A rude and tall boy, who played basketball, had a messy hair and sweaty body. He stopped him in the teaching corridor rudely and rudely, so she couldn't avoid it. He asked her for the phone number. Why?
She thought, I must have been angry at that time, definitely not shy, just angry, annoyed his rudeness, his expression, his stinky sweat, and his teammates standing behind him who were smiling and watching, those people were so shameless, laughing and cheering: Leave him Ah, leave a phone number... He is so handsome, beautiful, what are you afraid of... you are not allowed to leave... They just laughed and joking unscrupulously, forcing her to surrender.
A bunch of annoying guys
He hates the most...
Xie Yuan recalled this way, forgot her fear, stopped crying, and a strange light flowed in her eyes, which was extremely moving.
Guo Zihao's heart trembled, his fingers moved, and a piece of ashes fell
The past has passed, never returned
If you are destined to be close to the world, but if you are not destined to be close to the world, the fate in life is the most difficult thing to explain
Xie Yuan thought again, in fact, he is the one who spoils me the most. Who would have thought that behind his careless and rude personality, he was too careful and considerate to her?
At that time, he always liked this. He first bought what I liked to eat and carried it downstairs of the dormitory, and then sent a message saying: Are you hungry? Do you want to eat something Ah?
I said: Yes, you go buy Ah
He smiled and said: Then you came down and bought it
That feeling is profound in memory, I feel very happy
Also, sometimes he will remember what he wants to buy in his heart as long as he buys it and sends it when he meets it.
He doesn't have much living expenses, but he will buy it as long as he has money.
I remember that time, he bought me an MP3. The price was more than 800 yuan at that time. He had no money and had eaten instant noodles for a month.
But I didn't know that after a long time, I just felt funny when I heard him say it.
Xie Yuan's heartache
Why did he laugh at him at that time? He spoiled me so much and loved me, but I didn't feel it. He thought it was a matter of course and he should do it
Many touches like this were unaware of them at that time. It took a long time, and it took a long time to think about them. It turned out to be so profound.
It's very cold outside in winter, so he will hug me. He will often pick up delicious dishes for me when eating. He will hold my hand when crossing the road and prevent me from walking beside me, so as not to be hit by a car. He will always remember that I don't eat onions...
There are many more
Xie Yuan thought to herself, how happy, why didn’t you find out at that time?
She looked at Guo Zihao, longing for him to say something, or give her a gesture, begging for a tiny expression similar to the passionate love expression
But no
Guo Zihao sat motionless
The sun shone in from the window of the VIP room, and Guo Zihao's facial features were radiant with a faint light, but his expression was as cold as a rock, without pampering, no nostalgia, and even without any mercy.
Xie Yuan felt sad and sad
I thought to myself, I hurt his heart, he hated me...
No, I didn't even have any resentment, I lost all my feelings towards me, like a small pebble on the side of the road, kicked her toes, but there was no reaction. He walked away, and I was put on the side of the road like that pebble, and he would not look back and take a look more...
A huge discomfort surged from the bottom of her heart again, but Xie Yuan couldn't cry. She lost the ability to cry. She didn't have the qualification to cry.
It's okay, I'm a lowly person, kneeling in front of him, being coldly ignored by him, and the resentment in his heart disappeared little by little
Xie Yuan thought to herself, it would be great if time suddenly stopped. He would be with me like this, without anyone disturbing me. Even if there is no love or resentment, it would be fine, so I would keep getting along like this.
At least there are good memories
I remembered that it was snowing in the first winter. That night, he held my hand and we crossed the overpass together.
Walking in the middle of the bridge, he suddenly shouted at the snow flying all over the sky: Baby, I love you
Passers-by turned to look at me, but he held me in his arms
Xie Yuan thought, that was the first time he called me baby, and he called me so much lovely from now on, intimately
Late at night, I was flirting with each other on the phone, but when I coughed in a low voice, I heard him ask anxiously: What's wrong with my baby?
After graduation, I lived together, in the middle of the night, half asleep and half awake, he would hug me tightly and say in my ear: Baby, I will not let you down in this life, don't leave me, I really love you, I love you so much
It was so cold in the winter of the rental house, and my feet were always so cold. He hugged my feet in his arms and asked me to put my hands under his armpits to keep warm...
The company lost power. In order to buy a cheap heater, it was cold and rainy. He ran all the way through every store. He bought it and sent it to the company and placed it at my feet, for fear that I would be frozen.
At that moment, why didn’t I feel very happy? I didn’t particularly feel how much I need him, and I love him so much?!
Xie Yuan trembled and thought, I should decide to stay with him for the rest of my life, at that moment
At that time, he must have been disappointed
I hurt him too much
Every time I quarrel, he would coax me first, but I would only be willful and angry. I ran to go shopping and played for an afternoon. When I returned to school, I found that he was sitting at the school gate waiting for me. I realized that he had been waiting for me for five hours.
It's not easy to love someone
This is what he often coaxes me to understand what he says
The quarrel was very fierce that time, and I was scolding him and accusing him
Until he left, he called me late at night and told me to find a very nice song. He put the phone on the speaker and played it to me: I think of your face when I put it under the quilt. Even if the stars do not flash, the sea and the sky are not connected. In order to live, I can go to the end with you... It turns out that it is not easy to love someone, why can't the most beautiful moment be staged? Who can't change it forever?
He let it go over and over until I am happy
Xie Yuan's mouth moved and a bitter smile appeared, why didn't I understand at that time? I was going to marry such a man, but it was too late. Without the end of time, I would not reach the end.
He asked for a marriage
It was a very ordinary birthday dinner. He kept peeling crayfish and putting it in my mouth to make me happy, but I ignored him because he had no money to buy a handbag and thought he didn't give me a beautiful birthday gift.
Suddenly, he grabbed my hand, took out a ring, and said to me: I can't speak, but believe me, I will take care of you in this life...
I asked: What kind of care should I take? A salary of more than 3,000 yuan a month?
He was extremely embarrassed and said: I have no money this year, I will give you a heart for a poor person’s birthday.
At that time, I looked down on him without any emotion
I know he loves me, but how can a man who is so poor that he overdraws his credit card to invite his girlfriend to have a birthday meal?
What kind of security is there?
I can wait for him for a year, two, three years, but when will I have to wait for him?
Could it be like this for the rest of your life?
Holding a jade ring he carved himself for courting? It's ridiculous...
Xie Yuan bit her lip tightly, hating herself at that time extremely
This cheap ring is still worn on Guo Zihao's hand and on his little finger
Show that he is single?
No, he is remembering my ruthlessness and vanity. He always reminds himself that one day, he will be like this, sitting high on a chair, sank amazing wealth, and imaginable power. He shows me that he is no longer the poor worker, he is a billionaire
He was carrying this ring and just waiting for this moment to tell me to verify what he said when he left him: I hope you don’t regret it in the future
I regret it... Please give me the ring, okay? Give me another chance... Xie Yuan burst into tears, begging and looking at Guo Zihao, begging helplessly in her heart.
Guo Zihao moved his hand and flicked the ashes. His thumb gently stroked the jade ring on his little finger. He still had no expression, staring at Xie Yuan's tears calmly.
Xie Yuan's cry in her heart gradually weakened and disappeared
She had no shame to say a pleading word and only shouted in her heart, but she had no shame to last for long, and she was not worthy of it.
She thought: It's all my fault! I'm wrong...but what's the use? He won't be merciful anymore, he will never look back...
The reality is extremely cruel!
Xie Yuan thought desperately, who knew what happened now at that time? Who knew that I would have no way to go this day?
I am just a woman who needs a little bit of security. This requirement is very ordinary. Many women will think this way. Can anyone predict the future?
He always told me: Baby, will we have a baby in the future? I hope it is a girl, I hope she can grow up like you... But how can I let my daughter live such a hard life?
No hope, no future
Xie Yuan looked at Guo Zihao and asked in her heart: Do you know why I left you? Even if I understand, maybe I will never find you like the favorite of my life again, but I will still leave you
Last Mid-Autumn Festival, my mother took a bus from a long way from the hospital to see me. As soon as she entered the rental house, my mother hugged me and cried
My mother felt sorry for me and felt that I had been studying hard for so many years. I was beautiful and worked hard to work, but I lived in a rental house in a village in the city. I was bored in such a dark cage, more than ten square meters, which was not much bigger than a coffin. She felt that I was suffering!
It's not worth following you, I'll scold me in all kinds of ways
What can I say?
You work hard, will you get better in the future?
One day, will you buy a car and a house?
Give me and my daughter a warm home?
No, I can't say it, I don't have any confidence
It’s not that I don’t believe in your efforts, but the reality is just like this. What can a freshly graduated college student do?
How great can it be?
The salary has always been only a little bit, not to mention giving it to the family
My parents have been studying for sixteen years, my waist is bent, and my face is covered with wrinkles of old tree bark
In order to see a doctor, my mother still owes more than 40,000 yuan in debt, which is really hard to put in her heart.
As a daughter, I have no choice. What else can I do?
Money is a beast, a wild dog that can bite people
Xie Yuan sneered in her heart, full of contempt for herself
Wei Qianshan gave her money, constantly giving her money, from finding various excuses to giving gifts, to having an open salary increase and bonus
When did Xie Yuan feel moved?
She couldn't even recall that as time passed, money made her change little by little, becoming more and more vanity, and her material desires expanded infinitely
From being awkward and shamelessly accepting the benefits of the old man to taking the initiative to act coquettishly and ask for money and goods, the process has become very natural
The family is getting better, Wei Qianshan has solved the debt, the home appliances are replaced, my brother has a job, and his life is getting better and better... Everything is changed by the money handed over by Wei Qianshan.
All kinds of food, luxury places, all kinds of brand-name clothing, clothing, these are all money
Xie Yuan's heart is getting colder and colder. She can see clearly what kind of woman she is. Yes, she does not deserve Guo Zihao's understanding and sympathy. She is willing to accept everything she has done, and she can't blame anyone.
She was like the cigar in Guo Zihao's hand, burning her body in exchange for a little heat, but she was destined to turn into ashes in the end
She doesn't deserve love, she has the love he indulges in love
Low, shameless!
He was greedy for vanity, betrayed himself, climbed under the old man's crotch and made the dirtiest move, and was kind and happy...
Cigarettes burn to the end
Guo Zihao pressed it on the ashtray and twisted it. The cigarette butt broke and twisted it into an ugly ball of garbage.
He stood up, withdrew his gaze, did not look at Xie Yuan again, turned around and walked through the door
Xie Yuan's heart was extremely cold, with a deep despair as dark as the dark night, everything was far away from her...
In tears, she saw Guo Zihao slowly stand up, as if she looked at her, in a trance, she seemed to hear him making a low voice saying: Good luck... He seemed to have not made any sound again, this was just her hallucination, which emerged from the depths of her mind, as if she had left him and heard the last sentence he said that day.
Light and without any texture, the sound dissipates in the air, and cannot keep a little bit, making Xie Yuan unable to catch a trace of feeling
He didn't say a word to Xie Yuan when he was a cigarette
Guo Zihao left like this, but hesitated without any hesitation, quietly walked out of the VIP room
He didn't look back halfway, but finally disappeared outside the door and didn't look back at Xie Yuan again
It seems that she has never appeared in her life
In these few seconds, time will disappear very quickly. Time will not stop for anyone, and anything will be like earth-shaking events or subtle things in life.
Time always passes without hesitation, and no chance to regret
Xie Yuan sat on the ground, as if lying in a coffin, her heart was ashamed
Everything in the world has nothing to do with her. In addition to the god of death, there is an invisible demon shadow that did not take away her life, but it cruelly harvested her soul, making her an empty shell, like a walking dead
If time goes back, maybe, if there is a miracle in the world
What would Guo Zihao do if he could go back to the past and return to the day when he and Xie Yuan first met?
Do you still want to know her?
Will you still desire to have her?
Still think that he has the ability, has enough time, and has a prophet to work hard to change everything, so that this ending will not happen again, and to untie the knot of fate in another way
He may work hard and strive, and know how to cherish her better so that she will not leave him again
pity……
Time will not flow back, life cannot be repeated, everything will be destined to be unable to change as long as it happens, and go away without hesitation
Can't change
Guo Zihao felt so uncomfortable, and the pain lingered in his heart. At this moment, he sat high on the chair, but his mood was as complicated as the lowly and delicate woman sitting on the ground. It was as painful as a knife, and it was as fragile as a change in the world.
The cigar solidifies between his fingers
The smoke rises, and a wisp gradually fades upward and disappears, just like the passing time
Guo Zihao and Xie Yuan's eyes were intertwined, a few meters away, one high and one low, and through the invisible air, the two looked at each other.
The eyes were straight to the heart. Guo Zihao saw the trembling emotions in her heart, and there was no gap.
Xie Yuan's heart is full of fear, sadness in fear, fear of helplessness, as if a girl who is strayed in the city in a confused night is helpless on the street, unable to find the way home, her face is full of tears
She no longer had a trace of disguise and begged for his comfort, just like the care he gave wholeheartedly.
Xie Yuan regretted it, deeply regretting that she bit her heart like a poisonous snake, flooding her body like a tide, endlessly
Guo Zihao's heart is trembling
Thinking of the moment when Xie Yuan dragged her suitcase and left him last, he said: I hope you don’t regret it in the future
At that moment, Guo Zihao really hoped that Xie Yuan would regret it, and the next moment he would regret it. He quickly turned around, put down the travel box and hugged him tightly, and said to him crying: I regret it, I don’t want to leave you, I just want to be with you...
How good would it be if that's the case
That way, he wouldn't have all this today, but he might not care. He just wanted to have her at that moment.
The prosperity of the world is not as good as a hug or a deep kiss from a lover
Unfortunately, it didn't happen, she left
Guo Zihao's calm eyes fluctuated, the past was like a stone thrown into the pool of souls, and ripples rippled
Xie Yuan felt the change in his eyes, the vibration in his heart, his resentment, regret, and pain
She also remembered that scene and clearly remembered her answer: Maybe it would, but don’t worry... Zihao, take care of yourself
Xie Yuan knew her thoughts. At that moment, the pain of emotional breakup made her hesitate and struggle. She thought to herself, I will regret it. Leaving him is the most difficult decision. She made up her mind countless times, denies countless times, and finally affirmed again. She knew that she would be unable to turn back after walking out of that door, and could not return to Guo Zihao. She was destined to regret it.
But she underestimated the horror of regret, thinking that she could bear it, could be used, and disappeared in the washing of time
Xie Yuan really regretted it, regretting her wish to die, and she looked at Guo Zihao with sad eyes, conveying this heart-wrenching regret, begging for his forgiveness and his pity
Guo Zihao shook his head slightly
Xie Yuan suddenly shed tears again
She and him just looked at each other, motionless
Life cannot be repeated, pain and regret are also part of life
There are countless stories in each person's rings of life, either dull or wonderful, there are many passers-by in life, and countless subtle plots, but he and her are different. They are unique in the past, with the laughter, noise, pain, sadness, passion, touch, tears...
They are all engraved in the hearts of both of them, becoming a memory they share, and coexist in the depths of the two beating hearts
The cigar butt was a little dark red, burning quietly between Guo Zihao's fingers, and the tobacco quietly turned into ashes, thrilling
He has changed, mature, cold, rational, high above, exuding terrible pressure
It turns out that's not like this... Xie Yuan thought to herself, when was the first time I met him?
The memories of youth are like a distant dream, untouched, but clearly unfolded
Those years on campus, those young faces who once sat together in the classroom to recite books, those boys who had quietly loved her, those young boys who were waiting for her in the aisle of the teaching building, on the ginkgo tree road, the library, the dormitory building, countless things from college, those longings, joy and beauty...
One of them is Guo Zihao
The first impression he gave her was sweaty and as hot and wild as the sunlight. He held the basketball and had a stubborn and arrogant expression on his face. Unlike any other boy, he did not have that kind of admiration and respect. He said carelessly: Hi, I know you, the school beauty played basketball yesterday. I heard from my buddy that you are the most beautiful girl in the grade. Wow, it's really beautiful, beautiful, very beautiful... Let's leave a phone number, I'll have a meal, I'll treat you
Xie Yuan thought, what was her mood at that time?
A rude and tall boy, who played basketball, had a messy hair and sweaty body. He stopped him in the teaching corridor rudely and rudely, so she couldn't avoid it. He asked her for the phone number. Why?
She thought, I must have been angry at that time, definitely not shy, just angry, annoyed his rudeness, his expression, his stinky sweat, and his teammates standing behind him who were smiling and watching, those people were so shameless, laughing and cheering: Leave him Ah, leave a phone number... He is so handsome, beautiful, what are you afraid of... you are not allowed to leave... They just laughed and joking unscrupulously, forcing her to surrender.
A bunch of annoying guys
He hates the most...
Xie Yuan recalled this way, forgot her fear, stopped crying, and a strange light flowed in her eyes, which was extremely moving.
Guo Zihao's heart trembled, his fingers moved, and a piece of ashes fell
The past has passed, never returned
If you are destined to be close to the world, but if you are not destined to be close to the world, the fate in life is the most difficult thing to explain
Xie Yuan thought again, in fact, he is the one who spoils me the most. Who would have thought that behind his careless and rude personality, he was too careful and considerate to her?
At that time, he always liked this. He first bought what I liked to eat and carried it downstairs of the dormitory, and then sent a message saying: Are you hungry? Do you want to eat something Ah?
I said: Yes, you go buy Ah
He smiled and said: Then you came down and bought it
That feeling is profound in memory, I feel very happy
Also, sometimes he will remember what he wants to buy in his heart as long as he buys it and sends it when he meets it.
He doesn't have much living expenses, but he will buy it as long as he has money.
I remember that time, he bought me an MP3. The price was more than 800 yuan at that time. He had no money and had eaten instant noodles for a month.
But I didn't know that after a long time, I just felt funny when I heard him say it.
Xie Yuan's heartache
Why did he laugh at him at that time? He spoiled me so much and loved me, but I didn't feel it. He thought it was a matter of course and he should do it
Many touches like this were unaware of them at that time. It took a long time, and it took a long time to think about them. It turned out to be so profound.
It's very cold outside in winter, so he will hug me. He will often pick up delicious dishes for me when eating. He will hold my hand when crossing the road and prevent me from walking beside me, so as not to be hit by a car. He will always remember that I don't eat onions...
There are many more
Xie Yuan thought to herself, how happy, why didn’t you find out at that time?
She looked at Guo Zihao, longing for him to say something, or give her a gesture, begging for a tiny expression similar to the passionate love expression
But no
Guo Zihao sat motionless
The sun shone in from the window of the VIP room, and Guo Zihao's facial features were radiant with a faint light, but his expression was as cold as a rock, without pampering, no nostalgia, and even without any mercy.
Xie Yuan felt sad and sad
I thought to myself, I hurt his heart, he hated me...
No, I didn't even have any resentment, I lost all my feelings towards me, like a small pebble on the side of the road, kicked her toes, but there was no reaction. He walked away, and I was put on the side of the road like that pebble, and he would not look back and take a look more...
A huge discomfort surged from the bottom of her heart again, but Xie Yuan couldn't cry. She lost the ability to cry. She didn't have the qualification to cry.
It's okay, I'm a lowly person, kneeling in front of him, being coldly ignored by him, and the resentment in his heart disappeared little by little
Xie Yuan thought to herself, it would be great if time suddenly stopped. He would be with me like this, without anyone disturbing me. Even if there is no love or resentment, it would be fine, so I would keep getting along like this.
At least there are good memories
I remembered that it was snowing in the first winter. That night, he held my hand and we crossed the overpass together.
Walking in the middle of the bridge, he suddenly shouted at the snow flying all over the sky: Baby, I love you
Passers-by turned to look at me, but he held me in his arms
Xie Yuan thought, that was the first time he called me baby, and he called me so much lovely from now on, intimately
Late at night, I was flirting with each other on the phone, but when I coughed in a low voice, I heard him ask anxiously: What's wrong with my baby?
After graduation, I lived together, in the middle of the night, half asleep and half awake, he would hug me tightly and say in my ear: Baby, I will not let you down in this life, don't leave me, I really love you, I love you so much
It was so cold in the winter of the rental house, and my feet were always so cold. He hugged my feet in his arms and asked me to put my hands under his armpits to keep warm...
The company lost power. In order to buy a cheap heater, it was cold and rainy. He ran all the way through every store. He bought it and sent it to the company and placed it at my feet, for fear that I would be frozen.
At that moment, why didn’t I feel very happy? I didn’t particularly feel how much I need him, and I love him so much?!
Xie Yuan trembled and thought, I should decide to stay with him for the rest of my life, at that moment
At that time, he must have been disappointed
I hurt him too much
Every time I quarrel, he would coax me first, but I would only be willful and angry. I ran to go shopping and played for an afternoon. When I returned to school, I found that he was sitting at the school gate waiting for me. I realized that he had been waiting for me for five hours.
It's not easy to love someone
This is what he often coaxes me to understand what he says
The quarrel was very fierce that time, and I was scolding him and accusing him
Until he left, he called me late at night and told me to find a very nice song. He put the phone on the speaker and played it to me: I think of your face when I put it under the quilt. Even if the stars do not flash, the sea and the sky are not connected. In order to live, I can go to the end with you... It turns out that it is not easy to love someone, why can't the most beautiful moment be staged? Who can't change it forever?
He let it go over and over until I am happy
Xie Yuan's mouth moved and a bitter smile appeared, why didn't I understand at that time? I was going to marry such a man, but it was too late. Without the end of time, I would not reach the end.
He asked for a marriage
It was a very ordinary birthday dinner. He kept peeling crayfish and putting it in my mouth to make me happy, but I ignored him because he had no money to buy a handbag and thought he didn't give me a beautiful birthday gift.
Suddenly, he grabbed my hand, took out a ring, and said to me: I can't speak, but believe me, I will take care of you in this life...
I asked: What kind of care should I take? A salary of more than 3,000 yuan a month?
He was extremely embarrassed and said: I have no money this year, I will give you a heart for a poor person’s birthday.
At that time, I looked down on him without any emotion
I know he loves me, but how can a man who is so poor that he overdraws his credit card to invite his girlfriend to have a birthday meal?
What kind of security is there?
I can wait for him for a year, two, three years, but when will I have to wait for him?
Could it be like this for the rest of your life?
Holding a jade ring he carved himself for courting? It's ridiculous...
Xie Yuan bit her lip tightly, hating herself at that time extremely
This cheap ring is still worn on Guo Zihao's hand and on his little finger
Show that he is single?
No, he is remembering my ruthlessness and vanity. He always reminds himself that one day, he will be like this, sitting high on a chair, sank amazing wealth, and imaginable power. He shows me that he is no longer the poor worker, he is a billionaire
He was carrying this ring and just waiting for this moment to tell me to verify what he said when he left him: I hope you don’t regret it in the future
I regret it... Please give me the ring, okay? Give me another chance... Xie Yuan burst into tears, begging and looking at Guo Zihao, begging helplessly in her heart.
Guo Zihao moved his hand and flicked the ashes. His thumb gently stroked the jade ring on his little finger. He still had no expression, staring at Xie Yuan's tears calmly.
Xie Yuan's cry in her heart gradually weakened and disappeared
She had no shame to say a pleading word and only shouted in her heart, but she had no shame to last for long, and she was not worthy of it.
She thought: It's all my fault! I'm wrong...but what's the use? He won't be merciful anymore, he will never look back...
The reality is extremely cruel!
Xie Yuan thought desperately, who knew what happened now at that time? Who knew that I would have no way to go this day?
I am just a woman who needs a little bit of security. This requirement is very ordinary. Many women will think this way. Can anyone predict the future?
He always told me: Baby, will we have a baby in the future? I hope it is a girl, I hope she can grow up like you... But how can I let my daughter live such a hard life?
No hope, no future
Xie Yuan looked at Guo Zihao and asked in her heart: Do you know why I left you? Even if I understand, maybe I will never find you like the favorite of my life again, but I will still leave you
Last Mid-Autumn Festival, my mother took a bus from a long way from the hospital to see me. As soon as she entered the rental house, my mother hugged me and cried
My mother felt sorry for me and felt that I had been studying hard for so many years. I was beautiful and worked hard to work, but I lived in a rental house in a village in the city. I was bored in such a dark cage, more than ten square meters, which was not much bigger than a coffin. She felt that I was suffering!
It's not worth following you, I'll scold me in all kinds of ways
What can I say?
You work hard, will you get better in the future?
One day, will you buy a car and a house?
Give me and my daughter a warm home?
No, I can't say it, I don't have any confidence
It’s not that I don’t believe in your efforts, but the reality is just like this. What can a freshly graduated college student do?
How great can it be?
The salary has always been only a little bit, not to mention giving it to the family
My parents have been studying for sixteen years, my waist is bent, and my face is covered with wrinkles of old tree bark
In order to see a doctor, my mother still owes more than 40,000 yuan in debt, which is really hard to put in her heart.
As a daughter, I have no choice. What else can I do?
Money is a beast, a wild dog that can bite people
Xie Yuan sneered in her heart, full of contempt for herself
Wei Qianshan gave her money, constantly giving her money, from finding various excuses to giving gifts, to having an open salary increase and bonus
When did Xie Yuan feel moved?
She couldn't even recall that as time passed, money made her change little by little, becoming more and more vanity, and her material desires expanded infinitely
From being awkward and shamelessly accepting the benefits of the old man to taking the initiative to act coquettishly and ask for money and goods, the process has become very natural
The family is getting better, Wei Qianshan has solved the debt, the home appliances are replaced, my brother has a job, and his life is getting better and better... Everything is changed by the money handed over by Wei Qianshan.
All kinds of food, luxury places, all kinds of brand-name clothing, clothing, these are all money
Xie Yuan's heart is getting colder and colder. She can see clearly what kind of woman she is. Yes, she does not deserve Guo Zihao's understanding and sympathy. She is willing to accept everything she has done, and she can't blame anyone.
She was like the cigar in Guo Zihao's hand, burning her body in exchange for a little heat, but she was destined to turn into ashes in the end
She doesn't deserve love, she has the love he indulges in love
Low, shameless!
He was greedy for vanity, betrayed himself, climbed under the old man's crotch and made the dirtiest move, and was kind and happy...
Cigarettes burn to the end
Guo Zihao pressed it on the ashtray and twisted it. The cigarette butt broke and twisted it into an ugly ball of garbage.
He stood up, withdrew his gaze, did not look at Xie Yuan again, turned around and walked through the door
Xie Yuan's heart was extremely cold, with a deep despair as dark as the dark night, everything was far away from her...
In tears, she saw Guo Zihao slowly stand up, as if she looked at her, in a trance, she seemed to hear him making a low voice saying: Good luck... He seemed to have not made any sound again, this was just her hallucination, which emerged from the depths of her mind, as if she had left him and heard the last sentence he said that day.
Light and without any texture, the sound dissipates in the air, and cannot keep a little bit, making Xie Yuan unable to catch a trace of feeling
He didn't say a word to Xie Yuan when he was a cigarette
Guo Zihao left like this, but hesitated without any hesitation, quietly walked out of the VIP room
He didn't look back halfway, but finally disappeared outside the door and didn't look back at Xie Yuan again
It seems that she has never appeared in her life
In these few seconds, time will disappear very quickly. Time will not stop for anyone, and anything will be like earth-shaking events or subtle things in life.
Time always passes without hesitation, and no chance to regret
Xie Yuan sat on the ground, as if lying in a coffin, her heart was ashamed
Everything in the world has nothing to do with her. In addition to the god of death, there is an invisible demon shadow that did not take away her life, but it cruelly harvested her soul, making her an empty shell, like a walking dead
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