Chapter 12 My Daughter (Class)

Time passed, year after year, I found that my mood was getting weaker and weaker. From Yao'er, I deeply experienced what was against my wishes.

For the sake of its future, I deliberately reduced the number of times I met with it, or even did not meet.

As a result, it was crying before the age of six, and its coldness and weakness after the age of six.

To be honest, I am very happy that it no longer focuses on me, but it starts to hate this situation again. After all, I am its father, but it does not need me. So is my position in its mind the same as my parents in my mind, something that has no impression except a title?

And, it can be seen that it is unhappy, very unhappy

I named it Xiaoyao, but it became a satire. Its unhappiness, I could feel it whenever I saw it.

What should I do with you? My Yao'er sighed deeply, and I sat beside its bed, caressing its face lovingly

I don't worry that she will wake up, because every night the people who serve it will ignite a fragrance that makes it sleep more and is harmless to the body, just to let me get along with it better in the middle of the night

If, it knows my hope for it, if, it knows that I will accompany it every night until dawn, if it knows that its every move is reported to me carefully, if, it knows how much I feel sorry for its unhappiness now, if it knows, its unhappiness makes me very unhappy too...

So will it at least smile?

God knows, I have never seen its smile again in many years. Such a bright and warm smile only gives me a smile

Watching it unconsciously tilt its face and rubbing my palms during sleep, I lowered my eyes, full of contradictions

I lowered my head and printed a kiss of care on its smooth forehead. Yao'er, my Yao'er Such a little guy touched my heart so much. When I saw it crying alone, my heart was tugged, and I wanted to hug it hard into my arms and tell it that I care about it, and I don't want it...

But I can do nothing, I can only watch it in the dark, touch it at night, that's all

Why is it so difficult to be a father?

Use your index finger to outline its delicate and small facial features, thin eyebrows, small nose, small mouth, and pink and tender face

I don’t know if it’s an illusion, but no matter how you look at this guy, he looks delicate and tempting like a girl?

After touching my face, I knew that I was more handsome than other men, but I wouldn’t have given birth to a son who looked like a man at all, right?

Could it be that it inherits its mother's face?

But from its eyebrows and eyes, it still looks much like mine...

Could it be because of the age of being too young?

I didn't expect this doubt to have been following me for many years. When it was in its teens and approaching its crown, its appearance became more and more beautiful and worried me more.

As long as you are a man and look like this, you must feel shame in your heart, right?

Because of me, it is already very depressed. With this appearance, will it be unable to think about it?

For the first time in my life, I clearly realized that I was thinking randomly. There was no reason and I was worried. In the end, I even began to reflect on whether my own face was too handsome, which led to its current miserable state?

Will it hate me, my father?

I was a little panicked and decided to find some medicine to enhance manliness to secretly drink it so that it would not blame my overly beautiful appearance on me.

As soon as I finished thinking, I heard the elder shouting anxiously from outside: Master, no! The young master fainted!

I suddenly got up, and I flew to its residence

What's going on? As soon as I got started, I saw elders gathering together and blocking the outer hall of Yao'er's bedroom, preventing me from going over

Worry and anxiety make my tone very bad. Yao'er has been nourishing with various drugs since childhood. She is healthy and healthy. She has never had any minor illnesses. How could she suddenly faint?

The elders looked at each other and suddenly knelt down together

He raised his eyebrows and narrowed his eyes. What's going on?

Young Master, Young Master is fine. The elder in the head trembled and lowered his head.

Get out of here. I have to go and see if there is anything wrong to be assured. Now I am not in the mood to look at these old men.

The elders were so scared that their bodies lay down and trembled and said in a low voice: Young Master, just, just, just...

Begin thinking about whether to kick them away

But Aoi Shui is here! Finally, a brave man yells out

I can't believe my ears, what? What are they talking about?

Master, the young master is just Kui Shui, his body is weaker, and his mouth suddenly becomes smarter. The elders said one by one: The young master is a girl, and it is a gratifying thing to come to Kui Shui. The young master is about to become an adult, really congratulations to Master

After closing my eyes hard, I gritted my teeth and narrowed my eyes to the group of ignorant old men in front of me. Come on, I, get out!

I don't need to say it for the third time. The sound of four black shadows behind me was uniformly drawn by swords that made a group of old men run away at a speed that was not the old man at all.

I waved my sleeves and stepped into the house, walked directly to Yao'er's bed, and looked at its pale face. I hesitated for a moment, but couldn't reach out to find its pulse

Is it because its body never had any problems, and I never took the pulse and ignored its gender, or is it because I was too arrogant and positioned as a son from the beginning?

It doesn’t matter whether it is a man or a woman. I just don’t accept that the son, whom I have identified over the years, suddenly became a daughter... Could it be that group of old men who are lying to death?

After struggling for a while, I put my index finger and middle finger together and put it on its thin wrist.

Close your eyes silently and I always thought my son was a daughter... What did I do before

Ah?

I thought I was the father who loved my children the most in the world, but I didn’t even figure out the gender of my child. If Yao'er knew about it, she would definitely not forgive me!

Daddy... He shouted softly

I almost panic-opened my eyes and met the big watery eyes. I was stunned for a moment, pulled my hand away suddenly, turned around and walked away quickly. No, I couldn't accept its hatred gaze. If it really hates me, I would definitely be sad!

Walking fast halfway through the way, the cramp in my heart made me moan and stop and pound my chest

What have I done for so many years? If Yao'er is a girl, then it likes me. It is a normal gender choice for liking men. I actually conceited and mistakenly determined this matter. I deliberately alienated it for so long. It must hate me, it must hate me!

I am an absolute idiot... If Yao'er had been his son... It would have been a son, it would not have led to the current situation, and it would have not made me so regretful, ashamed and hated myself. What should I do? I have made Yao'er wronged for so many years, and I have no shame to see it...

Master, are you okay? Behind him is Xuanwu and the others' questions worried

With a bitter smile, how could I be fine?

I have made my most precious Yao'er sad for so many years. If she really hates me, I will have nothing to say because mine is too stupid.

I deeply dislike myself, too self-pride, too confident

I am ashamed of myself, how could I go to see Yao'er again?

Let it see its extremely ignorant father again?

It must be ashamed of me, it must be extremely resentful of me...

My Yao'er, I can't forgive myself anymore and I will never have the shame to see it again