Chapter 1

Yuchi Xiaoyao is my name, Young Master Izumo Valley is my identity, Liuli Busunzi is the code name given to me by people in the world, Yao'er is the nickname called by my father, Xiaoyao is the honorific title given to me by outsiders, Xiaoyao is the name given to me by a friend.

Less than half a month after I left the valley, I had to come up with a bunch of derivative names, but it was pretty good. If someone dared to call me a lady, I would have just shot him in his face.

The world originally knew the Izumo Valley. The Izumo Valley is not as isolated from the world as I imagined, but is very related, because the flowers and plants growing in the valley are rare herbs in the world. In addition to my father, the rumored Izumo Valley Lord, the man named Izumo Saint Lord, has a lot of medical skills that people envied. It is said that those who die can survive, and those who live can naturally become dead. The holy name is so far-reaching that everyone knows.

Every year, a lot of people want to go to Tuyun Valley for medical treatment, but they cannot go in. There are more people trapped in the Bagua Xuanji Formation than those killed by the virus... But the few people who were cured by my father's treatment are widely publicized how powerful the Lord of Tuyun Valley is, allowing more people to come and lose their lives in vain...

In my eyes, daddy's ability to harm people is far better than his ability to treat people.

But no matter what, in my eyes, he is still the strongest and most amazing man, the type I want to be the most, the ultimate goal of life

Izumoya has passed down from generation to generation, and both son and daughter will inherit Yuchi's surname

I think my dad actually wants a son, so he ignored me since he was a child

In the rumor, my dad was not interested in my mom at all. It was my mom who got pregnant before marriage and then married her daughter-in-law. As a result, she died of labor when she gave birth to me. I was left with one. For my dad, she was a purely fictional offspring.

Because he didn't want to see me at all. Since he was a child, even if he lived in the same palace, it was common for him to not see anyone for ten or eight days without seeing anyone.

So I am very loved. Everyone except my father spoiled me. But strangely, no one wants me except my father.

Is this the sin of blood?

The other party clearly gave him a cold butt, or did he want to stick it on with a hot face?

I don’t know if it’s anger or a revenge mentality. I don’t know when my relationship has become weaker and weaker. I no longer cry and ask for my father before I was 6 years old. I am very content with the type. I want whatever I have, and I will forget it if I don’t have it.

As a result, my father liked me very much. After beating me up to develop such a personality, he was even more elusive. The longest record was that he disappeared for a full year, and finally showed his face when he was rewarded with red envelopes on the first day of the New Year.

I think it's not my fault to have such a father

Having me, a daughter who is not a son, shouldn't be my fault.

But... I'm still depressed, why am I a daughter?

If I were a son, would my father look at me more? When I was praised by everyone as a genius, would he touch my head and praise me for being smart?

Alas, even if I am destined to be a daughter, if I look like a man, would my father not care about the facts and pretend that I am the son he wants?

But a woman who doesn't look like a man can't become a man no matter how she looks, and even a man who is tough, cold and arrogant like her father?

Lying lazily on the thick soft blanket under the tree, I sighed depressedly

This problem has troubled me for 18 years and has troubled me from inside the valley to outside the valley. It still cannot be solved and makes my mood even more gloomy

Many figures flew past the obscure blue sky. It would definitely not be the little dragon, Xiaohu, Xiaoque and Xiaowu who followed me out of the valley. Because of my depression, the four of them didn't know where they had escaped two hours ago.

Half-down my eyes, I didn't move, letting the people in the air fly around, gather and disperse, and soon gave me a quiet space. Then, when I was drowsy, a man covered in blood slammed down from the dense bushes on the top and fell directly to my soft blanket. Scarlet and wet and hot blood splattered on my face

I slowly raised my hand and wiped out the liquid that suddenly came with my sleeve. I raised my eyes and met the eyes that were staring on my bloody face. I stared at me for a long time, and then I reluctantly curled my lips, are you dead? There are not many people in the world who can make me speak on my own initiative.

The man opened his mouth and vented a hoarse voice: Are you planning to refuse to save me when I die?

Blinking and staring at him without any attention, how can I save the dead? Although my father can make the dead manipulation, I can't do it. It's too hard to learn evil ways, and I'm afraid of ghosts, so I don't stick to such knowledge.

Then what are you waiting for? He was so hurt that he was only able to chat with me.

I was so confused that I closed my eyes and said slowly: I was waiting for you to ask me to save you. But I actually asked the first question. I am so depressed, am I too kind, right?

He coughed a mouthful of blood from his throat, his red face twisted for a moment, and he said immediately: Help, please save me

Why do I smile when I hear it without any sincerity?

Looking at the sky in confusion, I unwillingly reached out and took a thumb-sized white ball from my purse and stuffed it into his mouth. Where can this protect your lifeline for a day. When someone cleans you, I will see where your injury is healed. I will take my fingers back and wipe it on my clothes, and continue to lie on my blanket.

He swallowed his throat and probably swallowed the pills. He felt much more comfortable when he opened his mouth for a while and it was not too difficult. Is there a river nearby? I can clean it myself and ask you to see my injuries.

I glanced at him lazyly, are you afraid of death? Is it okay to be patient and wait for a day. If no one comes, I won’t give you another meatball?

He was silent, then coughed and smiled, I am Han Tianping, how about making friends?

Close your eyes, covered your mouth and yawned. I don't know you. I went out of the valley to relax. I was also responsible for sending a letter to Fenghuáng Pavilion in the northern region. I didn't have the mood or time to make friends.

He laughed again, spit out blood and said: I am the master of the Hall of Yama in the world. Make friends with me. If you want to know anything in the world, it will be done.

He slightly raised a thin slit and squinted, why should I believe you? Those who are dying can do whatever they say. Please don’t think that living people pretend to be kind and believe them. Anyway, when you die, who will know whether the person you trust is a liar or something

He laughed softly, aren't you going to save me? I won't die

The arrogant tone made me look at him more and began to think, when did I say I wanted to save him?

Hello, I just said to see your injuries, I didn't say I must save you

He is even more straightforward: Please save me

I don't know if it's an illusion, but those eyes are clearly smiling

Frown, don't laugh at me

His eyes softened, I didn't laugh at you, I just like your personality

Is that true?

I looked at him suspiciously and sighed. It would be great if my personality was attracted to people. Otherwise, my father who should love me the most in the world should never approach me. It is not a man or my fault. It is not my fault that he inherited his wisdom and martial arts. Why should he ignore me? It is rare to face me and be completely cold and ruthless when facing other idle people.

Who hurt your heart? He asked lightly

It's Ah, my dad, can you help me beat him? Give him a generous answer

His face was a little distorted. You got angry with your father and ran away from home.

Consider the way I got along with my father since childhood. I think it should be that my father got upset with me, and then sent me out of the house happily, and I was very happy that I didn’t have to see me in the short term. Izumo Valley is in the southern region and Fenghuáng Pavilion is at the northernmost end. The trip between them is at least half a year. My father’s mind is obviously not to guess at all.

He was silent again, not sure if he was in a coma

Close your eyes very depressedly and don't plan to pay attention to him anymore

One hour later, the four escaped dragon and tiger and bird warriors all came back. When they saw a bloody man beside me, they were stunned. Finally, they asked me for instructions and moved the man to clean it, and then moved it back to let me see the wound.

He was seriously injured. Not only was he poisoned, but his whole body was almost broken by swords, but it was not difficult for me.

It took a few days to help him repair all the wounds. Xiaolong and others were responsible for the treatment of the internal injuries. I was very depressed and continued to lie down and bask in the sun every day under the wild tree where I was temporarily staying.

After a few days, the man named Han Tianping was finally able to get up by himself

I raised my eyes and looked at the tall and handsome man in front of me. I looked at the young man who was not as old as me. I was a little envious of him. If I could also look like this, my father would definitely not ignore me, right?

He squatted in front of the blanket, his face gradually regaining its spirit was very handsome and manly, his eyes were fixed on me, and he smiled, what's your name?

Xiaoyao, my name is Xiaoyao. I lowered my eyes depressedly, and I didn't want to see his dazzling heroic hair

He smiled softly, OK, Xiaoyao, all the monsters and ghosts in the Hall of Yama will follow your instructions in the future

I was chilling, don't refuse clearly, I'm still alive and don't want to have any connection with those dead ghosts

He looked at me without any surprise and laughed, then please let me follow you to your destination, you saved me, I must repay you

Looking at his manly face, he feels more and more depressed. You just want to droop your head lazily. Maybe after being with such a man for a long time, I will also get a little more imposing and less feminine than a woman?

I don't know if it's because Han Tianping has too many enemies, but with him, it's much more lively. No matter day and night, there are a lot of people coming to die.

He said that someone of his subordinates betrayed him and bribed various killers to take his life. The last time he was hit by being poisoned when he was not prepared for his subordinates. This time, he would go back to clean up the portal when he was sent to the end.

I don't care what happened. Anyway, no matter Han Tianping or Dragon Tiger and Bird Martial Arts, no one who came to the door could interfere with me through them. No matter how noisy the world was, I was still in a peaceful and depressed world. I pondered repeatedly and became even more depressed again and again.

The deep night, the reason for waking up is that someone is approaching

Lying lazily on the bed without lifting your eyes, there were almost no one who could come in through the guards of the outer room, so the person who came must be one of them.

Maybe I'm here to check if I've kicked the quilt?

The chaotic brain was not working. I lay on the bed and waited for the person to go out, and gave me a quiet sleep.

The person who came walked to the bed and stood quietly in the dark for a long time

The special herb that Izumoya only has smells faintly spread across the nose, which is very nice. I haven't smelled it a few times, but I was forced to remember it by my subconscious mind, just because it is the smell that only exists on my cold father.

I immediately felt depressed, making me frown

The warm and rough palm suddenly covered my eyes. Before I could think about what was going on, something soft and warm pressed on my lips

I opened my eyes in surprise, couldn't see anything, I just felt my eyelashes brushing my palm that covered my sight

The burning breath sprayed on my cheeks, and the pressure on my lips increased, and I began to rub it, as if I knew I was awake, something wet and slippery actually separated my lips and penetrated into my mouth

What is this person doing?

Passively opened my mouth slightly and let the soft but firm wet object move in my mouth for a long time. Then I realized that it seemed like a tongue, a very flexible tongue, so the one that was close to my mouth should be someone's mouth. The action being carried out now can be described as a kiss

Why should I accept a kiss from an invisible person?

Just now, the wrists of both hands were captured by the same big hand and pressed against my head.

My lips and tongue were still entangled eagerly, and the saliva that did not belong to me actually had a hint of sweetness...

The imprisonment was finally lifted. While I was breathing rapidly, I heard a hoarse and low and thick murmur: Yao'er...

It's Daddy?!

Open your eyes suddenly, there was no one in the room

I stroked my numb and swollen lips in surprise and surprised, and my tongue was still a little pain that had been swept through, and my mouth was still smelling that was not mine. I was definitely not a dream just now. Even if I hadn't heard that mellow call a few times, I knew that only my father would call me like this...

But how could my father appear in the Izumoya and kiss me?

That daddy who doesn't even want to look at me?

Close your eyes again in confusion. Since I left the valley, I have fallen lighter and lighter. In the valley, I slept until dawn and never woke up in the middle of the journey. But after leaving the valley, any subtle sound will make me awake naturally.

Such a difference actually made me discover that someone came in and kissed me after I fell asleep?

Could it be daddy?

My heart beat violently, is it really my daddy...

I was so excited that if it was really a father, would it mean that he actually didn't hate me?

He still treats me as his son?

No matter why he has a desire for intimacy for his son, when he thinks that he may not hate me, joy quietly spreads into his heart.

Suddenly, I sat up, regardless of the late night, I put on my coat and shoes and left the inner room

Xiaolong and Xiaoque were asleep in the outer room, and Xiaohu and Xiaowu were guarding the gate. When they saw me running out, they looked at each other in surprise. Young Master?

Is my dad here? I was eagerly watching around. The small temporary rented courtyard was only two rooms at a glance. Han Tianping chose the woodshed as a bedroom without any grievance. He could not see any other figures around the dark surroundings.

Xiaolong and Xiaoque chased after him in a badly dressed room, and said more surprised than me: Master is here?

Xiaohu and Xiaowu shook their heads and looked around in wonder. Without Ah, no one had ever approached him.

I frowned, there was not even an assassin? How could it be? Because of Han Tianping's accompanying, the killer emerged all the time, and the middle of the night was a good time for the killers to gather.

Xiaohu and Xiaowu shook their heads, No, it was very quiet tonight, no half of the assassin came to the door

Then Dad must have come. No killer came to the door, it must be because of Daddy.

Push them open, open the door, and run away, but there is only the vast darkness everywhere, without any smoke.

Young Master? Four dragon, tiger, and birds of my age followed me, one more confused than the other

My heart that is rarely happy suddenly falls, is it me dreaming?

Because I long for my dad's face to face it?

A bitter astringent surged out, silently lowered my eyes, and smiled sarcastically. It turns out that my self-cultivation and character training are not enough?

So I still worry about gains and losses, and I still desire what I know I will never have, but I even learn to deceive myself

Raise your hand and touch your lips. The heat on it subsides, it's cold and cold

Young Master? Longhu Juwu is worried about me

It's okay. I smiled slightly, and I lowered my eyes and walked into the yard, stepped into my house, closed the door behind me, and the scorching liquid could no longer hurt my eyes and slid down my cheeks.

Raise your hand to cover your face, I laugh at myself as an idiot

The prosperous Tang Dynasty, the country is prosperous and the people are safe, and the government and the people live a prosperous life

And in the world, there are still bloody storms, at least I am by my side

Boredly, Han Tianping kicked aside aside with a cut-off head. I yawned with my jaw. We won't go to Fenghuáng Pavilion. Let's go to your Yanluo Palace first. The strong smell of blood spreads in the wind. I don't mind taking human life aside. But if I'm targeted by the government, it's not worth it to go to jail.

Han Tianping shook the blood from the sword and took it back into the scabbard. Hearing my words, he turned around in surprise, Xiaoyao, don’t you hate my Hall of Yama?

What I hate is your uncreative naming method. What ghosts sound creepy and scary.

OK, let's go, he's ready and agrees very directly

Longhu Geju Wu's eyes were full of excitement. They were very interested in everything when they came out of the valley for the first time. Even killing people happily used various methods they learned, and then got together to compare the differences with the hypothesis when practicing martial arts.

The carriage moved slowly, and I leaned back into the soft cushion inside the car, feeling depressed and depressed

Since the strange dream a few days ago, it is difficult for me to fall asleep again. Naturally, I have never done Mei Meng again, but I have received an increasingly gloomy and depressed state of mind.

I closed my eyes lazily and began to think randomly. If I left the valley this time and I was lucky enough to die outside, would my father be very happy?

Will he marry again immediately, and then be blessed with a son, and will always be happy forever, throw the stains he once had, and never think of them again?

Slowly frowned, raised his hand and touched his chest that had wrapped around the cloth strip, and could still feel some concave and convex curves

He sighed and moved his eyes between his legs. Even if he cut off his chest with a knife, there would be no talent that God gave to men.

Sneaking at my own ridiculous thoughts, being too lazy to pay attention to the sudden violent shock of the carriage and the familiar sound of killing that rose up again outside, letting my thoughts wander, feeling like a ridiculous ghost

The huge force that rushed into the carriage brought me back to my senses slightly

Han Tianping yelled: The carriage is about to overturn, why are you stupid? Before he finished yelling, he was kicked aside by Longhu Juewu. The four of them firmly guarded me with me as the center.

I looked up at the sky and clouds that were always obscure and lifeless in my eyes. The blood splattered around me and the cruelty that could not penetrate my eyes or shock my god. Even if I tried my best to feel the blue sky, I couldn't move me. Everything was gray and dead

Suddenly, black yarn shot from four directions, pushing me upwards, and then a strong and powerful arm locked my waist firmly.

The faint smell of herbs hidden deep in memory spread on the nose, and the disorganized mind instantly returned to my brain. I was shocked and looked up at the man who was holding me: Daddy... This is the first time he has touched me, the first time he is so close to me, how could he come, how could he hug me, how could he...

The strong body is tightly stretched, exuding a strong resistance

He didn't even look at me, and after flying to one side, he immediately raised his arms and threw me away, standing with his hands three feet away from me, and his cold and perfect face was cold and harsh.

Stabilize your body and float to the ground. I lowered my long eyelashes and felt very stuffy.

After looking at the handsome and handsome man who did not exist, I looked away and saw that the place where I was before was stabbed by dozens of sharp arrows like Mangshan, which made silkworms spit silk and make cocoons.

It turns out... Only at the critical moment of life and death will my father have to approach me and save my single pulse?

After dozens of corpses appeared on the ground, Longhu and Juwu respectfully saluted to his father: Master

And the four black shadows of Gao Jian who fell behind my father bowed to me: Young Master,

I slowly curled up, and in my lower eyes, I saw the dragon, tiger, and Juwu, who were closest to me, and they were very timid and quietly retreated.

Heart, extremely depressed

The only person who saved the stand, Han Tianping came over and looked at our posture curiously. He smiled cheerfully and bowed his fists: Han Tianping, thank you for your kindness to save him.

I don't have to look at it and feel the coldness of my father. I don't expect to hear my father talk to me in front of outsiders.

I closed my eyes, Dad, I left first, walked slowly into the pile of corpses all over the ground, and then stopped

Young Master! Longhu Juwu, who was worried and scared, screamed at the same time

I was very depressed and lowered my head in depressed mood, looking at the hand that stretched out from the pile of corpses holding the hem of my robe, and even the dead would pull me to stop. Why would my ruthless father not even call me?

` Han Tianping strode over, cut off the hand with a neat sword, lowered his head, looked at the hem of my clothes, Oh, it was dirty, pointing to the blood marks on the snow-white cloth

Looking up at him, I was taller, strong and powerful, full of manliness, and looked like a man

He slowly turned his head and looked at the cold daddy on the other end, ignored his gaze from the distance, and smiled: Daddy, do you want a son-in-law? How many son-in-law are half a child, will he be a little happier?

He immediately felt violent and cold all over him, and he ignored me and flew away

Following the blue dragon, white tiger, vermilion bird and black martial

Suddenly, there were only stupid Dragon Tiger and Juwu, me, and Han Tianping, who was surrounded by my inexplicable faces.

Do you have sisters to get married? Han Tianping asked funny

I glanced at him and grinned weakly. Now it was gone. It seems that Dad was not interested in this idea at all. I think he still wanted a real son.

Dragon, tiger, Biwu walked over tremblingly and screamed: God, young master, you are scared to death

Do I have it?

I glanced at them very depressedly, sighed and closed my eyes, my father's cold face appeared in my mind, and I felt even more depressed

Walking towards the Hall of Yama at a slow speed, my title of Liuli Busouzi spreads to the world at a rapid speed. It was just because I was extremely depressed and practiced looking at people passing by the carriage while walking, which attracted a large number of people watching the photos, and made my title spread so smoothly.

God knows that my business should be practicing medicine...

So, when Han Tianping entered the Hall of Yama to eliminate the traitors, I was besieged in a carriage, facing the surging crowd, depressedly revealing everyone's secrets, so that I could die young and give my father a chance to have a second child.

I don't know how many people I have to tell them all the twists and turns of their lives before I can return to the West and leave this world that makes me depressed

I know, I'm starting to get tired of the world

I thought my father ignored me and I could get some improvement when I proposed to leave the valley, but he agreed without even a little reaction. He also sent me to a distant place and didn't have to go back within half a year.

Then when my life was in danger, I had no choice but to suddenly appear, saving my life, and then threw me away like I was stuck with a poison.

In fact, should I thank him? I would still help him because I am his single pulse?

At least he did not stand by and ask his hands to come down to save me, but he reluctantly took action himself.

But why do I become more depressed the more I think about it?

The mood is getting down day by day, I feel bored and disgusted with everything I see. Although the world in my past was dark, at least I could tell the color. Now there are only black, white and gray left, and I am dead

Han Tianping, who successfully eliminated the traitors and recovered the Hall of Yama, continued to accompany us north as he promised. When he heard the title given to me in the world, he laughed in surprise and then asked seriously: What you learned should be medical skills, right?

I tilted my head to look at his dark gray face, yes

He raised his thick eyebrows, what's wrong with you? Are you sick without saying anything?

Shake your head, lower your long eyelashes, and slowly fiddle with the dishes in the dish in front of you

As early as an hour ago, Longhu Quewu and the others entrusted Han Tianping to take care of me, and ran away without anyone knowing it, leaving us in the inn with bored lunch.

He suddenly reached out and forced my chin. Xiaoyao, listen to me, your father ignores you, it is his problem, it has nothing to do with you, your life is for you to walk by yourself

Looking at his two eyes quietly and slowly bent the corners of his lips, how strong is your Hall of Yama?

He was puzzled, but he still answered: Very strong, he is the strongest killer organization in the world

Pushing his hand away and holding his chin, do you know Izumoya?

He raised his eyebrows in surprise, knowing that the most violent poison and the most precious herbs grow, the territory of Izumo Holy Lord, no one knows where

Blinked gently and smiled. I'll give you the place and the way to enter the valley. Please help me destroy it

He frowned tightly and stared at me for a while before saying: Don't tell me anything, I will spread misleading rumors and let others die

You are very smart. Playing with the chopsticks in your hand, I put away the curve of my lips and lowered my eyes lazily. It would be fine if I was you. I sighed lightly, lowered my head and leaned into the bend of my elbow. It would be fine if I was you. I would be fine if I was a son...

On the way to Fenghuáng Pavilion, Han Tianping tried every means to tease me, but he always failed to succeed and showed obvious frustration on his face. Longhu Quewu finally couldn't see it and secretly told him that my temperament was always like this. The more I persuaded me, the less I was unhappy. In the end, when I was in a bad mood, everyone was depressed.

When Han Tianping came and asked me directly if this was the case, I nodded, didn't you see that they always make excuses to stay away from me? She still framed outsiders with no conscience to accompany me

Han Tianping rolled his eyes and patted me on the shoulder. You saved my life. I won’t let you be so depressed, at least like a person, right? Don’t waste such a beautiful appearance.

Subconsciously touched his tender face, and I looked up at his very masculine face, and became envious. Do I not look like a man at all?

He laughed, he had never seen a man who looked as good as you

Somewhat annoyed and a little surprised, my dad looks better than me

He grabbed his chin and tried hard to recall, your father Ah? Actually, I think he looks more like your elder brother. He smiled cheerfully: He can be said to be a very handsome man, but he is not the same type as you, you don’t have the overwhelming aura that can overwhelm people.

I know, depressed

Looking at the gray sky, pulling the corner of my mouth, recalling that I had secretly heard my father's conversation with others a long time ago, and he said, why am I not my son

At that time, I realized that no matter how I cried and asked my father for a while, I would not see anyone.

It's not my fault, it's not my fault, it's just my gender, I'm a woman

Late one night, I asked Han Tianping to take me back to the Hall of Hell quietly, deliberately closed all my news, so that everyone thought I had disappeared.

Han Tianping moved the Hall of Hell to the mountains along the Yangtze River. I taught them to use my newly realized Five Elements Formation to completely hide the entire Hall of Hell.

Because the way of moving and setting up the formation is too new, there are always problems. Either you can't walk in, or you can't walk in, and you can't come out. After repeated setting for a long time, you can stabilize.

During this period, I lived in the highest depth of the Hall of Hell, in the Xiaoyao Tower at the peak of the mountain.

Han Tianping was very idle and ran to me, talking to me about any rumor about Izumo Valley in the world, but every time it was a constant word: If it wasn't too secret, it was the incompetent news website of our Hell Palace, Izumo Valley was still so mysterious that there was no movement.

I curled up in the fence facing the cliff, looking at the vast sea of ​​clouds outside. Maybe my father has married a new wife and has a new heir? I think Han Tianping should be able to guess my identity, so he has no beginning or end to speak.

He can understand, that's great, you're free

The heart is sucking, and the taste of freedom is so uncomfortable

I leaned my head against the pillar. If I hadn't saved you, would you still take care of me like this?

He was silent for a while, Yes, you made me feel very pity

Do you want to marry me? Turning my face, I looked at his gradually blurred face in my eyes

He seemed to be frowning, Xiaoyao, if you don’t tell me your identity, I won’t guess, if you don’t tell me your gender, then I don’t care, you are both my friends, I pity your people, not your gender

He seemed to know the reason why I was depressed all the time.

I raised my hand and couldn't see the lines of my fingers clearly. I smiled slightly. Han Tianping, I'm so lucky to know you. Who else in the world can say what he said to me?

His face, one step away from me, suddenly approached. Since you all understand the truth, why are you still so unhappy? Xiaoyao, I have never seen you smile sincerely. It has been three years, and I have never

I was a little surprised in an instant. It turned out that I have known him for three years?

The sharp pain made me suddenly unable to breathe. In three years, he told me that Yungu had never had any movement. It turned out that in three years, I really made my father completely forget it?

The hot tears fell, I laughed in a daze, grabbed Han Tianping's arm, and killed me, Han Tianping, what am I still looking forward to?

After three years of time in a daze, can I forget the passage of time, and can others pass indifferently for three years?

He was shocked, are you crazy?

Holding the collar of the chest, I feel so sad. After depression, I feel bored, after tiredness, after tiredness, I feel numbness, after numbness, I only have despair, Han Tianping, I think I am really crazy, so crazy that I feel the tearing of my heart clearly, and the crazy surging of blood in my blood vessels

Xiaoyao, Xiaoyao? Don’t scare me, your medical skills are so good, don’t let yourself get into trouble. No one is worth it. Living is the most important thing! He held my shoulders tightly and shouted anxiously

I thought it would be much easier for me to abandon everything, but why is it so painful?

Blinking tears, I smiled and shook my head, I'm fine, I'm just distracted, nudge him and signal him to let go, you're right, living is the most important thing

His breathing was very disordered, his tone was trembling slightly. Xiaoyao, the person who gave you a name must be cursing you

Cheers and tells him quietly: The person who gave me a name is my dad

That night, I left the Hall of Hell, which I had lived in for three years without realizing it, and jumped down from the height of the cliff.

Darkness, endless darkness, coldness, heart-wrenching cold, I smiled weakly, and I really couldn't expect death to bring me warmth

The only time I have been so close to the warmth seems so luxurious. Although the other party exudes strong resistance, that is also the only memory I have in my life.