I slowed down the car and let the little QQ slowly move forward
My brain turned sharply and I began to think about how to tell Amei that it would be better and minimize the stimulation to her.
What's wrong? Is it difficult to speak or what?
I had to say slowly: Amei, I am indeed in love with Kang Xiaoming now
As soon as I finished speaking, I obviously felt Amei's body tremble violently. I turned my head and saw that she clenched her lower lip with her upper teeth, her eyebrows tightly frowned, and the tears in her eyes were like broken beads rushing down like broken beads
I hurriedly parked the car on the side of the road, reached out to hold her, and said to her hurriedly: Amei, what are you doing?
Didn't you already know?
Since you know, why bother to do this?
Amei suddenly reached out and pushed me away, covered her face with her hands, and her shoulders were shaking violently, and tears flowed out from the cracks of her fingers.
Amei, I don’t want to say it now, you have to say it, I said you are like this again, what exactly do you want me to do?
Amei muttered: You said yours, don't worry about me
What else can I say about you like this?
Amei let go of her hands covering her face, looked at me with tears in her eyes and said: I used to just hear Li Xing say you are in love with Kang Xiaoming. Although I believe it, I still have a trace of fantasy.
Now I heard you tell me in person that I have no such fantasy anymore. I feel uncomfortable. Can't I cry?
Amei was sad and crying helplessly. I reached out and hugged her in my arms and said sadly: Amei, I don’t want this either.
I also want to walk on the red carpet with you and enter the marriage hall
But what lies between us is not a small matter, but a resistance from your parents. The thing your father did turned the resistance between the family that lies between us into social resistance. You were forced to reconcile with your boyfriend. Your mother had talked to me many times after your father had an accident. She told me clearly that in order to rescue your father, it was impossible for me and you to be together.
Amei, for these reasons, I had to quit voluntarily. I did this to reduce your inner pain
Amei was crying and lay limply in my arms, very soft
She knew very well what I told her. When I was injured and hospitalized, Amei once hinted that she wanted to get back together with her boyfriend.
She did this out of helplessness
What is love in the world? It is the tears of longing forever
I'm not afraid of you not suffering, I'm afraid of you having no love
I'm not afraid of you, I'm afraid of not having true love
As long as you feel true love, sorrow will accompany you
When will you get sad, it is impossible
Amei cried and said: I know, I can understand you, but I just can't accept it in my heart.
I said to her even more emotionally: Kang Xiaoming is a good girl, a rare good girl. When my relationship with you cannot be maintained, I don't want to miss her.
Amei, you also know that love is hard to come by, and if you miss it, it will be difficult to find it again. I hope you can understand my hardships
Amei cried and said: I know, I know, I know these
I had to hold her tightly in my arms and gently caress her hair with my mouth. I didn't know what to say for a moment
After a long time, Amei lay in my arms and murmured and said softly: There is something I want to ask but I dare not ask. It feels so uncomfortable if I don’t ask.
Amei, things have come to this point. I will tell you what you want to ask. If you want to feel uncomfortable, then you can ask!
After a few minutes, Amei seemed to have made up her mind and said: Since it is painful and cannot be relieved, then let's suffer to the end.
Amei, what exactly are you asking?
Dacong, the last time I went to your place, you were not there, I asked you out at that time, and you said you couldn’t take off. Where were you at that time?
I was dizzy, my heart sank, blinking my little eyes hard, I didn't expect that the uncomfortable thing Amei felt in her heart was actually this thing
I said slowly: Amei, I was at Kang Xiaoming's place at that time.
For her, you don’t even want to see me, right?
No, Amei, there was indeed an urgent matter at that time, I really couldn't walk away
What exactly is it?
I was anxious, what should I do?
Having said that, should I continue or stop here?
Stop here is the best choice, but Amei cannot explain it here
If you make up a lie to deceive Amei, to be honest, Amei really doesn't know the truth of this matter. It is not impossible to just lie and make excuses, but in this case, it will be unfair to Kang Jinghua
After all, Kang Jinghua was pregnant with my child, and she had no choice but to have an abortion.
I wouldn't tell the truth about this. I'm so sorry to Kang Jinghua
I suddenly remembered a famous saying that Chairman Mao said: If you want to achieve great governance in the world, you must first let the world be in chaos, from great chaos to great governance.
This is true for national affairs, as is family trivial matters, and the same is true for emotional issues.
Since that's the case, I'll tell the truth. This is also fair to Kang Policewoo.
Amei, I tell you the truth. Kang Xiaoming had just had an abortion when he was pregnant. I was taking care of her at home, so... so I couldn't leave.
After hearing me, Amei raised her head and looked at me in tears.
My brain turned sharply and I began to think about how to tell Amei that it would be better and minimize the stimulation to her.
What's wrong? Is it difficult to speak or what?
I had to say slowly: Amei, I am indeed in love with Kang Xiaoming now
As soon as I finished speaking, I obviously felt Amei's body tremble violently. I turned my head and saw that she clenched her lower lip with her upper teeth, her eyebrows tightly frowned, and the tears in her eyes were like broken beads rushing down like broken beads
I hurriedly parked the car on the side of the road, reached out to hold her, and said to her hurriedly: Amei, what are you doing?
Didn't you already know?
Since you know, why bother to do this?
Amei suddenly reached out and pushed me away, covered her face with her hands, and her shoulders were shaking violently, and tears flowed out from the cracks of her fingers.
Amei, I don’t want to say it now, you have to say it, I said you are like this again, what exactly do you want me to do?
Amei muttered: You said yours, don't worry about me
What else can I say about you like this?
Amei let go of her hands covering her face, looked at me with tears in her eyes and said: I used to just hear Li Xing say you are in love with Kang Xiaoming. Although I believe it, I still have a trace of fantasy.
Now I heard you tell me in person that I have no such fantasy anymore. I feel uncomfortable. Can't I cry?
Amei was sad and crying helplessly. I reached out and hugged her in my arms and said sadly: Amei, I don’t want this either.
I also want to walk on the red carpet with you and enter the marriage hall
But what lies between us is not a small matter, but a resistance from your parents. The thing your father did turned the resistance between the family that lies between us into social resistance. You were forced to reconcile with your boyfriend. Your mother had talked to me many times after your father had an accident. She told me clearly that in order to rescue your father, it was impossible for me and you to be together.
Amei, for these reasons, I had to quit voluntarily. I did this to reduce your inner pain
Amei was crying and lay limply in my arms, very soft
She knew very well what I told her. When I was injured and hospitalized, Amei once hinted that she wanted to get back together with her boyfriend.
She did this out of helplessness
What is love in the world? It is the tears of longing forever
I'm not afraid of you not suffering, I'm afraid of you having no love
I'm not afraid of you, I'm afraid of not having true love
As long as you feel true love, sorrow will accompany you
When will you get sad, it is impossible
Amei cried and said: I know, I can understand you, but I just can't accept it in my heart.
I said to her even more emotionally: Kang Xiaoming is a good girl, a rare good girl. When my relationship with you cannot be maintained, I don't want to miss her.
Amei, you also know that love is hard to come by, and if you miss it, it will be difficult to find it again. I hope you can understand my hardships
Amei cried and said: I know, I know, I know these
I had to hold her tightly in my arms and gently caress her hair with my mouth. I didn't know what to say for a moment
After a long time, Amei lay in my arms and murmured and said softly: There is something I want to ask but I dare not ask. It feels so uncomfortable if I don’t ask.
Amei, things have come to this point. I will tell you what you want to ask. If you want to feel uncomfortable, then you can ask!
After a few minutes, Amei seemed to have made up her mind and said: Since it is painful and cannot be relieved, then let's suffer to the end.
Amei, what exactly are you asking?
Dacong, the last time I went to your place, you were not there, I asked you out at that time, and you said you couldn’t take off. Where were you at that time?
I was dizzy, my heart sank, blinking my little eyes hard, I didn't expect that the uncomfortable thing Amei felt in her heart was actually this thing
I said slowly: Amei, I was at Kang Xiaoming's place at that time.
For her, you don’t even want to see me, right?
No, Amei, there was indeed an urgent matter at that time, I really couldn't walk away
What exactly is it?
I was anxious, what should I do?
Having said that, should I continue or stop here?
Stop here is the best choice, but Amei cannot explain it here
If you make up a lie to deceive Amei, to be honest, Amei really doesn't know the truth of this matter. It is not impossible to just lie and make excuses, but in this case, it will be unfair to Kang Jinghua
After all, Kang Jinghua was pregnant with my child, and she had no choice but to have an abortion.
I wouldn't tell the truth about this. I'm so sorry to Kang Jinghua
I suddenly remembered a famous saying that Chairman Mao said: If you want to achieve great governance in the world, you must first let the world be in chaos, from great chaos to great governance.
This is true for national affairs, as is family trivial matters, and the same is true for emotional issues.
Since that's the case, I'll tell the truth. This is also fair to Kang Policewoo.
Amei, I tell you the truth. Kang Xiaoming had just had an abortion when he was pregnant. I was taking care of her at home, so... so I couldn't leave.
After hearing me, Amei raised her head and looked at me in tears.