Chapter 851 Face it calmly

Seeing me like this, Pili said in tears: I shouldn't have told you that house...

I touched my tears, couldn't contain the grief in my heart, and said hoarsely: Ah Hua was back... That day, I... took a leave in advance and prepared... Her favorite food... fried noodles, but she... not only didn't eat it... but also passed away... As I talked, I burst into tears and started crying.

After a long time, I calmed down and said to Piliya slowly: Nizi, that house is the wedding room I plan to marry Ah Hua. Before Ah Hua said she wanted to design and decorate it herself. Now she is gone. When I think of that house, I feel like a knife cut in my heart. This is also the reason why I don’t want to move in.

My tone is full of infinite sadness

Piliya couldn't help but touch her tears with her hands, raised her wine glass, and drank it up.

I suddenly realized something and asked softly: Nizi, shouldn’t I tell you all this?

Should I say it, why shouldn't I say it?

She said tears flowed down again, she hurriedly stood up and walked towards the bathroom

There was a rustling sound of water in the bathroom

After a while, she walked back and washed away the tears from her face.

I also stood up, came to the bathroom, washed my tears with tap water, took a few deep breaths, and after my sad mood calmed down, I slowly walked back to the living room and sat down.

Piliya raised her wine glass and said to me: Come on, let's continue to drink

After she finished speaking, she didn't wait for me to raise her glass, and then she tilted her neck and drank a large glass of beer. After I worked hard, I only drank half a glass of it after working hard.

After drinking this beer, she pursed her lips and began to think. After a while, she looked at me, and she wanted to speak but stopped several times.

I asked: Nizi, say whatever you want

She frowned and seemed to have made up her mind and asked softly: When are you planning to move to that house?

I shook my head gently and replied: I don't know

She frowned and asked again: Are you still planning to move to that house?

I shook it and said lightly: I don't know

She stopped talking, just started drinking

In an instant, she had already drunk several drinks, and I hurriedly advised: Nizi, drink less

She said: Don’t worry about me, I really want to drink now. As you said, if you anesthetize yourself, you will feel better.

She said as she poured the wine glass over again

Under the influence of alcohol, her Furong-looking face turned red. She had already become strong in wine and her eyes became blurred.

She raised her head and looked at me quietly. I felt uncomfortable when she saw me, so I had to raise my glass and drink it.

Piliya said softly: Dacong, do you know how difficult it is to be your girlfriend?

I was stunned. I didn't expect her to ask this. I looked at her at a loss and said sadly: I'm sorry!

Nizi, I shouldn't have told you about Ah Hua

Wrong, if you don't say it, if you are not honest, I will blame you even more

I said in a low voice: Nizi, thank you for your understanding!

She whispered slightly and said sadly: If you don’t say it, you are not honest, but if you are honest, I will feel uncomfortable again after I am honest.

I looked at her helplessly, and I didn't say anything I wanted to say several times

She said again: If you don’t say it, I will blame you. After you say it, I will feel very uncomfortable. You are conflicted, and I am even more conflicted.

Nizi, I don’t want to say these things either. I just want to bury these things deep in my heart alone. If I don’t mention that house tonight, I won’t say it.

No, you must say, since I have come with you, I will share your pain with you and your happiness with you

After she said that, she frowned slightly, picked up the wine glass and drank a few more sips.

She put down the wine glass, held the beer in her mouth, looked up at me, and after swallowing the beer in her mouth, she said: You and I, Tiahua, I am not jealous, I feel uncomfortable because she died so much

After saying that, tears flashed in her beautiful eyes

My heart, which had just calmed down, became sad again and said pleadingly: Nizi, don't say anything more

No, I have to say, you have to face reality, I have to face reality, we all have to face reality

She paused and said: You can't escape if you are afraid of being uncomfortable, you have to face reality bravely

She sighed and said in a low voice: Dacong, I just said, it's too difficult to be your girlfriend

I am not more relaxed than you. I want to accept you. I also want to accept Ahua and I have to accept Amei.

Love is selfish, but since I accept you, I have to face these reality... When she said this, the tears in her eyes finally turned into tears and flowed down her pink cheeks.

I hurriedly said: Nizi, aren’t you able to face them calmly?

Yes, I am facing them calmly now. If I don’t face them calmly, I can’t accept you

When she said this, her tears flowed even harder

She picked up the wine glass again, and I hurriedly stopped it and said: Nizi, you can't drink anymore, you have already drunk a lot of it

No, I don't want to drink, I'll have to suffer from insomnia tonight. I haven't slept for a night last night

Come on, you can drink with me

I had to pick up the wine glass, too