Chapter 972 The Animal Vicious Circle

The old man's daughter-in-law can help me wash those dirty and smelly clothes because I am a guest

To express my gratitude, I kept Uncle Gen that night, and the dog who caused trouble. In addition, Uncle Gen also kept the people who had been with him for a long time, and seven or eight people opened a table in the hotel, which made the old man's family very happy. After all, opening a banquet means I gave them money.

That night, I deliberately got myself drunk, drunk like a mud. I don't know who carried me to the house.

Although I was drunk this time, strangely, before dawn, I woke up and could no longer sleep

I just felt like the fire inside my body, ran to the yard, poured it with cold water from a large jar,

It was already early morning and the temperature was low. When I poured it with cold water, I felt that the alcohol fire in my body was much less. I returned to the house in a decay, wiped my body clean, and lie on the bed, and my mind became extremely clear. This situation has never happened before.

I realized more clearly that I was already at the fire outlet of Daoshan. Hua Xiaofen, Piliya, Hua Xiaofen, the two of them were repeatedly circling in my mind.

Hua Xiaofen knew everything about me and Piliya, but she didn't mention Piliya in front of me.

Piliya doesn't know what happened between me and Hua Xiaofen. If she knows it, the consequences will be unimaginable and even more uncontrollable.

Give up Pili Ya, I will never give up Hua Xiaofen, I can't bear it

Trouble, really, the tangled feeling of this TM is so hard to bear

After going over and over, I realized again that if I go to deceive Piliya again, I will be really sorry for my conscience. If I do that, it will be even worse than a beast.

But if I can't let go of Piliya and go lingering with Hua Xiaofen, what's the point of not being a beast?

In a very entangled way, I seemed to be unable to get out of the animal vicious circle he set up for himself.

CTNND, I have made mistakes on such issues many times. I have made them once or twice. I really don't change it.

Now there is only one way in front of me, that is, I cooperate with Hua Xiaofen to start a business, be her assistant for life, and love her at the same time.

From then on, we completely inseparable from Piliya

But if so, how should I face my conscience?

How should I face Brother Manjiang, Li Jianxing and others?

From a personal perspective, if I really want to give up Pili, it will be even more uncomfortable than killing me

But Hua Xiaofen and I have done what we shouldn't do. It's harder to let me face Piliya again than climbing the sky

Some people say that the same sentence is normal to say it once, it is nagging twice, it is idiot three times, it is an artist four times

By the same token, on the same issue, it is normal to do something wrong once, but it is greed on both sides of the mistake, and it is idiot on three mistakes. What would happen if it is wrong four times?

Can you also become a human performance artist?

No, if you make mistakes more than four times, it will be rotten and you will definitely not become a human performance artist. That will be rotten animals and animals that cannot be rotten more

The more I think about it, the more I regret it, the more I feel guilty it is. With self-blame, there seems to be only one way to go, that is, to give up Pili Ya in the future, and also give up Hua Xiaofen. In order to find comfort in my heart and seek inner peace, I can only do this.

I secretly made up my mind that after the road was repaired, I would disappear from Hua Xiaofen so that she would never find me again

Thinking of this, sadness comes from it. All I can do now is to escape, and no one dares to face it.

Only those who escape far away seem to be able to get rid of infinite guilt and self-blame

Another week passed, and the project of opening the mountain and building the road was finally over. Uncle Gen found several tows and arranged for construction workers to transport all the cut down trees to the edge of Heyin Lake.

When all the work was completed, I finally breathed a sigh of relief. During this period, I threw my son to death and thin on the road. When I looked at him, I saw that I was a typical construction worker.

Uncle Gen led all the construction workers to withdraw from Hemingshan District. I told him that he would settle the bill with him in a few days, and it would not exceed 10 days.

Although Uncle Gen was a little worried, he was a nephew of the clan. If the family didn't speak two families, he could only nod.

Because I called Hua Xiaofen in advance. She had just returned from purchasing a nursery in other places. After receiving my call, she immediately contacted the shipbuilding company in Tianjin.

Early the morning of the next morning when Uncle Gen took his men to evacuate, Hua Xiaofen and the shipbuilding construction workers rushed to Heyin Lake.

As soon as the mountain road construction project was completed, the sawing wood shipbuilding project began again

Hua Xiaofen has been so tired that she has lost a lot of weight during this period, but she seems to be much more energetic than before. It seems that the motivation and passion for starting a business are really great. Although she is tired, her spirit is even more excited.

I'm going to choose a suitable opportunity to start leaving

But Hua Xiaofen told me that she would go back to the city to work hard and asked me to keep an eye on the shipbuilding project

Dizzy, so I can't leave even if I want to.