Chapter 17 Pain and torture

It is a very troublesome thing to go up the mountain and it will cause many inconveniences. As a result, this girl said that it is the weather that makes good. What exactly should she do?

I looked at her in panic and replied uneasy: Nizi, I don’t know what you are talking about...

She smiled calmly and asked: Do you remember the text message I sent you at Amei's house that night?

I nodded and said: Remember

Then tell me what the text message is

...There are so many loves that I hate the flowers most and I am speechless,... I know that wine has the right to be sad.

Fortunately, you still remember that when people are in a difficult relationship, it is impossible to tell them to flowers. They can only use wine to anesthetize themselves.

We have been drinking every night these days, which can be considered as anesthesia for ourselves...

She said, turning her head and looking at the torrent in the Grand Canyon, and then said: I asked Huahua with tears in my eyes and was speechless, I only envy the mandarin ducks in pairs

Flowers can't speak, even if you cry to tell the flowers, it's useless

Only mandarin ducks are in the water...

When she said this, she could no longer control her emotions. Her eyes suddenly turned red, and then tears flowed out from her eyes, which was denser than the rain in the sky.

She cried and said: Only the mandarin ducks in the water can grow old together, never change their hearts, never leave them, forever, let us become mandarin ducks in the water!

Dizzy, I didn't expect Piliya to be so thoughtful. She hurriedly pulled her back a few steps and said tremblingly: Nizi, don't think randomly, life is beautiful, don't think so pessimistic, okay?

As I said, I grabbed her arm harder

I'm afraid she will turn around and jump down

Her face was covered with water, tears and rain were intertwined, almost making her eyes unable to open. She cried and said: I told you a long time ago that I am a person who believes in life. You can't fall in love before the age of 22. I met you just after my 22nd birthday.

You are the first man to move me, and you are the only man to move me

But...but...but...but...but...

She was crying and couldn't continue talking as she said it

Nizi, Nizi... I just shouted the word Nizi, and I don’t know what to say later

She ignored the tears and rain on her face, tried to calm herself down, and cried and said: After a few sleepless nights, I mustered up the courage to bring you to Xinran Xinyu and expressed my thoughts to you. As a result, you went to Amei's house the next day

...Then you got together with Kang Xiaoming again. No matter how uncomfortable I feel, I have to endure it, because everyone has their own destiny, and you are destined to meet and fall in love with them.

But Kang Xiaoming died and Amei got married. Do you know how much effort it took to get out of their shadows?

You told me before that you can give up for them, even your own life, I understand you too

But now things have changed. As soon as Amei comes to find you, your heart will fly away and mine will be in chaos.

I'm really worried that we won't be happy in the future...

I can only stand stupidly now and listen to her talk, because I don’t know what to say at all. What I say now is not appropriate, I can only listen

She shrugged her nose and said, "I hate why I met you when I went out for training?"

Why do you fall in love with you for no reason?

I hate myself. I have cried to the night sky and told the moon countless times.

Since we met you, you have brought me the wonderful feelings and beautiful longings of love, but at the same time, it has brought me more pain and torture.

...Since I met you, I have never been happy for a day. Apart from worrying or fear, I am worried that you will change my mind, and I am afraid that I will give up halfway with you

I thought about giving up on you, I made up my mind to give up on you many times, but I couldn't do it. I worked hard many times, but I couldn't do it.

It is difficult to love someone, but it is even harder to give up someone. I really don’t know what to do?

Woo... Woo... Woo... Woo... Woo...

She covered her face with her hands, and could no longer suppress herself, and she started crying loudly.

My heart was both painful and sad. She finally said what she said. Unexpectedly, she stood on the edge of this cliff and said. I don’t know when tears came out of my little eyes.

She cried for a long time before she slowly stopped crying and slowly lowered her hands, but she still kept crying.

I really hurt her heart, and I couldn't help but blame myself and regret it. I also felt like I wanted to jump into the Grand Canyon regardless of it. As soon as I asked for relief

Piliya cried and said: I have never had my own home since I was a child. Do you know how urgent it is to have a home in my heart?

The house that I rewarded you with confidence, I want to decorate it with my own confidence, and I want to have my own home, a complete home for us

Woo woo...

Hearing this, I could no longer hold it back. Suddenly, tears fell like rain, and said sadly: Nizi, don’t say it anymore, it’s me that I was wrong, it’s me that I’m sorry for you...

She bit her lower lip with her teeth and said with tears in her eyes: It's over, don't say that anyone is sorry for anyone, it's useless

I thought of studying abroad in Singapore because I wanted to make time to test whether your love for me was true love, because only in this way can I feel at ease and have the courage to get together with you...