Chapter 741 Confessing your heart

Piliya cried more and more painfully. She cried and said to me: Lu Dacong, when Xinranxin said, I told you, I believe in fate. Since I lost my parents when I was a child, I believe in fate (crying). I didn’t fall in love before the age of 22, just because I was afraid of being hurt (crying). That day, I told you everything in my heart in Xinranxin said, just to give you a peaceful harbor, give me a warmth, let me lean on your arm, never hurt me, I really can’t stand the harm, since my parents passed away, I have been afraid of hurt (crying).

...When I said those words to you in Xinran's words, I was sure you were the person I was looking for, you were the person who could accompany me for the rest of my life, and I was sure you were a person who would not hurt me, but... wuwu... But the next day, you shattered the beautiful dream in my heart. As time went by, the dream in my heart became more and more broken by you, and finally it was completely shattered... wuwu...

Seeing Piliya crying harder and harder, I couldn't stop talking, I was afraid that she would really faint from crying

I cried and said: Don't be sad, I'm very sad, I'm really not the kind of person you imagined

You thought Amei was gone, Kang Jinghua died, and there was no one around me, so I remembered you, and I was going to come to find you, but it wasn't.

I am always concerned about you and think about you, but I am afraid to see you

Tonight I was afraid of seeing you, so I lied and said I couldn't come if I had something to do, but I was scolded by Sister Xing before coming.

That day I went to your brother's house. I heard your brother say you will arrive in a while, so I hurriedly left. I didn't dare to see you, but I miss you very much. I hid in the car downstairs and waited for you. I just wanted to see you.

I watched you into the yard and watched you upstairs before I left crying

I feel very bitter, I'm almost suffocating

I love you very much and miss you very much, but by chance I can't continue to love you. I can only hold this pain in my heart and bear it silently...

When I said this, I couldn't continue crying, but I knew I had to say everything, otherwise I would be frustrated and uncomfortable, and Piliya would be even more in pain.

Amei is gone, and Kang Jinghua is also killed. I will not come to pester you again just because they left me one after another. I will not

You are pure, I can't deserve you

But I will always love you, and I will always think of you

No matter how hard or painful the thought is, I will not bother you because I am not worthy of it.

I want to give you a peaceful harbor, let you lean on my arms, and always warm you...

I raised my hands and wiped the rain and tears from my face hard, but I was instantly wet by the rain again

I said sadly: But I know that since we parted on the second day after Xinranxin said goodbye, when I entered Amei's house, it was impossible between us.

At this time, Piliya had stopped crying, standing in the rain, letting the rain water pour it down, and without saying a word, she was quietly listening to me: I was drunk at Amei's house that day. You escorted me home, carried me from downstairs to home, and brewed me a large cup of sugar water on my bedside. You left.

When Piliya heard this, she covered her ears with her hands and shook her head repeatedly, and said in despair and pain: Don’t say it, don’t say it anymore...

She started crying again while saying

No, I have to say, you have to listen to me

She really obediently took away her hands covering her ears, wiped the rain and tears from her face, sobbed a few times, and continued to listen to me.

After you left that night, from then on, you began to neglect me, ignore me, and don't give me any chance to speak. I knew there was no possibility between us, but the pain in my heart always accompanied me

I have been confused, I have been entangled, I really want to have a good talk with you, but you don’t give me any chance to defend. At this moment, Kang Jinghua appeared. I was not flirting with the old and old, but I walked with her naturally, because Kang Jinghua is a very good girl.

Now that Kang Policewoo has died, I am in great pain, I am already numb in pain, and I cannot haunt you at this time, otherwise I will be ashamed of the dead Kang Policewoo...

I've cried so hard that I've heard this

Piliya looked at me steadily, after a while, she said slowly: Kang Xiaoming is indeed a very good girl. I have been jealous of her and have also been jealous of her, but I am also very sad about her death.

When she said this, I was even more sad. I was so sad that I couldn't straighten my back. I silently cried and called Ah Hua... Ah Hua...

Piliya said quietly again: If I were you, do you know what I would do?

I looked up at her, not knowing what she meant in her words

Piliya said word by word: If I were you, I would have sacrificed love for Kang Xiaoming.

Sacrifice for love?

Yes, if I were you, I would have committed suicide for Kang Xiaoming