Chapter 25 Nirvana

Luo Yong fell into a long dream. There was a flash of light in his eyelids that could not be closed, but his pupils did not reflect the scene of the ward ceiling. In the deep consciousness, Luo Yong saw himself chasing with his friends on the playground, and the side of the court was filled with noisy shouts. His eyes were staring at the direction of the football, and he could hear his breathing, and his heartbeat was also very clear.

Luo Yong looked at his feet. For some reason, his legs were very heavy. He could not raise his legs and ran towards the football. He looked up and wanted to take a look at the position of the football again, but saw the football whizzing straight towards the door, and hit the forehead in an instant. He immediately turned black and lost consciousness.

When he regained consciousness, he opened his eyes and saw that he was still standing in place, and there were still noisy shouts around him. Luo Yong felt that he had been sleeping for a long time. In the same scene, only his head was still aching. Luo Yong felt a little strange in a trance, but his memory told him that he should run immediately and grab the ball, but his legs were very heavy, and he couldn't take any steps, Luo Yong wanted to look up and confirm the position of the football. At that moment, he saw the football suddenly flying, and could not dodge, and the football was just blocking his head.On the door... I don't know how many cycles I've experienced, Luo Yong has long forgotten why he was standing on the court, and he only had one belief in his heart, that is, run, run... Back to reality, in the secret room where Liu Jingying was imprisoned, people came in and out, and the meals by the bed had changed several times. She was still lying on the bed, without eating a bite of food, without drinking a sip of water, and had lost her blood-colored lips. Liu Jingying's eyes were dead, just like Luo Yong lying on the hospital bed, and she could not see a trace of her spirit.

Fang Lei has been guarding outside the door, watching the newly delivered food cool again, she finally couldn't help but step into the room and roared: Liu Jingying, get up and give me a meal! Liu Jingying's eyes slowly locked on Fang Lei, and then lost the focus. No matter how Fang Lei called her, she didn't respond, and continued to aim her empty eyes at the ceiling.

Fang Lei grabbed a handful of food and pressed it on Liu Jingying's mouth, I'll ask you to eat it! Liu Jingying still didn't respond, and let Fang Lei make his face messy with handfuls of rice. Fang Lei was panting, gritting his teeth and looking at Liu Jingying, who was like a living dead man. The clenched nails inside his fists were deeply embedded in the flesh and blood.

Fang Lei suddenly flashed his eyes, and he squinted his eyes and stared at Liu Jingying's face, which was covered in oil, and a strange smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, Liu Jingying, do you want to go on a hunger strike? Okay, if you are hungry for a day, I will let your baby son starve to death for a day, and I will starve your son to death too! I will ask you again, do you want to eat? Liu Jingying finally reacted, and she slowly supported her body with her elbow and crawled up, looking at Fang Lei weakly, then raised her cold arm, grabbed a handful of food scattered on the bed, and shook her palms into her mouth.

Hahaha... hunger strike? Fang Lei laughed loudly and stimulated Liu Jingying proudly. You'd better eat more than you eat, and I'll give your son how much. Liu Jingying climbed to the bed, grabbed the remaining food on the plate, swallowed it in big mouthfuls, Fang Lei smiled and said with a grief: Don't just eat, drink soup, drink enough to make porn with your good son. Liu Jingying glared, Fang Lei snorted coldly, turned around and walked out of the room to wait for her just step out of the door. When she saw Director Ji standing next to the door, she immediately calmed her expression and asked respectfully.

Director Ji was standing outside the door at some point. He quietly looked at everything in the room. The light of the mirror on the bridge of his nose seemed to be endlessly cold. There was no emotion in his deep eyes. He did not respond to Fang Lei, and his eyes remained on Liu Jingying who was grabbing the meal.

Director Ji walked up to Liu Jingying and asked calmly: Do you want your son to die or he live? Liu Jingying grabbed the food and put it in the air. She tried to take a breath and continued to stuff the turbid rice into her mouth and swallowed the rice grains. She lowered her head to Director Ji, making a hoarse sound in her throat. Let my son let him go, I will do anything. Director Ji's eyes showed a trace of unbearableness, and was immediately covered by a cold look. He said: You adjust your condition and take you to see him tomorrow. Liu Jingying stopped talking, used both hands, grabbed the remaining food in the plate and kept throwing it into her mouth.

the next day

Liu Jingying was taken into a ward by Director Ji and his group. Her eyes were unbuttoned. She saw her son lying on the bed, and several doctor-like people next to her were taking care of her.

Director Ji asked one of them: Lao Xie, how about it?

The old doctor took off his mask, looked at Liu Jingying, and shook his head at Director Ji. It may be a few days before he woke up, but maybe... he will never wake up. Liu Jingying trembled when she heard this, and suddenly turned around and grabbed Fang Lei's neck like crazy. You give me my son back! I'll kill you! Several followers next to Director Ji immediately took action, knocked Liu Jingying down with an electric gun and wanted to drag Liu Jingying out. She burst out with strength again, broke free, and then rushed to her son on the hospital bed, lying on him and screaming.

The entourage was about to come forward to control Liu Jingying. Director Ji waved his hand to stop them and signaled everyone to go out, leaving only him and Dr. Xie in the room.

Fang Lei covered her neck that was pinched by Liu Jingying and said with difficulty: Teacher, what if she goes crazy again?

Go out Director Ji spoke calmly, his tone was unquestionable

Fang Lei and other entourages left the room, stood at the door to watch, and prepared to rush into the room immediately whenever there was any situation.

The room became empty, Director Ji said to Liu Jingying: Let your child live, I have only one condition. Liu Jingying turned around and roared: You said!

Accompany your son well and anything else has nothing to do with you. Don't participate. Liu Jingying was stunned. She was mentally prepared for any request from Director Ji. She only heard Director Ji say this, and there was no other condition. Liu Jingying turned around and stopped glaring at Director Ji. Her eyes were tightly covered her son's godless face.

The atmosphere in the silent ward was very depressing. Doctor Xie looked at Director Ji, who was expressionless and looked forward to what he said in his eyes. What he got was still silent. Doctor Xie sighed and said to Liu Jingying: Officer Liu, don’t worry, the child will get the best medical conditions here. I have been exposed to many similar cases in most of my life. I believe that the child will get better. You are his closest person. It will be helpful to have more conversations with him.

Dr. Xie wanted to say something to ease the atmosphere in the ward. Director Ji interrupted him with cold words. What was he answering?

...Okay, Liu Jingying did not hesitate and gave a positive answer. The first time he heard the answer, Director Ji turned around and walked out of the ward.

Fang Lei, outside the ward, heard the conversation in the ward, and immediately stepped forward and asked: Teacher, we need her to go...

Within today, take Liu Jingying to the aftermath. Director Ji looked at Fang Lei, and a trace of coldness flashed in his eyes. Put away your heart and do your business well. Don’t approach their mother and son in the future.

Yes, the next moment when Fang Lei lowered his head and answered, Director Ji immediately stepped towards the elevator entrance, Fang Lei watched Director Ji leave. From the eyes just now, she felt the teacher's deep disappointment with him.

Fang Lei pushed the door and entered the ward, and said coldly: Follow me. Liu Jingying looked at her son without any response. Fang Lei frowned and continued to speak: If you don’t leave, it’s not that I threatened you. Next time, someone else will come to take you and you won’t have a chance if you want to see your son. Liu Jingying’s body moved slightly, and she tried her best to suppress the anger in her body. Where to go

I have been missing for so many days, so I have to give an explanation? Your current situation is to escape fearing the crime. Feng Yuanqing in your bureau left a suicide note before committing suicide, and told me that you and Chen Changsheng were Ye Ziqiang's protective umbrellas. If you don't tell me the cause and effect of disappearing these days, do you still want to stay here to see your son?

Feng Yuanqing? Old Feng committed suicide? Hearing the words just now, Liu Jingying could no longer suppress her anger, and turned her head to glar at Fang Lei, did you do it? Fang Lei's mouth raised and his chin slightly raised, so what, so what? So what? Liu Jingying calmed down in a flash. She understood that she had no need to think about other things now, and she could no longer worry about others. Liu Jingying silently told herself that as long as she cares about her son, it doesn't matter what else.

Fang Lei acted like a winner and said to Liu Jingying with a smile: Although the teacher has an explanation, I will still monitor you. If you dare to make a bad thing, I will not only expose your incest scandal, but your husband and all your relatives will not be well. If you think clearly, Fang Lei felt a little more excited when he saw that Liu Jingying did not glar at him or speak, and he stood up and sighed: Oh, the teacher is so kind to you, but he just let you go like this, but outsiders know that he plays the role of a righteous policeman in daily life, and behind his own son is a pervert who incest with his biological son, haha, you are not worthy of being a teacher's student! Liu Jingying looked at Fang Lei with a contemptuous look. Fang Lei pretended to be surprised and took a step back and said: Senior sister, don't look at me like this, I'm so scared

Have you said enough? Will you go? Liu Jing stood up and stood in front of Fang Lei, suppressing her with sharp eyes.

Fang Lei looked calm on the surface, facing Liu Jingying's pressure, which made her heart thump and raised her hand to hold her glasses. Fang Lei stopped talking and turned around and left the room with Liu Jingying.

That night, Liu Jingying sat next to the hospital bed, stroked Luo Yong's cheek with her palms, and murmured softly, Xiaoyong, can you hear your mother talking? Wake up quickly, Xiaoyong...

Time passed, two weeks passed in a blink of an eye, and a lot of things happened outside. Liu Jingying no longer paid attention to everything that happened outside, except to take care of Luo Yong as the doctor told her. She talked to her son every day when she had time. Luo Yong on the hospital bed became thinner and thinner, and Liu Jingying became haggard.

Luo Yong's grandparents and aunt came to visit him, and then grandparents' family also came. They only knew that Luo Yong had a car accident, injured his head, and fell into a vegetative state.

During this period, Liu Jingying was staying by the bed day and night. Everyone saw it. No one scolded her sister for staying with Liu Jingying for a few days. Finally, she tried hard to comfort her and returned to her hometown with a heart-wrenching heart.

After a while, Liu Jingying's colleagues in the police station also came to visit one after another. There were many sighs to Director Chen and Old Feng in his words. Among them, Liu Jingying could only respond silently with a smile.

Zhang Xiaolu came when she learned the news. When there was no one, she knelt in front of Liu Jingying and covered her face and cried, begging Liu Jingying for forgiveness. Liu Jingying knew that the afternoon of the incident, her son secretly ran to the suburbs because she received a call from Zhang Xiaolu. Liu Jingying also knew that Zhang Xiaolu was just a silly woman who was used. She just created conditions for Fang Lei to avoid his sight and took Luo Yong away. She was just a sad chess piece that was manipulated. Liu Jingying was not angry, but just told Zhang Xiaolu not to come in the future.

Soon a few months passed, Luo Yong's father returned to China. He came to the ward. He stood beside Liu Jingying without saying anything. During the period when he returned home, there was almost no communication between the couple. The two silently cared for Luo Yong, whose muscles had atrophy for a month. After Luo Ben stood in the ward and said goodbye to his wife and son silently, left the motherland again, and stepped into a distant foreign land.

It was late autumn in a blink of an eye. The ginkgo leaves on both sides of the road had been swept away by the cold wind, and there was no trace of light. Only a bare tree, Liu Jingying changed into a chiffon sweater. She was still standing in front of the hospital bed and talking to her son when she had time.

The originally shoulder-length hair has grown to the back, because Liu Jingying heard from her son that he likes to grow hair

Xiaoyong, my mother's hair grew a bit again. Open your eyes and see, okay?

Unresponsive, Liu Jingying was used to her son's thin and quiet face. The cold wind outside the window was bleak. Liu Jingying couldn't help but feel sad.

Xiaoyong, aren’t you going to marry your mother? Wake up quickly, mom is waiting for you to marry me...

The Spring Festival is approaching, and every night outside the window, you can vaguely hear the sound of fireworks coming from afar. On the eve of New Year, relatives from my hometown came again. The family arranged the ward lively and spent a different Spring Festival in a happy and peaceful atmosphere. Liu Jingying rarely smiled. She had a little more expectations for the coming year.

In the long dream, Luo Yong was still standing on the court and everything had not changed. After the cycle continued again and again, Luo Yong couldn't help but be anxious and gradually realized his situation. Every time he woke up in a dream, he made up his mind. This time he must avoid the flying football failure and coma again and again.

Xiaoyong, come on! Luo Yong also felt a little slight change. He vaguely heard his mother's encouragement from the shouting on the sidelines. He tried turning his head to find his mother, but every time before finding his mother, he was knocked out by a ball.

Mom, Mom, where are you?

It was another night, Liu Jingying was suddenly awakened by the bedside. When she heard her son's mouth, she could not detect the sound. Liu Jingying immediately rang the prompt bell and shouted at the microphone. Soon, the lights turned on. Dr. Xie anxiously entered the ward.

After a careful examination, Dr. Xie said to Liu Jingying: The child's brain activity is much more active than before. I will talk to him for a while. Liu Jingying showed a gratified smile on her face. She was crying in Luo Yong's ears for a whole night. She called him in Luo Yong's ears for a few weeks. Liu Jingying insisted on whispering day and night in Luo Yong's ears. In the dream, Luo Yong felt that the mother's cheering sound from outside the court became clearer and clearer. Another cycle, he made up his mind to avoid the ball.

The ball flew over, and Luo Yong suddenly turned his head, and saw the football flew over. He shouted and ran away, chasing him and a burst shot. The ball came into the net! The audience on the sidelines began to cheer, and Luo Yong also laughed loudly, cheering, I won, haha, I won!

He turned to look at the audience on the sidelines, looking for his mother's figure, and shouted: Mom, have you seen it? I won!

Doctor! Doctor! My son woke up, Xiaoyong woke up! Liu Jingying looked at the nurse who rushed into the ward and jumped up excitedly. She rushed over and hugged the nurses one by one. In the nurses' polite but awkward smile, she screamed incoherently, crying and laughing

Dr. Xie then came and listened carefully to Luo Yong's weak voice. He could vaguely hear him calling his mother Dr. Xie said to Liu Jingying: I'll take the child to the scanning room for some examination. Officer Liu, please wait.

The nurses pushed Luo Yong's hospital bed out of the room. After waiting for a few hours excitedly and anxiously, Dr. Xie entered the room and said to her with a smile: The child is awake, no problem, come and see, the child is normal, but... Liu Jingying hurriedly asked: What's wrong?

Dr. Xie took her to another room. There seemed to be something wrong with the child's memory and there were some cognitive impairments.

Dr. Xie showed Liu Jingying the situation inside. A nurse was interacting with Luo Yong. Children, tell my aunt again what your name is and where to go to Ah? Luo Yong's speech was not very clever, but his consciousness was clear. He only heard him answer: I'll come, sue... Luo Yong, this year's fight... nine years old, third grade in elementary school

His current situation should be some kind of stress trauma, and he was able to recover later. Doctor Xie, who was outside the house, sighed and suddenly said, "It's better to forget about memory."

It's okay, just wake up. Liu Jingying lowered her head and smiled slightly, pushed the door and entered the room. Luo Yong, who was lying on the hospital bed, shining with excitement in his eyes, shouting in the biggest voice he could make now: Mom, Mom! Where is Dad?

Dad? Dad, Dad is on a business trip. Liu Jingying had a bright smile on her face, but she silently complained in her heart. The first thing she said when she saw me was looking for Dad.

Luo Yong trembled his tongue and made his mouth clearer. I'm so happy. Let's go home, 7, 7 rice! Liu Jingying smiled and said: Your health is not well. You need to stay in the hospital for a few more days. Mom is here to get you something to eat. Liu Jingying casts a thankful look at Dr. Xie. The two walked out of the ward together, Liu Jingying asked the nurse to take him to prepare food for his son. Before leaving, Dr. Xie called Liu Jingying, hesitant and wanted to speak.

Seeing this, Liu Jingying smiled, Doctor Xie, just say anything you have. This past six months, I am so lucky that I have suffered.

Dr. Xie finally spoke, I don’t deserve to say something, but I still want to tell you, we are sorry for your mother and son, I hope you don’t hate Director Ji, he has... He has the difficulties of doing this, and he is very happy that the child can wake up.

Hearing Dr. Xie mention Director Ji, Liu Jingying's smile froze and she looked at the side with her lips pursed.

Hopefully, we are guilty of living an ordinary life. Doctor Xie understands that he mentioned what Liu Jingying didn't want to hear the least, but he still wanted to speak out his heart.

After a moment of silence, Dr. Xie continued: I want to prescribe some psychotropic drugs for the child, which can generally control his memory. Let's call it amnesia medicine. Children are good children. This memory may be better if they forget it.

Dr. Xie's words brought Liu Jingying back to reality from the joy of her son's awakening. She understood that Dr. Xie should know her relationship with her son's taboos. The meaning conveyed in her words was to make Luo Yong completely forget everything, start over, and be an ordinary child.

After more than half a year of contact, Liu Jingying learned that Dr. Xie is a pure doctor. There is no conspiracy in his words, but simply gave the best treatment plan for Luo Yong. As for why he has something to do with Director Ji, Liu Jingying is unwilling to spend more time thinking about it.

Liu Jingying was touched by Dr. Xie's proposal and couldn't help but think seriously. Looking at the thoughtful Liu Jingying. Dr. Xie's face was heavy. He took a deep breath and opened his mouth to break the silence. In addition, this was also what Director Ji meant. Liu Jingying immediately pulled her fists tightly when she heard this, with all kinds of thoughts in her heart. She did not talk to Dr. Xie anymore, and turned around and left silently to prepare a patient meal for her son.

Luo Yong stayed in the ward for a few weeks and his health was getting better. Relatives who received the news came to visit him one after another. Grandma and aunt cried in a mess. Grandma held the Buddhist beads in her hand and shouted for the Buddha's blessing. Even grandpa, who had always been serious, smiled rarely.

Luo Yong can walk without the help of equipment. Although his body is not good, he is becoming increasingly quiet. He always wants to leave the ward whenever he has the opportunity. Because of Director Ji's arrangement, Liu Jingying had to accept Dr. Xie's proposal and start taking amnesia medicine for his son. These days are surrounded by the laughter and joy of relatives and friends. Liu Jingying gradually felt that maybe... letting his son forget everything is for him to make him forget the pain he had experienced and the sins and darkness in this world. Even if he forgets himself, as long as he can live a happy and stable life in the future, it is enough.

...For Liu Jingying, she was like a lonely wolf who had lost her population, unable to face the malice of the world, and could only rely on the alms of sin, living in the cloudy world and as thin as a rootless duckweed, barely able to float in the torrent of fate. She had no time to pay attention to the life and death of outsiders. Her son was the only reason that supported her hard to survive. As her son woke up, a stream of juanju rose again on the bed of her dry heart.

The son became everything about her, she was willing to give everything for her son, but she had to abandon the past, the love and love of the past became the right to remember Liu Jingying without choice, and could only try to create false reality for her son, so that his life slowly moves towards the track of happiness. Although this trajectory of life, in Liu Jingying's view, is so fragile.

After Luo Yong was discharged from the hospital, Liu Jingying did not return to the police station to work and stayed at home to take care of his daily life.

Facing his amnesiac son, Liu Jingying will have a kind smile on her face, carefully tutor him to learn the forgotten lessons again, and give him appropriate exercise guidance to help him restore his physical function.

In Luo Yong's remaining memory, the mother who was full of work, scolded him for disappearing. His mother's changes made him feel very strange, but he prefers his mother's amiable appearance. During the time he returned home, Luo Yong's mood became very good.

However, Luo Yong often saw his mother staring at the TV news in a daze. A sad look often appeared in her eyes. Luo Yong thought that her mother could not go to work and was sad. He found her mother. My health was already well and her head would slowly become bright. Mom, please go to work. Liu Jingying smiled and scratched her son's head, telling him that her mother would not go to work, and she would accompany you at home in the future. Liu Jingying realized that her emotions affected her son. In the future, she locked her thoughts in her heart.

As time goes by, Liu Jingying's heart becomes more empty. She understands that she can't kiss her son anymore. The intimate hug with him becomes a luxury. But every night, after her son takes medicine and falls asleep, she will sneak into her son's room, leaning on the bed and stroking her son's face, just like being by the hospital bed. Liu Jingying protects her son every night. On a lonely night, there is no son's figure beside her. She can't fall asleep at all until the sky is bright. Liu Jingying will quietly get up and leave the room quietly.

Sometimes, Liu Jingying would cry silently. She could not control the sadness in her heart. This sadness did not rush because of time, but instead became stronger and stronger. Her heart was twisted together. The heavy feeling of powerlessness in her body was filled with her own suicide. She would think of the old Feng head who committed suicide, the Director Chen who was framed, and the warm moments he once hugged and fell asleep with his son. The more memories he recalled, the more pain he felt in his heart.

Liu Jingying tried hard to forget, but she could not forget her heart was still like a duckweed, the emerald green no longer, the dim leaves floated alone on the dirty river water, swinging towards the dark fog that could not see the future clearly

Every night, Luo Yong, who was sleeping in the medicine, did not know his mother's pain. He was very satisfied with his free life now. Not only could he read comics and martial arts novels at any time, but he could also eat snacks he wanted to eat at any time. His mother would not scold him like before. However, in some books, Luo Yong could guess the subsequent plot, and he was happy and didn't care.

On this day, the mother who went out to buy vegetables had not come home to cook for a long time. Luo Yong suddenly felt his mind. For some reason, he wanted to cook by himself. He could understand that he was no longer a third-grade student in elementary school. Sometimes he would have lost memory fragments in his mind. But he felt that these memory fragments became more and more silly. Luo Yong forgot many things, and even forgot to masturbate. These days, just like when he was a child, he would occasionally secretly spread his legs to push the corner of the sofa.

Maybe cooking will help me restore my memory, hehe, thinking about this, Luo Yong happily walked into the kitchen

A few hours before Luo Yong cooked, Liu Jingying was strolling in the supermarket without any energy, meeting her former subordinate, Gao Yuxiang, a young man from the criminal investigation team. He had also visited Luo Yong with other colleagues before.

Gao Yuxiang greeted her enthusiastically, and Liu Jingying smiled and responded to Liu Jingying's thought Gao Yuxiang was a good boy. She understood that this young man had love for him. He had deliberately avoided Gao Yuxiang's request to sit together for a while in the bureau. This time Liu Jingying agreed to him, maybe he needed a partner to talk to him.

The two of them came to the beverage shop. Liu Jingying saw the words of happiness in his eyes and kept comforting Gao Yuxiang. Liu Jingying listened quietly without saying anything, while Gao Yuxiang kept talking until he could no longer organize his words and fell into an awkward silence.

Liu Jingying smiled slightly, thinking silently that there are still many innocent people in this world. Being an ordinary person, even if he spends his life humbly, it is not a bad thing.

Liu, Sister Liu, that... that... Gao Yuxiang held it in for a long time, lowered his head and finally put it in his words. There is a saying, I always want to tell you

Gao Yuxiang seemed to be determined and looked up at Liu Jingying. Sister Liu, I like you. Liu Jingying smiled and said: I know you are a good guy. At your age, you should also find a girlfriend.

Gao Yuxiang thought Liu Jingying would be angry or scold him, but when he looked at Liu Jingying's beautiful smile, there was no anger at all, and there was an excitement in his eyes, he quickly said: Sister Liu, do you know... That, sorry, I'm telling the truth, I want to tell you in person, don't care.

Seeing that Liu Jingying was still smiling, Gao Yuxiang was excited and then said: Sister Liu, I'll invite you to dinner. When Liu Jingying looked at the time, she replied: No, it's getting late, I want to go home to cook for my son.

A trace of loss flashed in Gao Yuxiang's eyes. He turned his head to see the light rain falling in the sky outside the window and said: Then I'll give you a gift, I have an umbrella.

Well, Liu Jingying replied softly, in return for enlightening herself, she did not reject Gao Yuxiang's enthusiasm.

On the wet sidewalk on the street, Gao Yuxiang walked beside Liu Jingying with an umbrella. The heart in his chest was indeed like a young man who had just started to fall in love. He was leaping straight and leaping over 1.85 meters tall. Gao Yuxiang, who looks strong, has many suitors, but when he saw Liu Jingying's glance, he could no longer hold on to other women. He has been single for many years and often sighs and feels bitter at night.

The rain gradually became heavier, and the spring breeze in April was still a bit cold. The two began to trot all the way and ran into the pavilion located in the greenway to take shelter from the rain. Liu Jingying could take a taxi home, but she understood Gao Yuxiang's thoughts and thought of accompanying him for a while, which was also considered as a matter of his thoughts. Looking back, he was looking for an opportunity to talk to him, and asking him to find a girlfriend as soon as possible and pursue his own life happiness.

Liu Jingying didn't expect that Gao Yuxiang's inner throbbing was already irrepressible at this time. Once upon a time, he thought that he would never have the chance to walk with the goddess in his mind, and now the relationship between the two seems so close.

When he saw Liu Jingying's collar wet by rain, a drop of rain flowed down his jade neck into the towering breasts, Gao Yuxiang instantly lost his ability to think. He couldn't help but pounce on Liu Jingying!

Sister Liu, I love you! Gao Yuxiang hugged Liu Jingying's back with one hand, kissed her lips suddenly, grabbed her breasts with the other hand, and started kneading her wildly

Liu Jingying didn't expect Gao Yuxiang to behave like this. When she reacted, Liu's eyes widened, turned to frown, and immediately raised her hand and pushed him away with heavy eyes. Liu Jingying looked at Gao Yuxiang coldly. She tried her best to restrain her emotions and said: You go

Sister Liu, I love you! I don’t care that you have a husband and son. I can take care of you and the children. I, I am willing to be his father! As he said that, Gao Yuxiang rushed towards Liu Jingying again. His eyes were completely replaced by desire, and there was no trace of rationality.

Gao Yuxiang, who was rushing over, raised his foot and kicked him in the back. Gao Yuxiang staggered and was kicked to the ground. Liu Jingying's eyes were filled with endless anger and shouted: Get out of here!

Sorry, sorry...Sister Liu, I, I...

Get out! Liu Jingying didn't look back, and she burst out with anger again. Gao Yuxiang saw blue veins bursting out from Liu Jingying's back. She felt a sudden burst of rushing out of the pavilion while apologizing.

Liu Jingying was trembling all over. After standing there for a while, she walked into the rain with heavy steps and walked towards home. The cold and ruthless rain soaked her whole body. Liu Jingying raised her back and rubbed her lips hard, but the touch that made her extremely disgusted could not be rubbed off all kinds of negative emotions suppressed in her heart. One by one, it broke through the lock of her heart, as if a violent beast roared and roared in her messy heart. She felt that her heart was almost destroyed.

Ah!!!!!!!!!!!! Liu Jingying stood in the heavy rain and roared to the sky, and didn't know if it was rain or tears on her face... When Liu Jingying finally walked home and opened the door, she saw her son waiting there. She seemed to be guilty of doing something wrong, lowered her head and didn't dare to look at herself, Mom, you're back, that's... Liu Jingying adjusted her emotions and said to Luo Yong with a smile, "You're hungry, mom, go cook now."

She suddenly found that the shopping bag was not brought back and smiled awkwardly: Mom has also been forgetful recently, she was hiding from the rain outside and forgot about the vegetables she bought.

Mom, why are you soaked? I'll get a towel for you. After Luo Yong finished speaking, he ran into the bathroom with a sniffle, brought a clean towel to Liu Jingying, and then lowered his head, stood beside him, lowered his head without saying a word

What's wrong? Liu Jingying couldn't help asking, and suddenly there was a strong burnt smell from her nose. Following the smell, she wiped her head with a towel while walking towards the kitchen. Luo Yong followed her step by step. When she walked into the kitchen, Liu Jingying saw half a pot of charred cooking oil, and she could still vaguely see fried eggs that had turned into black charcoal-like objects in the pan.

Liu Jingying's heart skipped a beat and she immediately turned around and shouted at Luo Yong: Who told you to move the kitchen? What should I do if I get burned by oil!

Luo Yong, who had not been yelled by his mother for a long time, knew that he had done something wrong, and tears began to turn in his eyes.

His head was buried lower and he said tremblingly: Me, I see that my mother hasn't come home. I want to cook for you... Mom, I'm wrong, I'm sorry... Liu Jingying immediately lowered her voice when she heard this, Mom doesn't blame you. The kitchen is dangerous. Don't cook by yourself in the future. You go to play by yourself. Mom makes dinner for you. Liu Jingying raised her hand and grabbed her heart, took a deep breath and prepared to clean the kitchen. She looked carefully and saw that the stove was covered with oil stains, and even a pool of oil stains could be seen on the floor. There was a mop in the corner of the kitchen. Obviously, her son had tried to clean it up.

Luo Yong whispered: Mom, no need to cook. I made a bowl of noodles. You go and eat it. Liu Jingying secretly wiped tears with Luo Yong on her back, but a smile appeared on her face. Turned around, pinched Luo Yong's face, and said with a smile: You are hungry, go and eat it quickly. Mom cleans up the kitchen and then cook some food casually. Seeing that his mother was not angry, Luo Yong raised his head and smiled and said to her, "You eat instant noodles, I just eat some biscuits, Mom, go and eat noodles, I just need to clean it up." Liu Jingying looked at her son's smile, and her emotions were almost out of control. The haze in her heart suddenly disappeared. She resisted the urge to hug him and smiled hard: Is it okay for half of us? After eating, mom goes to cook some dumplings. Luo Yong nodded heavily to his mother, um!

...In the middle of the night, after Luo Yong fell asleep

Liu Jingying stood at the desk in the room, holding a photo of the family in her hand and put it beside her mouth. She gently kissed her husband in the photo. She said in a voice that she could only hear: Sorry

After saying that, she covered the photo frame on the table, turned around and walked away from her son's room and stood beside her son's bed. Liu Jingying's eyes were endless tenderness, and a charming sweet smile appeared on her face. She gently raised her plain hands and unbuttoned her chest one by one. As the last button was unbuttoned, the collar of the clothes fell gently along the beautiful long hair like a black waterfall, and fell silently to the ground.

Tenderness, tenderness, the smooth skin as smooth as jade wall emits a slight fragrance, and there is no trace of obstruction on the towering breasts, which set off two faint red points. The beautiful curves rise and fall with their breathing, as if telling their inner excitement.

The drizzle of night light sprinkled on Liu Jingying's flawless body, and tiny dust floated in the air. Against the backdrop of light and shadow, her body seemed like an elf breaking out of the cocoon in the dark night. Everything seemed out of the world. Liu Jingying clenched her fists and put them in her heart, raised her jade feet lightly, and moved her steps towards her sleeping son.

Liu Jingying slowly got into the quilt, she lay on her side beside her son, her warm big breasts pressed against her son's arm

Lanxiang exhaled slowly from the mouth of the sandalwood, and love flashed in the beautiful eyes of the starry light. Liu Jingying raised her slender jade fingers and stroked her son's lips slightly. She showed a soft moan from her mouth, leaned over and kissed her son's lips deeply.

The sound of light kissing echoed in the room. Liu Jingying kissed her son affectionately, and her soft tongue wrapped around her sweet Xiangjin and sent it into Luo Yong's mouth.

Well... Xiaoyong, Xiaoyongha, um...

After a long time, Liu Jingying smiled beautifully and said softly: Xiaoyong, can you fall in love with your mother again?

Well, I love you. Liu Jingying asked and answered herself, then smiled and kissed her son in the face again.

With the sound of loving kisses, she lifted up her son's clothes and gradually kissed Luo Yong's upper body

Liu Jingying slowly moved her jade body, laying between Luo Yong's legs, she pressed the edge of Luo Yong's underwear with her fingers, gently pulled down to the moment when the soft penis appeared in Liu Jingying's eyes, she moved to her face and deeply sucked in the most beautiful fragrance for her at this moment.

Liu Jingying closed her eyes with great satisfaction, turned her head and gently pressed it on. She used her cheeks to feel the shape and temperature of her son's penis, slowly shook her head and massaged it until it gradually began to wake up. She raised her head, pouted her lips and kissed her raised glans, put her lips on the urethra, and refused to leave for a long time.

Liu Jingying's eyes became blurred. Finally, she let go of her lips and supported her body. She trembled and held her penis with her hands. ...Xiao Yong, Mom will definitely let you find your memory...Xiao Yong, you must, fall in love with your mother again. Liu Jingying opened her jade hips and sat down slowly. The flesh wall tightly wrapped her son's life. Her eyes were whirling, and she slowly began to shake her body.