Chapter 82 Review

Walking outside on the street, after a heavy rain last night, the air became particularly fresh, but no matter how bright the sky was, it was difficult to brush away the dust I had in my heart. It felt like life was really wonderful. It would not let you go straight. There would always be several forks in a sudden time. Once you accidentally take a wrong step, the trajectory of your entire life will change.

It is clear that the old pious woman is Fatty Xu's woman, but I still can't help but lose to the devil in my heart. In addition, Aunt Wen, I don't know how to meet Fatty Xu. If Fatty Xu discovers all this one day, how should I deal with myself? I'm afraid that our friendship for more than ten years will be ruined! If that day really comes, I will admit it. Even if I ask me to kowtow to Fatty Xu, I will admit it all, and I feel more and more that I am not alone.

Looking back, it was not just the old pious woman, Aunt Wen, and Fatty Xu's most important two women in his life. I didn't even let my biological mother go. In the middle, I took advantage of the danger and got into a drunk mature woman. She also had an unusual relationship with her biological aunt. Before I knew it, my sins were enough to be beaten by the sky and knocked down to the eighteen levels of hell.

The urban village where the old grandmother is located is not too far from my home, but I walked as if it was a century. I don’t know if I should be glad that I had such a relationship with the old grandmother, which delayed my return home by one day and made my heart even heavier. But it seemed that I was a special person, as if I was incompatible with this world. Everything around me was like a black and white illusion, and only I was a colorful real person...

No matter how long the journey is, there are times when I finish it. No matter how light I take or how I want to escape, I still have to face it. Standing at my doorstep again, as if everything has become so strange. I used to look forward to returning to this home. I can't wait to go home every day as soon as I get home, because I know that as soon as I get home, I see my mother's cold beauty. Although my mother is not very gentle to me, it still gives me a very warm feeling. The happiest moment of every day is the moment I see my mother. From the deep excitement in my heart, the love and nostalgia suddenly surges out. I still feel the full sense of happiness.

But the appearance of my father broke all this. In fact, deep down I still retained an emotion for my father. Father's love is like a mountain. This relationship of family affection cannot be broken just by saying that it is just because of my feelings for my mother. The appearance of my father has gradually put down my mother's concept of mother and son. All of them have been knocked down by my father until before liberation. I have become resistant to my father's perception, and I even feel a little disgusted because in my heart, I think that if it weren't for the appearance of my father, my mother and I would still be happy and fulfilling. Because the appearance of my father, I don't know what I said to my mother, which made my mother suddenly change her attitude.

What exactly is Jingjiang? Why did my mother change color when she opened her mouth

I couldn't figure out all this and took out the key from my pants. I took a deep breath, fixed my trembling wrist, twisted the door lock with one breath, opened the door and went inside.

There seemed to be no change at home, but the lifestyle of a man in the home is still very different. Some father's daily necessities and shoes also made my breathing solemn. At this moment, my mother walked out of my room, wearing pajamas, and seemed to have just woken up, yawning and retaining sleepy eyes. As soon as she walked out, she stopped when she saw me. Her sleepy eyes suddenly became energetic, and she immediately faced me with four eyes.

I haven't seen my mother for several days, and her appearance has not changed much, but I'm talking nonsense. Where can I change in just a few days? But the cold little face in the past has a faint sadness. At the moment I saw me, a trace of surprise and joy flashed in my mother's eyes, but it quickly suppressed again and turned back to the usual frosty ice face.

Mother……

Don’t call me mom, do you still think I am your mom? Aren’t you very awesome? You run out for a few days and nights and don’t go home. Do you still have a home? You won’t come back after you have the ability! I… I’m sorry to mom, I’m just a little unhappy. In addition, I finally finished the high school entrance examination and went out to relax. Relax?

Chen Shuxian then remembered that her attitude was a little worse that day, but Xiaofeng must not know about that matter. Moreover, she promised to surprise her son, but she did not do it, and what her husband said... Thinking of this, she suddenly lost confidence and slowly warmed her tone. Have you been doing well these days! Can you eat and sleep well?

I...I have lived in Rupei's house these days. Although I don't know why my mother's tone suddenly softened, I still answered directly.

Is Xiaopei's home?...

For some reason, Chen Shuxian suddenly had the figure of Wen Wanting's woman in her mind. When she looked at me again, an inexplicable emotion arose. She couldn't help but feel a bit relaxed. She suddenly started to silence again. She immediately looked at me and walked towards the balcony.

Well, this made me very puzzled for a while. Why did I feel like my mother is doing this for a while? She just calmed down, but why did she suddenly become cold again? I hurriedly chased after me. Mom, you have been sleeping in my room these days?

My mother didn't answer me, so I continued to ask: Where is Dad?

But my mother still ignored me and walked into the bathroom and left me in place for no reason. What was going on? Well, why did it seem like it was my fault? I was the most wronged victim, okay? I have suffered so much torture these days, just thinking about my mother and father's affairs. I was going crazy. Why did I feel like I did something wrong when I came back?

I couldn't get the answer here, so I had to go to the room myself to check it out. When I returned to the familiar room, it seemed that I had only left for a few days, but it gave me the feeling that I had not come back for several years. I sat on the bed, touching it, and there was still a residual heat left on it, and with a faint mark, it seemed that my mother had indeed slept in my room these days? What does this mean? It means that my mother did not want to rehabilitate it with her father, otherwise how could she come to my room to sleep? Or, compared to my father, she was more inclined to me. I don't know why I felt cheerful when I thought of this, and swept away the haze over the past few days.

However, when I saw this, I still didn't give up. I still wanted to see clearly whether my mother's room was inside. If my father was inside, I was sure that my mother's heart was indeed inclined to me. I walked out of my room and headed towards my mother's master bedroom, opening a gap. Sure enough, I was so excited that I didn't know how to describe it. Sure enough, my mother still couldn't let go of me, otherwise why did she not sleep in the master bedroom and come to my room to sleep, which proved that she didn't want to have sex with her father!

What are you doing?

My mother's voice suddenly rang in my ears. I turned my head and looked at my mother happily, jumped to her side, and rushed over and hugged her mother from behind. You have been sleeping in my room these days, right! Mom, sure enough, you still can't let go of me. Let go...

There was a hint of unnaturalness on my mother's face, as if she was exposed to her thoughts, but she still said coldly: This has nothing to do with you, I just don't want to appear in the same space as your bastard father, that's all. I don't care. I love you so much. Mom, um, I was excited and hugged my mother and kissed her hard, then dragged her to my room, and was about to attack her, but she was pushed away by her.

You little bastard, what do you want to do?

My mother looked at me angrily and I was stunned for a moment, I...

Seeing my appearance, my mother sighed, Xiaofeng, let's stop here! Your father is back, and the farce between us is over. It was because of my bad mother and I did something that I shouldn't do with you. Let's do it again in an ordinary mother-son relationship! What are you talking about Ah Mom? Have you forgotten my feelings for you? I don't believe that you don't have any feelings for me. I... is it because of Dad? What is it because of Ah? You are joking, Mom, you said Ah! I was anxious and grabbed my mother's arm and shouted

A trace of unbearance flashed in my mother's eyes, but she still showed a resolute look. What's your name? What if your father heard it? I'm not kidding. You are my biological son. Our love is wrong, let alone doing such a big rebellious thing. I used to be angry that your father was stunned for a moment. Now it's time to calm down. Xiaofeng... let go...

I won't let it go!

I don't believe it! I don't believe it! Mom, you are just impulsive. I am no longer a three-year-old child. Do you have any hidden secrets? Did your father say that day?

No, it doesn't matter, it's just that I think we are mother and son, we can't and cannot love each other. Before I finished speaking, my mother interrupted me and continued. Okay, that's it! Mom is going to go out later. I'm going to change my clothes now, you go out! I don't believe it, I don't believe it, I suddenly fell into a madness. What to go out? Mom, what have I never seen your body before? I haven't come back these days and I haven't reported any news that makes you angry? Sorry, mom, it was your attitude towards me and the appearance of my father that day that made me very uneasy, so I ran away from home and wanted to say that it made you nervous, I...

As I was talking, I actually pulled my mother's pajamas wildly and instantly pinched my mother's breasts that could not even be covered by loose pajamas.

A red slap was printed on my face. My mother raised her head and threw a cold look at me. Are you crazy enough?

I……

I covered my hot cheeks and looked at my mother in disbelief. But the determination in my mother's eyes told me that she was not joking with me, and that what she said was serious

roll!

I looked at my mother with grievance, and my heart was filled with anger. There was a wisp of water mist in my eyes. I looked at my mother for the last time, rushed out of the room angrily, and threw the door out of the house.

Seeing me running out, Chen Shuxian finally couldn't pretend to be squinting to sit on the ground. Her previous indifference and arrogance disappeared at this moment, and there was only endless panic. She also asked herself many times, is it really correct to do this? Why can't mother and son fall in love? The traditional concept for a long time must be right, and is mother and son incest necessarily wrong? Just use blood ties and the genes of offspring to reject the love between mother and son.

There was a sudden pain in her heart. At this time, Chen Shuxian discovered that her son Xiaofeng had occupied such an important position in her heart. It was not a blood-thickness that was drowning, nor was it a bond between mother and son. It was just a woman's heartache that rejected the man she loved for some reason. But if it weren't for that matter, maybe she could still accept the relationship with her son. Originally, she thought that no one would know and could hide it for a lifetime, but from the moment her husband said the word Jingjiang, she knew that the paper could not be kept in the end. No matter how deep it was hidden, it would be exposed one day. If Xiaofeng knew the whole truth of the matter, she really didn't know what kind of face to continue to love. She didn't dare to gamble.

In the end, she was a failed mother...

On the other side, I was sitting in a corner of the garden in the neighborhood near my home. It was almost noon now. People in the morning rush had already gone home to cook. The sun at noon reflected on the ground through the lush leaves and looked like stars. The hot summer wind blew slowly, blowing across my face, but it couldn't take away my tears.

I sat quietly on the bench alone, not understanding why my mother was so determined. She turned all the feelings I had given before into flowing water because my father came back? It turned out that in my mother's mind, it was just because of her father's cheating, which she used as a tool for revenge. It was just that when my mother wanted someone to comfort me, I just appeared next to her as soon as possible. When my father came back, I became unimportant.

Haha, it turns out that after I have made so much effort, can't I resist the appearance of my father? Can the blood relationship between mother and son really not be together? Is mother and son really so important? Why can't we fall in love with each other when we are mother and son? No matter how much I do, I can't let you put aside your moral and ethical prejudices?

No, it must not be like this. There must be some reason why my mother rejected me suddenly raised her head and remembered the past when she was with me before. It was not a scene. Besides, with my mother's personality, if she didn't have me in her heart, how could she sleep with me?

The more I thought about it, the more wrong I became. My mother's reaction was a bit too intense, and it was more like a temporary intention. Several times, my mother's expressions appeared hesitant. She didn't seem to want to reject me but had to do it right. When I first hugged my mother, my mother didn't feel much disgusted. If my mother really didn't feel anything to me, she would push me away immediately. It was because I pulled my mother into the room and wanted to be intimate with her. My mother suddenly changed and said those words to me, hoping to give up.

Thinking of this, I immediately bounced up from the bench and ran back home in the direction of my home. When I was about to ask my mother clearly what she wanted to reject me?

As soon as I opened the door, the first thing that appeared in front of me was my father. I saw my father walking out of the room with his waist stretched. After seeing me, he raised his smile. Is it Xiao Feng Ah? Did you and your mother just now quarrel? Why did you contradict your mother just now?

It's not your business, don't worry about me. I turned my head and ignored my father. I still had a resentment towards him. In my opinion, if my father had not appeared, my mother and I would have lived a good life now. It was the appearance of my father that led me to think that the relationship between me and my mother had changed.

you……

Seeing my disobedient look, my father habitually raised his hand and wanted to hit me. I immediately looked at my father, not dodging or avoiding it. Why didn’t you attack? Just hit me like you used to hit me! Well! What qualifications do you have to care about me? You don’t want this family anymore. Why are you here to do? Go and have fun with your vixen! I...ah...

Dad's hand was pressed into the air, but it was finally impossible to fall. A difficult look appeared on Dad's face. He wanted to say something but choked back. He sighed and took back his arm. Sorry Xiaofeng, it's me that I'm sorry for you and your mother, I'm sorry for this family, I...

Don’t think that if you pretend to be pitiful, I will forgive you. I will never forgive you in my life. But if I don’t forgive my father, I really betrayed this family simply because my father cheated? Maybe!

After saying that, I went back to my room, eager to see the most important lovely person in my mind, and wanted to ask clearly what was going on with her, and why did I let go of the relationship between me and her so resolutely?

But when I went back to the room, my mother was no longer in my room, I ran out to the kitchen and toilets of each room at home, searching them one by one, and then my father's voice sounded. Are you looking for your mother? She just went out. I looked at my father with a touch of emotion, but I still didn't look at her face. She turned her cheek slightly and asked, "Do you know where my mother is going?"

I don’t know, she didn’t tell me, but she just looked bad, so I wanted to ask if you had a quarrel with your mother just now?

It's not your business. As I said that, I was going to go to the phone at home, but the phone number I called my mother was turned off and the person couldn't tell me where I went. Even if I wanted to find the vast city, I couldn't find it. I had no choice but to stay at home and wait.

I walked towards my room. During the process, I just glanced at my father coldly, and closed the door of the room with a slam. The rest of my father stood in the living room, looking at my figure disappearing from the room, and a lot of words choked in my throat. Finally, I had to sigh with a complicated expression. After all, he couldn't say it and walked away silently.

I sat on the bed and gently brushed my mother with my hands over the place where she had just slept. The slight depression seemed to print out my mother's figure. Although after such a long time, the remaining warmth had long disappeared, I still treated her as my mother in bed. I also lay down silently, looking at the ceiling and thinking about my mother, thinking about the scene of sleeping with my mother, thinking about having sex with my mother, and loving each other, embracing each other and blending... Happy memories with her...

Maybe it was because of the tiredness of Xu Fatty in the past few days and the fact that he had been worried about his father's appearance, his attitude changed, his uneasy premonition, and all kinds of burdens made me exhausted. I was thinking about my mother's affairs, and I fell asleep unconsciously as I thought about it.

When I woke up, it was already dark. I touched my stomach and found that I didn't seem to have eaten anything since last night. I ran out of the old lady in the morning and didn't eat anything. It was almost ten or twenty hours. It was a big mistake. It was just that I was about to walk to the door. I suddenly thought that my father was outside, but I stopped and turned the wrist of the door handle, and I looked like I was stubborn and sat back on the bed.

Knock, knock, knock At this moment, the door of the room was knocked, and the voice of my father came from outside the door, Xiaofeng, come out to eat something! You haven't eaten today. No need, I'm not hungry, and I don't want to eat what you cooked. I still said toughly

Don't get angry with your own body. You are growing up now! If you don't eat, you will be malnourished. Don't worry, I'm not going to starve to death. You kid... Oh, forget it, I cooked the food on the table. When you are hungry, you come out to eat. Remember to come out! After saying that, my father's footsteps slowly walked away, but I still sat indifferently on the bed, letting my stomach gulp until I heard my mother's movements coming from outside. After learning that it was my mother who was back, I immediately jumped out of the bed and rushed out of the room

I saw my mother coming back from outside in a dusty manner, still wearing formal clothes as usual. No matter how hot the weather was, she was still wearing a women's black suit jacket as usual. I thought it was strange before and I asked my mother, but at that time my mother answered a little general and perfunctory. However, since I had sex with my mother, I realized that it was not that my mother was willing to wear so thick, but that she had to wear it. If there was no extra coat to cover it up, my mother's proud pair of breasts would have popped up long ago. As the principal of a key middle school in the city, if she went to work with a pair of big cows every day, what would you think about the students and teachers in the school? Just thinking about that picture is embarrassing.

My appearance made my mother's eyes dodge. I saw a hint of joy in my mother's eyes at home, but it flashed quickly. As if I had ignored my father before, my lips trembled slightly. I was about to shout: Mom...?

Wife, are you back? I'll help you heat up the food. Xiaofeng didn't eat either. You can eat with Xiaofeng! Dad's voice appeared behind me at the right time

Hearing my father calling her wife, mother's brows frowned slightly, and her red cherry lips moved slightly, as if she wanted to refute something, but when she saw that I was present, she didn't say anything and glanced at her coldly, "No need, I've eaten outside, then walked towards the room."

Mother……

My mother passed by me, and I raised my eyebrows and wanted to scream, but I was choked back by my mother's cold eyes.

Seeing that my mother didn't accept his affection, my father had to turn around and say to me: Since your mother has eaten, Xiaofeng, you go and eat a little! Dad has cooked so many dishes, it's a pity that I don't eat too much! I feel it's a pity that you can eat for that vixen! I don't mind. After that, I turned around and went back to my own room.

I ignored my words and would hurt my father. Since he did such a thing, it would be no wonder that others would say he was just that I am really qualified to say he was dad? I also did something ruthless to my mother. I just wanted to use this to stand on the moral high ground to make myself feel better and reduce some guilt. After all, my father is just cheating, but my mother and I are really incest. If my father knew that his wife and his son had rolled the sheets countless times, his son would not know how much semen had been infused into his wife's vagina. If my father knew all this, he would not feel guilty to me and my mother because of the cheating incident. He felt that he owed me and my mother and swallowed us.

I don’t know how long I sat in the room. It was not until I heard my father going out that I got out of bed and walked out of the room. After checking to make sure my father was really out, I turned around and walked towards the study room. As usual, my mother usually works in the study room or read some information. I opened the door of the study room and walked in directly. Sure enough, my mother was using the computer keyboard and seemed to be typing something.

Mother……

I shouted at my mother, but my mother didn't even look up at me. I continued to do her business and walked to my mother unwillingly. Mom, do you really want this?

I have made it clear that my mother finally raised her head. Although her tone was not very cold, the dullness of emotions gave people a feeling of keeping others from thousands of miles away. I am your mother, and we are destined to be together!

Then why didn't you say that before Dad came back and when we had sex, didn't you reject me? It proved that Mom, you also have me in your heart, right?

Don’t talk about what sex... in the future.... I used to be confused for a while. I was also confused because of your father and that vixen. I did something ugly with you... that goes against ethics. Do you know what we are? The abnormal love between mother and son cannot be allowed. Besides, my mother’s recent work has reached a critical moment, and no mistakes must be made. If someone knows about mother and you, my mother’s future and your future will be ruined. If it is just for your work, I can tolerate it and I can make any cooperation...

That's different. Do you think your mother is very glorious as the principal of No. 1 Middle School of the City? Almost every step is like walking on thin ice. If a wrong step is done, it will be doomed. If there is a problem with my mother's reputation at this time, the whole thing will be over. Haha, is work, so important? Is it so important to you to be the principal of No. 1 Middle School of the City? It's so important to give up my feelings?

Whatever you think about my misunderstanding, my mother didn't plan to refute it. She turned her head to the computer, intending to ignore me anymore

I don't believe it, mom, I don't believe that you really have no feelings for me. Of course, there is love, but it will only be an ordinary mother-son relationship. It was before, from now on, and from now on, my mother was pulled up from the chair by me, but she looked at my eyes without any timidity and said firmly.

I don't believe it, I won't believe it. Mom, you said, do you have any difficulties? Well! We can face it together. I was crying and tears have already flowed out. Say um! You said that you chose to let go of our feelings for other reasons. Say Ah Mom, I...

Seeing her son Xiaofeng shouting so hysterically, a trace of unbearableness flashed through Chen Shuxian's eyes, but the next second she subconsciously touched the position of her mons pubis through the skirt, and soon became absolute. Chen Shuxian, you must not be soft-hearted. I have no difficulties. What do you think can coerce your mother? Xiaofeng, with your conditions, there will definitely be a lot of girls who like you in the future. Why should you be obsessed with an old woman like your mother?

Chen Shuxian didn't want to say so resolutely, but she knew that if she didn't take this opportunity to make her son Xiaofeng give up on her, she didn't know whether she could be cruel to reject him next time. Just this time she didn't know how determined she had made before she could speak out. There was another time, she really couldn't guarantee that she would be soft-hearted.

No, I will not want anyone, I just want you, Mom, even if the whole world opposes, I will still love Mom, I will not give up. For a moment, Chen Shuxian's heart-freezing lake was filled with a sign of breaking, unless she really didn't feel it, otherwise any woman would be moved by Chen Shuxian when she heard this sentence. Although it was very short, it was said in the mouth of her beloved son, and she said it to her. She really felt that her whole heart was filled instantly, and she even had a hint of impulse, wanting to give up and rush up to hug him, embrace the young face that deeply moved her from the bottom of her heart, but she couldn't do this, the thing hidden in her heart, she didn't want her to leave any stains in her son's mind, she could only be determined and more determined to be heartbroken.

Xiao Feng...

Suddenly, I looked at my mother's figure and remembered the scene when I had sex with her on the bed. Suddenly, I rushed up, pressed my mother to the wall, and tried to force her to kiss her cheeks and lips. My mother was stunned by my sudden action. Then she realized that she wanted to push me away and struggled desperately in my arms.

What are you going to do...

My mother didn't know where a big force came from and really pushed me away. She looked at me with a little palpitation, and couldn't believe that I would do such a thing.

I seemed to be crazy. I want to prove that you love me. I want to prove that you love me. I also have feelings for me. It is said online that the body is the place where humans will never lie. If my mother's body reacts to me, you can't refute me! Don't...

Seeing her son who was like he was losing his mind, Chen Shuxian was afraid that she was not afraid of her son raping her, but that she was afraid that her body would react to her son as she said. She never doubted this. Sometimes when she was taking a shower, she thought of her son's majestic body and lower body... She would unconsciously get wet, let alone that her son would really force her to get on.

Just when Chen Shuxian thought it was about to be exposed, the sound of opening the door came from outside the study room. Chen Shuxian seemed to have seen the savior. Xiaofeng, your father is back, hurry up, go out quickly. Hearing the word "Dad", I woke up immediately. When I saw my mother's panic, I realized that I was too impulsive just now. I walked out of the study room. Before leaving, I looked at my mother, and seemed to be telling her, "I won't give up."

When I went out, I happened to meet my father coming in from outside. When my father saw me, he smiled. Xiao Feng Ah... I didn't have any um! My father bought some cakes and came back...

No, I'm not hungry. I threw a fierce sentence and returned to my own room and left my dad alone with awkward

The mother in the study, looking at the door of the study, she completely collapsed on the chair in front of the computer desk. She seemed to have exhausted all her strength. If her husband had not come back, she really didn't know how to end it. Her son refused her in every way but still didn't give up. To be honest, she was a little happy in her heart, but it wouldn't work if she continued like this. Even she didn't know how long she could last. No, she had to come up with a way to make her son give up completely.

She didn't know if it was correct to do this, but she could only think of doing this. Only then can the harm caused to her son even if the matter was exposed, it would not be so great. She tried hard to tell herself that all this was for her son Xiaofeng, and she would not let anyone hurt him in anything, which was the only thing she could do

How can Yiran make her son Xiaofeng give up! She knew her son’s feelings for her. Didn’t she slowly let go of the grudges in her heart because of her son’s persistence, put down the constraints of the moral framework, put down the identity of her mother, and really get together with her son?

Chen Shuxian spit out a rosy leaf, sitting in front of the computer but not on it. Suddenly she heard the voice of her husband outside, and a sudden flash of inspiration, maybe this could be...