Chapter 115: Rest in peace

In order to achieve his father's goal, he almost tried all the ways to please me and my mother. Unfortunately, I was holding my stomach at that time. In addition, my father did not expect that during the time he left home, his wife and his son were no longer the same as he left.

If my father had known at that time, what his wife and his son had done would have probably not have used such gentle means

But it's ridiculous. What my father did was not about Liu Huiying's business, it was entirely decided by his father himself.

Maybe even Liu Huiying didn't expect that after her father broke off his thoughts, he would be so heartless that he would go back to find a place for his wife and son to live in.

It was not until later that Liu Huiying accidentally discovered her father's purpose, but at the same time, her father often had to go to the hospital due to cervical vertebrae cancer, which finally made Liu Huiying discover her father's condition. After weighing the pros and cons, Liu Huiying made another decision.

I told my father the truth, that is, when my mother married her father, she was already pregnant. Under the conditions at that time, how big would it be for a woman to get pregnant before marriage? In order not to destroy her reputation, my mother married her father.

Dad has always had doubts. After all, when he was young, he became a great beauty. Whether in terms of conditions or hardware in all aspects, the mother and dad are not a perfect match at all, but the mom chose dad.

But at that time, my father was blinded by joy and didn't think so much, and then he kept his doubts in his heart. It was not until now that Liu Huiying was so instigated that my father recalled it again.

The former suspicion, coupled with the indifference to him and the indifference on the bed for many years after his marriage, was sought after by Liu Huiying, who was scheming, and with his father's personality, he believed Liu Huiying's words.

It also made my father's resentment for many years. When I learned that his family was just an illusion, he was just a complete fool, who helped others raise their son for more than ten years, his wife, the woman who deceived him for so many years.

Dad finally broke out at this moment, and then I witnessed the quarrel between my father and mother, thus taking away the deed of the house hidden in the room

Even my father didn't expect that after he handed over everything to Liu Huiying, he thought he could leave with peace of mind.

After he was ill, Liu Huiying sent him to the hospital, but he never showed up again, just leaving a letter.

Take away the private money that my father had secretly hidden from his mother for many years, as well as the deed of the house, and disappeared.

Halfway through, my father woke up several times and asked the nurse, who said that Liu Huiying had never appeared

Once, twice, three times... Gradually, my father was desperate. He never dared to open the letter Liu Huiying left to him because he was afraid that he was not a fool. When he saw Liu Huiying's behavior, he also had some guesses.

But what my father didn't expect was... It turned out that I was a complete fool from beginning to end, a fool who was led by someone's nose. Speaking of this, my father laughed sarcastically

I did not sympathize with my father's sarcasm. Instead, I noticed a point, the deed? I looked at my mother in a hurry, and my father took away our deed?

Mom didn't speak, obviously she had known it a long time ago

I immediately yelled at my father and said angrily: You...How can you take away your mother's deed? How can you... Even if your mother has betrayed you, most of the house was my mother's money at the beginning, and grandparents also funded a large part of it. How can you...What qualifications do you have to take away your mother's deed...

Sorry... Cough cough... I was also stunned by anger. My father's eyes were gloomy. He didn't dare to face me. He lowered his head and said guiltyly

you……

I wanted to say something, but my mother controlled me with one hand and signaled me not to speak again.

Then he turned his head and looked at his father, still without any expression, as if he was not sympathetic to his father's experience, but his tone was a little trembling in the cold, and it was obvious that my mother was not as calm as it was on the surface.

What did the letter left by that woman write?

Letter... By the way, my father mentioned a letter just now

When my mother asked, my father closed his eyes and wrote...hahaha... letter...

What was written in the letter? How idiotic is I, I can be so stupid? After my father laughed wildly, he was deeply calm and his eyes were full of gray.

That woman...

The child in her belly is not my breed at all!!!

Ah? My mother and I immediately showed a shocked expression. The plot reversed too quickly, right? However, I felt deeply pity for my father, and even looked down on the matter of taking the deed just now.

Everything she said was lying to me. She just wanted to find someone to be a buyer. She had an affair with the leader of her work in the unit a long time ago...

It turns out that Liu Huiying is not a woman who is self-disciplined. She has extraordinary relationships with several leaders at the same time. Naturally, the seed in her belly is not her father's at all. It is a sinful seed she didn't know which man she accidentally got into sleep with.

However, at that time, Liu Huiying didn't think too much. It was not until once that father went to Uncle Jingming's place to have a meal and drink that Liu Huiying met his father again. After all, Liu Huiying was still angry that his father did not keep the appointment back then.

Reunited with her father again, and some of Liu Huiying's thoughts revived again. With the child in her belly, she had a complete plan.

Liu Huiying has never let go of this. After Liu Huiying came to my house and saw her father, mother and me, and her family's harmonious life, her mind became more and more sinister and wanted to destroy all this.

My mother's daily casual and cold personality turned into a arrogant attitude in Liu Huiying's eyes, which made Liu Huiying make up her mind to snatch her father back from her mother's side.

Just as Liu Huiying was about to eat when her father went to Uncle Jingming's house for dinner, she planted the seeds. While her father was drunk, she put some aphrodisiacs in her father's mouth, and then put sleeping pills in her husband's wine. That night, my father was naturally justified. Everything that shouldn't have happened with Liu Huiying. It was not until the next day that my father realized it later. However, my father always regarded it as his drinking and trouble. Everything was his responsibility. He had never doubted Liu Huiying.

Then, Liu Huiying, who came back from my house, made a paternity test and sent it to her father after the child in her belly arrived and the paternity test was available.

Besides, I believe everyone knows what happened next. Sure enough, Liu Huiying succeeded in the end. My father left me and my mother, and when my mother and I needed him the most, it was also from that time that my mother and I gradually became disappointed and even despaired.

Also, Liu Huiying lied to her father and said that her son and Uncle Jingming's son, that is, Brother Xiao Ming, who is older than me. I have forgotten what I called him at the beginning. It's casual. Anyway, it doesn't matter. It's good that you know who it is. It's my father's species.

Something happened to my father and Liu Huiying back then. I guess it was a deviant thing between my father and Liu Huiying. It happened to be the age of Brother Xiao Ming. My father naturally believed it without doubt.

It is also because of this that my father and Uncle Jingming and Brother Jingming turned against each other. However, Uncle Jingming and Brother Xiaoming have been together for so many years. Even if they are not related by blood, Uncle Jingming still regards Brother Xiaoming as his biological son. Therefore, during the divorce, Uncle Jingming can not spread all the matters of Liu Huiying, or even tell others that they have divorced, but Brother Xiaoming belongs to Uncle Jingming.

Seeing this, Liu Huiying naturally wanted to do so, because at that time, several leaders of Liu Huiying's company had already run away due to years of corroding the company and sucking the company's blood.

Liu Huiying had no way out. She originally thought that after the incident was exposed, Uncle Jingming would sweep her and Brother Xiaoming out. Seeing Uncle Jingming asking for Brother Xiaoming, she naturally wanted it.

Then, the time came not long ago. After Liu Huiying learned about her father's illness, she knew that her father was in the near future. She had a new plan in her mind, planning to ask her father to get her a house deed. With her ability in the agency for many years, the name of everyone on the house deed would not be difficult for her. It would not be difficult to turn the house deed into her assets.

So, she used her father's last remaining value and evaporated after getting her father's deed. Anyway, the children and other things in her belly are just lying to dad, and they have nothing to do with dad, so she can leave very casually. Moreover, from the beginning, she also wanted to find a support and avenge her father's hatred that hurt her feelings.

However, Liu Huiying was not so careless. At least she sent her father to the hospital so that she would not let her father die of illness in the rental house.

In fact, after the final analysis, Liu Huiying still has a little affection for her father. After divorced Uncle Jingming, Liu Huiying, a woman, had plans to live with her father. Otherwise, with Liu Huiying's appearance, would it be difficult to find support? But she didn't expect that her father would suffer from cancer, and she was about to die in the late stage. In terms of reality and the emotional attachment of the past, she chose the former.

Perhaps when my father didn't keep the appointment to find her, she no longer had love, and her heart was already dead

Many times, even she herself is confused. Why is she alive until she meets her father again. The longing that has been hidden in her heart for many years erupts again, awakening her so-called feelings again. This is also why she is so hard and dedicated to tie her father back to her side again!

But in the end, reality defeated her, and it might be her retribution and she is not worthy of having love anymore

Many years ago, the relationship between her and her father, two people with their own families, were wrong from the beginning. Until now, a lot of things happened in the middle. When I thought I could finally get together, one side would leave forever

Such a reality may be the retribution for Liu Huiying, who has a cold relationship, to destroy other people's families!

Although Liu Huiying, a woman, is not worthy of sympathy, I have to say that she is also a pathetic woman. She ruined her family, her father, her father's happiness, and finally her own.

Now Liu Huiying has taken her father's deed, the money she saved in her life, and the money she left behind when she was someone else's mistress, and the child in her belly has disappeared with her.

But... I don't know if it will be the beginning of a new story... A single mother... Haha, who knows? Isn't it? What's funny is that my father betrayed everyone for Liu Huiying and turned against his best brother. All he got was Liu Huiying's woman left without a word, and she didn't even want to wait for him for the last moment.

Liu Huiying knew that her father had not had much time. Even a stranger, a more kind volunteer, accompanied an old man through the last journey of his life.

Yiran changed to Liu Huiying. A father paid countless prices for her, but he didn't even look at her. After being thrown in the hospital, he evaporated.

Are you laughing? Sad, lamentable!! Dad's eyes shot over and looked at me, countless guilt flashed in his eyes, Xiao Feng... I'm sorry, it was Dad who hurt you, your mother, and our family. It was only now that I realized that whether there is blood relationship or not is not important at all. A Ming can do it, why can't I do it? And I once made fun of A Ming when I was secretly intimate with that bitch Liu Huiying. It turns out that the person I can't see through is me.

Xiao Feng...I know I have done a lot of wrong things, and I also know that I am not qualified to get your forgiveness, but I still want you to call me Dad. Even for the sake of my not long-term life, it is okay to give me some comfort. Is it okay?

Dad's complexion is getting worse and worse than when we came in, as if he didn't know when he would lose consciousness. The same is true. Dad still wants to ask for my forgiveness with a pleading look

In fact, my father's original intention is not bad, and he has never forgotten the emotions he has lived together for so many years. Even a dead thing has been with him for hundreds of days, thousands of days, day after day, year after year, as time accumulates, no feelings have become emotional, and humans are emotional animals.

But under the instigation of that woman Liu Huiying, there is a fact that no man can accept, and there is also the resentment towards his mother for many years. On the one hand, under the circumstances, he must have had his own child in his heart, and on the other hand, he was deceived for many years, cuckolded for so many years, and raised a bastard for others for so many years. I believe that as long as he is a man, he will subconsciously choose the former. No matter how long the latter has lived with him or how deep the relationship is, it is good. This is an unbearable shame for men.

I believe that every man has an instinctive resistance to green things, except for some guys who express their opinions in their hearts.

Suddenly, at the last moment of his life, blood relationship is no longer important to his father. These days he is lying on the hospital bed, sometimes awake and sometimes sleeping

He recalled his life and realized that all his happy and warm time were the days of living with his son and wife. He also realized that he had always been happy, and happiness had never left his side, but he could not see it and turned it away.

Now he has woken up, but it is too late. If he wants to make up for it, he has no chance anymore.

His only greatest hope now is to get forgiven by his wife and children, so that even if he dies immediately, he can rest in peace

My father's eyes met me, and I swallowed it for a moment. The tone that was about to soften became indifferent instantly. Forgive me? I will never forgive you even if I die!!

Hearing my words, my father's eyes stagnated, and his whole expression suddenly became gloomy. If you don't forgive me, it's right for you to forgive me, I really don't deserve to forgive...

I didn't want to say something... At this time, my mother, who had not spoken for a long time, spoke

I wanted you to be so confused and puzzled. You can die as much as you like. It's best for you to die with your eyes open.

Mom's tone is plain

But for the sake of your repentance at the last moment, I will tell you the truth! Don't let you go with regrets

More than ten years ago, I married you not because I was pregnant with Xiaofeng. In fact, Liu Huiying was right. Before I married you, I did love a man. At that time, I was still young. He was an educated youth who went to the countryside, which is the so-called educated youth. When I was in school, I was attracted by him and gradually fell in love with him. In the process of meeting and knowing him, we all knew that he was an educated youth who went to the countryside and would leave our city sooner or later, but we still fell in love without hesitation.

The good times didn't last long, just like when we fell in love at the beginning, the man was forced to go back. It's ridiculous, but in fact he could choose not to go back. Some educated youth were used to the simple life in the countryside, and some people were unwilling to go back. I believe you also know that educated youth could join the unit after they went back to the countryside. However, between the future and me, he chose the former.

At that time, it was the darkest period of my life. I wanted to go and find him, but you also know that at that time, communication was not as developed as it is now. I didn’t know where he went, but I still wanted to find him. No matter how difficult it was, I had to find him. But Xiaofeng’s grandparents stopped me. In that era, it was very dangerous for a girl to go out. The two of them were just me and one daughter. Naturally, they didn’t want me to leave their side, so they trapped me at home.

Actually, I had an agreement with that man. We foresaw everything that would happen a long time ago. He had promised me that even if he went back, he would come back to find me. I kept waiting, and finally waited until he came back. Just like many educated youth, after returning to the provincial capital, he also chose his career and secretly ran over to meet me when he completed the task assigned by his boss...

My mother paused when she said this. I don’t know if she had been talking for a long time. However, I stood behind my mother and didn’t notice something wrong in my mother’s eyes. It seemed that I had deliberately missed something and didn’t say it. But with my father’s current state, I naturally didn’t have the energy to pay attention to the changes in my mother’s expression.

My mother's voice slowly spoke in the quiet ward again

However, because he was going back to work, he didn't stay long before he went back. He promised me that he would come back to see me as long as he had time. However, since that time, I had no news about him. Until half a month later, a news came from the provincial capital. A vehicle to the provincial capital accidentally fell off the cliff on the way. No one in the car was spared from being able to find the body. His name appeared on the published death list. After learning the news, I was stunned. I never thought it would be like this. After that, I became extremely depressed and could not even continue my studies. If it weren't for the ties between my parents, I might have followed him.

Seeing me like this, Xiaofeng's grandparents didn't want me to continue to be depressed, so they thought that since I couldn't read, I would get married sooner. The thoughts of that era were more than my heart to die. At the moment when he died, my heart also died, and my life was dead. I did not refuse the decision of the two old people. Anyway, it was no different for me to marry anyone except him. At that time, I lived just to prevent the two old people from being so old and still worried about me. Maybe I could feel at ease after marrying them. With this mentality, I randomly chose the most honest person among the people chosen by the two old people.

I thought my life would be like this, but after marrying you, I gradually got used to this kind of life. I thought that after Xiaofeng's grandparents left, I would also go with me, but I didn't expect that I would not have the idea of ​​seeking death. Until Xiaofeng was born, I found that my heart, which had been silent for a long time, had changed again.

Xiaofeng's birth gave me the idea of ​​continuing to live, and the change in my mentality also affected my feelings for you. Unconsciously, I became accustomed to having you as a husband and this family. Gradually, I began to forget that man. I began to pay attention to the family we formed, so I was afraid that the things I had had feelings for that man before will make you know that the family we established would change.

I tried hard to cover up this matter and buried it deeply in my heart. Even my best friend didn't know that it was to live with you forever, watch Xiaofeng grow up slowly, and we can grow old together...

You know what happened next, so I won't say much...

You are...you mean...Xiaofeng is our child, my biological child...? Dad's weak voice couldn't stop trembling, and he seemed a little excited

Xiaofeng is really my child...?

Mom didn't move anyway, and still glanced at her dad in a simple way. You think of me as a woman. If I had a child with him... I wouldn't choose to marry anyone, but I chose to take care of Xiaofeng alone.

Mom, I am really my dad's biological son? You didn't lie to me! After listening to my mother telling the past story, I suddenly felt depressed and joy between my eyebrows.

So I'm not a bastard, I'm...

My mother did not nod, but glanced at me, "What a beast, it's so ugly. Even if you are not your father's biological child, you are also born to me. Could it be that you are alluding to me?"

Mom said coldly, without any concern about dad being on the side and being a dying patient

But at this moment my father was so happy that he didn't care about his mother's merciless words

And I was even more ecstatic

Even if I am so disappointed with my father and feel indifferent, I will leave the rest aside, if I have a choice, I still want my father to be my biological father.

What makes me even more happy is that my mother was not successful by a man other than my father. Although my mother had a relationship with other men, it was all about before her marriage with her father, and it was not considered cheating or something. Sure enough, my mother is still my mother.

I don't know why, although I didn't care about my mother's past before, even though my mother didn't tell her past, even if my mother was too unbearable, I just need to know that I love my mother.

Besides, I don't care much, but when I learned that my mother was still the cold and serious mother I used to be, I couldn't help but feel excited, as if I had won the Mark Six lottery, happier than

Then why didn't you say it before mom?

Why should I say? Since this bastard thinks you are not his son, don’t he like to be a buyer? Let him be a good one

I couldn't help but shake my head and smile bitterly when my mother was as arrogant as ever. Actually, I knew that my mother had no chance to say it. When she was arguing with her father, her father broke out this fact. My mother completely broke down because she couldn't accept what I knew for me. She didn't wake up until recently. However, my mother didn't have any good chance to say it. So today, I learned about all this. I didn't expect that there were so many things involved. It seemed that I thought about what happened this year, and it seemed that they were all involved.

My mother's words made my father lower his head in shame, and his joy was diluted a lot, his eyes drooped dullly. Sorry, Shuxian, I did something wrong...

I don't expect you to forgive me now, but at the end of my life, I can get the answer I want the most, and I can leave with confidence.

But you may suffer in the future, and Xiaofeng is getting older now. If...

Speaking of this, my father swallowed it. If Xiaofeng met a suitable one, he wouldn't object to it. You can find another one...

Mom shook her head, I'm tired and don't want to do so many things anymore. I just need anyone to live with Xiaofeng for the rest of my life.

Don't do this, you're still young...

Don't talk, I said I don't look for it, but I don't look for it. Before my father finished speaking, my mother interrupted her. I saw that my mother could not help but express her sadness at this moment.

If someone else said this, I would definitely be secretly happy and secretly laughed. My mother is my woman long ago, so why would she look for other men? If you want to look for me, Ah!

But at this moment, I couldn't get any interest in bad taste, because I could feel that my father's breath was getting weaker and weaker... Shuxian... I found that I was really stupid... but my only concern now is you and Xiao Feng. I already... already... I don't want you to ruin the happiness of your whole life for me... Listen to me, okay?

If you really want me to find another man, please get up and get divorced with me before talking about it. Otherwise, even if you die, I will still be your nominal wife...

After all, my mother's eyes were red. Facing the man she had been with her for more than ten years, it may not be love, but she must have family affection. No matter whether she loves him or not, she is always in memory of her and can't bear to leave her.

She didn't know if she had ever loved the man in front of her, but the undeniable man had left a deep mark in her heart. How many decades have there been in her life? Besides, it's not just ten years, twenty years are almost there, and her son Xiaofeng is seventeen years old this year

Whether it is love or hatred, even if it is hatred, hating a person for nearly twenty years is a rare miracle. Time will dilute everything, and nothing can escape the washing of time.

Even if a stranger lives together for twenty years, if it is calculated based on the average life span of human beings for eighty years, this is one quarter. After deducting birth to adulthood, the most beautiful years have been in these twenty years. I have long been used to being around each other. Even if I left a little while, I still know that he would live in a corner of the world. However, now leaving may be the difference between life and death.

Although... although I know it's a comforting word... I still feel so happy... It's very short... I'm so happy that you can see me at the end...

Dad's eyes were wafting, his pupils became dimmer and dimming. It gradually opened a crack and felt extremely difficult. He was so tired... so tired... He had too many regrets in his life and many sorry people. He still had a lot of words to say, he wanted to make up for it, he wanted to do a lot of things for his wife and son... there were many, many, many, but he could never finish it again.

He forced his last trace of will, opened his eyelids with difficulty, and took a last look at the two most important people he loved in his life, as if he wanted to deeply imprint the faces of the two people he loved most in his soul, and never forget them in the next life.

But his last trace of will cannot last for him. He knew that once he closed his eyes, he might never wake up forever, but he still forced himself to look at him again. The two faces that he was once very familiar with were also the two faces that he had abandoned by him. At this moment, looking at it for a long time felt that it was happiness... But this happiness came too late and too luxurious... In the end, Dad finally couldn't hold on, and his consciousness began to slowly disappear. At the end, Dad's hand completely sagged, and his eyes finally closed... Xiaofeng... Mom is left to you to take care of...

Then the electrocardiogram screen next to it turned into a straight line, and the beep was emitted

The sound... Dad!!!

I finally couldn't help but scream, but my father could no longer hear my voice

At this time, a group of doctors and nurses outside the door hurriedly ran in. A middle-aged man, who was obviously the attending doctor, stepped onto his father's bedside, and immediately took care of his father's pupils, pulse, heartbeat, etc. without saying a word, and then nodded to the nurse beside him.

The nurse immediately spread her hands to us. The two patients' families, we are going to rescue the patients now. Please leave here first.

I nodded and turned to look at my mother

I saw that my mother had become extremely dull at some point, her eyes were red, as if something was stuck in her throat and swallowed hard, and she couldn't say a word.

Seeing this, I had to help my mother outside the ward

Not long after, the doctor and the nurse came out. My mother wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and went up to me. Doctor, how are my dad doing?

Both me and my mother looked at the middle-aged doctor with a look of hope, hoping that what he said would be good news. Although my mother and I knew it, we still had a glimmer of hope... Yiran responded to me and my mother, the middle-aged doctor shook his head sadly, and didn't say much, just left a word to prepare for his funeral afterwards! Then he left

Dad... After getting the doctor's answer, my mother staggered back two steps. I was also sad and disbelief, and my body was shaking and almost fell to the ground.

Dad, just now...?