I sat blankly, my eyes wandering back and forth in the room, and my eyes finally fell on the pillow, remembering an action in front of the door this morning
I walked over, turned on the pillow, and a light-colored card card was exposed below.
Ji Tong's business card was printed very exquisitely, with pink and purple silk texture. I smelled it. The paper emitted a faint fragrance. The warmth of a woman came to her face. I carefully studied it. The front was printed with Chinese characters in several sizes and sizes. It was the small person in charge of finance, as well as the company address and phone number. When I saw it, it turned out to be a horse from Shanghai.
This discovery surprised me. I thought Ji Tong and Zhang Na were both train conductors on the railway. I didn’t expect to work in the office building in Meiluo City, Xujiahui. No wonder she was wearing a straight set when she appeared at my house yesterday, with a little more straight look at the reserve of an office woman, and less Zhang Na’s stinginess
I hesitated for a moment, picked up the phone and dialed her mobile phone number
Hello, who is it? The professional soft female voice came through the headphones. The background was very noisy, jingling, like in a restaurant
It's me, Xiaojun, do you still remember?
Oh, it's you... She lowered her voice suddenly, um...is there something wrong?
It's okay, I just want to call you and try it. What are you doing?
Oh, a few colleagues and I were having dinner with customers. After dinner, they went to karaoke. It was so fussing. She whispered, covering her mouth and phone with her hands. I called you in the afternoon and couldn't get through. Otherwise... I'll go to your place, I live in Meilong not far from your home, but don't come to see me... She wants to speak but stops
Her voice was getting lower and lower, and I could hear that she was afraid that others would notice it. I said in a hurry: OK, I will make an appointment with you tomorrow, and then call your cell phone.
Alas, see you tomorrow. Ji Tong hung up the phone aloof
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The blood-stained pen holder stood on the table, looking mockingly at me sitting in the corner of the sofa lonely. I stood up anxiously, turned around for a few times in the house, and finally sat down in front of the writing desk, turned on the computer screen, looked at it, and came out for a while. The absent-minded fingers fumbled on the keyboard for a long time and couldn't type a word, and then opened the drawer and looked for things, but I couldn't tell what I was looking for.
I sat at the table, with my elbows on the table, and my face covered with my hands.
Xu Jing left, and also took away the enthusiasm and yearning in my life. When I was living with her, I often woke up in the middle of the night, looking at her sleeping face, quietly nestled in my arms, and my wish for the beautiful future and the unknown future surged in my heart. Happy hope and the fear of loss were intertwined, inspiring me to remain vigilant every moment and face life with enthusiasm. At that time, the sun rising every day was worse than yesterday. Walking on the road, every breath was new, every bird's singing was a blessing, life was like a prosperous flower, blooming everywhere
However, Xu Jing left, disappeared without a trace, like a meteor passing through the sky, and the glory finally came to silence in an instant. Maybe she and I could only meet in our lives in an instant, and in a blink of an eye, each of us should not have crossed our lives.
Passion is just performed according to the established script, separation from life and death is just a line passed down by word of mouth, loyalty must be updated from time to time to catch up with the times
The song ends and the curtains fall slowly, and the outdated actors each end and walk away. The next scene is being brought to the dance, and a new character appears, a brand new script, a cliché plot, from Yan Xijiao and Zhang Wenyuan to falling in love with Cui Yingying, or Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman, there is another Zhang Daofan. Everyone is an actor and a director and screenwriter. The lighting props of the previous scene can come in handy in the next episode. After all, frugality is a kind of virtue of respect.
Walking on the street in the middle of the night, the evening breeze gently blows on the hot cheeks, the wanderings by the road looked at me walking alone in the night, without looking at me
Before I knew it, my footsteps stopped in front of Hongfan's door. The huge neon lights on the lintel tried hard to wake up the spirits. The spirit looked at the world coming and going in dismay
Push the door and climb the empty second floor along the wide log stairs
I shrank in the corner, letting the shaking lights spread all over my body. I heard the speakers coming from the big boy downstairs, holding the guitar and tying Xiaofang's name, Li Chunbo's ears were probably burning red tonight
The waiter brought beer and placed on the slatted table. Seeing his thin back disappearing from the stairs, I felt that he looked very much like my student days, passionate and vigorous, and my heart was filled with thoughts about the unknown world.
It is Ah, imagination. The reason why humans are different from animals is that we have imagination and then have the impulse to explore. Once even the enthusiasm for imagination is lost, genius will become the same as ordinary people.
But, do geniuses need in the world?
How many geniuses have sown bits of dragon seeds, and finally they have harvested fleas all over the world from ordinary people. The highest ideal of fleas is to suck more blood, as long as the blood does not belong to their own.
I am also a flea. Although I once hoped to become a dragon clan, when the ideals fell to pieces in reality, the fiery dragon heart had to be worn on the armor of insects, and maybe it would be destroyed. Wang Bing is like this, Sun Dong is like this, Shang Yu, Jiang Min is like this, I can't escape, what about Hong Liang?
Can he save himself?
Well! A gentle cough came from behind, interrupting my chaotic thoughts
Looking back, there was a woman in black sitting in the dark corner. Her thick hair was like carefully trimmed black satin, strictly covering half of her pale and clear face, revealing only a cold eye
She avoided my gaze, lowered her eyes, took out the cigarette box from the delicate black leather bag, smoked one, and gently paused on the table with slender cigarettes in her index finger and middle finger, her eyes floating around like flowing water
I stood up and leaned over, took out the lighter, and snap!
The ground was bent down and handed over. The orange flame jumped in front of her eyes. The woman stared at her for a second, then she sucked the cigarette between her purple-red lips expressionlessly.
Can I sit? I took back the lighter and was about to shake her head
She nodded and waved her hand to the chair opposite: Sit and chat with me. She smiled slightly and showed off a row of white teeth. Do you often come here?
While sitting down, I replied casually: No, the third time
Local? She asked
What? I'm a little confused
I asked if you were born locally in Shanghai?
Luckily, I found that she was speaking authentic Mandarin, but she was not interested in asking about the origin
Lucky? Why? It's her turn to be confused
Because it can save a lot of trouble, such as temporary residence permit, I took a sip of wine and said seriously, "You know, those who do our business don't like to see the face of the government the most. If I have to be with the yamen in everything, I can't make money."
How is the business? Is it easy to do? She had a faint smile on her face and was fiddling with cigarettes in her hands
OK, I don't care about the sarcasm in her eyes, I put my back on the chair, crossed my legs, took off my glasses and wiped the lenses with my handkerchief.
She also divided her long-term customers and short-term customers? She opened her eyes wide in surprise
It's Ah, long-term customers are on the monthly basis, and they also provide food and accommodation. The fees are relatively expensive. Short-term customers are cheaper. Three or four hundred per hour.
So cheap? She was even more surprised and stopped the cigarette between her fingers
Cheap? I sighed with accusation, Alas! We also want to ask for more, but they don’t want to give in. What can I do?
The price department? What's the matter with the price department here? The young woman's eyes turned on me. Which job are you doing?
Which industry? Service industry! I said frankly and looked at her sincerely
Serving...sex industry? She asked tentatively
Sex industry? I was exaggeratedly surprised, see where you are thinking about it? It is a service sex industry!
What kind of profession do you have? To be honest! The woman held back her laughter and asked, and she began to understand that I was leading her around just now.
I am a doctor, I lifted my cup and raised it to her, Medical Services Industry
Ha ha ha ha!
She burst into laughter, you really know how to tug! Haha... After laughing for a while, the woman suddenly sighed, Alas..., I haven't laughed like this for a long time
After saying that, his eyes fixedly stared at the desktop and fell into deep thought, without saying a word
It's hard to be alone in Shanghai? I put down my wine glass and smiled
It's Ah, nothing is difficult, there is not even a friend who can tell the truth, how can you be like you locals? She took a look and said that she was born and raised, and she has a wide range of popularity.
But if you spend all day in the corner of the bar, you will not come to meet you by yourself, right?
Haha, it makes sense, isn't this? She pouted at me, and didn't you just run?
I was speechless for a moment and smiled
How about accompanying me out for a walk? She raised her face and suggested, I am not very familiar with the road in Shanghai, so you can be a guide, okay?
Okay, I left as soon as I said, I stood up and accompanied her downstairs. I found that she was wearing a long black dress that was dragged to her feet, but there were orange velvet slippers on her feet. I asked hesitantly, "Where are you living in is very close to here?"
Yes, I'll go back and change my clothes first. You can wait downstairs for a while, can you?
OK, as I was talking, my pager rang. I looked down and saw that it was the number of the hospital ward. My heart sank: No!
I hurried to the public phone and dialed the nurse's office in the ward. Xiaoyan's voice sounded very loud: Come back quickly! Dr. Qian has something to ask you for, let's talk about it when you come back!
After putting down the phone, I smiled apologetically at the woman standing beside me: Unfortunately, Corey wants me to rush back, no, I will accompany you on Sunday, right?
It's OK, next time, the woman's expression was a little lost. She looked elsewhere and stopped for a while. She realized that she was out of control. She shook her head in habit, tweaked her long hair like a waterfall behind her head, and sent me back
After coming out of the community where Zhuang Xiaochun lives, I took a taxi and drove to the hospital. Before leaving, she and I left the email address. It was a coincidence that they were all Yahu
It took only a few steps from Hengshan Road to Jing'an Temple. The car turned left and arrived at the hospital.
The ward at midnight was quiet, only my leather shoes made sloping footsteps on the ground of the terrazzo. I was wondering, a small door by the corridor opened, Xiao Yan poked out half of her body from the nurse's lounge and waved to me with a smile
What happened? Where is the eldest brother? I walked over and asked her
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
She grabbed my arm, her soft chest pressed against my arm through the clothes, her eyes were very interesting, and my heart trembled.
Don't go home so late? Are you not afraid of your husband knowing? Xiaoyan has just been married for two or three months, and I have some burdens
What are you afraid of? He was on a business trip. She smiled distractedly and grabbed my chest with her right hand
I had a midnight snack in a hotpot restaurant run by Sichuan people. The big bowl of red oil made our tongues numb, and the backs of our shirts were wet. The night wind in early autumn blew, and it was chilly.
The alley is dark and the street lights are broken, no one cares if the street lights are broken. I mumbled and pulled Xiaoyan, step by step under my feet, and walked towards my house through the moonlight.
Just as I turned around the corner, a black shadow rushed out to block our way, stop! Borrow... Borrow some money! The shadow lowered his voice and expressed his financial difficulties concisely
Hum? Borrow... money? I was scared at first, and then I tried to calm down. How much did I borrow? The Green Forest Man with his eyes was half a head shorter than me, and I couldn't hear any accent in any province
Stop talking nonsense! How much do you want! The man bullied him, a hard object pressing my stomach through his clothes, hurry up! He stomped his feet anxiously and turned back to the entrance of the alley
Huang…Huang Jun, Yi Yes, Yes, Yes, Strong… Xiaoyan was already scared and hugged my arm tightly, her body trembling
Don't be too slow! Pay money quickly! Otherwise, you're welcome! The sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-
The bad breath of my teeth that was not brushed in the sky came to my face, which made me feel disgusted
I pulled out my arm from Xiao Yan's arms and glanced at the back. There was a black shadow standing outside five or six steps. Damn it! I was attacking on both sides. I cursed and my heart tightened.
My friend, I'll give it to you
I slowly reached out to touch my suit top, quietly used my elbow to block Xiaoyan, who was standing in a daze, and at the same time slowly took out her skin and looked at her. The helper behind her was looking around uneasyly.
Take it! Seeing that the wealth was obtained, the hero reached out to pick it up
My hand was handed too far, and my wallet hit his chest and bounced to the ground. He hesitated for a moment and wanted to pick it up.
The hand is two doors, and I hit people all with my feet. This is the first time I lost a fight in elementary school. My dad learned the lessons I learned for me.
My mother's long-term education on me with clothes and hats has shown value. When my left hand caught the other party's right wrist holding the knife unexpectedly, it was fine to tie the hem of the suit with a button rigorously.
You... He was stunned, looking confused as he suddenly shot out the ray of a poisonous snake from his eyes.
His suspicion left a precious half-second gap until my right foot kicked from bottom to top into the center of his crotch
Á!'s scream, the man was so painful that his legs were pinched and his waist bent
I pulled up with my left hand, held his right elbow with my right hand, turned my body into his armpits, and carried my waist with my shoulders, and whispered!
With a sound, the intern hero turned over like a bag of potatoes over my right shoulder.
Plop!
His body hit the concrete floor heavily, making a dull tremor. When the dagger flew out of the distance, I was excited and threw away his right arm, stepped forward with half a step forward to support the center of gravity, raised his left and raised an arc, and the hard leather shoe tip hit his eyes hard.
He was arching his waist, trying to get up with both hands, but the sudden slam made his head back, and the upper half of his body was thrown up under the influence of the momentum. He sat on the ground, opened his mouth, and then fell down
A slight footsteps came into my ears, and I couldn't help but feel excited all over. I turned around suddenly. Xiaoxi, who was looking at the wind, stood blankly. My movement reminded him. He shrank his neck and looked at me at a loss.
Why don’t you run away!? I shouted loudly and glanced at the surrounding ground quickly: Even if there is half a brick, it’s good!
Dada Dada... The little thing woke up and ran away desperately like a frightened rabbit along the alley
Catch the robber! There is a bad guy! Xiaoyan's sharp and thin voice suddenly rang out, and I jumped in shock and rushed forward to cover her mouth: What are you calling? As soon as the joint defense team arrived, we both exposed it!
Sure enough, a series of rapid whistles came from a distance
I picked up my wallet and hurriedly pulled Xiaoyan away from the scene. Before leaving, I put my feet on the ribs lying on my back.
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After a long journey, I finally entered the house
Xiaoyan was still in shock. She was excitedly walking around the room, pointing fingers and slashing at her before.
Oh! Blood! She screamed and pointed at me
I looked down and saw a two-inch-long wound on the back of my left hand, which kept bleeding. Oh, probably because I was stabbed. I said carelessly that my nerves were in excitement did not feel any pain. I took out a handkerchief to cover the back of my hand, led Xiaoyan into the toilet, pointed to the medicine cabinet on the wall, came, help me wrap it up
Does it hurt? Xiaoyan asked with concern while carefully cleaning the wound
The pain is a little bit. What I worry about the most is the tendon. I carefully bent and stretched my fingers. Fortunately, the injury is not deep
You are so awesome, you threw him so far in the air! She gestured with a gaze, and the alcohol from the cotton swab was thrown everywhere
I pretended to be humble and smiled: What's the matter? When I was in college, I could lift a barbell of 100 kilograms five times in a row.
Really?! Xiaoyan pinched my arms in admiration, Well, the muscles are quite strong and very hard
Just pull it down, you pinched my bones, how can you not be hard?
We laughed and made a bunch of them, Xiaoyan finished bandaging in two or two
My balcony is very spacious, extending out of the exterior wall of the building and hanging high in the air. Except for the brick-sided parts next to the building wall on both sides, the front facing out is completely open. There is a steel pipe at a height of half a person. A row of steel bars as thick as fingers are inserted into the cement floor of the balcony, about half a foot away, a distance of about half a foot away
I lay on the railing, looking down at the lawn, one or two walking figures could be vaguely distinguishable
Xiaoyan turned off the lights in the room and walked onto the balcony, hugged my wide back, and I turned around and pulled her petite body into my arms. The two of them held the railings in front and back, staring blankly at the cold moon in the air, and ecstasy. On the left and right, two neighbors chatted on their respective balcony, talking about the stock market. I don’t know who was listening to short waves, and the night wind drifted. The United States on the other side of the sea...
Can you help me lay my hair down? Her hands groped behind my head
I took off a few hairpins, and my long black hair poured down like a waterfall. Your hair is so nice and dense. I lowered my head and kissed her, and my hair was as cool as water
Haha, Xiaoyan smiled and turned her head back, her hair on her forehead drifted down, covering both sides of her face. Do you and I look like Li Jiaxin?
No, Li Jiaxin's face is too wide, you look more like Tian Zhen
She lay in my arms and smiled so hard that she could not see her face clearly in the darkness
My face was buried in her shoulders, sucking her snow-white neck deeply, and my lips gradually moved downwards, and my fingers quickly unbuttoned the buttons on her shirt chest
Um... Xiaoyan moaned softly, and I pressed her upper body against the iron railing. She stroked my face and lowered her voice: Go take a shower first, then do it, sweating and sticky, and feel uncomfortable
The shower head rustled, and the small bathroom was filled with mist
Xiaoyan used a plastic bag to cover my left hand and carefully tied the bag mouth to my wrist. Okay, when it gets wet, it will become purulent. She lifted my elbow and held my left hand in the air. Don't move around, I'll take soap for you.
As she said that, she took the soap from the soap rack and held it in her hand, gently applying it all over my body.
I stood, quietly enjoying the woman's weak fingers wandering behind her chest, and raised her crotch unknowingly
whee!
Xiaoyan smiled and patted her penis, be honest!
She shrank her hands and soaked her body, while asking casually, "Li Lin from the radiology department is going to be the director of the hospital office. Do you know?"
Hearing a little wind, I didn't expect it was him. My right hand was on her round shoulder, touching her tender and smooth flesh
What could you think of? Xiaoyan disagreed
If it comes to seniority, is Li Tingguang in the radiology department ranked ahead of Li Lin?
You are so arrogant. She curled her lips contemptuously. Where can Li Tingguang compare with Li Lin with Zhang Ping's help?
Ah? The head nurse has a way to go? I'm puzzled
The way is Dean Fang. Didn’t you see how short Zhang Ping’s skirt has become after Lao Fang became the vice president? She ran to him every few days to promote Li Lin.
The smile on Xiaoyan's face is weird
Lao Fang is using her set?
What's there to eat? It's useless to eat if you don't eat it. She said lightly
Wow! Zhang Ping is really willing to sacrifice for her lover!
Humph! This is called sacrificing oneself and fulfilling oneself. Xiao Yan said contemptuously, isn’t it time for Li Lin to have a day before she can benefit from it?
Then... Zhang Ping and Lao Fang had a leg, didn't Li Lin feel sour? I'm getting more and more confused about the accounts
She glanced at me: Why sour? If you want to gain something, invest first. Besides, Zhang Ping will not suffer any loss. She will definitely be the adjustment of the nursing director next year.
I was shocked, admired Zhang Ping and others' careful calculations, opened my mouth, and finally couldn't say anything, so I had to rinse the soap foam in a bad mood, wipe it dry, and walked out of the bathroom, and followed Xiaoyan to bed.
In the darkness, I leaned on Xiaoyan and slowly swung. The complicated plot she revealed just now was still circling in my mind. She was already full of lust, with her legs slippery and her body responded violently, constantly raising her legs, her legs tightly wrapped around my body like winding vines.
I tried hard to calm my mind and gradually speeded up, but the scene of Li Lin and Zhang Ping that night came back to my eyes more clearly
Xiaoyan's breath, um, there was a sound, as I shook, I lifted my butt upwards to cater to it. A fireball slowly rose from the depths of her lower abdomen, accompanied by a tremor. In an instant, her body became hot and rolled, and large pieces of redness appeared in the skin between her chest and abdomen.
The dark and dense forest, the pointed and banana... I recited these two sentences repeatedly in my heart, and I couldn't help but recall the scene I saw outside the dangerous window of the tall building: Zhang Ping was lying naked on the bed, her expression was in pain, but her high butt kept hitting backwards. Li Lin stood on the ground and spread her legs, holding Zhang Ping's butt in her hand. Her thin cock was like a rusty steel bar, inserted into a woman's lower body and moved backwards.
I shook my head and drove them away from my brain, and my attention was regained to the woman under me.
Xiaoyan's cheeks are bulging, her eyes are closed, her face is red, her whole body is tense and she is waiting for the moment of bursting
She quickly slapped her pelvis up and down, and rubbed her vagina hard on my pubic bone. The strong stimulation made her gasp loudly, and streams of white liquid flowed out from the vaginal opening.
oh!
She snorted deep in her throat, her whole body shivered suddenly, and the climax tremor was like waves on the water and her abdomen were transmitted to her limbs.
Seeing Xiaoyan in a state of selflessness, I sprinted desperately, her face and facial features were bent, her fingers were slashing my back fiercely, and the twitching of her vagina was accompanied by bursts of excited screams.
Come! Come quickly, Ah!... Xiaoyan opened her mouth wide, sobbing in dismay, her body kept shaking her right, arched her waist and tightened her abdomen, her belly was violently up and down, sometimes deep, sometimes calming down, she clamped her thighs, and a large amount of love juice gushed out with foam, flowing down her butt to the sheets
My butt was rising and falling rapidly, my penis swelled in the hot vagina, and my whole body was covered with tendons. The glans was itchy and painful. It seemed that there was a ball of fire under the thin flesh.
Xiaoyan's vagina was red inside and outside. She was already screaming and screaming, her head was tilted to one side, and she endured it with her mouth tightly. After a series of orgasms, there was a mess between her legs, and the love juice with white foam burst into pieces.
The torment of being unable to ejaculate made me very anxious. I carried Xiaoyan to the small sofa beside her. Her legs were spread out and placed on the handrail. I knelt on the carpet, pressed her knees with both hands and lowered her body, and took it with a shot.
No...I can't... Xiaoyan moaned in a low voice, shook her head helplessly, and her knees bent on both sides of her hair straightened up. The tender white flesh on the inner side of her thighs jumped around, coming out! Come out!
She suddenly opened her eyes wide, staring at the ceiling in a daze, following Ah!
With a sound, she flipped upwards, and suddenly, a clear water spurted out of the vaginal opening and shot into the air. Her body shook violently, and then the water spurted again
Pulu! Pulu!... The penis was soaked in Xiaoyan's abundant body fluids and thrust back and forth. The flesh edges of the glans were wrinkled and grinding the wet labia. The continuous sound of water was full of lust. I was so excited that I was red and tried hard to urge my crotch. The movement became more and more fierce. The penis was grinding hot in the vagina, the glans was swollen and painful.
Stop... Stop... Xiaoyan plucked up her last strength to stop me, I was so painful...
I felt a sudden slow down, and my penis that had lost its energy immediately became weak, like a defeated rooster pulling down her head and lying softly in Xiaoyan's body
I gasped, got up and left, carried the unconscious Xiaoyan to the carpet, twisted the wet hair from the bathroom and carefully wiped the dirty traces on her body, then turned off the light and lay down beside her, hugged her body and went together.
I walked over, turned on the pillow, and a light-colored card card was exposed below.
Ji Tong's business card was printed very exquisitely, with pink and purple silk texture. I smelled it. The paper emitted a faint fragrance. The warmth of a woman came to her face. I carefully studied it. The front was printed with Chinese characters in several sizes and sizes. It was the small person in charge of finance, as well as the company address and phone number. When I saw it, it turned out to be a horse from Shanghai.
This discovery surprised me. I thought Ji Tong and Zhang Na were both train conductors on the railway. I didn’t expect to work in the office building in Meiluo City, Xujiahui. No wonder she was wearing a straight set when she appeared at my house yesterday, with a little more straight look at the reserve of an office woman, and less Zhang Na’s stinginess
I hesitated for a moment, picked up the phone and dialed her mobile phone number
Hello, who is it? The professional soft female voice came through the headphones. The background was very noisy, jingling, like in a restaurant
It's me, Xiaojun, do you still remember?
Oh, it's you... She lowered her voice suddenly, um...is there something wrong?
It's okay, I just want to call you and try it. What are you doing?
Oh, a few colleagues and I were having dinner with customers. After dinner, they went to karaoke. It was so fussing. She whispered, covering her mouth and phone with her hands. I called you in the afternoon and couldn't get through. Otherwise... I'll go to your place, I live in Meilong not far from your home, but don't come to see me... She wants to speak but stops
Her voice was getting lower and lower, and I could hear that she was afraid that others would notice it. I said in a hurry: OK, I will make an appointment with you tomorrow, and then call your cell phone.
Alas, see you tomorrow. Ji Tong hung up the phone aloof
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The blood-stained pen holder stood on the table, looking mockingly at me sitting in the corner of the sofa lonely. I stood up anxiously, turned around for a few times in the house, and finally sat down in front of the writing desk, turned on the computer screen, looked at it, and came out for a while. The absent-minded fingers fumbled on the keyboard for a long time and couldn't type a word, and then opened the drawer and looked for things, but I couldn't tell what I was looking for.
I sat at the table, with my elbows on the table, and my face covered with my hands.
Xu Jing left, and also took away the enthusiasm and yearning in my life. When I was living with her, I often woke up in the middle of the night, looking at her sleeping face, quietly nestled in my arms, and my wish for the beautiful future and the unknown future surged in my heart. Happy hope and the fear of loss were intertwined, inspiring me to remain vigilant every moment and face life with enthusiasm. At that time, the sun rising every day was worse than yesterday. Walking on the road, every breath was new, every bird's singing was a blessing, life was like a prosperous flower, blooming everywhere
However, Xu Jing left, disappeared without a trace, like a meteor passing through the sky, and the glory finally came to silence in an instant. Maybe she and I could only meet in our lives in an instant, and in a blink of an eye, each of us should not have crossed our lives.
Passion is just performed according to the established script, separation from life and death is just a line passed down by word of mouth, loyalty must be updated from time to time to catch up with the times
The song ends and the curtains fall slowly, and the outdated actors each end and walk away. The next scene is being brought to the dance, and a new character appears, a brand new script, a cliché plot, from Yan Xijiao and Zhang Wenyuan to falling in love with Cui Yingying, or Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman, there is another Zhang Daofan. Everyone is an actor and a director and screenwriter. The lighting props of the previous scene can come in handy in the next episode. After all, frugality is a kind of virtue of respect.
Walking on the street in the middle of the night, the evening breeze gently blows on the hot cheeks, the wanderings by the road looked at me walking alone in the night, without looking at me
Before I knew it, my footsteps stopped in front of Hongfan's door. The huge neon lights on the lintel tried hard to wake up the spirits. The spirit looked at the world coming and going in dismay
Push the door and climb the empty second floor along the wide log stairs
I shrank in the corner, letting the shaking lights spread all over my body. I heard the speakers coming from the big boy downstairs, holding the guitar and tying Xiaofang's name, Li Chunbo's ears were probably burning red tonight
The waiter brought beer and placed on the slatted table. Seeing his thin back disappearing from the stairs, I felt that he looked very much like my student days, passionate and vigorous, and my heart was filled with thoughts about the unknown world.
It is Ah, imagination. The reason why humans are different from animals is that we have imagination and then have the impulse to explore. Once even the enthusiasm for imagination is lost, genius will become the same as ordinary people.
But, do geniuses need in the world?
How many geniuses have sown bits of dragon seeds, and finally they have harvested fleas all over the world from ordinary people. The highest ideal of fleas is to suck more blood, as long as the blood does not belong to their own.
I am also a flea. Although I once hoped to become a dragon clan, when the ideals fell to pieces in reality, the fiery dragon heart had to be worn on the armor of insects, and maybe it would be destroyed. Wang Bing is like this, Sun Dong is like this, Shang Yu, Jiang Min is like this, I can't escape, what about Hong Liang?
Can he save himself?
Well! A gentle cough came from behind, interrupting my chaotic thoughts
Looking back, there was a woman in black sitting in the dark corner. Her thick hair was like carefully trimmed black satin, strictly covering half of her pale and clear face, revealing only a cold eye
She avoided my gaze, lowered her eyes, took out the cigarette box from the delicate black leather bag, smoked one, and gently paused on the table with slender cigarettes in her index finger and middle finger, her eyes floating around like flowing water
I stood up and leaned over, took out the lighter, and snap!
The ground was bent down and handed over. The orange flame jumped in front of her eyes. The woman stared at her for a second, then she sucked the cigarette between her purple-red lips expressionlessly.
Can I sit? I took back the lighter and was about to shake her head
She nodded and waved her hand to the chair opposite: Sit and chat with me. She smiled slightly and showed off a row of white teeth. Do you often come here?
While sitting down, I replied casually: No, the third time
Local? She asked
What? I'm a little confused
I asked if you were born locally in Shanghai?
Luckily, I found that she was speaking authentic Mandarin, but she was not interested in asking about the origin
Lucky? Why? It's her turn to be confused
Because it can save a lot of trouble, such as temporary residence permit, I took a sip of wine and said seriously, "You know, those who do our business don't like to see the face of the government the most. If I have to be with the yamen in everything, I can't make money."
How is the business? Is it easy to do? She had a faint smile on her face and was fiddling with cigarettes in her hands
OK, I don't care about the sarcasm in her eyes, I put my back on the chair, crossed my legs, took off my glasses and wiped the lenses with my handkerchief.
She also divided her long-term customers and short-term customers? She opened her eyes wide in surprise
It's Ah, long-term customers are on the monthly basis, and they also provide food and accommodation. The fees are relatively expensive. Short-term customers are cheaper. Three or four hundred per hour.
So cheap? She was even more surprised and stopped the cigarette between her fingers
Cheap? I sighed with accusation, Alas! We also want to ask for more, but they don’t want to give in. What can I do?
The price department? What's the matter with the price department here? The young woman's eyes turned on me. Which job are you doing?
Which industry? Service industry! I said frankly and looked at her sincerely
Serving...sex industry? She asked tentatively
Sex industry? I was exaggeratedly surprised, see where you are thinking about it? It is a service sex industry!
What kind of profession do you have? To be honest! The woman held back her laughter and asked, and she began to understand that I was leading her around just now.
I am a doctor, I lifted my cup and raised it to her, Medical Services Industry
Ha ha ha ha!
She burst into laughter, you really know how to tug! Haha... After laughing for a while, the woman suddenly sighed, Alas..., I haven't laughed like this for a long time
After saying that, his eyes fixedly stared at the desktop and fell into deep thought, without saying a word
It's hard to be alone in Shanghai? I put down my wine glass and smiled
It's Ah, nothing is difficult, there is not even a friend who can tell the truth, how can you be like you locals? She took a look and said that she was born and raised, and she has a wide range of popularity.
But if you spend all day in the corner of the bar, you will not come to meet you by yourself, right?
Haha, it makes sense, isn't this? She pouted at me, and didn't you just run?
I was speechless for a moment and smiled
How about accompanying me out for a walk? She raised her face and suggested, I am not very familiar with the road in Shanghai, so you can be a guide, okay?
Okay, I left as soon as I said, I stood up and accompanied her downstairs. I found that she was wearing a long black dress that was dragged to her feet, but there were orange velvet slippers on her feet. I asked hesitantly, "Where are you living in is very close to here?"
Yes, I'll go back and change my clothes first. You can wait downstairs for a while, can you?
OK, as I was talking, my pager rang. I looked down and saw that it was the number of the hospital ward. My heart sank: No!
I hurried to the public phone and dialed the nurse's office in the ward. Xiaoyan's voice sounded very loud: Come back quickly! Dr. Qian has something to ask you for, let's talk about it when you come back!
After putting down the phone, I smiled apologetically at the woman standing beside me: Unfortunately, Corey wants me to rush back, no, I will accompany you on Sunday, right?
It's OK, next time, the woman's expression was a little lost. She looked elsewhere and stopped for a while. She realized that she was out of control. She shook her head in habit, tweaked her long hair like a waterfall behind her head, and sent me back
After coming out of the community where Zhuang Xiaochun lives, I took a taxi and drove to the hospital. Before leaving, she and I left the email address. It was a coincidence that they were all Yahu
It took only a few steps from Hengshan Road to Jing'an Temple. The car turned left and arrived at the hospital.
The ward at midnight was quiet, only my leather shoes made sloping footsteps on the ground of the terrazzo. I was wondering, a small door by the corridor opened, Xiao Yan poked out half of her body from the nurse's lounge and waved to me with a smile
What happened? Where is the eldest brother? I walked over and asked her
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
She grabbed my arm, her soft chest pressed against my arm through the clothes, her eyes were very interesting, and my heart trembled.
Don't go home so late? Are you not afraid of your husband knowing? Xiaoyan has just been married for two or three months, and I have some burdens
What are you afraid of? He was on a business trip. She smiled distractedly and grabbed my chest with her right hand
I had a midnight snack in a hotpot restaurant run by Sichuan people. The big bowl of red oil made our tongues numb, and the backs of our shirts were wet. The night wind in early autumn blew, and it was chilly.
The alley is dark and the street lights are broken, no one cares if the street lights are broken. I mumbled and pulled Xiaoyan, step by step under my feet, and walked towards my house through the moonlight.
Just as I turned around the corner, a black shadow rushed out to block our way, stop! Borrow... Borrow some money! The shadow lowered his voice and expressed his financial difficulties concisely
Hum? Borrow... money? I was scared at first, and then I tried to calm down. How much did I borrow? The Green Forest Man with his eyes was half a head shorter than me, and I couldn't hear any accent in any province
Stop talking nonsense! How much do you want! The man bullied him, a hard object pressing my stomach through his clothes, hurry up! He stomped his feet anxiously and turned back to the entrance of the alley
Huang…Huang Jun, Yi Yes, Yes, Yes, Strong… Xiaoyan was already scared and hugged my arm tightly, her body trembling
Don't be too slow! Pay money quickly! Otherwise, you're welcome! The sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-sci-
The bad breath of my teeth that was not brushed in the sky came to my face, which made me feel disgusted
I pulled out my arm from Xiao Yan's arms and glanced at the back. There was a black shadow standing outside five or six steps. Damn it! I was attacking on both sides. I cursed and my heart tightened.
My friend, I'll give it to you
I slowly reached out to touch my suit top, quietly used my elbow to block Xiaoyan, who was standing in a daze, and at the same time slowly took out her skin and looked at her. The helper behind her was looking around uneasyly.
Take it! Seeing that the wealth was obtained, the hero reached out to pick it up
My hand was handed too far, and my wallet hit his chest and bounced to the ground. He hesitated for a moment and wanted to pick it up.
The hand is two doors, and I hit people all with my feet. This is the first time I lost a fight in elementary school. My dad learned the lessons I learned for me.
My mother's long-term education on me with clothes and hats has shown value. When my left hand caught the other party's right wrist holding the knife unexpectedly, it was fine to tie the hem of the suit with a button rigorously.
You... He was stunned, looking confused as he suddenly shot out the ray of a poisonous snake from his eyes.
His suspicion left a precious half-second gap until my right foot kicked from bottom to top into the center of his crotch
Á!'s scream, the man was so painful that his legs were pinched and his waist bent
I pulled up with my left hand, held his right elbow with my right hand, turned my body into his armpits, and carried my waist with my shoulders, and whispered!
With a sound, the intern hero turned over like a bag of potatoes over my right shoulder.
Plop!
His body hit the concrete floor heavily, making a dull tremor. When the dagger flew out of the distance, I was excited and threw away his right arm, stepped forward with half a step forward to support the center of gravity, raised his left and raised an arc, and the hard leather shoe tip hit his eyes hard.
He was arching his waist, trying to get up with both hands, but the sudden slam made his head back, and the upper half of his body was thrown up under the influence of the momentum. He sat on the ground, opened his mouth, and then fell down
A slight footsteps came into my ears, and I couldn't help but feel excited all over. I turned around suddenly. Xiaoxi, who was looking at the wind, stood blankly. My movement reminded him. He shrank his neck and looked at me at a loss.
Why don’t you run away!? I shouted loudly and glanced at the surrounding ground quickly: Even if there is half a brick, it’s good!
Dada Dada... The little thing woke up and ran away desperately like a frightened rabbit along the alley
Catch the robber! There is a bad guy! Xiaoyan's sharp and thin voice suddenly rang out, and I jumped in shock and rushed forward to cover her mouth: What are you calling? As soon as the joint defense team arrived, we both exposed it!
Sure enough, a series of rapid whistles came from a distance
I picked up my wallet and hurriedly pulled Xiaoyan away from the scene. Before leaving, I put my feet on the ribs lying on my back.
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After a long journey, I finally entered the house
Xiaoyan was still in shock. She was excitedly walking around the room, pointing fingers and slashing at her before.
Oh! Blood! She screamed and pointed at me
I looked down and saw a two-inch-long wound on the back of my left hand, which kept bleeding. Oh, probably because I was stabbed. I said carelessly that my nerves were in excitement did not feel any pain. I took out a handkerchief to cover the back of my hand, led Xiaoyan into the toilet, pointed to the medicine cabinet on the wall, came, help me wrap it up
Does it hurt? Xiaoyan asked with concern while carefully cleaning the wound
The pain is a little bit. What I worry about the most is the tendon. I carefully bent and stretched my fingers. Fortunately, the injury is not deep
You are so awesome, you threw him so far in the air! She gestured with a gaze, and the alcohol from the cotton swab was thrown everywhere
I pretended to be humble and smiled: What's the matter? When I was in college, I could lift a barbell of 100 kilograms five times in a row.
Really?! Xiaoyan pinched my arms in admiration, Well, the muscles are quite strong and very hard
Just pull it down, you pinched my bones, how can you not be hard?
We laughed and made a bunch of them, Xiaoyan finished bandaging in two or two
My balcony is very spacious, extending out of the exterior wall of the building and hanging high in the air. Except for the brick-sided parts next to the building wall on both sides, the front facing out is completely open. There is a steel pipe at a height of half a person. A row of steel bars as thick as fingers are inserted into the cement floor of the balcony, about half a foot away, a distance of about half a foot away
I lay on the railing, looking down at the lawn, one or two walking figures could be vaguely distinguishable
Xiaoyan turned off the lights in the room and walked onto the balcony, hugged my wide back, and I turned around and pulled her petite body into my arms. The two of them held the railings in front and back, staring blankly at the cold moon in the air, and ecstasy. On the left and right, two neighbors chatted on their respective balcony, talking about the stock market. I don’t know who was listening to short waves, and the night wind drifted. The United States on the other side of the sea...
Can you help me lay my hair down? Her hands groped behind my head
I took off a few hairpins, and my long black hair poured down like a waterfall. Your hair is so nice and dense. I lowered my head and kissed her, and my hair was as cool as water
Haha, Xiaoyan smiled and turned her head back, her hair on her forehead drifted down, covering both sides of her face. Do you and I look like Li Jiaxin?
No, Li Jiaxin's face is too wide, you look more like Tian Zhen
She lay in my arms and smiled so hard that she could not see her face clearly in the darkness
My face was buried in her shoulders, sucking her snow-white neck deeply, and my lips gradually moved downwards, and my fingers quickly unbuttoned the buttons on her shirt chest
Um... Xiaoyan moaned softly, and I pressed her upper body against the iron railing. She stroked my face and lowered her voice: Go take a shower first, then do it, sweating and sticky, and feel uncomfortable
The shower head rustled, and the small bathroom was filled with mist
Xiaoyan used a plastic bag to cover my left hand and carefully tied the bag mouth to my wrist. Okay, when it gets wet, it will become purulent. She lifted my elbow and held my left hand in the air. Don't move around, I'll take soap for you.
As she said that, she took the soap from the soap rack and held it in her hand, gently applying it all over my body.
I stood, quietly enjoying the woman's weak fingers wandering behind her chest, and raised her crotch unknowingly
whee!
Xiaoyan smiled and patted her penis, be honest!
She shrank her hands and soaked her body, while asking casually, "Li Lin from the radiology department is going to be the director of the hospital office. Do you know?"
Hearing a little wind, I didn't expect it was him. My right hand was on her round shoulder, touching her tender and smooth flesh
What could you think of? Xiaoyan disagreed
If it comes to seniority, is Li Tingguang in the radiology department ranked ahead of Li Lin?
You are so arrogant. She curled her lips contemptuously. Where can Li Tingguang compare with Li Lin with Zhang Ping's help?
Ah? The head nurse has a way to go? I'm puzzled
The way is Dean Fang. Didn’t you see how short Zhang Ping’s skirt has become after Lao Fang became the vice president? She ran to him every few days to promote Li Lin.
The smile on Xiaoyan's face is weird
Lao Fang is using her set?
What's there to eat? It's useless to eat if you don't eat it. She said lightly
Wow! Zhang Ping is really willing to sacrifice for her lover!
Humph! This is called sacrificing oneself and fulfilling oneself. Xiao Yan said contemptuously, isn’t it time for Li Lin to have a day before she can benefit from it?
Then... Zhang Ping and Lao Fang had a leg, didn't Li Lin feel sour? I'm getting more and more confused about the accounts
She glanced at me: Why sour? If you want to gain something, invest first. Besides, Zhang Ping will not suffer any loss. She will definitely be the adjustment of the nursing director next year.
I was shocked, admired Zhang Ping and others' careful calculations, opened my mouth, and finally couldn't say anything, so I had to rinse the soap foam in a bad mood, wipe it dry, and walked out of the bathroom, and followed Xiaoyan to bed.
In the darkness, I leaned on Xiaoyan and slowly swung. The complicated plot she revealed just now was still circling in my mind. She was already full of lust, with her legs slippery and her body responded violently, constantly raising her legs, her legs tightly wrapped around my body like winding vines.
I tried hard to calm my mind and gradually speeded up, but the scene of Li Lin and Zhang Ping that night came back to my eyes more clearly
Xiaoyan's breath, um, there was a sound, as I shook, I lifted my butt upwards to cater to it. A fireball slowly rose from the depths of her lower abdomen, accompanied by a tremor. In an instant, her body became hot and rolled, and large pieces of redness appeared in the skin between her chest and abdomen.
The dark and dense forest, the pointed and banana... I recited these two sentences repeatedly in my heart, and I couldn't help but recall the scene I saw outside the dangerous window of the tall building: Zhang Ping was lying naked on the bed, her expression was in pain, but her high butt kept hitting backwards. Li Lin stood on the ground and spread her legs, holding Zhang Ping's butt in her hand. Her thin cock was like a rusty steel bar, inserted into a woman's lower body and moved backwards.
I shook my head and drove them away from my brain, and my attention was regained to the woman under me.
Xiaoyan's cheeks are bulging, her eyes are closed, her face is red, her whole body is tense and she is waiting for the moment of bursting
She quickly slapped her pelvis up and down, and rubbed her vagina hard on my pubic bone. The strong stimulation made her gasp loudly, and streams of white liquid flowed out from the vaginal opening.
oh!
She snorted deep in her throat, her whole body shivered suddenly, and the climax tremor was like waves on the water and her abdomen were transmitted to her limbs.
Seeing Xiaoyan in a state of selflessness, I sprinted desperately, her face and facial features were bent, her fingers were slashing my back fiercely, and the twitching of her vagina was accompanied by bursts of excited screams.
Come! Come quickly, Ah!... Xiaoyan opened her mouth wide, sobbing in dismay, her body kept shaking her right, arched her waist and tightened her abdomen, her belly was violently up and down, sometimes deep, sometimes calming down, she clamped her thighs, and a large amount of love juice gushed out with foam, flowing down her butt to the sheets
My butt was rising and falling rapidly, my penis swelled in the hot vagina, and my whole body was covered with tendons. The glans was itchy and painful. It seemed that there was a ball of fire under the thin flesh.
Xiaoyan's vagina was red inside and outside. She was already screaming and screaming, her head was tilted to one side, and she endured it with her mouth tightly. After a series of orgasms, there was a mess between her legs, and the love juice with white foam burst into pieces.
The torment of being unable to ejaculate made me very anxious. I carried Xiaoyan to the small sofa beside her. Her legs were spread out and placed on the handrail. I knelt on the carpet, pressed her knees with both hands and lowered her body, and took it with a shot.
No...I can't... Xiaoyan moaned in a low voice, shook her head helplessly, and her knees bent on both sides of her hair straightened up. The tender white flesh on the inner side of her thighs jumped around, coming out! Come out!
She suddenly opened her eyes wide, staring at the ceiling in a daze, following Ah!
With a sound, she flipped upwards, and suddenly, a clear water spurted out of the vaginal opening and shot into the air. Her body shook violently, and then the water spurted again
Pulu! Pulu!... The penis was soaked in Xiaoyan's abundant body fluids and thrust back and forth. The flesh edges of the glans were wrinkled and grinding the wet labia. The continuous sound of water was full of lust. I was so excited that I was red and tried hard to urge my crotch. The movement became more and more fierce. The penis was grinding hot in the vagina, the glans was swollen and painful.
Stop... Stop... Xiaoyan plucked up her last strength to stop me, I was so painful...
I felt a sudden slow down, and my penis that had lost its energy immediately became weak, like a defeated rooster pulling down her head and lying softly in Xiaoyan's body
I gasped, got up and left, carried the unconscious Xiaoyan to the carpet, twisted the wet hair from the bathroom and carefully wiped the dirty traces on her body, then turned off the light and lay down beside her, hugged her body and went together.