Chapter 7 Xiaoxue Diary: A Preliminary Understanding of Male Body

Since I learned that my grandparents were not going out for a trip, but left me forever, I have never written a log anymore, because every time I write, I can't help but think of them. At that time, I felt that I was the most unfortunate person in the world. My parents didn't want me, and the only grandparents who loved me were no longer there. I was really worried that my father would throw me out because he hated me.

But my father has always been very nice to me, even more attentive than my grandparents. I don’t know why. At the beginning, I always looked at my father with awkwardness, deliberately not eating the breakfast he made, deliberately not eating with him, and deliberately running away when he came to pick me up.

Every time I see my father's anxious and helpless look, a sense of sweetness appears in my heart, and I feel that someone in this world loves me.

What’s fun is that our class teacher seems to like my dad very much. Every time she deliberately stands at the school gate and waits for my dad to pick me up. When she is fine, she calls my dad and tells me about my affairs. Actually, I am very well-behaved at school, so there are not so many things to talk about.

My dad is usually very smart, but I don’t know why he becomes a little dumb when he encounters me

After reading this diary of my daughter, I couldn't help feeling guilty again. After her grandparents passed away, I did not deliberately conceal the truth, but chose to tell her the truth, because I felt that even children must have the ability to undertake the blow and accept the cruel reality. But now it seems that their deaths have a significant psychological impact on their daughter, so that it will be difficult for Xueer to get out of that shadow in the next year.

Fortunately, I didn't leave her at that time. Even though Xue'er always avoided me, I still talked to her with shamelessness, and she slowly recovered.

I continued to click on the next article. My daughter doesn't write logs often. It often takes a long time to update it. The next article took two months later.

Today the school held a lecture on physiological and hygiene for us, and also asked boys and girls to gather in the school auditorium.

It feels strange. At first I felt very embarrassed and didn't want to go, but Yu Xiao dragged it over and looked excited.

After listening to it, I felt that men's bodies are really ugly and their reproductive organs are so strange. Isn't it uncomfortable for them to look like that?

I wonder if a person as handsome as my father would be so ugly as well?

But Yu Xiao looked eager to try. She told me that it is said that some kind of exercise between men and women will make people feel comfortable. She also used a word called "Eternal Death". The specific operation process is to put the man's genitals into the girl... I can't continue writing, I feel so disgusting.

This log makes me funny. This little girl also knows what men and women do, but she actually feels disgusting. She is indeed a young and innocent girl movie.

The little girl has to dialect more diligently in the logs behind her. Maybe as she gets older, she has more knowledge and ideas, and her writing style is smoother.

Today I went to Yu Xiao’s home to do homework after school. She mysteriously pulled me into her room, then locked the door and took out a platter and put it in the computer to watch with me...

The messy scenes in my mind are still lingering. That disc should be the legendary A-movie. The video shows a beautiful female nurse and a doctor having sex in the ward.

However, the male protagonist is too ugly and looks very vulgar, but the beautiful female nurse seems to enjoy it very much. She has a very intoxicated expression on her face. She licks and touches the man's thing, which is so embarrassing...

But I still feel so disgusting

I couldn't help laughing at my daughter's diary. It turned out that the little girl also had her own little secret. I didn't even know that she would be hiding at her classmate's house to read this kind of thing again today. I'll take Xue'er back later. I have to educate her.

However, the fantasy of my daughter stroking my penis and licking the top of my glans with her cherry mouth, and then her lower body immediately swelled up.

I shook my head. As expected, I had not vented my desire for too long. I was so easily stimulated.