Chapter 36 You are different from others

But when her hand touched my lower body, she still had a big reaction, but this was just an instinctive physiological reaction without any love element

I tried my best to control myself. I knew she was not as simple as Ling. If she didn't do it properly, she might have unexpected consequences. In addition to her personality, her boyfriend is different from ordinary men. I have to protect myself well.

Seeing that I had a reaction, Liu Li started to untie my trouser belt. Just as she reached out, my phone suddenly rang, so she immediately took the opportunity to break free from her.

When she saw me get up, she sat up and looked at me blankly. When I found that there was a feeling of dissatisfaction in her eyes, I felt very nervous. I didn't know what she would do?

The phone call was from Li Chun, but it was Nan Nan's voice. She told me that she had decided to repeat the exam. Her mother and two sisters agreed very much. She said she was very grateful for my concern. My letter was very helpful to her.

I just listened to her silently. I thought they must be still at Ling's house at this time. I was not convenient to say more, so I just advised her to seize the opportunity and return to school as soon as possible.

After hanging up the phone, Liu Li's expression was still very excited. She was still in the physical excitement. I was not completely out of such a tempting environment. My body also felt very hot. I must give her some care, otherwise she would be unable to sleep all night.

I came to the bed, stood in front of her, hugged her head tightly in my arms, and gently stroked her elegant and fragrant hair

She was attached to my arms, which made me feel the loneliness of a girl. My hands slowly moved down and I began to caress her face. Her face was very soft and smooth.

Then I squatted down slowly so that my face could look up to her eyes. I wanted to see the tears in her eyes and wipe them.

Why? Do you don't like me? She looked down at my face and said

You don't understand, this is not a joke. You are a girl with a boyfriend. Besides, he is different from others. In addition, you have extraordinary temperament and free and easy personality, it means that you have a good future. You are different from others, but I am an extremely ordinary person, so we cannot do whatever we want to do casually. I think in my heart that she is a woman who is different from Ling, but she has turned so many turns

But can he do it just by wanting? She put my hand on her chest. I knew she had not given up on her request. I did not refuse her guidance. But I suddenly realized that this second passion is often difficult to control. Even if it is controlled, it will be regarded as a terrible hypocrisy. For Liu Li, I still feel that I am really a coward. I am very afraid that others say I am timid. This is my self-esteem.

With such thoughts, I immediately stopped stroking. I stood up again, hugged her in my arms and said: I'll send you back. It's getting late, you're too tired.

Although Liu Li is very reluctant, she cannot insist on her behavior. After all, she is a woman and an unmarried girl. Her shame has not been completely lost.

The faint moonlight, on such a quiet night, looks like a pretty lady, giving people a sense of refreshing and purity, and my mood began to slowly calm down. Looking at Liu Li walking beside me, she is like a white dove in the south, without any vulgarity at all. In my heart, she is as pure as a girl.

I can fully understand her actions tonight, without any intention of blaming her. Her image not only did not decrease but was more holy. A woman does not have holiness without chastity. This is my opinion on a woman. As long as her heart is pure, she is a holy woman.

I also remembered that when I saw her, her beautiful face made me yearn for her. I once thought that if I could get the love of such a girl, it would be my life's happiness and pride, so I was very excited about her coming to Shanghai for a while.

At that time, nothing happened to Ling and I. I never thought that there was such an entanglement with Ling. I knew the reason why rabbits don’t eat grass by their nests.

But for a long time, Liu Li didn't give me any hints. Maybe she was immersed in love at that time, and such a girl was not allowed to show love at will, so I gave up that idea and felt that I was too passionate, just like a toad who wanted to eat swan meat.

Under such circumstances, I put all my desires on Ling, and I don’t believe that I can’t conquer a woman?

Now that the woman I like is right next to me, and I spread my arms at me, why am I still so indifferent?

But in my heart, it is impossible to put Ling in an insignificant position, because she loves me very much, and I have no reason to betray my wife, and I have another lover. Although strictly speaking, Ling cannot be said to be my lover, but I still cannot indulge my lust. From this point of view, I have not completely become a bad man.

I always think that although I can not love a woman, I can hurt her feelings. I cannot make a woman who loves me feel chilled

Liu Li walked beside me and didn't speak. I felt that she was thinking about something difficult to solve. Just when she was about to enter the community gate, she suddenly turned around and said to me: I am not a casual girl, I don't regret my behavior. No matter what you think, I will only like you, a man, I will not give up on my pursuit. After that, I quickly walked into the door.

Seeing her figure in the door, I felt much more relaxed. After all, I have time to think about my relationship with her.

The next morning, when I saw Liu Li, she had no strange expressions. It seemed that nothing happened last night. The conversation with me and everyone was still as cheerful and lively as usual. I suddenly felt that her strong personality came, and such a girl was destined to have a good future.

Such a woman will quickly throw all her worries out, but Ling is essentially different from her. Liu Li is a person with strong self-reliance. She can quickly adapt to different living environments, but she will not use her body as bait to achieve her goals

Ling will only rely on the man she loves, sacrifice everything she has for the man she loves. She will take care of men than ordinary women, even love me more, care more about me, and think more about me. She will cry for missing me, not think about food and food for not seeing me, and even go on a hunger strike. Although such a woman is also terrible, as long as you can meet her general requirements, you will be safe and sound.

Liu Li is different. As long as she gives you something, she will definitely get rewards. For her, pies cannot fall from the sky. Once I accept her love and especially possess her body, she will mix the interests of the two people together, which is a transaction of reciprocity.

In my mind, these two women often compare, but they are not as obsessed as Li Chun. I feel more and more cute as Li Chun is.

Li Chun has the noble elegance of Liu Li, not the kind of snobbishness that is not obvious in her; she has the warmth of her sister and can be considerate of men, but she does not have the weakness and dependence of her sister; she is beautiful but elegant, not without Liu Li's charm, but without a little charming

For Nan Nan, it is a little different. In my heart, Nan Nan is a cheerful girl with distinct personality. Her beautiful appearance, distinct personality and lively and gentle temperament are far higher than the three women in front of her. Her comprehensive perfection is fully displayed on the train. She has a more courageous temperament than Liu Li and Li Chun and will not be influenced by anyone.

But in my mind, Nan Nan is just a cute child, and also a beautiful incarnation that is beyond reach.