Less than 40 minutes later, Li Binxu and his wife drove to my house, but Chen Ying did not come back
I guessed they would come, and I guessed what they would say. When we met, we no longer had the intimacy we used to be, and we were a little distant from each other.
Li Binxu looked nervous and terrified, like a child who did something wrong. He opened his mouth a few cowardly but didn't say anything, but just lamented and lowered his head.
His lover Cong Na was calm and politely greeted me, and then went straight to the topic after a few words.
Jianxin, I know you are sad and may be disappointed these days. We can understand your mood. No one will feel better when they have such a thing. But when we come over, we still want to persuade you. Whether it is a relative or a friend, I hope you can calm down, think about it carefully and make decisions before making decisions. Don’t make a decision for a while. I’ll regret it when I come back later. I’m afraid it’s too late to regret it at that time. After all, from discovering Xiaoying’s incident on June 27, you decided to divorce today, it’s only 7 or 8 days. It’s still a bit hasty.
Thank you for your concern for my family affairs. I have suffered every day these days. You can't understand this pain. Only I know the most as the person involved. Besides, Chen Ying told me before that she wanted to divorce, so I can only help her. I said coldly.
Jianxin, even if we don’t have this experience of you, we will imagine your pain these days. Xiaoying has been with us. Her life is not easy. She is crying all day long. We can also feel her pain several times when I woke up to get a child in the middle of the night and found her sitting alone on the bed where she was sleeping, sleepless, like a soulless person, dull and lifeless, she can’t eat well these days and sleep well. Do you know why she is, right?
Oh, she also knew that she had done something wrong, and she knew how to regret it? But why didn’t she think about this consequence before she committed adultery? What did she do at that time? Didn’t she always claim to be very smart? Did she have a brain deficiency at that time and had a short circuit in the brain nerves at that time?
You said it well, but I want to ask you, do you know why Chen Ying committed adultery with Lai Jun. With her appearance and status, would she fall in love with a rogue and a migrant worker who looks like a black monkey?
Is this more important? On the night of the robbers, I hid in my new home, witnessed their love affairs with my own eyes, and heard the love words they said, of course, they were dirty and dirty words. I can't tell me that she just likes Lai Jun's long and... Sorry, I can't describe it anymore. If I don't say it, you will understand that she just likes the stimulation of affair and the pleasure of betrayal. So she abandoned a woman's morality, shame, loyalty, and steadfastness, and trampled on her and Lai Jun's feelings for three years and four years of marriage. She said viciously, "He deserves to be cuckold." This video was secretly filmed by Lai Jun as evidence. Binxu should have seen that video, I didn't tell lies, right?
Li Binxu nodded helplessly, then lamented again
Cong Na continued: I read it too, Xiaoying said so, but do you know why she said so, Jianxin?
Why? Then there is no need to say that I am not as good as that bastard can give her sexual satisfaction, I am not as dirty as that bastard can give her a kind of vulgar stimulation, can these be proved from the video that bastard left on his phone, do you believe what I said? If you don’t believe it, I will show you that there are two exciting and popular videos of Chen Ying and that bastard, and dozens of disgusting pornographic photos...
You don't have to show us, we believe you, but is that all? Cong Na asked aggressively
What else will happen? Isn't this enough? I was a little angry by Cong Na's aggressive attitude.
Have you never done anything to sorry Xiaoying?
I don't, I can guarantee it with my personality. I have never dealt with other women behind my back. Even for work and socializing, I have never looked for such professional women. If you don't believe it, you can go to our unit to investigate me. I said generously.
We can trust you this, but did you not do anything out of line to Xiaoying on the evening of June 24th?
I suddenly remembered my sexual revenge, but that was the private matter between me and Chen Ying. I didn't expect Chen Ying would reveal the privacy of the two people to her cousin's wife, asking her to criticize me with this words now, and it left me speechless and could only sulk myself, which made me even more angry and embarrassed.
Chen Ying did something that I was sorry for you, but when you found out that day, you should tell her directly, or talk to us couple, instead of taking revenge on her with dissatisfaction. Your actions that night were no different from rape, and you also know the legal term 'rape in marriage'
OK, I admit that I did something extraordinary to her that day, but that was also forced by her, and there was always a sequence and cause and effect. I said angrily, Besides, I also learned from other migrant workers about Chen Ying and Lai Jun. Will you believe it if I don’t have any evidence based on it? Will Chen Ying admit it? Our past experience tells me that even if I catch Chen Ying’s fault, she will not admit it easily. She will also make unreasonable disturbances. I just listen to others say a few things about their affairs and go to her and find you. Then I am not happy about it myself?
Cong Na was silent for a moment and said: Let's put this aside first, but you haven't figured out how Chen Ying and Lai Jun got together. The facts you said just now are not all.
Oh, what other facts are needed to prove that I have witnessed their affair with my own eyes, and there are several videos to testify that bastard Lai Jun also gave me a QQ email number, which contained two videos, which were filmed between Chen Ying and Lai Jun on the evening of June 8...
When Li Binxu and his wife heard me, they looked at each other with confusion, and almost turned their heads and asked: Will there be videos on the evening of June 8th?
I sneered: Humph, there are two videos, and the videos inside can prove how climaxed Chen Ying has in Lai Jun! Look at it
When I only played the second video, Li Binxu and his wife were very uneasy. Cong Na blushed and insisted on watching. As Li Binxu looked, she couldn't bear to watch it. She held her head with her hands and roared in pain: Bastard, Lai Jun, you bastard, I would rather this wife and children than be, I would catch you and lose all the money.
Turn off the video, and when I looked up, I saw Chen Ying standing motionlessly at the door of the bedroom
I was startled by Chen Ying's sudden appearance and subconsciously shouted the words Chen Ying
Li Binxu and his wife were startled and saw Chen Ying. For a moment, everyone stood in awkwardly, looking at each other.
I saw Chen Ying wearing a white sun hat with a blue ribbon on her head, and her favorite pair of cat-eye sunglasses on her nose. A few bruises were clearly exposed on her cheeks that were not covered by the sunglasses. I knew that they were the traces left by me waving her face on the night of the 27th, which made me feel ache in my heart.
She was wearing a long-sleeved floral sweater on the upper body, light blue jeans on the lower body, and a pair of travel shoes on her feet. In this hot summer, she wrapped herself tightly. Could it be to cover up the scars on her body? Her outfit looked cold and desolate, and there seemed to be a hint of sadness and despair on her face.
I knew that I was really too heavy on that day. I had never touched her with a finger. On that day, I was like crazy and I had lost my mind. When I hit her, I felt heartbroken. But the more I wanted to use hit her to numb my heartache, so I definitely couldn't take it lightly, but who can I blame this?
Cong Na hurriedly walked forward, pushed Chen Ying and walked towards the living room. While walking, she asked: Xiaoying, didn’t you say you couldn’t come back? It’s right for you to come back. It’s better for the two of them to speak in person. By the way, who is watching Binbin?
I called the nanny, and now she is with Binbin, I am...I am coming back to get something and ready to leave immediately. Chen Ying lowered her head and said,
Binbin is the baby son of Li Binxu and his wife. I feel a little uneasy when the couple left the child behind for the matter between me and Chen Ying.
All four of us sat on the sofa in the living room. Li Binxu and his wife sat on the three-person sofa in the middle. Chen Ying and I were facing each other across the coffee table, each sitting on the single sofa. This made me feel vaguely uncomfortable. In the past, we were always sitting together intimately, inseparable, but now we are like two strangers, silent and silent
Cong Na said to me: Jianxin, you should be able to see from this video that Xiaoying was not taking the initiative with Lai Jun... The one who took the initiative should be forced. Active and forced are two different concepts. And you also saw Lai Jun taking a video. Xiaoying interacted with him in the future, but in fact he was photographed by him. After recording and coercion, she had to do that...
I interrupted Li Binxu's lover by saying something: Sister-in-law, I don't think so. I can't see how much Chen Ying is resistant to Lai Jun from these two videos. She is forced to stay overnight in an undecorated house for a whole day. This is really puzzling.
Chen Ying spoke: Jianxin, I called you in the new house on the evening of June 8. You should remember when you asked Lai Jun to rectify the walls of the nursery room?
That's right, I remember, I even remember that I advised you to go home first, don't rush to change that night, it's too late to change it in the future, but I didn't let you stay and wait for Lai Jun, let alone you wait for him all night, I ruthlessly mocked her
Jianxin, how can you speak like this? Xiaoying is also a victim in this matter. She should deserve sympathy, rather than accepting the revenge of the attack of taking advantage of the situation. You are still her husband now. You are also a person with higher education. How can you speak like this? You are not Xiaoying. You have not experienced that night personally. You will not have the pain of her. Please pay attention to the way and speak. Cong Na seemed to be angry by my words, and gave me a head-on blow without hesitation.
To be honest, this woman who I had a good impression of Cong Na before was a more rational intellectual woman, but tonight she was excited to speak rudely to me several times for Chen Ying's affairs. It seemed that I was going to divorce her, which made me feel hostile to her. I know that she and Chen Ying usually have a good relationship, and it is understandable that she is facing Chen Ying, but do you know everything and psychology so well? Are you aware of Chen Ying's truth?
At this time, Cong Na saw that I was speechless and continued to talk: Xiaoying did not take the initiative to stay, but was deceived by the bastard, so she stayed to accompany him to rectify the wall. But she didn't expect Lai Jun would bully Xiaoying with this bastard, but she didn't dare to let her go. Force Xiaoying to stay and continue to be humiliated by him. After he took photos and videos, he threatened Xiaoying not to report the case, otherwise he would spread the videos and photos of Xiaoying being raped by him on the Internet. You should understand what kind of blow this will be for a woman, especially a woman who loves face, extreme self-esteem and has no social experience, so she was confused and did not report the case in time. In order to let the bastard delete the photos and videos, she had to continue to commit herself to him and continue to be bullied by him. Cong Na talked endlessly about the story of Chen Ying that night, which seemed to be her own experience.
I interrupted Cong Na impatiently again: Even if Chen Ying was raped and coerced, she was also a doctoral student. She is a well-educated and knowledgeable woman with knowledge of the law. Will she be surrendered by a small trick like Lai Jun? Let's take a step back, even if she is coerced and dare not call the police, why didn't she tell me? I am her husband, and I have the right to know. Even if the police don't care, I will have my husband to take care of him.
Even if I was in another place, I was with you couple. She trusted you and my husband completely and could ask you to discuss it. Why do you have to surrender to that bastard? And judging from the video I got from my hands, Lai Jun did not delete the video at all. And he also left me through the QQ transit station today. I asked you, what exactly did you surrender to Lai Jun for? Is it just to delete the video? Then why did these two videos from the evening of the 8th to the early morning of the 9th come to my hands? What are the two videos of "playing the zither"?
You keep saying that you love me, but love me is just to cuckold me and let someone who is worse than a monkey insult me? Let’s talk about rape now. I have heard people say that if a woman resists, a person with a small body like Lai Jun cannot rape a woman of the same size as you. Just from the height alone, you two are similar. I hope you can listen to you personally, rather than from your excited cousin's wife's mouth!
I angrily spoke out the questions in my heart, venting the anger in my heart, and blocking Li Binxu's lover's mouth with a pun. This woman was so angry. You are here to help us reconcile and mediate, not to denounce me.
Chen Ying was wearing sunglasses. I couldn't see what her expression and eyes looked like after the sunglasses. She could only see two lines of tears slowly flowing down her cheeks. She choked and said: My cousin's wife said everything was facts. I didn't deceive her and talked about rape. Jianxin. Do you remember that we once watched TV and once prepared a condom for a female college student, just to deal with the sexual assault of a hooligan? At that time, I agreed with her approach, because life is precious to everyone. Once the rapist gets angry, it may endanger the life of the victim. But you said that this practice would indulge rapists, which would make a large group of people with such thoughts more proud and do whatever they want. Do you remember our argument?
When she reminded me, I suddenly remembered that around 2006, we once saw a report that a female college student was raped and had sexually transmitted diseases. A reporter interviewed a female classmate of her afterwards. The girl actually said in the interview that she wanted to prepare condoms to deal with the rapist, which caused an uproar. TV and newspapers were discussing this matter enthusiastically.
Chen Ying and I saw this topic and started a discussion on it for a while. They even argued because of the disagreement and the couple almost started arguing because of their disagreement.
Chen Ying agreed with me and objected, just as Chen Ying said, Chen Ying was very angry at that time, and she asked me fiercely if she was facing the same situation, would I hope she would resist to death or hand over the condom like that female student?
According to my thoughts at that time, of course I don’t want my beautiful and intellectual wife to be easily succeeded by the criminals. I don’t look good in this way. What I mean is to make her struggle and resist. I hope someone will come to rescue her during this process. If she really can’t be forced, there is nothing I can do about it.
Chen Ying was very unhappy with my answer. She thought that my love for her was just a moment, not the kind of sharing honor and disgrace, and dependent on life and death. Therefore, the couple we made that night almost turned yellow, but I knew the current affairs. According to her wishes, she could not resist much, and handing over condoms was just a matter of the matter. Of course, Chen Ying is the kind of person who does not hold grudges. Under my caress, we still completed the couple's bed life smoothly. But I thought about it later, what should she do if Chen Ying really encounters this? I thought about it for her for a long time but there was no proper way, so I had to pray that Chen Ying would not be so unlucky and would be involved in such a thing.
Now I never thought that Chen Ying had encountered such a thing now. Could it be that she was really raped by Lai Jun and coerced to obey? Even so, she should not treat me so resolutely after catching the adulterer. I want to ask her carefully.
I remember our argument at that time, and later I... I reluctantly agreed with your statement. Even so, you were raped by Lai Jun and obeyed Lai Jun to protect yourself. But you can call the police afterwards. You can say to me or my cousin's family that we will punish that bad guy for you and give you justice. Chen Ying, you have never answered the series of questions that followed me. What is the purpose of you obeying Lai Jun? Why did Lai Jun not delete the coercion video and photos you mentioned, and even fell into my hands? Why is this?
And the night I caught the adulterer, why did you say harshly that I deserved to be cuckolded? What's going on? Why did you help Lai Jun escape? Why did you still quarrel with me with confidence after I discovered the adulterer? Do you still take my husband seriously?
Chen Ying explained to me with tears in tears: Jianxin, I continued to interact with him in order to let him delete the photos and videos, and even to please him, he promised to do something shameless with him. He did delete the two videos and photos he raped me on the evening of June 8 in front of me the next day. He said he didn't have a computer, he couldn't operate the computer, and he would not do backups of these videos and photos.
I didn't believe him, but so what could I do, so I had to continue to deal with him, try to influence him, let him spit out the truth, so that I could completely delete those things. Later, I found out that he was still taking my photos and videos secretly, and I was firmly controlled by him. Of course, I also admitted... I also admitted that I was indeed in contact with him later, and I... I fell in love with him... that feeling, but I would never fall in love with him, on the contrary, I hated him to death!
Cong Na hurriedly interrupted Chen Ying: Xiaoying, what are you talking nonsense? You love Xiao Zhao, how could you feel with that beast? Don’t have a shit basin to hold it on yourself, you should talk about what you were being violated and coerced by that guy.
Haha, Cong Na, you are going to stop Chen Ying from telling the truth at this time. I completely believe that Chen Ying did not lie on this point on the night of catching the adulterer. It was me who witnessed it with my own eyes and heard Chen Ying asking for fun with Lai Jun.
Chen Ying continued: That night, you caught Lai Jun's adultery and you beat Lai Jun. I was worried that you would crippled him and killed him. Actually, what I was more worried about is that you might not be able to do anything to Lai Jun at all. On the contrary, Lai Jun suddenly became very beastly and injured you or... If that is true, I will never redeem it.
Joke, I beat him half to death at that time. He was thin and dry, how could he hurt me? I questioned
You don't know, Lai Jun told me that he has been in the army for three years and looks thin, but very strong. When I was buying materials with him, I was entangled and extorted by a few sluts. He knocked three tall and strong men to the ground with bare hands and other people wanted to come up to help. Seeing Lai Jun so fiercely, I didn't dare to come forward, which made me feel a certain way of feeling good about him.
Then why is he willing to be beaten by me instead of fighting back, just in a hurry to run away?
I don't know either. Maybe he felt that he was short of adultery with me first, and he inserted it into the door from inside, but you suddenly appeared on the spot, frightening me, maybe he was shocked, and your expression was very ferocious and full of momentum, scaring him, too, it was terrifying.
You said you were raped and coerced by him, but you said you were seducing him, but you said he was seducing... It was not right, it was attracting. Why didn't you say you were raped and coerced by him at that time?
He said that I seduced him, it's easy to understand. That's him lying. He was trying his best to excuse himself. The attracting and seduction I meant. He did try his best to me and used a lot of means and traps, just to seduce me and conquer me. I didn't wrong him. And if I said he raped and coerced at that time, I was worried that you would lose your mind and hurt him even more. In this way, you would bear legal responsibility. On the surface, you are better than him, but if you force him to get angry, you may suffer the loss in the end, because you are definitely not his opponent in the fight.
This reason is a bit far-fetched, but it is reasonable. I asked again: You always say that you love me, why did you hate me so much that night, and grit your teeth and say that I deserve to be cuckolded? Why did I still quarrel with me with confidence after I discovered the affair? This is the second time I asked you, you should also say it.
This... This is because when you were having lunch on June 24, I saw you absent-minded, and I vaguely guessed that you knew about it. In the afternoon, you said you were going to work, but I called a few times but no one answered it. Later, although you answered the phone, your tone was extremely cold and you were very cold when you got home. I guess you already knew that I was waiting for you to ask me, but you ignored me in bed at night. I deliberately pleased you, but you... you treated me so rudely. When I asked you several times if you love me, it already showed that I lack confidence in your love, but you answered me vaguely. Can I ask you, how did you answer me that night?
Now she really asked me. I answered the unintentional answer that night. Even I couldn't remember what I said the next day, let alone now, I can only be speechless
Let me tell you, your answer at that time was 'Maybe still loves it' I found that bag of things in the corner of the bookshelf the next night, and I realized that you used that thing to deal with me. Your performance that night completely destroyed my confidence in you. You cared for me so much and loved me before, and never rude to me. I knew that our relationship might end. Although I felt ashamed and knew that I was sorry for you first, I still couldn't accept this fact. A person who loved me so much changed his appearance and heart to me all of a sudden, I would inevitably resent you.
Moreover, Lai Jun and I are not completely happy. I have difficulties. I am also trying to protect our family and maintain our relationship. I am afraid of losing you, but if you don’t ask me, are you going to let me confess it on your own initiative? I am going to confess everything to you the next night, but after I saw you back, when I talked about the company’s preparation to promote you to be the assistant to the president, I couldn’t bear to let you down. Of course, I am even more afraid that I would lose you because of confession. Can you understand this? Speaking of this, Chen Ying was already in tears. She took off her sunglasses and wiped her tears. A large piece of clothing that was bulging with tears.
At this time, Cong Na stood up and sat on the sofa with Chen Ying. She hugged Chen Ying and said with tears in her eyes: My poor sister, how much sin have you suffered? You are so pitiful these days. There are hardships and tears that can only swallow by yourself. Some people have been holding on to your mistakes. They cannot understand you objectively and truly. They still acted at you that night. Sister-in-law, I feel sad and wronged for you. Binxu, Jianxin, if you are a man, you shouldn't be talking about the bullshit you are sitting here and I am right, or even divorced. You should go out now and find that bastard and avenge Xiaoying's shame.
Her words looked far from her usual calmness and sanity, and even made me feel that she was as pretentious and pretentious as acting, because Chen Ying's words revealed a big loophole. Unfortunately, they didn't realize that only I sensitively caught this loophole
Chen Ying, you just said on the 9th Lai Jun deleted the two videos and photos of raping you on the evening of June 8 in front of you. Why do you continue to surrender to him? I now have not only the videos of 'The Piano', but also two videos of 'Playing the Piano'. Have you ever had sex with him? I felt that I had never enjoyed sexual stimulation and happiness before? This feeling is very attractive to you, making you fall in love with this feeling and stimulation rape. Video coercion is the fig leaf in your subconscious. I said firmly
This bastard, I said why did he blindfold me when he first came out, and he said that this would make me feel less sad and shameful. We also lived like that in the bathroom once, and he didn't blindfold me.
Isn't it three times? Why did you say it was twice? I continued to ask
Only two times, I don't know why you thought it was three times, who told you? Chen Ying asked in confusion
I said indifferently: I heard from others, maybe they are talking nonsense, so you should answer the question I asked you just now.
I knew this bastard would not keep a secret. I was so wrong. I regretted that I had said just now. He deleted the videos and photos in front of me, but I didn't believe that he didn't leave a backup. When he came to me for the third time, he also admitted this. He also said that as long as I promised to maintain a relationship with him for a month, after the decoration, before they left, delete everything.
Within a month of maintaining a relationship with him, he promised not to take videos and photos again. I was very angry when I heard this and felt fooled by him, so I threatened to call the police and prove him, but he shamelessly said that the two videos on the night of the 8th seemed to me and cooperate with him, but it didn't seem like rape and coercion at all, but it was like adultery. He said that if I had the courage to sue and call the police only after these few days, I am afraid that the police would not believe that I was raped after watching the video. I can only think that it was rape.
I haven't watched those two videos. What can I do with a weak woman? I've called it wrong at first, so I have to continue dealing with him, hoping to influence him and let him finally delete all the videos and photos. After all, being raped by him is a scandal. I'll be finished if the video is streamed online. This family can't be saved. And Jianxin, you know I have a sensitive physique, and that bastard's methods are extremely vulgar..., but I won't continue to interact with him because of this feeling. I am also a person with self-esteem and shame. I prefer the feeling of being with you. My new love is your gentleness and considerate towards me, and I just have to do it with Lai Jun.
Chen Ying's words sounded a little reasonable, but they still made me feel a big rock in my heart, which made me feel so hard that I couldn't breathe. So I didn't want to, nor would I agree with her words. I just imagine who can agree with my wife and other men's feelings, and I still have my husband on my back. So I said the following words in anger.
Chen Ying, if you honestly say that you cheated on Lai Jun, and now you realize that you are wrong, beg me to forgive me, maybe I will forgive you, but what I hate you the most is that you are still making up lies and even inciting your sister-in-law to target me, this will not make people forgive and sympathize with you
I don't mean this
So what is marital rape? Do you also say this to your sister-in-law?
It was not Xiaoying who said that she had never said rape in marriage. It was me who said that I heard Xiaoying say that you treated her roughly on the evening of June 24th. I told Xiaoying that this was rape in marriage, but Xiaoying did not agree with me. Cong Na hurriedly explained
Xiao Zhao, sister-in-law admits that I have a bad attitude towards you today. I am anxious about your affairs and aggrieved Xiaoying. Xiaoying is very pitiful. Although she is wrong, it is not the main thing. You should still be rational and calm at this time. After all, you have a seven-year relationship. Now society is not the past. What are the concerns about starving to death? Xiaoying is not the kind of slut and lustful person. You should give her a chance. You should think it thoroughly before making a decision. OK? Cong Na also changed her tone, almost begging me.
Chen Ying continued with tears in her eyes: I originally wanted to break off contact with Lai Jun that day, and I specially invited him to have dinner, but he proposed to do that with me the last time, and you happened to ask me to help you find the key there, so I had to promise him that when he was about to do that with him, I was so motivated by him that I said, "I changed my mind, before you come back, we can do it every day." The words were that I really wanted to do that, and on the other hand, I also wanted to lie to him that I felt good about him."
Chen Ying, do you wear a condom when you and Lai Jun are together? Are you not afraid of getting pregnant? I asked coldly
This bastard doesn't want to wear a condom, I can't stop him, but I've been taking long-acting birth control pills, and I'm afraid of getting pregnant.
Then why don’t you let me bring a condom when you’re in a room with me, and you still want to have a baby for me?
That's not to make you feel...that's pleasure, and I have also said that I wouldn't get pregnant and wanted to have a baby for you is my true words, although I know I won't get pregnant that night
Then, after I caught you, why do you still dare to argue with me with confidence? Is this the attitude that a wife who does ugly things should have?
I admit that I was wrong at that time. I was wrong all the way. I had a premonition that you knew everything. And you treated me like that when we were together, I knew we might be in the new house. I slapped Lai Jun twice, and I cried and scolded him for causing me to hurt me after you caught me, I found that you were in pain and sad. I knew it was all my fault. We only have one solution to divorce.
At that time, I had the idea of giving up, but I still thought that I would do the last right thing, which was to force you to turn against me, make you hate me, and make you have the idea of divorce, so I was tough and said something that made you angry, and even took the initiative to say divorce, making you despair of me, because divorce is the best way to get rid of shame, and there is no other good way. But now in the past few days, I calmed down and found that I... I still can't do without you. I hate that after being raped by Lai Jun, my whole brain has been out of control, and has been making mistakes, and even made frequent mistakes at work... Chen Ying even cried loudly when she said this, looking sad and sad.
Are you the truth? Chen Ying, why do I sound... It sounds a bit fake. I doubt her words.
What I told the truth is that at this time, is it necessary to tell lies? I am afraid that you will not believe it when I tell the truth, so why would I tell lies to deceive you? Chen Ying urgently argued that
I pondered for a while, and saw the three of them staring at me with a gaze, and my heart moved: Because there was something that I had always doubted in my heart, should I ask or not?
I couldn't help but finally asked the question brutally: Chen Ying, I want to know more now, when Lai Jun raped that night, did you take the initiative to hand over the condom or struggle to resist?
As soon as I asked this, Chen Ying stopped crying and stared at me with wide eyes. She did not answer me directly, but asked back: Do you hope I will take the initiative to hand over the condom, or fight to the death to resist?
Her rebellious question immediately made me realize that my question was inappropriate. Sure enough, Li Binxu and Cong Na were anxious and kept silent. Li Binxu, who had been silent, was unhappy and asked: Jianxin, don’t you think this is too much? What do you hope Xiaoying will happen?
Cong Na was even more angry. She stood up and walked towards me, and asked me angrily: Zhao Jianxin, are you still alone? Do you know how to speak human language? Are you looking forward to Xiaoying fighting to the death and establishing a chastity arch for your old Zhao family?
Her performance and these words immediately ignited my anger. As a husband who was insulted and hurt, shouldn't I even know the truth about that night from my wife? Even if I asked too much, it would be understandable in this situation. I stood up and glared at her motionlessly.
Chen Ying stood among us hurriedly, stop crying, she blamed me and said: Jianxin, you hit me that night, are you going to hit me now? Do you remember what you said, do you look down on men who hit women? Didn’t you promise me that you didn’t do anything to me?
I replied: I hit you that night, but I will never hit you again after today, don't worry about this
Chen Ying said word by word: I understand what you mean
Then she continued: It seems that we don’t need to continue the negotiation. You even quit your job in order to rush to divorce me and even quit your job. Why are you doing this?
Humph, you know this too, who told you? I said bitterly
I received a call from your assistant Xiao Dong this afternoon. He was puzzled by your resignation, so he called me to ask if something big happened at home, so that you made such a decision. Of course, I also know that because my affairs delayed your work and you were rubbed to the end. This is what I owe you. But now it is meaningless to say this. I drafted a divorce agreement. Look, if you agree, please... just ask you to sign it. We can go through the divorce procedures tomorrow. Chen Ying took out two divorce agreements from her bag and handed them to me.
Li Binxu, who was standing beside him, said anxiously: Xiaoying, why are you so confused? Jianxin? You are really, why are you... why do you want to resign? Let's not talk about a divorce agreement now. My sister-in-law and I are doing it for you. You old lady, why are you so impulsive today? You are adding fuel to the fire.
Brother, thank you couple for your kindness. Actually, I already know that it is impossible for us. Don’t stop... I advised me and him again. Everything was my own way of traveling around, and it was my momentary confusion that made a big mistake. Divorce is a relief for us... Even if we barely survive, suspicion and distrust have been formed, and this life cannot be passed. Chen Ying said with tears again.
I read the divorce agreement drawn up by Chen Ying. The content was that she left the house with nothing and only took away her personal belongings, house, car and money for me. It was just the new house money her parents gave us. She wanted to take it back. She also considered that I didn’t have that much money for the time being, and allowed me to repay the money within three years. Another premise is that after we divorce, I cannot spread the news about her cheating everywhere. I asked me to try my best to cover up the matter and not disclose to both parents about our divorce within half a year.
Actually, I also hope to try my best to cover up Chen Ying's cheating, which is also my shame. I resigned because I was afraid that my colleagues would know about this. Who said that a cuckold would not kill anyone? Not telling our divorce to both parents is also my own thoughts, so I am basically satisfied with the divorce agreement she proposed.
I picked up a pen and signed my name. Both parties left one copy and decided to go through the divorce procedures at the Civil Affairs Bureau at 10 am tomorrow.
The three of them stood up and wanted to leave. Chen Ying fell on the back. Chen Ying was about to go out. She suddenly turned around and asked with tears in her eyes: Jianxin, do you still remember the oath you said at our wedding ceremony?
I replied sadly: I remember your oath. The female emcee asked you if you are willing to share life and death with Mr. Zhao Jianxin, never leave, be with you, and be together until old age? You replied yes and mine, I remember this is what the emcee asked...
Chen Ying and I said almost at the same time, are you willing to share honor and disgrace with Miss Chen Ying, support each other, never give up, and hold hands for life? You replied yes
Chen Ying, things have come to this point, what's the point of saying this? Do you want to accuse me of carrying the marriage vow? I said angrily
No, I have been thinking about our past wedding day for the past two days and still remember what we said that day. I just want to ask you if you still remember it? That's all, it's not that I want to blame you. Chen Ying lowered her head and shed tears after shedding her head and went out.
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(This chapter is the original text, and what you have read can be ignored)
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I guessed they would come, and I guessed what they would say. When we met, we no longer had the intimacy we used to be, and we were a little distant from each other.
Li Binxu looked nervous and terrified, like a child who did something wrong. He opened his mouth a few cowardly but didn't say anything, but just lamented and lowered his head.
His lover Cong Na was calm and politely greeted me, and then went straight to the topic after a few words.
Jianxin, I know you are sad and may be disappointed these days. We can understand your mood. No one will feel better when they have such a thing. But when we come over, we still want to persuade you. Whether it is a relative or a friend, I hope you can calm down, think about it carefully and make decisions before making decisions. Don’t make a decision for a while. I’ll regret it when I come back later. I’m afraid it’s too late to regret it at that time. After all, from discovering Xiaoying’s incident on June 27, you decided to divorce today, it’s only 7 or 8 days. It’s still a bit hasty.
Thank you for your concern for my family affairs. I have suffered every day these days. You can't understand this pain. Only I know the most as the person involved. Besides, Chen Ying told me before that she wanted to divorce, so I can only help her. I said coldly.
Jianxin, even if we don’t have this experience of you, we will imagine your pain these days. Xiaoying has been with us. Her life is not easy. She is crying all day long. We can also feel her pain several times when I woke up to get a child in the middle of the night and found her sitting alone on the bed where she was sleeping, sleepless, like a soulless person, dull and lifeless, she can’t eat well these days and sleep well. Do you know why she is, right?
Oh, she also knew that she had done something wrong, and she knew how to regret it? But why didn’t she think about this consequence before she committed adultery? What did she do at that time? Didn’t she always claim to be very smart? Did she have a brain deficiency at that time and had a short circuit in the brain nerves at that time?
You said it well, but I want to ask you, do you know why Chen Ying committed adultery with Lai Jun. With her appearance and status, would she fall in love with a rogue and a migrant worker who looks like a black monkey?
Is this more important? On the night of the robbers, I hid in my new home, witnessed their love affairs with my own eyes, and heard the love words they said, of course, they were dirty and dirty words. I can't tell me that she just likes Lai Jun's long and... Sorry, I can't describe it anymore. If I don't say it, you will understand that she just likes the stimulation of affair and the pleasure of betrayal. So she abandoned a woman's morality, shame, loyalty, and steadfastness, and trampled on her and Lai Jun's feelings for three years and four years of marriage. She said viciously, "He deserves to be cuckold." This video was secretly filmed by Lai Jun as evidence. Binxu should have seen that video, I didn't tell lies, right?
Li Binxu nodded helplessly, then lamented again
Cong Na continued: I read it too, Xiaoying said so, but do you know why she said so, Jianxin?
Why? Then there is no need to say that I am not as good as that bastard can give her sexual satisfaction, I am not as dirty as that bastard can give her a kind of vulgar stimulation, can these be proved from the video that bastard left on his phone, do you believe what I said? If you don’t believe it, I will show you that there are two exciting and popular videos of Chen Ying and that bastard, and dozens of disgusting pornographic photos...
You don't have to show us, we believe you, but is that all? Cong Na asked aggressively
What else will happen? Isn't this enough? I was a little angry by Cong Na's aggressive attitude.
Have you never done anything to sorry Xiaoying?
I don't, I can guarantee it with my personality. I have never dealt with other women behind my back. Even for work and socializing, I have never looked for such professional women. If you don't believe it, you can go to our unit to investigate me. I said generously.
We can trust you this, but did you not do anything out of line to Xiaoying on the evening of June 24th?
I suddenly remembered my sexual revenge, but that was the private matter between me and Chen Ying. I didn't expect Chen Ying would reveal the privacy of the two people to her cousin's wife, asking her to criticize me with this words now, and it left me speechless and could only sulk myself, which made me even more angry and embarrassed.
Chen Ying did something that I was sorry for you, but when you found out that day, you should tell her directly, or talk to us couple, instead of taking revenge on her with dissatisfaction. Your actions that night were no different from rape, and you also know the legal term 'rape in marriage'
OK, I admit that I did something extraordinary to her that day, but that was also forced by her, and there was always a sequence and cause and effect. I said angrily, Besides, I also learned from other migrant workers about Chen Ying and Lai Jun. Will you believe it if I don’t have any evidence based on it? Will Chen Ying admit it? Our past experience tells me that even if I catch Chen Ying’s fault, she will not admit it easily. She will also make unreasonable disturbances. I just listen to others say a few things about their affairs and go to her and find you. Then I am not happy about it myself?
Cong Na was silent for a moment and said: Let's put this aside first, but you haven't figured out how Chen Ying and Lai Jun got together. The facts you said just now are not all.
Oh, what other facts are needed to prove that I have witnessed their affair with my own eyes, and there are several videos to testify that bastard Lai Jun also gave me a QQ email number, which contained two videos, which were filmed between Chen Ying and Lai Jun on the evening of June 8...
When Li Binxu and his wife heard me, they looked at each other with confusion, and almost turned their heads and asked: Will there be videos on the evening of June 8th?
I sneered: Humph, there are two videos, and the videos inside can prove how climaxed Chen Ying has in Lai Jun! Look at it
When I only played the second video, Li Binxu and his wife were very uneasy. Cong Na blushed and insisted on watching. As Li Binxu looked, she couldn't bear to watch it. She held her head with her hands and roared in pain: Bastard, Lai Jun, you bastard, I would rather this wife and children than be, I would catch you and lose all the money.
Turn off the video, and when I looked up, I saw Chen Ying standing motionlessly at the door of the bedroom
I was startled by Chen Ying's sudden appearance and subconsciously shouted the words Chen Ying
Li Binxu and his wife were startled and saw Chen Ying. For a moment, everyone stood in awkwardly, looking at each other.
I saw Chen Ying wearing a white sun hat with a blue ribbon on her head, and her favorite pair of cat-eye sunglasses on her nose. A few bruises were clearly exposed on her cheeks that were not covered by the sunglasses. I knew that they were the traces left by me waving her face on the night of the 27th, which made me feel ache in my heart.
She was wearing a long-sleeved floral sweater on the upper body, light blue jeans on the lower body, and a pair of travel shoes on her feet. In this hot summer, she wrapped herself tightly. Could it be to cover up the scars on her body? Her outfit looked cold and desolate, and there seemed to be a hint of sadness and despair on her face.
I knew that I was really too heavy on that day. I had never touched her with a finger. On that day, I was like crazy and I had lost my mind. When I hit her, I felt heartbroken. But the more I wanted to use hit her to numb my heartache, so I definitely couldn't take it lightly, but who can I blame this?
Cong Na hurriedly walked forward, pushed Chen Ying and walked towards the living room. While walking, she asked: Xiaoying, didn’t you say you couldn’t come back? It’s right for you to come back. It’s better for the two of them to speak in person. By the way, who is watching Binbin?
I called the nanny, and now she is with Binbin, I am...I am coming back to get something and ready to leave immediately. Chen Ying lowered her head and said,
Binbin is the baby son of Li Binxu and his wife. I feel a little uneasy when the couple left the child behind for the matter between me and Chen Ying.
All four of us sat on the sofa in the living room. Li Binxu and his wife sat on the three-person sofa in the middle. Chen Ying and I were facing each other across the coffee table, each sitting on the single sofa. This made me feel vaguely uncomfortable. In the past, we were always sitting together intimately, inseparable, but now we are like two strangers, silent and silent
Cong Na said to me: Jianxin, you should be able to see from this video that Xiaoying was not taking the initiative with Lai Jun... The one who took the initiative should be forced. Active and forced are two different concepts. And you also saw Lai Jun taking a video. Xiaoying interacted with him in the future, but in fact he was photographed by him. After recording and coercion, she had to do that...
I interrupted Li Binxu's lover by saying something: Sister-in-law, I don't think so. I can't see how much Chen Ying is resistant to Lai Jun from these two videos. She is forced to stay overnight in an undecorated house for a whole day. This is really puzzling.
Chen Ying spoke: Jianxin, I called you in the new house on the evening of June 8. You should remember when you asked Lai Jun to rectify the walls of the nursery room?
That's right, I remember, I even remember that I advised you to go home first, don't rush to change that night, it's too late to change it in the future, but I didn't let you stay and wait for Lai Jun, let alone you wait for him all night, I ruthlessly mocked her
Jianxin, how can you speak like this? Xiaoying is also a victim in this matter. She should deserve sympathy, rather than accepting the revenge of the attack of taking advantage of the situation. You are still her husband now. You are also a person with higher education. How can you speak like this? You are not Xiaoying. You have not experienced that night personally. You will not have the pain of her. Please pay attention to the way and speak. Cong Na seemed to be angry by my words, and gave me a head-on blow without hesitation.
To be honest, this woman who I had a good impression of Cong Na before was a more rational intellectual woman, but tonight she was excited to speak rudely to me several times for Chen Ying's affairs. It seemed that I was going to divorce her, which made me feel hostile to her. I know that she and Chen Ying usually have a good relationship, and it is understandable that she is facing Chen Ying, but do you know everything and psychology so well? Are you aware of Chen Ying's truth?
At this time, Cong Na saw that I was speechless and continued to talk: Xiaoying did not take the initiative to stay, but was deceived by the bastard, so she stayed to accompany him to rectify the wall. But she didn't expect Lai Jun would bully Xiaoying with this bastard, but she didn't dare to let her go. Force Xiaoying to stay and continue to be humiliated by him. After he took photos and videos, he threatened Xiaoying not to report the case, otherwise he would spread the videos and photos of Xiaoying being raped by him on the Internet. You should understand what kind of blow this will be for a woman, especially a woman who loves face, extreme self-esteem and has no social experience, so she was confused and did not report the case in time. In order to let the bastard delete the photos and videos, she had to continue to commit herself to him and continue to be bullied by him. Cong Na talked endlessly about the story of Chen Ying that night, which seemed to be her own experience.
I interrupted Cong Na impatiently again: Even if Chen Ying was raped and coerced, she was also a doctoral student. She is a well-educated and knowledgeable woman with knowledge of the law. Will she be surrendered by a small trick like Lai Jun? Let's take a step back, even if she is coerced and dare not call the police, why didn't she tell me? I am her husband, and I have the right to know. Even if the police don't care, I will have my husband to take care of him.
Even if I was in another place, I was with you couple. She trusted you and my husband completely and could ask you to discuss it. Why do you have to surrender to that bastard? And judging from the video I got from my hands, Lai Jun did not delete the video at all. And he also left me through the QQ transit station today. I asked you, what exactly did you surrender to Lai Jun for? Is it just to delete the video? Then why did these two videos from the evening of the 8th to the early morning of the 9th come to my hands? What are the two videos of "playing the zither"?
You keep saying that you love me, but love me is just to cuckold me and let someone who is worse than a monkey insult me? Let’s talk about rape now. I have heard people say that if a woman resists, a person with a small body like Lai Jun cannot rape a woman of the same size as you. Just from the height alone, you two are similar. I hope you can listen to you personally, rather than from your excited cousin's wife's mouth!
I angrily spoke out the questions in my heart, venting the anger in my heart, and blocking Li Binxu's lover's mouth with a pun. This woman was so angry. You are here to help us reconcile and mediate, not to denounce me.
Chen Ying was wearing sunglasses. I couldn't see what her expression and eyes looked like after the sunglasses. She could only see two lines of tears slowly flowing down her cheeks. She choked and said: My cousin's wife said everything was facts. I didn't deceive her and talked about rape. Jianxin. Do you remember that we once watched TV and once prepared a condom for a female college student, just to deal with the sexual assault of a hooligan? At that time, I agreed with her approach, because life is precious to everyone. Once the rapist gets angry, it may endanger the life of the victim. But you said that this practice would indulge rapists, which would make a large group of people with such thoughts more proud and do whatever they want. Do you remember our argument?
When she reminded me, I suddenly remembered that around 2006, we once saw a report that a female college student was raped and had sexually transmitted diseases. A reporter interviewed a female classmate of her afterwards. The girl actually said in the interview that she wanted to prepare condoms to deal with the rapist, which caused an uproar. TV and newspapers were discussing this matter enthusiastically.
Chen Ying and I saw this topic and started a discussion on it for a while. They even argued because of the disagreement and the couple almost started arguing because of their disagreement.
Chen Ying agreed with me and objected, just as Chen Ying said, Chen Ying was very angry at that time, and she asked me fiercely if she was facing the same situation, would I hope she would resist to death or hand over the condom like that female student?
According to my thoughts at that time, of course I don’t want my beautiful and intellectual wife to be easily succeeded by the criminals. I don’t look good in this way. What I mean is to make her struggle and resist. I hope someone will come to rescue her during this process. If she really can’t be forced, there is nothing I can do about it.
Chen Ying was very unhappy with my answer. She thought that my love for her was just a moment, not the kind of sharing honor and disgrace, and dependent on life and death. Therefore, the couple we made that night almost turned yellow, but I knew the current affairs. According to her wishes, she could not resist much, and handing over condoms was just a matter of the matter. Of course, Chen Ying is the kind of person who does not hold grudges. Under my caress, we still completed the couple's bed life smoothly. But I thought about it later, what should she do if Chen Ying really encounters this? I thought about it for her for a long time but there was no proper way, so I had to pray that Chen Ying would not be so unlucky and would be involved in such a thing.
Now I never thought that Chen Ying had encountered such a thing now. Could it be that she was really raped by Lai Jun and coerced to obey? Even so, she should not treat me so resolutely after catching the adulterer. I want to ask her carefully.
I remember our argument at that time, and later I... I reluctantly agreed with your statement. Even so, you were raped by Lai Jun and obeyed Lai Jun to protect yourself. But you can call the police afterwards. You can say to me or my cousin's family that we will punish that bad guy for you and give you justice. Chen Ying, you have never answered the series of questions that followed me. What is the purpose of you obeying Lai Jun? Why did Lai Jun not delete the coercion video and photos you mentioned, and even fell into my hands? Why is this?
And the night I caught the adulterer, why did you say harshly that I deserved to be cuckolded? What's going on? Why did you help Lai Jun escape? Why did you still quarrel with me with confidence after I discovered the adulterer? Do you still take my husband seriously?
Chen Ying explained to me with tears in tears: Jianxin, I continued to interact with him in order to let him delete the photos and videos, and even to please him, he promised to do something shameless with him. He did delete the two videos and photos he raped me on the evening of June 8 in front of me the next day. He said he didn't have a computer, he couldn't operate the computer, and he would not do backups of these videos and photos.
I didn't believe him, but so what could I do, so I had to continue to deal with him, try to influence him, let him spit out the truth, so that I could completely delete those things. Later, I found out that he was still taking my photos and videos secretly, and I was firmly controlled by him. Of course, I also admitted... I also admitted that I was indeed in contact with him later, and I... I fell in love with him... that feeling, but I would never fall in love with him, on the contrary, I hated him to death!
Cong Na hurriedly interrupted Chen Ying: Xiaoying, what are you talking nonsense? You love Xiao Zhao, how could you feel with that beast? Don’t have a shit basin to hold it on yourself, you should talk about what you were being violated and coerced by that guy.
Haha, Cong Na, you are going to stop Chen Ying from telling the truth at this time. I completely believe that Chen Ying did not lie on this point on the night of catching the adulterer. It was me who witnessed it with my own eyes and heard Chen Ying asking for fun with Lai Jun.
Chen Ying continued: That night, you caught Lai Jun's adultery and you beat Lai Jun. I was worried that you would crippled him and killed him. Actually, what I was more worried about is that you might not be able to do anything to Lai Jun at all. On the contrary, Lai Jun suddenly became very beastly and injured you or... If that is true, I will never redeem it.
Joke, I beat him half to death at that time. He was thin and dry, how could he hurt me? I questioned
You don't know, Lai Jun told me that he has been in the army for three years and looks thin, but very strong. When I was buying materials with him, I was entangled and extorted by a few sluts. He knocked three tall and strong men to the ground with bare hands and other people wanted to come up to help. Seeing Lai Jun so fiercely, I didn't dare to come forward, which made me feel a certain way of feeling good about him.
Then why is he willing to be beaten by me instead of fighting back, just in a hurry to run away?
I don't know either. Maybe he felt that he was short of adultery with me first, and he inserted it into the door from inside, but you suddenly appeared on the spot, frightening me, maybe he was shocked, and your expression was very ferocious and full of momentum, scaring him, too, it was terrifying.
You said you were raped and coerced by him, but you said you were seducing him, but you said he was seducing... It was not right, it was attracting. Why didn't you say you were raped and coerced by him at that time?
He said that I seduced him, it's easy to understand. That's him lying. He was trying his best to excuse himself. The attracting and seduction I meant. He did try his best to me and used a lot of means and traps, just to seduce me and conquer me. I didn't wrong him. And if I said he raped and coerced at that time, I was worried that you would lose your mind and hurt him even more. In this way, you would bear legal responsibility. On the surface, you are better than him, but if you force him to get angry, you may suffer the loss in the end, because you are definitely not his opponent in the fight.
This reason is a bit far-fetched, but it is reasonable. I asked again: You always say that you love me, why did you hate me so much that night, and grit your teeth and say that I deserve to be cuckolded? Why did I still quarrel with me with confidence after I discovered the affair? This is the second time I asked you, you should also say it.
This... This is because when you were having lunch on June 24, I saw you absent-minded, and I vaguely guessed that you knew about it. In the afternoon, you said you were going to work, but I called a few times but no one answered it. Later, although you answered the phone, your tone was extremely cold and you were very cold when you got home. I guess you already knew that I was waiting for you to ask me, but you ignored me in bed at night. I deliberately pleased you, but you... you treated me so rudely. When I asked you several times if you love me, it already showed that I lack confidence in your love, but you answered me vaguely. Can I ask you, how did you answer me that night?
Now she really asked me. I answered the unintentional answer that night. Even I couldn't remember what I said the next day, let alone now, I can only be speechless
Let me tell you, your answer at that time was 'Maybe still loves it' I found that bag of things in the corner of the bookshelf the next night, and I realized that you used that thing to deal with me. Your performance that night completely destroyed my confidence in you. You cared for me so much and loved me before, and never rude to me. I knew that our relationship might end. Although I felt ashamed and knew that I was sorry for you first, I still couldn't accept this fact. A person who loved me so much changed his appearance and heart to me all of a sudden, I would inevitably resent you.
Moreover, Lai Jun and I are not completely happy. I have difficulties. I am also trying to protect our family and maintain our relationship. I am afraid of losing you, but if you don’t ask me, are you going to let me confess it on your own initiative? I am going to confess everything to you the next night, but after I saw you back, when I talked about the company’s preparation to promote you to be the assistant to the president, I couldn’t bear to let you down. Of course, I am even more afraid that I would lose you because of confession. Can you understand this? Speaking of this, Chen Ying was already in tears. She took off her sunglasses and wiped her tears. A large piece of clothing that was bulging with tears.
At this time, Cong Na stood up and sat on the sofa with Chen Ying. She hugged Chen Ying and said with tears in her eyes: My poor sister, how much sin have you suffered? You are so pitiful these days. There are hardships and tears that can only swallow by yourself. Some people have been holding on to your mistakes. They cannot understand you objectively and truly. They still acted at you that night. Sister-in-law, I feel sad and wronged for you. Binxu, Jianxin, if you are a man, you shouldn't be talking about the bullshit you are sitting here and I am right, or even divorced. You should go out now and find that bastard and avenge Xiaoying's shame.
Her words looked far from her usual calmness and sanity, and even made me feel that she was as pretentious and pretentious as acting, because Chen Ying's words revealed a big loophole. Unfortunately, they didn't realize that only I sensitively caught this loophole
Chen Ying, you just said on the 9th Lai Jun deleted the two videos and photos of raping you on the evening of June 8 in front of you. Why do you continue to surrender to him? I now have not only the videos of 'The Piano', but also two videos of 'Playing the Piano'. Have you ever had sex with him? I felt that I had never enjoyed sexual stimulation and happiness before? This feeling is very attractive to you, making you fall in love with this feeling and stimulation rape. Video coercion is the fig leaf in your subconscious. I said firmly
This bastard, I said why did he blindfold me when he first came out, and he said that this would make me feel less sad and shameful. We also lived like that in the bathroom once, and he didn't blindfold me.
Isn't it three times? Why did you say it was twice? I continued to ask
Only two times, I don't know why you thought it was three times, who told you? Chen Ying asked in confusion
I said indifferently: I heard from others, maybe they are talking nonsense, so you should answer the question I asked you just now.
I knew this bastard would not keep a secret. I was so wrong. I regretted that I had said just now. He deleted the videos and photos in front of me, but I didn't believe that he didn't leave a backup. When he came to me for the third time, he also admitted this. He also said that as long as I promised to maintain a relationship with him for a month, after the decoration, before they left, delete everything.
Within a month of maintaining a relationship with him, he promised not to take videos and photos again. I was very angry when I heard this and felt fooled by him, so I threatened to call the police and prove him, but he shamelessly said that the two videos on the night of the 8th seemed to me and cooperate with him, but it didn't seem like rape and coercion at all, but it was like adultery. He said that if I had the courage to sue and call the police only after these few days, I am afraid that the police would not believe that I was raped after watching the video. I can only think that it was rape.
I haven't watched those two videos. What can I do with a weak woman? I've called it wrong at first, so I have to continue dealing with him, hoping to influence him and let him finally delete all the videos and photos. After all, being raped by him is a scandal. I'll be finished if the video is streamed online. This family can't be saved. And Jianxin, you know I have a sensitive physique, and that bastard's methods are extremely vulgar..., but I won't continue to interact with him because of this feeling. I am also a person with self-esteem and shame. I prefer the feeling of being with you. My new love is your gentleness and considerate towards me, and I just have to do it with Lai Jun.
Chen Ying's words sounded a little reasonable, but they still made me feel a big rock in my heart, which made me feel so hard that I couldn't breathe. So I didn't want to, nor would I agree with her words. I just imagine who can agree with my wife and other men's feelings, and I still have my husband on my back. So I said the following words in anger.
Chen Ying, if you honestly say that you cheated on Lai Jun, and now you realize that you are wrong, beg me to forgive me, maybe I will forgive you, but what I hate you the most is that you are still making up lies and even inciting your sister-in-law to target me, this will not make people forgive and sympathize with you
I don't mean this
So what is marital rape? Do you also say this to your sister-in-law?
It was not Xiaoying who said that she had never said rape in marriage. It was me who said that I heard Xiaoying say that you treated her roughly on the evening of June 24th. I told Xiaoying that this was rape in marriage, but Xiaoying did not agree with me. Cong Na hurriedly explained
Xiao Zhao, sister-in-law admits that I have a bad attitude towards you today. I am anxious about your affairs and aggrieved Xiaoying. Xiaoying is very pitiful. Although she is wrong, it is not the main thing. You should still be rational and calm at this time. After all, you have a seven-year relationship. Now society is not the past. What are the concerns about starving to death? Xiaoying is not the kind of slut and lustful person. You should give her a chance. You should think it thoroughly before making a decision. OK? Cong Na also changed her tone, almost begging me.
Chen Ying continued with tears in her eyes: I originally wanted to break off contact with Lai Jun that day, and I specially invited him to have dinner, but he proposed to do that with me the last time, and you happened to ask me to help you find the key there, so I had to promise him that when he was about to do that with him, I was so motivated by him that I said, "I changed my mind, before you come back, we can do it every day." The words were that I really wanted to do that, and on the other hand, I also wanted to lie to him that I felt good about him."
Chen Ying, do you wear a condom when you and Lai Jun are together? Are you not afraid of getting pregnant? I asked coldly
This bastard doesn't want to wear a condom, I can't stop him, but I've been taking long-acting birth control pills, and I'm afraid of getting pregnant.
Then why don’t you let me bring a condom when you’re in a room with me, and you still want to have a baby for me?
That's not to make you feel...that's pleasure, and I have also said that I wouldn't get pregnant and wanted to have a baby for you is my true words, although I know I won't get pregnant that night
Then, after I caught you, why do you still dare to argue with me with confidence? Is this the attitude that a wife who does ugly things should have?
I admit that I was wrong at that time. I was wrong all the way. I had a premonition that you knew everything. And you treated me like that when we were together, I knew we might be in the new house. I slapped Lai Jun twice, and I cried and scolded him for causing me to hurt me after you caught me, I found that you were in pain and sad. I knew it was all my fault. We only have one solution to divorce.
At that time, I had the idea of giving up, but I still thought that I would do the last right thing, which was to force you to turn against me, make you hate me, and make you have the idea of divorce, so I was tough and said something that made you angry, and even took the initiative to say divorce, making you despair of me, because divorce is the best way to get rid of shame, and there is no other good way. But now in the past few days, I calmed down and found that I... I still can't do without you. I hate that after being raped by Lai Jun, my whole brain has been out of control, and has been making mistakes, and even made frequent mistakes at work... Chen Ying even cried loudly when she said this, looking sad and sad.
Are you the truth? Chen Ying, why do I sound... It sounds a bit fake. I doubt her words.
What I told the truth is that at this time, is it necessary to tell lies? I am afraid that you will not believe it when I tell the truth, so why would I tell lies to deceive you? Chen Ying urgently argued that
I pondered for a while, and saw the three of them staring at me with a gaze, and my heart moved: Because there was something that I had always doubted in my heart, should I ask or not?
I couldn't help but finally asked the question brutally: Chen Ying, I want to know more now, when Lai Jun raped that night, did you take the initiative to hand over the condom or struggle to resist?
As soon as I asked this, Chen Ying stopped crying and stared at me with wide eyes. She did not answer me directly, but asked back: Do you hope I will take the initiative to hand over the condom, or fight to the death to resist?
Her rebellious question immediately made me realize that my question was inappropriate. Sure enough, Li Binxu and Cong Na were anxious and kept silent. Li Binxu, who had been silent, was unhappy and asked: Jianxin, don’t you think this is too much? What do you hope Xiaoying will happen?
Cong Na was even more angry. She stood up and walked towards me, and asked me angrily: Zhao Jianxin, are you still alone? Do you know how to speak human language? Are you looking forward to Xiaoying fighting to the death and establishing a chastity arch for your old Zhao family?
Her performance and these words immediately ignited my anger. As a husband who was insulted and hurt, shouldn't I even know the truth about that night from my wife? Even if I asked too much, it would be understandable in this situation. I stood up and glared at her motionlessly.
Chen Ying stood among us hurriedly, stop crying, she blamed me and said: Jianxin, you hit me that night, are you going to hit me now? Do you remember what you said, do you look down on men who hit women? Didn’t you promise me that you didn’t do anything to me?
I replied: I hit you that night, but I will never hit you again after today, don't worry about this
Chen Ying said word by word: I understand what you mean
Then she continued: It seems that we don’t need to continue the negotiation. You even quit your job in order to rush to divorce me and even quit your job. Why are you doing this?
Humph, you know this too, who told you? I said bitterly
I received a call from your assistant Xiao Dong this afternoon. He was puzzled by your resignation, so he called me to ask if something big happened at home, so that you made such a decision. Of course, I also know that because my affairs delayed your work and you were rubbed to the end. This is what I owe you. But now it is meaningless to say this. I drafted a divorce agreement. Look, if you agree, please... just ask you to sign it. We can go through the divorce procedures tomorrow. Chen Ying took out two divorce agreements from her bag and handed them to me.
Li Binxu, who was standing beside him, said anxiously: Xiaoying, why are you so confused? Jianxin? You are really, why are you... why do you want to resign? Let's not talk about a divorce agreement now. My sister-in-law and I are doing it for you. You old lady, why are you so impulsive today? You are adding fuel to the fire.
Brother, thank you couple for your kindness. Actually, I already know that it is impossible for us. Don’t stop... I advised me and him again. Everything was my own way of traveling around, and it was my momentary confusion that made a big mistake. Divorce is a relief for us... Even if we barely survive, suspicion and distrust have been formed, and this life cannot be passed. Chen Ying said with tears again.
I read the divorce agreement drawn up by Chen Ying. The content was that she left the house with nothing and only took away her personal belongings, house, car and money for me. It was just the new house money her parents gave us. She wanted to take it back. She also considered that I didn’t have that much money for the time being, and allowed me to repay the money within three years. Another premise is that after we divorce, I cannot spread the news about her cheating everywhere. I asked me to try my best to cover up the matter and not disclose to both parents about our divorce within half a year.
Actually, I also hope to try my best to cover up Chen Ying's cheating, which is also my shame. I resigned because I was afraid that my colleagues would know about this. Who said that a cuckold would not kill anyone? Not telling our divorce to both parents is also my own thoughts, so I am basically satisfied with the divorce agreement she proposed.
I picked up a pen and signed my name. Both parties left one copy and decided to go through the divorce procedures at the Civil Affairs Bureau at 10 am tomorrow.
The three of them stood up and wanted to leave. Chen Ying fell on the back. Chen Ying was about to go out. She suddenly turned around and asked with tears in her eyes: Jianxin, do you still remember the oath you said at our wedding ceremony?
I replied sadly: I remember your oath. The female emcee asked you if you are willing to share life and death with Mr. Zhao Jianxin, never leave, be with you, and be together until old age? You replied yes and mine, I remember this is what the emcee asked...
Chen Ying and I said almost at the same time, are you willing to share honor and disgrace with Miss Chen Ying, support each other, never give up, and hold hands for life? You replied yes
Chen Ying, things have come to this point, what's the point of saying this? Do you want to accuse me of carrying the marriage vow? I said angrily
No, I have been thinking about our past wedding day for the past two days and still remember what we said that day. I just want to ask you if you still remember it? That's all, it's not that I want to blame you. Chen Ying lowered her head and shed tears after shedding her head and went out.
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(This chapter is the original text, and what you have read can be ignored)
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