Chen ignored me anymore, got up from the sofa naked, picked up the home clothes from the ground
There was a lewd breath in the air. I closed my lips tightly and restrained my desire to speak. I was afraid that when I opened my mouth, I would say something that made her feel even more ashamed.
Chen played with the clothes in his hand naked, and after a while, he said: Do you really don’t want it?
Yes, I'll say
Chen suddenly smiled at me, it was very bright, sunny
Do you think...I am a slut?
Chen raised his head and looked at me
I don’t know how to answer her. I am a person who doesn’t like lying, but she is still looking at me, and seems to care about my answer. I hesitated and said: Well, whoever knows that your experience will think you are a slut!
Chen was stunned, and his answer to me was obviously very surprised
Chen turned around, put on his home clothes and walked to the hanger, bent down to take something in his pocket, his hips raised, and his top was pulled up a little. From my perspective, his plump and straight legs were visible at a glance on his beautiful buttocks, the thin clothes were against the skin, and he wanted to cover them and showed her perfect body with a curve.
Chen turned around, had a pack of cigarettes in his hand, and threw one for me, then lit one by himself, took a deep breath, sat on the sofa, and said: Thank you! You are the first man to say I am a slut in front of me!
I know myself that I am a slut! A lowly slut!
Why? It’s because of the stimulation of sexual happiness? I suddenly thought of Chen Ying. Isn’t Chen Ying just greedy for the sexual stimulation and pleasure brought to her by that bastard Lai Jun?
Not for excitement, but for revenge. Chen said a word gently
Thinking of the child mentioned when Chen and a Shaanxi migrant worker named Gong last time in the village of the city, Juan... I seemed to understand a little. Chen's husband married a woman named Juan. Chen was sad and went to bed with all kinds of men in revenge...
Seeing her calm and peaceful appearance now, it is hard to imagine that there will be a man willing to give up such an elegant and extraordinary woman.
This so-called revenge is just to swear by the woman himself? With Chen's conditions, you can live a better life
Is this kind of revenge worth it for the sake of a failed marriage? After hearing Chen's answer, I suddenly felt an inexplicable anger in my heart, saying: Your revenge is just to make it seem like outsiders that you are so debauchery! Is it worth it? What will your child think?
neat……
A disappointed expression appeared on Chen's face, and then he felt relieved: I am slutty, but I am not revenge on myself! I am revenge on the men!
I was silent. Chen was single, so no matter how she lived, I had no right to blame her, but I always felt a sense of depression in my heart, as if I was looking at a piece of jade, kicked into the gutter covered with cockroaches.
You are taking revenge on a man like this? It's ridiculous! It's better to say that you are serving a man than to take revenge on a man! I feel sad for Chen's childishness
So, I said you are the lucky person! Chen's weird words puzzled me
Chen blew the ash, pressed his temple with the thumb of the other hand, and slowly rubbed the milky white fingers in the middle of the hair. I was a little stunned. The fingers were very beautiful, like peeled and washed onion segments, slender, delicate, smooth and round.
Why? I'm confused
Interested in listening to my nagging?
I nodded
Since I was a child, my family was in good condition. In 1992, I was admitted to Shanghai Fudan University from Beijing and met my husband who was one of my class. After graduation, we returned to Beijing together. We started a family and had a beautiful and lovely daughter. At that time, my husband successfully started a business. In the eyes of outsiders, I was a very happy woman. At that time, I was like a princess, proud, willful, arrogant, at home, my husband spoiled me. In my husband's company, although everyone was in awe of me, later, my husband was afraid that I was bored and opened a catering company in Beijing. As a manager, my employees were even more respectful of me.
At that time, life was apart from happiness, I really didn't know anything else.
Happiness is actually a drug. You need to continuously increase the dose to continue to feel that way. Sometimes, you have obviously gotten a lot, but you are still not satisfied. I want more. I was at that time, I met a man who was three years younger than me and was my ex-husband's driver. His name is Gong. He has an ordinary appearance, a dark face, thick eyebrows, big eyes, a collapsed nose, thin lips, a low figure, and speaks Shaanxi dialect, junior high school culture.
Gong, a Shaanxi dialect, is not tall and ordinary in appearance, when Chen said these words, I immediately contacted the migrant worker named Gong who had sex with Chen in the urban village. Is it him?
After Gong became the driver of his husband, he sometimes took care of some personal things for us. For example, when I picked up the child, I treated him like other employees, very strict with him. But after he worked for a while, I found that he was very serious about his work and sometimes took care of my daughter more and more subtle than me. He thought that everything would be thoughtful. Sometimes he would send my daughter and my grandparents back to his grandparents. He would remind me to buy something that brought to the elderly and I entrusted him with what I entrusted him to do. He would do it very well. My daughter also liked him more and more. Whenever he had time, he would say, 'Let Uncle Gong take me to play'
I gradually became familiar with him, and sometimes I would chat with him and introduce the situation in my hometown to me. He was very poor and often couldn't eat when he was a child. The house at home was many years ago and there was a danger of being trashed at any time. He was originally very good at studying, but his family was too poor. He dropped out of school before he finished junior high school and started helping his family with farm work.
To be honest, Gong does not have a high cultural quality and is not as good as our friends, but I listen to it a lot and think it is more real. His simple words often touch me. Sometimes when I listen to it, I don’t feel tears falling. I think he is very pitiful. In contrast, I feel that my ex-husband lacks love for poor people, and I am not satisfied with this.
Sometimes I did something myself and asked him to send me there. Gradually, I stopped treating him as an employee. I was too familiar with him. I felt like he was like family, sometimes when I had dinner with friends, I let him sit down and eat with him. He was actually very talkative. He often made my daughter laugh, and sometimes even I was very happy by him. Originally, I didn't like to joke with employees, but sometimes he made jokes and spoke very special. Gradually, I got used to this. Lian Juan, now my ex-husband's wife's evaluation of Gong is diligent, real, loyal, and quite interesting.
One day in October 2005, something happened in Gong's family and continued to pay. I saw that he was pitiful and gave him 10,000 yuan. He was very grateful at that time, and he knelt down to me. I really thought he was cute, but the creation made people. Fate was too unfair to him. Later, he expressed gratitude and said that I was as good as my own sister. I joked at the time and asked him to think I was my sister, but he took it seriously. He kept calling me sister.
During Chen's speech, I kept observing her expression. It can be seen that everything she told me at this time was true. I listened carefully to every detail. I was curious about what could make Chen reach this point. When facing the rich young masters, children of high-ranking officials, and celebrities, all kinds of people who were chasing and fighting, how could she be conquered in such a role without education, background, wealth, and appearance?
At that time, I just thought he was my younger brother. Although I was an only child, I have been alone in my parents' care and love since I was a child, but since I was a child, I longed to have a younger brother, or brother, so that he could protect me, and I could love him too. And someone would accompany me to see my classmates and my brother intimately. I was very envious. Maybe it was because of the environment in which I live. Although I am rich, I always feel lonely. As long as I come to my family, I will be very happy.
I gradually discovered that he was not like my younger brother, but more like my older brother. He thought more about some small things than me. Many times I didn't expect that he had done it for me several times. We took my daughter to play, and suddenly I found that he forgot to bring some things. But I didn't expect that he was ready and sometimes faced with some things. I would also communicate with him. I found that although he was several years younger than me, he seemed to be more mature than me. He had his own unique insights on many problems. Maybe he was tempered in the difficult life process since childhood. I didn't know whether he had a dependence on him, a kind of dependence that could not be explained clearly.
At first I thought it was, but later I felt a little confused. Although I felt very sympathetic to those who have been living in difficulties since childhood, I wanted to help when I met me, but I didn't know these people. Once, Gong invited a few people to have dinner with us. Two of them were fellow villagers and were a small leader in a construction company. It can have some effect on the company. That day, I happened to chat with them for a while. I was always a little curious about people like them. Their origins are similar to Gong. Now they have established themselves in Beijing. These people look rude and are not particular about the details, but after chatting with them for a while, I found that although their words wereSome vulgar, but every sentence is very real. Unlike the so-called high-level people we come into contact with, although they are eloquent, they are too hypocritical. They should also pay attention to their own words. They are afraid that any sentence they say is wrong, and they will offend people. They feel that it is not easy to contact. However, when chatting with these people, there is no need to be false, nor are they afraid that they will offend people if they fail. So they feel very easy. When I enter the world of this kind of person, I found that there is no gap between him and us, but fate treats everyone differently, which is why this gap is the same when chatting with Gong, so sometimes I want to chat with him for a while.
I learned from Chen's words how Chen's mentality changed. The ease made her depend on it. Yes, it is true that most people who come into contact with Chen have a very hypocritical side. They should pay attention to every word when speaking, for fear that they will offend others if they don't say much. This ease may be a luxury for many people. The reason why urban people feel stressful and tired now is that they have lost a kind of trust. They have to be busy with work every day, but also intrigue with others. How can this be easy?
I don't know what it felt like at that time, but it was that kind of love between men and women... I felt very relaxed when I was with him, I should say I like that feeling very much.
Chen Zai repeatedly emphasized the word relaxation. Can she be free and free with someone, without pressure, and returning to simplicity, really let her break through the bottom line of morality and ethics to fall in love with this person?
Later, I took my child to the suburbs to play. When he drove, I closed my eyes and wanted to breathe fresh air. After a while, I suddenly felt that someone was hugging him tightly. I opened my eyes and saw that it was Gong. I was shocked at that time. I was stunned for three seconds. I quickly reached out and pushed him away. That time, I was really anxious. I reached out and slapped him in the face. He was also stunned.
I don't know if Gong did this intentionally or because of impulse, he could not control himself. But if he had already had a deeper plan, he shouldn't have been impulsive at that time. His behavior made Chen not expect
After coming back that day, Gong kept waiting for me downstairs in my house. He was like a poor puppy. When I went downstairs to buy things, I found that he had been waiting for me. He cried to me and prayed for my forgiveness. He said that I was a god in his heart, a sacred and inviolable God. He didn't dare to have any inappropriate thoughts about me. I was like his faith. How could he dare to offend the God in his heart? He knew that he was wrong today. He blasphemed his god. Naturally, he should be punished. He wanted to leave Beijing. If he didn't come back, I felt a little soft-hearted at that time, so I stopped him, which was considered to be forgiven.
Unexpectedly, the scheming Gong words I saw in the urban village made Chen completely unable to resist. Chen had a good feeling for Gong, and even that feeling had evolved into a kind of dependence on Gong's so-called confession of the soul. She was unable to pursue Gong's mistakes anymore.
After that incident, I was very cold to Gong and kept a distance until Gong's wife and children came to Beijing. I took the child alone to play in the amusement park. I accidentally saw three people walking away. It was Gong's family of three. I didn't know why, and I felt very uncomfortable. There were a lot of people in the amusement park that day. I took care of the child alone, and felt that it was a bit troublesome without Gong's busy work. I was thinking about this just now, and Gong appeared, but he did not come to take care of us, but to take care of another woman and a child. I had never felt this way before. It seemed like an indescribable jealousy. For some reason, I felt a little sore in my nose. They didn't see me. I hurriedly left the amusement park, as if I was afraid that they would be seen and returned home. The more I thought about it, the more I felt uncomfortable, and I cried unknowingly
Why do you cry? I asked Chen
I think it may be because Gong has always been taking care of my daughter, but that day I suddenly saw him taking care of others, it was like something was borrowed and used by someone. I felt reluctant.
Hearing this, I understood the reason very clearly. Chen didn't know why she was like that at that time. He thought it was reluctant, but it was not reluctance. The tears she shed proved that it was a kind of jealousy, that is, love pure love between men and women.
Chen has love for Gong in a subtle way
Two days later, I contacted him, but he ignored me. His wife, a vulgar rural woman, suddenly came to resign for Gong. She saw that Gong had a good impression of me that day and mocked me for not provoking her husband. It seemed that I was a slutty woman seducing her husband. I returned home and cried bitterly. I had a sense of superiority since I was a child and had always been full of confidence. But what happened that day made my self-esteem suffer a serious blow. Some young ladies' character developed since childhood made me unable to accept this blow. The importance of Gong was left aside, but my personality was never allowed to be violated. I couldn't understand no matter what, Gong, who once obeyed his own words, had become so fast and was reluctant to show his face again. What is the reason for that woman who was nearly one head shorter than himself and who was several times fat to defeat herself?
After crying for a while, I felt exhausted and walked into the bathroom, wanting to clean my annoyance by bathing. Every time I take a shower, I like to admire myself in the mirror. This is my habit for many years. My ex-husband has been saying that I am a little narcissistic, but I always don’t think so after taking a shower that day, I still came to the floor-to-ceiling mirror in the bedroom as usual. I doubted that day if I had already started to age, but looking at myself in the mirror, it seems that there has been no change for many years. My plump breasts are still firm, my slender waist has no excess fat, and my slender straight legs.After tightening, there was almost no crack. When I turned around, I also knew the defects of my body. The shoulder bones were a little too concentrated in the middle, so the shoulders looked slightly wider, but this was entirely possible through clothing to show a perfect curve from the back of the neck to the waist. The plump and upturned buttocks transitioned beautifully to the ankle. The tiny birthmark on the left hip added a bit of sexy head. The top three points straight and the bottom seven points curved long hair could not block the naturally beautiful face. A pair of apricot kernel eyes under the double eyelids, a slightly tall nose bridge, and a thin lips evenly distributed on the slightly wider melon-shaped face.
After I carefully appreciated myself, I came to the closet. Almost all the women's clothing brands in the world are gathered in this closet. I really prefer Versace. This brand of clothing selects suitable underwear, coats, and skirts. I dressed up carefully from top to bottom. The myself in the mirror looks so dazzling and impeccable. But when I remembered what happened in the day, tears began to circulate in my eyes again. I can't figure out what I feel about now. That day, I asked myself for the first time, 'Did you fall in love with him?' If you deny it, how can I explain my mentality at this time? If you are sure, there is no reason at all. Does it really mean that men and women will have emotions after long-term contact? Is it really so powerful to attract the opposite sex? Can the obstacles of morality, ethics, identity, and status?! Will I really fall in love with such a person?
I put on my boots and wanted to find a good friend to condemn my boredom. Juan, I am a sister I have always been very good. We both talk about everything. She is the first to know about Gong and me.
Just as I was about to go out, the doorbell suddenly rang, and I became nervous when I heard the ringtone. At this time, I had a premonition in my heart, trembling video of opening the doorbell. The person downstairs was indeed Gong. I couldn't tell whether it was joy, excitement, or anger. In short, Gong's sudden arrival made my mood rise again.
That night, I couldn't bear the pleading downstairs, so I opened the door. Gong didn't wear a coat, only a shirt, and there were scratches on his face. Seeing him like this, my tears flowed down for some reason. Gong cried to me and told me that his wife asked him to resign and leave Beijing. In order to see me for the last time, Gong started fighting with his wife. Gong expressed to me that he had a long-term crush on me. He was afraid that he would never have the chance to tell me again after leaving Beijing. I was very moved when I heard it. He didn't say anything, but just stood there. He shed tears and walked forward two steps. It was very close to me. You could even hear each other's breathing. I looked up at him. The two of them were facing each other. I didn't retreat. Gong suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged me from the front. This was the second time he had skin contact with me, but this time the difference was that I didn't refuse. I didn't expect Gong to pick me up next time. I was still a little rational and symbolically resisted, but Gong hugged me and walked to the bedroom inside without any consideration...
I just learned about Chen's sexy and seductive body. I understand the feeling of hugging Chen from the front. It is a reaction of no man that can resist his own body.
I refused him, slapped him, and kept asking him to let go, but he didn't care about my opposition and resistance at all. He was so rude that he was like a bandit who couldn't explain why. When his hand reached into my shirt, I was afraid and had a strange expectation. He seemed to care nothing, which made the noise very loud. He grabbed my breasts with both hands and pulled them hard. His ex-husband had never treated my breasts so roughly. He rubbed them like he wanted to twist my breasts off. For the first time, I felt the feeling of being roughly ravaged by someone. His breasts were swelling and uncomfortable. He didn't know how to take off my pantyhose, and it was torn apart completely roughly. I had a strange excitement, like being possessed, lying on the bed like a slut to make him enter. When he was about to enter, my remaining reason asked me to remind him to put it in...
Chen snatched out the cigarette butt in his hand and took out another cigarette, but did not light it. He played with her head between his fingers, drooping her head very low, her hair scattered, covering her eyes, her white and clean face had no expression, as if she was telling someone else's story
When I heard this, I found that my body had already reacted. During the process of her talk, I didn't realize that maybe because this woman was standing in front of me, I could imagine the situation at that time, and then moved my body uneasyly to get rid of the stimulation that those words gave me.
Is there water at home?
Chen asked me casually, and she asked very naturally, as if the man I had known for a day was originally a member of this room, or even her ex-husband.
Yes, for you
Chen took a sip of water, then held the water cup in both hands, and his body tightened, very much like a little girl keeping warm
I can completely reject him, I can even sue him for rape, but I did nothing to call my ex-husband at night, and I pretended to be relaxed and didn't let my ex-husband hear anything strange. I was so stupid. Looking back now, what I was afraid of was not actually hurting my ex-husband's feelings, nor was it because of his pride. At that time, I thought I could control everything around me. When this happened, the only thing I didn't want to face was actually a word my ex-husband might say to me, maybe he wouldn't say at all. In my mind, I kept thinking that he would say to me: I told you that I wouldn't let you go out, you don't listen, look, something happened finally now.
Is it ridiculous? You must not believe it, but I just thought so! I didn't think Gong was so hateful, and I didn't even think he would pose a threat to me. On the contrary, recalling his crazy behavior at that time, it actually made me feel like I was loved. The men I knew, including my ex-husband, treated me like a goddess. No one dared to molest my body so rudely and obscenely. He violated me like a gangster, but I was so wet under me at that time. When he rubbed and even pulled out my breasts, I even moaned, and even wanted him to ravage me with worse means. I was surprised and even a little scared. I didn't know why I was so crazy.
Afterwards, he knelt in front of me, sucked himself and scolded himself for being a human being. Finally, I left my house. I thought this matter could be over. As long as I adjust my behavior pattern, my life will return to normal trajectory. I am still a qualified wife, a princess who is envied by others. What I lost is just a hobby. I didn't think he hadn't left Beijing at all. Moreover, his rural wife came to the catering center, humiliated me, and beat me. I was no match for that rural woman. She rode under her body and Gong happened to appear, drove his wife away, and comforted me, and sent me home. He helped me massage my bruised legs. I tried to maintain a superior momentum and concealed my tension with a calm expression. His hand slowly reached between my legs. I never held it back again...
You must think I'm very lewd, right? You only knew me today, but I said these words to you
Chen moved backwards, and at the same time put away his legs, bent his knees and wrapped them with his arms, staring blankly at the water cup in his hand, a trace of fatigue flashed in his eyes, she pursed her lips, as if she was thinking about something, but she seemed to be unable to remember something.
My man stood there, not knowing what to say for a moment. The woman in front of me surprised me. I don’t know how she had the courage to tell me these unspeakable privacy. I never thought that there would be someone who could face me so openly! She was obviously talking about such a lewd and ridiculous thing, but she still looked spotless and clean.
From that time on, I could no longer control myself. I found various opportunities with him to have sex secretly, at my house, in the villa, in the wild, in the office... I seemed to be addicted to drugs. Although I felt guilty towards my ex-husband, I couldn't help but approach him. I even had the urge to have a child for him!
At that time, I completely lost myself. For the sake of my sex, I didn't care about anything, and even in front of my daughter...
That day, he helped me pick up my child from kindergarten, and played with my daughter until after nine o'clock. I carried my daughter into the small bedroom. As soon as he came out, he couldn't help but come forward and hugged me. I struggled and said, "The child is at home, no!" But he picked me up without saying anything and walked towards the bedroom.
We were negligent at that time and just closed the door, but it did not lock us up. We had sex wildly. He rode on my head and asked me to give him a penis. The door opened at some point. I found that my daughter was looking at us in panic. I was stunned.
Uncle Gong, you are not allowed to bully my mother! My daughter ran to the bed crying
I quickly grabbed the bed sheets on the bed, covering our bodies, and my daughter cried and pulled me under the sheets. Mom, get up, you are not injured, I can't jump out of the bed naked, and ran to the small bedroom with my child barefoot. I can only lie to the child. Mom and Uncle Gong are playing games, so I can't tell my father...
It was also this time when my daughter was playing with her ex-husband and told her father, mother and Uncle Gong to play with her body. The ex-husband began to doubt since then until she finally caught me...
Later, my ex-husband asked someone to clean up Gong, and I found out that I was pregnant at that time. Gong's. He secretly pierced the condom and the ex-husband couldn't accept the blow and wanted to divorce me. I still loved my ex-husband. I never thought about divorced my friend. Juan, suggested that I go to Germany for a while, and time could dilute everything. After a while, the hatred in my ex-husband's heart disappeared, and for the sake of the children and family, I would re-accept me. I listened to Juan's advice. In 2006, I went to Germany...
During my time in Germany, Juan, as a good friend, kept going to my house, helped me take care of my children, and helped me pass on information about my ex-husband. I didn't expect that my best friend, Juan, always liked my ex-husband on my back, and I still rely on Juan for everything, hoping to get forgiven by her ex-husband!
Speaking of this, Chen looked a little painful
Juan, I have been suggesting that I wait for a divorce letter from mailed in early 2008, and at the end of 2008, Juan and her ex-husband got married, but I kept it stupidly in the dark about Juan and her ex-husband getting the news of Juan and her ex-husband getting drunk. When I woke up, I found that I was lying naked on the hotel bed, bruised and sore all over, and there were two black people lying next to me...
I was so thrilling that I felt chilling in my heart. The desires I had before disappeared, and only mercy was left.
If she hadn't told me in person, she would have imagined that such an almost weird lust entanglement would have happened to such a beautiful and dignified woman of my age!
In early 2009, I returned to China and just wanted to stay away from Beijing, so I went to Shenzhen. During that time, I had a low fever. I went to the hospital for a physical examination. The vice president of the hospital told me that I was an ADIS negative carrier! In June, I came to Nanjing...
I was shocked! I understood what the revenge was in Chen’s mouth! I also understood why Chen was so slutty!
So, you are a lucky person! Chen looked at me quietly and said
My back is covered in sweat, and the difference in thought just now almost made a big mistake for the rest of my life
Actually... medicine is so developed now... you will be fine... I don't know how to comfort this poor woman
Thank you for your concern, you are a good person, it's time for me to leave, thank you for listening to my nagging for the past half day. I stood up in the morning, then... just like a friend, hug me! Is it OK? As he said, spread his arms and looked at me
I hesitated for a moment, but I went over and gave her a hug and gently patted her back. Although what she said was so unbearable, I didn't feel disgusted at all, but I was full of pity for her
Your wife must be very happy Chen said, her eyes flashed, and her tongue licked her lips with a very seductive expression, revealing the unique charm of a woman.
My heart was hit hard, and I tried hard to squeeze out a smile: Well...yes, Chen, everything will be fine!
There was a lewd breath in the air. I closed my lips tightly and restrained my desire to speak. I was afraid that when I opened my mouth, I would say something that made her feel even more ashamed.
Chen played with the clothes in his hand naked, and after a while, he said: Do you really don’t want it?
Yes, I'll say
Chen suddenly smiled at me, it was very bright, sunny
Do you think...I am a slut?
Chen raised his head and looked at me
I don’t know how to answer her. I am a person who doesn’t like lying, but she is still looking at me, and seems to care about my answer. I hesitated and said: Well, whoever knows that your experience will think you are a slut!
Chen was stunned, and his answer to me was obviously very surprised
Chen turned around, put on his home clothes and walked to the hanger, bent down to take something in his pocket, his hips raised, and his top was pulled up a little. From my perspective, his plump and straight legs were visible at a glance on his beautiful buttocks, the thin clothes were against the skin, and he wanted to cover them and showed her perfect body with a curve.
Chen turned around, had a pack of cigarettes in his hand, and threw one for me, then lit one by himself, took a deep breath, sat on the sofa, and said: Thank you! You are the first man to say I am a slut in front of me!
I know myself that I am a slut! A lowly slut!
Why? It’s because of the stimulation of sexual happiness? I suddenly thought of Chen Ying. Isn’t Chen Ying just greedy for the sexual stimulation and pleasure brought to her by that bastard Lai Jun?
Not for excitement, but for revenge. Chen said a word gently
Thinking of the child mentioned when Chen and a Shaanxi migrant worker named Gong last time in the village of the city, Juan... I seemed to understand a little. Chen's husband married a woman named Juan. Chen was sad and went to bed with all kinds of men in revenge...
Seeing her calm and peaceful appearance now, it is hard to imagine that there will be a man willing to give up such an elegant and extraordinary woman.
This so-called revenge is just to swear by the woman himself? With Chen's conditions, you can live a better life
Is this kind of revenge worth it for the sake of a failed marriage? After hearing Chen's answer, I suddenly felt an inexplicable anger in my heart, saying: Your revenge is just to make it seem like outsiders that you are so debauchery! Is it worth it? What will your child think?
neat……
A disappointed expression appeared on Chen's face, and then he felt relieved: I am slutty, but I am not revenge on myself! I am revenge on the men!
I was silent. Chen was single, so no matter how she lived, I had no right to blame her, but I always felt a sense of depression in my heart, as if I was looking at a piece of jade, kicked into the gutter covered with cockroaches.
You are taking revenge on a man like this? It's ridiculous! It's better to say that you are serving a man than to take revenge on a man! I feel sad for Chen's childishness
So, I said you are the lucky person! Chen's weird words puzzled me
Chen blew the ash, pressed his temple with the thumb of the other hand, and slowly rubbed the milky white fingers in the middle of the hair. I was a little stunned. The fingers were very beautiful, like peeled and washed onion segments, slender, delicate, smooth and round.
Why? I'm confused
Interested in listening to my nagging?
I nodded
Since I was a child, my family was in good condition. In 1992, I was admitted to Shanghai Fudan University from Beijing and met my husband who was one of my class. After graduation, we returned to Beijing together. We started a family and had a beautiful and lovely daughter. At that time, my husband successfully started a business. In the eyes of outsiders, I was a very happy woman. At that time, I was like a princess, proud, willful, arrogant, at home, my husband spoiled me. In my husband's company, although everyone was in awe of me, later, my husband was afraid that I was bored and opened a catering company in Beijing. As a manager, my employees were even more respectful of me.
At that time, life was apart from happiness, I really didn't know anything else.
Happiness is actually a drug. You need to continuously increase the dose to continue to feel that way. Sometimes, you have obviously gotten a lot, but you are still not satisfied. I want more. I was at that time, I met a man who was three years younger than me and was my ex-husband's driver. His name is Gong. He has an ordinary appearance, a dark face, thick eyebrows, big eyes, a collapsed nose, thin lips, a low figure, and speaks Shaanxi dialect, junior high school culture.
Gong, a Shaanxi dialect, is not tall and ordinary in appearance, when Chen said these words, I immediately contacted the migrant worker named Gong who had sex with Chen in the urban village. Is it him?
After Gong became the driver of his husband, he sometimes took care of some personal things for us. For example, when I picked up the child, I treated him like other employees, very strict with him. But after he worked for a while, I found that he was very serious about his work and sometimes took care of my daughter more and more subtle than me. He thought that everything would be thoughtful. Sometimes he would send my daughter and my grandparents back to his grandparents. He would remind me to buy something that brought to the elderly and I entrusted him with what I entrusted him to do. He would do it very well. My daughter also liked him more and more. Whenever he had time, he would say, 'Let Uncle Gong take me to play'
I gradually became familiar with him, and sometimes I would chat with him and introduce the situation in my hometown to me. He was very poor and often couldn't eat when he was a child. The house at home was many years ago and there was a danger of being trashed at any time. He was originally very good at studying, but his family was too poor. He dropped out of school before he finished junior high school and started helping his family with farm work.
To be honest, Gong does not have a high cultural quality and is not as good as our friends, but I listen to it a lot and think it is more real. His simple words often touch me. Sometimes when I listen to it, I don’t feel tears falling. I think he is very pitiful. In contrast, I feel that my ex-husband lacks love for poor people, and I am not satisfied with this.
Sometimes I did something myself and asked him to send me there. Gradually, I stopped treating him as an employee. I was too familiar with him. I felt like he was like family, sometimes when I had dinner with friends, I let him sit down and eat with him. He was actually very talkative. He often made my daughter laugh, and sometimes even I was very happy by him. Originally, I didn't like to joke with employees, but sometimes he made jokes and spoke very special. Gradually, I got used to this. Lian Juan, now my ex-husband's wife's evaluation of Gong is diligent, real, loyal, and quite interesting.
One day in October 2005, something happened in Gong's family and continued to pay. I saw that he was pitiful and gave him 10,000 yuan. He was very grateful at that time, and he knelt down to me. I really thought he was cute, but the creation made people. Fate was too unfair to him. Later, he expressed gratitude and said that I was as good as my own sister. I joked at the time and asked him to think I was my sister, but he took it seriously. He kept calling me sister.
During Chen's speech, I kept observing her expression. It can be seen that everything she told me at this time was true. I listened carefully to every detail. I was curious about what could make Chen reach this point. When facing the rich young masters, children of high-ranking officials, and celebrities, all kinds of people who were chasing and fighting, how could she be conquered in such a role without education, background, wealth, and appearance?
At that time, I just thought he was my younger brother. Although I was an only child, I have been alone in my parents' care and love since I was a child, but since I was a child, I longed to have a younger brother, or brother, so that he could protect me, and I could love him too. And someone would accompany me to see my classmates and my brother intimately. I was very envious. Maybe it was because of the environment in which I live. Although I am rich, I always feel lonely. As long as I come to my family, I will be very happy.
I gradually discovered that he was not like my younger brother, but more like my older brother. He thought more about some small things than me. Many times I didn't expect that he had done it for me several times. We took my daughter to play, and suddenly I found that he forgot to bring some things. But I didn't expect that he was ready and sometimes faced with some things. I would also communicate with him. I found that although he was several years younger than me, he seemed to be more mature than me. He had his own unique insights on many problems. Maybe he was tempered in the difficult life process since childhood. I didn't know whether he had a dependence on him, a kind of dependence that could not be explained clearly.
At first I thought it was, but later I felt a little confused. Although I felt very sympathetic to those who have been living in difficulties since childhood, I wanted to help when I met me, but I didn't know these people. Once, Gong invited a few people to have dinner with us. Two of them were fellow villagers and were a small leader in a construction company. It can have some effect on the company. That day, I happened to chat with them for a while. I was always a little curious about people like them. Their origins are similar to Gong. Now they have established themselves in Beijing. These people look rude and are not particular about the details, but after chatting with them for a while, I found that although their words wereSome vulgar, but every sentence is very real. Unlike the so-called high-level people we come into contact with, although they are eloquent, they are too hypocritical. They should also pay attention to their own words. They are afraid that any sentence they say is wrong, and they will offend people. They feel that it is not easy to contact. However, when chatting with these people, there is no need to be false, nor are they afraid that they will offend people if they fail. So they feel very easy. When I enter the world of this kind of person, I found that there is no gap between him and us, but fate treats everyone differently, which is why this gap is the same when chatting with Gong, so sometimes I want to chat with him for a while.
I learned from Chen's words how Chen's mentality changed. The ease made her depend on it. Yes, it is true that most people who come into contact with Chen have a very hypocritical side. They should pay attention to every word when speaking, for fear that they will offend others if they don't say much. This ease may be a luxury for many people. The reason why urban people feel stressful and tired now is that they have lost a kind of trust. They have to be busy with work every day, but also intrigue with others. How can this be easy?
I don't know what it felt like at that time, but it was that kind of love between men and women... I felt very relaxed when I was with him, I should say I like that feeling very much.
Chen Zai repeatedly emphasized the word relaxation. Can she be free and free with someone, without pressure, and returning to simplicity, really let her break through the bottom line of morality and ethics to fall in love with this person?
Later, I took my child to the suburbs to play. When he drove, I closed my eyes and wanted to breathe fresh air. After a while, I suddenly felt that someone was hugging him tightly. I opened my eyes and saw that it was Gong. I was shocked at that time. I was stunned for three seconds. I quickly reached out and pushed him away. That time, I was really anxious. I reached out and slapped him in the face. He was also stunned.
I don't know if Gong did this intentionally or because of impulse, he could not control himself. But if he had already had a deeper plan, he shouldn't have been impulsive at that time. His behavior made Chen not expect
After coming back that day, Gong kept waiting for me downstairs in my house. He was like a poor puppy. When I went downstairs to buy things, I found that he had been waiting for me. He cried to me and prayed for my forgiveness. He said that I was a god in his heart, a sacred and inviolable God. He didn't dare to have any inappropriate thoughts about me. I was like his faith. How could he dare to offend the God in his heart? He knew that he was wrong today. He blasphemed his god. Naturally, he should be punished. He wanted to leave Beijing. If he didn't come back, I felt a little soft-hearted at that time, so I stopped him, which was considered to be forgiven.
Unexpectedly, the scheming Gong words I saw in the urban village made Chen completely unable to resist. Chen had a good feeling for Gong, and even that feeling had evolved into a kind of dependence on Gong's so-called confession of the soul. She was unable to pursue Gong's mistakes anymore.
After that incident, I was very cold to Gong and kept a distance until Gong's wife and children came to Beijing. I took the child alone to play in the amusement park. I accidentally saw three people walking away. It was Gong's family of three. I didn't know why, and I felt very uncomfortable. There were a lot of people in the amusement park that day. I took care of the child alone, and felt that it was a bit troublesome without Gong's busy work. I was thinking about this just now, and Gong appeared, but he did not come to take care of us, but to take care of another woman and a child. I had never felt this way before. It seemed like an indescribable jealousy. For some reason, I felt a little sore in my nose. They didn't see me. I hurriedly left the amusement park, as if I was afraid that they would be seen and returned home. The more I thought about it, the more I felt uncomfortable, and I cried unknowingly
Why do you cry? I asked Chen
I think it may be because Gong has always been taking care of my daughter, but that day I suddenly saw him taking care of others, it was like something was borrowed and used by someone. I felt reluctant.
Hearing this, I understood the reason very clearly. Chen didn't know why she was like that at that time. He thought it was reluctant, but it was not reluctance. The tears she shed proved that it was a kind of jealousy, that is, love pure love between men and women.
Chen has love for Gong in a subtle way
Two days later, I contacted him, but he ignored me. His wife, a vulgar rural woman, suddenly came to resign for Gong. She saw that Gong had a good impression of me that day and mocked me for not provoking her husband. It seemed that I was a slutty woman seducing her husband. I returned home and cried bitterly. I had a sense of superiority since I was a child and had always been full of confidence. But what happened that day made my self-esteem suffer a serious blow. Some young ladies' character developed since childhood made me unable to accept this blow. The importance of Gong was left aside, but my personality was never allowed to be violated. I couldn't understand no matter what, Gong, who once obeyed his own words, had become so fast and was reluctant to show his face again. What is the reason for that woman who was nearly one head shorter than himself and who was several times fat to defeat herself?
After crying for a while, I felt exhausted and walked into the bathroom, wanting to clean my annoyance by bathing. Every time I take a shower, I like to admire myself in the mirror. This is my habit for many years. My ex-husband has been saying that I am a little narcissistic, but I always don’t think so after taking a shower that day, I still came to the floor-to-ceiling mirror in the bedroom as usual. I doubted that day if I had already started to age, but looking at myself in the mirror, it seems that there has been no change for many years. My plump breasts are still firm, my slender waist has no excess fat, and my slender straight legs.After tightening, there was almost no crack. When I turned around, I also knew the defects of my body. The shoulder bones were a little too concentrated in the middle, so the shoulders looked slightly wider, but this was entirely possible through clothing to show a perfect curve from the back of the neck to the waist. The plump and upturned buttocks transitioned beautifully to the ankle. The tiny birthmark on the left hip added a bit of sexy head. The top three points straight and the bottom seven points curved long hair could not block the naturally beautiful face. A pair of apricot kernel eyes under the double eyelids, a slightly tall nose bridge, and a thin lips evenly distributed on the slightly wider melon-shaped face.
After I carefully appreciated myself, I came to the closet. Almost all the women's clothing brands in the world are gathered in this closet. I really prefer Versace. This brand of clothing selects suitable underwear, coats, and skirts. I dressed up carefully from top to bottom. The myself in the mirror looks so dazzling and impeccable. But when I remembered what happened in the day, tears began to circulate in my eyes again. I can't figure out what I feel about now. That day, I asked myself for the first time, 'Did you fall in love with him?' If you deny it, how can I explain my mentality at this time? If you are sure, there is no reason at all. Does it really mean that men and women will have emotions after long-term contact? Is it really so powerful to attract the opposite sex? Can the obstacles of morality, ethics, identity, and status?! Will I really fall in love with such a person?
I put on my boots and wanted to find a good friend to condemn my boredom. Juan, I am a sister I have always been very good. We both talk about everything. She is the first to know about Gong and me.
Just as I was about to go out, the doorbell suddenly rang, and I became nervous when I heard the ringtone. At this time, I had a premonition in my heart, trembling video of opening the doorbell. The person downstairs was indeed Gong. I couldn't tell whether it was joy, excitement, or anger. In short, Gong's sudden arrival made my mood rise again.
That night, I couldn't bear the pleading downstairs, so I opened the door. Gong didn't wear a coat, only a shirt, and there were scratches on his face. Seeing him like this, my tears flowed down for some reason. Gong cried to me and told me that his wife asked him to resign and leave Beijing. In order to see me for the last time, Gong started fighting with his wife. Gong expressed to me that he had a long-term crush on me. He was afraid that he would never have the chance to tell me again after leaving Beijing. I was very moved when I heard it. He didn't say anything, but just stood there. He shed tears and walked forward two steps. It was very close to me. You could even hear each other's breathing. I looked up at him. The two of them were facing each other. I didn't retreat. Gong suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged me from the front. This was the second time he had skin contact with me, but this time the difference was that I didn't refuse. I didn't expect Gong to pick me up next time. I was still a little rational and symbolically resisted, but Gong hugged me and walked to the bedroom inside without any consideration...
I just learned about Chen's sexy and seductive body. I understand the feeling of hugging Chen from the front. It is a reaction of no man that can resist his own body.
I refused him, slapped him, and kept asking him to let go, but he didn't care about my opposition and resistance at all. He was so rude that he was like a bandit who couldn't explain why. When his hand reached into my shirt, I was afraid and had a strange expectation. He seemed to care nothing, which made the noise very loud. He grabbed my breasts with both hands and pulled them hard. His ex-husband had never treated my breasts so roughly. He rubbed them like he wanted to twist my breasts off. For the first time, I felt the feeling of being roughly ravaged by someone. His breasts were swelling and uncomfortable. He didn't know how to take off my pantyhose, and it was torn apart completely roughly. I had a strange excitement, like being possessed, lying on the bed like a slut to make him enter. When he was about to enter, my remaining reason asked me to remind him to put it in...
Chen snatched out the cigarette butt in his hand and took out another cigarette, but did not light it. He played with her head between his fingers, drooping her head very low, her hair scattered, covering her eyes, her white and clean face had no expression, as if she was telling someone else's story
When I heard this, I found that my body had already reacted. During the process of her talk, I didn't realize that maybe because this woman was standing in front of me, I could imagine the situation at that time, and then moved my body uneasyly to get rid of the stimulation that those words gave me.
Is there water at home?
Chen asked me casually, and she asked very naturally, as if the man I had known for a day was originally a member of this room, or even her ex-husband.
Yes, for you
Chen took a sip of water, then held the water cup in both hands, and his body tightened, very much like a little girl keeping warm
I can completely reject him, I can even sue him for rape, but I did nothing to call my ex-husband at night, and I pretended to be relaxed and didn't let my ex-husband hear anything strange. I was so stupid. Looking back now, what I was afraid of was not actually hurting my ex-husband's feelings, nor was it because of his pride. At that time, I thought I could control everything around me. When this happened, the only thing I didn't want to face was actually a word my ex-husband might say to me, maybe he wouldn't say at all. In my mind, I kept thinking that he would say to me: I told you that I wouldn't let you go out, you don't listen, look, something happened finally now.
Is it ridiculous? You must not believe it, but I just thought so! I didn't think Gong was so hateful, and I didn't even think he would pose a threat to me. On the contrary, recalling his crazy behavior at that time, it actually made me feel like I was loved. The men I knew, including my ex-husband, treated me like a goddess. No one dared to molest my body so rudely and obscenely. He violated me like a gangster, but I was so wet under me at that time. When he rubbed and even pulled out my breasts, I even moaned, and even wanted him to ravage me with worse means. I was surprised and even a little scared. I didn't know why I was so crazy.
Afterwards, he knelt in front of me, sucked himself and scolded himself for being a human being. Finally, I left my house. I thought this matter could be over. As long as I adjust my behavior pattern, my life will return to normal trajectory. I am still a qualified wife, a princess who is envied by others. What I lost is just a hobby. I didn't think he hadn't left Beijing at all. Moreover, his rural wife came to the catering center, humiliated me, and beat me. I was no match for that rural woman. She rode under her body and Gong happened to appear, drove his wife away, and comforted me, and sent me home. He helped me massage my bruised legs. I tried to maintain a superior momentum and concealed my tension with a calm expression. His hand slowly reached between my legs. I never held it back again...
You must think I'm very lewd, right? You only knew me today, but I said these words to you
Chen moved backwards, and at the same time put away his legs, bent his knees and wrapped them with his arms, staring blankly at the water cup in his hand, a trace of fatigue flashed in his eyes, she pursed her lips, as if she was thinking about something, but she seemed to be unable to remember something.
My man stood there, not knowing what to say for a moment. The woman in front of me surprised me. I don’t know how she had the courage to tell me these unspeakable privacy. I never thought that there would be someone who could face me so openly! She was obviously talking about such a lewd and ridiculous thing, but she still looked spotless and clean.
From that time on, I could no longer control myself. I found various opportunities with him to have sex secretly, at my house, in the villa, in the wild, in the office... I seemed to be addicted to drugs. Although I felt guilty towards my ex-husband, I couldn't help but approach him. I even had the urge to have a child for him!
At that time, I completely lost myself. For the sake of my sex, I didn't care about anything, and even in front of my daughter...
That day, he helped me pick up my child from kindergarten, and played with my daughter until after nine o'clock. I carried my daughter into the small bedroom. As soon as he came out, he couldn't help but come forward and hugged me. I struggled and said, "The child is at home, no!" But he picked me up without saying anything and walked towards the bedroom.
We were negligent at that time and just closed the door, but it did not lock us up. We had sex wildly. He rode on my head and asked me to give him a penis. The door opened at some point. I found that my daughter was looking at us in panic. I was stunned.
Uncle Gong, you are not allowed to bully my mother! My daughter ran to the bed crying
I quickly grabbed the bed sheets on the bed, covering our bodies, and my daughter cried and pulled me under the sheets. Mom, get up, you are not injured, I can't jump out of the bed naked, and ran to the small bedroom with my child barefoot. I can only lie to the child. Mom and Uncle Gong are playing games, so I can't tell my father...
It was also this time when my daughter was playing with her ex-husband and told her father, mother and Uncle Gong to play with her body. The ex-husband began to doubt since then until she finally caught me...
Later, my ex-husband asked someone to clean up Gong, and I found out that I was pregnant at that time. Gong's. He secretly pierced the condom and the ex-husband couldn't accept the blow and wanted to divorce me. I still loved my ex-husband. I never thought about divorced my friend. Juan, suggested that I go to Germany for a while, and time could dilute everything. After a while, the hatred in my ex-husband's heart disappeared, and for the sake of the children and family, I would re-accept me. I listened to Juan's advice. In 2006, I went to Germany...
During my time in Germany, Juan, as a good friend, kept going to my house, helped me take care of my children, and helped me pass on information about my ex-husband. I didn't expect that my best friend, Juan, always liked my ex-husband on my back, and I still rely on Juan for everything, hoping to get forgiven by her ex-husband!
Speaking of this, Chen looked a little painful
Juan, I have been suggesting that I wait for a divorce letter from mailed in early 2008, and at the end of 2008, Juan and her ex-husband got married, but I kept it stupidly in the dark about Juan and her ex-husband getting the news of Juan and her ex-husband getting drunk. When I woke up, I found that I was lying naked on the hotel bed, bruised and sore all over, and there were two black people lying next to me...
I was so thrilling that I felt chilling in my heart. The desires I had before disappeared, and only mercy was left.
If she hadn't told me in person, she would have imagined that such an almost weird lust entanglement would have happened to such a beautiful and dignified woman of my age!
In early 2009, I returned to China and just wanted to stay away from Beijing, so I went to Shenzhen. During that time, I had a low fever. I went to the hospital for a physical examination. The vice president of the hospital told me that I was an ADIS negative carrier! In June, I came to Nanjing...
I was shocked! I understood what the revenge was in Chen’s mouth! I also understood why Chen was so slutty!
So, you are a lucky person! Chen looked at me quietly and said
My back is covered in sweat, and the difference in thought just now almost made a big mistake for the rest of my life
Actually... medicine is so developed now... you will be fine... I don't know how to comfort this poor woman
Thank you for your concern, you are a good person, it's time for me to leave, thank you for listening to my nagging for the past half day. I stood up in the morning, then... just like a friend, hug me! Is it OK? As he said, spread his arms and looked at me
I hesitated for a moment, but I went over and gave her a hug and gently patted her back. Although what she said was so unbearable, I didn't feel disgusted at all, but I was full of pity for her
Your wife must be very happy Chen said, her eyes flashed, and her tongue licked her lips with a very seductive expression, revealing the unique charm of a woman.
My heart was hit hard, and I tried hard to squeeze out a smile: Well...yes, Chen, everything will be fine!
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