Wang Erlu was also feeling sad and heavy. He sympathized with the not-beautiful woman in front of him and sighed and said: It seems that there are many unfaithful people like Chen Shimei, and there are many dynasties and generations. Sister Feng, you have met you! Feng Yimei said sadly: I am not as good as Qin Xianglian in ancient times! At least, before Chen Shimei went to Beijing to take the exam, she had a life of love with Qin Xianglian, but what about me? She was deceived by him from the beginning and kept in the dark for more than ten years. Do you think he is not even as good as Qin Xianglian?
In fact, you should feel it! He will show that he is in a state of bed and dreaming differently?
Wang Erlu looked at her with infinite pity
Feng Yimei smiled miserably and said: You must laugh at me as stupid, right? I didn’t doubt anything before I discovered his affair with that woman! Although he was not interested in me at all at night, he only did that thing once every ten or eight days, and he was very reluctant to do it every time, but I still didn’t think much about anything else. Do you think I am a very stupid woman? That’s because you are so kind. Nowadays, kind people are always bullied!
Wang Erlu sighed and remembered the situation where his family was bullied by the Wei family Liuhu.
Feng Yimei raised her hand to sort out a long strand of hair that rushed to her chest
You are right! The Liu family joined forces to bully me. The Liu family all knows that Liu Yinghao has a woman outside. Not only does he not stop him, but he helps him hide it and tells his cousin Liu Minggang. If it weren't for his helping evil, Liu Yinghao wouldn't have concealed it for so long and not exposed! The Liu family does not have a good person! It also includes the high-sounding mayor!
When talking about Liu Minggang, Wang Erlu was very curious and asked: You said that Liu Minggang helped Liu Yinghao deceive you, so what is he doing? To harm others but not to benefit oneself?
It can be considered to be harmful to others and not self-interest? The main reason is that Liu Minggang has resentment towards me and my father. Liu Minggang always does some illegal business and organizes the underworld to do some shameful things. He is constantly sealed and eliminated by the Public Security Bureau. He entrusted me to plead with my father more than once, hoping to open a door of convenience for them. But I rejected him every time. He was resentful to me and then he begged my father directly, but he was still pushed back. So he almost hated our family. He encouraged Liu Yinghao and Ma Chuting to join forces like this, which was also a kind of revenge on me! Of course, it was not the main thing that he did it from it. The main thing is that Liu Yinghao wanted to use me and deceive me at the beginning!
After you break up, did Liu Yinghao really be with that Ma Chuting?
Wang Erlu seems to be paying attention to this information
Is that needless to say? They were originally together secretly, so of course they could be justified after that!
Feng Yimei lowered her head, as if she was savoring something in pain
Sister Feng, do you feel very sorry for Liu Yinghao leaving you? Are you still in pain?
Feng Yimei shook her head sadly
I have never regretted it, and now there is no pain. I just sad for myself, sad for my own failure in survival, sad for myself, sad for being an insignificant woman! Apart from that, there is nothing else!
Sister Feng, don’t think about those things. In fact, everyone lives a rough life, and you have to experience everything you live, and it’s nothing! Aren’t you living a good life now? You have a beautiful and lovely daughter!
Speaking of daughter, the dark color in Feng Yimei's eyes faded, followed by a bright light.
Well, Qiqi is indeed the spiritual pillar of my life. If it weren’t for her, I wouldn’t know how to spend these years, especially in that long and cold winter! I don’t lack anything materially, but I just lack the people to fill my empty and lonely time. My baby daughter is indeed the main support for my life!
Wang Erlu looked at her quietly and asked tentatively: Sister Feng, you have been divorced for three years, right? Didn’t you ever think about remarrying? Maybe your parents will be anxious about you, right?
Feng Yimei thought for a long time and breathed a sigh of relief
Yes, my parents are nagging about this all day long, and they are very worried about me, but I no longer have the idea of remarrying! I don’t know if it’s a man that is too terrible or if I am an unqualified woman at all! I have no confidence in the so-called marriage. To be precise, I have lost confidence in men and myself and my confidence in being a woman, so I don’t want to marry again!
Wang Erlu stared at her in surprise
So, do you want to live like this? But one day your daughter will leave you and you will be lonely!
I really don’t want to get involved in any marriage anymore. I have already figured it out and just live like this!
But she looked at Wang Erlu with a strange look and said gently, Although I don’t want to get involved in marriage, it doesn’t mean I don’t need a man. I really want to have a man who warms me and considers me, especially a simple and masculine man like you!... Do you understand what I mean?
In fact, you should feel it! He will show that he is in a state of bed and dreaming differently?
Wang Erlu looked at her with infinite pity
Feng Yimei smiled miserably and said: You must laugh at me as stupid, right? I didn’t doubt anything before I discovered his affair with that woman! Although he was not interested in me at all at night, he only did that thing once every ten or eight days, and he was very reluctant to do it every time, but I still didn’t think much about anything else. Do you think I am a very stupid woman? That’s because you are so kind. Nowadays, kind people are always bullied!
Wang Erlu sighed and remembered the situation where his family was bullied by the Wei family Liuhu.
Feng Yimei raised her hand to sort out a long strand of hair that rushed to her chest
You are right! The Liu family joined forces to bully me. The Liu family all knows that Liu Yinghao has a woman outside. Not only does he not stop him, but he helps him hide it and tells his cousin Liu Minggang. If it weren't for his helping evil, Liu Yinghao wouldn't have concealed it for so long and not exposed! The Liu family does not have a good person! It also includes the high-sounding mayor!
When talking about Liu Minggang, Wang Erlu was very curious and asked: You said that Liu Minggang helped Liu Yinghao deceive you, so what is he doing? To harm others but not to benefit oneself?
It can be considered to be harmful to others and not self-interest? The main reason is that Liu Minggang has resentment towards me and my father. Liu Minggang always does some illegal business and organizes the underworld to do some shameful things. He is constantly sealed and eliminated by the Public Security Bureau. He entrusted me to plead with my father more than once, hoping to open a door of convenience for them. But I rejected him every time. He was resentful to me and then he begged my father directly, but he was still pushed back. So he almost hated our family. He encouraged Liu Yinghao and Ma Chuting to join forces like this, which was also a kind of revenge on me! Of course, it was not the main thing that he did it from it. The main thing is that Liu Yinghao wanted to use me and deceive me at the beginning!
After you break up, did Liu Yinghao really be with that Ma Chuting?
Wang Erlu seems to be paying attention to this information
Is that needless to say? They were originally together secretly, so of course they could be justified after that!
Feng Yimei lowered her head, as if she was savoring something in pain
Sister Feng, do you feel very sorry for Liu Yinghao leaving you? Are you still in pain?
Feng Yimei shook her head sadly
I have never regretted it, and now there is no pain. I just sad for myself, sad for my own failure in survival, sad for myself, sad for being an insignificant woman! Apart from that, there is nothing else!
Sister Feng, don’t think about those things. In fact, everyone lives a rough life, and you have to experience everything you live, and it’s nothing! Aren’t you living a good life now? You have a beautiful and lovely daughter!
Speaking of daughter, the dark color in Feng Yimei's eyes faded, followed by a bright light.
Well, Qiqi is indeed the spiritual pillar of my life. If it weren’t for her, I wouldn’t know how to spend these years, especially in that long and cold winter! I don’t lack anything materially, but I just lack the people to fill my empty and lonely time. My baby daughter is indeed the main support for my life!
Wang Erlu looked at her quietly and asked tentatively: Sister Feng, you have been divorced for three years, right? Didn’t you ever think about remarrying? Maybe your parents will be anxious about you, right?
Feng Yimei thought for a long time and breathed a sigh of relief
Yes, my parents are nagging about this all day long, and they are very worried about me, but I no longer have the idea of remarrying! I don’t know if it’s a man that is too terrible or if I am an unqualified woman at all! I have no confidence in the so-called marriage. To be precise, I have lost confidence in men and myself and my confidence in being a woman, so I don’t want to marry again!
Wang Erlu stared at her in surprise
So, do you want to live like this? But one day your daughter will leave you and you will be lonely!
I really don’t want to get involved in any marriage anymore. I have already figured it out and just live like this!
But she looked at Wang Erlu with a strange look and said gently, Although I don’t want to get involved in marriage, it doesn’t mean I don’t need a man. I really want to have a man who warms me and considers me, especially a simple and masculine man like you!... Do you understand what I mean?