Chapter 1: Leaving for Love

In a bustling market town about 40 kilometers away from Jinling City, because today is the market day, people come and go, and all kinds of hawking sounds are coming and going, making it very lively.

In a restaurant in the town, there were even more people, making the sound of the drinkers shouting and noisy.

There was only one young man on a table by the window, about twenty years old, looking like a handsome man, extremely handsome

He seems to have been here for a long time

Several bottles of wine were already placed on his table. He seemed to be drunk, but he didn't seem to stop. He was still pouring wine into his mouth one by one.

His handsome face was covered with Qi Rong, and tears flowed from time to time in his eyes.

It seems that he is drinking to relieve his sorrow

Although there are many guests in the hotel, this young man is not only handsome, but also looks righteous and sincere, but still looks extraordinary in these guests.

The store here is a middle-aged man in his forties with rich experience. When this handsome boy came in, he felt that this young man was extraordinary and kept paying attention to him.

At this time, the store owner saw that he had drunk too much and seemed to have something huge sad, so he wanted to come forward to dissuade him. He sat down opposite the young man, bowed and said kindly: I am going to the store owner, don’t know the noble surname of the customer?

Although I saw someone talking to me, the young man still let the tears flow down his face without hiding his sorrow. When he asked the store, he just replied faintly. After saying that, Lu Zhi stopped humming and started drinking again. It seemed that only the wine in this glass could relieve his ever-changing sorrowful heart.

The store owner smiled and continued to care: Brother Lu, you seem to have something very sad. Is it emotional? Can you tell me to come up with an idea for you?

Lu Zhi still responded lightly: It's okay, thank you for your concern

Seeing that Lu Zhi didn't want to talk to him, the store changed the topic and said: Brother Lu, if you don't want to say it, I'm not going to be troublesome, but you can't drink this wine anymore, you're almost done.

Lu Zhi initially ignored the store's concern, but after the store persuaded him several times, he stopped drinking and handed it over to the store's money, got up, picked up the sword beside him, and walked out.

Seeing that he was shaking while walking, the store owner was worried that he would drink too much, so he chased him out and asked with concern: Brother Lu, do you want me to arrange accommodation for you?

Lu Zhi still responded lightly, thanked him, and walked out of the town

The store owner looked at the handsome young man's back as he gradually disappeared and sighed softly: Another love species trapped by love!

Lu Zhi walked towards the official road leading to the northwest outside the town. He didn't want to stop. He just wanted to walk, kept walking. It seemed that only in this way could he feel better in pain.

The reason why he was in pain and drank so much wine in one breath was just as the store owner asked about being trapped by love and hurt by love, because the person he loved did not accept his love

Although he tried his best to express his love to the goddess in his heart and his sincerity, his goddess was still unmoved. Last night, he even slapped him with a slap.

This slap completely made him desperate

Because she has always loved him very much, not only has she never beat him, but she has never scolded him in his impression!

He was in great pain

But can he tell his pain and his pain to outsiders?

He really wants to express his feelings to others directly, but he can't

Because the goddess in his heart is his extremely beautiful and loving mother!

Walking on the official road that I don’t know where to go, his heart was crying repeatedly: Mom, why are you cruel? Why don’t you accept me? You are my mother, I want you to be my wife, my love for you is sincere, do you know how many sleepless nights I have spent for you?

While walking aimlessly, Lu Zhi was painfully recalling the wonderful time with his mother

His mother is a beautiful woman who is afraid to look at her but gentle and wise

In Lu Zhi's memory, he never had the shadow of his father

When he was a child, whenever he asked his mother about his father, she always said that he had arrived at a very distant place.

When he grew up, his mother told him that his father was no longer alive.

But he never told him how his father died, and he never asked.

He was raised by his mother

My mother taught him to read, teach him to practice martial arts, and catch the secrets with him

She loves him and takes care of him meticulously

Whenever he occasionally has typhoid fever or accidentally falls into a little skin, she is always panicked, as if facing a great enemy, and is afraid that he will leave her from now on.

I remember one time, he was injured in his little toes while practicing martial arts, and blood flowed. My mother was so panicked that she couldn't even bind him medicine, so she put his little toes in her mouth until the blood stopped.

My mother is very spoiled and obedient to him. As long as he is anything, she will think of a way to give him

Although Lu Zhi grew up under the love and care of his mother, he was not spoiled.

He has helped him work since he was sensible. Their home is big and has a big garden. There is only him and his mother at home. He often weeds and trims the branches in the garden with her.

He loves his mother, but at this time, even like any other man, he has a human instinct for his mother's charming appearance and a desire to possess his mother's plump and seductive body, but only in his subconscious mind

At this time, his love for his mother was the pure son's deep affection for his loving mother.

Lu Zhi clearly remembered that the tomb of his subconscious mind that the stunning appearance of his mother and his desire to possess his mother's plump and seductive body began to be formally sublimated in his mind, and that he had officially realized its existence was three years ago.

From that moment on, he officially developed a lustful love for his mother that transcends family affection.

When he was ten years old, his mother sent him to a big private school and hoped that he would study hard and get a good reputation in the future.

In my personal relationship, there is a classmate named Wang You

Wang You's family is one of the most wealthy families in Jinling City. He is a very playboy and has been romantic since childhood.

When he was thirteen, he got into a maid at home

As the only son, he got the indulgence of his family

When he was seventeen, he had basically played with the young maids in his family.

He also often goes to brothels

Wang You likes Lu Zhi very much, often takes the initiative to play with him, and often talks about some romantic things to Lu Zhi.

Lu Zhi didn't like Wang You in the first few years and ignored him, but as he grew older, he sometimes became interested in the romantic things Wang You said.

They're a little closer

When he was 17 years old, one day, he lied to Wang You and said he would take him to a good place to have fun.

Lui Che and him went

When he went there, he realized it was a brothel

He wanted to leave at first, but under Wang You's repeated persuasion and reign, Lu Zhi, who was full of passion and curiosity and yearning for women, stayed behind.

In the house, when the young and charming girl showed her beautiful youthful body in front of her, Lu Zhi, who saw a woman's body for the first time, her mother's shadow flashed in her mind.

And it became bigger and clearer, and finally became a mother who became a body, ten times more beautiful than the young body in front of her, and a hundred times more beautiful body of the mother.

He was startled. Somehow, but suddenly he lost any interest in the young prostitute in front of him.

He left without calling Wang Zhi

When he left, his mind was full of his mother's beautiful and seductive body.

In the following period, every time I get along with my mother and see her beautiful face, her beautiful and seductive body will appear clearly in my mind.

He just wanted to look at her twice, but he didn't dare to look at her

He felt that he had praised his beautiful mother

He began to hide from his beautiful mother

But the beautiful mother, who didn't know, thought he was feeling uncomfortable, and cared more and took care of him more considerately. Her mother's body appeared in her mind more frequently

At night, his mother's form began to appear in his dream, and all the lovers in his dreams became mothers.

Lu Zhi didn't know what to do, nor did he know what was wrong with him. He didn't dare to tell Wang You, let alone to his mother.

He is confused, he is distressed

It was not until one day when Wang You showed him a book called "The Secret History of Incest" that he realized that he was in love with his seductive mother who was so beautiful that everyone in the world was fascinated by.

The book is about the son of a wealthy family. After his father died of illness in his early years, he was raised by his beautiful mother.

Later, the son fell in love with his mother. The mother was moved by his son's many hard pursuits. In the end, she fell in love with her son and gave her body to her son, becoming her son's original wife, and gave her several children for her son.

Although this son later married several concubines, the person he always loved the most was his original mother

This book tells the love between mother and son, and the love between mother and son, making Lu Zhi excited.

After reading the book, Lu Zhi completely understood that the various hallucinations about his mother during this period were derived from the love for his mother's lust.

This deep love for his mother has been hidden deep in his heart, and I have never known it. It was not until the young prostitute in the brothel that he awakened his feelings of love for his mother since childhood.

He felt that the book was about him and his mother

He did not return the book to Wang You, he lied to Wang You and said that he lost the book.

It's a pity for Wang You for a long time

He told Lui Chi that he liked the most about this kind of incest book

Lv Zhi also felt from Wang You's words that he was not the only one who had this incest thought.

At this time, Lu Zhi knew his feelings for his mother, but he knew that this was a kind of feeling that should not be had and that society would not allow, and he did not dare to tell anyone.

He also tried hard to forget it, but when faced with his mother's beautiful face that was fascinating and her tempting body, all his forgetful efforts would be wasted

At night, the love of having sex with your mother will appear in your dreams.

He spent half a year in this torture of longing but not being able to say

Until one day he saw his mother crying secretly in the house with her father's spiritual seat

He truly felt that his mother was actually very lonely and felt very sad. Although she had such a good son as him, as a woman, mother not only needed a son, but also needed a man who truly belonged to her to take care of her and love her.

Over the years, she has enjoyed the joy of being a mother in front of herself, but in the late night and when she fell asleep alone, how many times have she cried silently because of loneliness and memories of the past?

As a woman living in this extremely feudal society, her mother's concept of chastity and ultimately her concept of chastity is so firm. How far away is the reappearance of the past joy for her!

From this moment on, Lu Zhi felt that in order not to let himself suffer, and in order to make his mother no longer lonely and cry in the future, whether in front of him or in the dead of night, he would no longer be lonely or cry. He had reasons and responsibilities, and he should also have the courage to abandon the idea of ​​incest and confess his love for her to her mother, and expressed that he wanted to marry her as a wife incredible, but how real, how selfless and how touching his thoughts were.

Lu Zhi chose to express his feelings to his mother on a sunny morning

That day, my mother was in a good mood.

Playing a hidden game with Lu Zhi in the garden

When Lu Zhi deliberately let his blindfolded mother grab him, he also hugged his mother's slender and smooth waist tightly, pulled down the cloth strips covered by his mother's face, looked straight at his mother's fascinating face, and said sincerely and straightforwardly: Mom, I love you, please marry me!

Lu Zhi clearly remembered her mother's expression at the time, and at first she was stunned for a while, then she thought she had heard it wrong. Later, after getting confirmation from Lu Zhi's mouth, she had an incredible expression. She quickly broke free from Lu Zhi's hug and asked sternly: Zhi'er, how could you have such thoughts? Are you dizzy?

I'm your god!

Lu Zhi ignored his mother's strict expression. He calmly told his mother what he thoughts and troubled over the past period of time, except for his mother's body and the things he had sex with her in his dream.

Mom's face turned red and black from time to time with his statement

When he finished speaking, his mother did not think about his troubles, but was angry that he had such thoughts for so long.

She said angrily: Zhi'er, no matter what you thought before, from now on, you will not be allowed to have such thoughts again. If you have such thoughts again, Mom will ignore you... After that, she went back to the room

Lui Chi is not discouraged

He knew that this kind of incest thing that was unwilling to society was said to be a woman who was deeply rooted in feudal ethics like his mother, and it was difficult for a while to accept it. He was just when he first had this idea, didn’t he blame himself for a while?

Lu Zhi knew that he wanted to give his mother time to think about and face this matter, and he also wanted to find ways to let his mother accept him and accept him as her man.

Therefore, for some time after that, Lu Zhi no longer mentioned this to his mother.

But he changed his previous life as a son to get along with his mother, but instead took care of her as a mother man, loved her, so that she felt that he was not just her son, but also her man, her new life couple

As soon as he got married, he helped his mother cook and repair the garden

At first, my mother was still very angry at the change in his role and ignored him, but gradually, she seemed to get used to it, just like before, she talked and laughed with Lu Zhi, practiced martial arts together, and read books.

While talking and laughing, Lu Zhi also talked about some romantic affairs that he heard from Wang You from time to time. At first, when Lu Zhi talked about these romantic affairs, his mother not only refused to let him continue, but also blamed him every time.

But later, when Lu Zhi ignored her scolding and still talked about these things from time to time, she didn't stop him.

Sometimes Lu Zhi noticed that his mother was very careful

He was secretly happy

A month later, he once again mustered up the courage to mention to his mother that she wanted her to marry him.

This time my mother was not very angry, but her attitude seemed very firm. She said: Zhi'er, you love mom, I feel sorry for mom's mood. Mom knows that age like you is the age of thinking about random thoughts and impulsiveness. I am your mother, I love you more than myself, but it is precisely because I am your mother, we can only have a mother-son relationship, and we must not have the kind of relationship you think about. Do you know that it is incest, which is not allowed by society. If someone knows, we will not only have the face to face our ancestors, nor can we gain a foothold in this society. That will make you harmed, so if you think about it again in the future, your mother will not agree to you.

Lu Zhi knew that his mother still had a deep-rooted idea of ​​incest in his heart. He had to untie her knot first so that she could eventually become his wife.

In the next period of time, he finished his studies in his personal life, and just needed to prepare for self-study at home and get a fame and fortune.

He would have more time to spend with his mother, and for this reason he would tell her about the incest things he heard from Wang You from time to time.

One day, he remembered the book called "The Secret History of Incest"

So I secretly put it on my mother's bed

The next day, he boldly asked his mother if he had read the book.

The mother did not answer him, but a hint of redness flashed from her face. He knew that she had seen it, so he continued to ask her how she felt.

My mother had to answer: Zhi'er, that's what is written in the book, and you can't take it as real. You'll show me this kind of thing in the future.

Lu Zhi defended: Mom, but this at least shows that many people have thought about this kind of thing, and it is not impossible!

My mother turned around and left without hearing his excuses

Since then, Lu Zhi still insisted on instilling in his mother the idea that incest is not terrible, as well as his love for her and her body through various methods.

He told her that as long as we, mother and son, fell in love, there was no need to pay attention to too many secular etiquette.

He felt that his efforts had an impact on his mother, because when he spoke these words, she no longer scolded him, no longer stopped him, and sometimes listened seriously

But in her mouth, Lu Zhi was still a mess

Lu Zhi didn't know what to do, but he gradually lost his patience

Last night, the spring thunder suddenly broke out, and the strong wind suddenly rose, and the first heavy rain since the beginning of spring was pouring down

Lu Zhi couldn't sleep in his house

From the day he officially expressed his feelings to his mother, his love for him became stronger

Although he knew that his mother had to slowly accept his thoughts and then accept him

Therefore, when the two of them were together, facing their mother's extremely beautiful face and charming body, he suppressed the desire to hug her and touch her beautiful and plump tempting body. But at night, he could not control himself from thinking about her, and her beautiful and charming body.

Every night, he imagined his mother's body to fall asleep

Today, in this rainy night, he wants to hug, kiss, and possess his mother's body even more intense

He walked out of his house and walked towards his mother's house next door

The lights in my mother's room are still on

He gently knocked on his mother's door and whispered: Mom, it's me!

After a while, the door opened

My mother stood in front of the door wearing a close-fitting pajamas that set off her plump body. Before Lu Zhi could speak, he hugged his mother's beautiful body that he had always thought about every day and said: Mom, I really love you, I can't stand it anymore, give it to me!

After saying that, he ignored his mother's struggle and refused to let go, but just hugged her soft and smooth body tightly, kissed her swelling face hard, and at the same time, one hand reached to her mother's chest to unbutton her clothes.

When his hands just touched the tall, plump and soft pair on his mother's chest, he heard a crisp sound, and at the same time felt a hot and spicy look on his face.

He realized that his mother slapped him. He was stunned and let go of his mother who was holding her tightly. Tears of grievance snatched the frame. He said to his mother in pain and sadness: Mom, do you know that I miss you so much? Do you know that as soon as I close my eyes, my mind is full of your shadow? If I don’t miss you now, I can’t sleep. Do you know? Why are you so stubborn? I love you and want to love you well and take care of you, so as not to let you be lonely, secretly hide in the house and cry alone? But you have hit me now, and you have never hit me!

Speaking of this, Lu Zhi shouted at his mother in pain and sadness again: Mom, now without you, I really can't live anymore. Are you really so patient?

Facing his own reproach, the mother also said in tears: Zhi'er, you force your mother, you love you, and you know that you love your mother and feel sorry for your mother. We can only be a mother-son relationship. We must not be incest. This will harm you, do you know? Don't force your mother anymore!

Seeing that his mother was unmoved, Lu Zhi said desperately: Mom, are you really so cruel, really disregarding my life or death?

My mother did not answer his reproach, but she was in the same pain and sorrow as she covered her face and cried: What kind of evil am I doing?

Lu Zhi stopped crying and said softly: Mom, take care of me, I'm leaving

Lu Zhi really left. He left home in a desperate mood in the face of the storm and rain.

He could not get his mother's acceptance, nor could he face his mother, because he knew that if he faced his mother again, he would still be unable to control his actions tonight.