Chapter 200 Selfish?

Three days later, I rushed home. It was quite peaceful within those three days. Cheng Juntao asked me for a meal. He didn't say anything at the table. He still talked to me with his calm and tense smile. But I could feel his inner aggrieved in a few occasional words. I thought that some things would be as stiff as the revenge of killing my father, so I never hurt him again.

I also have a question in my heart. Although their Cheng family is not rich enough to compete with the country and power, they also have many relationships and means. The father and son are both people with IQ and cunning. They gave up because of my little tricks. This is completely different from what I imagined. I had already prepared more than 80 sets of small tricks to deal with, but unfortunately they were useless. There must be conspiracy or other factors behind the easy-to-overcome difficulties.

I went back and stayed for two days before I realized that Cheng Haibin had encountered difficulties. What kind of inspection should be done by the Commission for Discipline Inspection? He was doing some preparations, so he didn't have time to go to Beijing to clear the relationship. I told Qin Chu that he had nothing to do with us. What's important is when he can give up his obstruction of us. This is a long-term and arduous and epoch-making thing.

My parents still trust me very much. After I went back, my mother just asked me symbolically how I was doing. I said it was basically a good journey. Then my mother continued to hold her and watched the TV series. My father just glanced at me casually, but I felt a little ashamed. Since I was a child, I have been trusted by my family because I was too precocious and sensible. But I often use my parents' trust to lie occasionally. As time goes by, the number of times occasionally increases. For example, when I was obsessed with legends in middle school-a particularly classic online game. Since then, I often told my mother that I lived at my classmates' house at night to discuss the difficulties and problems in learning. My mother was very satisfied and told me, just go ahead, just a female classmate.

At that time, many classmates envied me because I could play all night but not be suspected by my family. As my level improved, my guilt became more and more serious. When lying became a habit, the person was about to collapse. Finally, on a dark and windy night, after I and my father had two glasses of wine, I took advantage of the alcohol and said to my father with bitterness and pain: Dad, I actually lied to you. Every time I said that I would go to an Internet cafe to play games when I lived with my classmates.

My mother touched my head very seriously: This child is drunk too much

I didn't expect that when I was so old, I would have to lie to my family occasionally, but I think this is a more kind lie. I can't tell my parents: Mom and Dad, I'll go to Huangdao to kill a few people and come back

Yingying flew to my house quickly after she learned that I was back. She locked the door when she came in, and then walked towards me with a smile on her face. Her smile made me feel bleak. Yingying walked up to me and pointed at me: Take off her clothes!

I was shocked and hurriedly covered my clothes: What are you doing? There must be a process for rape.

Yingying cut and said: Hurry up, take it off!

I will never obey you, or you put a kitchen knife on my neck, maybe I will take it off, I do this on TV

Yingying glared at her almond eyes, and her hands spread out and rushed up. She grabbed the corner of my T-shirt and lifted it up and directly raised it to my head. I was molested by Yingying. When I saw Yingying's eyes, I suddenly realized Yingying's purpose.

Yingying's eyes were slightly jawed. I saw that her eyes were wrong and looked at the obvious scars on her body before I understood. Yingying turned out to be a checkup, but I couldn't understand why she thought of checking my body. Does she know what I'm going to Huangdao?

I pulled down my clothes and smiled at Yingying: Is it fun to be offensive?

Yingying suddenly slapped me on the shoulder: I knew! I knew! I knew you must have gone to fight! Looking at Yingying with tears in her eyes, I didn't know how to answer, so I stood up straight and thrust my chest hard: Isn't I strong in front of you? Another thing, why do you think I'm going to fight

Yingying twitched her nose hard and found that she had a lot of snot, so she grabbed the toilet paper and blew her nose. After that, she sat down silently: I just thought of you going to fight

Did anyone tell you what?

No, I just thought of it, just thought of it! Zhang Qing, when did you make people worry-free? Yingying's eyes were still red, and she twitched a few more times.

I smiled bitterly and thought to myself when I won’t be worry-free. I am just doing what I think I should do. I greeted Yingying’s eyes: OK, don’t mention it. OK

No, I have to mention it. Zhang Qing, how can you be so selfish? Yingying said

Selfish? What's the selfish thing? I'm very dissatisfied

You put everyone's concern aside, don't care about anyone, what you think is what you are. Haven't you been like this all these years? Isn't this called selfish? Yingying said angrily

I was also a little indignant. After Yingying shouted, I asked her: According to what you mean, I should ignore it

Don't

What do people do? Everything depends on everyone's concern. After that, you have to hold on to everything just to avoid others' worries. Is that what it means?

Yingying was stunned. I rarely talk to her like this. She just said that my selfishness made me feel very uncomfortable. I looked at Yingying's silent face and felt a little regretful. I just pushed Tai Chi to her and talked nonsense for a few words. Isn't it just a polite thing? What's the point? I asked Yingying tentatively: I'm not wrong.

Yingying smiled: Zhang Qing, don’t you think you are wrong?

No, no, I was wrong, I was wrong, I shouldn't ignore everyone's concern and comfort, go and have fun by myself, I smiled

Are you using a quarrel with me? I know, you don’t agree with anyone, including me saying you are selfish. Yingying looked straight at me, I’m right, Zhang Qing

I leaned back on the bed: Change to another topic, I've already gone and come back, don't mention it

Yingying sighed softly: It’s useless to tell you this. I just want to tell you that many people care about you. What do you do should be for others? Do you understand

I didn't reply, I wasn't very interested in Yingying's words. I think if you have to worry about everyone in this world, you can't do anything. You can live in other people's world all day long