Chapter 146 When love becomes a past

Yan Yu drove Fang Fei out of the Yan family. Fang Fei asked, "Do you really want to go to the movie?"

Yan Yu drove the car and said, "No, it's because I have something to do. I just found a reason to come out and I'll take you home first."

Fang Fei was a little unhappy and wanted to ask him if he wanted to accompany Cheng Xiaoyu, but he didn't ask after all. She was not his real girlfriend, so she could care who else would accompany him on Christmas.

Fang Fei said in a depressed voice, Yan Yu, you are really unreliable, I'm going home now. What if your mother and I talk about it on the phone again tomorrow and say something missed? If you don't say anything at night, you won't tell me earlier. It's too late to go to meet with other friends now. What can you do by calling me alone on Christmas night?

Yan Yu said, I'm sorry, I'm really not thinking carefully, why don't I send you to the cinema, you can watch a movie today

Fang Fei said, "I'm not that bad when I watch a movie alone on Christmas. Forget it, I'll go shopping and just let me get off in front."

Yan Yu parked the car as Fang Fei said. Fang Fei patted the car door and was about to leave, and didn't even say goodbye.

A vendor selling Christmas gifts happened to be a hawking sold by Yan Yu's car. Yan Yu hurriedly stopped him and picked a colorful heart-shaped colorful lollipop from a big handful of things to buy it. He got off the car and caught up with Fang Fei and handed her the lollipop. Fang Fei, Merry Christmas

Fang Fei lowered her eyes and looked at the lollipop, and answered it silently

Yan Yu said, Fang Fei, actually, my dad has nothing to do with you, but it has delayed your time. I will bring you to my house on Christmas. I feel very embarrassed, but I promise you, at most, I will bother you for a month or two. I think you are a good person. Let's make friends. Just tell me if you have any problems in the future.

Fang Fei had to nod, go and do your business, goodbye

Then I'll leave, goodbye Yan Yu turned around and drove away as soon as he stepped on the accelerator.

Fang Fei sighed, looked down at the lollipop in her hand and turned around to go shopping.

Yan Yu came to the door of the apartment and found that he didn't bring the key. Now he hasn't returned here for a long time and even forgot to take the key.

Yan Yu had to knock on the door, Cheng Xiaoyu opened the door for him. Today she wore a long cardigan with red snowflake pattern. The inner liner was soft white fluff. She wore a simple red and white plaid shirt, a pair of slim jeans on the lower body, a pair of flipped snow boots, and her long hair was loosely spread on her shoulders. She didn't put on much makeup on her face, but she only applied lip gloss and light blush and mascara.

She suddenly felt like Cheng Xiaoyu in the past. Yan Yu couldn't help but feel a little stunned when he looked at her.

Cheng Xiaoyu smiled at him, let's go straight?

Yan Yu said, OK

The two went downstairs and got on the car. Yan Yu asked, what do you want to eat?

... Go and have Bill Barbecue for the first time they celebrated Christmas, they went there to have a buffet barbecue

Yan Yu didn't say anything, drove the car towards the restaurant

It was already a little late for them to arrive at the restaurant. It was past seven o'clock, but the restaurant was still very lively. After all, today is Christmas.

The two of them found a seat to sit down. Cheng Xiaoyu said while taking off his sweater and jacket, "I'll be 68 yuan a year ago. This year, the prices seem to have risen quite quickly in the past two years. I'll go get barbecue. You go get fruits and small pastries. Remember to serve me ice cream. After that, he took the plate on his own without waiting for Yan Yu to speak.

Cheng Xiaoyu seemed very excited today, and he didn't care about Yan Yu's gaze with some confusion. He talked and laughed and put barbecue on the frying pan. After the baking, he would dip the sauce and put it for Yan Yu to eat.

Yan Yu had a fair appetite, so he stopped chopsticks after eating a few pieces.

Cheng Xiaoyu ate it himself, the table was rich, barbecue, roasted chicken wings, grilled fish, small cakes, ice cream, egg tarts, sushi, fruit platter... Cheng Xiaoyu's appetite is no longer as good as before. After eating some, he felt that the smell of meat was sore in his throat. He had to put the barbecue that was raised to his mouth and smiled, "I think I'm old. In the past, I can eat all these things alone." Cheng Xiaoyu felt a little uncomfortable. It turned out that some things were gone, and it was impossible to force me to go back."

The waiter in the restaurant wearing Christmas hats and red clothes still walked around with a large bag of apples. When he walked past their table, both of them were silent and no one asked for apples.

What are you doing with apples? Wishing you will always be together or world peace?

The band that sang several Christmas songs began to invite the audience to sing. Does this be the case everywhere like this on Christmas?

As usual, some people went up to sing, as usual, some people confessed their love with songs, and as usual, some people clapped below

It turns out that the world will always be like this year after year, but they are getting older year by year, and their courage is gone, and they feel no longer.

Cheng Xiaoyu watched it for a while and stood up and said, "I'll go up and sing a song." She walked on stage and talked to the band. She stood in front of the stage with a microphone. After thinking about it, I want to give this song to the person who came with me for Christmas. I hope he... Everything goes well in the future.

After playing the prelude of the song, Cheng Xiaoyu sang with the microphone, Don’t mention the past, life has been full of storms, even if the memory cannot be erased, love and hate are still in my heart, and let tomorrow continue well, don’t ask me about my news again... Cheng Xiaoyu’s voice was low, with a little calmness of seeing through the world, and she knew that Yan Yu had been looking at her, but she never looked at him again

...Why don't you understand? As long as there is love, there will be pain. One day you will know that life will not be different without me... Cheng Xiaoyu, you asked me here to sing such a song to me. What do you mean?

Do you really think that life will not be any different for me without you?

At the end of the song, many people applauded Cheng Xiaoyu and bowed and walked off the stage.

Yan Yu's face was already ugly. He looked at Cheng Xiaoyu, what do you mean?

Cheng Xiaoyu sat down and looked at Yan Yu and said lightly, "It's what you think you mean."

Cheng Xiaoyu, today I agreed to have dinner with my parents at home. You called me and asked me to come out and I came out. I thought today... Isn't it okay to argue at home? I have to come here specifically.

Cheng Xiaoyu said, I didn't want to quarrel, I just wanted to have a Christmas with you. I think everything should have a beginning and an end, but you see, some things just can't come. Let's go back after dinner.

Yan Yu's face was calm and he didn't speak

Cheng Xiaoyu forced a smile again and said, "I feel a little hungry when I sang a song. If I eat something more, we will all eat so little, it would be a loss."

Cheng Xiaoyu picked up a piece of sushi. The piece of sushi was already cold. A strong fishy smell came from her mouth. A stream of sour water suddenly surged from her throat. Cheng Xiaoyu threw the piece of sushi onto the plate, covered her mouth and ran to the bathroom.

She lay on the sink in the middle of the men's and women's bathroom and vomited for a long time, but only spit out a few mouthfuls of sour water. She felt that the food she had just eaten seemed to be as uncomfortable as she was on her heart, but she just couldn't spit it out

Cheng Xiaoyu retching a few more times before turning on the faucet and rinsing his mouth, pouring some water on his face, and gasping for a few breaths and looking up, he saw Yan Yu standing behind her in the mirror, frowned and looked suspicious.

Yan Yu asked, have you been on a menstrual period recently?

Cheng Xiaoyu's face changed

Her period didn't come. Originally, her period was not very accurate. She usually didn't care if it was five or six days apart, but this time... she hadn't come for more than forty days!

The last time she and Yan Yu were on the day of the charity dinner, and after that, Cheng Xiaoyu was in a very bad mood. He forgot about taking medicine in his mind.

Could it be that there is really?

Yan Yu said, let's go to the hospital. After that, he took her hand and walked out.

Yan Yu drove to the hospital, Cheng Xiaoyu sat in the passenger seat and said nothing. After a while, her hands trembled and stroked her still flat belly.

Is there really a little life here?

Cheng Xiaoyu bit his lip, Yan Yu, take me home first, it’s already past nine o’clock, the gynecologists must have gotten off work, this is not an emergency department, I will go to the hospital tomorrow during the day, and after the exam, I will tell you the results

Yan Yu gritted his teeth, Cheng Xiaoyu, please don’t give me this trick, do you want to lie to me again?

Cheng Xiaoyu said, why did I lie to you? I don’t know yet

Yan Yu said, so what if there is, so what if there is no?

Yes... Cheng Xiaoyu's voice was a little trembling. Yes, this child can't ask for it.

Yan Yu's hand holding the steering wheel suddenly tightened, and his blood in his heart almost hit the back of the car in front of him.

Yan Yu saw that something was wrong and stepped on the brakes suddenly. Both of them shook forward with inertia. Fortunately, there was no car behind them, otherwise something would have to happen.

Cheng Xiaoyu's chest hit the front car board so painfully. She said, "Driving carefully!"

Yan Yu was also scared and sweaty. He glared at Cheng Xiaoyu with a bad expression. Shut up, stop talking to me again.