Chapter 6

I really realized that I was obsessed with Weiwei

This discovery surprised me, and it made me even more painful and ashamed.

Since Weide doesn't come home often, I've been too lazy to clean myself up, but when my son said that the smell on me smelled good, I actually began to dress up myself intentionally or unintentionally

I'll even use some light perfume

Whenever my son sniffs me by my side and says I smell good, I feel a little shy and a little proud.

Every day after dinner, I ask my son to accompany me to go out, so naturally I won’t go to the supermarket anymore.

The purpose of asking him to accompany him was to like the feeling when he held me, smelling the smell on his body, feeling his strong body, and listening to his powerful heartbeat, which made me feel like a hazy girl's feeling when she was in love.

I began to care about the underwear I changed. Every day when I changed my underwear, I would go back to the room. I listened carefully to the outside. I would hear the sound of going downstairs slightly. Every time he would stay in front of my door for a while. I dare not close the door and not take the insurance now.

And every time I go back to the room, I always turn off the lights

Weiwei may have seen the lights in my room go out, so she would unwilling to go to the bathroom to get my underwear. After he goes upstairs, I must go to the bathroom to check it out.

I'll find that my underwear is gone

And the next morning it will return to the bathroom again

Sometimes I would quietly go to the third floor and watch him masturbate through his curtains. Because watching my son masturbate always makes me very excited, especially when I see him putting my underwear on the penis that is about to ejaculate, I can't help but feel the love juice surging. Then I will return to the room, thinking about my son's increasingly long and thick penis, while imagining the dildo in my hand as the thick thing of my son, thrusting in my vagina.

I know it's sinful, immoral

But I just couldn't control myself thinking this way. Later, if I didn't think about my son's penis while masturbating, I wouldn't be able to make myself orgasm

To a certain extent, my attachment to my son made me gradually ignore the existence of my husband

Weide may come back occasionally, but he is still the same. I almost no longer have any hope for him.

My husband still loves me very much and feels guilty

I knew it was the day when I fell in love with my son. When the phone number came to my house, I answered the phone number, but the voice of a delicate little girl was looking for her son. Then I saw my son holding the phone and returning to his room.

I haven't come out for a long time, and I can obviously feel sad and sad. Did my son fall in love early? I want to hear what they are talking about, but I can't help but feel sad.

That day, my son didn't come down to take the underwear I changed. I didn't sleep all night and felt upset and upset. I repeatedly advised myself that if I couldn't continue like this, it would ruin the family. But when I think of the smell of my son, my erect penis, my new thing became messy. In a family, there was a mother who fell in love with his son, and another son who was obsessed with his mother.

What kind of family is this

I began to care about my son's premature love trends, but fortunately I was suspicious

My son is not in love

He is still obsessed with my taste and my body as before

I know something that shouldn't happen will happen one day

Because I asked myself if I would refuse if it would happen, the answer was so vague and unstable

Even I can't control myself and want my son, how can I stop the son who is most thirsty in adolescence

Besides, I'm so obsessed with him

Weide is leaving again. This is the number of business trips he has been on in the past three months. Even I don't remember it.

On the night before leaving, Weide went home and said goodbye to me and my son

Listen to your mother at home, don’t just play. Dad is gone, you have to take good care of your mother.

I've gotten used to the coming and going of my husband, and I don't care about it.

Sometimes I doubt whether I still love my husband

But I will immediately deny my suspicion, because no matter how obsessed I am with Weiwei, if I think of the days without Weide, I will be afraid from the bottom of my heart.

After all, I was with him at the age of eighteen. I have experienced the ups and downs of the past ten years with him.

And he once gave me so much happiness

And he is still loving me and loving this home

When I was left with Weiwei and I, I seemed to become more slutty. I didn't know how to be ashamed, sometimes I felt like I was seducing my son.

After taking a shower, I would go into the living room without wearing underwear, wearing a translucent nightgown, sit next to my son and watch TV with him.

Even walking around in front of him, I could feel my son's scorching gaze wandering around with my erect breasts or swinging ass.

I will put my underwear that was wet by a lot of love juice in the bathroom when I thought of his huge and firm penis during the day. Sometimes the love juice on my underwear I took off was not even dry yet.

I would still go to his window to watch him masturbate. While watching, I would try to caress my body. Sometimes when I was watching, I even wanted to go in and put the thick thing in my son's hand directly into my body.

This fantasy will make me reach orgasm quickly, and I will even arrive before my son arrives.

Sometimes I hate myself for being so lewd, and I don’t know what the purpose can be achieved by seducing my son like this.

But I just wanted to do this, and when his eyes were staring at my hungry body under my nightgown, I felt an inexplicable pleasure

I didn't realize at all how bad the consequences would be for my son's abnormal mother-Olympus

In a sense, I sometimes even confuse Weiwei with his father. My young, bright and strong son often makes me unconsciously regard him as the virtue of my youth.

The school is about to have a final exam, and I was surprised by Weiwei's unexpected home visit.

Since elementary school, my son never asked us to worry about his studies. He is smart and likes to study very much.

This is similar to his father

He has always been among the top few in the school and failed two subjects before the final exam. The teacher also reported that he had performed well in the school basketball team and football team before, but recently he was lazy and energy-free even in training.

And I'm always distracted in class and answering questions that are not right

I didn't hear what the teacher said later, but later my heart was in a mess. I understood the crux of the problem, but those reasons were never told to outsiders.

And I know that my son and I have fallen into each other deeply, and it is impossible to use external forces or outsiders to mediate.

After the teacher left, I pondered for a long time and decided to have a good talk with my son because this is not a trivial matter. My son is really in love early, and the person who made him fall in love is his biological mother.

I realized that I made the most immoral, the most despicable, the most despicable, the most despicable mistake

I want to have a thorough talk with Weiwei

I can't ruin my favorite son

Weiwei, don't go out today. Mom has something to say to you. After dinner, I sat on the sofa opposite my son.

Today, your teacher Liu is here

My son obviously knew what I was going to say, withdrew his smile and lowered his head

At that moment, I felt like my son was still like a child

What I want to say is not your performance in school

My son raised his head again and looked at me in surprise

I suppressed Tutu's heartbeat. My son's fundamental problem was not his performance at school.

But his psychology, I must have a real psychological exchange with him

Weiwei, mom loves you very much, but now

Mom, I love you too

A light flashed in my son's eyes that made me palpitations and I interrupted him

Mom knows, just like you know mom, but Weiwei, mom is a bad woman, sometimes, sometimes even shameless, no, mom, you are not, you are the best mother in the world, my son urgently corrected me

Listen to me, Weiwei

I licked my lips. No matter what, I must explain the past clearly, otherwise the consequences will be very bad.

You can also see that dad rarely comes home recently, maybe you don’t know the reason. Your dad still loves your mom as before, but

I really don't know how to continue, I really want to give up

But I saw my son's confused eyes

Grip your teeth

Dad, mom, and Weiwei, we have always lived a happy life, mom loves dad, but a year ago, your dad's health suddenly became bad

I know, mom

My son's face suddenly turned red, and I looked at him in surprise

Mom, I heard you talk to dad, and I also know you have gone to see a doctor

My son's words made me dumbfounded. Does this child seem to know a lot?

I also heard you and dad crying, and I also know that dad is, can't have sex with you anymore

My mind is in chaos

You, you are a child, why...why... I'm a little at a loss

Mom, don't be angry, I'm no longer a child, I'm seventeen, I'm going to have children in ancient times. Some of my classmates are in love and some have sex.

Oh my God, why are the kids like this now

I pressed down on the beating atrium and cleared my throat. I must change from passive to active

Weiwei, you know, mom won't hide it from you. Since your father is in poor health, mom and dad have been unhappy.

During this period, my mother didn't know what to do

My face turned red, I really wanted to make up this awkward conversation

Sometimes my mother seems to be a little confused, always treating you as your father Weiwei, you and your father looked too similar when they were young, and sometimes my mother always mistakenly treating you as him to tell the truth, and my mother doesn't know what to do, and I'm also very scared and very messy

My tears came out, I felt helpless and weak

Mom, don't. When I saw me crying, my son's eyes turned red, and he was stammering, wanting to sit next to me

You sit down and listen to your mother finish speaking

Sometimes my mother is shameless, and sometimes I even feel that my mother is seducing you. Don’t talk. Every time I do this, my mother is in pain and hates myself very much.

Mom also knows you, I like Mom knows what you do before going to bed every day Mom has seen it in front of your window

My son's face turned red and his head lowered

Originally, these things are normal. You have reached adolescence. Mom knows that these things should be talked to you by your father, but Mom doesn't want him to know but doesn't know how to tell you. Although this matter is not a big deal, Mom is also afraid that your body will not be able to bear it. So, Mom stews this every day. I am really afraid that you will ruin your body at a young age.

It was extremely difficult to talk to my son, my heart kept beating and jumping

But my mother didn't expect that it still affected you. Teacher Liu said that you are always distracted now and the team training is not going to go to, and your grades are falling even more. Mom is so worried and sad. Mom thinks that I harmed you. If your mother tells you as soon as she finds out, it may not be like this. But Mom has been not talking to you because Mom sometimes really doesn't want to prevent you.

Some thoughts are hard to say after all

But if you want to continue like this, your mother will be very worried but she doesn't know what to say to you, but you really can't continue like this. Do you understand, son

I got it, mom

My son lowered his head

I felt relieved in my heart. I stood up, walked to my son, hugged his head

My son seemed to have to resist, he was stiff

Not acting like I did the previous few days

I feel like I've been stung by something

For several days, although my son and I still often come in and out, I felt like he was alienating me.

My heart hurts and helpless

I found that my son no longer secretly went downstairs to pick up the underwear I changed at night, and he slept earlier than before.

I feel indescribable, but I am definitely not happy

I also know that I may not convince my son at all, but my son is sensible, but he is just forcing me to suppress myself