Chapter 5

OK, stop making trouble, I will compensate you tomorrow, go to bed, I said absent-mindedly

I'm serious

Xinxin's tone was very serious. I finally realized that this was not a coquettish joke. She sat up and looked at her face

Why? It’s because I’m tired this time?

I was holding my heart to my heart. In my opinion, Xinxin was making unreasonable trouble. Today's free time was rare. I even dragged my tired body to accompany her shopping and bleed. What else did she want?

If you say you are tired, then just treat it as tired

Xinxin said dissatisfiedly: What happened before? It would be fine if you spoke for so long for the first time. Last time you had sex for so long before you had a hard time ejaculation. This time it was even more excessive and it became softer. Anyway, in my opinion, men are so tired of it, otherwise they would not be like this.

Because of this, you are going to break up with me? I was surprised

I understand. It turns out that Xinxin has always been very confident in her skills, but several setbacks made her feel awkward. She felt that I was pinching my nose and having sex with her. Now I am even more tired of her body, so I came here like this

I couldn't help but feel funny. I remembered that Xinxin had complained to me during chatting on weekdays, complaining that I was not easy to ejaculate when I was oral. I didn't care at that time. I replied to her if she had never met an opponent who could last for more than ten minutes in the piston movement of oral activities. Xinxin did not hesitate and said yes.

Indeed, Xinxin's oral skills can make most men want to die and surrender within a few minutes, but maybe I am an alien other than the majority, right?

Anyway, I confessed to Xinxin that I was a type that was difficult to ejaculate when I was oral, but Xinxin’s expression was skeptical. I think she felt uncomfortable at that time, right?

Thinking through this section, Xinxin's unreasonable trouble became cute. I immediately wanted to step forward and rub her little head and love her very much.

But the next sentence freezes all my behavior

Besides, my dear, do you pretend that you can’t remember the relationship between us, or do you really forget it?

I was immediately as if I was hit by lightning!

Yes, no matter how close we are, no matter how much we look like a couple to outsiders, our relationship is always improper.

I'm cheating on my marriage, she's a mistress

During this period, I was addicted to this sweet and inappropriate relationship, enjoying the freshness and stimulation, and subconsciously justified the relationship!

Then... is this the result of your careful consideration? Or is it an impulse? I realized that I did not forget that I was a scumbag, but just had the original intention of playing around, and asked plainly.

I have been thinking about this result from the beginning, and it should be more thoughtful than thinking carefully.

Xinxin said: You were my job leader. I have worked together for several years but nothing happened. During this period, my relationship suddenly improved by leaps and bounds. I guess it was either your heart was a bit distorted or I hadn't felt the warmth for too long. I was hungry for you, a married man.

Anyway, no matter what the reason is, this relationship will not last. Not to mention that you are so smart that I admire you on weekdays, I can even foresee it.

So at the beginning, I just wanted to have a dream. Maybe I was really lonely for too long. I wanted to find a mature man to take good care of myself, even if this man doesn't belong to me, even if it's just a short period of time...

Now, it’s time to wake up from the dream. Whether it’s bored or the relationship is right or not, it doesn’t matter. What’s important is that I think I should leave you

Xinxin's confession made me speechless. Not long ago, I judged that Xinxin and me were inclined to trade, but this sincere confession made me feel that the emotional color was very strong.

Even in my words, Xinxin emphasized that I was just a spare tire similar to a temporary heating device, but I had never seen it.

I guess some wolf friends would say that it might be because Xinxin is so lewd in her bones?

But I have reliable information to learn that Xinxin has been single and lonely for two years. She lives alone and only interacts with her sisters and best friends. Why have she only been lewd for me in the past two years?

It can be seen that as a man, Xinxin really has a certain degree of recognition of me, otherwise I would not have seen her unknown side.

I realized this and realized that it was dangerous. It turned out that Xinxin was mostly in love with this relationship. However, the great blessing in disgrace is that she now took the initiative to break up.

Although I haven't had enough trouble yet, if I continue to get entangled, it will be of no benefit to everyone

After all, no matter how stupid I am, I have never forgotten. My resignation letter has been sent back. At the beginning, the motivation to resign and forget about the relationship has become a bubble. So now it is a good opportunity. Xinxin proposes to break up. I can completely separate the relationship without leaving any troubles!

Why not do it?!

In the end, I showed a struggle and pain and agreed, and I had to do a full set of acting.

Xinxin wore her clothes back after that, slept in her clothes in a proper manner, and said nothing all night. She left the room peacefully the next morning, the next morning, and calmly left the room alone and early next morning.

Before leaving, we negotiated to use Xinxin’s first anniversary holiday as a buffer and return to work as the limit

Within this week, we will adjust without meeting or contacting each other. After a week, Xinxin will come back and we will return to our previous relationship and will no longer go beyond the line.

Before the check-out time, I was lying alone in the empty room and looking at the ceiling. The more I thought about it, the more annoyed I became.

If it weren't for the weakness at this critical moment, things wouldn't have developed to this point. Even if Xinxin had to break up sooner or later, it would have happened after fucking a few more times. At that time, I guess there were more surprises from Xinxin.

But it is useless to be upset. In order to avoid suffocating myself, I told my best friend nothing on WeChat about it.

I also said before that there is no secret between me and my best friend, and I know a lot about each other's scandals, but how much does he know about Xinxin?

It can be said that since I was interested in getting flirting with Xinxin, he basically participated in a live broadcast style. Even the private behavior between Xinxin and me, wherever I kissed and fucked, he had always been able to get first-hand information, but he was just about to expose the nude photos and videos to him.

Knowing that we agreed to break up, the best friend said: The division was earlier than expected, but it was not a loss. You spent more than 3,000 yuan, right? I don’t forget it. I fucked twice, and the high-end and beautiful technician, the whole set was about the same price as the two times. Based on what you said, the technology that was so splendid that day was worth it.

The best friend is quite a person with Ah Q spirit. Although this set of rhetoric has not been a comforting effect, it really makes me feel a little more psychologically balanced.

Within the following week, we returned to the usual days. We did not seduce or be warm during the day, and did not eat chicken or chat at night. It is worth mentioning that our department had a small gathering again during this period, but this kind of gathering was not organized by me, but was of a private nature.

Even if the relationship between work is solid, people can still distinguish whether they can get a chance or not. This small gathering is a small group of people who can get a chance to relax after get off work.

But after the show ended, a colleague called me

Sister Hua, a beautiful woman in her thirties, has a very old experience in the company and is very talkative, so she has a good relationship with many people and is a respected person.

Even I have been caring for her since I joined the company until today. She is both a teacher and a friend to me.

Sister Hua, what's the matter? I was taken to a cafe not far away. Sister Hua chose a private room to sit down, and I asked

I won’t be with you. Sister Hua said calmly: You and Xinxin are nothing, right?

My heart suddenly felt a little sad, and then I remembered Sister Hua's other identity. Her relationship with Xinxin is better than that of ordinary colleagues. She is considered to be a friend of mine for a long time.

Sister Hua is both a teacher and a friend to me, but why isn’t it to Xinxin?

I think that Xinxin was single for two years and lived in seclusion, but she accidentally revealed it to me. In addition, her relationship with Xinxin, so I should have thought of the purpose of her calling me tonight.

I could see the clues from the fact that Xinxin was not right at the end of the month last time, and then you also started to get wrong recently. You didn’t say anything when you called back the resignation letter, and even called me "Sister Hua" and treat me as a friend, so let me explain it?

The atmosphere in the private room is quiet and peaceful, and Sister Hua's tone is also very stable. In contrast, the storm in my heart is said? Or not? This is a problem

After all, Sister Hua has seen through it, and being able to ask this question means that it is not aimless. If you confess it, you can at least be worthy of Sister Hua's trust. Anyway, I have negotiated with Xinxin to get the result. After making it open and honest, we can still maintain the same relationship as before, chat and drink together.

Not to mention it, it is the same sentence. Since the result has been negotiated, why should the extra people know?

Isn’t it good if Xinxin and I have hidden it in our hearts?

Can you restore your usual relationship even if you are different?

If this is the case, what are the benefits of letting Sister Hua know?

I was so excited. After a psychological struggle, Sister Hua and I had not seen each other for more than two seconds.

Sister Hua, why did you say that?

I said naturally: Xinxin did lose her composure last time, and I comforted her in front of everyone. I didn’t say anything about the resignation letter, but I wanted to give everyone a surprise after the end of the month party. Haha

As for you saying something wrong with me... I held the glasses that didn't exist on the bridge of my nose and said, "I didn't find anything wrong with me."

Not to mention, this is my choice

Sister Hua frowned slightly, as if she wanted to see my flaws from it, but there was no doubt that there was no problem with my acting skills.

Don't you see me receiving those difficult customers, my smile on my face is like spring breeze, but my mother's calmness is blown to death thousands of times in my heart

Having such a scheming and scheming is one of the reasons why I can climb up, but Sister Hua can only be an elder and subordinate for so many years.

In short, Sister Hua had no choice but to do anything to me. After holding on for a while, she finally sighed: Oh, you have become more outstanding, what can I do to you?... I just want to say that as long as you can look into my eyes, it is really okay to promise me. Then no matter what, I believe in you, trust Xinxin

Sister Hua, I promise you that what you are worried about tonight will not happen in the future. I have a sharp look, a decisive and sincere tone.

If you ask me how I can say this without blushing or breathing, of course I keep silently reciting it in my heart. What happened before did not count, what happened before did not count, what happened before did not count...

Sister Hua believed me so, and after chatting for a while, she left. On the way home, I looked at the bright moon in the sky, thinking that Xinxin was in a foreign country, and she should have seen the same moon in a few hours.

After a few more times, the day of negotiation will come, and everything will return to the past. As if nothing has happened, the story will be over.

I said to myself, as if I wanted to give myself an explanation

However, on the day Xinxin came back, I found that I was thinking too naively