Memories can really drive emotions, and this is even more true when you choose to record them in words.
The original intention of writing this article was to remind yourself and remember the feeling of the ending in the next chapter.
When I was writing in the middle, I couldn't control myself from the joy and lust of the past again, and I felt that I was actually quite happy at the beginning.
Now that I have written this, I am trapped in the entangled emotions at the beginning...
I can only say that I will finish the end soon. I believe that after the end, I will break it clearly. I don’t have to look back from now on
That night, Xinxin and I went to the party place separately. She first and then. When I arrived, Xinxin had already sat in the corner, and there were waves of wild bees and butterflies around her.
I have also said before that Xinxin's appearance is pretty good in the company. With her cute personality, she became the dish of those animals in minutes.
It’s a pity that they didn’t expect that Xinxin was an old bacon lover, so there would be no result no matter what, so I let them turn around.
If they had the chance, it wouldn't be the turn of Wang Xiansen, the dull and high-quality straight man. Wolf friends said no?
As soon as I went there, the gang led by Sister Hua kept drinking. I was overwhelmed with the slightest view and could only glance at Xinxin and pay attention to her from time to time.
At this time, she was also having fun chatting with the crazy bees and butterflies while enjoying the fun of drinking
I suddenly felt unhappy. I just felt that the crazy bees and butterflies were not threatened, but now I was angry for no reason.
Yes, it should be because I could have hugged Xinxin and sleep beautifully at home, but now I am dragged to attend this Lao Shizi party.
Not jealous, well, definitely not jealous
I'll leave this unhappiness to be trampled on Xinxin's buttocks tomorrow.
Thinking of this in my heart, I couldn't get rid of myself anyway, so I continued to deal with Sister Hua's group of people
I don’t know how many rounds I have been in the process of pushing the cup, but I finally found the opportunity to escape, quietly touched the edge of the lively circle, and sat diagonally opposite Xinxin.
At this time, there was no one around Xinxin. I think it was the crazy bees and waves who realized that there was no chance, so they turned to find those more open-minded fun.
I spitted inwardly, "Little Do you think those crooked dates are good?" The best-quality cannon kids are sitting here! But you can't fuck you, so I ask if you are angry?"
Whether it is for the people in the company, those wolf friends who are addicted to sex, or even my best friend, I think I can fuck Xinxin, play with her, and ravage her...
Actually, it's something that's very worth showing off
But I also have self-knowledge and know that I am a cheating scumbag, so I resisted the secret and made it clear.
But this doesn't affect my secret pleasure
This dark and refreshing sense of superiority completely spreads in my mind and body, causing excitement from inside and outside. Speaking of which, this mentality is also the feeling that I can feel the most pleasure besides stimulation.
Even if I escaped and sat in Xinxin's slant position, I didn't show any interaction with Xinxin on the surface. The two of them were in opposite positions but didn't say a word. The embarrassing state can be slightly resolved, which is to play with the mobile phone.
At this time, Xinxin looked at her phone with her face down, while I pretended to rest, but occasionally glanced at Xinxin with my eyes.
Looking at Xinxin's delicate and beautiful face, the anesthesia of alcohol made me feel a little fluttering, and I almost blurted out the intimate name Xiaokee.
But conventionally, I used the ultimate self-control of my acting skills to resist and finally chose to ask her on WeChat: What are you watching, little cutie?
Xinxin is playing with her mobile phone. She must see the message soon and then chat with me
Whether we complain, be ambiguous, or act coquettishly, we have always been in this way of chatting online
However, one model that has never been tried is that the stones sink into the sea
Xinxin still lowered her face and could not see any expression
I couldn't help but be surprised. Could it be that Xinxin was watching a web page or a video? Didn't notice the WeChat message I sent to her? Thinking of it, I sent it again, copy and paste it, the same content
The same stone sinks into the sea
I was anxious, and my rationality began to be gradually broken by alcohol. I simply changed my seat and sat blatantly next to her from Xinxin's slant, touching her gently with her heels.
Still no response
I glanced at me sneakily, and my mind became hot and very congested.
Isn’t Xinxin just looking at the WeChat chat interface? She thought of course that she knew that I sent her a message, so why did she pretend not to see it?
At this moment, I only felt the anger of rushing to the top, and Xinxin dared to ignore me!
What a courage!
I always obey me in everyday life, have you forgotten?!
I usually ravaged by me, have you forgotten?!
Although this anger is caused by alcohol, there should be other things mixed in, and it is difficult to explain for a while.
And I am a type of person who is more angry and more awake. You can see the reaction after discovering Xinxin's love anger on the night before, you can see that
So after being angry, I woke up and then felt a sense of powerlessness coming
What am I having fun with?
Even if Xinxin ignores me, what can I do?
I forgot that the obedience and wanton ravage that have ended today are actually the result of Xinxin's cooperation?
Going back further, I can get this top-notch baby by coaxing it step by step. It is because Xinxin likes to be dominated and guided, so I have the final say, but now Xinxin doesn't want to play anymore...
So what can I do?
Do you hit her? Is this a man? Is it a woman who ignores her? She lacks a sense of existence?
Ignore her? Please, I'm rushing to flirt with someone else, and now I'm pretending to be a big-tailed wolf?
So, what exactly can I do?
It was not until this moment that I could see clearly. It turned out that I had just been given the status of this big man by Xinxin. When Xinxin was so tired, this position that seemed to be a word was so vulnerable.
In a state of dismay, I glanced at Xinxin's mobile phone screen and felt ache in my heart!
Sure enough, the person who chatted was that high-quality man
In an instant, all kinds of tastes covered the pain in the heart!
So that's it, so it's like that. I thought it was just a character used for entertainment, but I had quietly climbed to an extremely dangerous position.
Can give me a position of crisis!
It turns out that what I call A Q spirit is really A Q spirit, the perfect self-deception spirit. It is obvious that the facts are green, but they are still deceived. It is because they have turned green and others. They deceive themselves and don’t care for the sake of the overall situation.
If you don’t mention love or be jealous, even if it’s a man’s possessiveness, there is no reason to share things with others!
Cuckold?
Humph, let alone how many people are eager to try, even if the green wife is addicted, isn’t it just that a circuit in the mind burns, that will enjoy this possessiveness in this twisted way?
If this twist is normal, what else will they enjoy?
What else can you enjoy?
In short, the topic is not too far-reaching. Seeing Xinxin ignore me because of a high-quality man, my heart began to panic, and my posture instantly became humble, as if I was back when I was coaxing the cannon.
Little cute, why don’t you ignore me?
Little cute, I'm angry if you do this again
You just do this to me for him, right?
If you treat me like this, my heart will hurt
My heart hurts so much, it really
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
……
I copied and pasted the same sentence like this, and repeatedly browsed the screen, like a child who couldn't get it, rolling around awkwardly, losing all the shackles of etiquette, being in a dirt, extremely embarrassed, without any image to say
Paranoid, yes, this is paranoid
The reason for me is that alcohol is the pain in my heart
The pain in my heart I mentioned earlier is not a metaphor, but a real pain
I have no heart disease, but I have had this problem since I was a child. When I suffer a huge blow or fright, it will cause an angina pectoris. In addition, the heart is normal at the same time, and it is not even too good to say that I am too healthy.
So when I feel this angina pectoris, I know I can't deceive myself, I just care
Because I made up my mind to marry my wife, and I imagined her leaving me and had this reaction
Heartbroken, cold, white face
This tangible feeling made me understand, and I cannot be paranoid
Finally, under my bombardment of the screen, Xinxin’s chat window responded
A white bubble suddenly appeared in the green chat bubbles on the screen, and Xinxin replied: You don’t want me first
Suddenly, I was stunned
Yes, it's all because of me
If I hadn't been worried about being cheated by Xinxin, would I have such a bad idea?
Isn't it good to just break up until the time limit?
Even if it is not so simple to read clearly, it is just a matter of time. How can it be so messy now?
I want Xinxin to find someone to take over, but she has to take care of my feelings?
In name, I took over the market for me, but I actually want to play with it in green?
It’s not enough to play, but if you get tired of playing, you have to choose a good day and break it if you want to?
I will have to ask Xinxin to come out and have a whim in the future. I hope you don’t mind it?
Look, how messy?
It's all my own fault
So in the end, I could only paste that sentence again, and add a weak ellipsis to indicate that I am unable to accept this reality
My heart hurts so much...
Really, it hurts
Can I regret it?
The original intention of writing this article was to remind yourself and remember the feeling of the ending in the next chapter.
When I was writing in the middle, I couldn't control myself from the joy and lust of the past again, and I felt that I was actually quite happy at the beginning.
Now that I have written this, I am trapped in the entangled emotions at the beginning...
I can only say that I will finish the end soon. I believe that after the end, I will break it clearly. I don’t have to look back from now on
That night, Xinxin and I went to the party place separately. She first and then. When I arrived, Xinxin had already sat in the corner, and there were waves of wild bees and butterflies around her.
I have also said before that Xinxin's appearance is pretty good in the company. With her cute personality, she became the dish of those animals in minutes.
It’s a pity that they didn’t expect that Xinxin was an old bacon lover, so there would be no result no matter what, so I let them turn around.
If they had the chance, it wouldn't be the turn of Wang Xiansen, the dull and high-quality straight man. Wolf friends said no?
As soon as I went there, the gang led by Sister Hua kept drinking. I was overwhelmed with the slightest view and could only glance at Xinxin and pay attention to her from time to time.
At this time, she was also having fun chatting with the crazy bees and butterflies while enjoying the fun of drinking
I suddenly felt unhappy. I just felt that the crazy bees and butterflies were not threatened, but now I was angry for no reason.
Yes, it should be because I could have hugged Xinxin and sleep beautifully at home, but now I am dragged to attend this Lao Shizi party.
Not jealous, well, definitely not jealous
I'll leave this unhappiness to be trampled on Xinxin's buttocks tomorrow.
Thinking of this in my heart, I couldn't get rid of myself anyway, so I continued to deal with Sister Hua's group of people
I don’t know how many rounds I have been in the process of pushing the cup, but I finally found the opportunity to escape, quietly touched the edge of the lively circle, and sat diagonally opposite Xinxin.
At this time, there was no one around Xinxin. I think it was the crazy bees and waves who realized that there was no chance, so they turned to find those more open-minded fun.
I spitted inwardly, "Little Do you think those crooked dates are good?" The best-quality cannon kids are sitting here! But you can't fuck you, so I ask if you are angry?"
Whether it is for the people in the company, those wolf friends who are addicted to sex, or even my best friend, I think I can fuck Xinxin, play with her, and ravage her...
Actually, it's something that's very worth showing off
But I also have self-knowledge and know that I am a cheating scumbag, so I resisted the secret and made it clear.
But this doesn't affect my secret pleasure
This dark and refreshing sense of superiority completely spreads in my mind and body, causing excitement from inside and outside. Speaking of which, this mentality is also the feeling that I can feel the most pleasure besides stimulation.
Even if I escaped and sat in Xinxin's slant position, I didn't show any interaction with Xinxin on the surface. The two of them were in opposite positions but didn't say a word. The embarrassing state can be slightly resolved, which is to play with the mobile phone.
At this time, Xinxin looked at her phone with her face down, while I pretended to rest, but occasionally glanced at Xinxin with my eyes.
Looking at Xinxin's delicate and beautiful face, the anesthesia of alcohol made me feel a little fluttering, and I almost blurted out the intimate name Xiaokee.
But conventionally, I used the ultimate self-control of my acting skills to resist and finally chose to ask her on WeChat: What are you watching, little cutie?
Xinxin is playing with her mobile phone. She must see the message soon and then chat with me
Whether we complain, be ambiguous, or act coquettishly, we have always been in this way of chatting online
However, one model that has never been tried is that the stones sink into the sea
Xinxin still lowered her face and could not see any expression
I couldn't help but be surprised. Could it be that Xinxin was watching a web page or a video? Didn't notice the WeChat message I sent to her? Thinking of it, I sent it again, copy and paste it, the same content
The same stone sinks into the sea
I was anxious, and my rationality began to be gradually broken by alcohol. I simply changed my seat and sat blatantly next to her from Xinxin's slant, touching her gently with her heels.
Still no response
I glanced at me sneakily, and my mind became hot and very congested.
Isn’t Xinxin just looking at the WeChat chat interface? She thought of course that she knew that I sent her a message, so why did she pretend not to see it?
At this moment, I only felt the anger of rushing to the top, and Xinxin dared to ignore me!
What a courage!
I always obey me in everyday life, have you forgotten?!
I usually ravaged by me, have you forgotten?!
Although this anger is caused by alcohol, there should be other things mixed in, and it is difficult to explain for a while.
And I am a type of person who is more angry and more awake. You can see the reaction after discovering Xinxin's love anger on the night before, you can see that
So after being angry, I woke up and then felt a sense of powerlessness coming
What am I having fun with?
Even if Xinxin ignores me, what can I do?
I forgot that the obedience and wanton ravage that have ended today are actually the result of Xinxin's cooperation?
Going back further, I can get this top-notch baby by coaxing it step by step. It is because Xinxin likes to be dominated and guided, so I have the final say, but now Xinxin doesn't want to play anymore...
So what can I do?
Do you hit her? Is this a man? Is it a woman who ignores her? She lacks a sense of existence?
Ignore her? Please, I'm rushing to flirt with someone else, and now I'm pretending to be a big-tailed wolf?
So, what exactly can I do?
It was not until this moment that I could see clearly. It turned out that I had just been given the status of this big man by Xinxin. When Xinxin was so tired, this position that seemed to be a word was so vulnerable.
In a state of dismay, I glanced at Xinxin's mobile phone screen and felt ache in my heart!
Sure enough, the person who chatted was that high-quality man
In an instant, all kinds of tastes covered the pain in the heart!
So that's it, so it's like that. I thought it was just a character used for entertainment, but I had quietly climbed to an extremely dangerous position.
Can give me a position of crisis!
It turns out that what I call A Q spirit is really A Q spirit, the perfect self-deception spirit. It is obvious that the facts are green, but they are still deceived. It is because they have turned green and others. They deceive themselves and don’t care for the sake of the overall situation.
If you don’t mention love or be jealous, even if it’s a man’s possessiveness, there is no reason to share things with others!
Cuckold?
Humph, let alone how many people are eager to try, even if the green wife is addicted, isn’t it just that a circuit in the mind burns, that will enjoy this possessiveness in this twisted way?
If this twist is normal, what else will they enjoy?
What else can you enjoy?
In short, the topic is not too far-reaching. Seeing Xinxin ignore me because of a high-quality man, my heart began to panic, and my posture instantly became humble, as if I was back when I was coaxing the cannon.
Little cute, why don’t you ignore me?
Little cute, I'm angry if you do this again
You just do this to me for him, right?
If you treat me like this, my heart will hurt
My heart hurts so much, it really
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
My heart hurts so much
……
I copied and pasted the same sentence like this, and repeatedly browsed the screen, like a child who couldn't get it, rolling around awkwardly, losing all the shackles of etiquette, being in a dirt, extremely embarrassed, without any image to say
Paranoid, yes, this is paranoid
The reason for me is that alcohol is the pain in my heart
The pain in my heart I mentioned earlier is not a metaphor, but a real pain
I have no heart disease, but I have had this problem since I was a child. When I suffer a huge blow or fright, it will cause an angina pectoris. In addition, the heart is normal at the same time, and it is not even too good to say that I am too healthy.
So when I feel this angina pectoris, I know I can't deceive myself, I just care
Because I made up my mind to marry my wife, and I imagined her leaving me and had this reaction
Heartbroken, cold, white face
This tangible feeling made me understand, and I cannot be paranoid
Finally, under my bombardment of the screen, Xinxin’s chat window responded
A white bubble suddenly appeared in the green chat bubbles on the screen, and Xinxin replied: You don’t want me first
Suddenly, I was stunned
Yes, it's all because of me
If I hadn't been worried about being cheated by Xinxin, would I have such a bad idea?
Isn't it good to just break up until the time limit?
Even if it is not so simple to read clearly, it is just a matter of time. How can it be so messy now?
I want Xinxin to find someone to take over, but she has to take care of my feelings?
In name, I took over the market for me, but I actually want to play with it in green?
It’s not enough to play, but if you get tired of playing, you have to choose a good day and break it if you want to?
I will have to ask Xinxin to come out and have a whim in the future. I hope you don’t mind it?
Look, how messy?
It's all my own fault
So in the end, I could only paste that sentence again, and add a weak ellipsis to indicate that I am unable to accept this reality
My heart hurts so much...
Really, it hurts
Can I regret it?