Another evening breeze swept across the treetops, making a deep and long sigh
Cheng Zijie looked at Brother Cui quietly, not knowing what to say at all
He knew that no matter what he said, he would seem redundant and ridiculous.
Age and experience determine that he has never experienced it, never heard of it, and never even imagined their pain.
For most people, even if the end of the world comes, they can still maintain the fighting spirit of survival and the hope of rebuilding their lives.
Doomsday just divides their lives into two parts
The end of the world is the end and the rebirth. The world before and after the end of the end can be irrelevant.
But for some people, their lives, especially their suffering, will not be terminated because of the end of the world
They cannot get rid of the pain that existed in themselves before the end of the world, nor can they say goodbye to their life before the end of the world like others, and start a new life in the new world
Take Hou Kaili for example. Doomsday cannot completely say goodbye to her previous identity.
Although Ren Letong was not malicious, she still uncovered the scars she tried hard to hide in public, and mentioned the bloody past she tried her best to forget.
Therefore, Hou Kaili became desperate and world-weary, and used herself to vent her dissatisfaction with fate
Although Brother Cui is generous and cheerful on the surface and always smiles, the despair hidden in his heart is no less than Hou Kaili.
She treated her gender relations so casually - at least, talking about these issues without any concern is not a sign of despair
They are all weak women
Their experiences are essentially similar.
They are all struggling with the humiliation unique to women in life, but they are all ruthlessly mocked by fate when they are about to see the dawn of new life.
After a long period of silence, Brother Cui finally regained his cheerfulness and brightness again
Covering his cherry lips with his hand, he looked at Cheng Zijie and smiled: Chief Cheng, I'm sorry, Ah, let you listen to my messy things, which will affect your mood.
Cheng Zijie quickly said: Ah, no... If you hadn't told me, I wouldn't have imagined that these things would be happening in the world... Speaking of this, I looked at Brother Cui seriously and said tentatively: ... But no matter what, the world is different from the previous world. You also said that Major General Yan canceled the art troupe... You will not live like before. Although your one... is gone, you can also find a new lover and live a happy life, right... He will definitely hope you will be happy...
Although Cheng Zijie also knew that his comfort was superficial and clumsy, Brother Cui still smiled beautifully and his eyes were curved: Well, I know... I will help him kill a hundred zombies first and help him fulfill his wish... Let's talk about other things later
Cheng Zijie breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile: Well, you are so beautiful, many people should like you, but they are all your comrades... Someone is already pursuing you
Haha, after Brother Cui talked, he seemed much happier, and his beautiful eyes were filled with glory: they just want to sleep with me
Uh... Cheng Zijie couldn't help but scratch the back of his head again, hesitating: Unlike Ah... they all seem to respect you very much...
Brother Cui suddenly held his face and looked sideways, and his moving eyes sent Cheng Zijie a pure Qiubo: Of course Ah... I don't dare to offend me if I want to sleep with me, but it's hard for them to take me seriously... After all, everyone knows what kind of woman I am, and these comrades bow their heads and look up... Whoever wants to marry me, the hat on that head will be shiny green, how can you raise your head to be a human being in the future... After all, there are few people like him.
... Cheng Zijie was speechless for a moment, and then he smiled awkwardly: Actually... you don't have to do this...
There is no way Ah I knew he was gone, and I became depressed... I didn't know anything in my heart, I just wanted to kill all the zombies in this world... to avenge him... Then, when I really picked up the gun and killed zombies, the captain who led the team knew what happened before. He looked down on me from the bottom of my heart and joked that whoever killed the zombies the most was asked to sleep with me. I was not angry at that time... Thinking about my life, I would just accompany me... Anyway, I have accompanied countless disgusting people before. Now I will accompany these comrades who have been born and died in order to kill zombies and will die at any time. I agreed - I also scared them at that time. Brother Cui said calmly, without any turbulence in his tone, but with a faint smile
Cheng Zijie didn't know what to say for a moment
I swallowed it back a few times, and finally I finally said: That captain is quite a bastard, isn’t Lieutenant Bao?
Brother Cui shook his head and explained seriously: Of course not, Xiao Bao is an honest man, although he wanted to shoot me in the morning, haha... the captain is actually a good person, but he is a bit too macho and looks down on women... He was just going to joke at that time... After all, our army was also very messy at that time... Before the base was cleaned up, many of his comrades turned into zombies, and then we had to beat them to death... The comrades who survived were also desperate, and their morale was so low that he said that, just to cheer up his morale a little.
Oh... Cheng Zijie thought about it and asked: Is that captain inside too?
No. Brother Cui shook his head gently: He died in that mission to save another recruit... He was bitten several times by the zombie.
Cheng Zijie fell silent again
Brother Cui laughed: I'll beat him to death with my own hands
Cheng Zijie was immediately surprised: Ah?
Brother Cui reached out and swept a strand of short hair that was blown by the evening breeze behind his ears, revealing his fair ears: He called me and asked me to shoot him, he said, Xiaobing, I'm sorry Ah, I was just kidding, I really shouldn't have died now, anyway, you shoot, it's a pity that you've been in the art troupe and haven't really shot a living thing yet, right? How can this continue? You have to learn to shoot really
You hit me? Cheng Zijie opened his mouth and asked blankly
At first, Brother Cui shook his head and shook his hair just sorted out again: I was crying at that time. Although his mouth was stinky and careless, a very responsible captain. That time, our team was responsible for cleaning a garage, which was the easiest and safest job, so it was all new recruits. There were still many mistakes with female soldiers like me. If it weren't for him, at least five of us would have died. In the end, he died alone... I refused to shoot him. The blood shed at that time was black. I was still joking with me, saying, "It's better to die in the hands of a beautiful girl than to die in the hands of those stupid rookies. I really can't do it... Seeing that he couldn't do it anymore, I shot him.
Cheng Zijie has also experienced such a scene and knows that this is a survivor in the end of the world, which is inevitable for both soldiers and civilians.
Brother Cui smiled again: That was really the first time I shot, I was not counting in target shooting. To be honest, it was really hard to kill a person for the first time, whether it was a human or a zombie, but it would be easy to shoot again in the future.
Well...well Cheng Zijie nodded repeatedly, and he also remembered the entanglement and pain he had when he first killed someone
But since then, I won't think so much when I take action again
Brother Cui looked at Cheng Zijie with a smile: I felt even more sad after cleaning the garage that day... I wanted to vent myself, so that night, I really rolled the sheets with one of the comrades who killed the most zombies in the team... It was often like this later.
Although he said casually, Brother Cui's eyes were pure and clear, which made Cheng Zijie feel a little afraid of looking directly.
I could only smile: I thought you were joking with them
Haha OK, Chief Cheng, so... I'll just mix it up like this first. It's good to change husbands every day. Brother Cui smiled playfully, with a joke in his eyes: If Chief Cheng is interested, you can come to me. This mission is originally the most zombies that Chief Cheng killed.
Uh... Although Cheng Zijie has many beautiful wives and concubines, he has never faced such teasing as real or fake, and he doesn't know what to do for a moment
Seeing that Brother Cui’s smile became stronger and stronger, he felt the alcoholism surged, his cheeks were hot, and his mouth became a little unclear: Then, that... no... you, it would be better not to do this... Find someone, get married... and live...
Haha, Brother Cui smiled and said, "Okay, okay, you're so anxious... I was having fun while talking... I'm over ten years older than you, and I'm not a good girl. Even ordinary comrades don't look down on me, let alone you, Chief Cheng... As he said that, he stood up and stretched his waist. His graceful figure looked even more charming under the night: I'd better go back and mess with my big comrades.
Cheng Zijie also stood up and handed over the handkerchief: No, no...I...uh...I...I...are...in my family...those who are twenty years older than me...and have followed many people...I don't care about this...Don't look down on yourself...
Oh? Really, a look of surprise flashed across Brother Cui's face, but then he did not answer, but took the handkerchief, then put his hands behind his back, raised his face to Cheng Zijie, and closed his eyes
Cheng Zijie was stunned
Unexpectedly, Brother Cui suddenly asked him to kiss her so directly. Looking at Brother Cui's face that looked even more beautiful as a dreamy under the hazy night; his slightly raised, plump and rosy lips; his charming atmosphere with a faint smell of cigarettes and a hint of wine, which was different from all the women he had kissed before; for a moment, his mind was blank
Cheng Zijie looked at Brother Cui quietly, not knowing what to say at all
He knew that no matter what he said, he would seem redundant and ridiculous.
Age and experience determine that he has never experienced it, never heard of it, and never even imagined their pain.
For most people, even if the end of the world comes, they can still maintain the fighting spirit of survival and the hope of rebuilding their lives.
Doomsday just divides their lives into two parts
The end of the world is the end and the rebirth. The world before and after the end of the end can be irrelevant.
But for some people, their lives, especially their suffering, will not be terminated because of the end of the world
They cannot get rid of the pain that existed in themselves before the end of the world, nor can they say goodbye to their life before the end of the world like others, and start a new life in the new world
Take Hou Kaili for example. Doomsday cannot completely say goodbye to her previous identity.
Although Ren Letong was not malicious, she still uncovered the scars she tried hard to hide in public, and mentioned the bloody past she tried her best to forget.
Therefore, Hou Kaili became desperate and world-weary, and used herself to vent her dissatisfaction with fate
Although Brother Cui is generous and cheerful on the surface and always smiles, the despair hidden in his heart is no less than Hou Kaili.
She treated her gender relations so casually - at least, talking about these issues without any concern is not a sign of despair
They are all weak women
Their experiences are essentially similar.
They are all struggling with the humiliation unique to women in life, but they are all ruthlessly mocked by fate when they are about to see the dawn of new life.
After a long period of silence, Brother Cui finally regained his cheerfulness and brightness again
Covering his cherry lips with his hand, he looked at Cheng Zijie and smiled: Chief Cheng, I'm sorry, Ah, let you listen to my messy things, which will affect your mood.
Cheng Zijie quickly said: Ah, no... If you hadn't told me, I wouldn't have imagined that these things would be happening in the world... Speaking of this, I looked at Brother Cui seriously and said tentatively: ... But no matter what, the world is different from the previous world. You also said that Major General Yan canceled the art troupe... You will not live like before. Although your one... is gone, you can also find a new lover and live a happy life, right... He will definitely hope you will be happy...
Although Cheng Zijie also knew that his comfort was superficial and clumsy, Brother Cui still smiled beautifully and his eyes were curved: Well, I know... I will help him kill a hundred zombies first and help him fulfill his wish... Let's talk about other things later
Cheng Zijie breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile: Well, you are so beautiful, many people should like you, but they are all your comrades... Someone is already pursuing you
Haha, after Brother Cui talked, he seemed much happier, and his beautiful eyes were filled with glory: they just want to sleep with me
Uh... Cheng Zijie couldn't help but scratch the back of his head again, hesitating: Unlike Ah... they all seem to respect you very much...
Brother Cui suddenly held his face and looked sideways, and his moving eyes sent Cheng Zijie a pure Qiubo: Of course Ah... I don't dare to offend me if I want to sleep with me, but it's hard for them to take me seriously... After all, everyone knows what kind of woman I am, and these comrades bow their heads and look up... Whoever wants to marry me, the hat on that head will be shiny green, how can you raise your head to be a human being in the future... After all, there are few people like him.
... Cheng Zijie was speechless for a moment, and then he smiled awkwardly: Actually... you don't have to do this...
There is no way Ah I knew he was gone, and I became depressed... I didn't know anything in my heart, I just wanted to kill all the zombies in this world... to avenge him... Then, when I really picked up the gun and killed zombies, the captain who led the team knew what happened before. He looked down on me from the bottom of my heart and joked that whoever killed the zombies the most was asked to sleep with me. I was not angry at that time... Thinking about my life, I would just accompany me... Anyway, I have accompanied countless disgusting people before. Now I will accompany these comrades who have been born and died in order to kill zombies and will die at any time. I agreed - I also scared them at that time. Brother Cui said calmly, without any turbulence in his tone, but with a faint smile
Cheng Zijie didn't know what to say for a moment
I swallowed it back a few times, and finally I finally said: That captain is quite a bastard, isn’t Lieutenant Bao?
Brother Cui shook his head and explained seriously: Of course not, Xiao Bao is an honest man, although he wanted to shoot me in the morning, haha... the captain is actually a good person, but he is a bit too macho and looks down on women... He was just going to joke at that time... After all, our army was also very messy at that time... Before the base was cleaned up, many of his comrades turned into zombies, and then we had to beat them to death... The comrades who survived were also desperate, and their morale was so low that he said that, just to cheer up his morale a little.
Oh... Cheng Zijie thought about it and asked: Is that captain inside too?
No. Brother Cui shook his head gently: He died in that mission to save another recruit... He was bitten several times by the zombie.
Cheng Zijie fell silent again
Brother Cui laughed: I'll beat him to death with my own hands
Cheng Zijie was immediately surprised: Ah?
Brother Cui reached out and swept a strand of short hair that was blown by the evening breeze behind his ears, revealing his fair ears: He called me and asked me to shoot him, he said, Xiaobing, I'm sorry Ah, I was just kidding, I really shouldn't have died now, anyway, you shoot, it's a pity that you've been in the art troupe and haven't really shot a living thing yet, right? How can this continue? You have to learn to shoot really
You hit me? Cheng Zijie opened his mouth and asked blankly
At first, Brother Cui shook his head and shook his hair just sorted out again: I was crying at that time. Although his mouth was stinky and careless, a very responsible captain. That time, our team was responsible for cleaning a garage, which was the easiest and safest job, so it was all new recruits. There were still many mistakes with female soldiers like me. If it weren't for him, at least five of us would have died. In the end, he died alone... I refused to shoot him. The blood shed at that time was black. I was still joking with me, saying, "It's better to die in the hands of a beautiful girl than to die in the hands of those stupid rookies. I really can't do it... Seeing that he couldn't do it anymore, I shot him.
Cheng Zijie has also experienced such a scene and knows that this is a survivor in the end of the world, which is inevitable for both soldiers and civilians.
Brother Cui smiled again: That was really the first time I shot, I was not counting in target shooting. To be honest, it was really hard to kill a person for the first time, whether it was a human or a zombie, but it would be easy to shoot again in the future.
Well...well Cheng Zijie nodded repeatedly, and he also remembered the entanglement and pain he had when he first killed someone
But since then, I won't think so much when I take action again
Brother Cui looked at Cheng Zijie with a smile: I felt even more sad after cleaning the garage that day... I wanted to vent myself, so that night, I really rolled the sheets with one of the comrades who killed the most zombies in the team... It was often like this later.
Although he said casually, Brother Cui's eyes were pure and clear, which made Cheng Zijie feel a little afraid of looking directly.
I could only smile: I thought you were joking with them
Haha OK, Chief Cheng, so... I'll just mix it up like this first. It's good to change husbands every day. Brother Cui smiled playfully, with a joke in his eyes: If Chief Cheng is interested, you can come to me. This mission is originally the most zombies that Chief Cheng killed.
Uh... Although Cheng Zijie has many beautiful wives and concubines, he has never faced such teasing as real or fake, and he doesn't know what to do for a moment
Seeing that Brother Cui’s smile became stronger and stronger, he felt the alcoholism surged, his cheeks were hot, and his mouth became a little unclear: Then, that... no... you, it would be better not to do this... Find someone, get married... and live...
Haha, Brother Cui smiled and said, "Okay, okay, you're so anxious... I was having fun while talking... I'm over ten years older than you, and I'm not a good girl. Even ordinary comrades don't look down on me, let alone you, Chief Cheng... As he said that, he stood up and stretched his waist. His graceful figure looked even more charming under the night: I'd better go back and mess with my big comrades.
Cheng Zijie also stood up and handed over the handkerchief: No, no...I...uh...I...I...are...in my family...those who are twenty years older than me...and have followed many people...I don't care about this...Don't look down on yourself...
Oh? Really, a look of surprise flashed across Brother Cui's face, but then he did not answer, but took the handkerchief, then put his hands behind his back, raised his face to Cheng Zijie, and closed his eyes
Cheng Zijie was stunned
Unexpectedly, Brother Cui suddenly asked him to kiss her so directly. Looking at Brother Cui's face that looked even more beautiful as a dreamy under the hazy night; his slightly raised, plump and rosy lips; his charming atmosphere with a faint smell of cigarettes and a hint of wine, which was different from all the women he had kissed before; for a moment, his mind was blank
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