Chapter 15 Nightmare 1

When I walked out of the hospital gate in a daze, it was already dark. Most of the clinics in the hospital were turned off and work. I don’t know how I put on my clothes and left Ji Feng’s clinic. At this time, I felt that I had no strength at all. My legs were shaking. My mind was filled with fear and shame, and the lingering ugly face of Ji Feng. His last words were lingering in my ears: Remember I will go to find you. If you dare not see me, I will spread everything, and you will be disappointed!

Fear and helplessness are my only feeling at this moment. I am so scared, it is the inexplicable fear of the future. Everything in front of me seems to suddenly turn gray. I staggered into the taxi, driver, Jingyi International Apartment, thank you

After I reluctantly told the driver about the destination, I collapsed in the back seat. The music of the driver was playing tacky dance music made me even more annoyed: Can the driver turn off the music?

The driver looked at me in the rearview mirror unhappily and then turned off the music reluctantly. The car suddenly became clear. I closed my eyes weakly, and tears slowly flowed down the corners of my eyes. What's wrong with me? Why do I have to get into such a thing? Can I have the courage to face everything next? How should I face Jincheng? Am I cheating? Have I been raped? What is this?

My mind was full of question marks, and even vague about everything that just happened, a very unreal feeling. How good it would be that none of this really is!

Beauty, what's wrong? Look at your sad look. Is your family seriously ill or something difficult? Let me tell you about it?

I suddenly felt very scary when I heard the driver's relaxed tone and spoke to me. Now I suddenly felt a sense of fear for all unfamiliar men. I didn't dare to take what he said, but I just closed my eyes silently. The driver might also feel bored and didn't say anything else. I just drove silently. Soon I returned home. The moment I entered the elevator, I felt a little safe. I just wanted to go home and clean my body well, and then go anywhere!

It's best not to go out!

I took out the key and opened the door. The room was dark. It was obvious that Jincheng had not come back yet. I looked at the clock in the living room. It was already six:30 in the evening. Why has Jincheng not come back yet?

I took out my cell phone from my bag and was about to call Jincheng. When I saw the phone, I was shocked. It turned out that there were five or six missed calls and text messages on it. Three of them were called by Jincheng. I realized that I had not received Jincheng's phone calls this day. On average, we had to make calls or text messages every day. In that environment just now, my phone was in silent mode. In order not to disturb the order of the classroom, my phone was always in silent mode in class. I would only switch back to normal ringing after class. But I was too anxious this afternoon and forgot to call back, so I couldn't hear the phone's sound at all.

I hurriedly returned to Jincheng: Hello, Jincheng, I'm sorry, I forgot to call back to normal mode, oh! Don't tell me anymore, I'm careless, can I do this?

I deliberately pretended to be normal and talked to Jincheng. I didn't want him to hear anything abnormal. I suddenly felt like a cheating woman was cheating on my husband. I was full of guilt, and tears flowed out unconsciously. I felt wronged, guilty and nervous. I didn't dare to cry, for fear that Jincheng would be worried and could only cover my mouth hard, but Jincheng still found out!

Jiaxuan, what's wrong with you? Are you crying? What's wrong? Tell me quickly?

Jincheng asked me anxiously in a very worried tone

No? No, how could I cry?

But even I could hear the nasal sound that was aggravated by crying. I knew I couldn't pretend anymore, but I had to say something to go over it.

I was crying, but what about the tears of joy? Jincheng, are you going to be a father?

I told Jincheng the news of my pregnancy. He happily asked me loudly on the other end of the phone: Really? I'm going to be a father? Hahaha, it's great, Jiaxuan, you are so great, hahaha, I want to be a father, me? What do I want to do? What do I want to say? I love you Jiaxuan?

Jincheng was happy incoherent on the other end, and his emotions also infected me. Yes, no matter what life is, there is nothing that cannot be passed. I also want to form a happy family with Jincheng. No matter what, I still have Jincheng and our unborn children. For them, I must hold on and not let the person I love the most be hurt?

Thinking of this, I seemed to have a little courage and my emotions improved a lot. Sure enough, Jincheng's emotions can affect me. That positive energy gave me faith. Jincheng and I said a lot of words to imagine the future, and we both smiled happily.

It turned out that Jincheng's company sent him to a project in other places. He was going to G City for about a month on a business trip. Something happened suddenly, so he called me, but no one answered it yet. So Jincheng had to come back and pack his things and went directly to the airport. He also left a note on the dining table. Under his reminder, I saw a piece of paper on the dining table. I couldn't help feeling a little disappointed about his business trip, but there was no way to do anything about work. I could only remind him to let him pay attention to his health and be careful everywhere in other places. In this case, Jincheng was going to board the plane, so we closed the line.

After hanging up the phone, the house returned to silence. I turned on the light, sat on the dining chair, covered my face with my hands and held my head, and my mood sank again. I remembered that I had not read the text message, so I picked up my phone casually. The first two were small advertisements, which were useless. It was nothing more than some news about discounts on real estate and shopping malls. The third was an unfamiliar number. I clicked on it?

Slut, I'll write it down for me. We will contact you in the future by relying on this. If I ask you to come out, you will have to come out. You will do whatever you ask you to do. Do you know? Sign up Jifeng

Oh my God, this hooligan, my hands trembled with my hands holding the phone. After reading the text message, I threw the phone on the dining table, as if the phone was hot. Then I grabbed my hair hard, my face full of frustration and fear came back!

What will this rogue do to me?

Will I keep going like this?

I can't imagine it anymore!

I didn't have classes in the next two days, and I just rested for four days on weekdays. It was already past ten o'clock in the morning when I woke up in a nightmare. I slept for a long time, but I kept dreaming of nightmares. It was Ji Feng's disgusting face, and he kept invading, tormenting me. I opened the shower head and stood in the bathtub, allowing the water to slowly soak every inch of my body's skin. I washed for a long time last night, but I still felt that my body was dirty, even as dirty as my soul. Water hit my breasts, and the water splashed everywhere. My 34D tender breasts stood proudly, and their shapes were like water drops, so perfect. I carefully cleaned every part of my body, as smooth as satin, as white as snow, and such a perfect body was actually a yellow-skinned rat.I was possessed by molestation. It originally belonged to me and Jincheng. Why did I make me so unfortunate? I kept cleaning my vagina like this? Yesterday, this place was bullied unscrupulously by the hooligan scoundrel. I rubbed it hard. Because of the strength of the scrubbing, I felt a numb feeling when I touched my clitoris. This feeling gave me a great sense of shame. As this feeling appeared, Ji Feng's ugly face appeared in my mind. I shook my head hard and thought.Xu Lai hurriedly took off the shower head and washed it on his vagina. The scattered water sprayed on my vagina, hitting every point in my private parts. I felt the numbness became even stronger. I actually hate this feeling now. It is not very strong. But my heart is too fragile now, and all the feelings are magnified many times. I hate my own cowardice and my destiny. As I washed, tears had flowed down at some point. I squatted in the bathtub and cried bitterly, letting the water flow hit my beautiful back.

I sat on the sofa all afternoon and pressed the TV remote control randomly, staring at the TV screen, but I didn't know where I was flying. The only normal time was to answer a call from Jincheng. He had arrived in City G. Everything was fine to relieve me. It was too late to socialize last night when I got off the plane, so I didn't disturb me. Then I told me to be careful not to be too tired, eat some good things, all warm words, and asked me to put the phone on my stomach and he wanted to say a few words to our children. I smiled bitterly and said he should stop making trouble. The heavy radiation of the phone would affect the fetus. He hung up the phone with an unsatisfactory feeling.

The moment I received the call from Jincheng, I returned to my original state, and the next call made me fall to the bottom!

Needless to say, it was Ji Feng who called me. The hooligan was so nervous. He said on the phone that I asked me to wait for him across the school. He wanted to come over. Of course I refused. I said no, and I didn’t go to work today. After hearing this, he said: Then you are at home, so I will go to your house?

God!

I really regret saying that I was not in school, so I could only beg him to tell him not to come and let me go, but he was reluctant to listen and insisted on coming, otherwise he would go to our school to hand the recording to the principal himself. I knew he was threatening me, and he would not hand it over to the principal himself, but when I heard about the recording, I had no idea and had to hang up the phone blankly in his evil laughter. I covered my face with my hands and shouted loudly, screaming like crazy for a while, then leaned on the sofa as if I was released, and stared blankly at the actress on the TV screen, thinking that this actress must not be as unfortunate as me, how happy do you think he is?

Dingdong~ A crisp doorbell sound, I knew Ji Feng was here, and I hesitated not to open the door, but after a few doorbells, he actually began to smash the door vigorously!

Dongdongdongdongdongdong!

I covered my ears and curled up on the sofa with my head down. Unexpectedly, he was still yelling crazy: Ling Jiaxuan! If you don’t open the door, I will kick the door open. Can you open it for me?

I was afraid that his dull sound would be heard by the neighbors. I was so scared that I hurried over and opened the door. Ji Feng's ugly face truly came into my eyes