Chapter 12 Ruan Wen's extra chapter

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Ten years later, Shu Ning's health is getting worse day by day

Shuning's aging came faster than Ruan Wen imagined. At least she thought that Shuning could accompany her for decades, not just ten years.

Ruan Wen sat at the head of the bed, holding Shu Ning's weak hand tightly, tears could not stop falling

Shu Ning raised her hand hard, wiped off her tears, and said with a forced smile: Awen, do you know, I have been a joke all my life, my father treats me as a toy, my sister regards me as an enemy, all who love me is driven by interests, and those who don’t love me want me to die. Since I am sensible, I am hoping that someone can shed a true tears for me, even if it’s good.

She coughed, Ruan Wen picked up her hand and placed it on her forehead: Aning, stop talking...

But when you really shed tears for me, I realized that I couldn't bear to shed tears, I was afraid of you crying, I even prayed to exchange my life for you to never shed a single tear, and always smiled Ah Wen, I am really... really good...

She felt her soul being pulled away, and she breathed a sigh of relief. She said faintly: Love you... After she said that, she closed her eyes completely and disappeared in this time and space, leaving Ruan Wen alone crying loudly.

Ruan Wen was so angry that she cried, as if she wanted to use all her life's tears to save Shu Ning, begging her to stay.

It took a long time until her voice was hoarse and she could no longer cry. She covered Shu Ning with her swollen eyes and lay beside her.

Just like countless nights before, she curled up in Shuning's arms, but Shuning no longer hugged her

In the dream, she recalled her life

Hundreds of years ago, she was killed by her own sister, fell into a lake, and died innocently

Later, she met a celestial master who framed her into the formation in order to save her lover.

She has been in the cold grave for hundreds of years, and she has been resenting everyone

She hates the selfishness of the heavenly master in this world, she hates all the people who refuse to believe that ghosts will be kind, she hates even more, her easily soft-hearted personality

She waited for hundreds of years with endless resentment until she had the chance to break out of the formation that day

But when she was about to go out, she hesitated. Should she kill all the celestial masters who wanted to seal her when she went out?

She hesitated for a long time and finally chose to let them go

After she went out, she looked at the long-lost night sky and felt a surging hatred

Just as she was about to be swallowed by her negative emotions and turned into a ghost, Shu Ning interrupted her degeneration with a voice.

She looked at Shu Ning who was muttering to herself, and her mood gradually calmed down.

She asked her if she wasn't afraid of herself, but Shu Ning told her seriously that she was good and would not hurt innocent people.

She didn't understand why, and after getting her affirmation, she finally waited for the clouds to clear the moon.

So she let Shuning go

Later, some nearby ghosts knew that she was reborn and asked her to help.

Years have passed, she has long forgotten the ancient Taoist priest like Tianshi.

When she saw Shu Ning who was also caught, she was a little surprised

I wanted to pat her face so that she would not be so sleepy, but I didn't expect that she could sense Shuning's temperature, so I couldn't help but touch her a few more times.

The subsequent development was even more unexpected to her

The burned hands and the truth told her all made her heart sink to the bottom of the sea, cold and confused

She didn't know what it meant to be like for her to come out.

Revenge?

Human life is so short that the object she wants to avenge has long passed away

Reincarnation?

I don't know when the underworld will recall her

She was taken home by Shuning, and Shuning gave her medicine

She looked at Shu Ning's calm face and couldn't help but want to talk.

But after confiding, Shu Ning was extremely calm, as if she had already understood

Later she realized that it was just because Shu Ning had experienced much more miserable than her.

I have been an orphan since I was a child, and I don’t know who my parents are; I was used by my friends to kill me; I lived in an environment where I could be sexually assaulted at any time, under the shadow of violence, all of this made Ruan Wen feel pain from the bottom of her heart

At least in comparison, in her life, at least her mother and father really loved her, but she trusted others too much, which led to her own death.

She didn't know how Shu Ning survived, but she hated that she couldn't understand her at that time, so she blamed her instead

Faced with Shu Ning's cruelty and indifference, she chose to escape, but forgot all the disguise of Shu Ning, the fragile heart that needs to be understood.

The pain she brought to her inadvertently again and again made herself extremely guilty after Shu Ning's death

She wanted to go back to the past and let her meet Shu Ning again, be kind to her, love her more, cherish her more, and cherish her more

However, she knew she could not go back

In the last year, she vaguely felt Shu Ning's anxiety and reluctance, but did nothing

She watched Shu Ning weaken in front of her day by day, but she was powerless

This despair has been permeating before Shuning's death

In order not to worry, she pretends to be happy every day and makes unreasonable troubles. What's funny is that she only treats it as an incompatibility of her and does not cooperate with her

If there is really an if, she would have a lot of ifs, and she would like to make up for the small gap between them.

A cold air hit, Ruan Wen got closer to Shuning

When morning arrived, the familiar alarm ringing rang again

However, this time there were no more rapid footsteps, and the torment of crying that I wanted to get up, but I couldn't bear to warm the quilt. There was only a room that was empty.

Ruan Wen opened her eyes and turned off the alarm clock at the head of the bed for Shuning.

She lowered her head, pecked Shu Ning's white lips, and said gently: This time I will allow you to sleep more. Next time, remember to get up on time... OK...

She raised her arms, wiped her tears, turned over and got out of bed, brushed her teeth

She looked at herself in the mirror. After a long time, she almost forgot that she was a ghost rather than a human

She didn't know the deliciousness of the food, and even Shuning studied it for a long time before she could change clothes freely like a normal person.

She held a bow and poured it on her face

She patted her face and forced a smile

She skillfully walked into the kitchen, cooked vegetables, cooked porridge, and hot milk. She washed the dishes she didn't bother to wash last night.

Putting the breakfast on the table, she started cleaning

It was not until noon that the sunlight shone into the house and dispelled some cold air before she finished work.

She looked up at the window and the snowman in the community began to melt.

She thought, if it were the past, Shu Ning would have leaned against the railing and cried. She made the snowman last night

Thinking of her exaggerated smile and exaggerated expression, she chuckled out loud

But slowly, the curve of the corners of the mouth flattened

No one moved the food on the dining table, Ruan Wen dumped it all

She has been busy during the day, and it is almost spring, and the transfer work in the store has begun to get busy

That was the store she and Shu Ning had run together for several years. Now with the passing of their owner, Ruan Wen felt that it was not necessary for it to exist.

She went on the day when the new store was unveiled

The original Wenningge was changed to an authentic hotpot restaurant

Ruan Wen's heart was not fluctuating. Only then did she realize that the reason why people are nostalgic for something is not because of that item, but the owner's emotions carried on it.

But Shuning left, and Wenning Pavilion no longer has the need to exist

Ten years seem short, but also seem long

Before we knew it, the city was changed, and subway, light rail and high-speed rail began to become popular throughout the country.

People sing and dance happily, looking forward to the future, missing the past, and suffering the present

But Yu Ruan Wen said that Shu Ning's death also took away all her love for the city

So what if you have a wealthy family, so what if you gain both fame and fortune, so what if you are beautiful, these are not as good as a lover's expression, a movement, or even a sentence

After thousands of sails, the dust settles. People will finally understand that not everything is worth pursuing, not everything is more important than love

People are lonely and selfish, and the greatest moment for a person is when they fall in love with someone and force themselves to be selfless.

When you come, you are a person, and only when you die can you take away another person's life

Ruan Wen walked aimlessly on the street. When she passed by a square, she stopped.

She remembered that every year when they were walking in winter, they would always come here to sit and watch some children play and make noise on the snow.

Occasionally, they themselves will join in

Shu Ning's smile lingers

To be honest, the world is a cemetery, full of memories

She has walked through many places they often go

Streets, shops, parks, cinemas, shopping malls... She could feel that Shu Ning was still jumping in front of her lively, looking back from time to time to confirm her existence

Those amber eyes filled with her figure

Some people say that the best love is companionship

But now, the person she needs to accompany has left first, but she grasps Siwei's memories and lives in a world without Shuning

But she will not forget their past

Even if the ship of life is not sure where it will sail, she will eventually land on the common shore with their memories. She only hopes that Shuning will walk slowly, wait for her

Ruan Wen returned home, opened the door, and walked in

She faced the door for a long time, but she didn't wait for the person who would pounce from behind her.

She let go of her hand silently and let the key be inserted into the door lock

She approached the house, and Shu Ning's body had been buried by her long ago

I just don't know if Shuning will be sad, no one else came to attend the funeral

In the end, she left alone first

She knew that Shu Ning was most afraid of someone

Although she doesn't say it, every time she goes out with something, no matter how late she is, Shu Ning will turn on the TV, hold the pillow, and wait until she comes back

She took off her clothes, lay on the bed, covered with a quilt.

After she left a seat for one person, she stood up and turned off the lamp

In the silence, she seemed to hear a light and even breathing sound coming from her ears, gently, slowly, like falling snow

A little red light came on far outside the window, and countless pedestrians were walking in the world in a hurry

Ruan Wen closed her eyes and smiled:

Good night, Aning