Chapter 80 Who will bury me deep (IV)

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The house is no longer what she remembers. While she grew up, the old house was aging and ruining at a speed visible to the naked eye.

The first summer rain the night she came back

The heavy rain was thundering, the old house could not bear the enthusiasm of the rain, and kept making muffled groans of pain

Once, then, again, as if it hit her heart

She was also sad, not so kind that she was sad for the old house, but was sad for her dark life over the past decade.

Living like an ordinary person is already out of reach. Now I have finally grown up, but I am still being brought back here.

She stopped after not being sad for long

The king's father and mother came back from the field, and the sticky sweat on their bodies emitted a strange smell.

Although Wang Qingxuan didn't say anything, he sat silently at the farthest table from them, lowered his head to make rice.

Wang Xinning is not used to this taste either, but she is not as exaggerated as Wang Qingxuan.

She was still sitting in her original position, doing what she had done in the past ten years to serve them rice and pour water

The Queen Mother drank a big glass of water. She looked at Wang Xining, who was wearing clothes and her temperament became different from that in her memory. She said earnestly: Xinning, it is not easy for parents to support you in school. When you are old, we can't take care of you, but you haven't come back for several years. This is wrong.

She replied, yes, I don't know what to reply

In order to save money, they asked her to hike to public primary schools a few kilometers away every day, instead of giving her children a private primary school to go to a few kilometers of public primary schools every day for fear of something wrong.

In her junior high school, whether it is tutoring or buying teaching aids, they don’t give them any money. Sometimes she even has to be shameless and borrow from the teacher first.

Whenever she received a scholarship in high school, she not only had to pay half of it, but also had to be responsible for her own tuition. Therefore, she hid the subsidy, for fear that they would know. Later, for the sake of tuition, she even had to kneel down to her biological parents and beg humbly.

In college, she went on a hunger strike for a week in order to study in the imperial capital. Almost she died at her own hands

For the prince's father and mother, her years of education made her unable to say the word "hate"

But as soon as I think of all the embarrassing experiences in the past, just to enjoy the most basic rights like normal people, suddenly, tears blurred my eyes.

She wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, and Wang's father thought she knew she was wrong. OK, kid, don't talk about her anymore. Wang Qingxuan glanced at her contempt and said nothing.

She immediately smiled bitterly and couldn't help but feel wronged, but was interpreted as knowing her mistake.

After eating a few bites of food, the Queen Mother brought up another topic: I told you on the phone that your brother is also at the age of marriage, as his sister...

Mom Wang Xining put down her chopsticks and had to interrupt her

She knew what her mother wanted to say. If it weren't, their family didn't have the concept of a bank card, she wouldn't have stepped into the forbidden area in her heart again.

I brought the money, Qingxuan got married, of course I have an obligation to pay, I know I know She said it repeatedly sadly, I know

After so many years, she has long been no longer naive

Just as she could not make up stories when she was a child, she would never write anything about her parents; now she would never believe it anymore if they were kind to her.

Childhood trauma will remain in childhood forever and will not heal in the future

She said: I'm a little tired from rushing the plane, you can eat first, I'll go back to sleep first

Oh, you kid, why are you not happy to say a few words! The Queen Mother muttered

Wang Qingxuan was very annoyed at her like this and said in a bad tone: Just let her go to bed, what are you going to do, let’s talk about it!

She walked out of the yard, with insects and birds singing behind her, and white smoke curling in the distance; Aunt Liang, who was next door, was quarreling with her daughter-in-law again, and someone was dying in the hospital

All of this has nothing to do with her, and it is closely related to her

The gray twilight shrouded in the village, Wang Xinning was depressed and went straight to the trail behind the mountain.

There are many trees in the mountains. At night, the moonlight cannot penetrate, and there are no lights on the road. In the darkness, she is alone, and she can no longer feel any burden except the cell phone lying in her pocket.

In the back mountain, there is a winding road

The path goes from the beginning of the village to the end of the village

She often walks this road full of gravels because she feels that there is something that cannot be understood. If she still can't figure it out after walking around, then she has no choice but to have the problem that cannot be understood.

It's like blood flowing through the whole body and then back to the heart. If some places are not flowing during the flow, people may have to quietly leave the will of fate.

She once again embarked on a long-lost road, slowly, slowly, from the back mountain to the entrance of the village

At night, the people who sit at the entrance of the village are no longer those old people

Instead, there are young people in the village who are full of ruffianism.

They gathered together, and a few of them sat on motorcycles, smoking, vomiting, and laughing; the other few sat on the ground, humming songs, lying on their backs, laughing and scolding.

Wang Xinning speeds up and passes by them

She has few opportunities to see such people in the imperial capital, and she will hide away every time she sees them.

Because the people in the dormitory told her that what such a person would do would be hard to guess what he would do

She lived cautiously for many years and did not want to get into trouble for trivial matters

She didn't want to provoke her, so the few sitting on the motorcycle stopped her: Hello, the beauty opposite!

She walked faster after hearing the sound of a male duck pear.

Don't leave, beautiful girl?! Several people shouted even more

Wang Xinning walked out of their sight and ran away immediately

Several people laughed:

That girl is pretty, from the city?

It must be, those goblins in the village, you have never slept in?

Ghost, waiter, I've done so many things with my brother on my back?

Tsk, those few are the ones? If you can sleep until the girl just now, it will definitely be even more powerful when you twist it!

Zhao Daji, who was hiding in the dark, snatched the cigarette between his fingers and asked: Does anyone know her?

Boss, you have fallen in love with her? It’s amazing, aren’t you just eating meat?

Zhao Daji gave him a look and laughed sinisterly: It's okay to sleep

A gangster squatting on the ground hurriedly said: Listen to me, Aunt Wang's school student seems to have returned, the same classmate in junior high school, Wang Xinning! It must be her. She was the beauty of our school when she was in junior high school...

Without further ado, Zhao Daji will understand who she is

He stared at the direction where Wang Xinning left, his eyes were long and timeless

Wang Xinning didn't know that he had been targeted by the evil wolf

She came back from walking, avoided her father and mother, and quietly returned to her room

She turned on the flashlight, shook the quilt she brought, lay on the bed that was not suitable for her height, with her eyes open and unable to fall asleep for a long time

There are animals like mice in the old house at night, running around

She is quite afraid of mice. The funny thing is that she has lived in the same room with this animal since she was a child.

She turned on the flashlight and didn't dare to sleep, so she had to turn on her phone and edit a text message to Chen Han

Chen Han met not long ago at a friendship meeting between major universities in the imperial capital

Chen Han is a stunner in their school. He is very beautiful and decisive. He serves as the president of the student union and the president of the student union of major universities in the imperial capital.

She was suddenly caught up by people who were full of stars and was a little panicked

Chen Han seemed to see through her, taking care of her everywhere when she was together

She longs for a person like Chen Han, who is capable and responsible, and is as stable as Mount Tai when facing big scenes.

Because of her knot, she has never been able to stand calmly in front of the crowd and accept everyone's different gazes

When she faces the crowd, she will involuntarily think of the eyes of others when she was embarrassed in the past.

Maybe they didn't mean anything, but she couldn't convince herself to believe it.

She gradually fell in love with Chen Han, and Chen Han also cared about her very much.

Before leaving, Chen Han told her that when she came back, she would consider her confession.

Although she was just considering it, she was also satisfied

She always believed that she was lucky to be able to get the friendliness of this kind of person.

She closed her cell phone and imagined her bright future after attending Wang Qingxuan's wedding.

Just imagine, she smiled happily

At this time, she began to agree with countless things that were said by chicken soup. The past sufferings were all filled with honey for future life.

Chen Han replied to her text message. After checking it, she didn't have time to reply. Queen Mother pushed open the door and walked in.

After seeing this, she hid her phone in the quilt and sat up by herself

Mom, why are you here?

The Queen Mother said angrily: Come and see if you can’t do it?

No, my house is small, you have no place to sit in

Then I won’t sit down. The Queen Mother said that my family is going to decorate Qingxuan’s new house recently. I just counted it a few times and the money you gave was not enough!

She pursed her lips and couldn't help it anymore

Her tuition fees of several thousand a year, plus daily expenses, are not enough to pay for her working hours in one semester after a semester?

What's more, when she applied for a loan and wanted to sign it, the Queen Mother disagreed

Say nothing to owe debts

Although she said that she was the one who took the debt, they were afraid that she would not be able to pay it back in the future and would implicate them.

Even the 30,000 she borrowed from Chen Han

The Queen Mother stood there, and she sighed slowly: No matter how many, I won't have it anymore.

No? What are your scholarships? You can't give your brother any money? The Queen Mother is sharp and mean, and Wang Xining is silent

Once there is no way, she finds that only silence can communicate

As expected, the Queen Mother said for a while, her mouth was dry and she stopped cursing and took out her final killer weapon:

I'll borrow it from your aunt first, remember to return it to her

Wang Xinning asked in confusion: Didn’t the family harvest be good last year? What about the money?

The Queen Mother answered vaguely: Do you think our daily expenses are so expensive? Yes, if you spend money in the city, we can’t spend a lot of money in the countryside!

Speaking of the latter, Queen Mother became more confident

Wang Xinning was speechless. When she saw Wang Mother's guilty expression, she knew that the couple who favored boys over girls might have spent their money to buy something high-end for Wang Qingxuan.

She stood up and took the Queen Mother back to her room, then turned back and lay down again

She turned her head and saw a piece of darkness through the thick crack in the door

At this night, for her, the rest was a heavy sigh, except for sighing.