Chapter 7 Gong Miao

Grandpa and grandma will come to see us today. I was very excited all day long, cleaning up the room, and buying tea, wine, snacks and food they like to drink

There is still a tense atmosphere between Leiluo and me, but it is not bad enough to cope with it.

I have been careful to protect my inner thoughts, so he can't see how much it tormented me

Leiluo told me that it wouldn't happen, but words couldn't erase the strong desire we had built apart for months

I may not be able to have my brother in other ways, but I cannot stop my fantasy of him

Since I first saw him masturbating naked in the bathroom, I have gradually lost myself in that dark but sweet desire.

I was immersed in it more than once, lying in bed at night, biting my lips tightly, suppressing the sound of orgasm in my imagination

One thing he is right, this desire is dangerous. The thought that I might hurt Lei Luo is more unbearable than his rejection.

Putting aside other thoughts about Lei Luo, I still miss him very much, and I can't wait to hug him and restore the intimacy between him and his twin brothers and sisters back then.

I guess I am really greedy. I want everything for Lei Luo, whether it is as a sister or a woman

I never thought it would be so painful to be separated from him, not only because we have never really separated before, but the barriers created by this distance are unbearable

Leiluo's grades have always been better than me. When I applied for college, I applied to many local universities. Leiluo insisted that I set my first choice higher and farther, and applied to the same university as him.

At that time, I was grateful to him for being confident in me, but now I am completely gone

Lei Luo took a break from school without discussing with me and made money without authorization, leaving me alone to continue studying

I should be grateful for his sacrifice and responsibility, but it is undeniable that he has more freedom in his actions without me at home.

I couldn't help but recall what I saw in the living room last night, and I couldn't help feeling irritable and depressed.

I didn't even have a boyfriend in college for four years. He is so good. He has already taken the woman home to Wushan Yunyu.

Leiluo! Hurry up, the flight will arrive in less than an hour, and it will take time to go to the airport. I raised my voice and shouted, we have to set off quickly, but Leiluo is not ready yet

If you give me another five minutes instead of yelling, I've done it

Lei Luo also shouted back in the bathroom with the same tone

He opened the door, and rushed back to his room with only a towel wrapped around his waist. I changed my clothes and left.

Although it took only a few seconds for him to rush back to his room from the bathroom, I still looked clearly

Lei Luo's messy hair was soaked, pressing against both sides of his cheeks, and the water dripping from the ends fell on his shoulders.

His broad chest and limbs were covered with crystal drops of water, and the fluffy towel at his waist made his belly look flat and sturdy.

I can't control my inner moans, so anyone who sees them will salivate.

I hope I am not the only person tortured by ethics, but now I don't have time to confront Lei Luo now

Although I nodded in front of Lei Luo yesterday morning and promised not to continue, I still refused his control in my heart

Fuxi and Nuwa are also brothers and sisters, so they will not prevent them from becoming the creator of China!

Lei Luo acted like our brother and sister quarreled when we were young, but the fact is that the two have grown up and neither can go back to the past. And I regard his whitewashing as a small victory.

Lei Luo is actually as clear as me that the desire between us will not disappear with just one preaching and rejection.

I don't know how I act peacefully under my grandparents' noses, but I will work hard

Over the years, Lei Luo has made so much effort to protect us. I will agree to whatever he needs.

When the Chinese New Year is over, I can do something to make him face reality and be honest with what is happening between us, not preaching or rejecting.

Leiluo's obsession and rapid growth have maintained our small family and have also become the strongest weapon to reject me.

Since childhood, Daleiluo has always followed me, but if he really objected to anything, he would argue with me, and finally it showed that Leiluo was always right

This is fucking annoying, just like he himself

I sighed heavily, put on my shoes and coat, went downstairs to wait for Lei Luo

The wind outside the house is cold and the hair scatters when you walk outside, blowing onto your face and mouth

I pulled my hair out over and over and stuffed it behind my ears, but it was blown on my face again after a while

I was a little angry and ran to the front of the car faster, and Lei Luo's footsteps followed closely.

I was about to reach the front door, and suddenly my feet slipped and lost balance. Just as I was about to fall, Lei Luo grabbed me from behind.

His palms were very warm and gentle, and the continuous heat penetrated my clothes along the palm of his hand

The sudden warmth made my hair stand up and I couldn't help but tremble slightly. I wonder if Lei Luo could feel it too

I suddenly realized that this was the first time Lei Luo took the initiative to touch me after I came back

I couldn't help but feel sad. The stupid moment of that night had ruined the intimacy we once shared.

Thank you, I mumbled, avoiding his gaze and standing straight

Escape is not as hidden as I thought. When I turned around and opened the door, Lei Luo stared at me with an unfathomable expression.

Before I could ask him what was wrong, he narrowed the distance between us and hugged me in his warm arms

Sorry, Leiluo whispered to my hair

I don't know what he is sorry for, or I know, but I must try to curb the aggrievance and sadness that is about to break out

I raised my arms and put them around his waist, said nothing, just stood quietly, enjoying the feeling of being hugged by Lei Luo, and the tension and sadness in my heart gradually disappeared.

Maybe, just maybe, we will get better in the end

After a while, Lei Luo finally let me go, his tone was calm but he couldn't stop his hoarseness. Come on, we'd better leave.

I nodded and slid into the car. Lei Luo moved to the driver's seat, and the nervousness that had dissipated from getting in the car was relieved in the hug just now. I breathed a sigh of relief and finally could breathe smoothly.

I love you too, I told him gently, responding to what he said to me earlier. When I smiled at him, Lei Luo's lips raised up.

The familiar smile returned to Lei Luo's face again. The relationship between us brother and sister has not improved, and it seems that there is no possibility of improvement in the long run.

I'm still not sure how to deal with the emotions and desires that still exist in my heart, but even if our situation indicates nothing, maybe we still have hope after all.