My father was taken back to my home in the provincial capital like a prisoner, and was immersed in the complete despair of losing my aunt and her newly born son Xiao Shitou all day long. I felt like I fell into a bottomless abyss, and my depressed mood could not be accurately described in words.
My spirit was completely broken, and I was stunned, whether it was day or night, I was curled up motionlessly on the bed that was tossed by me. My face, which had not been cleaned for several days, was facing the pale ceiling, my eyes filled with mucus stared at the bright fluorescent tubes without blinking, sucking spicy cigars one by one, and the dark bedroom was always shrouded in the foggy smoke screen.
A week later, my father packed up his luggage and walked out of the house with murmurs. From then on, he plunged into the depths of Changbai Mountain. He never saw him again for half a year. Perhaps when he was looking for a mine in the deep mountains and forests, he accidentally lost his way and could no longer walk out of the big forest that covered the sky and the sun, right? And my sister, who is far away from the south, alone guarding the window, is this the only mother and me left at home.
Every day after get off work, my mother put down her small bag and patiently persuaded me, while taking off her heavy, air-conditioned coat until she was left with only a thin set of underwear with a fragrance, twisting her high-profile big butt and wandering around aimlessly in each room. After a routine patrol, my mother ran straight to my bed, and her fat big butt slammed on the soft mattress with a buzz. Her fat fat pressed the bed board and squeaked.
My mother stretched out her extremely fleshy palm, raised my chaotic head, and placed it affectionately on her sexy and seductive fat legs, gently pulled out the cigarette butt from my mouth and threw it into the ashtray
Older son, don’t smoke anymore. Look, well, this room is almost like a gas chamber!
As he said that, my mother hugged my cheeks, lowered her head, opened her hot mouth, and kissed my face full of acne like she did back then, like she did in the past.
I am always lustful, how could I miss this opportunity? As soon as I touched my mother's red lips, I took the opportunity to stick out my tongue and swayed proudly in my mother's warm mouth. The back of my head, which was pillowing on my mother's fat legs, deliberately pressing down heavily, trying to feel the softness and slight heat of my mother's body. I just threw away the cigarette butt, and my yellow fingers quietly scratched my mother's cock that had been suffocating for a long time. I stood up with a thud, creating an inresistible and extremely strong primitive desire.
The eldest son, the smart mother, has long noticed my indecent actions, but my mother did not feel any disgust, letting me rub her fat legs with the back of my head and scratch her breasts with my fingers. My mother kissed me for a long time, then slowly raised her head, staring at my yellow fingers stuck in front of her breasts
Older son, look at how many cigarettes you have to smoke this day, and your fingers are yellowed. Older son, stop smoking, will make your lungs damaged. Older son, cheer up, don’t always miss your shameless aunt, oldest son...
Humph, when I heard my mother's words, I suddenly fell down and pushed my mother away coldly, and once again sank her head into the corner of the quilt stained with sweat. My mother stopped talking and did not dare to mention the matter between me and my aunt. She started and said timidly: Older son, get up, mom cooks you some dishes...
Humph, I won’t eat it!
Older son, get up, mom prepares delicious food for you, listen to mom, get up and have a meal! After saying that, mom briefly sorted out the messy underwear that I scratched, and stood up. Two big butt petals twisted, and mom's plump body slipped into the kitchen. Soon, the sound of a swelling of a squirming pan came from the kitchen.
Dangdangdang
Every evening is the prime time for my legal alcoholism. When the wall clocks on the walls slammed for seven times, I was listless during the day and was in a daze. Suddenly, a carp thrust, jumped up, grabbed the glass bottles with some white wine remaining on the dining table and drank it hard.
Son, the mother happened to walk into the room from the kitchen. She saw it and was anxious. She first blinked her eyes in horror, and then she felt helpless, but she didn't dare to say a word of objection, and she didn't dare to touch my wine glass: Son, don't, don't drink like this, son, drinking on an empty stomach will cause damage to the body, son...
Humph, I swallowed a big mouthful of strong white wine. The burning essence of my heart and lungs burned wildly in my body, burning my heart and lungs so hard that I poured all my resentment onto my innocent mother without reservation. It seemed that all of this was made by my mother. I held the wine bottle and shouted at my mother with a red head and swollen face: Stop talking nonsense, I am willing to drink it to death, I have lived enough long ago!
Son, mother endured silently, as if I was not at all wrong, but she committed an unforgivable sin and heard my roar, and her mother forced a bitter smile: Son, if you want to drink, you have to wait a while, and wait until my mother cooks the dishes and drink them slowly! After that, mother turned around and returned to the kitchen
After a while, my mother carried the hot and fragrant dish plate and walked towards the dining table with a smile, but the bottle in my hand could not pour out a drop of wine. My mother muttered to herself: My God, eldest son, the bottle of white wine that I bought in the morning, you will drink it all in one day!
Humph, buy it for me, I still want to drink it! I threw the empty bottle on the floor: What, I have lost my drink, I just have lost my drink, I will buy it for me quickly, I still want to drink it, I still want to drink it!...
Alas, alas, my mother put down the dish, put on her coat, and walked out of the door. She quickly took back a bright bottle of wine, and shook in front of my eyes with joy: Son, I bought you a bottle of good wine!
Humph, I took the bottle of wine from my mother ruthlessly. Since I returned home, I have always treated my mother's care and tolerance ruthlessly with this extremely cold attitude. I have never given my mother even a smile, even when I kiss and tease her with malicious intentions.
Seeing me open the bottle cap, my mother pushed the dish in front of me in a favor, and I absent-mindedly picked up a piece of meat: Oh, mom, what a broken thing, yes, I won’t eat it anymore!
Ouch, Ouch, look at me, forgot to put phenolic... Mom hurriedly picked up the dish and returned to the kitchen. Under my mother's earnest gaze, I poured white wine into my stomach.
Son, stop drinking, mom dare not stop me from drinking wildly, in order to divert my interest in alcohol, my mother brought me a basin of foot washing water: eldest son, stop drinking, willing to drink, drink it tomorrow, eldest son, it's getting late, wash your feet and go to bed!
I put down the wine bottle and stretched my feet. My mother immediately grabbed my feet like an old slave, inserted it into the hot water basin. I suddenly shouted loudly: Hey, this water is too hot, Mom! You want to burn me to death!
Oh, actually, the water temperature is not as high as I yelled, it is very suitable for washing feet. Listening to my unreasonable harshness, my mother is like a hardworking old slave, muttering obediently: Ah, my mother may have been busy and forgot to add some cold water... Son
Humph, I won't wash anymore, with a thud, I kicked the basin to the ground with a kick, and the hot water splashed on my mother's clean underwear. My mother stood up and looked at me blankly. I suddenly felt that I was really overdoing it. My mother's face gradually showed an embarrassing look of grievance. Her thin lips shook slightly, and a series of aggrievance tears dripped from her beautiful eyes: Older son, what is mom doing? It's right, hey
Come on, come on, I waved to my mother who was wiped with tears: Go, go on, go to sleep with you!
Son, Mom can no longer suppress her aggrievance, and her body covered with water droplets collapsed towards me. Before I could fully recover, Mom hugged my shoulders, tears of grievance rushing out like a pond opened: Hey, oh, big son, please spare your mother, big son, give mom a smile, Big son, mom really loves you, it hurts you, Big son, mom can't live without you, Big son, mom will all count on you in the future!
Mom Looking at the crying mother, I suddenly realized with conscience, in life, Mom is indeed very selfish. She doesn't love anyone, even her own daughter, my sister, but, for me, Mom is devoted to selfless love. This may be another manifestation of selfishness, but no matter what, Mom loves me, this is undeniable when I think of this, I reached out and wiped the tears on my mother's cheek: Mom, I was wrong, I'm sorry, I...
Hey, mom became even more sad, sobbing and nagging sadly: Hey, it was all indoctrinated by your grandmother's family. They were not kind-hearted and tried to provoke the relationship between us and our mother. Mom knew better than anyone else. Behind them, they would just say bad things about mom so that you would hate mom and alienate mom. Hey, this turtle calf is here! Hey,
The smart, smart and cunning mother was not wrong at all. As soon as I arrived at my grandma's house, I would just stop mentioning my mother. As long as I mentioned my mother, all the people in my grandma's house, except my grandpa, all looked contemptuous. Then, they shouted at me in a silence: Humph, Xiao Lizi, your mother is simply not a human!
Your mother, that demonic power is really hard to find in the sky and on the ground!
Your mother is the most snobbish, and she looks up with her eyes. She ignores the useless person. When she sees someone who is useful to her, she will immediately post it! You are now using someone to hand over, and your mother knows the best of this.
Your mother, if she becomes the queen, she will be a hundred times more powerful than the Queen Mother Citizen
Your mom, hey, I won’t talk about it anymore...
……
These words such as grandma, uncle and aunt, which are realistic, seriously exaggerated, or extremely derogatory, and sarcastic, are deeply rooted in my childhood heart, making me feel a shocking regret for my initial emotional love and my obsession with my mother's physical instinct.
My mother used her actions to more or less confirm that these words that made me both embarrass and angered became an extremely effective catalyst, which was scattered into my childhood heart. So, the buds of my prejudices about my mother grew up unprecedentedly at an astonishing high speed and thrived unprecedentedly.
After returning from grandma's house until she entered the army, this period was not long, but it was a period when I created my personality traits. I hated my mother to the extreme, and I was against my mother in everything and deliberately couldn't get along with her.
Mom, while thinking, my palm accidentally touched my mother's wet underwear. I scratched her gently a few times and said with concern: Mom, your clothes are wet, please change them quickly!
Oh, when I saw me reaching out to unbutton her clothes, my mother stopped crying and hurriedly covered the corner of the clothes that I unbuttoned, her face was red and swollen, trying her best to cover up the faintly crisp breasts
The soft lights on the ceiling shone warmly on my mother's towering breasts, and a half-naked breast reflected a charming white light. I held my breath and stared at me in a daze, staring at me, staring at me, staring at me, and suddenly I was in a state of blood. The strong yearning for my mother's body in my childhood, in this moment, an obsessive spark burst out again, and with the burning of strong alcohol, it started to burn with a loud bang.
Mom, my eyes were wide open, my voice was hoarse and trembling, and a hot palm reached into my mother's underwear desperately, and reluctantly held a breast that had nurtured me and gave me infinite love: Mom
Son Mom was confused at first. When I grabbed her breasts without saying a word, my mother suddenly calmed me down in surprise. She no longer covered her cover, but opened her mind and let me grab her breasts at will: Son
Mom seemed to be infected, and her voice trembled: Son, do you know, it was mom's sucking, feeding you bite by bite by bite by bite. Son, when you were very young, mom hugged you in your arms, and you mumbled your mother's sucking head, licking, swallowing it in your stomach, and blinking your big eyes at mom
Ah! How happy that was that. At that time, you were always in your mother's arms, and no one would snatch you away from your mother's hands. But now... Oh, son, do you know? Whenever you fight with your mother, whenever you think of these, you will cry in a sad way. Oh, how good the past was, son, if you never grow up, how good it would be, huh
Mom, I held my mother's breasts and rubbed them excitedly. When I heard my mother's sincere sigh, my head tilted and fell on my mother's fat legs. Mom, do you think I am willing to grow up? I don't want to grow up even more. I grow up, there are too many troubles and too annoying. Mom, I want to lie in my mother's arms forever and suck my mother's heads forever!
Son Mom put one arm around my head, and pinched her nipples with the other hand, and stuffed them into my mouth with deep affection: Son, let's eat it, huh
I opened my big mouth wildly, and I bluntly muttered my mother's long blushing nipples without any hesitation, licking and sucking seriously
My spirit was completely broken, and I was stunned, whether it was day or night, I was curled up motionlessly on the bed that was tossed by me. My face, which had not been cleaned for several days, was facing the pale ceiling, my eyes filled with mucus stared at the bright fluorescent tubes without blinking, sucking spicy cigars one by one, and the dark bedroom was always shrouded in the foggy smoke screen.
A week later, my father packed up his luggage and walked out of the house with murmurs. From then on, he plunged into the depths of Changbai Mountain. He never saw him again for half a year. Perhaps when he was looking for a mine in the deep mountains and forests, he accidentally lost his way and could no longer walk out of the big forest that covered the sky and the sun, right? And my sister, who is far away from the south, alone guarding the window, is this the only mother and me left at home.
Every day after get off work, my mother put down her small bag and patiently persuaded me, while taking off her heavy, air-conditioned coat until she was left with only a thin set of underwear with a fragrance, twisting her high-profile big butt and wandering around aimlessly in each room. After a routine patrol, my mother ran straight to my bed, and her fat big butt slammed on the soft mattress with a buzz. Her fat fat pressed the bed board and squeaked.
My mother stretched out her extremely fleshy palm, raised my chaotic head, and placed it affectionately on her sexy and seductive fat legs, gently pulled out the cigarette butt from my mouth and threw it into the ashtray
Older son, don’t smoke anymore. Look, well, this room is almost like a gas chamber!
As he said that, my mother hugged my cheeks, lowered her head, opened her hot mouth, and kissed my face full of acne like she did back then, like she did in the past.
I am always lustful, how could I miss this opportunity? As soon as I touched my mother's red lips, I took the opportunity to stick out my tongue and swayed proudly in my mother's warm mouth. The back of my head, which was pillowing on my mother's fat legs, deliberately pressing down heavily, trying to feel the softness and slight heat of my mother's body. I just threw away the cigarette butt, and my yellow fingers quietly scratched my mother's cock that had been suffocating for a long time. I stood up with a thud, creating an inresistible and extremely strong primitive desire.
The eldest son, the smart mother, has long noticed my indecent actions, but my mother did not feel any disgust, letting me rub her fat legs with the back of my head and scratch her breasts with my fingers. My mother kissed me for a long time, then slowly raised her head, staring at my yellow fingers stuck in front of her breasts
Older son, look at how many cigarettes you have to smoke this day, and your fingers are yellowed. Older son, stop smoking, will make your lungs damaged. Older son, cheer up, don’t always miss your shameless aunt, oldest son...
Humph, when I heard my mother's words, I suddenly fell down and pushed my mother away coldly, and once again sank her head into the corner of the quilt stained with sweat. My mother stopped talking and did not dare to mention the matter between me and my aunt. She started and said timidly: Older son, get up, mom cooks you some dishes...
Humph, I won’t eat it!
Older son, get up, mom prepares delicious food for you, listen to mom, get up and have a meal! After saying that, mom briefly sorted out the messy underwear that I scratched, and stood up. Two big butt petals twisted, and mom's plump body slipped into the kitchen. Soon, the sound of a swelling of a squirming pan came from the kitchen.
Dangdangdang
Every evening is the prime time for my legal alcoholism. When the wall clocks on the walls slammed for seven times, I was listless during the day and was in a daze. Suddenly, a carp thrust, jumped up, grabbed the glass bottles with some white wine remaining on the dining table and drank it hard.
Son, the mother happened to walk into the room from the kitchen. She saw it and was anxious. She first blinked her eyes in horror, and then she felt helpless, but she didn't dare to say a word of objection, and she didn't dare to touch my wine glass: Son, don't, don't drink like this, son, drinking on an empty stomach will cause damage to the body, son...
Humph, I swallowed a big mouthful of strong white wine. The burning essence of my heart and lungs burned wildly in my body, burning my heart and lungs so hard that I poured all my resentment onto my innocent mother without reservation. It seemed that all of this was made by my mother. I held the wine bottle and shouted at my mother with a red head and swollen face: Stop talking nonsense, I am willing to drink it to death, I have lived enough long ago!
Son, mother endured silently, as if I was not at all wrong, but she committed an unforgivable sin and heard my roar, and her mother forced a bitter smile: Son, if you want to drink, you have to wait a while, and wait until my mother cooks the dishes and drink them slowly! After that, mother turned around and returned to the kitchen
After a while, my mother carried the hot and fragrant dish plate and walked towards the dining table with a smile, but the bottle in my hand could not pour out a drop of wine. My mother muttered to herself: My God, eldest son, the bottle of white wine that I bought in the morning, you will drink it all in one day!
Humph, buy it for me, I still want to drink it! I threw the empty bottle on the floor: What, I have lost my drink, I just have lost my drink, I will buy it for me quickly, I still want to drink it, I still want to drink it!...
Alas, alas, my mother put down the dish, put on her coat, and walked out of the door. She quickly took back a bright bottle of wine, and shook in front of my eyes with joy: Son, I bought you a bottle of good wine!
Humph, I took the bottle of wine from my mother ruthlessly. Since I returned home, I have always treated my mother's care and tolerance ruthlessly with this extremely cold attitude. I have never given my mother even a smile, even when I kiss and tease her with malicious intentions.
Seeing me open the bottle cap, my mother pushed the dish in front of me in a favor, and I absent-mindedly picked up a piece of meat: Oh, mom, what a broken thing, yes, I won’t eat it anymore!
Ouch, Ouch, look at me, forgot to put phenolic... Mom hurriedly picked up the dish and returned to the kitchen. Under my mother's earnest gaze, I poured white wine into my stomach.
Son, stop drinking, mom dare not stop me from drinking wildly, in order to divert my interest in alcohol, my mother brought me a basin of foot washing water: eldest son, stop drinking, willing to drink, drink it tomorrow, eldest son, it's getting late, wash your feet and go to bed!
I put down the wine bottle and stretched my feet. My mother immediately grabbed my feet like an old slave, inserted it into the hot water basin. I suddenly shouted loudly: Hey, this water is too hot, Mom! You want to burn me to death!
Oh, actually, the water temperature is not as high as I yelled, it is very suitable for washing feet. Listening to my unreasonable harshness, my mother is like a hardworking old slave, muttering obediently: Ah, my mother may have been busy and forgot to add some cold water... Son
Humph, I won't wash anymore, with a thud, I kicked the basin to the ground with a kick, and the hot water splashed on my mother's clean underwear. My mother stood up and looked at me blankly. I suddenly felt that I was really overdoing it. My mother's face gradually showed an embarrassing look of grievance. Her thin lips shook slightly, and a series of aggrievance tears dripped from her beautiful eyes: Older son, what is mom doing? It's right, hey
Come on, come on, I waved to my mother who was wiped with tears: Go, go on, go to sleep with you!
Son, Mom can no longer suppress her aggrievance, and her body covered with water droplets collapsed towards me. Before I could fully recover, Mom hugged my shoulders, tears of grievance rushing out like a pond opened: Hey, oh, big son, please spare your mother, big son, give mom a smile, Big son, mom really loves you, it hurts you, Big son, mom can't live without you, Big son, mom will all count on you in the future!
Mom Looking at the crying mother, I suddenly realized with conscience, in life, Mom is indeed very selfish. She doesn't love anyone, even her own daughter, my sister, but, for me, Mom is devoted to selfless love. This may be another manifestation of selfishness, but no matter what, Mom loves me, this is undeniable when I think of this, I reached out and wiped the tears on my mother's cheek: Mom, I was wrong, I'm sorry, I...
Hey, mom became even more sad, sobbing and nagging sadly: Hey, it was all indoctrinated by your grandmother's family. They were not kind-hearted and tried to provoke the relationship between us and our mother. Mom knew better than anyone else. Behind them, they would just say bad things about mom so that you would hate mom and alienate mom. Hey, this turtle calf is here! Hey,
The smart, smart and cunning mother was not wrong at all. As soon as I arrived at my grandma's house, I would just stop mentioning my mother. As long as I mentioned my mother, all the people in my grandma's house, except my grandpa, all looked contemptuous. Then, they shouted at me in a silence: Humph, Xiao Lizi, your mother is simply not a human!
Your mother, that demonic power is really hard to find in the sky and on the ground!
Your mother is the most snobbish, and she looks up with her eyes. She ignores the useless person. When she sees someone who is useful to her, she will immediately post it! You are now using someone to hand over, and your mother knows the best of this.
Your mother, if she becomes the queen, she will be a hundred times more powerful than the Queen Mother Citizen
Your mom, hey, I won’t talk about it anymore...
……
These words such as grandma, uncle and aunt, which are realistic, seriously exaggerated, or extremely derogatory, and sarcastic, are deeply rooted in my childhood heart, making me feel a shocking regret for my initial emotional love and my obsession with my mother's physical instinct.
My mother used her actions to more or less confirm that these words that made me both embarrass and angered became an extremely effective catalyst, which was scattered into my childhood heart. So, the buds of my prejudices about my mother grew up unprecedentedly at an astonishing high speed and thrived unprecedentedly.
After returning from grandma's house until she entered the army, this period was not long, but it was a period when I created my personality traits. I hated my mother to the extreme, and I was against my mother in everything and deliberately couldn't get along with her.
Mom, while thinking, my palm accidentally touched my mother's wet underwear. I scratched her gently a few times and said with concern: Mom, your clothes are wet, please change them quickly!
Oh, when I saw me reaching out to unbutton her clothes, my mother stopped crying and hurriedly covered the corner of the clothes that I unbuttoned, her face was red and swollen, trying her best to cover up the faintly crisp breasts
The soft lights on the ceiling shone warmly on my mother's towering breasts, and a half-naked breast reflected a charming white light. I held my breath and stared at me in a daze, staring at me, staring at me, staring at me, and suddenly I was in a state of blood. The strong yearning for my mother's body in my childhood, in this moment, an obsessive spark burst out again, and with the burning of strong alcohol, it started to burn with a loud bang.
Mom, my eyes were wide open, my voice was hoarse and trembling, and a hot palm reached into my mother's underwear desperately, and reluctantly held a breast that had nurtured me and gave me infinite love: Mom
Son Mom was confused at first. When I grabbed her breasts without saying a word, my mother suddenly calmed me down in surprise. She no longer covered her cover, but opened her mind and let me grab her breasts at will: Son
Mom seemed to be infected, and her voice trembled: Son, do you know, it was mom's sucking, feeding you bite by bite by bite by bite. Son, when you were very young, mom hugged you in your arms, and you mumbled your mother's sucking head, licking, swallowing it in your stomach, and blinking your big eyes at mom
Ah! How happy that was that. At that time, you were always in your mother's arms, and no one would snatch you away from your mother's hands. But now... Oh, son, do you know? Whenever you fight with your mother, whenever you think of these, you will cry in a sad way. Oh, how good the past was, son, if you never grow up, how good it would be, huh
Mom, I held my mother's breasts and rubbed them excitedly. When I heard my mother's sincere sigh, my head tilted and fell on my mother's fat legs. Mom, do you think I am willing to grow up? I don't want to grow up even more. I grow up, there are too many troubles and too annoying. Mom, I want to lie in my mother's arms forever and suck my mother's heads forever!
Son Mom put one arm around my head, and pinched her nipples with the other hand, and stuffed them into my mouth with deep affection: Son, let's eat it, huh
I opened my big mouth wildly, and I bluntly muttered my mother's long blushing nipples without any hesitation, licking and sucking seriously