Chapter 2 Childhood in a different place

Last time I talked about the scene where I saw my parents happy, that was the first time I saw a love between a man and a woman, and it was also the only time between a parent.

I was still young at that time and didn’t remember much. Last time I also mentioned that after my father was released from prison, his mother was desperate for him because of his unrest. Later, there were countless quarrels. At that time, my sister lived in the school, so basically, I only saw their quarrels every time, and it became more and more intense.

I remembered that the two almost started fighting. My mother poured water at my father and yelled at me. I was watching from the side. My father was yelling. But he also knew that he was injustice and did not dare to do anything to his mother. You must know that my mother looks very delicate, but she is very strong.

Not a person who is beaten and scolded or scolded

Such similar scenes have become blurred in my memory until now. In fact, what I remember most clearly is what happened after my parents divorced.

After leaving, I was sentenced to my father, but my father took me away at that time. It seemed that my mother and my grandparents were reluctant to let go, so I stayed with my mother first.

At that time, at night, I often saw my mother crying. She often hugged me and slept, but I didn't know anything and slept with heartlessness. If I had any inappropriate thoughts about my mother, I wouldn't have any such a small person, what do I know

Of course, my mother would change clothes in front of me occasionally, but she was always facing me and I had never seen anything good

But at that time, the two children were under great pressure on a housewife, and my father often had no alimony, not to mention that I was supposed to be raised by my father, so after a while, my mother couldn't stand it anymore and took me and my sister to find my father.

At that time, my father lived in another town. I had a lot of impression on that day because it was the beginning of my three-year childhood in another place. My father was copying mahjong when he saw my mother bringing me and my sister. Hey, he didn't expect my mother to come to him directly, mainly to ask for alimony, but he could not get it out at once. To be honest, when I grew up, I gradually realized how irresponsible my father is. Sometimes I felt that he was really unworthy of being a husband and father.

At that time, I saw my father's love affair outside, so he lived in his love affair home. My mother had a big fight with them at their door and said that she could not afford to raise two children alone. Either the father paid alimony or asked his father to take one away. When he said that, he pushed me and my sister and he asked him to choose one between us.

I didn't understand at that time, I just stood there blankly

My sister said that she didn't have a good relationship with her father.

Not to mention letting her live in such a place, she snatched her mother and said she would not stay. Later, my dad told her to go back first, and he would come to do it, so my mom took me and my sister back to her hometown first.

I thought this would end, but I also said that in a different place, my dad came over and took me away after a few days. I really can't remember the situation at that time. My sister happened to be in school at that time, and I, haha, just took a nap, so I didn't know at all how my mother sent me away. When I woke up, I was in the car. My dad was driving next to me, with no expression on his face.

I cried and called my mother, my dad ignored me, and told me not to cry for a long time. He came to raise me in the future and told me not to miss my mom. I can tell you first, although I later realized that all this was caused by my father and irresponsible, but because I was young and didn't understand, I thought I could still see my mom in the future. And my relationship with my dad didn't say it turned bad at that time, so I recovered after a few days. I'm a child, this is my nature, but sometimes I still miss my mother and sister very much. I often cry. I'm not a mother, but it's quite easy to move. I'm crying more than a woman when I watch a sad movie. Of course, I won't talk about this kind of thing.

In short, I was with my dad, and I should say that I was at his good family. It took about three years to go through. I didn’t see my mom and my sister once. Although I didn’t mention it to anyone at that time, I went from missing my mom to resenting my mom later, and hated her for abandoning me in such a place.

You should know that although my father was there at that time, he could see him once a week, or even once a month, and he didn't know what he was doing outside. Hey, how to say that, the child has no opinion and does not understand the affairs between adults. To be honest, she is still friendly to me, um, it's also my later learning that this woman seems to be unable to have a child. She seems to have her idea. She often let me sleep with her. Do you think there will be something wrong with this woman when you see this place? Hehe, you can watch slowly

At that time, Ah, you know, it happened that a person was an age for a person to absorb a lot of knowledge from the outside world, spread his horizons and build values. I am a little faster than ordinary people, not only psychologically but also physically. At that time, because I had no relatives and no reason around me, I rarely went out and usually stayed at home. Until later I met some, how could I say, I was not a hooligan, but a very wild group of people, all older than me, some junior high school students, among which was a high school student. His family was quite rich, not far from my house. We often went to their house to play games, and I was also a little bit bad by them at that time.

I remember they often took me to do some pranks and fight with children from other places. Of course, I have only been there once or twice. I still don't like to argue with people. It should be influenced by the quarrels of my parents. The most impressive thing is that I and that high school student (I won't write these people's names, just call him Ah Feng). Ah Feng, who said that he wanted to take me to see some good things that I followed. At that time, his family had DVD players that few others had. This is a good thing. You can watch a lot of things that you can't see on TV. You should have guessed that he took me to watch porn movies.

I can't remember what that movie was like. I remember it was just a white piece, with the woman's shaking breasts and white butts. At that time, I knew what my father used to hit my mother's butt back then. It turned out that men would be hard and swell. The first time I knew, I used to pee, but I didn't know that I could do it. And the woman in the movie was very loud, and it was not as soft as my mother at that time. I thought my mother's voice was much better.

The man's dick in the film is quite large, about 16 cm, which is quite thick. At that time, I was wondering if my father's one is that big, wouldn't it hurt to penetrate the woman's peeing?

Why did the woman scream so happily and kept saying that she could use harder and something? Was my mother so comfortable at that time?

Alas, this is my sexual enlightenment, the sexual enlightenment of watching porn movies. The time when my parents had sex was not counted, but I just happened to see it. This time I was different. After watching this thing, I always felt like I couldn't explain it clearly. I still wanted to see it. At that time, the hair was not growing, so I couldn't go to a plane. I just occasionally touched my little brother. I thought about my little girl, and I guess I couldn't even insert the place where the woman peed, and it wouldn't be hard. That little head was hidden in the foreskin and couldn't come out. Alas, it's quite funny to think about it now. If a little kid is fine, he will study his little brother.

Later, I often went to Afeng's house and wanted to see that thing, but it was very rare because his parents were often there, so there was no chance.

However, my questions and curiosity about sex have not stopped. I often ask Afeng about this. He told me everything he knew. I also knew one thing. It turns out that only by doing such a thing can I have a baby. There are three holes under a woman, one more than a man. The place where the penis is inserted is called the vagina, and it is a very pleasant thing. I asked Afeng if he knows what sex is like. He said he didn't know and never did it. But I think this kid probably didn't tell me the truth, because he showed a very lewd smile when he said this. I have never seen such a wretched expression again in my life.

So this is my initial understanding of sex. At that time, I often recalled the scenes of my parents having sex. The whitening of my mother's breasts and butts has been wandering in my mind. Here I can tell you first. Men seem to be divided into breasts and butts. I have the same ass. There is no other reason. It is because my mother was so round and white when she was lying down that time. Even if I think about the scene at that time, my penis was so hard. I said so much, and I didn't even have a meat scene with my wolf friends. Hehe, do you want to scold me? There is no way? I want to tell you in detail that everyone can be more substituted.

I remember just now saying that my father's good looks are pretty good to me, but it's actually good. I can even say that I like me quite a lot. Although I am not her child, I also said that she should want children very much. At that time, she probably thought that if she was kind to me, I would forget my mother and treat her as a mother.

To be honest, if I didn't return to my mother in the future and stayed with her, this might have happened, of course it would be impossible.

I can only say that I have a good impression of her. The one who impressed me the most was taking a bath with her. Yes, I often took a bath with her, of course I didn’t do anything bad about the style. She treated me as a child. I was really young. At the beginning, I just asked her to wipe my body and it was done. I wouldn’t do anything. I don’t know if it’s just me. When I was a child, I was very annoying to wash my hair and take a bath. I felt very annoying. I would finish it in a hurry every time and I didn’t have any thoughts about naked aunts (I usually call her aunt)

But since I learned some knowledge about women from Afeng, I have become interested in my aunt's body

Before, I wouldn't look at her body specifically, but every time I took a shower with her, I would stare at her breasts and butt, and I saw the woman's bottom for the first time. At that time, I was sitting in the bathtub, and she was rushing her body with a shower head. She bent down to wash her hair, and her butt was facing me, so I looked at her carefully. To be honest, my aunt was much smaller than my dad, probably not even 30 (my dad is also capable). The labia majora look tender, not black, normal flesh color, and closed, unlike the black fungus I have seen in the future, it seems to be quite tight (I haven't tried it, guessed randomly)

I was quite satisfied with seeing it because this was the first time I saw a woman underneath. I felt that it was much different from what I thought. There was no balls or sausage underneath, just a slit. Why did Afeng say that men are fascinated by it? Why would it make both men and women feel comfortable when inserted into it?

I stared at my aunt before washing, and I also thought my butt looked very good. I also said before that I like to look at women's butts. My butt is not big, after all, I have never given birth to a child, but it is very upright. I wear jeans and so on. There is a dark brown asshole between the two butts. I looked very carefully, and I can see some fine fluff next to the asshole.

At this time, I touched my aunt's butt with my prank. It felt very slippery and elastic. My aunt turned her head and looked at me with a sound. I smiled at her and said, "Auntie, your butt is so big, much bigger than mine."

After hearing this, the aunt laughed (children are good, they won’t be blamed by adults for doing such things, and they won’t have such blessings when they grow up), and said to me: Yes, aunt is an adult, so you are bigger than a small fish. When the small fish develops, your body will become bigger.

After hearing this, I said to my aunt: Will I grow hairy below like my aunt? (I know, I just want to ask her). The aunt smiled and said to me: Yes, she will grow hairy too, and the little fish's little ding will grow up.

Is it as big as my dad? Haha, I don’t know this aunt. Everyone has different body sizes. You can ask your dad

After saying this, the aunt washed her head and turned around. I looked at the underside of the aunt. The inverted triangle pubic hair looked very neat, and the aunt seemed to have trimmed it.

Then she sat in the bathtub, sat behind me, hugged me, I could clearly feel my aunt's breasts squeezing me, making me feel very comfortable, so I rubbed my aunt's breasts with my back. The aunt laughed, and then suddenly hugged me and turned me around. I was facing the aunt, and the aunt rubbed my body for me. I looked at the aunt and touched the aunt's breasts with my hands. It felt really soft, and I pinched my nipples. The aunt didn't care about me, but just wiped my body seriously

After wiping my upper body, she asked me to stand up and then started to wash the bottom of me. I was touching my aunt's breasts, but I was just touching it very simply. Just when I felt the softness of women for the first time, my aunt suddenly pinched my little brother with her fingers. I was startled and stopped moving. After a look, my aunt said that she would tell my father to ask me to get up early to cut off the foreskin. At that time, I didn't know that the foreskin was too long for my little brother, so I didn't say anything. Moreover, I was pinching my little brother at that time. For some reason, I felt it very comfortable. My little brother jumped (it couldn't be hard). My aunt seemed to feel it. I saw that my aunt seemed to have a slightly red face, then put down my little brother, and then washed my body. After washing, my aunt asked me to wipe her back.

I took a towel to help my aunt wipe it. Looking at my aunt's back, I remembered the scene of my father kissing my mother's back and hitting her. I felt a dazed.

I also compared my mother's buttocks with my aunt's. It was a little bigger than my aunt's, and it seemed not as erratic as my aunt's.

But I just think my mother's is more beautiful than aunt's and more round

Thinking of this, my tears almost fell. I haven't seen my mother and sister for a long time. Although I hated my mother a little at that time, I really missed them. I haven't seen them for almost three years. I really have no relatives here, so I really cried. When the aunt heard this, she hugged me and asked me what was wrong. I said I missed my mother. After hearing this, my aunt was silent for a long time, and then said: I'm okay, aunt, be your mother?

I didn't say anything, and I knew that this question could not be answered casually, as a child.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, my aunt didn't say anything, but she just held me. I was soaked in hot water, and was hugged by my aunt's plump, warm and soft body. She fell asleep while crying. She felt in a daze that my aunt had dried me, then picked me up and walked into the bedroom, put it on the bed, which was placed in her and her father's room. At that time, I had my own small room, and then I felt my aunt lying beside me, holding me and falling asleep with me, hey, auntie, tooIt was not easy for me. My father didn't often stay with her at that time, and everyone around me knew my identity. Her parents hated me even more (his father went downstairs to drink water one night, and he saw me and said he wanted to kill me. It's true. I was not afraid at all. After drinking the water, I went upstairs. I'm brave enough). In this case, her life cannot be said to be easy, and a woman cannot have children, and she can't blame her for saying that kind of words to me in the bathroom.

In the following days, I became closer to my aunt. I often went with her, took a shower with her, and slept with her at night. My aunt seemed to like me more and more.

Sometimes at night I would sneak up on my aunt's breasts and her butt while I was asleep. Of course, I only dared to touch her clothes outside. I had never touched it. At that time, I didn't have much interest in that part. I liked it more. I just felt that feeling a little bit liked. Auntie, I don't know if she noticed it. Anyway, she hadn't said anything. I have lived a lot happier these days than before. After all, I'm still young and can't hide it.

One night I was quite impressed by it. It was very hot that day and there was a power outage. My aunt only wore a very loose white underwear and didn't even wear a bra. I could clearly see the two bulges on the clothes. After lying down, my aunt slapped me with a fan. I looked at my aunt and felt that she had touched her aunt last time. She felt that she didn't seem to care much about me touching her breasts, so she asked her aunt: Auntie, can I touch your Ami (my mother would say she would drink her mother's Ami when she told her children about milk).

The aunt seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then smiled and said: Xiaoyu wants to touch the aunt's Ami Ah?

Well, Xiaoyu can just touch it if you want to touch it. Alas, it seems reasonable for a woman to think too much.

So I touched my aunt's breasts through the clothes, and mischievously pinched my aunt's nipples. My aunt just knocked on my head and said nothing. I felt that it was not as comfortable as I touched it last time. I looked at my aunt and saw that she seemed not unhappy, so I put my hand into my aunt's underwear. My aunt felt it and looked at me and said she wanted to touch it. After touching it, she could sleep. I got permission and touched it.

After touching it, I felt that it was still comfortable to touch it. I couldn't put it down and pinched my aunt's nipples from time to time. At most, the aunt frowned slightly and didn't say anything about me. I touched it and pulled up my aunt's clothes. It looked really white. Although the nipples were not very pink, they looked very delicious. Yes, very delicious.

As I looked at it, I asked my aunt, "Auntie, can I suck your Ami?"

Auntie didn't seem to expect that I wanted to kiss her breasts and stared at me for a while

Then after a period of silence that felt neither long nor short, the aunt asked me softly: Does Xiaoyu miss her mother

I was also stunned. Do I miss my mother?

Is there any?

I have no idea

While I was still thinking about the question my aunt asked me, I seemed to hear the aunt sigh, and then I saw her take off her underwear and looked at me and said: Xiaoyu wants to suck, just suck my aunt's Ami, but there is no milk for Xiaoyu to suck. After that, the aunt smiled. I looked at my aunt's smile and felt attracted by my aunt. Although I was still young at that time and didn't understand the charm of women, I felt that the aunt with her upper body was so beautiful at that time, so I couldn't help but step forward and sucked my aunt's breasts with my mouth. I sucked for a moment. I heard the aunt gently and huh it. I felt that this life was very similar to the mother's um sound that I had back then. I didn't know, but this made me feel a little bit excited.

I thought so in my mind, and I didn't stop in my mouth. When I was sucking, I touched the other breast with my hands. I felt so comfortable at that time. I lay in my aunt's arms and felt a little fluttering. My aunt really didn't have breasts, but I still felt very sweet

I looked at my aunt's face, and my aunt closed her eyes. Occasionally, after I sucked hard, my aunt would frown. I don't know if it was comfortable for me to suck my aunt like this, nor do I know if my father was doing this and I was at this time, but one thing was right. I sucked my aunt's breasts and I really remembered my mother again. I couldn't tell why. I sucked for a while, and my saliva was covered with my nipples. I felt it was boring to suck, so I stopped and stopped sucking, but my hand was still touching. The aunt opened her eyes and looked at me and said: Xiaoyu, you can sleep. Oh, so I got up and opened my body, watching the aunt put on her underwear again, I touched my aunt's butt with a prank, and said: Hehe, my aunt has a big butt. The aunt laughed, and said that I was a slippery head, and then turned off the light and told me to go to bed.

The above are all my rough memories of this aunt. Although it is not many, I still like this aunt quite a lot. After all, she likes me very much and takes good care of me. Then, with the next things, they all became the past.

My father is still like that, and he doesn't grow back. When I almost felt that I would never see my mother and sister again in my life, something happened

This matter has something to do with my dad. He seemed to have done something outside. That night, some people came to the house. They said they were looking for their dad. They also ran into my room and asked me if I knew where my dad was. My dad was there that day, but he seemed to know that someone would come to him and went out after dinner.

I could hear them walking around the room, and the insults of my aunt and parents. They seemed to be scolding my aunt and scolding the people who broke into their house. I also heard my aunt crying

After a while, they seemed to be unable to find their father and left, but the two old men were still scolding their aunt.

And I just stayed silently in the room, didn't dare to go out, didn't know what to do, I just knew that my aunt seemed to feel wronged.

Next, I heard the two old men seem to have pulled me and said they wanted me to get out. At this time, the aunt spoke and said that I was still young and didn't know anything. Don't blame me innocently.

Alas, they quarreled for a while, and I heard the aunt going upstairs. She went straight into my room and saw me lying blankly on the bed. She came over and hugged me, telling me not to be afraid, those who were not bad people just now

To be honest, I was not afraid at all, and I didn't know why, but I just thought this kind of thing seemed boring, so I told my aunt that I was fine and told her not to worry about me

The aunt looked at me, touched my head, and didn't continue to say anything. Then she took me to take a shower, then carried me to her room, put it on the bed and lay beside me

We didn't say anything. After a while, the aunt asked me: Did Xiaoyu miss her mother? I thought silently for a while and said: I thought, yes, I really miss my mother. I realized that my aunt and I became close to me because I missed her mother. This word seemed to cause some kind of harm to my aunt. The aunt stared at my face for a while, then smiled sadly and told me: Your mother is so nice, with your son who thinks so much.

Then the aunt cried again. This time I took the initiative to hug the aunt and gently touched her head with my hand. I didn't know why, but I just felt that I should do this. The more my aunt cried, the louder I hugged, and the tighter I hugged. Later, I couldn't remember it clearly. I seemed to fall asleep slowly, but I could still feel my aunt's slightly shaking body slowly calmed down.

The next day my dad showed up, he didn't say anything, just chatted with my aunt alone for an afternoon. In the evening, dad walked into my room. I looked at him and he looked at me. He quickly spoke out and asked me if I miss my mother. I said yes, he looked at me for a while, finally nodded, and then went out.

As soon as he left, I lay on the bed, thinking about my mother's face in my memory, as well as my sister, grandma, and my friends in the village, but finally I remembered my mother's white body that night and the bulging buttocks that I often think of, and fell asleep in a daze

The next day it seemed to be very early, and I got up very early. After breakfast, my father said to me: I will take you back today, you can prepare it. I was stunned. It was very sudden and asked where I went back. My father looked at me and said: Go back to your mother's place. I didn't have any special reaction. I just said oh, and the aunt next to me seemed to shake, but didn't say anything. The two old men were just silent. Time passed quickly, and I didn't have to clean up. I didn't have to bring anything so young, but I just brought a few clothes. When I was about to get on the bus, I looked back at the aunt standing at the door. She smiled at me and said goodbye. I also said goodbye, and then got on the bus. In this way, my father started the car, just like taking me out of my hometown before, but this time I set off on the way back.

On the way where the car left, I turned around and looked at my aunt again. The aunt waved her hand at me. I kept watching until I couldn't see her aunt. She left without any special farewell to the home I had been to for three years.