Chapter 20

I heard the woman locking the door, and I felt a little panicked after ten minutes. I walked over and found that the lock could be opened from the inside.

I opened the door carefully. I saw that there was no one in the corridor outside. I closed the door gently and ran out immediately.

When I reached the club gate, I was completely confused

I simply don't know what I saw. The memories of the previous two hours seemed to have disappeared. My heart was beating rapidly and I couldn't calm down. My mind was blank. I could only think about what was happening in front of me.

I don't know anything, I don't know what to do, how to deal with it, I just want to go home first, calm down before talking about it when I go home,

I walked out of the gate and saw that the sun was slanted

Walking on a row of stairs at the gate, your steps are all empty

As I walked, I felt something seemed to be on my right side, but I was thinking about things and didn't have the time to pay attention to it.

Keep walking, the thing continues to follow me until I walk down all the steps and walk to the flower bed with cannons. I turn my head and see a girl walking on my right.

Xi Zhanyu

It was Xi Zhanyu, she seemed to be lost in her mind, and she didn't look at the road, and walked in a daze, as if she could think of something and she could think of it.

Xi Zhanyu I'll call her

She suddenly turned her head to look at me, her face was a little scared and her eyes were wide open

Why are you here? She asked

I looked at her, swallowed and said: It's you, it's you who didn't look at the road when you walked

Oh,...oh, she nodded nervously

Are you... okay? I thought to myself, of course she has something to do, she was just...

I'm fine, I'm fine, I, she shook her head: I'm fine, I'm fine

Oh, I nodded, looked at her and felt a little sorry for me. Should I continue to pretend? I don’t know, I don’t know

I left She turned around and wanted to leave, but suddenly a feeling in my heart that I couldn't understand. That feeling made my heart hurt.

Xi Zhanyu, wait a moment

Um

As soon as I called her, she immediately stopped and turned to face me, as if waiting for me to call her

Looking at her face, her eyes were still red. I said: You seem... in a bad state

I...I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine,

Oh, so I want to...

Hum?...what?

Nothing, nothing

Oh, then, I'm leaving

that

What?

That, I, go along with you

oh

Let's go

OK, let's go

She was completely different from when I first met her. It was like a different person. If it weren't for the fact that I saw so much in the warehouse, I might not have understood all this at all.

Every time I call her, she will respond immediately, and she will no longer have the weird and weird ideas she used to be. I feel that she needs someone to accompany her, and she needs someone to accompany her very much.

We walked shoulder to shoulder in the factory. The greenery is very good, with big trees everywhere, and the roadside is full of white flowers. I want to talk, but I don’t know what to say at all, so I dare not comfort her.

But I heard her say: You... that, you broke up with Hu Shuang'er, right?

Ah?

Are you here to break up with Hu Shuang'er?

Well..., it's not considered a date.

In this way? Have you never kissed? No, I shouldn't ask you...have you ever hugged me?

Haha, I laughed dryly: She and I are friends, ordinary friends

No, you are not, I can still see this little thing... Forget it, you don't want to say it

I shook my head: There is no need to say it

So, are you going to Canada?

hehe

You won't go?

I have no idea

Then why do you have to leave her?

have no idea

Because of Wang Tao?

I don't want to answer again

She said: You don't want to say it, I won't ask

We continued to walk shoulder to shoulder, almost at the gate of the arsenal, and she said again: Do you live in Shanghai?

Um

Come back only during the summer vacation

Um

Do you usually stay at grandma's house?

Um

Do you always chat with girls like this?

Well...uh, I'm not in good condition now

I understand, you just broke up

Well... no, it doesn't count as a breakup

Don't lie to me

Um

We walked out of the door and walked in the same direction. There were very few people on the road. The sunlight had changed from golden to dark yellow, shining on the old buildings, and it was a little gentle.

Ha Xi Zhanyu breathed a long sigh

I turned to look at her, watching the sun shine on her hair, making her hair look red

Xi Zhanyu, you don't look good at all

Yeah

What's wrong with you? Do you want to tell me?

I, she paused for a moment and said: That's it for me, too

She said this without thinking, but I heard despair from her voice. I suddenly felt that if I let her go back now, she would commit suicide tonight

Xi Zhanyu

how?

Do you know any delicious restaurants here?

Do you usually don’t eat outside?

Haven't been here

There is a nearby one, I might want to go later

Can you go with you?

OK, she nodded

She led me into the alley, and as she walked, the fragrance of food became stronger and stronger. Then we walked down the stone stairs and soon heard the sound of the train's whistle.

When she arrived, she said she turned over another corner and saw a restaurant hidden very deeply.

What to eat here?

Eat noodles Ah

This is a small noodle restaurant

What are they delicious here?

I'll help you

After she ordered, we sat at the table. I looked at her and she looked at me. Two frustrated people

At this time, the sun had begun to turn red, illuminating everything hazy. Her face was not as gorgeous as before, but instead showed a kind of gentleness.

I saw her tilted her head and was absent-minded about everything

Two bowls of beef noodles were served quickly, both of which were spicy and spicy. The beef was cut into many small pieces and could be eaten with the noodles.

Their beef is fresh, not frozen beef. She said coldly

I picked up the noodles and put them in my mouth. The taste was so delicious that it scared me.

Tasty, I think this is delicious Ah

Uh, she agreed casually

After we finished eating the noodles, we paid, she walked in front and I followed behind, as if there was a tacit understanding, we never said goodbye and separated

She took me down and kept going. I saw the rails. Then, we walked onto a very old train station.

I couldn't help but say: This place is older than that old train station

Well, it's all abandoned here, and there won't be any train stopping here. She said, walking to the long stone chair on the station platform to sit down, and I followed her to sit down.

She asked me: How did you and Hu Shuang'er meet?

I thought about it and said: I often walk downstairs of her house

Then what?

Then... there are many flowers on her balcony

Have you seen the flowers?

Well, she's in the flowers

You just like her?

Um

very nice

I didn't want to say anything, but I just watched the rails in front of me being red by the sunset, but I heard her say again: But you can spend too little time together, right?

yes

So she still likes other people

Um

And you are going to Canada?

Maybe, I'll go

So in the end, you still have to separate?

Yes, I nodded, as if I was talking to myself

Why do you always speak "yes, yes, yes"?

Humph, I smiled and said: When I was young, my grandmother always told me to be careful and would rather not speak than say the wrong ones

Your grandma...

Um

Hum, she smiled: You are really lucky

Why?

Your destiny is different from mine. Without Hu Shuang'er, there will be Zhang Shuang'er. Liu Shuang'er, you were born in Shanghai and you can study in Canada. Your world is a big world that belongs to people like you. You are born to enjoy life

My own feelings are different from what you said

That's because you haven't lived my life

What kind of day?

She turned her head to look at me, I felt her gaze, and also turned to look at her

The summer wind blew on her face, making her red hair float

The sunset made her face hazy and her eyes were a little gentle

Do you know who I am? She asked

Student, high school student, dancer, um, are you an art student?

I'm a prostitute

What?

I am, bitch. She turned her head and the Yangtze River was outside the railway tracks. The sunset had already shone red. The hills on the other side were very dark in color, just like rolling silhouettes.

No, you are not

I'm her sighing, her voice is weak

You're not

She unzipped the backpack, took out a yellow paper bag from it and handed it to me.

What is this? I asked

money

I opened the paper bag and found two stacks of cash inside.

This is what I sell myself for, 20,000 yuan

I rolled the paper bag and put it back in her backpack

You're not, I said again

I told you everything, I am a chicken, I just sell meat, I can sell it to you if you pay for it.

You're not

Why do you say so?

I can see that you are forced, you have a reason, you are not, you are a good girl, you are a good girl, I can see that, I know, I know

As soon as I finished speaking, she started crying. I felt sad. That emotion drove me to hug her.

She leaned against my chest, and I could feel her whole body trembling

The wind in the evening became colder and colder. I hugged her tightly until the sun sets, until the clouds fade away and the sky turns dark blue

When she finished crying, her body started to feel chills, and I rubbed my hands on her arm

I don't know why I have to do these things, I don't know why I have hugged her for so long, but I just feel that I have to do these things. If I don't do them, I will feel uncomfortable.

When it was so dark that I could not see anything, I took her hand and took her back. I kept asking her where she lived. She kept giving me directions, but for some reason, I always took her with me.

Until I sent her downstairs, I felt uncomfortable when I knew I was going to separate from her.

I kept telling her not to do stupid things and told her that everything would be fine

Then she cried, and I cried too. I don't understand why, but I just cried

Then I hugged her, she hugged me, and we hugged her hard, as if we were going to crush each other's bones.