In that dazzling light, Ru Yue, who was shaking hands with me, was also disappearing bit by bit
Is it going to start again? Are you asking about the handcuffs of your own mind? Let me see, what other tricks can you play this time?
I know that my spirit is falling into the illusion created by Yuedu.
This trick of handcuffing the soul, I couldn't resist him more than 20 years ago, but what about now?
pain?
For me today, pain has long been a normal thing like breathing. I want to see how Ankagus can do me.
The dazzling bright light gradually flashed away. When I saw everything around me, I found myself standing in a pleasant field.
The sky is clear and cloudless, surrounded by golden rice waves. A small river winds through the rice fields. The water is clear and clear. Standing by the river, you can see a few small fish wandering in the water from time to time, occasionally popping up a bunch of bubbles at the bottom of the water.
I haven't seen you for more than 20 years. When Ankagus's own body was used, the spiritual world created was so real.
If I hadn't been mentally prepared in advance, I almost thought I was standing in the real reality
Yuedu was improved by him! The illusion can be so real
Surprised, I took a strong breath, and the air entering my lungs was extremely fresh and pleasant, making me feel extremely comfortable
Such a quiet and perfect world was created according to the perfect world I thought
I am not unfamiliar with all this in front of me, because he is the image of autumn in the village where I live
But I have been living in the dark for the past twenty years and have no intention of appreciating all of this
And even longer ago, when I came into this village with a big belly, everything around me was in my eyes...
Thinking of Sheila, I couldn't help but feel pain again
I knew in my heart that although Migale incorporated Sheila's memory and consciousness, she could never change back to Sheila in the past. She could only be regarded as a little shadow of her at most.
Even Anda, who was once a part of Migala's life, is the same...
Facing Yuedu's heart handcuffs, I had been mentally prepared for a long time, but I never thought that Ankagus gave me a gift this time, was so beautiful at the beginning.
I walked along the river bank, and the feeling under my feet was as real as it was. Not far from the other end of the river was the village where I used to live in seclusion.
The closer we get to the village, the more lively it gets around
First there was the sound of water trucks in the mill, the crowing of chickens, the mooing of cows, and then the sound of villagers chopping firewood, and the sound of children playing and playing. Everything was so familiar and so made me feel thrilled.
At the entrance of the village, several familiar girls appeared
They gathered together, either sitting quietly at the stone table peeling broad beans, picking vegetable leaves, fiddling with needlework and preparing autumn clothes, or helping each other to comb their hair, or holding their children and sitting under the fruitful grape trellis to feed milk.
The woman picking vegetable leaves, with beautiful blonde hair, who isn't Anda?
The person who fiddled with needlework and thread to prepare for autumn clothes was Rosa, and the little princess was helping Xuezhi comb her hair. As for the woman who was sitting under the fruitful grape trellis and breastfeeding her two children, who wouldn't be Sheila?
The scene in front of me is so similar to the illusion that happened when Sheila used the final reply spell on the execution ground.
Seeing all this, experiencing all this, enjoying all this, I couldn't help but feel so moved that I almost became addicted to it
Isn't this true?
Looking at all this, I rubbed my eyes, the back of my hands was wet, and those were a few tears that had just flowed out.
All of this in front of me is completely my dream that will never be realized
Daxiu, you are back!
What are you going to eat tonight?
Daxiu, come and try it on, this is the new clothes I made for you
Daxiu, come and hug Fraiya, I want to change the diapers to Xi'an
Now that I appeared, these people I loved gathered together, the sound of Yingying YànYàn, for a moment, my side was very lively
These are all hallucinations, I know...
Looking at all this, I forced myself to endure it so that I did not let myself fall into the beautiful illusion before me.
This is a illusion, I know very well...
In my heart, I kept warning myself repeatedly
But around me, these people I loved deeply, women who were filled with regret and guilt in my heart came over one by one, joked with me affectionately, acted coquettishly at me, and the beautiful scene in front of me, just a few words made me unable to help but burst into tears.
I want to keep going like this... I want to live like this...
I know this is the effect of Yuedu. The original intention of Yuedu's original creator is to allow those who are dying to have beautiful hallucinations before death, make up for the shortcomings of their lives in the world of hallucinations, and finally die without regrets.
Compared to torture us with the flaws of our souls more than 20 years ago, Ankagus has made obvious progress, and he knows better how to use this trick to manipulate people's hearts.
What an Ankagus!
What a god of destruction!
This time, he didn't use pain, but used the things I wanted most to deal with me.
My heart has been scarred for the past twenty years of inhuman life, but for me, all pain is as ordinary as breathing, and no torture can make me feel more painful... And what I have escaped from the darkness of the past, and what I dare not face almost does not exist...
Pain cannot crush my consciousness, so in the world of Yuedu, he gave me love, the love I longed for the most, and used happiness to confuse me.
I stood still, as if I had lost my soul, and was called by the woman beside me.
Either open your mouth and eat a piece of fruit they handed over, or try on the clothes they made for me, or make fun of her with Sheila... The feeling of soaking in love is like living in heaven
Although I know everything is an illusion, this feeling is really beautiful and fascinating
With positive emotions, you cannot crush this world of love!
I really want to stay in this world forever...
When this thought arose in my mind, I was suddenly shocked
You can't get stuck! Once you get stuck, you'll be done!
At that moment, a flash of emotion in my mind suddenly understood the way to break through this beautiful illusion world
To break through this illusion world, what I need is not a love that represents happiness, nor a strong positive emotion. Because the origin of this world is the positive emotion in my heart. What I need now is a negative emotion, and a kind of thing called pain, and it is the strongest pain in the world.
There is only one way to get out of the moon world created by Ankagus for me!
Looking at the women around me who were close to me and smiling happily on their faces, I slowly raised my left hand,
Kill them, as long as you kill them all, everything will disappear!
Just as I was about to do it, I put a pair of slender hands on my forehead.
Very tired? I'll rub it for you
Feeling Anda's gentle soothing voice and enjoying the skillful massage of her fingers, the power I condensed in my hands actually dissipated in a few breaths.
Bad guy, you're lazy again!
Sheila also leaned over and stuffed a baby in her arms into my hand. It was the boy's Xi'an.
Hug me, two bad guys, pee at the same time! I want to change Freya's diapers, one hand is too busy
Holding my own flesh and blood, I love me the most, and I love me the most. At the same time, the two women I owe the most are surrounded by two women. They are clearly enjoying the greatest happiness in the world, but my heart is now in conflict.
Sorry, sorry, I know these are all fake!
Repeatedly, repeatedly hypnotizing myself and resisting, my teeth biting my lips, my mouth full of blood. Finally, I gritted my teeth hard, and my teeth bit off half of my tongue. As a mouthful of blood was sprayed out, my hands also used force.
I slapped my biological flesh and blood to pieces in my head with my own hands
This is not true!
At that moment, a cramp in my chest was swelling, and the huge pain almost tore my soul into pieces
On the side, Sheila screamed: Da Xiu, what are you doing?
I raised my hand and swung my fist again, and the right fist covered with Xi'an's blood pierced through Sheila's left chest
I said to Sheila: I can't be so selfish! I can't be sorry for Rosa and Xuezhi anymore!
The painful and incredible face on Sheila's face, knowing that it's all fake, but the expression that is so real that it can't be true anymore, is still my heart that is so painful that it's twisted into a ball.
Sorry, Freia!
Sorry, Mr. Anda!
Sorry, little princess!
Sorry, Rosa!
Sorry, Xuezhi!
Every time I read someone's name, I'm also killing someone I love the most
When I personally killed all my lovers in front of me, the pain almost completely destroyed my consciousness. Later, in order to vent this pain and weaken this pain, I used the void to destroy the beautiful village in front of me to completely destroy the beautiful village in front of me...
The moment the village was destroyed, everything around it was broken into pieces like a broken kaleidoscope.
My consciousness returned to the real world, but the great pain of killing my favorite with my own hands returned to my body and parasitized into my heart
The world of Yuedu, time and the real time in the outside world are inconsistent.
It was just a short moment. Although this real painful torture of killing the true love with his own hands is only a short moment in the real world, to me, it is almost like a century of long
Back in the real world, I found that I was in a huge floating starry sky
There are countless huge rocks floating around
My left hand is still tightly clasped with Ruyue's right hand, behind me, Migale, Little Christine, and Melia are also floating in the air like us, like losing consciousness
There was a white shadow shaking in front of me. I touched it with my right hand. It was my hair
In just a moment, my black hair had returned to the snow and white again
Then, my left hand tightened slightly, and Ruyue, who was tightly clasped with my fingers, also woke up. Like me, when she woke up, she was also crying, and her face was also filled with great pain.
Although I don't know what Ruyue has experienced, I understand that she must have done something similar to me: destroying her favorite things with her own hands
I looked at Ruyue, and Ruyue looked at me, both of them were crying. For the first time, we placed the weakness in each other's hearts in front of each other.
Behind us, little Christine and Melia were still unconscious, Melia's face was filled with a happy smile, while little Christine was the opposite, his face was filled with pain, as for Migale...
Almost as Ruyue woke up, she also got rid of the world of Yuedu
But when she opened her eyes, this faceless archangel had a face again: the face of seven points is similar to Anda, but with three points is similar to Sheila.
A voice and our minds sounded:
It was not beyond my expectations that Migala could wake up, but I did not expect that Dragon Demon, Dragon King, you two would actually be the ones who woke up earlier than her!
Is it going to start again? Are you asking about the handcuffs of your own mind? Let me see, what other tricks can you play this time?
I know that my spirit is falling into the illusion created by Yuedu.
This trick of handcuffing the soul, I couldn't resist him more than 20 years ago, but what about now?
pain?
For me today, pain has long been a normal thing like breathing. I want to see how Ankagus can do me.
The dazzling bright light gradually flashed away. When I saw everything around me, I found myself standing in a pleasant field.
The sky is clear and cloudless, surrounded by golden rice waves. A small river winds through the rice fields. The water is clear and clear. Standing by the river, you can see a few small fish wandering in the water from time to time, occasionally popping up a bunch of bubbles at the bottom of the water.
I haven't seen you for more than 20 years. When Ankagus's own body was used, the spiritual world created was so real.
If I hadn't been mentally prepared in advance, I almost thought I was standing in the real reality
Yuedu was improved by him! The illusion can be so real
Surprised, I took a strong breath, and the air entering my lungs was extremely fresh and pleasant, making me feel extremely comfortable
Such a quiet and perfect world was created according to the perfect world I thought
I am not unfamiliar with all this in front of me, because he is the image of autumn in the village where I live
But I have been living in the dark for the past twenty years and have no intention of appreciating all of this
And even longer ago, when I came into this village with a big belly, everything around me was in my eyes...
Thinking of Sheila, I couldn't help but feel pain again
I knew in my heart that although Migale incorporated Sheila's memory and consciousness, she could never change back to Sheila in the past. She could only be regarded as a little shadow of her at most.
Even Anda, who was once a part of Migala's life, is the same...
Facing Yuedu's heart handcuffs, I had been mentally prepared for a long time, but I never thought that Ankagus gave me a gift this time, was so beautiful at the beginning.
I walked along the river bank, and the feeling under my feet was as real as it was. Not far from the other end of the river was the village where I used to live in seclusion.
The closer we get to the village, the more lively it gets around
First there was the sound of water trucks in the mill, the crowing of chickens, the mooing of cows, and then the sound of villagers chopping firewood, and the sound of children playing and playing. Everything was so familiar and so made me feel thrilled.
At the entrance of the village, several familiar girls appeared
They gathered together, either sitting quietly at the stone table peeling broad beans, picking vegetable leaves, fiddling with needlework and preparing autumn clothes, or helping each other to comb their hair, or holding their children and sitting under the fruitful grape trellis to feed milk.
The woman picking vegetable leaves, with beautiful blonde hair, who isn't Anda?
The person who fiddled with needlework and thread to prepare for autumn clothes was Rosa, and the little princess was helping Xuezhi comb her hair. As for the woman who was sitting under the fruitful grape trellis and breastfeeding her two children, who wouldn't be Sheila?
The scene in front of me is so similar to the illusion that happened when Sheila used the final reply spell on the execution ground.
Seeing all this, experiencing all this, enjoying all this, I couldn't help but feel so moved that I almost became addicted to it
Isn't this true?
Looking at all this, I rubbed my eyes, the back of my hands was wet, and those were a few tears that had just flowed out.
All of this in front of me is completely my dream that will never be realized
Daxiu, you are back!
What are you going to eat tonight?
Daxiu, come and try it on, this is the new clothes I made for you
Daxiu, come and hug Fraiya, I want to change the diapers to Xi'an
Now that I appeared, these people I loved gathered together, the sound of Yingying YànYàn, for a moment, my side was very lively
These are all hallucinations, I know...
Looking at all this, I forced myself to endure it so that I did not let myself fall into the beautiful illusion before me.
This is a illusion, I know very well...
In my heart, I kept warning myself repeatedly
But around me, these people I loved deeply, women who were filled with regret and guilt in my heart came over one by one, joked with me affectionately, acted coquettishly at me, and the beautiful scene in front of me, just a few words made me unable to help but burst into tears.
I want to keep going like this... I want to live like this...
I know this is the effect of Yuedu. The original intention of Yuedu's original creator is to allow those who are dying to have beautiful hallucinations before death, make up for the shortcomings of their lives in the world of hallucinations, and finally die without regrets.
Compared to torture us with the flaws of our souls more than 20 years ago, Ankagus has made obvious progress, and he knows better how to use this trick to manipulate people's hearts.
What an Ankagus!
What a god of destruction!
This time, he didn't use pain, but used the things I wanted most to deal with me.
My heart has been scarred for the past twenty years of inhuman life, but for me, all pain is as ordinary as breathing, and no torture can make me feel more painful... And what I have escaped from the darkness of the past, and what I dare not face almost does not exist...
Pain cannot crush my consciousness, so in the world of Yuedu, he gave me love, the love I longed for the most, and used happiness to confuse me.
I stood still, as if I had lost my soul, and was called by the woman beside me.
Either open your mouth and eat a piece of fruit they handed over, or try on the clothes they made for me, or make fun of her with Sheila... The feeling of soaking in love is like living in heaven
Although I know everything is an illusion, this feeling is really beautiful and fascinating
With positive emotions, you cannot crush this world of love!
I really want to stay in this world forever...
When this thought arose in my mind, I was suddenly shocked
You can't get stuck! Once you get stuck, you'll be done!
At that moment, a flash of emotion in my mind suddenly understood the way to break through this beautiful illusion world
To break through this illusion world, what I need is not a love that represents happiness, nor a strong positive emotion. Because the origin of this world is the positive emotion in my heart. What I need now is a negative emotion, and a kind of thing called pain, and it is the strongest pain in the world.
There is only one way to get out of the moon world created by Ankagus for me!
Looking at the women around me who were close to me and smiling happily on their faces, I slowly raised my left hand,
Kill them, as long as you kill them all, everything will disappear!
Just as I was about to do it, I put a pair of slender hands on my forehead.
Very tired? I'll rub it for you
Feeling Anda's gentle soothing voice and enjoying the skillful massage of her fingers, the power I condensed in my hands actually dissipated in a few breaths.
Bad guy, you're lazy again!
Sheila also leaned over and stuffed a baby in her arms into my hand. It was the boy's Xi'an.
Hug me, two bad guys, pee at the same time! I want to change Freya's diapers, one hand is too busy
Holding my own flesh and blood, I love me the most, and I love me the most. At the same time, the two women I owe the most are surrounded by two women. They are clearly enjoying the greatest happiness in the world, but my heart is now in conflict.
Sorry, sorry, I know these are all fake!
Repeatedly, repeatedly hypnotizing myself and resisting, my teeth biting my lips, my mouth full of blood. Finally, I gritted my teeth hard, and my teeth bit off half of my tongue. As a mouthful of blood was sprayed out, my hands also used force.
I slapped my biological flesh and blood to pieces in my head with my own hands
This is not true!
At that moment, a cramp in my chest was swelling, and the huge pain almost tore my soul into pieces
On the side, Sheila screamed: Da Xiu, what are you doing?
I raised my hand and swung my fist again, and the right fist covered with Xi'an's blood pierced through Sheila's left chest
I said to Sheila: I can't be so selfish! I can't be sorry for Rosa and Xuezhi anymore!
The painful and incredible face on Sheila's face, knowing that it's all fake, but the expression that is so real that it can't be true anymore, is still my heart that is so painful that it's twisted into a ball.
Sorry, Freia!
Sorry, Mr. Anda!
Sorry, little princess!
Sorry, Rosa!
Sorry, Xuezhi!
Every time I read someone's name, I'm also killing someone I love the most
When I personally killed all my lovers in front of me, the pain almost completely destroyed my consciousness. Later, in order to vent this pain and weaken this pain, I used the void to destroy the beautiful village in front of me to completely destroy the beautiful village in front of me...
The moment the village was destroyed, everything around it was broken into pieces like a broken kaleidoscope.
My consciousness returned to the real world, but the great pain of killing my favorite with my own hands returned to my body and parasitized into my heart
The world of Yuedu, time and the real time in the outside world are inconsistent.
It was just a short moment. Although this real painful torture of killing the true love with his own hands is only a short moment in the real world, to me, it is almost like a century of long
Back in the real world, I found that I was in a huge floating starry sky
There are countless huge rocks floating around
My left hand is still tightly clasped with Ruyue's right hand, behind me, Migale, Little Christine, and Melia are also floating in the air like us, like losing consciousness
There was a white shadow shaking in front of me. I touched it with my right hand. It was my hair
In just a moment, my black hair had returned to the snow and white again
Then, my left hand tightened slightly, and Ruyue, who was tightly clasped with my fingers, also woke up. Like me, when she woke up, she was also crying, and her face was also filled with great pain.
Although I don't know what Ruyue has experienced, I understand that she must have done something similar to me: destroying her favorite things with her own hands
I looked at Ruyue, and Ruyue looked at me, both of them were crying. For the first time, we placed the weakness in each other's hearts in front of each other.
Behind us, little Christine and Melia were still unconscious, Melia's face was filled with a happy smile, while little Christine was the opposite, his face was filled with pain, as for Migale...
Almost as Ruyue woke up, she also got rid of the world of Yuedu
But when she opened her eyes, this faceless archangel had a face again: the face of seven points is similar to Anda, but with three points is similar to Sheila.
A voice and our minds sounded:
It was not beyond my expectations that Migala could wake up, but I did not expect that Dragon Demon, Dragon King, you two would actually be the ones who woke up earlier than her!