I stood in front of the window, looking at the colorful fallen leaves in the courtyard. The winter sun shone the earth into a warm milky yellow, just like the warm current in my heart, flowing lightly and soothingly
The sun seemed to rise from my heart, and slowly set in my heart
Every leaf is like my restless thoughts, from the summer when desire is burning to the autumn when it is in chaos, now it has lost the support of passion, tranquility, falling, floating, and broken
After returning from Guangzhou, I would go home to accompany Bian Jing every day after get off work. Even if Bian Jing went home to accompany her mother and was not by my side, I was very honest. I would not go to the bar or even the dance hall. I would not go to any place that could arouse lust for a month.
That month I cleaned my home, changed into a new set of furniture, and gave the furniture that was still used as a part-new one to a couple who had just arrived in Beijing.
I didn't meet Song Min either, but just sent her a text message and told her that I would get married early next year
Song Min did not reply or look for me. It seemed that she was stimulated. I did not comfort her again. It was better to have a short pain than long pain. I could only bury my love and longing for her deeply in my heart.
Even Bian Jing felt this. She once carefully asked me why Song Min hadn't seen her for a long time.
I just told her that what was gone will pass, don't mention it again
Bian Jing didn't say anything else
Women know women the best, and women are also the biggest natural enemy of women. Although Bian Jing is generous and does not care about my past, Song Min is the biggest threat to her. If I gradually alienate Song Min, Bian Jing will still be very satisfied.
We both let go of this matter tacitly. I am also very happy with Bian Jing's mature attitude. If a woman always reminds men not to make mistakes with the past, she will only annoy men. In the end, out of rebellious psychology, the mistakes made may be more serious.
Bian Jing and I truly trust each other
In just a dozen days in Guangzhou, our sense of trust has greatly enhanced, which is the basis for our future marriage happiness.
At that time, I seemed to have become a different person. Even Lao Fan looked at me with admiration and said that he seemed to have seen aliens and didn't know me anymore
I'm not used to it, why are you so serious?
You can't stand me for being a fool of myself, and you can't stand me for being honest, either. Do you have to take my heart out and show you?
Haha, take out your heart and show it to Ajing. I'm not interested in seeing whether your heart is red or black. But, you pretend to be like that. You go home after get off work. It's even more ruler than me. I'm still taking a female colleague from our unit now
Yes, let's get her into bed first
You boy reveal your mistakes in just three words. We are still pure. Don’t make mistakes.
Brother, if you want to listen to me, you must take over her first when dealing with a woman, and let’s talk about the others later!
OK, I'll listen to you, let's have a drink together tonight
No, I quit drinking, alcohol can be indiscriminate. I want to completely transform myself and ask the Party and the people to supervise.
It's up to you! You should be messed up if you don't have wine.
Take a fewer sips and you will lose one less danger
After calling Lao Fan, it was already time to get off work. I had sorted out the documents on the desk and prepared to go home.
At this time, Xiao Wang walked in. He was the one I gave the furniture. He came to invite me to his house for dinner and said that the couple should thank me well.
Xiao Wang and his wife are both twenty-eight years old and come from a small city in the south.
Xiao Wang is a very honest person. He works as a typewriter in our newspaper and works diligently and hardworkingly. I am very satisfied with him. He was converted into a formal employee just one month after the probation period.
This was his first job in Beijing. He was surprised that he was so successful in his official career. He warmly invited me to his house. I refused for a long time and was embarrassed to refuse, so I called Bian Jing and said that he would have dinner with his colleague tonight and go home later. Bian Jing said: You go, I will wait for you to come back before going to bed.
I drove to his house with Xiao Wang, and Xiao Wang's woman was waiting for us at the door early on.
I have met Xiao Wang's woman once. It was Xiao Wang's first day at work. She came to deliver food. She felt that she was a very quiet woman. She didn't like talking. She looked very much like Song Min, but she was smaller than Song Min.
After entering the house, Xiao Wang was very enthusiastic to serve tea and water. The woman went to the kitchen without saying a word to cook a very rich meal for me.
Xiao Wang also bought Moutai and said he wanted to celebrate it well.
He had no alcohol tolerance, and he got high after drinking just two glasses, but he was obviously very happy and continued to drink. His wife advised him, he didn't listen, saying that it was difficult to find a job now, and he signed a formal contract in a month. He really didn't expect that he said he was much luckier than others.
The woman said that she was unpromising and ignored him. She just picked up food, poured wine, and talked to me.
I can guarantee that I had no intention of seducing her that night, and I almost never looked at her. Although I saw her ambiguous expression, I ignored it at all, and I didn't even dismiss her. Whenever I had the chance, I would do that. I kept bowing my head and drinking. After I finished a drink, she immediately filled me with it.
Her man was drunk, she helped her man to the bed in the inner room to sleep, and came back to continue with me
Since the master was asleep, I said goodbye and she said she wanted to send me off.
When I got outside the house, I said to the woman: Go back, I don’t need to send me what I drive here.
The woman looked at my car and asked: Can you sit in your car for a while? Don't laugh at me, I have never taken such a good car in my life.
I felt very embarrassed, but it was difficult to refuse, so I agreed to her
When I got into the car, I turned on the music habitually and played Karen Mok's song "Ten Minutes Before Midnight"
Maybe it was because Miss Mo's singing was too ambiguous. She asked me to take her for a ride. Looking at her expectant eyes, I couldn't bear it. I thought it would be okay to take her around for a while, so I started the car and drove to Chang'an Street.
Suddenly, my cell phone rang. I picked it up and saw that it was Song Min. I glanced at the woman beside me. The woman turned her head and I answered the phone:
Do you don't want to pay attention to me anymore? Song Min asked in a choked voice on the phone. I was cruel and said: Yes
Song Min didn't say anything and slowly cried out. When I heard her crying, I felt confused. I immediately parked the car on the side of the road, got out of the car and walked to a place far away from the car, and said to Song Min: I thought about it for a long time. It would be better for the three of us if we continue like this.
Song Min cried and said: Then you forgot the days we used to?
I feel very uncomfortable, I don’t call you because I’m afraid I can’t control myself and think about you
Then you still love me, right?
Please, don't ask me that
Then you let me bear it alone? You ignore me for a month. Do you know how I survived every night? Even if I send a text message, I have no feelings for you... She can't continue crying anymore
It's been five years since I met you, isn't it a shame for you to say such things now?
We can't always live in the past and choose my choice, we can only do this. If you want me to choose in the next life, I still have to choose her.
I didn't want you to marry me. You want you to think about me often and give me a call when you have time. Even if you just say one thing, it's okay that you are suddenly so heartless now. Can I stand it?
I really don’t dare to call you. When I hear your voice, I want to find you. Isn’t this harmful to you?
Song Min gradually calmed down after hearing what I said, and said: I know, I just want to hear your voice. I won’t make trouble with you. I have been insomnia these days. Maybe I can have a good sleep today.
Really?
Well, don’t worry, I will definitely call you to bed. I can feel at ease if you are well, do you know?
I know, I'm going to sleep, don't bother me, okay?
I don't know, go to bed
Good night, good night
I stood by the roadside, burst into tears without being able to control myself. It was already winter, and the tears were cold and tingling, tingling my heart
A handkerchief suddenly came to my side. The woman in the car walked to me at some point, but I didn't realize it.
In the hazy state, I took the handkerchief and wiped away the tears. The woman silently stood aside. After a while, she said softly: Is it for your lover?
I nodded. The woman seemed to be a woman who knew a lot about the world. She said lightly: It's time for you to go home. Home is your last destination. Without home, there is nothing.
It's time to go home, I'll send you home first, I'll give the handkerchief to the woman
No, I'll take a taxi back by myself. Tonight I'll be a little... a little... The woman blushed and didn't say anything more
I said: Don't say anything, I understand you, go back
The woman nodded, walked to the side of the road and waved to stop a taxi, looked back at me, waved her hand at me, got into the car and closed the door
I turned and walked to my car until the taxi went away and could no longer see it.
Just as I was about to open the car door, my intuition suddenly felt that the atmosphere around me was not right, and I suddenly felt that some mysterious force was frozen in my mind.
I looked up and saw Bian Jing looking at me smiling from the shadows of trees on the side of the road, slowly walking towards me step by step
At that moment, I could hardly breathe!
The sun seemed to rise from my heart, and slowly set in my heart
Every leaf is like my restless thoughts, from the summer when desire is burning to the autumn when it is in chaos, now it has lost the support of passion, tranquility, falling, floating, and broken
After returning from Guangzhou, I would go home to accompany Bian Jing every day after get off work. Even if Bian Jing went home to accompany her mother and was not by my side, I was very honest. I would not go to the bar or even the dance hall. I would not go to any place that could arouse lust for a month.
That month I cleaned my home, changed into a new set of furniture, and gave the furniture that was still used as a part-new one to a couple who had just arrived in Beijing.
I didn't meet Song Min either, but just sent her a text message and told her that I would get married early next year
Song Min did not reply or look for me. It seemed that she was stimulated. I did not comfort her again. It was better to have a short pain than long pain. I could only bury my love and longing for her deeply in my heart.
Even Bian Jing felt this. She once carefully asked me why Song Min hadn't seen her for a long time.
I just told her that what was gone will pass, don't mention it again
Bian Jing didn't say anything else
Women know women the best, and women are also the biggest natural enemy of women. Although Bian Jing is generous and does not care about my past, Song Min is the biggest threat to her. If I gradually alienate Song Min, Bian Jing will still be very satisfied.
We both let go of this matter tacitly. I am also very happy with Bian Jing's mature attitude. If a woman always reminds men not to make mistakes with the past, she will only annoy men. In the end, out of rebellious psychology, the mistakes made may be more serious.
Bian Jing and I truly trust each other
In just a dozen days in Guangzhou, our sense of trust has greatly enhanced, which is the basis for our future marriage happiness.
At that time, I seemed to have become a different person. Even Lao Fan looked at me with admiration and said that he seemed to have seen aliens and didn't know me anymore
I'm not used to it, why are you so serious?
You can't stand me for being a fool of myself, and you can't stand me for being honest, either. Do you have to take my heart out and show you?
Haha, take out your heart and show it to Ajing. I'm not interested in seeing whether your heart is red or black. But, you pretend to be like that. You go home after get off work. It's even more ruler than me. I'm still taking a female colleague from our unit now
Yes, let's get her into bed first
You boy reveal your mistakes in just three words. We are still pure. Don’t make mistakes.
Brother, if you want to listen to me, you must take over her first when dealing with a woman, and let’s talk about the others later!
OK, I'll listen to you, let's have a drink together tonight
No, I quit drinking, alcohol can be indiscriminate. I want to completely transform myself and ask the Party and the people to supervise.
It's up to you! You should be messed up if you don't have wine.
Take a fewer sips and you will lose one less danger
After calling Lao Fan, it was already time to get off work. I had sorted out the documents on the desk and prepared to go home.
At this time, Xiao Wang walked in. He was the one I gave the furniture. He came to invite me to his house for dinner and said that the couple should thank me well.
Xiao Wang and his wife are both twenty-eight years old and come from a small city in the south.
Xiao Wang is a very honest person. He works as a typewriter in our newspaper and works diligently and hardworkingly. I am very satisfied with him. He was converted into a formal employee just one month after the probation period.
This was his first job in Beijing. He was surprised that he was so successful in his official career. He warmly invited me to his house. I refused for a long time and was embarrassed to refuse, so I called Bian Jing and said that he would have dinner with his colleague tonight and go home later. Bian Jing said: You go, I will wait for you to come back before going to bed.
I drove to his house with Xiao Wang, and Xiao Wang's woman was waiting for us at the door early on.
I have met Xiao Wang's woman once. It was Xiao Wang's first day at work. She came to deliver food. She felt that she was a very quiet woman. She didn't like talking. She looked very much like Song Min, but she was smaller than Song Min.
After entering the house, Xiao Wang was very enthusiastic to serve tea and water. The woman went to the kitchen without saying a word to cook a very rich meal for me.
Xiao Wang also bought Moutai and said he wanted to celebrate it well.
He had no alcohol tolerance, and he got high after drinking just two glasses, but he was obviously very happy and continued to drink. His wife advised him, he didn't listen, saying that it was difficult to find a job now, and he signed a formal contract in a month. He really didn't expect that he said he was much luckier than others.
The woman said that she was unpromising and ignored him. She just picked up food, poured wine, and talked to me.
I can guarantee that I had no intention of seducing her that night, and I almost never looked at her. Although I saw her ambiguous expression, I ignored it at all, and I didn't even dismiss her. Whenever I had the chance, I would do that. I kept bowing my head and drinking. After I finished a drink, she immediately filled me with it.
Her man was drunk, she helped her man to the bed in the inner room to sleep, and came back to continue with me
Since the master was asleep, I said goodbye and she said she wanted to send me off.
When I got outside the house, I said to the woman: Go back, I don’t need to send me what I drive here.
The woman looked at my car and asked: Can you sit in your car for a while? Don't laugh at me, I have never taken such a good car in my life.
I felt very embarrassed, but it was difficult to refuse, so I agreed to her
When I got into the car, I turned on the music habitually and played Karen Mok's song "Ten Minutes Before Midnight"
Maybe it was because Miss Mo's singing was too ambiguous. She asked me to take her for a ride. Looking at her expectant eyes, I couldn't bear it. I thought it would be okay to take her around for a while, so I started the car and drove to Chang'an Street.
Suddenly, my cell phone rang. I picked it up and saw that it was Song Min. I glanced at the woman beside me. The woman turned her head and I answered the phone:
Do you don't want to pay attention to me anymore? Song Min asked in a choked voice on the phone. I was cruel and said: Yes
Song Min didn't say anything and slowly cried out. When I heard her crying, I felt confused. I immediately parked the car on the side of the road, got out of the car and walked to a place far away from the car, and said to Song Min: I thought about it for a long time. It would be better for the three of us if we continue like this.
Song Min cried and said: Then you forgot the days we used to?
I feel very uncomfortable, I don’t call you because I’m afraid I can’t control myself and think about you
Then you still love me, right?
Please, don't ask me that
Then you let me bear it alone? You ignore me for a month. Do you know how I survived every night? Even if I send a text message, I have no feelings for you... She can't continue crying anymore
It's been five years since I met you, isn't it a shame for you to say such things now?
We can't always live in the past and choose my choice, we can only do this. If you want me to choose in the next life, I still have to choose her.
I didn't want you to marry me. You want you to think about me often and give me a call when you have time. Even if you just say one thing, it's okay that you are suddenly so heartless now. Can I stand it?
I really don’t dare to call you. When I hear your voice, I want to find you. Isn’t this harmful to you?
Song Min gradually calmed down after hearing what I said, and said: I know, I just want to hear your voice. I won’t make trouble with you. I have been insomnia these days. Maybe I can have a good sleep today.
Really?
Well, don’t worry, I will definitely call you to bed. I can feel at ease if you are well, do you know?
I know, I'm going to sleep, don't bother me, okay?
I don't know, go to bed
Good night, good night
I stood by the roadside, burst into tears without being able to control myself. It was already winter, and the tears were cold and tingling, tingling my heart
A handkerchief suddenly came to my side. The woman in the car walked to me at some point, but I didn't realize it.
In the hazy state, I took the handkerchief and wiped away the tears. The woman silently stood aside. After a while, she said softly: Is it for your lover?
I nodded. The woman seemed to be a woman who knew a lot about the world. She said lightly: It's time for you to go home. Home is your last destination. Without home, there is nothing.
It's time to go home, I'll send you home first, I'll give the handkerchief to the woman
No, I'll take a taxi back by myself. Tonight I'll be a little... a little... The woman blushed and didn't say anything more
I said: Don't say anything, I understand you, go back
The woman nodded, walked to the side of the road and waved to stop a taxi, looked back at me, waved her hand at me, got into the car and closed the door
I turned and walked to my car until the taxi went away and could no longer see it.
Just as I was about to open the car door, my intuition suddenly felt that the atmosphere around me was not right, and I suddenly felt that some mysterious force was frozen in my mind.
I looked up and saw Bian Jing looking at me smiling from the shadows of trees on the side of the road, slowly walking towards me step by step
At that moment, I could hardly breathe!
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